Chapter 4 Darkness - 6 ~ 10

Darkness (6) (5) Meet "Xiao Ai, Xiao Ai! Xiao Ai!!" Two days later, at the Kunming airport, Xiao Ai unexpectedly met Lili again. Li Li pouted bright red lips, grabbed Xiao Ai and shouted loudly: "Xiao Ai, we are really destined. Are you going back too?" "Yes." Xiao Ai said, "Go home." "Where are you going back?" "Beijing." "I'm going back to Shanghai." Li Li said, "My boyfriend is waiting for me over there." Xiao Ai really didn't see her boyfriend, it turned out that he had already left first.

"That's good," Xiao Ai said with a smile, "I'll see you later." "Leave a call." Li Li said. Xiao Ai reported the number to Lili, and Lili carefully wrote it down in the phone, worried, so she dialed again, and when Xiao Ai's phone rang, she laughed ghostly. "Xiao Ai," Li Li asked, "What do you do?" "Magazine." Xiao Ai said. "Me too." Li Li jumped up, "But I'm not an editor, I'm a model for a magazine." "I thought you didn't need to work." Xiao Ai said. "Why?" Li Li opened his big eyes, but immediately answered intelligently, "His money is not mine. I'd better spend my own money with peace of mind."

"Yes." Xiaoai said in a low voice. "How old do you think I am?" Li Li suddenly asked. "twenty two?" "Hahahahaha." Li Li ran away with a smile, "I won't talk to you anymore, my flight is about to be checked, next time we meet by chance, I'll tell you again." Lili just left. Xiao Ai carried her simple luggage and walked to her own boarding gate. After waiting for a short while, she also started to notify the ticket check. After boarding the plane, Xiao Ai saw him. He was sitting in first class, and he also saw Xiao Ai, nodded and smiled at Xiao Ai.

Xiao Ai also laughed, her heart skipped a beat for no reason. It turned out that he was not in Shanghai, so who would Li Li said's boyfriend be? Of course, this is just someone else's story. Xiao Ai can't protect herself, and she has no interest in guessing and understanding other people's stories. The plane flew into the sky, and Xiao Ai fell asleep. She had a strange dream, dreaming of him and him, the former him and the current him who didn't know his name were standing face to face, and then, the current him put his arms around her and said to her: "You and the I'll go."

The previous one had no expression on his face. When she woke up, Xiao Ai's face was flushed. She didn't know what this dream represented, a weird and inexplicable dream that made her feel uneasy.Xiao Ai really wanted to jump off the plane. The sweet voice of the stewardess said: Our plane will arrive at Beijing Airport soon... Xiao Ai covered her face with her palms, not letting herself think about anything. Darkness (7) (6) Rain has been raining in Beijing, moderate rain. Xiao Ai was standing at the exit of the airport, when a voice suddenly sounded beside her: "I have a car, if you don't mind, I'll take you home."

Xiao Ai suddenly turned her head and found that it was him. "Come on," he said. "We can go to the underground garage from here. It might rain a little. Do you have an umbrella?" Xiao Ai took out an umbrella from the bag, he took it, and walked outside with Xiao Ai. For some reason, Xiao Ai followed behind him involuntarily.The two got into the car like this, he started the car and asked Xiao Ai, "Where are you going?" But Xiao Ai said, "I'm leaving for Shanghai." "Yes." he said. "Why don't you go with her?" "She's always so capricious." He asked again, "Where did you go?"

Xiao Ai reported the address, thought about it, and reported another address. He laughed: "Where are you going?" Xiao Ai reported the previous one again.It was the house they rented together, maybe he wasn't in it, maybe he never came back, but no matter what, there was always a result. "Okay," he said. "Trouble you." Xiao Ai said. "Where?" He was very polite. He drove a Mercedes-Benz and had good driving skills. The car quickly drove out of the airport and sped on the highway.Suddenly a MMS message came from Xiao Ai's mobile phone, it was Lili, and it showed a headshot of her face to face with a boy.

Lili said: "We are reconciled, I hope you are like me." Xiao Ai quickly put away the phone. There was no curious expression on his face, he just said, "Thank you for taking care of Lili in Lijiang." "I just met by chance." Xiao Ai said, "You don't have to be so polite about things that are easy to do. I also want to thank you for sending me home." "It's a matter of little effort." He imitated Xiao Ai's tone. Xiao Ai couldn't help laughing. "The little girl still looks cute when she smiles." He said suddenly, "You don't seem to like to smile very much."

Xiao Ai stopped laughing. He said, "I'm sorry." Xiao Ai said, "Nothing." The two remained silent. Not long after, Xiao Ai arrived home. She jumped out of the car at the gate of the community and said "thank you" to him. He didn't ask for her phone number.When Xiao Ai waved to him through the glass window, she suddenly saw two people walking in front of her, hugging each other affectionately. The man might have said something funny, but the woman giggled and hit him with her fist.The man's other hand is carrying a big bag, he came to get things, he must have taken all his things.

Xiao Ai froze in place. They approached. When he saw her, he didn't say anything, but continued to walk forward with his arms around the girl. "Li Jin." Xiao Ai called his name. He didn't look back. The girl next to him was asking, "Who is that?" Li Jin replied: "I don't know." They are gone. Xiao Ai felt her body trembling all the time.She could hear him clearly, he was talking, but he didn't know him. This is love. In a blink of an eye, it becomes the end of the world and a stranger. The car next to him didn't drive away.The person in the car rolled down the window and asked, "Xiao Ai, are you okay?"

He called her Xiaoai.Nice voice. Holding the travel bag, Xiao Ai curled up in the rain and began to cry. He didn't get out of the car, and waited patiently for Xiao Ai to finish crying. About two minutes later, Xiao Ai started to turn around and run out. She quickly followed them and grabbed Li Jin. Xiao Ai gritted her teeth and said, "What did you just say, say it again!" Li Jin's new girlfriend wears heavy makeup, like a lady in a nightclub. She stares at Li Jin and at Xiao Ai with big ignorant eyes. Li Jin wanted to get rid of Xiao Ai. Xiao Ai insisted on not letting go, and said: "If we break up, we will break up. Let's talk about it openly. What is this?" Li Jin said: "Let go of your hands, do you know that you look like a shrew!" The woman next to her also started to interject: "That's right, people ignore you, are you shameless?" Xiao Ai looked at Li Jin and asked word by word: "Are you lying to me?" Li Jin avoided his eyes, and said sharply, "Will you let go? If you don't let go, believe it or not, I'll slap you!" After finishing speaking, his hand was already raised. "Stop." A voice sounded calmly from behind. It's him. His hand fell on Xiao Ai's shoulder and said softly, "Let's go." Lee-jin and her new girlfriend watch him and his Mercedes in amazement. Xiao Ai finally let go.He took Xiao Ai to the car, opened the door for her, and let her get in the car.Then, he also got into the car and drove away. Darkness (8) (7) Meng Xiaoai was in his car, crying all the time. He didn't persuade her and drove on the road. Finally, Xiao Ai said: "Thank you, I should get out of the car, just let me here." "So how?" he said. Xiao Ai looked at him with red and swollen eyes: "I'm really sorry today, I've already troubled you a lot." "It's okay." He said, "However, after driving for so long, I'm a little hungry. How about you accompany me to eat something?" Only then did Xiao Ai remember that she hadn't eaten anything since getting off the plane, so she hurriedly said, "Okay, I'll treat you to something to eat." He drove the car to a nearby restaurant.The hotel is not big, but the decoration inside is very elegant, and there is faint music floating in the small boxes.Before this, Xiao Ai didn't know that eating can be so romantic. The two sat down, and he politely asked Xiao Ai's taste, whether it was spicy or light.Xiao Ai said it doesn't matter, she can eat it.He said yes, then ordered food and wine, and toasted Xiao Ai. Xiao Ai has never had a glass of wine, and she never drinks when she is out to socialize, but that day Xiao Ai suddenly wanted to drink.After drinking a small cup, Xiao Ai's face turned red. He reached out and took away the cup in front of Xiao Ai, and asked the waiter to serve Xiao Ai with orange juice. Xiao Ai said: "No, I want to drink again." He said, "Okay, later." Xiao Ai was already slightly drunk: "You are planning to delay the attack." "That's right." He smiled.Then he said, "My surname is Lin, and my name is Lin Sen." Xiaoai said: "My surname is Ye, and my name is Ye Xiaoai." "You can't drink," he said with a smile. "Yes." Xiao Ai said honestly, "Also, I'm quite stupid." "Hehe." He laughed, "There are some things, just forget them." "We have only known each other for two months, and we have only been in love for a month. Half a month ago, he lent me 100,000 yuan, which was all my savings. The house we rent is 1,000 yuan a month. I didn’t make friends, my friends kept reminding me to be careful with him, actually I’m not stupid, really, my IQ is very high, during the college entrance examination, I took the second place in our city, I don’t like Beijing, I stay here, yes Because my family thinks that I should stay here, and I don’t like magazines either. I do magazines because I can earn more money only by doing magazines. In fact, I am a useless person..." Xiao Ai was talking endlessly and incoherently. It is often like this, when sadness is deep in the bone marrow, people are either talkative or silent. Xiao Ai chose the former. He sipped his red wine and listened silently. When soup came, he served it to Xiao Ai.Xiao Ai shut up for the time being, brought the soup to her mouth, and reminded softly: "Be careful of it being hot." Xiao Ai looked at him with a soup bowl, he was such a delicate and gentle man, he was also looking at her, his eyes were a bit like watching Lili.Xiao Ai lowered her eyebrows unconsciously. Very flavorful soup. Xiao Ai put down the bowl and said, "I didn't expect a stranger to witness my failure." He said: "If falling out of love is called failure, then who hasn't failed? It's nothing." Xiao Ai asked: "Do you love Lili very much?" He thought for a moment and said, "Yes." Xiao Ai asked again: "Have you ever heard a song that sings 'The darkest blackness is betrayal, and the most painful pain is forgiveness'." "I don't listen to pop songs at my age," he said. Xiao Ai said: "I really want to be your age soon." "That also has to go slowly day by day." He said. Xiao Ai smiled, he stared at Xiao Ai's smile, suddenly a little dazed. Xiao Ai looked at him in a daze, and suddenly became a little dazed too.But she didn't look away, they looked at each other for a while, Xiao Ai picked up her bag, and said softly, "I'm leaving." "Your luggage is still in my car." He reminded Xiao Ai. "Ah, yes." Xiao Ai said, "But you don't have to see me off, I took my luggage and took a taxi." After speaking, Xiao Ai raised her voice to ask the waiter to come over and pay the bill.The waiter looked at her, then at Lin Sen, smiling and not moving. "Eat more." Lin Sen said, "I'll take you back when you're full." Xiao Ai persisted in taking out her wallet. There is not much money in the wallet, this is Xiao Ai's last money. Lin Sen signaled the waiter to go out, and the waiter went out and closed the door behind him.Only then did Lin Sen say: "You can treat me to dinner tomorrow, this restaurant is mine, and they won't charge you." Xiao Ai looked at Lin Sen in surprise. "Tomorrow?" Lin Sen said, "You decide the location." Xiao Ai didn't promise, and silently put away the wallet. They walked out of the restaurant side by side and the rain stopped.In the night air, there is the smell of insomnia.Xiao Ai took the luggage out of his car and said "goodbye" to him. He said, "Really don't want me to send it?" Xiao Ai shook her head. "That's good." He said, "I'll wait for your call." Xiao Ai nodded, and then shook her head after she finished. He handed over a business card.The business card is very simple, just his name and a phone number. Xiao Ai took her luggage and business card and boarded a taxi he had hailed for her. Such an encounter is a dream. When the car was halfway through, Xiao Ai rolled down the window and threw out the business card.The business card flew into the air like a white butterfly, and soon disappeared in the night. Darkness (9) (8) After crying, life is like this. After crying, everything has to start all over again. Regarding the version in Lijiang, Xiao Ai and Meibian worked together for three days. Meibian Diandian is a cute little girl. She is not beautiful, but she is very good at dressing up and is at the forefront of fashion.She squeezed Xiao Ai's face and said, "Women, working is beautiful." Xiao Ai smiled crookedly. The president came over to look at their computers, squinted his eyes, and made Xiao Ai and Diandian a little nervous before he said, "Who passed this topic?" "Ms. Liu." Xiao Ai said. "It's Lijiang again." The president said, "It seems that there is only one Lijiang in China that can make a fuss. Is there anything new to say?" "No." Diandian argued, "We did a special topic in Lijiang last year. This time, Xiao Ai went there in person, and the article he wrote is also very good. Would you like to read it, President?" "I don't want to read it." The president said, "Let Teacher Liu come to my office." Xiao Ai pouted while looking at the president's back. It's like this when people are not going well, drinking cold water can also clog your teeth. Xiao Ai packed her bag and went outside.Ask her little by little: "You really don't want to do it?" "I won't do it." Xiao Ai said, "The president doesn't like it, so what to do!" "Readers like it." Diandian said, "Sometimes, you have to insist on yourself." "I've always insisted on being myself, but what have I gained?" Diandian clicked on the computer to the game, and scolded: "You woman deserves to be in pain." She didn't know that Xiao Ai was broken in love and cheated, and only had the last five hundred yuan in her pocket, and she had to pay more than a thousand yuan in rent and money. electricity bills.If she knew, she would definitely not scold Xiao Ai like that. Xiao Ai's real pain was hidden relatively successfully. She walked out of the magazine with her bag on her back.Not far away, I received a call from Teacher Liu: "Where are you? The president is looking for you everywhere." "I'm outside." Xiao Ai said. "I know you're outside." Teacher Liu was not ungrateful, "How can you just leave during working hours. The time for this magazine is so tight, you still have the mind to go shopping outside!" "The president doesn't like it?" Xiao Ai said. "He doesn't like it, you have to make him like it!" Teacher Liu became angry, "You can't push everything on me!" "Oh." Xiao Ai understood what he was talking about, so she said, "I'm sorry." "Come back to me in ten minutes." He ordered over there. "What if I don't come back?" Xiao Ai asked. Don't talk over there. Xiao Ai then said: "I'm not coming back, I'm planning to resign. Thank you for your care." "Hey! Love you..." Xiao Ai hung up the phone. Anyway, if there is nothing left, it is better to have nothing at all, with empty hands and no worries.Perhaps in this way, there will be the courage to start again. In many cases, self-willedness is a very happy thing. Taking a deep breath, Xiao Ai decided to find Li Jin.Li Jin works in a modeling agency, the company is not too far from here, Xiao Ai rushed all the way to his office, he was fully dressed, talking to clients in front of the computer.Seeing Xiao Ai, he was a little surprised, pulled Xiao Ai to the reception room, and then asked, "Why are you here?" "I'm here to get my money back." Xiao Ai said. Li Jin took a deep breath, and coaxed her: "Don't worry, I will pay you back, in a few days, okay?" "Not good." Xiao Ai said. "You're being unreasonable, don't force me." Li Jin said, "I'll remind you first." "I came here today to force you." Xiao Ai said, "I have no money and no job. You must pay me back the money you owe me." "Why are you out of work?" Li Jin was surprised. "I resigned." Xiao Ai said. "Why are you so impulsive!" "I've always been an impulsive person. When I decided to love you, why not?" "Okay, okay." Li Jin said, "I'll find a way as soon as possible, can't I, I'll call you when I have money." While the two were talking, a face suddenly stuck to the glass of the reception room, such an exaggerated face, such an exaggerated hairstyle, and such an exaggerated smile.Both Xiao Ai and Li Jin were taken aback.Immediately afterwards, the man jumped in, hugged Xiao Ai fiercely and said, "Honey, we are really destined, we are destined, we can see each other wherever we go." It is Lili. Someone shouted outside: "Li Li, let's go. The car is waiting." "Hey!" Li Li patted Xiao Ai's face and said, "Let's have dinner together tonight, your phone number hasn't changed, right?" Xiao Ai said: "No." "Okay, I'll call you at night." Li Li said while being dragged away. Li Jin asked Xiao Ai: "Do you recognize her?" Xiao Ai said nothing. "She's the hottest graphic model right now." Li Jin said, "I've been talking to her about a project but I can't get it done. If you do it for me, I'll return the money to you right away, how about it?" Xiao Ai looked at Li Jin: "You are really shameless." Li Jin replied shamelessly: "You are really right." He knew that Xiao Ai would agree to him. He had always been so sure about Xiao Ai. Darkness (10) (9) Starry Night Sandia Western Restaurant. When he was about to enter the door, Li Jin put his arms around Xiao Ai's shoulders.It was the smell that Xiao Ai used to be attached to, but now she hates it so much.Xiao Ai pushed him away, and he put his hand up again, and said softly, "Be more dedicated." Xiao Ai scolded angrily: "If you do this again, I will leave now." "OK!" Li Jin let go of his hand, "You're so short-tempered." Xiao Ai only hated that she was blind, and had a relationship with such a vulgar person.But at that time, Li Jin was really not like this. He entered the magazine office in a personable manner and recommended some of his models to be on the cover of the magazine.After only three days of acquaintance, he said to Xiao Ai: You are the most unique woman I know. A simple sentence captured the heart of a twenty-seven-year-old woman. Before this, it was not that Xiao Ai had never been in love, even, it was a love that frustrated her.We have known each other for three years, and we have met no more than ten times. The other party said that this is love, and Xiao Ai decided that it was love.Three years later, the relationship ended without a problem.Xiao Ai worked hard for three years. When she first joined the magazine, working overtime all night was common.Just when she had just forgotten some pain, Li Jin appeared. Lee Jin showed up at exactly the right time.Xiao Ai was about to start again, the love that Li Jin cared for at the beginning, no matter how you looked at it, it would not look like a fake. Xiao Ai thought, if you want to blame, blame yourself for having almost zero EQ. The two entered Sandia awkwardly, and Li Li raised his hands and called her name: "Xiao Ai, Xiao Ai, come this way!" Li Jin walked behind Xiao Ai, Li Li looked at Li Jin, and asked Xiao Ai in disbelief, "Is that really your boyfriend?" Xiao Ai's eyes were fixed behind Lili and did not move. It was Lin Sen, and he was smiling at himself. Li Jin said, "Tonight is so beautiful." Li Li smiled: "Don't praise other women in front of Xiao Ai, I won't agree." Li Jin hugged Xiao Ai and said, "My daughter-in-law has always been magnanimous, don't worry." Xiao Ai broke away from Li Jin, Li Jin smiled at Lin Sen, but he didn't recognize Lin Sen. A person with such a big forgetfulness, how can you make him take his relationship seriously. Li Li grabbed Xiao Ai and let her sit between her and Lin Sen.Li Jin found a chair and sat down by himself. Li Li brought a glass of red wine to Xiao Ai, wanting to clink glasses with her, but Lin Sen reached out and took the glass down, saying, "She can't drink." Lili looked at Xiao Ai and Lin Sen strangely: "It seems that you know Xiao Ai quite well." Lin Sen said: "Do you still need to understand this? She can't drink it just by looking at it." Li Jin also added: "Yes, she can't drink." Xiao Ai picked up the wine glass and drank it down.Li Li giggled. After drinking, Xiao Ai's face turned red again, and she ate a piece of steak with a red face.Li Jin started talking to Lili, and insisted that Lili agree to take a group photo for a magazine.Lili is obviously very experienced in dealing with such a man, he kept playing Tai Chi with him, Li Jin said with a smile: "You and my wife have such a good relationship, just give me face." Li Li said: "Who, who is your wife?" While speaking, she winked at Xiao Ai. Xiao Ai lowered her head and continued to eat the steak. Li Jin said: "Promise, I have already promised others." "Okay." Lili said bluntly, "For Xiao Ai's sake, I agree, but I agreed, I will give it a day at most, and it's none of my business if I can't make it." "Don't worry." Li Jin said happily, "I'm looking for the best photographer." "The best photographer is here." Lili pointed his hand back, all the way to Lin Sen's body, "Besides him, there is no better photographer." Lin Sen scolded Lili: "Don't talk nonsense." Li Li passed Xiao Ai's body, put his hand on Lin Sen's chest, patted it, and said, "Boss Lin, do you think so? Is it true that you are the only one who can take the most beautiful pictures of me?" Xiao Ai stepped back in embarrassment. Lin Sen said: "For those who don't know how to take pictures, you will be beautiful when you take pictures." Li Li smiled wildly, winked at Xiao Ai, charming to the extreme.Li Li is really a beauty, Xiao Ai didn't realize this until today. "Let's go to karaoke tonight." Li Jin said, "I treat you." "Really?" Li Li said, "So good?" "You guys go." Xiao Ai said, "I have something to go back first." "Don't spoil the fun!" Li Li yelled, "Xiao Ai, don't spoil the fun, today is my birthday." "Really?" Xiao Ai didn't believe it. Lin Sen said, "Her birthday is every day." Li Li smiled and stretched out his hand to hit Lin Sen, not sure if it was true or not. But after dinner, the group went to the karaoke hall.Li Jin and Xiao Ai sat in the back seat of Lin Sen's Mercedes-Benz, and Li Li sat in front.Li Jin seemed to think of something suddenly, touched his head, looked at Xiao Ai, and then looked at Lin Sen who was driving. Xiao Ai turned her head out of the window. Lili has a lot of friends, and she greeted her in twos and threes as soon as she sat down in the karaoke.Li Jin was busy, looking like an idiot who was extremely happy to be slaughtered, and Lili and the others ordered red wine to drink, one love song after another.They finally gradually forgot the existence of Xiao Ai.Xiao Ai got up and left quietly.It's raining again outside, it's really a rainy season.Xiao Ai took off her coat, covered her head, and was about to take a taxi to leave when someone grabbed her from behind and said, "I'll see you off." Xiao Ai shivered inexplicably. "You still owe me a meal," he said, "or a supper." It was not easy for Xiaoxie to stabilize his emotions. He turned around and said, "Mr. Lin, you have misunderstood. I am not the kind of woman you imagined." "Then what do you look like?" He asked interestedly. "I'm leaving." Xiao Ai said. "No." He hugged Xiao Ai, his tone could not refuse, "Come with me." Xiao Ai screamed softly in fright, but she couldn't help but follow him forward.When she arrived in front of his car, Xiao Ai felt that she was about to collapse, her thoughts were all blank, and she didn't know who she was. He opened the car door, let Xiao Ai sit in, closed the door for Xiao Ai, got in the car himself, and started the car. The car drove forward, Xiao Ai didn't know where he was going to take her, but no matter where, there was always a place to go, and a destination.Thinking of this, all the fear in Xiao Ai's heart disappeared, and even some joy of adventure emerged.This kind of joy made her feel a little bit more comfortable, so Xiao Ai sat up straight, looked ahead, and did not speak. He asked Xiaoai: "Is it cold? Do you want to turn off the air conditioner?" Xiao Ai said: "No need." He said, "Where do you want to go?" Xiao Ai said, "I don't know." "I'll take you to a nice place, you're sure to like it," he said.After speaking, his phone rang. He glanced at it but didn't answer it.Immediately afterwards, Xiao Ai's phone rang, and Xiao Ai glanced at it, but didn't answer it, fearing that it would ring again, so she simply turned off the phone. "Me too," he said. "Aren't you afraid?" Xiao Ai asked. "Afraid of what?" he said, "I think you should be the one who is afraid." Xiao Ai smiled: "I have long been free, but Lili..." He interrupted Xiao Ai with a smile and said, "does it make any difference?" "Okay." Xiao Ai said, "Okay." "What's good?" He asked Xiao Ai. "It's good if you have the guts." Xiao Ai said. He laughed.No more talking. Xiao Ai turned her head to look out the window, the rain stopped, the stars floated out of the night sky, hanging bustlingly, one pile after another, all over the sky.