Chapter 43 (44)

"What kind of friends do you really have? I'm fucking trying to hit a tree, and you're going to hit my head like hell!" When the little policeman came to the hospital to give me money, he slapped his thigh and laughed. The doctor is a kind aunt who always wanted to ask me why, but I was numb as if my head had been injected with anesthesia. She shaved off the hair near the wound on my head and took a cloth mask with holes On the top, and then threaded needles on the scalp stitch by stitch, and repaired my head again. I didn't want to go home, so I went back to school, holding my newly repaired head, and I really wanted to tear the thread and see what stinky shit was inside.

The windows of the dormitory were blocked by me, and the door was also tightly sealed by me. I wanted to start writing letters like that in the dark room.I spread out the manuscript paper and soaked in my tears, and wrote about our first love in high school, about our hardships in the college entrance examination, about the sweetness of our university, and about the pain of our separation, but the more I wrote, the more I didn’t know what to write to explain it all. ?Sincere apologies?Express my guilt? I tore up that letter as if I had torn out my heart. It seemed that what I wrote was no longer important, even I couldn't forgive myself!

I don’t know how many days it was, the little policeman found me at the tree where Yang Hong and I belonged. I was as happy as seeing the rescue team, but I couldn’t be happy anyway. He told me that my parents had already found me. Looking crazy, hurry home!Another thing is that today is New Year's Eve. "Is it really so painful?" He asked me in the car, "Do you want me to intercede for you?" "Don't talk nonsense!" "How about I teach you a few tricks! Or if you just bump your head, it won't work?" He looked at me with raised eyebrows, "How about the 'Blood Book'? Have you used it?"

I smiled helplessly. "Use it, let's put more blood, let's do more blood, and treat it as a voluntary blood donation..." He laughed gleefully. "Really, I don't lie to you, it's really easy to use! Just take me back then, there are so many strong women, loyal and unyielding, but as long as my buddy uses this trick, there will be no one who will not surrender. How can it be called an invincible!" "Stop talking nonsense and drive your car!" My parents seemed to know something about it, so they didn't ask me much. After inspecting the wound, they began to prepare for the New Year's Eve dinner with peace of mind.

I took a few mouthfuls of food, had a symbolic drink with my parents and went to bed. My parents were in the living room watching the party while answering some New Year calls. When the New Year’s bell rang, my mother woke me up and handed me A small red envelope, I smiled helplessly, turned and fell asleep. In fact, I haven't fallen asleep all the time. From that New Year's Eve, I started to suffer from insomnia. When I called her again, it was her mother who answered the phone. After patiently enlightening me for a while, she told me clearly: It must be impossible recently, so wait for a while later: "You are They are still young, and they are a little sloppy when they talk and do things.”

"Yes! Yes! Yes! Auntie." I was so grateful as if I had grasped the last straw, and I hung up the phone. I suddenly seemed to have some confidence in my heart. Yang Hong must have not made my evil deeds public. Otherwise, my aunt would not be so tender to me. It seems that she still has a little tolerance for me. I think I should also express my sincerity. A few drops of blood did not come out from the fingertips where the blade was cut. I was a little afraid to scratch my wrist. For a long time, I thought to replace it with some chicken blood and forget it anyway, but then I thought it was wrong, it has reached this point, there is no chance of mistakes, I must be sincere!I found a health center, changed the medicine for the wound on my head, and then asked the little nurse to draw a tube of blood for me. After hearing my request, the little nurse couldn't hide her shock, like Dealing with an AIDS patient was like facing an enemy, put on gloves and a mask, and stared at me cautiously with two small dark eyes.

When I got home, I began to think about whether to use a brush. First, I had practiced it myself, so I could write more beautifully;It is so easy to be mistaken for red ink, isn't that a lot of hard work wasted? "I'm sorry Yang Hong", these five words made me write ugly with my fingers. I even forgot to wash my hands. The words were written too big, and there was not enough paper and blood and ink. After much deliberation, there was no good way to do it. In the end, I had to write the next few words in English to perfunctory. I showed a long-lost smile at dinner that night, which made my parents very flattered and happy. They immediately canceled the first mahjong game of the new year that was scheduled for that night, and the family of three nestled on the sofa and watched TV happily.

There are some evening parties on the TV, colorful stage, a group of dancers with exaggerated and weird expressions in national costumes jumping up and down happily to the audience, in the middle is a soprano singing solemnly, she is wearing a huge skirt. Standing in the center of the stage, except for the mouth moving a few times like a fish just out of water, the other parts are motionless like an old doll.After the soprano raised her hand high and triumphantly, the song and dance ended, and the skit came, which talked about the richness of the countryside again. I changed my old cold-blooded style and accompanied my mother to laugh twice, but my father was not very involved. , on the sidelines, worried about the country and the people, could not help lamenting.After a group of children came to the stage accompanied by cheerful music, the mother also happily clapped their hands to the rhythm. The children in thin clothes happily ran onto the stage with the things in their hands, and quickly sat down neatly, following the beat of the music. Uniform side to side swing.

I was shaken drowsily by the children, squinting my eyes and taking a nap, and suddenly woke up excitedly by my father. It turned out that a group of old movie stars in the early days of liberation came on the stage tremblingly one by one, the old stars After they lined up with proud faces, the host began to introduce who they were and who they played in that old movie one by one. After the audience applauded enthusiastically, some old guys couldn't restrain their excitement. The looks of several movies appeared, and the appearance of a ghostly horse and elf made people dumbfounded.Finally the introduction was over, unexpectedly the host took out a piece of paper from nowhere, and muttered slowly: This is a letter written by some old stars whose physical condition does not allow them to come to the scene. Friends from the audience brought heartfelt greetings!

"I don't know you, why are you so excited?" I smiled and looked at my dad who danced and danced for a while, then sighed endlessly: "...Do you really think that people will never forget you?" Dad didn't even look at me: "You little bastard, what do you know? You, if you don't follow us, don't forget who you are with, with you?" "Anyway, you're just pleasing to the eyes of those from Hong Kong and Taiwan. Seeing them is closer than seeing your own father, and you have no relationship with our older generation of artists." Mom also began to chime in.

"If you don't have feelings, you don't have feelings, and I don't have to be as passionate as you guys." I said happily. "You're a cold-blooded animal, I've spotted you." My father gave me a straight eye: "Apart from your few cronies, who else do you have feelings for?" "No, we have to add that little object!" After finishing speaking, my mother and father laughed at me together. "Cold-blooded is better than sentimental!" I smiled innocently as if I had suffered a loss: "I haven't seen it once in eight hundred years, and I don't know anyone. How can I never forget it? What I can't forget is actually their vanity. !" "Don't fucking see through everything all day!" Dad smiled and kicked me, looked at me and asked, "Life is not enough for you? Eat well and dress well, are you not satisfied?" "Zhao Benshan spoke: you have a little love!" Mom sang with dad tacitly. "Eat well and dress well enough to be content, then life is too simple." After saying this, I began to regret it. I had a hunch that I might not be able to sleep for a while after this. As I expected, my parents Immediately, I became excited like clockwork, and started a new round of reminiscences with me, and the content was still the same as the old three. First, they I ate wild grass and tree roots; second, I was completely devastated by the Cultural Revolution when I was addicted to learning; third, I got a new quilt when the two of them got married. After a meal of reminiscing bitterness and sweetness, the two of them began to tell me bitterly about the family history of the two families. Since I kept silent, the two of them felt that it was a bit of a waste of affection, so they began to compare each other: in the end Who is poorer and more miserable. "Don't compare, it must be my father's family who suffers from it. You look so small." "What's wrong with being so small?" Dad laughed angrily: "You are much stronger than you!" "That's right, we can't accept your dad's brains." Mom said again, "You are not good at brains, let me! But then again, if you are not as tall as your mother, you must be with your father." Same as 'Zuoba'!" After fulfilling my filial piety that night, I changed from the gloom of the past, went to bed with a relaxed mind, and unexpectedly fell asleep soundly and sweetly. I dreamed again that I was lying on the grassy slope under the sun , looking happily at a group of little kids in the opposite crop field, even eating and playing. It's really strange, why I keep having this dream, it seems to be connected. After waking up, I lay in the sunlight leaking in from the window and wondered for a while.Forget it, go fart!Whatever it is, today's dream is a good sign anyway!