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Chapter 10 Chapter 9 If the stump is broken, I will be worse than a pig or a dog?

He and she did not think: you are human, he is also human, and our children are even more human.Everyone in the world should understand: no matter how crippled your children's bodies are, their hearts are not crippled at all! Remember the above sentence, and the children will not have such a sad inquiry as follows—— One day in the winter of 2000, I passed Fuchengmen Bridge in Beijing, and saw a large group of onlookers shouting there, so I couldn't help but squeezed over to take a look, and it was this look that made me feel so sad: I saw a man with a broken left leg. The missing ten-year-old child was lying on the ground, dressed in dirty and torn clothes, begging from passers-by with shaking hands.Beside him is a small Coca-Cola can, which is used to put money.Because on the street, pedestrians passing by him in a hurry would kick over his money pot if they didn't pay attention.The scene I saw that day was that a young man might not have noticed that there was another beggar like this at his feet, so he kicked the little beggar's money pot down.At this time, a gust of cold wind blew by, and a few banknotes in the small money jar fell to the road with the wind.Those were very inconspicuous bills of 1.20 cents and 1.5 yuan, but someone picked up the 5 yuan bill.

"Give it back to me, it's my money—" the little beggar couldn't walk very well, and in order to chase the young man who picked up his money, he kept rolling and shouting while trying to get the money back.When he climbed more than ten meters and hugged the money picker, he just said that the money belonged to me, and the man kicked him hard, and there were more than one or two people who saw it So, someone looked at the little beggar with a broken leg, and yelled at the young man to return the money, so there was a scene of onlookers.When I saw the little beggar, he was lying on the ground covering half of his face that had been kicked, weeping in pain...

I heard someone cursing the young man who picked up his money and kicking him at this time, and someone was insulting the little beggar who fell on the ground, saying that his appearance was too detrimental to Jing's image.There is neither law nor serious morality on this kind of occasion, only people's anger and ridicule, most people glanced indifferently and hurried away from the scene - because there are quite a lot of beggars like this on the streets of Beijing, and people are more I hate street thugs like this. But my heart cannot be calm, because I am concerned about the fate of thousands of homeless children who have lost their love and family, so I know this is another poor child suffering the tragic fate imposed on them by their relatives.

Almost all street children, most of them are because of the sins of their parents and relatives, which made them bring all kinds of ugly scenes to our society. After a commotion, the little beggar regained those ten and twenty cents and the five yuan.This time he behaved well, I saw him quickly put the big 5 yuan ticket into his arms... "Can you get up? Come with me." Seeing that no one was around him anymore, I said to him. Seeing my tall stature, the little beggar stared at those confused eyes in fear, and asked timidly, "What are you going to do? I...I won't go."

"Don't be afraid, I'm not from the shelter of the Public Security Bureau. I just want to hear why you came to Beijing to beg." I assumed a trustworthy posture and squatted down to talk to him. He glared at me, turning his head indifferently. I smiled at him, and took out a 10 yuan bill from my pocket: "Here. Is it enough for your day's harvest?" The little beggar was taken aback for a moment, then looked at me, not daring to reach out to take the money. I had to stuff the money in his little money jar. He stared at me for a long time, and then quickly stuffed 10 yuan into his arms.

"You really don't have to be afraid, I just want to ask you why your family doesn't care about you?" I said. Tears welled up in the little beggar's eyes. "Look, if we talk like that on the street, maybe the police will come right away, how about we talk in another place?" - Hearing my words, the little beggar immediately nodded his head in agreement. On such occasions, it is not good for me to walk on the street with such a little beggar with a leg on my arm, so I pointed to the bridge pier not far away: "I will wait for you there..." While he was slowly walking towards me, I bought a stalk of boiled old corn from a nearby stall: "Eat it, and then we'll chat."

The little beggar has already begun to feel that I don't look like a bad person, so he ate it with confidence, and looked at me a few times while eating, probably thinking why would someone treat him like this? "Don't be afraid, I just want to ask where you came from? Where is your home?" "Hebei, Hebei over Chengde." It seems that he knows who he is. "Who's in the house?" "Mom and dad, a younger brother, and a grandma." "Do they know you came out to beg?" He shook his head. "what's your name?" "... strong."

"Did you escape by yourself? Or were they forced out?" "...I came out by myself." "Why? Are you afraid of being arrested when you come out? Are you afraid of starving to death outside?" He nodded and shook his head again. "What's wrong with your legs?" "I was crushed by a car when I was a child..." "How old were you? Then your parents gave birth to a younger brother for you?" He nodded, seeming surprised that I should know this. In fact, I have encountered more than one or two situations like this.Usually those families with a disabled only child, they are allowed to have another child.And when the second child was born, some parents' feelings gradually transferred to those healthy children, and they showed very inhuman discrimination and abuse towards the disabled children, which made many disabled children like this homeless child. Children also end up begging on the streets or living a miserable life.

"How did you come to Beijing? Just by yourself?" "No, there are two more partners, they are at Fuxingmen..." He pointed to the place to the south. "How much money can I ask for in a day?" For the first time, there was a smile on his stiff little face: "Not necessarily, sometimes three or two yuan, and when you meet a good person like you, it will be more, and sometimes you can get less than two cents a day." "If you only have two or three cents, what would you eat?" He shook his head, looking pitiful: "I'm hungry..." "Didn't your family look for you?"

"I don't know." The little beggar lowered his head and thought for a while, then raised his head again. "They won't look for it, they will be happy when I die..." "why?" He stopped talking and lowered his head. I knew it hit him sorely and needed another question. "Where do you live at night?" He seemed to regain his spirit: "You can live here. Sometimes it's under the Fuchengmen Bridge, sometimes it's at the subway entrance..." "Nobody caught you?" "They can't see us..." He seemed to smile at me smugly.But my heart hurts watching it.I know such waifs, especially the handicapped ones, who are usually slow to move and seek boarding places that most people can't think of.

"Once I was pulled to a garbage dump in the suburbs by a cleaning vehicle, and then the aunt who drove the cleaning vehicle was so scared that she parked the car on the side of the road and ran away..." The little beggar told me as if he was telling a funny story With his legendary experience. "Aren't you afraid that one day you will be buried in a mountain of garbage and you won't be able to get up?" He shook his head again. "Then you are not afraid of begging outside alone like this?" He glared at me again, not wanting to answer the question. "Do your parents hit you at home?" "Hit...he rolled up his arm, revealing a long scar, which my dad scalded with a frying spoon..." I caressed the long scar on my little arm, and couldn't believe that this was the murderous hand of a biological father on his son. "Why does your father treat you like this?" "...I stole the food that my brother brought to school that day." "Don't tell me your parents didn't give you food, so why did you steal your brother's food?" "My brother's meal has meat...I can't eat it." "Why don't you eat at home?" "They said that my younger brother can go to college and be filial to adults, but I can't, I'm going to implicate the whole family..." "This..." I suddenly felt speechless, there are such parents in the world!Children with disabilities are inherently fragile, and their unsound bodies need care. However, this little beggar not only does not receive normal care, but suffers from abuse. I remember reading a piece of news in a newspaper once: the parents of a family in a certain province let the disabled child live with a pig all the year round because one of their children was disabled. In real life, there are definitely not one or two cases. On July 23 last year, I saw a report in Guangzhou Xinkuaibao on the Internet: a seven-year-old boy, because of ADHD, was chained by his parents for several months... It is indeed a troublesome thing for children to suffer from ADHD. I remember that my child once had such a problem. Later, I heard from the doctor that almost 30% of newborns suffer from this kind of disease, but it can be completely cured after certain treatment back to normal.However, this little boy in Guangzhou was locked up like an animal all day long because of his little illness, and his parents who opened a restaurant even proudly showed off their abilities to outsiders—poor seven Under such inhuman torture by his parents, the young boy is still laughing foolishly at the uncles and aunts who came to watch... He has no idea that he has changed from a human into a monkey under the torture of his biological parents and is being tricked by groups of strangers with ridicule. I know that Zhuang Zhuang is not the only poor child in the world, and it is not just this seven-year-old boy who is chained by his parents. Last summer, Zhang Gong's family in Longkou Town, Xingguo County, Jiangxi Province had a son, so the family put up lanterns and festoons, and prepared to hold a big wedding banquet to welcome the birth of another offspring of the Zhang family.But when Zhang Gongquan was busy traveling from home to home to inform his relatives about the wedding, the obstetrics hospital reported that his Zhang family’s son was good everywhere, but suffered from congenital anal insufficiency, and the child had to undergo an anoplasty in the hospital. Ha, the Zhang family gave birth to a master with no asshole, this is something new!Immediately, someone in the neighbors was secretly having fun. Zhang Gongquan gasped heavily after hearing this.He's going to the hospital to find out.But as soon as he arrived at the hospital, the doctor told him: Prepare another 5,000 yuan. Your son has convulsions, confusion, and vomiting blood for the past few days. It is intracranial hemorrhage or upper gastrointestinal bleeding. What?Are you going to have major surgery?Zhang Gongquan was dumbfounded when he heard it: how lucky is this son to be born!After thinking about it for a while, Zhang Gongquan felt more and more useless, stomped his feet, and ran to the doctor and said: "It's dead, let's take the child home." In this way, he discharged the child from the hospital.How can the doctor persuade him?Even if the child is disabled, you have to treat him as a father! rule?What kind of treatment?When will it be cured?I have to undergo two major operations a few days before I was born, and I don't know what will happen in the future?Zhang Gongquan has his own reasons. All the procedures for discharge from the hospital have been completed.But Zhang Gongquan did not take his son home, but when it was dark and night, Lun secretly gave 40 yuan to Wu who buried the body in the hospital, saying: This child will be disabled when he grows up. Skin!Please help, throw this thing in the morgue, and bury it after death! Wu took four 10-yuan bills in one hand, and hugged the newborn baby in one hand, and went into the mortuary. Just like that, the poor child of the Zhang family was sent to the cold and silent mortuary, clinging to a dead body that was about to be cremated... On the fifth day, when the dead body was carried out and was about to be carried into the car of the crematorium , a baby was found lying there with its mouth open in hunger. Whose child is this?How could he be in the morgue just like that?What a crime, let his family come and take him away!Everyone exclaimed.Wu, who buried the corpse, finally had to confess that the child's biological father asked him to do it. Unexpectedly, five days later, the ill-fated child not only survived, but saw the sun again. I know that the father of this child has been sentenced for intentional homicide, but I still worry about whether this poor boy with a disability can stay in this world safely forever. If the child of the Zhang family was able to return to the human world from the dead world after five days in the mortuary, it is a blessing in misfortune, then the disabled Ermuyan who was brutally poisoned by drug lords as a tool for drug trafficking in a fortress town on the border between Yunnan and Myanmar The fate is far more terrible. Muyan was born in good condition, but suddenly got sick when he was three years old. From then on, his two calves couldn't stand up like a normal child, but his upper body didn't have any problems at all, and he looked no different from other children.But just because his legs can't move, he can only stay at home and help adults with simple housework when he reaches school age.The father who does some small business outside is not very capable, and he thinks it is too little to gain too much, so he often takes out his anger on Xiao Muyan. Every time the father beats his son, Xiao Muyan rolls on the ground in pain. "You trash who is not even as good as a pig, what's the use of raising you?" My father always scolded like this every time he yelled. In Xiaomuyan's young heart, there are only humiliation and sad tears. "Why is it useless? It is useful whether it is a person or a thing. It depends on how you use it." When his father was angry at Xiaomuyan again that day, a Kunming man who specializes in drug business said to Xiaomuyan's father. "Old Yang, you are in big business. Look at what I did in my previous life! If you can't do business well, raise a child who is still a child with missing legs. Alas, in this life..." Xiao Muyan's father was most afraid of Expose his family's shortcomings in front of respectable people. "Hahaha, what did you do in your previous life! I can only say that you are out of your mind. If you can trust me, hand over Muyan to me and make sure that he is not only not an idler, but also that I will make you, an old man, very popular." "Him? What can he do?" "You don't need to worry about it." The surname Yang patted his chest in front of Xiaomuyan's father and swore to the sky: "As long as you give the child to me, I will give you at least 500 yuan a month, how about it? Or we will fight to the end. : I will offer 10,000 yuan to take Xiaomuyan away. How about it?" "10,000 yuan?" "Yes, 10,000 yuan. After today, this statement will be invalid. How about it?" "Deal." Xiao Muyan's father was like catching a pie that fell from the sky. He dreamed of throwing out the burden of the family, but he didn't dare to ask in depth because he couldn't be accused of murdering his son. At that time, Xiao Muyan was 11 years old. Although he had not gone to school, he was not stupid, and he was even smarter than ordinary children. After the surname Yang took Xiao Muyan away, it was pretty good at first, there was food and drink, but he didn't treat him as a human being. "You sleep with A-Gump, and you are in charge of everything about it. You two need to get to know each other well, and I will let you do things in the future." The surnamed Yang led a wolfdog and said to Xiao Muyan. At first, when Xiao Muyan saw this yellow-haired animal that was half a head taller than him, he was so frightened that he trembled all over.As time went on, he really loved A-Gump like brothers. He had long since lost his brotherhood in the world, and only this wolfdog became his partner.The surname Yang is a drug dealer who specializes in drugs. On the surface, he is in the jewelry business, but in fact he specializes in selling drugs for domestic drug traffickers on the China-Myanmar border.Xiao Muyan didn't know what Yang was using him for, he thought he was only asking him to raise and watch dogs.After more than three months, when he and A-Gump had become quite familiar, one day, the surname Yang asked Xiao Muyan to hold a walking stick, and slowly took A-Gump to the border to pick up the goods. How could Xiao Muyan know about the underworld?When he moved 10 centimeters by 10 centimeters with difficulty on the streets of the town, no one saw this poor disabled child.On this day, the task surnamed Yang gave Xiao Muyan was very simple. Ask him to pick up a businessman from Myanmar and tell him that Yang is not at home. If you have anything to ask Xiao Muyan to bring back.Xiao Muyan felt that this was the first time he worked for the master, so he must do the job well, otherwise he would feel sorry for the master.He and A-Gump just pretended to play at the bridge pier all morning, and when it was almost lunchtime, a man wearing a bamboo hat suddenly came over and asked Xiao Muyan, "Are you from Yang's family?" Xiao Muyan Said: "Yes, you have something to tell my uncle"——Yang asked Xiao Muyan to call him that. "It's okay, it's fine if he's not at home." The man in the bamboo hat pretended not to care, while keeping his eyes on the border police on the other side of the bridge pier.Just when Xiao Muyan was inadvertently, when the man pretended to squat down to tease A-Gump, he suddenly and quietly stuffed a pack of things the size of a pencil case to Xiao Muyan: "Put it away quickly, and give it to your uncle!" Xiao Muyan was stunned for a moment , Seeing the man staring at him vigorously, he hurriedly stuffed the small bag into his arms. This receiving and receiving is completed within a few seconds. "You did a good job today, I've seen it all." After returning, Uncle Yang threw a few meaty bones at Xiao Muyan and A-Gump, and then rolled his eyelids: "Actually, I am dozens of people behind you." meters away, hehe, those armed policemen are idiots and idiots!" The surname Yang is triumphant. Xiao Muyan himself grew up in this land where drugs spread, and he knew that Uncle Yang was actually using him and A-Gump to serve him in drug trafficking. "Uncle, it is very dangerous to do this kind of thing. If you are caught, you will be beheaded... I am afraid." One day, Xiao Muyan said softly to the uncle. "What are you afraid of?" Uncle Yang squinted his small eyes: "You have to learn from Forrest Gump. Once I let it snatch a package of goods back at the gunpoint of the armed police, and it didn't even take a nap. one time." "But it's a dog..." Just as Xiao Muyan wanted to argue, Uncle Yang's slap had already landed on his face.Ouch——Xiao Muyan didn't know what trick Yang used, that slap made his face burn with pain, and this pain has been burning in Xiao Muyan's heart with fear ever since. "Do you think you are a human being? But who treats you as a human being? To tell you the truth: you are not even as good as a dog! If you don't believe that you go to the street to smell body odor, A-Gump will still have someone throw a bone or a leftover bun to eat. You? Except for me throwing you a bone to eat, who would do that? No one! Don't be sentimental, what are you afraid of? If you want to have a bone to eat, you have to listen to me. Besides, I pay every month The money given to the father who gave birth to this disabled dog of yours is enough to feed a few Forrest Gump, do you think it was thrown away for nothing? Hmph, be quiet, be as obedient as Forrest Gump, don’t ask anything, why should I You can do whatever you want, or you have to be like those mangy dogs thrown on the street, no one will pick up the corpse even if you stink..." Uncle Yang's scolding made Xiao Muyan confused: Am I really worse than a dog? One day Uncle Yang went out to run errands, only Xiao Muyan and A-Gump stayed at home. In order to prove who was the higher status in people's minds, Xiao Muyan led A-Gump to the street. He saw a restaurant, So he wanted to go in - the master surnamed Yang often ignored Xiao Muyan and A-Gump when he went out, so Xiao Muyan and A-Gump couldn't stop when they saw the greasy and fragrant restaurant. A-Gump smelled the aroma of the food, lowered his head, walked fast, and entered the restaurant as soon as he had a cigarette, and then shuttled under several tables to gnaw the bones, very proud of himself.Xiaomuyan is not as agile as A-Gump, especially when crossing the threshold of that restaurant is like climbing a mountain.Finally, he rolled and crawled across the threshold, only to feel that his body was suddenly lifted into the air. "Put it down! You put it down! I can't breathe, put me down quickly—" Mu Yan's face turned purple. "Okay, I think you, a pig with a broken leg, dare to make trouble, go in!" The restaurant owner with a big arm and a thick waist pushed Xiao Muyan into the waste diesel oil barrel of garbage at the door like a chicken, Hahaha laughed maniacally and turned around to go about his work. "Help! Help——" Xiao Muyan's lower limbs are disabled, and his whole body is less than 80 centimeters tall. He can't reach the edge of the oil drum with his hands up, so he can only shout for help inside. "Hahaha... You heard that little beggar calling his mother, but who knows if he was born by his mother? Haha..." There was a burst of laughter in the restaurant. Xiao Muyan, who is like a frog at the bottom of a well, has nothing to do. He knows that no one will come to rescue him, so he can only call A-Gump: "I am here, A-Gump, A-Gump, come and save me." No more, so he went out of the restaurant, wagging his tail, and straightened his ears: Well, it was he who was shouting! It sniffed the ground, straightened its head again, and knew: he was in that bucket. Strange, how did he end up there?Why not go to a restaurant and have a full meal like me?A-Gump was a little puzzled.Anyway, we're close friends, save him. So A-Gump scouted around the oil barrel, but felt that he couldn't do anything, so he yelled loudly, as if telling the guy inside: I can't do anything. "Stupid Forrest Gump, use your body, use your body to overturn this damn barrel—" Xiao Muyan was so angry that he kept cursing inside. Well, try it with your body, A-Gump really pressed his body against the oil drum as if he had received an order, but in the end it didn't work because the oil drum was too heavy. "Bastard, come again!" Xiao Muyan continued to shout hoarsely, and at the same time, he was also thinking: when A-Gump outside pushed his body against the bucket, he quickly moved his center of gravity to the opposite position... bang!Crash—the oil drum began to tilt, and dirty water and garbage poured out together with small wooden rocks. Woof, woof!A-Gump looked at the guy in such a mess, and proudly raised his head and shouted for joy. While wiping the filth off his face, Xiao Muyan patted his friend A-Gump, who was full of food and drink, and had to painfully admit a fact: I am really not as good as a dog! Once a person loses self-esteem, he becomes inferior to livestock and wild animals.Xiao Muyan didn't know when he became completely indifferent to human dignity and the concept of a dignified person, or he knew that these things were only the luxury of others. Uncle Yang's incident became bigger and bigger, and it made Xiaomuyan's heart tremble more and more, because the frontier armed police and public security personnel have always been in a situation where the prevention of drug smuggling is one foot high and the road is high. The secret transactions almost all rely on the channel formed by Xiao Muyan and the dog A-Gump.In the past two years, after the development of the border town for a week in Myanmar, there have been a lot of people coming and going, and the border trade and business activities have become more frequent.The cunning drug smuggler, Uncle Yang, also sees the police's eyes only on the bright side of coming and going, so he frequently succeeds through Xiao Muyan and A-Gump's inconspicuous actions. Another exchange of joint locations.Uncle Yang learned from the insider that someone would be sent to send specific contact details, and Xiao Muyan and A-Gump were sent out again as mailboxes for contact activities of the drug trade—that's what the underworld called him and the dog.It was agreed in advance that no matter how long you wait, you must see the email before you can evacuate.Xiao Muyan took A-Gump with him at the border bridge from 6:00 a.m. to pretend to be deaf and foolish. Until it was dark and the moon was rising, he still hadn't received any emails.Xiao Muyan was so hungry that his stomach growled.But it was impossible to withdraw, then Uncle Yang would have to hang him and A-Gump on tree poles and whip him dozens of times.Xiao Muyan didn't figure out what evil trick his Uncle Yang used until his death. Why did the kenaf vine hurt like a knife when it was pulled on his body after being soaked in water? The taste of being an undercover agent is too unbearable, and you have to wait at the original place, and being too close to the bridge will easily attract the attention of the border police. He leaned on his side to support his walk, and suddenly turned his body to one side and plopped into the sewage.None of the passers-by and border guards seemed to associate this poor disabled boy with the crime of drug trafficking. Hahaha, do you think he looks like a black-faced Zhang Fei now?Others made fun of Xiao Muyan, but Xiao Muyan himself took the opportunity to pretend to be deaf and foolish, and slipped away. Come and celebrate.This time you and Forrest Gump showed wit and should be rewarded.Then in one of the most upscale restaurants in the town, Uncle Yang picked up a piece of big ribs for Xiao Muyan, and another piece for A-Gump. This is the first time in Xiao Muyan's life that he has enjoyed such a luxurious meal. I don't know if it was the delicious pork chop that hurt his eyes, or seeing himself gobble up like the dog A-Gump next to him hurt his heart. Xiao Muyan As he ate and ate, tears couldn't help but flow down his face. He was thinking hard about a question: Is he a human or a dog? is a person?But why did my biological parents sell me to others?Is it a dog?But dogs eat shit, I don't seem to have eaten that yet... You bastard thing!waste!Are you really worse than a dog?Are you as brave as an ant for such a small job?On the third day after eating that delicious meal, Uncle Yang gave Xiaomuyan and A-Gump another task: to search for a package of goods thrown into the Lishui River by a drug dealer, and to take the goods out of the water. Bring it up so you can get a next step action plan. The Lishui River is not long, but it is closely connected to the China-Myanmar border. Many drug traffickers use this river to carry out underwater transportation—the drugs that are going to be traded in large quantities are passed through the water without anyone noticing.The task assigned to Xiaomuyan by the surname Yang is to find the source of the advance poison, and then engage in a large number of underwater transactions.But Xiao Muyan can't swim, if you can swim, I won't give you this task!You know, the less you know, the people who see you on the shore will not pay attention to you after you fall into the water!The surname Yang is worthy of being a master drug dealer. He wants Xiao Muyan, who has disabled legs, to perform a bitter trick.But Xiao Muyan was really scared. He knew that although the Lishui River was not deep, once a child with missing legs and limbs fell into the river, he might never be able to get up.Helpless, Xiao Muyan knew that even though he had just won the reward of eating a big pork chop, if he didn't want to do the task this time or if he didn't do it well, he would be severely beaten by the surname Yang. Xiaomuyan was ready to die.Before leaving, he patted the buddy Forrest Gump: If I can't get up, you must come and save me! Wang!woof!A-Gump stuck out his tongue sympathetically and licked Xiaomuyan's face, expressing that as long as possible, I would do my best. According to Uncle Yang's account, Xiao Muyan started playing with A-Gump next to the Lishui River the next day, and then rolled into the river pond when there were many people, and fell into the river with a plop.Xiao Muyan, who has never been in the water, does not know what kind of posture the person in the water looks like. When the river submerged his head, all his subconscious movements were to raise his hands high above the water and wave desperately.Forrest Gump!Forrest Gump... He wanted to ask the guy on the bank for help, but his mouth was blocked by the rushing river water. At first, the water poured straight into his intestines, and then came out of his nostrils—he realized in horror that his body was going down. Calm, I wanted to call for help but my voice couldn't come out at all... Xiao Muyan knew that he was going to die.Suddenly his feet touched something soft... His hands subconsciously grabbed onto that thing, as if wanting to take his own life back from it, but the whirring water was still pouring into him His intestines and stomach were like a sharp knife stirring his heart and liver. Dead on, really.Just when Xiao Muyan was about to throw away the soft thing hopelessly, his left arm was suddenly hooked up by something. Xiao Muyan was pleasantly surprised to find that his eyes could be opened: there was a blue sky above his head, and the blue sky was filled with beautiful white clouds... Looking sideways, it turned out that A-Gump's face was pressing against his. ——A-Gump saved him with his mouth. Forrest Gump... Thank you so much!Xiao Muyan wanted to say something to the buddy, but he couldn't say a word, his lips were trembling. I am not dead?won't die!When Xiao Muyan realized that his humble life still existed, he relaxed all over, and the thing he was holding firmly in his hand floated away. Wang!woof!The guy kept shouting from the sidelines. What's the matter?Forrest Gump?Xiao Muyan, who was still in shock, stroked A-Gump who had saved his life, and asked some unusually anxious fellows in a puzzled manner. Wang!woof!A-Gump was still yelling at him non-stop. what's your namebother!Xiao Muyan saw that because of A-Gump's barking, a large group of passers-by stood on the shore to see this drowned chicken. Wang!woof! kill you!Xiao Muyan angrily pushed A-Gump into the water.Unexpectedly, Forrest Gump plunged into the water, and when it resurfaced, it had something in its mouth—the soft thing that Xiao Muyan had touched and grasped. "Look, look, what treasure did the dog find?" The people on the shore were shouting and discussing. Xiao Muyan was startled, and immediately regained consciousness.Half of his body lay on the mud on the river bank, half of his body was submerged in the water, and desperately slapped A-Gump on the face with his hands.Aggrieved, A-Gump let go of the white plastic bag he was biting in his mouth. "Get up! Get up!" At this moment, two armed frontier policemen appeared on the shore. broken.Xiao Muyan gave Gordon a heartbeat. Sure enough, without much effort, the armed police soldiers fished out the plastic bag in the water from the bottom of the river, dragged it to the bank and poked it with a knife, revealing the white flowers of drugs... "Let's go, go to the police station!" Xiao Muyan and A-Gump were dragged to the police car by the two armed policemen. "Do you know who voted in that package? And who sent you to pick it up?" the armed policeman asked dignifiedly. "I... I really don't know anything! I fell into the river unintentionally and almost drowned!" Xiao Muyan remembered Uncle Yang's words and firmly refused to admit that he had anything to do with the drug. "Really?" The armed policeman stared at Xiaomuyan suspiciously. "It's true. I swear to God, if it hadn't been for him to save me just now, I, I... I would have fed the fish. Woohoo..." Xiao Muyan used the most effective trick: he fell on A-Gump and cried loudly stand up. The two military officers who interrogated him looked at each other, and said, "In this case, you should go back." "Hey." Xiao Muyan was overjoyed, and quickly patted A-Gump, supported his stump with both hands, and limped out of the police station. "What? You exposed all the goods to the armed police?" After returning home, the surname Yang heard Xiao Muyan's narration, picked up an iron rod, and beat Xiao Muyan's stump. "You are such a stupid pig who is worse than a dog! You usually say that you still don't admit it! But do you understand, just because of your mistake, how much is the loss caused by my out-of-stock?" "I didn't mean it either, and I almost lost my life." Xiao Muyan, who was still in shock, argued aggrievedly. "Your life? Huh, your life is also a fortune teller? You are a dog. I bought you from your father, you know? The price I bought a dog is the price of 10 pieces of trash! Think about you How much is your life worth?" At this time, the surname Yang completely stripped off his usual hypocrisy, and the iron rod with a thick arm fell heavily on Xiao Muyan's two disabled lower limbs... "Ah—help!" Under the night of the howling dogs and noisy border town, Xiao Muyan's miserable screams did not attract the attention of passers-by, because the neighbors and the people in the town knew that he was originally He was just a little beggar who didn't even care about his biological parents. More than 10 days later, the man surnamed Yang was arrested by our border armed police officers when he was again trafficking in drugs. When the law enforcement officers searched his home, they found that the disabled son Xiao Muyan and the dog named Forrest Gump had died in a dog less than a year old. In Mi Gao's iron cage, the forensic doctor found that the dead dog's limbs and mouth were stained with blood, and it was estimated that it had struggled violently before death.But they were very surprised to find that Xiao Muyan didn't make any struggles, they were just horrified to see that his little corpse was not even as heavy as a dog... According to the investigation by the public security departments in Yunnan, Guangxi, Guangdong, Fujian and other border and coastal areas, in the past few years, more than 200 cases of drug gangs using disabled children as tools for drug and smuggling have been discovered. In order to deceive the eyes of the police officers, Du Fanzi brutally sawed off the only good leg of his own son, and took advantage of the time when the child passed out from the pain to appear in front of the police officers in a bloody scene. To conceal their purpose of smuggling drugs.Another father even took his blind daughter as a hostage. In order to escape when the public security officers were chasing her, he inhumanely pushed her blind daughter down in front of an oncoming car.He fled from the sky, and his 17-year-old daughter was crushed to pieces by the speeding car.What's more, a drug trafficker specially took in 6 disabled children from various places. In order to let them help themselves to avoid drugs, they first trained these poor children to become addicted to drugs, and then used drugs to control them step by step. They smuggled drugs for free, and finally caused three of them to die unexpectedly, and the other three also died prematurely due to deep drug abuse.Most of these children were abandoned by their parents, or simply sold to drug dealers.The suffering of these disabled children is difficult to express in words. According to a doctor at a Beijing obstetrics and gynecology hospital, among the more than 5,000 newborn babies delivered by their clinic every year, about 30 to 40 babies are congenitally disabled, and a considerable number of these children come from their children. After being born, she was treated miserably. She said that she has encountered such a situation: once the young parents of the newborn learn that their child has a disability, they will either refuse to admit it or run away, leaving the baby beyond the hospital's disposal.更有甚者,那些非北京居民的外地产妇生下残疾婴儿后,有的刚出医院门就把孩子扔进了医院大门口的垃圾箱里,这可怜的弃婴不是过早离开了人间,就是从此沦为孤儿。对这些孩子来说,他们从出生的那一刻起,便从未有过父母的亲情,等候他们的不是冰冷的死亡,就是漫漫的孤独与凄凉…… 那是前年的事。我到三峡工地采访别的事,却意外地听说了这样一件事: 在离宜昌仅约一百多里的某山区,住着一户由5个光棍组成的家。别看这儿只离宜昌百十里路,却很难出入,通常山那边的人出门一趟要走两三天的路,因为这是个交通死角,不通汽车,也不通水路,惟一的路是条崎岖的山道,连马和驴子都感到累的山道。山里面的人因此见不到外面的世界。这个王氏家庭除了老汉外,有4个儿子,大的已经35岁,老二33岁,老三32岁,老四正好30岁。人称一根老梁杠着四个秃儿,意思是说老光棍的全部能耐是养了四个儿子。 王家的老太太是前年死的,她一辈子就盼4个儿子中能有人找回个儿媳妇。但临死时她也没有这福分。在她去世后的第二年,在外面打工的老三突然有一天背回一个媳妇,这下把王老头和几个儿子乐坏了,可等老三从肩上把媳妇放下时,他们见这位还算秀的媳妇不仅年岁特小,而且一只脚是跛腿……可毕竟女人是真的,因此全家上下好不热闹,连已经七十有余的王老汉见了这位跛腿的小媳妇都直流口水——女人对他们来说简直是稀罕之物。那另外3个光棍則恨不得上前在老三背回来的橡妇身上咬上几口才过瘾裡! “咋娶回的?”晚上,王老汉在黑洞洞的床头问老三——因为贫穷,全家从老太太死后就没有在晚上点过灯火。其实也用不着点啥火,王老汉心里一直记着老伴在世时说过的一句话:没睡过女人的男人在夜里见了火会发疯的…… “是我用打工的500元钱从山外的一个老婆子那儿换来的……” 老三瓮声瓮气地说。 “这娃爹娘是干啥的?” “她没有爹妈。” "No?" “没有。”儿子说完补充道:“据说她从小就被父母丢掉了,后来又被宜昌的一家人家领养了,可没有多久她又离开了那儿……” "What's going on?" “她有疯病。” 王老汉吭了一声,长久没有再往下问。最后他说:“你可得把她给看住了啊!” “嗯。”儿子保证道。 接下去的生活就开始了。从王老汉到老大、老二和老四,个个对新来的老三媳妇关照备至。老三心里甜滋滋的,因为由于他的功劳和能耐,使得他们王家不仅有了生机,而且也有了不绝种的可能。这样甜美和喜庆的日子并不多长,约有4个月吧。 突然有一天傍晚,老三的媳妇叫肚子疼,疼得滚着叫唤。而且她的肚子大大地隆起。这是怎么回亊?几个儿子谁也不知这是怎么搞的嘛?长吸血虫病了?不像,她没那么瘦。是中了毒?可她胃口还好。 王老汉过来一瞧,然后扯了扯老三的衣襟,问你跟她认识多长时间了? 老三不解:不就是我将她背回家这4个来月嘛。 王老汉不吱声了,背着手跑到儿媳妇的床头转悠了一下,便闷着头蹲在墙角吧咯、吧嗒地一个劲儿抽旱烟。 “爹,你倒是看咋办呀?她、她快不行了呀!”先是老三过来催问,继而是老四老二过来。最后连老大都坐不住了,说:“爹,你再不想法我们几个可动手把老三媳妇抬下山去了。赶早到乡医院走要五六个小时哩!” 王老汉白了几眼站在跟前的傻儿子们,然而把旱烟嘴往地上一搁,用脚狠狠地踩了踩,恶言道:“傻喔!傻到底了喔……” 老三和兄弟几个不明白老爹的话,仍然你看我我看你的不知所措。 “抬下山呗,还愣着干啥?”王老汉终于发话了。 儿子们这才慌手慌脚地忙碌起来。一床破被子,4个穷兄弟,把残腿的老三媳妇裹着扛起直往山下奔…… 第二天清晨5点,4兄弟像从泥沟里钻出来的4只野猪出现在乡医院。 不出两小时,医生告诉老三:“喜事,你家女人给你生了个大胖儿子!” “哈哈哈,我们家生小的了!老三,你有福啊!”王家的几个老光棍一听,一个比一个傻地冲着老三打趣。 “啥?她生娃儿了?”老三一听发蒙:“才结婚4个来月,她怎么就给我生出儿子来了?”老三觉得事情蹊跷,便问医生:“是早产?” “不是,满当当的十月怀胎儿!”医生说。 老三这下彻底傻眼了:“怎么可能嘛!” “怎么不可能?”当晚,王家4个傻儿子回到家,把弄不懂的问題交给了老爹回答。王老汉抽着闷烟,头一斜,连瞪了几眼老三,瓮声瓮气地说:“都吃屎的?又不是猪,4个月就生崽了!” “她娘的,老子把她宰了!”老三气得胸脯都要爆炸了,起身就往山下走。 “你给我回来!王老汉这回真火了,你个东西,你以为你值几个钱?想想,人家有啥大错?给你白生个胖小子,这是我们王家的厚福!厚福你知道吗?咱王家不绝孙了,你们的妈都会在九泉之下笑了……还愣着干啥?把家里的那只母鸡宰了给她送去!” “我不去!要送你自个儿去…?”老三的嘴上还那么硬,不过语调却变了许多。 第二天,全家惟一的那只老母鸡没有被宰掉——这是王家全部的可用资产,4兄弟谁也没下手。 唉——傻喔!王老汉实在气过头了,最后还是亲手宰了那只母鸡。 第3天,他带着老四赶到乡医院。医生一见他们则急促地问:“产妇是不是回家去了?” “没有,没有啊!”王老汉给搞糊涂了:“她明明住在你们这儿,怎么会回家呢?再说她是个跛腿呀!五六十里山路她能走得动嘛!” “可不是,照理说也不会呀……”医生们面面相觑,谁也道不出个所以然。 王老汉的老三媳妇就这么着丢,而且是连同一个出生仅3天的婴儿一起丟失了,这对医院和王老汉家来说是个无法解释的谜。 山弯弯里的王老汉家又恢复了往日的死气沉沉,只是多了老三那叹不完的气……他真的想媳妇,有时想得好苦好苦。 “哥,有信儿了:有人见嫂就在我们山那边的一个村上……”一日,从外面收破烂回来的老四兴冲冲地给老三和全家人带来一个振奋人心的消息。 “没搞错?是我们家老三的媳妇?”王老汉似乎比儿子们更激动,生怕傻儿子弄错了事,一个劲儿地追问道:“她的腿跛的,你瞅见的女人跛不跛?” “爸,我能错吗?她是披腿。还带着孩子没有?” “带着,跟我们在医院见的那个胖墩一模一样”。老四边冲老三比画一边傻乐起来,“哥,我见你儿子了!” “臭嘴!那不是我儿!”老三呸地朝老四吐了口痰。但谁都能看得出,老三嘴上很硬,心里却甜滋滋地向兄弟打听个没完。 “老四,你说说清楚:女人现在是带着孩子独住着,还是……”王老汉制止吵吵嚷嚷的儿子们,声色俱厉地继续追问。 “不是不是的,她、她已经跟别的男人了。” “啥?你喷啥臭屎?”老三的话没完,拳头却已经落到了老四头上。 “哎哟哟……是跟别的男人了,那儿的人都是这么说的,她自己也对我这么说的呀!”看来老四没说傻话。 “她娘的她敢?”老三双脚连跺了好几下,直到最后两眼泪汪汪。 接下去是5条老光棍长久的沉默。除了王老汉吧嗒吧嗒地抽旱烟声和老三出粗气声外,这个山弯弯里的人家像断了人烟似的死气沉沉。 “明儿过山去把娃儿要回来,说啥那孩子是生在我们家的……”王老汉临进屋睡前发出一道垂死般的命令。 过一日,这个有着5条光棍的生活贫困之家,举家出动,翻越了3道山峦,走过了5道沟谷,终于找到了曾经当了他们家4个月媳妇的跛脚女人。 但人家不放人,更不准带走已经一岁的孩子。 瞧,我们是合法夫妻。人家拿出结婚钲书,上面盖着大红印章和一男一女的照片——那女人当然就是先前王老汉家老三从山外背回来的女人。 老三要跟人家拼命,却被王老汉拦住:耍傻哪成亊?说完,他带着老三上了当地乡政府。可从那个乡政府出来时,王老汉彻底地绝望了,他仰天长叹一声:老天要绝我王家呀!便一下断了气…… 老父亲死后,老三便没日没夜地往后山的那女人落户的部个村上跑,但半年后当他再来要回媳妇和儿子时,成为那女人正式丈夫的男人比他还沮丧地告诉说:女人又疯了,带着儿子已经3个月没回家了。 我听当地的干部说,这个疯女人其实是最可怜的人儿,她在出生不到一岁时,就因为是跛腿,狠心的父母将她丢在宜昌码头上,后来被人东卖西买,十三四岁时便成为既残又疯的流浪儿。王老汉的老三将她背回山弯弯的家时已经是这个可怜的残疾女孩子第5次被人领养了。本来一个五保户领她回家准备好好过的,可女孩子命苦,她的最后一位父亲却也因病去世。住在山弯弯里的王老三就是在这当儿出了500元从那个五保户的亲戚手中将她买下来的。 当地人在谈论山弯弯里的那个光棍之家时都说这一家可怜和倒霉,其实我知道真正可怜和倒霉的是那连自己都不知自己是谁的跛腿的疯女人,因为就在她成为孩子的母亲时,她自己还是个未成年人…… 我不知道现在这个未成年的疯女人应该说她是个疯女孩更准确些的命运究竟如何?但知道像她这样的弱者常常被人漠视。这样的孩子从出生到这个世上后,本来就没有过一天的人间温暖的日子,甚至连起码的人的尊严都从来没有过。他们或者被当做那些健全人的物欲和性欲的一种工具,或者被当做劣等商品而被任意买卖,并且每一次交易的背后都是极其残忍和残暴的,使这样的弱者一点点地丧失了人的本性,沦落到猪狗不如的境地。 你也许没有听说过这样的故亊,但它却是真实地发生在我们的社会里。 某市的一个普通市民家,爷爷奶奶非常渴望能够家里添个光耀祖宗的后代,可偏偏儿子、儿媳妇不争气,十月怀胎生下的孩子竟然是个独眼龙。从医学上找不出任何解释为什么胎儿会有这样的先天性缺陷。于是有人就在背后里嚷讽这户人家上辈子心窝眼就肮脏,理由是这家的73岁的老爷子在伪满时曾帮过日本鬼子干过块徳亊。老爷子自己说没有这亊,但有些亊很难辩,比如有人说曾看见过他在当年的一个铁矿上为了在日本主子面前表现积极,当着众人面把一名死去的抗联战士的一只眼挖摔了。这位老爷子从此也有了毒眼龙之称。这个毒就是读音的独字,说的是他不该做这般伤天害理的事。文革时老爷子当然因此受过批斗,但因没有铁的证据,人们还是宽容了他。可是善有善报,恶有恶报,中国人对这相信得很。这不印证了吗?老爷子有恶报是从孙子身上应验了。 这一家的老爷子本来就是个极要面子的人,这回儿媳妇生出个小孽种让老爷子气死了。 “你给我扔了这杂种!”他红着眼命令儿子。 可活脱脱的1个小生命怎么可能说扔就扔嘛!从那以后独眼龙孩子虽然没被扔至荒野,但全家人都把这先天残疾儿当做眼中钉肉中刺,一句话,他们在默认一种契机,希望孩子有可能突然肖然死亡,然而偏偏这小生命的生命力特强,他不仅活了下来而一年比一年健壮,更奇的是那独眼龙虽说少一只眼,可并不比两只眼的普通人少看到什么。这家人有办法,为了传宗接代,通过关系重新弄了个计划生育指标,又经过B超技术下了几番功夫,后来又生了一个男孩。打这不缺腿不少眼的小男孩子出世后,这家人对独眼龙的存在更加不能容忍,不断刻意制造些意外事件让他活不自在。先是孩子的父亲以带他到关内玩为幌子,带到北戴河想扔了他,但孩子很鬼,这一次是白玩了一趟。后是老爷子亲自出动带他上城外的山里打猎,想借野外丛草杂林,制造意外,结果孩子没有伤一点儿皮肉,老爷子却扭伤了脚脖子。独眼的残疾儿死不掉就是全家的一桩心病。有一次这孩子抢吃了弟弟的一份东西,弟弟哭着喊着找爷爷。老爷子本来就把这让外人耻笑的孽种恨得牙齿都发酸,于是一听宝贝心肝小孙子的哭闹,便随手拿起一根木棍朝仅有9岁的大孙子当头劈去……孩子机灵,一闪脸,但却依然没有躲过力如千钧的木棍,而这一棍恰巧落在孩子的那只好眼上,可怜的娃儿仅有的一只眼被打得皮翻肉烂,血流满脸…… blind!瞎了才好呢!全家人除了那孩子的母亲不敢吭声外,其余的都这么咒道。 多少年的受辱与委屈,多少事的心酸与心痛,使这位过早懂得人间世故的孩子再也无法支撑幼稚心灵里的怨恨——他选择了离家出走。 离家的他像只伤残的幼狼,惊恐与惊慌伴着他踏上了南下的一列货车,他只知道没有钱是出不了远门的,而他想永远地远远地离开他的那个丝毫不给他温暖与人一样待遇的家。黑夜的幽暗中他偷偷地摸货车的厢内,谁知那货车里有押货人。 who?一声惊天动地的吆喝,使魂飞胆裂的他失足坠落在铁轨之上,而他的后脑不偏不倚撞击在铁轨的一只铆钉上,当时白花花的脑浆便流了一地…… 他死于意外。家人们得知后佯装几分悲痛地为他举行了一个没有外人参加的葬礼,据说那是个没有人流泪的喜丧。 下面我想说的是一起死者的家人集体参与的特殊谋杀案,虽然我们无法从法律上制裁任何一位凶手,可这是非常清楚的一宗由死者和受害者亲属们特别制造的特别凶杀案。 我同样知道这样的特别凶杀案不会引起法院注意,也不可能列入卷宗,然而我相信在人类的道义特别法庭上,这样的案件必定会记录在案,那些残害幼弱群体的凶手们终究也会有一天受到天理和公道的审判! 问题是,我们现在需要在道义上充分地将这类特殊案件从现在起立案,并用起码的道德准绳来惩治凶手。因为,所有的普通人如果不是像我接触这类饱受苦难的特殊群体的残疾儿们,是谁也不会注意到生活中竟然会存在如上所述的种种恶果。 那是绝对的非人性的,更谈不上起码的亲情与爱。 也许听说了过多的人间悲剧,所以我特别想提醒社会注意一点:那就是,在我们人类的大家庭里,弱智者和残疾者可能是一个生下来就注定要接受悲剧命运的群体。因此我们还制定过有关保护残疾人的法律文件,几乎每几年就要开一次很隆重的残联代表大会,国家领导人还到会发表重要讲话。然而这并没有真正解决某些人意识和行为上对残疾人与生俱来的歧视和虐待。 一个生活在南方某大城市的名叫谭小林的残疾儿,曾经跟我谈了很长时间,他的全部生活感受是生不如死和敢死不能。他患的是小儿麻痹症,走路十分不便,但自他懂事起,经历最多的事就是走路。他有父亲母亲,还有爷爷奶奶。父亲是工农兵大学生!毕业后留在城里,之后就与小林的母亲结婚成家,生下的第一个孩子就是小林,但就像他父母的婚姻一样的残缺——三岁时他双腿就完全失去了正常人的功能,从此成了家里一个多余的人。父母又生下了一个儿子,并且把那份爱几乎全部给予了小林的弟弟。 小林4岁时就被送到乡下的爷爷奶奶身边,这也是他相对喜欢的地方,因为农村不像城里那样,父母天天把他关在屋子里出不了门,而乡下是那么辽阔那么奔放,想在宅边打滚,想在田野狂欢都是无拘无束的。但小林的命就是苦,7岁时,爷爷突然中风,失去了生活能力,奶奶本来就有病,跛腿的小林成了家中的顶梁柱——里里外外走路的事都归了他。这本来是他最忌讳的事,可他爷爷躺在床头,一天不给他打水擦身就会臭气熏天,奶奶有病,小林倘若两天不给弄药回来就会使全家人挨饿、受罪。 这样的日子小林从7岁一直过到11岁。这期间他在上镇医院为爷爷奶奶买药买菜的路上受过多少凌辱和惊险,他根本数不清。刻骨铭心的一次是他被一辆拖拉机撞昏了过去。后被人抬到医院,整整三天后才醒过来,而这时他的爷爷已经奄奄一息。小林得知后,拔掉针头就往家里跑。他看到了父亲站在爷爷的病榻前,于是多少年的委屈和辛酸像决了堤的水,小林抱住父亲的腿哭了好长好长时间。他希望父亲能带他回城:我想家,想妈妈和弟弟……小林一边哭,一边说。父亲抚摸着儿子的头,跟着默默流泪。可他走时,并没有把小林带回城,也没有说出任何理由,父亲只给了他500元钱,说奶奶这儿需要人照顾。 “奶奶是需要人照頋,可谁照頋我呀?”小林声秦力竭地大声喊着哭着,但载着父亲的公共汽车已经渐渐从他视野中消失了…… 空旷而孤独的山村小道上只留下小林灌廉小的身彩。其实小林不用埋怨父亲,他父亲临别时连看一眼孩子的勇气都没有。因为他不敢告诉自己的亲儿子实情:临离开城时,小林的妈千叮咛万嘱咐丈夫:说什么也不能让跛腿的儿子回城。他一回来,这个家就霉气!小林并不知道母亲的话,但他明白城里的那个家永远不会欢迎他这个残疾儿子的出现。他欲哭无泪,也曾想过一死了之,然而当他闪过这一念头时,身后的奶奶在呼唤着他的乳名:林儿,林儿——谭小林从一次次冷颤中惊醒,幼小懦弱的生命里顿时萌发了一丝对亲人和自己生命的爱悯。小林便这样一次次从死神那儿回到了奶奶身边,直到他用一双跛腿和一顆善良之心为76岁的奶奶送终。当爷爷和奶奶相继去世之后,小林盼到了他天天在梦中见到的亲人——这回他的父母一同出现在他面前,然而令小林想不到的是父母这一次同样没有将他带回城里的家,而是告诉他准备将他送到河南焦作的一个姨家。 他们家开了个磨盘加工厂,有车床的活,你的腿不利索,姨说可以给你找份不用腿力的磨片手工活,管吃管住,还有几十元的零花钱。等你成人了,活儿麻利了,按月发工资给你……母亲说这话时像个惯于恩情别人的女皇,但在小林的眼里,自己的母亲就像一个巫婆和恶魔。 当我采访谭小林后回到北京,几位朋友谈论这个残疾儿的沧桑命运时,几位有家有室的人士的回答令我大出意料。他们认为,残疾儿固然可怜和值得关照,但对一个具体的家庭来说,谭小林的父母亲做得并不过分,有的甚至说让残疾儿留在大都市有損市容,有损家容。言下之意,残疾儿就不该与正常人同等地事受现代精神文明和现代物质生活。那天虽然我与朋友们的谈话属于聊天,但他们的话令我感到悲哀,我悲哀文明社会里的文明病。是的,在今天很多人全身心追求现代文明成果时,他们的道徳与伦理规則在淅渐发霉,而表现在对待残疾人的观点与行为上,便是这种道德覌与伦理观已经渐渐发霉的典型表现。 有一位贵州土家族小伙子,因为从小双腿畸形,20年前被父亲抛弃,与母亲两人相依为命。后来这个双腿畸形的男孩以坚韧不拔的精神考上了大学。那位在20年前抛弃他的父亲突然良心发现地给儿子写了一封信,希望得到儿子的原谅。然而儿子只给他这个父亲写了一句话的回信。那句话是:父亲,我想控告你!20年了,这位饱尝了人间苦水的残疾儿子其实有太多辛酸的话语要向人倾诉,但对他的亲生父亲他只有恨,只有怨,只有以控告方能解恨消怨。儿子后来把自己埋在心底的怨恨,通过报纸向他的父亲掏出了为什么要控告父亲的理由,他对父亲如此说: 你在信中说,20年前是你一时想不开,还说当时情况很特殊!我知道,父亲,我是一个残疾人,一个給你丢人现眼的儿子。但怎么着我也是你的儿子呀!这恐怕就是你信中所指的特殊情况吧?正是这该死的特殊情况,使你抛弃还在桠褓中的儿子和尚处于悲痛中的妻子,毅然决然地离去,是吗?苦命的娘,为了我这个残疾的儿子,她牺牲了自己一生的幸福,一把屎一把尿地把我拉扯大。拼死拼活地从那贫瘠的土地上刨出些钞黍来供我上学。在我的记忆中,娘总是天刚蒙蒙亮就起床,忙完挑水、放牛、喂鸡之后,把睡眼悝忪的我抱起床,給我穿衣洗脸后,再急火火地背上我向学校赶。中午,她还来不及擦千脸上的汗水,就匆匆赶到学校去接我。下午娘再背我往学校跑一个来回。一天又一天,一年又一年,直到上初中了,我身体随着年龄的增长终于能自己走着上学了,娘才告别了持续6年背我上学的苦役。 父亲,难道这一切,就是因为你一时想不开吗?难道你以为我们娘儿俩就应该想得开吗?你说,
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