Chapter 35 (35)

When he started the car again and was about to leave, Haizao rushed down from upstairs and ran out, rubbing against the car body. He hurriedly caught up again: "Where are you going?" Haizao shouted, "Xiaobei is not at home, he is not at home, Come back, I'm going to find him!" Song Siming looked at the situation and thought about the time, it was obviously impossible to leave Haizao alone on the street, so he immediately pushed Haizao into the car and went straight to Haiping's house. After finishing all this work, Song Siming was exhausted.He skipped washing and went straight to bed, still smelling of seaweed.His wife turned her back to him, and when he was almost asleep, she suddenly said: "You are very involved in this scene!"

Song Siming's nameless fire came up quickly.Today and this night, everything is what he is looking forward to, but also what he is afraid of. He hopes that it will come soon, but he is also afraid of facing the end.He himself has been swaying in pain for a while, whether to force the seaweed to die, or to maintain the current state.Although every time after bedtime, he has a heartache feeling that this woman does not belong to him completely, and he never says he loves him, nor does he show any special attachment. He was very concerned about the man who occupied half of the heart of the woman he loved, but he was also afraid that when the time was not ripe, messing up the situation would just let him go down early.

He doesn't make decisions lightly.However, his reluctance to make a decision was ruined by an unexpected encounter with his wife. So there was his venting of his resentment towards seaweed, so there was seaweed crying and saying that he was cast aside, so there was the final battle. If she didn't come to provoke her, Song would have swallowed this breath, after all, she deserved to be ashamed first.But she was very ignorant, and when she was physically and mentally exhausted to the extreme, she made sarcastic remarks.Song Siming felt that his fist was hot and he had the desire to beat someone.However, in Song's 42-year-old career, he has never used force against anyone, especially a woman.

He wanted to say: "I warn you, you'd better not mess with the seaweed, or I'll make you look good!" The words got stuck in his throat, but he suddenly turned around the moment before the exit.Whose fault?Is it my wife?Is it the woman beside me who has lived with me for 15 years?Who caused such a chaotic situation today, so that everyone involved in the chess game is hurt? Speaking of it, I should be the least injured.It was when he lowered his head and smiled in the seaweed that he suddenly returned to his college days.The poor boy had a crush on the daughter of a university professor and couldn't get it, and he had to survive the youthful years when he loved him so much but dared not confess it.Back then, he vowed silently that if one day, God gave him another chance, and he had the conditions, courage and ability, he would never miss it again.

And what's wrong with the wife? Even at the moment when he knew that he was not his wife's first man, he had chosen to ignore it.When people choose the upward ladder, they have to discard many details. The seaweed is the opportunity God placed in front of him to make up for it, giving him a chance to live again.Perhaps, these 20 years of struggle are all about waiting. All of this has nothing to do with the woman beside me. He breathed evenly, and said softly: "Let me remind you, in the future, don't do things without saying hello, lest it will be difficult to clean up. You understand what I mean."

There was silence. Although Haizao was lying down, his eyes were open, and his thoughts were running at a high speed. At 5 o'clock, he suddenly sat up and said, "Sister, I have to go back, I still have to go back and wait for Beckham. Everything is caused by me, I can't be here." Hide here." After speaking, he put on his clothes and prepared to leave. Haiping put on her clothes and chased after her: "I'll accompany you!" Haizao said, "No need. We can handle our own affairs." Seaweed came out of the bedroom and saw his father sitting silently in the dark of the living room.Seaweed originally wanted to sneak away, but his father said: "Where are you going?"

"go back." "Go back and confess to Xiaobei for me. Just say that I didn't educate my daughter well, and I'm sorry for him." Haizao was as sad as if he had been slapped by his father, and quietly opened the door and left like a street mouse. Haizao didn't ask for leave, and didn't go to work. She waited at home until after 10 o'clock in the morning before hearing the sound of Xiaobei opening the door.Seaweed opened the door and was terrified by Xiaobei's appearance. Song Siming got up to go to work as usual, when he passed by the living room, he found that the dining table was full of dishes, and his wife was still serving them to the table.Song Siming didn't know what kind of medicine was sold in his wife's gourd, so he had to get up early in the morning to make a full feast of Man and Han.The wife didn't explain and was still busy with her own business.

"Sit down and have breakfast." My wife said calmly. "I can't eat this early in the morning. I'm off to work." Song Siming looked at the dishes on the table and was about to leave. "Sit down! Eat even if you can't eat it. You must try this shredded potato. It's the first dish your daughter made by herself." Song Siming sat at the table due to his wife's determination, until his wife brought out a box of cream cakes with a corner cut off, and the words "Happy 15th Birthday" were still vaguely visible on it.Song Siming suddenly frowned, and punched the table with his fist regretfully.Yesterday was my daughter's 15th birthday, and as a father, he completely forgot about it.

The wife said as plainly as she was narrating other people's affairs: "Yesterday, Xuanxuan waited for you to go to bed until 12 o'clock. In fact, she was not waiting for you, but waiting for the gift you promised. Either you don't promise her, since you promised, you have to do it." Arrived. We all thought you would come back, but we didn’t expect it to be so late. But it’s okay if it’s late, you can make it up today, so let’s say you bought it yesterday.” "Why didn't you tell me in advance?" "Didn't Xuanxuan call you to tell you when you went to Tongxiang? It's only a few days. I didn't expect you to forget it. You never forgot before."

Song Siming said from the bottom of his heart, "I'm sorry." "Don't tell me, you can tell Xuanxuan. This should be the first time you forgot her birthday when she grew up so big, right? It doesn't matter if you have me in your heart, but your daughter is your own, you don't have her Just... you should buy it for her today!" "I'm not free today, you should go! Just say I bought it, thank you." "Why, you still want to see her?" "No, there are several important meetings today, and I may be late. I'm going to be late now, please." Song Siming hurried out.

Song Siming is confident that his mind is as clear as a computer.Those who are secretaries are very organized. He has seen several secretaries who organize the documents from A to Z, from day to month to year, and standardize the operation.He doesn't seem particularly organized, but his mind is as precise as a Swiss clock, never misremembering a meeting, writing a wrong manuscript, or misremembering a person's name.Every day when he opens his eyes, he doesn't even need to think about it carefully, he has a clear account of what things he has to do today, even the length of time and priorities.It's an innate quality.He doesn't have to write down everyone's birthday on the calendar, and he will naturally know the annual solar term holidays a few days in advance.He even remembered the day when each veteran cadre retired, reminded the leaders in advance to visit them, and prepared corresponding gifts according to their ranks. But just yesterday, a virus suddenly appeared on his computer, or the seaweed was the virus. Because of her, he actually forgot his beloved daughter's birthday, completely forgotten.While his daughter was cooking, he tossed on the bed with his arms around the seaweed, and while his daughter was waiting, he watched the seaweed fall asleep. He actually forgot that on this day, he was supposed to be a father with a daughter who needed to be cared for. very guilty. Beckham's shoes are full of dust, his trouser legs are muddy, his hair is disheveled, and his eyes are red like rabbits. The kind of decadent filth is very scary.Seaweed didn't dare to say a word except to look at Xiao Bei.Xiao Bei froze at the door for a while, then turned around and wanted to go out again.Seaweed stepped forward and grabbed Xiaobei: "Don't go, you are tired and need to rest, I will leave later." Xiao Bei probably couldn't hold on any longer, stumbled into the room, threw herself on the bed, and fell asleep without even a second.Xiaobei walked all night, from one end of the city to the other, and got lost in the middle.At the beginning, there was a thunderstorm, and I knew the ending, but I still couldn't accept it. After walking for 6 hours, my mind was completely out of mental pain, and I fell into physical exhaustion.He didn't want to go back, and he didn't know where to go.Wandering the streets for the 9th hour, I finally found that I was finally standing downstairs of my own house. Let's go to sleep. Then I fell asleep and didn't wake up until dark.Xiao Bei started to have a high fever, blisters formed on his lips, the skin on his lips began to peel off little by little, and he felt chills. No matter how many layers of quilts were covered with seaweed, he was shivering like a frightened child.During the period, Haizao touched his forehead several times, feeling a little scared, and wanted to send him to the hospital, but he pushed him away.Seaweed was worried about alarming her roommates, so she had to go to the pharmacy to buy some antipyretics, alcohol cotton and glucose powder. Seaweed carefully undressed and changed Xiaobei's clothes, dried him, cooled him down with alcohol, gave him medicine, and drank some glucose water.Seaweed was very scared. She didn't know how long Xiao Bei would have this fever. Should she ask her sister to send him to the hospital together? But she hoped that Xiao Bei's fever would subside in the next minute. After all, he was still young. At night, Haizao sits by the bed, quietly watching Xiaobei's handsome face, so clear and innocent. Beckham would suddenly open his eyes in a half-comatose, half-asleep dream, look at the seaweed, and then softly say: "Seaweed, I love you." The seaweed's tears rolled down.