Chapter 37 (37)

"Ask Xiaobei to come over for dinner at night, parents miss him." Haizao hesitated for a moment, walked to the phone and called Xiaobei: "Xiaobei, come to my sister's house for dinner tonight? My parents want to see you. They miss you." There was silence on the other end of the phone for a long time, Xiaobei finally said: "Okay." When Xiaobei came, he was carrying presents in both hands, one was for Huanhuan's Automan, and the other was for the elderly.When Haizao's mother saw Xiaobei, she hugged him like a son and said, "Son, are you okay! I haven't seen you for a long time. Auntie misses you very much."

Beckham was very moved. Haizao's father also burst into laughter. Although he didn't speak, he showed a very pleased expression. "Sit down, sit down, I'll make you some tea." Xiaobei hurriedly nodded and said, "Uncle, I will come by myself. What do you drink?" Except that Xiao Bei is a little more reserved, the family is still the same as before.Huanhuan likes Xiaobei the most, so she takes Xiaobei and takes him downstairs to watch the fish. On the bus back at night, Xiao Bei stared at the neon lights outside the window in a trance.Seaweed gently leaned over and stuffed his hand into his.Beckham's first reaction was to throw it away, and then he reacted again, and quickly took Haizao's hand again.But this flick hurt the seaweed very much.

It's been two weeks, Xiaobei doesn't talk much, and the two of them are bored at home after get off work, not going anywhere.When going to sleep at night, Xiaobei no longer has to hug the seaweed as before, and must let the seaweed pillow his arm before falling asleep.Now the two of them went to bed separately, and Xiaobei didn't lift the quilt until she was too sleepy.Then, carrying the seaweed on his back, he fell asleep very quickly.Seaweed often puts his face on Xiao Bei's back when he is fast asleep.But even in a dream, Beckham will not lose control.After a while, he woke up.Gently remove the seaweed's hand, then turn over and go to sleep.

Seaweed's heart was throbbing, but he still cared. Haizao said to Xiaobei: "I found a house, let's go and see it tomorrow? I don't want to live here anymore." Xiaobei nodded and said, "Okay, let's move." Another person who is looking for a house is Haiping. My younger sister broke up with Song, and I couldn't live anymore.This is a matter of position and attitude, and I have to advance and retreat with the seaweed.Haiping called her mother to the room at night and said, "Mom, I'm moving, so I can't live here. After two days, you should go back with Huanhuan!"

Mom sighed and said: "It's good to move. It's good to move. I feel at ease after moving." Haiping's mother has already started to pack the things back home.During this time, his son had a rare kiss with Haiping, and he basically clung to Haiping and followed him everywhere. Even when Haiping went to the toilet, he moved the small bench and sat by the side to watch, for fear that his mother would run away. And the child is finally leaving again.Haiping felt uncomfortable. "Huanhuan! At the end of the year, my mother will pick you up. Then we will be together forever, okay?" Haiping told her son.

The son said very simply: "No! I don't want the end of the year. I want the present. Now we will be together forever." Haiping's heart hurts too. Both families have now moved to new residences. Seaweed is regretting.When you move, you should throw away all the furniture and buy it again.Although the address has changed now, the soup can be changed but not the medicine.The same furnishings, the same bed, but rearranged according to the different shapes of the room. Therefore, the same Beckham was brought over. Seaweed said: "Xiao Bei, let's go to the nearby shopping mall at night!"

Xiaobei will agree to say yes.As long as it is seaweed's proposal, Beckham agrees.But this is very different from that.When the two of them were walking on the street, Xiao Bei would no longer describe the various situations with Haizao in a beautiful manner, or pull Haizao to watch things he thought were interesting.His people walked beside the seaweed, not knowing where they went.Seaweed sometimes teased him, and happily showed him the knick-knacks on the roadside. Beckham didn't show any surprise, but just dealt with it. Beckham would still go upstairs holding Haizao's hand, but her steps were heavy.Mainly with a heavy heart.

Haizao knew that Xiao Bei's heart knot was still unresolved, and she wanted to give Xiao Bei time and space to digest. So, when Xiao Bei was slashing at the monsters in the computer alone, Haizao would bring a cup of hot Milo and pat Xiao Bei's head.Even when Beckham was playing games, he didn't yell like he used to, yelling for Seaweed to come and watch.Just blindly silent, Xiaobei is much calmer than before. Beckham also has a bad habit of biting his fingers.The skin on the fingers has been peeled layer by layer like bamboo shoots.The seaweed was very sad to see it several times, and gently pushed Xiaobei's hand away from his mouth, and then put some moisturizing oil on his fingers.

Xiaobei was playing the game again, fighting alone against the group of beasts. Obviously he was outnumbered, and was soon beaten to death by the monsters, and lost a powerful ring.Xiaobei faced his dismal corpse, the baby that had fallen all over the floor, and several roaring monsters by himself. He didn't retreat or turn off the phone, just stared at the screen in a daze, biting his fingers. A sudden sharp pain pulled Xiaobei back from his reverie, blood was already dripping between his fingers. "Fuck!" Xiaobei yelled angrily, and stood up to find toilet paper.Seaweed, who was reading a book, also quickly stood up to find the Band-Aid.

Seaweed carefully put a Band-Aid on Xiaobei. "Fuck!" Xiao Bei cursed angrily again. This is the first time Haizao has heard Xiaobei swear. And Xiao Bei's haze was quite released in a foul word, which made him feel that a gap suddenly opened between his heart and chest, and those dark, dirty, muddy entangled balls of seaweed suddenly floated out. Some. Seaweed didn't squeak. At night, Xiaobei sleeps next to the seaweed.She turned her back at first, but suddenly turned around, grabbed Haizao's arm and said, "I want to fuck you!" Then she put her hand directly into Haizao's clothes, and the seaweed hurt so much, she gritted her teeth silent.In a few minutes, Beckham was over.In the eruption before the end, he dug his fingers into the skin of the seaweed, carved it in very hard, and let out a roar from his chest: "Fuck!" and rolled over.

Seaweed cried, and turned away with silent tears. Xiaobei's mood has improved significantly in the past two days.When I get off work, I bring back the sugar-fried chestnuts that seaweed loves to eat. When I sit on the sofa and watch TV, I peel them one by one and feed them to the seaweed.The two can also communicate, and when they see the puppy on the screen chasing its tail around and around, both of them will smile happily. After eating, Beckham will take the initiative to pull the seaweed and say, go for a walk. The two were chatting on the road, and Xiao Bei would suddenly grab Haizao's hand and shake it very hard, working hard and confident. But now it's the seaweed that's gloomy. When Xiao Bei was alone, he would suddenly say a dirty word or two.Dirty to the ears.Haizao knew that this was not scolding himself, he was just venting his anger, and he wanted to vent the suffocation in his chest.But this is not the Beckham that Seaweed likes.She couldn't stand it. Beckham and Seaweed regain their intimacy.But this intimacy is different from that intimacy. After a certain intercourse, Haizao said in the dark: "Xiao Bei, stop talking. I'm afraid to listen." Xiao Bei asked, "What did you say?" "Those words." "Which ones?" "Dirty words." Xiao Bei also fell silent in the dark, and after a long time, hugging the seaweed, said: "I'm sorry." Seaweed wept silently. Haiping's cover letters received responses one after another, but most of them were "I'm sorry..." Finally, a unit gave Haiping an interview that day.Haiping specially tidied herself up like a professional woman and went to the personnel department.The position she applied for was higher than the previous ones, and she exaggerated her resume a little bit.Because of the same position as before, the salary and benefits are really unbearable, and I will start to pay for the house in a few months. HR managers and business leaders are present.After a few questions, Haiping started to sweat.She has never been exposed to the work that she was asked to do before, and she didn't expect that it was just a promotion to a department manager, and so many responsibilities were mentioned at once. "Although I haven't done it, I can learn from it." Haiping finally choked out a sentence when the interview was coming to an end. "Sorry, we need someone who can be used as soon as he takes office. In terms of learning, it is basically for the bottom-level fresh graduates. Ms. Guo, I think there is a gap between your resume and your actual work ability. In the future, try to recruit as much as possible. Provide objective and true information. This will not waste the time of both parties." The business leader packed up the information and prepared to leave.Before leaving, I said to the HR manager: "In the future, you must be more careful in selecting candidates. Aren't you delaying my work?" The HR manager didn't dare to talk back, and directly directed his anger at Haiping: "Ms. Guo, you are in your thirties, and your child is so young. You have no learning experience in the middle, and you don't have any outstanding performance at work. Here is a suggestion, you don’t need to apply for such a high position in the future, you can give it a try if there is any work of sending and receiving, sorting out materials. You still ask for a salary of 5,000? It’s really..." Haiping really brought shame on herself.My heart is infinitely sad. Yes, what have I been doing for the past few years after graduating from university?I'm messing around! Now it's time to mess around, and I have to find another way out, otherwise I will be reduced to the situation of doing odd jobs. After Haiping returned home, she was depressed for a long time.Now Haiping lives in another public house not far from Mark's class, sharing with others, two rooms, 750 yuan each.Seeing Haiping's discouraged look, Su Chun knew there was nothing to do. "Forget it, look slowly, don't rush." "No, Su Chun, I have to study for a postgraduate degree. Otherwise, no one will want me soon." "I don't think so. Your age is no longer an advantage, and your experience is not good. Even after three years of study, you may not have a good job waiting for you. Now the society is full of young people. Otherwise, you Change the way of thinking? Do something at home, open an online store or something?" "But, what can I sell? I don't know the factory, and I don't have a purchase channel." "Cough! You can go directly to Qipu Road to buy some cheap and high-quality goods and sell them at home. After all, it is impossible for foreigners to come to Shanghai to purchase all the time. You are helping them to buy and earn some hard work. I think time It is a good choice to be free, and to be able to take care of Mark in the evening and take care of your son in the future. Don’t everyone advocate freelancing now?” Haiping said, "Let me think about it again!" One month after the seaweed incident, Haiping called Song Siming. Song Siming was very busy this time, occasionally thinking of seaweed, seeing her not calling for so long, he already guessed something.He thought, what should come will always come, and what does not belong to him cannot be forced.Especially when he saw Chen Sifu that day, Chen Sifu said to Song Siming: "Brother, Guo Haizao hasn't come to work for more than half a month, and he didn't even say a word. What's the matter?" It was difficult for Song Siming to answer, he thought to himself, the general situation is over, that's all. Seeing Song Siming's silence, Chen Sifu had a bad feeling, and hurriedly said: "Then look, do I still have to pay her salary?" Song Siming said, "Let's post it until she resigns with you." "You...in the end..." Chen Sifu asked tentatively. Song Siming waved his hand. I was busy for a while and didn't return until late at night.After returning, Song Siming lay on the bed with a book in his arms in a daze. He couldn't hear what his wife said to him at all.Always preoccupied.Until Haiping called him, he knew that this moment had finally arrived. "I'm Guo Haiping, sorry, I want to talk to you." "I'm very busy and I don't have time recently. How about I ask you out when I'm free?" "I won't hold you up for a long time, only ten minutes. How about I go to your office?" "Well, let's meet at a tea restaurant near my office at lunch time. The name is Causeway Bay." "it is good." Haiping sat in this simple tea restaurant on time at 12 o'clock.After waiting for 20 minutes, Song Siming arrived. "I'm sorry, I've been delayed by something, so I kept you waiting." After finishing speaking, he opened the menu, "What do you want to eat? It's very casual here, and it's all light meals." "No, I ate it. I came here to deliver something to you." Song Siming then ordered a cup of clear coffee and a cup of milk tea, and pushed the milk tea in front of Haiping. After Haiping waited for the waiter to leave, she took out a credit card and a bunch of keys from her pocket. "This... I'll return it to you. Thank you for taking care of us for a while." Song Siming looked at the two things on the table, he was clearly mentally prepared before coming, but his heart still hurt bloody like being pulled away with a blunt instrument. "Seaweed... is she... okay?" "She's fine. She and Beckham are getting married soon." "Oh! Bless her for me. I have something to do, so I'm leaving first." After speaking, she almost fled away in a hurry. Song Siming was in a daze this afternoon.The smell of seaweed wafts through the office.She used to half lie on that sofa, looking at herself with almost seductive innocent eyes.She cried and beat herself: "Why did you say that to me! Why?" Now, she is going to get married.The stone on Song Siming's chest made him suffer from premature beats.Haizao is getting married, and she will marry another man, leaving her body and heart to herself. Seaweed loves me, but I can't give her anything except taking her to hide in no man's land for a moment of joy.And what she wants is to walk in the sunshine with the man she loves.Song Siming closed his eyes angrily. Song Siming went home early, entered the house, did not take off the coat, did not put the bag, carrying the bag and biting his fist to think about his thoughts.Usually, as long as he came back early, he would open the door of his daughter's room and give some instructions, but today, he went straight back to the house, closed the door and thought about his thoughts. Do you want to call the algae?Do you want?Song Siming's fingers lightly touched the air, making up his mind.He ended up lacking the courage.He can't afford what the seaweed needs. Song Siming's gaffe, his wife had a panoramic view. Seaweed and Xiaobei went for an outing in Forest Park on Sunday.After all, the spring is cold and the park is deserted, and there is silence everywhere.Haizao and Xiaobei held hands, each lowered their heads and thought about their own concerns, and walked towards the most remote and uninhabited corner.Seaweed sat down along a tree stump and called Xiaobei to sit down.Xiaobei chewed a piece of dogtail grass in his mouth, and the two looked at the sky separately. After a while, Xiaobei looked at the seaweed with nothing in his eyes, and said: "Seaweed, look, the grass is showing its head, and it is full of vitality." The seaweed didn't answer at all. After a while, Haizao sighed and said, "How long will I have to wait?" "what?" "How long do I have to wait before you kiss me?" Only then did Xiaobei wake up. From that night to today, it has been a long time, and Xiaobei has never kissed the seaweed on his own initiative.Seaweed closed her eyes and raised her face to wait.Xiaobei hesitated, held up the seaweed's face, and lightly pecked on the seaweed's lips. Seaweed opened his eyes sadly and looked at Xiao Bei.Xiaobei hurriedly turned her head back, not daring to look directly into the seaweed's eyes. "Xiao Bei, I am waiting, waiting for the day when you tell me to break up. I think, you are not willing to break up now because you are not used to leaving me. I am waiting for the day when you have the courage to abandon me, and then I will You can go." Beckham felt sad.He suddenly hugged Haizao and said: "Let's get married!" His eyes were a little red, "Give me some time, time will dilute everything. Haizao, let's get married! This way we will be together forever." After the seaweed passed for a long time, I made up my mind and said, "Okay." Tears welled up in my eyes. Mark met the Japanese wife on the elevator, and the two greeted each other politely. Mark asked: "Has Zhengxiong got a new Chinese teacher?" The Japanese wife smiled and replied: "Yes." "How is he?" "It's okay. Just...just...he doesn't like the new one very much. Chinese teacher, maybe you’re not used to it yet.” When the elevator reached the first floor, Mark had a thought, blocked the door to let the Japanese wife go out first, and then said, “Can I chat with you?” The Japanese wife was taken aback and agreed. Mark and his Japanese wife walked along the garden of the apartment. Mark said: "I know something about the relationship between you and Teacher Guo. Don't misunderstand, Teacher Guo didn't tell me on her own initiative, but I asked her. Because last time you asked me to give the money...to tell the truth, I I always think that Teacher Guo is a rare and good teacher, she likes your Zhengxiong very much, almost every class, she will tell me how smart and studious Zhengxiong is, and she hopes that her son will be like Zhengxiong in the future." The Japanese wife smiled, nodded and said, "That's true. The two of them have a very good relationship. Masao has been very resistant to learning Chinese since Mr. Guo left. The new teacher is fine, but he refuses to talk to him. He refused to attend the class, and covered his ears when he was in class. In fact, he is usually a very obedient child. Basically, he can do what I ask him to do. Only this time, I don’t know why I am so persistent.” "A child's heart is the one who knows how to love. They know better than us who loves him and who teaches hard. Teacher Guo is patient and caring. He is a rare good teacher. She told me about your argument last time. Sometimes I feel inappropriate because I offended you because of the child. After all, she is only a teacher and cannot replace the education of parents." The Japanese wife quickly shook her hand and said: "Where is that? Last time, I was actually very rude and did not respect the teacher enough. Chinese people pay attention to respecting teachers. From this aspect alone, I have not done enough. Teacher Guo is very rude. Responsible and loving children." "That's right! In fact, I don't think there is any major conflict between you. It's just an opinion on educating Zhengxiong. The ultimate goal is to benefit the children. Your goals are the same. If you communicate more, you will definitely be able to Reach an agreement. How about this, when Teacher Guo comes to my house tomorrow, I will ask her to come back for you to continue teaching Zhengxiong?" The Japanese wife hesitated and said, "Is that so? I don't think she will agree. Because... last time... I was... very rude." "No. For the sake of the child, she won't mind. You wait for my news." The Japanese lady bowed very happily and said, "Thank you so much, then... please!" Haiping came back the next night humming a little tune, feeling very good.Su Chun was also very happy when he saw it, and couldn't help asking: "Picked a wallet? Are you so happy?" Haiping smiled and said, "Almost." "tell me the story?" "Today, Mark said that the Japanese lady apologized to him and asked me to go back and continue teaching Masao. Good news, right?" "Ah?! Last time, didn't you say that you hated Little Japan the most and had a grudge against Little Japan? Why did you seem to agree again today?" "Cut! I have a grudge against Little Japan, and I have no grudge against money. What's more, there is still a difference between the children of the Japanese invaders and the Japanese people!" My wife said: "Go to my parents' place on Sunday! You haven't been there since the Chinese New Year." Song Siming sat at the table thinking about something, but didn't answer. "I heard?" "I heard." Song replied very mechanically.This kind of machinery made his wife suspicious. "What did you hear? Repeat it again." Song suddenly came back to his senses, and carefully captured what his wife said just now, but couldn't remember.He gave up, saying, "I didn't hear that." The wife stopped talking, patted the dust on the bed and said, "Go to my parents' place on Sunday." Song thought for a while and said, "No, I'm going to Longhua on Sunday, I have something to do." The wife was silent again.After a long time, my wife brought a cup of hot tea and said, "Why don't we get a divorce! I know your heart is no longer in our family. I feel very tired, and you disturb my mood every day. You used to come home late every day, I never felt anything, now as long as you come home late, my heart starts to hurt. After a long time, I am afraid that I will get depression. Everyone give each other a way. Divide it up! The child belongs to me, and all the money belongs to me Me. This house belongs to you, your official position belongs to you, and that woman. Everyone takes what they need." When the wife said this, she didn't show any anger or resentment, obviously she had thought about it for a long time. Song's mind was stunned, and he never thought that his wife would do this.He looked up at his wife, then stood up, stroked his wife's hair, put his arm around her shoulder and said, "What are you thinking about? I broke up with her a long time ago. In my heart, there is only this family, you and her." Xuan. Stop thinking about it, I won't divorce you. There's no reason." After speaking, she turned to wash up, and tears came from her wife, who stood there motionless, her shoulders twitching. Song came back after changing his pajamas, and found that his wife was still standing there and weeping, and his heart moved a little. He walked over, carefully touched the wrinkles at the corners of his wife's eyes, touched her face, touched the corners of her mouth and said: We have been together for so many years, why do you still not understand me so much? At any time, I will be responsible to you and Xuanxuan. Don’t cry, the wrinkles from crying are not as good as the smile lines! Huh?” After finishing speaking, he hugged his wife, Give her a very warm chest.The wife stretched out her arms to hug Song Siming, crying even more choked up. Haizao went to her sister's new home, a small room, where her sister was working hard.Seeing that her sister lives in a cramped place now, and comparing it to the big house she lived in a while ago, Haizao feels very sorry.Originally, she shouldn't be sorry, but she still felt guilty. "Sister, I'm getting married." "With Beckham?" "Ok." "When do you plan to do business?" "We don't plan to do it anymore, just get a certificate." When Haizao said this, his tone revealed helplessness, which was completely different from the joy that a bride should have.Haiping felt uncomfortable. "Marriage is a major event in life, and you have to do it no matter what. At least, you have to go back to Xiaobei's hometown, and you have to go back to your parents. You have to explain to the old people. Especially Xiaobei's family, people an only begotten son." "Well...Xiao Bei said, get the certificate first. I'll talk about it later." "Then what do you think?" "I do not mind." "Where are his parents? Can you agree? Marriage is not really a matter between the two of you, and you still have to listen to the old man's opinion. At the beginning, Su Chun and I wanted to be lazy, thinking that it was a marriage between two people anyway, why should we show it to others? How about? How about two people get together and find a restaurant to have a meal, and go out for a trip when they have time. The result is not like that at all. His parents, grandparents, and grandparents have been looking forward to his marriage for many years, and they will still have a big banquet after returning. Standing at the entrance of the hotel like a prop, changing groups of people for a group photo. Let me tell you, marriage is not that simple. It doesn’t mean that the two of you get together just because you love me. In the end, it’s still two families. Combination, the combination of two aspects of social relations." "He said, don't tell his parents yet. Wait for a while." "No. He is making it difficult for you. If you don't inform the old man about such a big matter, the parents will not blame their son, but they will only say that your daughter-in-law is ignorant. He usually considers things very carefully. Why is it so so this time?" Sloppy? Don't listen to him, my sister is an experienced person, I dare not tell you about her experience, but she has a lot of lessons. You have to listen to me." Seaweed does not speak.Seeing her distressed expression, Haiping knew that Haizao's words probably didn't count. "Seaweed, I think...for the time being, don't tie it! I don't feel at ease. Wait a minute?" "I want to gamble." "Is...is he still pissed?" Seaweed looked bitter.Haiping said firmly: "You are messing around! How can marriage be a gamble? Two people who are too in love can't hold themselves together and have a lot of problems in marriage. You two are getting married with knots. Take one step at a time. , Isn't this a blind man riding a blind horse? No. I don't agree. You go and call Xiaobei and say that I want to talk to him. If you don't call me? If you don't call me, I will call you!" Seaweed lowered his head and said, "My fault, I will bear it myself." "What's wrong with this? You are not married to him now, so you are free to date and associate with anyone. People in marriage can't control their derailment now! Why do you feel sorry for him? Put on a Who is the abused look for? Who does it touch? You have a psychological problem. If you marry with guilt, it is better to break up with him. To avoid being unhappy in the future, and divorce, both of you will suffer double harm. Are you afraid that you won't be able to marry yourself in the future, so urgent? I firmly disagree. " "Xiaobei is innocent. He is in pain. And his pain is all caused by me." "Then do you think that if you follow him and treat him like a cow, he won't be in pain? You haven't solved the fundamental problem! I advise you to think about it again. Don't worry, don't think that if you change a breakthrough, it will be reversed immediately. Situation. It is better to go step by step steadily, until one day, the two of you are destined to get married."