Chapter 7 Darkness - 21~25

Darkness (21) (5) When the fog came, Xiao Ai returned to the room and found that the doll had got up from the bed and was watching TV. A very mentally retarded and funny TV series, the baby blushes when she laughs and has a thick neck. "Look at you like that!" Xiao Ai said, "Have you recovered from your illness?" "Where have you been?" Doll asked, "Did you meet men at the bar?" "I went to buy medicine for you." Xiao Ai put the medicine on the doll's bedside. "I don't believe it." The baby picked up the medicine bottle and studied it for a long time and said, "This is imported medicine. Did you pick up an American man? My God."

Xiao Ai ignored the doll and took her pajamas to take a shower. When I came out of the bathroom, I found the doll sitting on the window sill and singing: The fog is coming, the fog is coming, the baby is crying, I miss my father, I want my mother to go home Who can give me strength The road is long and the love is long Take me home Don’t be afraid Don’t be afraid of my baby A flower and a grain of sand is the end of the world Don’t be afraid Don’t be afraid Hurry up and grow up Wait for the sun’s rays to bring hope... Doll's singing voice is not as clear as the original singer Angela Chang, but a little hoarse.She sang very seriously after having a fever just now, and she didn't even turn her head to look at Xiao Ai.

At that moment, Xiao Ai knew that the doll was not without sadness, for her, the wound of love was just hidden deeper than people of the same age. After the baby finished singing, she asked Xiao Ai: "Did Sister Diandian say that he is really fine?" Xiao Ai said: "You can call him yourself." "No." Baby said, "I can't give him any more hope, this is the responsibility to him." She then asked Xiao Ai, "Do you believe in love at first sight?" Xiao Ai replied: "Vulgar." The baby said: "To be honest, because of Xiaowen, I am very disappointed in men. I dream of finding a man. I will fall in love with him at first sight. It doesn't matter even if he doesn't like me very much at first. I must conquer him and let him Since then, I have never forgotten it in Jianghu. Just like a recent best-selling book, there is a very good title "Thanks to those who tortured you", if someone can torture you, it is actually very happy."

"God." Xiao Ai said, "You are enough BT." The baby raised her head: "What's the matter, don't you agree? I'm young and I have plenty of opportunities." Yes Yes Yes. Nineteen years old, in the words of doll novels: a "beautiful" age.Who dares to provoke? ! Darkness (22) (6) Sleepless sea insomnia.Despite being extremely sleepy, it was impossible to fall asleep. Seeing that the doll fell asleep, Xiao Ai got up and went out again. She suddenly thought of going outside, to see the stars in the dark night.Or, it is also good to take a walk alone and sort out the chaotic emotions.

Lijiang has always been a sleepless city. It's just that she didn't expect to see him in the hotel lobby, Xiao Ai was stunned. When he saw Xiao Ai, his face was also full of surprises. "I... I'm hungry, go find something to eat." Xiao Ai dared not tell him that she couldn't sleep. "Me too." He smiled, "Let's go." He took her hand naturally, and the two walked out of the hotel. He has been leading her forward. She didn't want to ask where he was taking her.Just like that previous night, Xiao Ai never thought about asking him where he would take her.

When Xiao Ai said "one night", he said that what he wanted was a lifetime. He also said that he can give Xiao Ai happiness, as long as Xiao Ai is willing. In fact, Xiao Ai has never forgotten every word he said, every sentence is true and vivid, and it always comes to mind. "You're cold," he said. After finishing speaking, he hugged Xiao Ai's shoulder. Xiao Ai raised her head to look at him, his eyes were like a sea of ​​night, Xiao Ai just fell into it, like falling into a distant and hidden dream. Can't wake up, can't escape. Xiao Ai thought that he would kiss her, but he didn't, but hugged Xiao Ai tightly and said: "Let's go, I know there is a restaurant with good noodles."

Xiao Ai is wearing a pair of casual shoes, but her feet still hurt quickly.It's just that she doesn't say anything.Only pain can make her feel a little real. She indulges herself close to that warm embrace, regardless of success or failure. Darkness (23) (7) When Tuo Ling woke up the next day, it was already eleven o'clock in the morning. Wa Wa said: "The gentleman you had an affair with last night called early in the morning and asked us to meet at the restaurant on the second floor." Xiao Ai smiled and got up to wash up.The doll held up a skirt and said, "Wearing this is more feminine."

Xiao Ai changed into jeans. hotel restaurant.Lin Sen had been waiting for a long time, and he didn't sleep well all night, but his energy seemed to be quite good. "Your name is Lin Sen?" Doll pointed at Lin Sen and said, "Inverted, does it mean forest?" Lin Sen just smiled. "How old are you?" Doll began to ask the bottom line. "Baby!" Xiao Ai stopped her, "You are a popular writer, can you cultivate yourself?" "The age of the man is not kept secret." Doll said nonchalantly, "It's nothing." "That's right." Lin Sen said, "I'm forty-five years old this year."

"It's just blooming," the baby said, "Why, are you going to pursue Miss Xiao Ai? Actually, Miss Xiao Ai is quite boring, you have to be careful and regret it." Xiao Ai said viciously: "If you talk again, I will sew your mouth shut." "Look!" said the doll, "he's showing his vicious face, isn't he?" "No matter what she is, I like her." Lin Sen said. Xiao Ai blushed, the baby looked at Xiao Ai, then at Lin Sen, took a big mouthful of food, and said in a convincing tone: "People say not to fall in love with men over forty years old, I think it's true of."

"Why?" Lin Sen asked. "It's too lethal." Wawa said, "Sister Ai, you're screwed this time." Lin Sen laughed: "You are quite interesting, girl." "Just make love to Miss Ai, no matter how interesting I am, it has nothing to do with you." After the doll finished speaking, she stood up and wiped her mouth with a towel, "I'm full, let's go first, I have an appointment with the little girl from the bookstore to accompany me Let's go to the ancient city!" "Hi!" Xiao Ai shouted, "Signing at three o'clock in the afternoon!"

"Ann, I won't miss it." After the baby finished speaking, it disappeared like a butterfly. Xiao Ai turned her head and scolded Lin Sen: "What nonsense!" "The conscience of heaven and earth." Lin Sen said, "everything I say is true." "When are you going back to Beijing?" Xiao Ai asked. "When will you come back and when will I come back?" "shameless." Lin Sen just laughed. "I'm going back to Nanjing," Xiao Ai said, "but you can go with the baby, she's going back to Beijing to study." "I hope you go back to Beijing too." Lin Sen said. Xiao Ai thought for a while and said, "I'll think about it." "Then I'm relieved." Lin Sen said, "I didn't sleep well last night, and I just need to make up for it during the day, ha ha." When the doll was signed for sale, Lin Sen also went to see it.Of course, it was crowded again, and tourists from all over the place kept jumping in line to come in to hold the dolls. When Xiao Ai was busy with the dolls, she raised her eyes and saw Lin Sen in the crowd. He stood there, smiling at him, as if willing Always there to wait.Xiao Ai's heart suddenly softened like a piece of cotton candy, slowly melting sweetly.She left the doll's signing table and walked to him, asking, "Why are you here? Didn't you say you want to sleep?" "Come and see you." Lin Sen said. "It's not me signing the sale, what's so interesting about it." Lin Sen pointed to the long signing team and said, "These are all thanks to you. You should be proud." "Doll is a genius." Xiao Ai said, "She and I are mutual achievements, ha ha." The doll was on the stage, secretly making faces at Xiao Ai while signing the sale. Lin Sen asked, "How old is she?" "Almost twenty." "Sure enough, you need to be famous early." Lin Sen said, "Li Li was only at this age when she became popular." Lili again. Xiao Ai feels that Lili is a memory that Lin Sen will never erase in his heart.She even carefully thought that if Li Li hadn't left suddenly, maybe Lin Sen might not have come to find her. "What are you thinking?" Lin Sen asked. "No." Xiao Ai said. Lin Sen took a look at Xiao Ai and said, "I'll go back to the hotel to rest first, and we'll make an appointment at night." "Okay." Xiao Ai said. But that night, Xiao Ai did not get Lin Sen's invitation. After the doll signed, when Xiao Ai and the doll returned to the hotel, they received a note from Lin Sen, which said: The company has something to do, I need it urgently. Back to Beijing, see you in Beijing. In Xiao Ai's heart, it is not without regret.She thought of the way he stood in the crowd and smiled at her. It was a kind of incomparable stability and happiness. Xiao Ai was not sure whether she could fully possess this happiness, because Lin Sen was always a stranger to her. , Those loves and nostalgia, in the words of doll novels: there is no psychological basis. As such, it appears ethereal and distant. The doll excitedly showed Xiao Ai the camel bell from the Ancient Tea Horse Road that she bought in the ancient city in the afternoon, and told Xiao Ai that the camel bell can also be differentiated by gender according to the sound. "I'll give you one." Doll said, "I picked it especially for you. It can keep you safe and bring you love." The doll picked up the camel bell to show Xiao Ai, the evening sun came in from the window, the doll shook her arm, and the bell echoed crisply, Xiao Ai couldn't help but close her eyes. At this moment, someone from a travel agency knocked on the door and handed in two first-class air tickets back to Beijing the next day. What came from the phone was a short message from Lin Sen: "I want to wait for you in Beijing." Holding the ticket, the doll looked at Xiao Ai sympathetically and said, "Sister Xiao Ai, love as long as you love, whoever is afraid of you." After finishing speaking, she laughed.The camel bell dangled in her hand, and the sound made Xiao Ai flustered with fear, so she grabbed it and put it in the suitcase. The baby has already run to the phone and called the person in the bookstore: "That's right, the ticket for Nanjing is refundable, and I don't need you to buy the ticket for Beijing, we will go back to Beijing together tomorrow." "Hey!" Xiao Ai wanted to stop the doll, but it was too late, the doll hung up the phone, and blinked at Xiao Ai. To her, who is a ghost, everything was said without saying anything, and there was no need for too much explanation. Darkness (24) (8) Autumn in Beijing Beijing Airport. Dragging her huge luggage, the doll came out with Xiao Ai. Lin Sen was waiting at Gate No. 9. Seeing Xiao Ai, Lin Sen came up to meet her and carried her luggage for Xiao Ai.The baby pouted and said, "Respect the old and love the young. You don't want to help me so much, but you have to take it for her." "Master, you are right." Lin Sen smiled and stretched out his other hand and said, "Okay, I'll take yours too." "We all come by ourselves." Xiao Ai resisted, "I don't want to bother you." The doll smiled like something. "Buying so many things?" Lin Sen asked the doll. The baby said: "Gifts for my roommates, and a lot of clothes for myself, hee hee. I'm not like Sister Xiao Ai, I'm not interested in anything, boring!" "She earns so much royalties, let her spend it." Xiao Ai teased the doll. Lin Sen got a new car, which was also a Mercedes-Benz. Doll sat in the front row excitedly. Lin Sen suddenly took out a large bouquet of flowers from the back seat and handed it to Xiao Ai, saying, "Welcome to Beijing." Xiao Ai blushed slightly, and the doll looked so envious that her eyeballs were about to fall off. Lin Sen started the car and asked the baby: "Send you directly to school?" The baby said sourly: "You can leave me now, I'll take a taxi back." Lin Sen smiled, and the car drove out smoothly.Xiao Ai can only see Lin Sen's back.The flowers around him exude a seductive atmosphere. This is a man who definitely knows how to please women. Xiao Ai had to admit that she was happy at the moment. Not long after the car drove out of the airport, the traffic jam started, and I couldn't see the side.The doll was so tired that she fell asleep in the car.Lin Sen turned to Xiao Ai and asked, "Are you tired?" "Not tired." Xiao Ai said. "What do you want for dinner?" "Whatever." Wa Wa suddenly opened her eyes and said, "I want to eat Hunan cuisine." "Okay." Lin Sen said, "I think it's time to order dinner when we're in the city. I'll treat you to Hunan cuisine." "Yeah!" The doll quickly raised two fingers to make a V shape, then put it down quickly, and continued to sleep with its eyes closed. "I don't know how long this traffic will be stuck," Lin Sen said, "This is how annoying Beijing is." "Yes." Wawa interjected again, "We should live like the people of Lijiang, how comfortable and nourishing. Miss Ai, are you right?" Xiao Ai does not express any opinions. As expected, Lin Sen was right. By the time the car arrived in the urban area, it was already half past seven in the evening.Lin Sen drove the car to a Hunan restaurant, and when he went to the garage to park the car, the baby yawned and said to Xiao Ai: "He loves you very much, just marry him, and if you don't solve your personal problems, you're afraid No one wants it for the rest of my life.” "Don't bother you." Xiao Ai said. "Do you love him?" the doll asked. Xiao Ai didn't answer. Wa Wa sighed and said: "It's no wonder you can't get married until now, you definitely have a problem with your eyesight." "Shut up." Xiao Ai said. The baby smiled grinningly: "By the way, he is really rich. The watch he wears is worth at least one million. Let me say hello first. If you marry him, you have to make books for me, because Women still need to be independent." "Don't you care about Xiao Wen?" Xiao Ai said, "You should at least call to say hello!" "It's almost the same when I greet my mother." The baby began to talk nonsense. This heartless, nasty little girl. The dinner was very rich, Lin Sen ordered a lot of dishes, the doll devoured it, and scolded Xiao Ai for eating too little.Lin Sen said: "It is right to eat slowly, increasing the frequency of chewing is good for your health." The baby looked up and asked him, "How do you know so much?" Lin Sen smiled. Xiao Ai said: "You don't care about her, she is a talented student in the Huyou Department." "It's okay." Wawa said, "Old Lin looked like a Ph.D. advisor in the deception department. I'm far from him. Look at him for deceiving you! I've never heard of an old man in his 40s giving flowers!" Lin Sen laughed out loud. "By the way," Lin Sen said, "You're writing a romance novel, why don't you sign it and give me a copy for study." "I want it from Sister Xiaoai, and I have to pay for it myself." The baby said, "The new book is 20 yuan a book, and everyone wants it from me, almost bankrupting me." "Okay," Xiao Ai said, "it will be deducted from your royalties." "Huang Shiren." The baby cursed. "Okay," Lin Sen said, "I still know Huang Shiren at such a young age." "Don't underestimate me, I have a lot of knowledge." The baby said, "You will know it later." After the doll finished speaking, she blinked at Xiao Ai. Lin Sen looked at the blinking doll with an unnatural expression, but soon returned to normal. Autumn in Beijing is already a bit cold, but compared with the cold in Kunming, this kind of cold is relatively comfortable. Xiao Ai looked out the window, and the golden leaves were still outside the window. The hour hand pointed to ten o'clock, and it was a windless autumn night. Only then did Xiao Ai remember to ask herself, why did she come to Beijing this time? Are those dangers and pains really forgotten? Darkness (25) (9) The love business doll jumped out of the car and waved goodbye to Xiao Ai and Lin Sen. Before getting out of the car, she was fully armed, including sunglasses and a hat.Very star style. Xiao Ai told her: "Be careful at school, there will be signings in Sichuan in a few days, discuss it with the school, and make time available." The doll stood at attention and saluted.Suddenly remembered something, gestured for Lin Sen to wait. Doll opened her oversized luggage at the school gate, groped for a long time, and found out her new book "Love".Then, she handed the book directly to Lin Sen and said, "Study hard about love in the new era, flowers are too old-fashioned." "Hehe." Lin Sen smiled, "Definitely." The baby winked at Xiao Ai, dragged her luggage and left. Lin Sen said to Xiao Ai: "Come on, sit next to me in the front row." Xiao Ai shook her head. "come." "Oh, let me sit when it's free." "Hey, what kind of jealousy do you want?" Lin Sen stretched out his hand to pat Xiao Ai's arm and said, "Be obedient. You sit next to me and I can drive with more peace of mind." "Come on less." Xiao Ai said, she had already got out of the car, opened the front door, and got in. "It's getting late, I'll take you to rest." Lin Sen said. "Well," Xiao Ai said with some difficulty, "I'm going to live in a hotel. Our publishing house has a fixed hotel in Beijing, so you can just send me there." Lin Sen smiled: "Isn't this a joke? When you arrive in Beijing, you can stay in a hotel. Don't worry, I have already arranged it." "Mr. Lin... I..." Xiao Ai suddenly panicked. Lin Sen turned on the music in the car, it was a song that Xiao Ai had never heard before.Xiao Ai's IPOD has not been used for a long time, music often makes Xiao Ai feel the fear of the past, she never thought that Lin Sen would listen to such songs.The mezzo-soprano sings slowly: After the flowers bloom, even the north wind will be lonely, and the heart will rise and fall like the tide, worry has already locked the brows, thinking that my heart is dusty, but the spring outside the window still makes the eyes blinded by love ✬, guarding is you, not the wind, affectionate and easy to breed, guarding for a lifetime without being moved... "The lyrics are really good." Lin Sen said, "You cultural people should understand it." Speaking of which, at the red light, the car stopped, Lin Sen took his right hand from the steering wheel and held Xiao Ai's hand.The temperature of the palm is something Xiao Ai is familiar with and unwilling to avoid. Lin Sen seemed to be distracted too, until the car behind him honked his horn when the green light came on, and then he reacted and drove the car across the intersection. Xiao Ai couldn't help laughing. Lin Sen said, "Xiao Ai, do you know your charm now?" Xiao Ai didn't answer. "You've always been so seldom?" Lin Sen asked. "Didn't the doll say that I am a boring woman?" "Hehe." Lin Sen said, "I am in my seventies and eighties, and I can listen to a child. Whether you are interested or not, I have the final say." "Then do you think I'm interesting?" Xiao Ai asked. "Talk to me about your relationship for a while before I get back to you." Lin Sen replied slyly. "Reckless again." Xiao Ai said. "Hehe. I learned from you." "Since when have I been foolish?" Xiao Ai was puzzled. "You go away quietly, so that I can easily find you, you are the biggest rascal." "You are unreasonable." "Okay." Lin Sen said, "Anyway, I've been accused of being unreasonable, so I'll show you how unreasonable I am, okay?" Xiao Ai was too scared to make a sound. Lin Sen laughed out loud. It could be seen that he was really happy, but Xiao Ai suddenly wanted to ask him a question mischievously: "Do you want to leave?" Of course, Xiao Ai didn't ask. Oops, the love business has moved, who can do anything?