Chapter 6 Darkness - 16~20

Darkness (16) Lin An·Second Part Preface On September 18, the headline news on the entertainment page: Supermodel Li Li died in a bizarre car accident. There are pictures in the report. Two men wearing sunglasses lowered their heads through the crowd of onlookers. The report was very long, and there was a lot of gossip surrounding Lili's death. Xiao Ai looked Wuxin, all she knew was that someone was sad at this moment. Xiao Ai picked up the phone and put it down.Pick it up and put it down again. The phone rang suddenly, and Xiao Ai answered it in a panic without even looking at the number. It was Diand over there, and Diand said, "Xiao Ai, have you read the newspaper? God, have you read it?"

"Look." Xiao Ai said as calmly as possible. "The police took Li Jin away." Diandian said. "Oh." "It seems that you really don't care." Diandian said, "That's fine. You should read other people's stories." Xiao Ai hung up the phone, and out of the corner of her eye, she saw the colorful newspaper. She knew that someone was sad. It's just that she didn't care about his rights. But, I am also sad. Xiao Ai buried her head in her knees.Lili, dear, you go all the way. Darkness (17) (1) Doll has a press conference at 2:00, a signing at 3:00, dinner at 6:00, and a TV recording at 7:30.

Xiao Ai handed the schedule in her hand to the doll and said, "You need to put on makeup quickly." "It won't change anymore." Wawa said, "Just sign it, I don't want to meet reporters today." "When you are not yet a cow, don't cry with me when you have no royalties." Xiao Ai patted the doll's back and said, "Hey, hurry up, you still have a quarter of an hour." The baby's real name is not called the baby, but Li Juanjuan, and the name of the baby was chosen by Xiao Ai for her.Two years ago, Xiao Ai went to work as an editor in a cultural company. The cultural company was affiliated with a well-known publishing house in China. The doll was the most successful hype of their company. In just two years, this 19-year-old girl has become famous all over the country. He has published three books, all of which are bestsellers, becoming the object of pursuit of countless boys and girls.

The editor-in-chief said to Xiao Ai countless times: "I saw the right person. The moment you walked into my office two years ago, I knew you could do it. I will keep you no matter what." Xiao Ai smiled modestly: "I just like making books." Doll is indeed a genius, but Xiao Ai doesn't like what she wrote very much, but Xiao Ai makes it very beautiful, because the doll was discovered by Xiao Ai, and Xiao Ai has become a hot figure in the publishing industry. This is what Xiao Ai did not expect. Of course, I also want to thank Diandian. Diandian also arrived in Nanjing. Without Diandian, many ideas of Xiao Ai could not be realized.

But now, the company is moving to Beijing.Is this what the publishing house means, or is it possible to have greater development only when you go to the Beijing company?Xiao Ai stood on the square with her arms folded, watching countless boys and girls lining up for the doll's signature.It's autumn again, the yellow leaves are dancing in the autumn wind, the doll has short golden hair, she is not beautiful, but she is very neutral, she can write alternative love novels, and the emotions are in her pen, so she becomes a boy and a girl idol. Doll's new book has a very vulgar name called "Love".

A nineteen-year-old girl doesn't know what true love is. But if someone buys the book, it is the truth, and it doesn’t matter if you are not convinced. Dian Dian stood beside Xiao Ai and asked, "You really don't plan to go back to Beijing?" "I just don't like Beijing." Xiao Ai said. "Things have passed for so long." Diandian said, "Even if you are doing it for me, I dream of going back to Beijing. When we arrive in Beijing, we will rent a better house. According to your contribution, the company will buy a suite for you. However, the boss has spoken, as long as you are willing to go, everything will be easy."

Xiao Ai said: "Now that the Internet is so developed, where do I not have the same job?" "That's different." Diandian said, "You see, Doll is also studying in Beijing, so it's convenient for Beijing." "She won't need me soon." Xiao Ai said. "You are always negative." A little angry, "Also, timid!" Xiao Ai was not angry, she just smiled. Diandian said: "By the way, I received a call from Mr. Wu in the morning." "Which Mr. Wu?" "You have a lot of forgetfulness. After being your leader for a few years, you don't even remember it."

"Hehe, it turned out to be him." "They made a new fashion magazine again, saying that it has a good momentum, and wanted to invite us back, but they didn't have your phone number, so they called me to lobby." "How is that possible?" "That's right." Diandian said, "He knows that you are the big name in the editor now, just talking about it. But he wants to take your phone number." "You gave it?" "Give it." "Nervous." Xiao Ai scolded a little. Diandian was a little unhappy: "It's just a number, if you don't agree, you can return it. I really think I am Maggie Cheung."

Xiao Ai replied: "I'm too lazy to tell you, the more you talk, the more outrageous it becomes." The signing was still going on in an orderly manner. A reporter put the microphone in front of the doll. Xiao Ai stepped forward, pulled the reporter away and said, "Why didn't you ask questions at the press conference just now? Now you let her communicate with the readers. Let’s talk about something after signing.” "You are her manager." The reporter said, "I ask you the same." "I'm an editor." Xiao Ai said, "Ask." "I heard that Doll has a net worth of tens of millions, is it true?"

"Please be professional. Mr. Reporter." Xiao Ai said coldly, "We refuse to answer gossip questions." The reporter was robbed by Xiao Ai, his face turned red and white, and finally he put away his notebook and left without saying a word. The next day, the boss showed the newspaper to Xiao Ai, and said reproachfully, "You're already experienced in dealing with reporters, how did this happen? Look, now I'm scolding you too!" On the newspaper is a picture of the doll, next to it is Xiao Ai, with a dark face. Xiao Ai hates that her photos are published in the media, and she is angry.

The baby pulled the newspaper over to read, giggling while reading it, and said, "The net worth of tens of millions is far more than that, it should be written as net worth of hundreds of millions, so that we can call on the whole people to write! Also, Miss Ai, you are quite photogenic!" " Xiao Ai pulled the newspaper over: "Don't talk nonsense!" "Xiao Ai," the boss sighed, "You should put down your temper recently." "I'm sorry." Xiao Ai said to the boss, "I was in a bad mood yesterday." "The new book is on the list again. I should be in a good mood." The boss said, "This newspaper doesn't need to worry about it. One or two tabloids can't make waves." "Thank you for understanding." Xiao Ai said. "Miss Ai. I want to go home and see my mother." Baby shouted. "After signing the two games in Yunnan, I will let you go back." Xiao Ai said. "Then you have to accompany me." The baby pouted. "Accompany." Xiao Ai said, "If I don't accompany anyone." "The company in Beijing is almost done." The boss said, "When you come back from Yunnan, you will go to work in Beijing. The agency has stepped up efforts and hopes to cultivate more children." "Sister Xiaoai is on strike." Waowa said, "What will I eat if someone else comes up!" "You don't have to be afraid!" Xiao Ai patted the doll and said, "You have to work hard and be a capable singer." "Anyway, you can't leave me alone." Although the doll has become famous, but it still lives up to its name, the child is very angry. "Okay." Xiao Ai promised. That night, there were finally no reporters to disturb, and Wawa, Diandian and Xiao Ai had dinner together.The baby suddenly looked at Xiao Ai, and asked with piercing eyes: "Sister Xiao Ai, why don't you fall in love? Don't you know that falling in love can make a woman beautiful?" Diandian is lowering her hair to send a text message. She has known a man in Beijing for six years. She didn't feel much at first, but after they separated, the distance suddenly produced an earth-shattering beauty. Recently, she has reached the stage of passionate love.That man is a teacher in a college, teaching English, it is said that many girls are crazy about it, but now he is only crazy about it.The two send more than one hundred short messages a day, and both of them seem to be determined to become the candidate for China Mobile's Best SMS Consumer of the Year. Dian Dianwa asked this question, lifted her head from the phone and said, "Who said Miss Xiao Ai doesn't fall in love, it's just that Miss Ai is not an adult, she will fall in love when she becomes an adult." The doll vomits. Diandian made another shocking statement: "My husband said that there is a handsome guy in their school who is suitable for you. He teaches German. Do you want to meet when you go to Beijing?" "This fish is well cooked." Xiao Ai didn't seem to hear. The doll said to herself: "Miss Xiaoai is finished." The doll's language has always been very strange, it's too late to say it, to say it's sad, to say it hurts, to say it strange, it's weird... Such language can be found everywhere in her novels, and it has become the most popular language on campus and on the Internet. popular language. But they only capture the hearts of teenage women. For Diandian and Xiao Ai, who are almost 30 years old, braised fish is more interesting. The doll looked at them who were devouring them and asked: "Why don't you laugh, say, because Miss Ben is so funny, why don't you laugh?" Look at Xiao Ai little by little, look at little love little Ai, and the two continue to eat fish. The doll threw herself on the table and yelled: "Good old lady of BT." A female middle school student knocked on the door suddenly and came in. She was led by the waiter and shouted timidly: "I heard that the doll is here. I want to ask the doll to sign." Her face was flushed with excitement. The baby straightened up to sign, and the two words were signed happily. The female middle school student got excited and took out her digital camera: "Can I take a picture?" Diandian stood up: "Okay, okay, I'll take pictures for you." Wawa put her hand on the female middle school student's shoulder, and the female middle school student said excitedly: "Sister Wawa, I have read every book of yours more than three times." "Oh." said the doll, "very good." Xiao Ai looked at the doll's smile, it was a professional smile.Two years ago, Wawa was still a little girl who was timid when she saw the camera. She insisted on the expression on her face, wore neutral clothes, and her hair was short and messy. He threw it up and said, "My novel, whether you like it or not." The coolness at that time was pretended, but the coolness now is real. Years and opportunities, it only takes a moment to become a person. Changing a person is easy. Darkness (18) (2) When I was young, I wanted to destroy love. Under the street lamp, he was smoking. His young face was full of self-righteous sadness. When he saw Xiao Ai, he threw away his cigarette butt and ran straight over. The first thing he said was: "Miss Xiao Ai, where is she?" "She's home." Xiao Ai said, "I'm going to Kunming tomorrow." "I want to see her." "Then you call her." "She won't answer." "Then you go downstairs to her house and wait, why are you waiting here?" "She won't go home, she deliberately avoids me." "In that case, why do you wait for her any longer?" "Sister Xiaoai, you don't understand, this is love." "I'm sorry, I really don't understand." Xiao Ai walked past him hard-heartedly. The boy came up and grabbed her sleeve, begging, "Please tell me where she is!" "I really don't know." Xiao Ai said, "We broke up at the hotel tonight, and we agreed to meet at the airport tomorrow." "What time is the flight?" the boy asked. Xiao Ai hesitated for a while, and finally said: "Eleven o'clock." "Thank you." The boy walked away shaking his arms. Under the moonlight, his back looked thin and lonely.This is a child who likes to write poems, and also likes dolls crazily. As far as Xiao Ai knows, he talked with dolls for about a month. After the baby was admitted to Beijing to study at a university, all this was over. The boy's name is Xiaowen. The baby once said to Xiao Ai: "I was just confused by a line of his poem, God knows how I would like a man with a woman's name. Shame." Look, the love in the past, the love of a month, she can forget it as soon as she says it, and turn her face when she says she can.This is also a skill. Xiao Ai went home, took a shower, packed her business trip luggage and fell asleep. In the past, she would not be able to fall asleep before a business trip, but Xiao Ai slept very soundly that night. Unexpectedly, she was woken up by the phone in the middle of the night , the doll screamed over there: "Miss Ai, come quickly, come help!" Her voice was trembling, and she could hear extreme tension. "What's wrong?" Xiao Ai woke up in an instant, "Talk slowly, don't worry." "Xiaowen, Xiaowen committed suicide!" Xiao Ai's head swelled with a bang. "I was just joking, I didn't expect him to come for real... Sister Xiaoai, come and help me... Come here!" Xiao Ai put down the phone, made another call to Diandian, and then rushed to the place that the baby said. It was a house that Xiaowen rented in Nanjing. Xiaowen's family background was good, and he had a stable job in Nanjing. The house is in a place not far from the urban area, on the first floor, and there is a small courtyard. Once when I went to pick up the doll, I saw Xiaowen bringing the doll out, and the two of them stuck together tightly, wishing they were alone. Xiao Ai got out of the car and went straight to Xiao Wen's house. The door was closed tightly. When Xiao Ai knocked, the door opened.The doll opened the door in a panic, and Xiao Ai saw Xiao Wen half lying on the ground at a glance, his face was pale, there was a lot of cloth wrapped around his wrist, and blood stains could be seen everywhere on the floor. Xiao Ai worked hard to maintain herself, so as not to faint. Xiao Ai remembered that Li Jin should be in the same situation that night.Diandian came and sent Li Jin to the hospital. Xiao Ai took the train that night and left Beijing. Since then, she has never been back. After a long time, she had the illusion of killing someone.I can't sleep well every night, and when I wake up in the morning, I only feel that my face and heart are full of uneven wrinkles. "Sister Xiao Ai, Sister Xiao Ai, what should I do?" The baby had no claim. Xiao Ai knelt down and asked Xiao Wen: "Are you okay? How do you feel?" "It's okay." Xiaowen said slowly, "The feeling of death is actually very wonderful." "If you fucking want to die, you will die yourself, don't implicate me!" Upon hearing Xiao Wen's words, the baby raised her foot angrily, kicking towards Xiao Wen's body again and again, and Xiao Wen didn't hide , let her kick with a peaceful expression. "You're crazy! Do you really want him to die!" Xiao Ai desperately held down the excited doll, "Stop making trouble and send him to the hospital!" "Die! If he doesn't die, I'll send him to die!" Waowa yelled and continued to kick Xiaowen, "It's useless for such a poor man to live!" Xiaowen was lying on the ground, his face was getting paler, but he was smiling. Just then, the doorbell rang. The doll stopped in fright, and asked Xiao Ai, "Who is it?" "Sister Diandian." Xiao Ai said, "I faint when I see blood, she is more experienced. So I asked her to come." Come in little by little, and within a minute, she understood the situation. She said decisively: "Baby, take a taxi with Xiao Ai, and go back to Xiao Ai's house. I will handle the matter here, and you must not spread it." Xiao Ai knows that once tapped, everything will be fine. Diandian also squatted down, looked at Xiaowen and said, "It's okay, I'll take you to the hospital right away, but remember, you are not allowed to mention half a word about dolls, you know?" "I won't go to the hospital." Xiaowen said, "You let me die, it's very good." "Isn't it just a few cuts on the arm, you can't die." Diandian and Xiaoai worked together to help Xiaowen up from the ground and said, "But the pain is enough for you." "Hurry up and go to the hospital," said the baby, "otherwise we won't talk about it." A little light flashed in Xiaowen's eyes, maybe he could hear the meaning of talking in the baby's tone, his legs also had strength, and he started to walk out in cooperation with Xiaoai and Diandian. Xiao Ai winks at the baby, which means to tell her to stop talking nonsense. The baby turned her back to Xiaowen and curled her lips.There is no sympathy and love in the eyes, only disgust and disdain. At that time, Xiao Ai thought, Xiao Wen, a poor child, ruined her love with her own hands. Of course, whether it's the doll or Xiaowen, there is a chance to do it all over again, it's nothing. Darkness (19) (3) Night in Kunming Kunming, rain turns into winter. The Internet is a troublesome thing. As soon as Doll and Xiao Ai got off the plane, the airport was already full of fans. Some people were holding flowers, some held up digital cameras, and some held long banners, all waiting for Doll to come out. The doll didn't listen to Xiao Ai's advice, and wore less clothes, so she had to shrink her neck and greet the book fans. Some girls exclaimed: "She is so cool, even cooler than I imagined." They may have completely forgotten that the doll is just a girl, too. Together with Xiao Ai, the people from the bookstore managed to protect the doll and get into the car.Book fans who didn't get their signatures were still running behind the car. The receptionist of the bookstore is a smart girl named Zhenzhen.Zhen Zhen said to Xiao Ai: "The popularity of the doll really does not lose to any star in the entertainment industry." Xiao Ai smiled modestly: "She is also a star now." "Wrong. I'm a writer." Doll straightened her neck and corrected.She was really cold, and her face was a little blue.The memory related to blood last night has not been erased.Xiao Ai took out the coat from the luggage and put it on for her. She said thank you in a hoarse voice. Zhenzhen took out the itinerary and showed it to Xiao Ai. It was so dense that there was almost no time to rest. On the schedule for the next day, it says: Kunming to Lijiang. The word Lijiang hurt Xiao Ai's heart inexplicably. "No problem?" Zhenzhen said. "No problem." Xiao Ai replied. Diandian's phone call came, and she only said three words: It's all right. Xiao Ai turned to the doll and said, "It's all right." The doll shrank her neck, as if she didn't hear it. That night, Xiaoai and Wawa lived in the hotel together, because it was too cold and afraid of being besieged by fans, so the two went to bed early and chatted without saying a word. The baby suddenly asked: "Sister Xiaoai, what does love look like in your mind?" "I don't know." Xiao Ai said, "I can't compare with you. I'm already a love expert at such a young age." "I imagined it all," said the baby, "I haven't met the man I really love yet." "Doesn't Xiaowen count?" "It's a long way off." "Hehe, we will meet one day." "Then have you ever met?" Xiao Ai thought for a while and said, "No." "You lie." Wawan sat up, looked at Xiaoai with a smile and said, "You must have a man in your heart, and you will never forget it." "Nonsense, you are top-notch." Xiao Ai smiled. "I'm a witch, and I can see people's hearts." The doll said, "Tell me, who is that man and what does he look like?" "Didn't you say you are a witch? I don't need to tell you!" "So you've admitted it." The baby smiled triumphantly. Xiao Ai covered her head with the quilt and pretended to laugh. Tears welled up quietly. The baby turned off the light, and the short message on her cell phone kept ringing, maybe because she was afraid of affecting Xiao Ai's rest, the baby turned the phone to silent, but the blue screen kept flashing. After a long time, Xiao Ai stuck her head out and ordered: "Turn off the phone and sleep!" "Are you finished crying?" the doll asked. "Who is crying?" Xiao Ai refused to admit. "If there is a man who can make you cry, then you are finished." Wa Wa said while sending a short message. "Who are you sending short messages to? Are you in love again? That's why Xiao Wen is dying?" Xiao Ai changed the topic. "That's wrong." The baby said, "I won't hang myself on a tree, I want to be like the person in my novel, love him hundreds of times and thousands of times, until I can't fall in love." "You woman is so scary." Xiao Ai said. "Didn't the newspaper say that I'm gay, maybe I'm a man." Doll deliberately made her voice rough to scare Xiao Ai. Xiao Ai covered her face with the quilt again. The baby turned off the phone contentedly, and covered her face to sleep. However, Xiao Ai has not fallen asleep. In the night of insomnia, she is most afraid of being alone. I have been working desperately for the past two years, and when loneliness strikes, I don’t care about sadness. Only this night in Kunming, I have time to settle the past, and my thoughts seem to grow wings and fly far away. However, who said that heartbeat proves that you are alive. The doll quickly fell asleep, and Xiao Ai got up, sat on the chair by the window, and smoked a cigarette in front of the mirror.In fact, Xiao Ai has no addiction to smoking. She only smokes when she is in a bad mood or in a good mood.However, at this moment, Xiao Ai couldn't tell whether her mood was good or bad. It's weird. Xiao Ai said to herself: Take it easy. After speaking, she blew out a beautiful smoke ring, put out the cigarette butt, went back to bed, and fell asleep. Darkness (20) (4) The past is like yesterday, at dusk, Xiao Ai came to Lijiang again. The bookstore arranged them in the Guanfang Hotel. The word "official room" made Xiao Ai's eyes tingle inexplicably.So she turned away. Compared with Xiao Ai's preoccupation, the doll appears listless.The excitement of going to Lijiang before was gone after arriving in Lijiang.The book signing in Kunming the day before was still crowded. In the square in front of the bookstore, the dolls in thin clothes signed for more than two hours without stopping. Maybe it was because of being too tired. The dolls found themselves sick after dinner, like that night Like Li Li, hot against Xiao Ai.Xiao Ai was a little worried, and of course a little distressed.Needless to say, it is hard for a nineteen-year-old girl to bear the burden of being famous. The bald manager of the bookstore bought the medicine, and Xiao Ai fed the doll. The doll opened a pair of powerless eyes and said, "I will never be a writer again in my next life." "It's too late to let go now." Xiao Ai said. "I can't bear to let go now." Wawa said, "Vanity, there is no way." "Let's get some sleep first. There will be a sale tomorrow, and tourists from all over the world are waiting." Xiao Ai coaxed the doll to lie down. Maybe it was the effect of the medicine, and the doll fell asleep very quickly. The bald manager sent her beautiful sister to knock on the door and asked if she needed to go to the hospital to get water. Xiao Ai shook her head and said, "No, she is young, she should be able to fight it after a night of sleep." "Then do you want supper?" said the beautiful sister, "I'll take you to the ancient city for something to eat." "No need." Xiao Ai said, "I'm going to rest too." "Then at nine o'clock tomorrow morning, I'll pick you up for breakfast." "Okay." Xiao Ai closed the door and went back to the room to look at the sleeping doll.The sleeping doll's face had a feminine charm, and it was the first time Xiao Ai discovered that her eyelashes were very long, like a person. In fact, the first time I saw a doll, I thought she looked like her.Of course their looks are completely different, they resemble that kind of feeling, a kind of temperament overflowing from the bones, which is very different from ordinary people, and it is extremely difficult to imitate. Such people are very easy to become public figures. Xiao Ai looked at her watch, but it was only ten o'clock at night, so of course she couldn't sleep, so Xiao Ai got up, took her bag and took a taxi to the ancient city.The ancient city at ten o'clock at night seemed to have just woken up, the lights were feasting, and people were coming and going.Two girls seemed to have drunk a little too much. They shook their bodies and sang "Evening Fragrance" in an exaggeratedly sweet voice. They walked past Xiao Ai, and they were about to bump into Xiao Ai. Xiao Ai hurried to the place. Hiding aside, a strong arm supported her, and a familiar voice said: "Be careful, don't fall." Xiao Ai held her breath, not daring to turn her head.Don't even dare to move. It's a dream. It must be a dream. "Come with me." He took Xiao Ai's arm and walked straight forward.Little Ai was unable to break free, and came here overwhelmingly with the fear of happiness.The feet are like stepping on the clouds, only the warmth in the arms and the pain in the heart are real.Finally, Xiao Ai had the consciousness to break free, but those arms hugged her tightly and said in a low voice, "Don't try to escape this time." "Mr. Lin," Xiao Ai said, "please don't do this." "Very good." He said, "You still remember that my surname is Lin." In words, he had already taken Xiao Ai out of the noisy ancient city, stopped a taxi, put Xiao Ai in first, and then got into the car himself. Xiao Aiqiang suppressed the panic in her heart, did not dare to look at him, and kept looking out the window. He said to the taxi driver, "Official House." In the car, his hand reached out and held Xiao Ai's hand, and Xiao Ai closed her eyes resignedly. "I've been looking for you," he said, "until I saw your report in the newspaper a while ago." Little Love thought: "Damn reporter." "You disappeared too quickly." Xiao Ai hardened her heart, sat up straight and said, "I'm sorry, I don't want to bring up the past." "Okay, don't mention it." Lin Sen said, "Let's talk about the future, shall we?" Xiao Ai turned to look at Lin Sen. In the car with the lights flickering on and off, the face that had appeared countless times in her memory and was forcibly pressed countless times made Xiao Ai surrender in an instant. Lin Sen hugged Xiao Ai, pressed her head to his chest, and said softly, "Xiao Ai, come with me." "Where are you going?" Xiao Ai asked. "Where I go, you go." Lin Sen said, "We are together." "Okay." Xiao Ai said. "Is it real?" "yes." "Okay." Lin Sen hugged Xiao Ai tightly and said, "I believe it." After getting out of the car, Xiao Ai and Lin Sen went back to the hotel together.Lin Sen kept taking Xiao Ai to the door of his room.He took out the room card from his pocket to open the door, and dragged Xiao Ai into the room.This is the most luxurious suite in the official residence. Lin Sen asked Xiao Ai to sit down on the sofa and said, "Sit down for a while, if you like tea or coffee, I'll make it for you." Xiao Ai asked: "How do you know I'm here?" Lin Sen said: "It's too simple, don't you always have a big star around you?" "By the way," Xiao Ai stood up and said, "She has a fever, I have to go back and check." "Sit down!" Lin Sen held her down and said, "Quan Dang is still wandering around the ancient city." "When did you follow me?" Xiao Ai asked. "Always." Lin Sen said, "My heart has always been with you." No matter when and where, sweet talk has absolute lethality.What's more, Lin Sen's voice is still so pleasant and charming. "Accompany me tonight?" Lin Sen said. "Not good." Xiao Ai said. "Don't worry." Lin Sen said, "Before I marry you, I won't mess around." Xiao Ai looked up at Lin Sen in some panic, but saw absolute sincerity in Lin Sen's eyes. The clock struck twelve. Xiao Ai lowered her head and thought: Cinderella is really a good fairy tale. But since it is a fairy tale, it is not reality. Reality is always cruel and suffocating. Lin Sen sat down beside Xiao Ai, blew on the tea made for Xiao Ai, and handed it to her after it cooled down. Even though the affectionate Lin Sen made Xiao Ai feel the intoxicating sweetness at this moment, Xiao Ai still calmly reminded herself that there is no way to count, after love, there will only be disappointment. There are too many things between her and Lin Sen, even for three generations, it is impossible to cross them. The best way is to not love. However, Lin Sen understood her heart and said, "Whether you love it or not, it's not up to you now, little love." Xiao Ai was shocked by Lin Sen's words. "It's still the same sentence, I can give you happiness." Lin Sen said, "Do you still remember that night, you fell asleep in my arms, like a child, I didn't have any worries or panic, I put you You didn't wake up when I hugged you on the sofa bed, and I said to myself at that time, I hope I can see this sleeping sweet face every morning when I wake up." "Don't say any more..." Xiao Ai stopped him. "You promised to give me a chance, and I won't say any more." "You are a rascal." Xiao Ai said helplessly. "Wrong, this is persistence." Lin Sen said. "I can't say enough about you." "Is that a promise?" "Mr. Lin..." "Don't worry." Lin Sen seemed to have studied psychology, "I'm serious, and I definitely don't mean to play games." "I really want to go back." Xiao Ai stood up, "The doll has a fever." "Okay." Lin Sen said, "Wait for me, I'll get you some special medicine for fever." Xiao Ai remembered the night when Li Li had a fever, so she asked, "Do you always take medicine with you?" "That's right." Lin Sen said, "In the past, Li Li always got sick every now and then." Lili. At this moment, it is a name that should not be mentioned. "I'm sorry." Xiao Ai said sincerely. "It's all over," Lin Sen said. "Do you miss her?" "That's natural." "I often miss it too." Xiao Ai said. "She'll feel it." "Yeah." Xiao Ai took the medicine bottle and walked to the door.For some reason, she didn't ask about Lili. Maybe Lin Sen knew best, but Xiao Ai really didn't want to ask. Lin Sen opened the door for her and said, "I'll treat you to dinner tomorrow at noon, including your little friend."