Chapter 5 Darkness - 11~15

Darkness (11) (10) When hugging him and walking into the club, Xiao Ai suddenly remembered the inn in Lijiang, the name of the inn: One Night. For the first time, Xiao Ai felt strange to herself.It seems that I no longer recognize myself, and I don't know what I am going to do.In fact, Xiao Ai knew very well that this was a dangerous man and a game that Xiao Ai couldn't afford, but she had nothing to do with herself.However, it is precisely because of this "no way" that Xiao Ai is full of a happy expectation with a sense of fear for the following night. This world is really messed up.

However, the reality is somewhat different from Xiao Ai's imagination.This is a place that Xiao Ai has never been to, and it seems that there is no such "ambiguous" feeling.He brought Xiao Ai to a "book club".The space is very large, the bookshelves are Chinese style, filled with all kinds of high-end books, and there are computers for you to surf the Internet at any time, the chairs are very comfortable, you don’t want to stand up when you sit down, and there is even a VIP room, which is only for You use it alone. Xiao Ai touched those books, couldn't put them down, and was surprised to find that the magazine she created was among them.

"Do you often read this magazine?" Xiao Ai asked. "No," he said, "I'm just one of the investors." Xiao Ai was surprised, and silently put the magazine back to its original place.She hardly knew anyone above the president level.So I don't know Lin Sen at all. "This magazine is good." Lin Sen said, "You did it very carefully." Xiao Ai turned around in surprise, he actually knew her! Lin Sen changed the subject and said, "You see, this place is not bad, I often come here." Xiao Ai didn't know what to say. He raised his eyebrows and said, "Why, don't you believe that I am a book lover?"

"Hehe." Xiao Ai smiled, "How come?" "The first time I met you, I knew you liked books." He said, "It was only later that I found out that you are a famous little love, and your President Zhou will mention you every time you have a meeting." "Really?" Xiao Ai said.But I was thinking desperately in my heart, the first time?It should be at night, he came for Li Li, that night the moonlight was falling, he suddenly arrived, holding the medicine for Li Li in his hand.At that time, he and her must have never thought that there would be an intersection today.

"What are you thinking?" He asked Xiao Ai. "No." Xiao Ai stroked a photography portfolio and asked him, "Do you like photography?" "That's Li Li talking nonsense," he said. "How long have you known Lili?" "Ten years or so," he said. "Love is tiring." "Yes." He replied. "So it's better not to love." Xiao Ai took the book, sat down on the sofa, and started to read. He sat down opposite her, and a waiter came over and asked softly what he wanted to drink.He said: "Iced coffee." Xiao Ai raised her head from the book and said, "I want orange juice."

The waiter nodded and walked away.Xiao Ai said to him: "Drinking coffee is not good for sleep." He laughed: "When I'm going to sleep, it's useless to pour a box of coffee beans into my mouth." Xiao Ai looked around: "It's really nice here, I never knew there was such a nice place." "This is a private club, which only accepts some friends and is basically closed to the public." Xiao Ai suddenly realized: "This is your territory again?" "Smart." He smiled. "Mr. Lin." Xiao Ai closed the book and said, "How many surprises do you have for me?"

"That depends on how much time you are willing to give me." Lin Sen replied slyly. "One night." Xiao Ai said, "Is one night enough?" "Haha." He laughed, the way he laughed was really lethal, so Xiao Ai had to lower her head, and Xiao Ai who lowered her head heard him say: "Not enough." "Do you know how long I want?" Lin Sen continued to ask. Xiao Ai was silent. "I want to live forever." Lin Sen said. Xiao Ai's heart was beating wildly, she stood up, feeling like she was about to run away in a hurry.But he grabbed Xiao Ai's arm and ordered, "Sit down!"

The waiter just came over with a drink, so Xiao Ai had to sit down hastily again. The orange juice was slightly bitter, Xiao Ai frowned and took a sip, tears suddenly came down and dripped into the glass, the orange juice became more bitter.After a while, he sat beside Xiao Ai, hugged Xiao Ai's shoulder with one hand, and carefully wiped away her tears with a tissue in the other hand.His embrace was warm and firm, making Xiao Ai not want to struggle. Xiao Ai said to herself that she just wanted to find a place where she could heal her wounds and have a luxurious dream about love. As for tomorrow, Xiao Ai will live her life alone.

"If you're tired, just rest." He patted Xiao Ai on the back. "En." Xiao Ai lay on his chest, listening to his heartbeat. He just hugged her. The clock on the wall pointed to eleven o'clock at night, and at the hour, the exquisite clock did not make any sound.There is no second guest in the club.The surroundings are as quiet as heaven.This is the paradise that Xiao Ai has been looking for for a long time. Xiao Ai fell asleep like this. Darkness (12) (11) When the misunderstanding woke up, Xiao Ai found herself lying on a small sofa bed, covered with a thin quilt.

There is a note on the coffee table: "The company has something urgent, I will deal with it, wait for my lunch." One night passed, and there was still lunch. Xiao Ai sat up and tidied her clothes.After sleeping all night, she looked in good spirits and her complexion was good.Looking back on last night, there are only four words to describe it: incredible. Xiao Ai went to the bathroom to tidy herself up briefly, and walked out of the clubhouse with her bag.It must have rained again at night, and it should have stopped just now. The ground was still wet, and the sky was a little wrinkled. Xiao Ai took a taxi and went home.

The landlord stood at the door waiting for her. Xiao Ai said: "In just these two days, I will definitely pay you the rent." "Someone wants to rent this house." The landlord said, "The monthly price is two hundred yuan higher than yours. What do you ask me to do?" "We have a contract." Xiao Ai said, "One year, don't forget." "If you don't pay the rent on time, what's the use of the contract." The landlord is a fat middle-aged woman who looks a little silly, but she still has enough brains. "Alright then." Xiao Ai said, "I'll move out tonight." "If you move out, you have to make up for this month's rent." "Okay." Xiao Ai said, "You come later." Xiao Ai went back to the room, closed the door, called Li Jin, Li Jin answered, and Xiao Ai's first words were: "Repay the money." "Huang Shiren is not as cruel as you." Li Jin said, "I will definitely pay you back when this matter with Lili is over." "I have to pay the rent." Xiao Ai said. "You can't do it." Li Jin said, "Is this money gone?" Xiao Ai held back the grief and indignation in her heart: "Are you still paying it back?" "Isn't there nothing I can do?" Li Jin said, "Okay, good boy, think of a way for yourself. I made an appointment with Lili for an audition, and the time will be up soon." "Where is the audition?" Xiao Ai said, "I'll do it." "Stop making trouble," Li Jin said, "Aren't you afraid that Li Li will beat you?" Xiao Ai didn't understand what it meant for a moment. Li Jin added: "You have someone surnamed Lin covering you up, so what are you afraid of? Don't think I really don't know anything." Xiao Ai was so angry that she dropped the phone.The mobile phone was split in two on the ground, Xiao Ai's hands were shaking, and there was no way to restore it to its original shape.At this time, someone knocked on the door again, Xiao Ai stood up from the sofa, rushed to the door barefoot, opened the door and shouted: "Isn't it the rent, you are endless!" The one standing at the door was not the landlord, but an exaggerated dot dressed like an orange tree.She was taken aback by Xiao Ai: "What's wrong with you, Xiao Ai?" "Oh. It's nothing." Xiao Ai let her in while talking. "The president asked me to invite you back." Diandian said, "He said the magazine can't do without you." "Don't fool me, no one on this earth will rotate as it should, thank him for his kindness on my behalf, I won't go back." "You are such a woman who cares about face, this is your biggest weakness." Diandian put her face close to Xiao Ai and said, "Tell me, did you fall out with Li Jin?" Xiao Ai nodded. "I said earlier that that kid is not a thing. You must believe it." Dian patted Xiao Ai's head and said, "It doesn't matter, you will learn your wisdom from a fall, and be more careful when you meet a man next time." "Yes." Xiao Ai said. "You're so low-key that I can't believe it." Diandian installed the phone for Xiao Ai, pulled Xiao Ai up and said, "Let's go, go to work, Lijiang's version is also on the page, and the boss also said to give you a salary increase. " "Lend me one thousand yuan." Xiao Ai said, "I don't want to move for the time being. There are too many books, and it will be troublesome to move." "Oh, good." Dot said. "I'm hungry." Xiao Ai said, "Cook a bowl of noodles before going to work." "Oh. Good." Diandian said, "Drink me a bowl too." After eating the noodles, Diandian and Xiao Ai went downstairs together. In order to cooperate with Diandian, Xiao Ai specially wore a green skirt. The two walked downstairs in a beautiful way, and saw a beautiful small sports car driving in. They stopped, Li Jin was the first to jump out of the car, and then Li Li. Li Li looked at Xiao Ai and said coldly: "I have something to ask you." "Ask." Xiao Ai said. "Don't you know that he is my man?" Li Li said, "You are really courageous." "I don't understand what you said." Xiao Ai said. "Come on." Didian looked at Li Jin and said, "Just such a bad man, you think our little love wants it, and it's too late to throw it away. If you want to pick it up, just pick it up!" Those who don't understand the situation will be completely wrong. Li Jin shrugged, saying that this matter has nothing to do with him. Xiao Ai stopped a little bit, and dragged him to the outside of the community. Lili stopped her: "I warn you, don't mess around, otherwise, I can do anything." "Do you love him?" Xiao Ai asked. "Of course." Li Li said. "Then cherish him." Xiao Ai said, "As for what you are worried about, don't worry at all." "Don't you love him?" Li Li asked. "Yes." Xiaoai said, "No." "Do you dare to say that in front of him?" Li Li asked. "I won't. But it's not that I dare not." Xiao Ai said, "Because it's boring." "Hahaha." Li Li laughed, "Why didn't you say you were bored when you spent a good night with him?" "I don't want to explain." Xiao Ai said, "You can think what you want." "Because you can't explain it." Lili said, "I just realized today that our fate is like this. Maybe the trip to Lijiang was a premeditated plan, Ye Xiaoai, you are really a terrifying woman with full scheming!" "Heh." Xiao Ai was very angry at first, but found it extremely ridiculous, and couldn't help but burst out laughing. Li Li's eyes looked up and down at Xiao Ai, and then she sighed and said: "If you really love him, if you don't think he is old, then go ahead and love him, love him, love him as if I have nothing Say!" Little Ai: "Who is she talking about, who is old? What is she talking about!" "Let's go." Xiao Ai dragged a little bit forward. Dian Dian murmured as he walked, "Why do I feel that this is a bit weird." "Ye Xiaoai!" Lili shouted behind her, "Ye Xiaoai, stop!" Xiao Ai turned around, and Li Li stood there, less than ten meters away from Xiao Ai, with big eyes flickering and flickering, and a high-pitched voice: "Ye Xiaoai, I bet you will regret it, if you don't believe me, wait Watch!" Xiao Ai wasn't afraid, but still shivered inexplicably. Darkness (13) (12) We have to leave the revision meeting in the afternoon, which lasted almost four hours.Several times, Xiao Ai couldn't help taking out the IPOD, secretly put it to her ear, and sent her a short message: If you don't listen to the music, you will die. Xiao Ai is famous for listening to music. In many cases, songs are constant friends and good medicine for healing. The president suddenly called the name: "Xiao Ai, tell me." Xiao Ai quickly put away the earplugs: "Actually, our magazine is on the rise, and we have a stable readership. It's not necessarily a good thing to change." "With what you said, our meeting this afternoon is for nothing?" The president's face turned cold. Xiao Ai said: "I really don't agree with the revision. It will have to wait until next year. Let's not be afraid of those new magazines. They won't be successful in a while. We should use the same to cope with all changes." "The meeting is over!" said the president. Xiao Ai got up, and the president said, "Ye Xiaoai, come to my office." Diandian stuck out her tongue at Xiao Ai, Xiao Ai followed the president to the office without any fear, the president politely went to the water dispenser and poured a glass of water for Xiao Ai, and then said: "You are young, but you are not It's a child, can you stop being so impulsive?" "Okay." Xiao Ai said. "I've decided to promote you to be the director of the editorial department." "No way." Xiao Ai said, "Ms. Liu did a good job, didn't she?" "His thinking can't keep up. You are a genius in magazines. We should have promoted you a long time ago, but you are too young and have to wait until today. So, you shouldn't give up, let alone tell me about resigning." "President!" Xiao Ai panicked, "I really didn't resign because of this." "I know, I know!" the president said, "I know you didn't do it for this. I wanted to announce this decision a long time ago, and the group also meant the same thing. Get ready and officially take office next month." "This..." Xiao Ai said, "This..." "Don't hesitate." The president said, "We are still waiting to see your new measures. To be honest, the magazine is difficult to manage now, and the competition is so fierce. You young people have enough brains. We people, It's time to retire." Xiao Ai didn't know what to say. "Go." The president said, "You don't have to worry about Mr. Liu, the group will arrange him well, and it won't hinder your work in the future, so you can just go ahead and do it." Xiao Ai came out with a bitter face, and asked little by little: "What's the matter?" "It's nothing." Xiao Ai said, "You lend me money, and I will pay you back after a while." "It's already ready." Diandian handed her two thousand yuan and said, "I took it from the bank downstairs, don't worry, just pay me back slowly." Xiao Ai's eyes were red. "Don't cry." Diandian said, "We are such good friends." "I'm going to resign." Xiao Ai said to Diandian, "This time it's real." "No way." Diandian said, "Criticized by the president?" Xiao Ai shook her head, unwilling to say more. "Just pass it with patience." Diandian said, "You shouldn't contradict him in public today. Humans want to save face, so don't take it to heart." "I really have to go." Xiao Ai said. "Where did you decide to go? Is there a better magazine out there to poach you?" "No." Xiao Ai said, "I want to go back to my hometown in Nanjing." "No way!" Diandian still didn't believe it. "Thank you for the two thousand yuan." Xiao Ai said, "I will pay you back as soon as possible." Diandian still didn't believe it, and looked at Xiao Ai blankly.When she suddenly believed it, her tears welled up, and Xiao Ai hurriedly found a tissue to wipe it for her.Like Xiao Ai, Diandian belongs to the North Drifter family. The two often work overtime and go shopping together. When it comes to separation, it is definitely emotionally difficult. "Don't go." Diandian whimpered, "It's boring to leave me alone." "I'm sorry." That's all Xiao Ai could say. The two walked out of the magazine arm in arm. It was almost dusk. Xiao Ai told Diandian about a song she liked recently.I can't understand Xiao Ai's talking song, but it's nice, but I know what it means to be dark. In Hakka, it means dusk. Little by little: Oh. Xiao Ai said: In fact, dusk is scarier than night, because dusk means that night is coming. Say little: Oh, a little hanging. Xiao Ai said: Everyone may encounter this kind of dark time in their life. I always say to myself, hold on a little longer, don't be afraid, when the real darkness passes, it will be dawn. Dian Dian held Xiao Ai tighter and said: Oh, so you are still a poet. As the two talked, they saw Lin Sen's car approaching. Xiao Ai subconsciously wanted to hide, but in fact there was no way to hide. Lin Sen stopped the car, rolled down the window, and said to Xiao Ai, "I'll see you off." She said wittily: "No need, I still have a date." After finishing speaking, she whispered into Xiao Ai's ear and said fiercely: "You concealed the military situation from me, let's see how I deal with you in the future!" After speaking, Dian Dian laughed, stopped a taxi and left quickly. Xiao Ai hesitated for a moment, and decided to stop a taxi. Lin Sen had already gotten out of the car. He held Xiao Ai's wrist and said, "Let's go." Xiao Ai just felt that she couldn't breathe.For a moment, she wondered if she was still awake from that dream in Lijiang, so she pinched her arm vigorously. "Let's go." Lin Sen saw through everything and said, "Didn't nothing happen last night, what are you worried about?" Xiao Ai's face turned red.She broke away from Lin Sen and said, "I really want to go back, don't stop me." "But I don't intend to let you go at all." Lin Sen said. Xiao Ai blushed and stared at Lin Sen. She couldn't believe that there was such a man in the world! "Five years ago, I shouldn't have let you go," Lin Sen said. Xiao Ai was completely in a state of confusion. "If you want to know, I'll tell you in the car." Xiao Ai finally got into Lin Sen's car. This is the saddest thing about human beings. She will never be able to match her curiosity about herself or others. Darkness (14) (13) Confess that Lin Sen's car was wandering aimlessly in the night city. Xiao Ai is sitting in the car. Lin Sen asked Xiao Ai: "Do you remember that you met me?" "I don't remember." Xiao Ai said. Lin Sen sighed: "You must not remember." Xiao Ai said: "Mr. Lin, I think you may have misremembered. Before Lijiang, I really had never seen you, and I hadn't even heard of you." "Christmas five years ago." Lin Sen said, "Did you attend the group party? It was in the Overseas Chinese Building." Xiao Ai thought hard, she should have participated.That year, she had just graduated from university and entered this industry. Because she liked making magazines so much, she was high-spirited, innocent and cute, and believed that the world was in her own hands. "That night I was in a very bad mood and I was drunk." Lin Sen said, "I threw up on the way to the bathroom, and you happened to pass by." "Huh?" Xiao Ai really doesn't remember anything. "You helped me to the bathroom and found the waiter for me." Xiao Ai listened quietly to what he said. "I said thank you, and you smiled at me and said, Merry Christmas. Then you left," Linsen said. "That smile lit me up." "Mr. Lin, you must have misremembered." Xiao Ai said, "I don't remember anything about it." "Although I am old, my memory is not bad." Lin Sen said, "That night in Lijiang, when I knocked on the door, you smiled at me like this. It must be you." Xiao Ai said: "Mr. Lin, I really doubt that you are a screenwriter." "Hehe." Lin Sen laughed, "You don't have to believe it, but I want to tell you that what I said is true." "So what if it's true?" Although Xiao Ai was moved, the sadness in her heart far outweighed the happiness, "Mr. Lin, we are not people in the same world. This world has its own laws. Even playing games , and cannot exceed these laws.” "Then what do you get from people in the same world as you?" Lin Sen said, "One hundred thousand yuan is not a small sum for you." Xiao Ai blushed: "Are you investigating me?" Lin Sen smiled: "You're wrong, it's not me who investigates you, it's Lili." "Mr. Lin." Xiao Ai said, "Please stop the car and let me get off." "I'll take you to see Lili." Lin Sen said, "Sit down." "I don't want to see anyone!" Xiao Ai yelled, "Stop the car, I want to get off!" Lin Sen slammed on the brakes and the car stopped on the side of the road. Xiao Ai opened the door.I heard Lin Sen say: "If you want, I can give you happiness." Xiao Ai got out of the car anyway and walked resolutely. Getting acquainted with Li Jin was a mistake, Xiao Ai didn't want to make mistakes again and again, and get hurt again and again, that's for sure. Back home, Xiao Ai called her mother. Mom said: "You are sure you want to come back, so come back, anyway, the room at home has been reserved for you." "I'm sorry, Mom." Xiao Ai said. "Come back." Mom said, "With you by my side, I will feel at ease. If I can't find a job for the time being, I can rest at home." Xiao Ai's tears flowed down her cheeks silently, no matter where she went, her mother was the best. The landlord knocked on the door again, and Xiao Ai handed over the money through the anti-theft door, and said to her: "Move the day after tomorrow at the latest, I have some books to sort out." "Okay." This time she was quite magnanimous, "If you need help, just tell me." "Xiao Ai!" Li Jin suddenly appeared at the door, "Xiao Ai, I'm here." It looked like he had drunk too much. Xiao Ai quickly closed the door. But half a minute later, Li Jin stood in the living room. He drank too much, but he didn't forget to put on his slippers. Xiao Ai forgot, he also has the key here, otherwise, the door should be locked. "Xiao Ai." Li Jin approached her, squatted down in front of her, and said, "Xiao Ai, I'm sorry." Xiao Ai pushed him away in disgust. "I invested in the company with someone, but I didn't expect to be cheated. I have no choice, so I lied to you." "Did you cheat from the beginning, or did you cheat later?" Xiao Ai asked straightforwardly. "Not at first." Li Jin raised his hand and swore, "I swear I love you, I just can't help it." "Forget it." Xiao Ai stood up, "You go, I won't let you pay back the money." "But I have to pay it back." Li Jin said, "Go and tell Lin Sen, the person who cheated me of money dare not do anything to him, as long as he shows up, the money will definitely be returned to me." "Knowing you is the greatest shame in my life." Xiao Ai jumped out the words word by word, pointed to the door and said: "Go, never let me see you again." Li Jin rushed forward, hugged Xiao Ai tightly and refused to let go. Xiao Ai couldn't get rid of him. "Don't leave me." Li Jin said, "Xiao Ai, I love you the most, you have to help me, you have to help me. Lili has already said it, you tell Lin Sen, it is more important than she tells Lin Sen it works." "Go away!" Xiao Ai struggled desperately.However, Li Jin hugged him tighter and tighter, as if he wanted to suffocate Xiao Ai, Xiao Ai struggled and couldn't move, the despair in his heart was burning like fire, but there was nothing he could do. Li Jin finally let go, his lips were close to Xiao Ai's, and he said on Xiao Ai's lips: "As long as you promise me, we can start again, and I will give you happiness." Within a day, two men promised to give Xiao Ai happiness. Xiao Ai didn't want to say a word, she finally broke free from him, climbed onto the sofa, hugged herself, feeling weak all over. Li Jin leaned over again: "Xiao Ai, promise me." "Go away!" Xiao Ai yelled, trembling all over, "Go away, go away!" Li Jin stretched out his hand recklessly, and hugged Xiao Ai again. Xiao Ai grabbed the scissors on the coffee table. They were scissors that were used to cut the rope when she was tidying up the books just now. They pierced into Li Jin's arm sharply, and blood gushed out in an instant. Xiao Ai screamed, but couldn't hear her own voice. Darkness (15) (14) On the night when she really left, Xiao Ai took the train back to Nanjing. The ticket was bought late, and there was no sleeper, so Xiao Ai had to sit in a hard seat. The train was swaying, Xiao Ai had an IPOD in her ear, and everything in the world had nothing to do with her. When you are exhausted to the extreme, you will never know that you are tired. Li Jin should be in the hospital at the moment, one hundred thousand yuan is worth one wound, and his IQ thinks it is worth it.But Xiao Ai knew that she was the one who lost, how could the injury of her arm and the injury of her heart be the same. When knocking on the door, my mother didn't seem surprised, she just said, "Oh, I'm back." "I'm back." Xiao Ai said. Xiao Ai slept at home for a whole week.Drink the soup made by my mother.Mother is also alone. Xiao Ai has no father since she was a child. Her mother always said that men are not good things, so Xiao Ai has never been in love. The first love began and ended inexplicably, and the second was even more inexplicable. For many years, Xiao Ai felt that her mother was unreasonable and even had psychological problems, so after graduation, she had to stay in Beijing and refused to go home.After these things, she suddenly understood her mother. She is her mother's daughter, and it seems that she cannot escape the same fate as her. Up to now, my mother has nothing to say, she just cooks soup for her in different ways.Autumn in Nanjing is already a little cool.My mother lives in an old house, the windows are not windproof, and the curtains are still the same as in middle school, but they are washed a little whitish.Xiao Ai grew up here. After she left, she thought she would never come back. It was the first time she fell in love. Her mother told her: No, no.Xiao Ai never quarreled with her mother, not that time, she just told herself that she would never come back. But eventually came back. A month later, Xiao Ai told her mother that she was going to find a job.She turned on the laptop she carried with her, connected it to the internet cable and went online.The mailbox is full of letters, and the most are from Dot Dot. In the letter, Dot Dot said: "I sent all your books back to you. Li Jin is fine and has been discharged from the hospital. Honey, I miss you, and everything will pass. You promised me you would be happy." Then there are letters from some authors. They don't know that Xiao Ai has left, and they are still enthusiastically contributing to Xiao Ai. Xiao Ai wrote back to Diandian: Honey, I'm fine. After answering this letter, Xiao Ai said to herself: It's really all right. Time is indeed a good thing. Unexpectedly, Diandian replied to the letter soon, and she said: Go to Q. Xiao fell in love with Q, and Diandian insisted on video again. Xiao Ai ran to the bathroom to wash her face, put on a little lipstick, and then used powdered powder to brighten her cheeks. Then she went online and smiled at Diandian. Diandian said: "Wow, more beautiful and younger." Xiao Ai said: "Put it to death and live later, I said earlier that I will be fine." "Hahaha." Slightly smiled, "I also resigned." "how?" "The magazine is about to be discontinued. I quickly changed to a new one. Fortunately, I have experience and don't need to rely too much on others. The new magazine gives me a lot of space." "I still don't quite understand, isn't the magazine well run?" "There are ideas from above." Diandian said, "We ordinary people, how can we figure it out!" "Hey." Xiao Ai sighed. "Do you want to hear any news?" Diandian said. "talk." "Li Jin is getting married." Diandian said, "He is married to the most popular model now, named Lili." In the kitchen, the boiling water was boiling and the kettle was screaming. Xiao Ai said: "Dian Dian, that's it, I'm going to fill the water." After speaking, Xiao Ai went offline. The kettle kept screaming.Mom just opened the door to come in after buying vegetables, looked at Xiao Ai in a daze, didn't say anything, changed her shoes in a hurry and walked into the kitchen. Mom turned off the gas, and the surroundings became quiet. Little Ai's heart was stirred up by some inexplicable thing, shaking mountains and seas.She suddenly recalled a gentle voice that said behind her: "If you want, I can give you happiness." It's not that Xiao Ai doesn't want happiness, it's just that Xiao Ai can't afford that kind of happiness. On the back of happiness, there are often scars. Therefore, Xiao Ai would rather choose to have nothing, and give her heart to a calm lake. As for the magnificence below, Xiao Ai thought, it has nothing to do with her. But there were some endings that obviously had nothing to do with her, which still hurt Xiao Ai's heart. "Are you okay?" Mom came over and touched Xiao Ai's forehead and said, "Didn't you say you were going out to find a job?" "Just go." Xiao Ai said. "You are still young and experienced. Someone will definitely want you." Mom rarely said such comforting words of advice, and Xiao Ai smiled at her mother sincerely. Walking on the streets of Nanjing, Xiao Ai suddenly found a billboard for Lili on the street. She spoke for a shampoo advertisement, with long hair like a waterfall, and a sweet smile. Lili in memory has short hair.How could you grow long hair in just a short time?Maybe it was the memory that deceived him, maybe it wasn't Lili at all. Anyway, the past, it's the past.