Chapter 42 (42)

"It's so late, you're crazy!" Yang Hong stepped out and looked at me in surprise in her pajamas. "Did you bring him back?" Seeing her as beautiful as ever, I was even angrier. "What?" She paused and understood what I meant: "No, don't be crazy. Is there anything else?" Every time she asks what's the matter, what's the matter, it's really chilling. "It's okay!" I muttered angrily, and my eyes were red. "It's okay to go back! It's so late." "You didn't bring him back, so why didn't you answer my call?"

"If I don't want to answer it, I won't answer it! I don't want to see you either." She looked at me aggressively: "You'd better stop calling if you have nothing to do in the future!" At a loss, I lowered my head and suppressed tears, not knowing how to resist the cruel lover in front of me that I missed and loved and hated so much. "It's okay, I'm going back, it's so cold!" She turned and opened the door, then looked back at me: "You go back too, don't stand around stupidly, it's so late. Hey, what's wrong with your hand?"

"Just now I was bitten by an escort while drinking." "Are you looking for an escort?" She closed the door she had just opened, looking at me in disbelief. "Yes, I found it!" She stared at me without saying a word, but I was very relieved, and even smiled at her smugly. "Can you tell me why?" There was a tremor in her voice, and her frightened eyes were no longer aggressive. "Yes!" I looked at her more proudly, grinning arrogantly: "Because she is much better than you!" Yang Hong's reaction was beyond my expectation. She let out a heart-piercing cry and stopped abruptly, rubbing her cheeks with both hands in pain and slowly squatting down, her body curled up into a ball as if she had been greatly wronged.

After I watched her enjoy the pleasure of gnashing her teeth for a while, I immediately realized that my words were too much. She was still squatting. I wanted to squat down to help her but I was a little scared. Suddenly I didn’t know where I came from. I decided to ask him Confess everything: "I won't hide it from you, you didn't come back in the summer, and I went to the hair salon once!" Seeing her pitiful appearance, my heart ached to death, and I couldn't help but soften my tone: "I... just I have done two times to be sorry for you, and now I tell you, I hope you..."

Yang Hong suddenly stood up and stood in front of me, frightening me out of my wits. It was a face I had never seen before, full of convulsed muscles and twisted lines, and the wings of the nose fluttered violently. It was as cold as a blade against me. I lowered my head in fear and heartbreak, calmed down, looked at the ground and said timidly: "... I hope you... can forgive me!" She didn't turn around, and faced me step by step back home without saying a word. I didn't dare to look up and just looked at her feet. Just as she was about to open the door, I suddenly remembered something: "There is one more question I have to ask." You." I raised my head bravely and looked at her carefully, "I've been thinking about this question for a long time, and I've always wanted to figure it out."

It was very quiet in the corridor, I hesitated for a moment, but immediately decided to make a final decision: "You...that...was it the first time with me?" He looked at me blankly. "Is your first time mine?" I asked again. "No!" Yang Hong shook her head and looked at me, then turned around slowly. The moment she entered the door, the light in the corridor went out for some reason, and there was a muffled "plop" sound from the room.  (43) When I wanted to take a taxi home, I found that I didn’t have any money with me. When I got home after walking for more than an hour, I was exhausted and exhausted, but my mind was empty. I felt that something might have happened tonight. Ask the phrase "what's wrong with your hand?" Just go straight into the house, I really should stamp this rotten hand off!

The sound of my vomiting in the toilet woke up my mother. After a while of asking about my health, I got up to find medicine and make water for me. After I got better, I heated up all the meals for the evening. He put a mouthful of rice in his mouth and went back to the house in peace. Before I swallowed the first mouthful of hot rice, my tears fell one by one. Mom's food is always so delicious, but she will never understand her wronged son! The next day I thought about it all day, and finally concluded: Xiaohong should be with me for the first time, and I was angry when she shook her head at me last night.

On the third day, I finally couldn't bear it anymore. My mind was full of Yang Hong. You missed the lover who was far away in the sky. Now I am close at hand. I am still entangled in the question of why it was so boring for the first time. Yang Hong It was not as serious as I thought it was for me. They didn't bring anyone home at all. I decided to make an apology and let the knife cut me! "Cheng Xiaolou! You are so inhuman! My sister was criticized by the whole school in Shanghai for you, so you repay her like this! What!" I was so confused by her sister's scolding, I hung up the phone and went out to brag for a while Cold wind, sober up and courage, I decided to apologize face to face.

"Is there anything else you want to say?" I cheekily rang the doorbell a few times before she came out to meet me at the urging of her mother. She looked very bad, with dull puffy eyes and messy hair. "What's wrong with you?" I was extremely distressed. "It's nothing. Is there anything else you want to tell me? Or is there anything else you want to ask?" I was so guilty that I could hardly stand up, and I couldn't speak. I just looked at her secretly in distress, boom!Boom!Boom!He bumped his head against the wall behind him. "It's okay, then I'll go back, I really hope you don't come to me in the future!" She gave me a disgusted look, and said that she was about to turn and open the door.

"I...I...I miss you a lot." I began to falter and sob. "Thank you! But you don't need it in the future...Really, Yang Hong is nothing, it's too ordinary, I hope you can find a better one in the future." "But I... still want to be with you." I banged my head against the wall behind me harder, making a blunt sound. "Impossible, Cheng Xiaolou! You should know who I am. I was out of town by myself..." She choked up for a moment, and immediately returned to normal: "I was so miserable in out of town by myself, I didn't even do anything. I’ve done something to apologize to you, forget it, it’s boring, don’t mention it! In short, it’s really no longer possible for us two, you should give up your heart!”

"But I really like you...I...I'm not pretending!" "I know you're not pretending, so what should I do? Thank you! I really don't want to continue with you now!" "I really need you." I sobbed loudly: "I can't stand without you..." "It will get better slowly, don't you still have a bunch of good friends..." She looked at my embarrassed look sternly: "...Don't you still have Miss?" "Xiaohong, don't treat me like this..." I cried in despair, "You are different from them." "Yes, I admit that I am different from them, but Cheng Xiaolou, remember: you are just like them!" When she slammed the door and entered the room, I also slammed my head against the wall with all my strength. After a heavy and muffled sound, whether it was an apology or a statement of determination, I really hoped that Yang Hong could Seeing and understanding my actions, however, she went straight into the house without looking back at all. In a short while, the blood ran across my cheeks and dripped on my clothes with a trace of coolness.