Chapter 36 (36)

When it was dawn, Xiaobei woke up, but didn't move, and stood alone with his back to the seaweed and stared at the wall in a daze.Seaweed fell asleep lying on the edge of the bed.Xiaobei turned around to look at the seaweed and the messy alcohol cotton around him, sighed, and covered the seaweed with his cotton jacket that was on the quilt.Haizao woke up immediately, staring at Xiao Bei with panicked eyes, but dared not say a word. Xiaobei stared at the seaweed in infinite pain, sighed again, turned her back and ignored it.Seaweed reached out to touch Xiaobei's head, and it was no longer burning, and the weight in his heart suddenly lightened by more than half, so he hurried to make porridge.After the seaweed cooked the porridge, put sugar and blow it until it was lukewarm, and served it to Xiao Bei, only to find that Xiao Bei had fallen asleep again.Seaweed put down the porridge and sat gently on Xiaobei's bedside.

At 9 or 10 o'clock in the evening, Beckham's enthusiasm rose again.Seaweed is busy again.Seaweed shook Xiao Bei and said, "Xiao Bei, please, come to the doctor with me." Xiao Bei ignored it at all.Seaweed stood by the bed and wept.Xiaobei looked back at Haizao and said, "I'm fine. Burning is a kind of self-protection. You don't have to stay here. Go back to your sister!" Haizao stood still, just crying. Xiaobei was too tired, he felt that he didn't get enough sleep, and he always didn't want to wake up, so he said: "Seaweed, I'll sleep for a while. I'll be fine when I wake up." Go back to sleep.

In the dream, Xiaobei said to the wall: "Seaweed, I really love you." Haizao hugged Xiaobei's arm and leaned over, crying, "Me too. Xiaobei, I'm sorry. Please forgive me." Xiaobei held the seaweed very gently, and after a while, he stuffed himself into the seaweed's armpit with a sense of security like a baby, and fell asleep soundly. And when Xiao Bei woke up, she had another expression of refusal.Do not speak, gloomy. Haiza very much hoped that Xiaobei would stay sound asleep, behave like a baby in his dream, gentle and affectionate, never wake up, and forget everything until he woke up again.

Xiao Bei repeated this, without eating for four days, only drinking a little water.People are out of shape.Another out of shape, is seaweed.When Haiping called several times, Haizao said to Haiping in a calm voice: "I'm fine. We're all fine. Don't worry. You don't have to come here. Instead, he doesn't have the courage to face you. " On the fifth day, Beckham woke up completely.Sitting up early in the morning, I looked at the seaweed beside me who was tortured by pain and was very old. With panic and guilt, I dared not look directly at Xiao Bei. Occasionally, there would be a kind of determination in my eyes that I love whoever I want.Xiaobei suddenly felt a little reluctant.This little woman moved around with her, wandered poorly in the streets, and was laughed at when she went to the vegetable market to buy four taels of leeks. The two of them tied their legs like a three-legged cat, and let them go upstairs on their backs. The birthday present only cost one yuan A small cake with two yuan and eight anise.Speaking of which, I am Nobody, but this little woman said that in the future, we will be together and get married.Your name is Pele, your son will be named Beckenbauer, your grandson will be named Beckham.I am a big tree with many branches, and each branch is full of fruits. They call me grandma and old lady, and you are the root under my feet.The older I am, the deeper I am tied to you.

Xiaobei's tears fell down and dripped on the seaweed's head.Seaweed was even more overwhelmed.She dared not say sorry.Because this kind of fault can no longer be solved by an apology.Now, she is a prisoner who has committed a crime, waiting for Beckham's sentencing.No matter what the result is, she decided to bear it, as long as Xiao Bei feels better. Beckham kept crying.Beckham looked up at the ceiling, hoping to cry back, but couldn't stop it. Xiaobei finally grabbed Haizao's neck and said, "Seaweed, I love you. I still want to be with you. What should I do?"

The seaweed burst into tears. For so many days, every time Haizao cried, she would do so quietly, she only dared to shed tears, not daring to make a sound, for she was afraid that her own voice would break the silence and bring the worst ending ahead of time.Seaweed was afraid that Xiaobei would wake up, and then soberly said: "Seaweed, I don't love you anymore." Before, Xiaobei kept saying "Seaweed, I love you".But seaweed never cherishes it.Hearing it so much that I feel like I deserve it.