Chapter 5 straight to the point

Straight to the point (1) "My family is big, and my parents stay in their own rooms at night and won't come out. You wait in the corridor of my house first, and when I go home first, I will send you a text message when it is safe, and open the door to let you sneak in. Then tomorrow morning, You leave early, they won't know if they keep it." "Then where do I sleep?" I asked straightforwardly. "Sleep..." He said after thinking for a while, "Sleep wherever you want." "Success." I said. My brain was probably broken that day, I just had an urge to do bad things, I couldn't control myself at all, I thought of Xu Yi's charming mother, and said to myself proudly in my heart, Li, let's go. You are really kind, you know that there are tigers in the mountains, and you prefer to go to the mountains.

Xu Yi took me home, and when he was about to reach the door of his house, he turned around and made a waiting gesture with me, and went upstairs. His house is on the fourth floor, and I sat between the third and fourth floors and the corridor, propped one leg high on the railing of the corridor, and started smoking my 555 again. The cigarette case was crushed and thrown down the stairs, and suddenly I wondered if Xu Yi, a good boy, would have cigarettes. If not, I should spend the long night at his house. Just thinking about it, the phone rang.I turned my phone on silent, so there was no sound, only the word "Zhang Yang" flashing on the screen.

I answered the phone in a panic. "Where are you?" he asked me. I bit my cigarette and said inarticulately: "I'm downstairs in Xu Yi's building. I'll wait for his parents to fall asleep before sneaking into his house to spend the night with him." "How dare you!" Zhang Yang said. "Maybe," I said. "Come to the old place, I'll wait for you there." After Zhang Yang finished speaking, he hung up the phone. I'm glad I didn't wear my pointed shoes that day.I put the phone away, ran down from the upstairs of Xu Yi's house, and arrived at the path at a speed of almost 100 meters.The muddy path of my dear dear, thinking of my dear is waiting for me there, I feel like a light dove, the wind whistling in my ear is my unprovoked wings.

He is really there. I stopped my steps, calmed my shortness of breath, and approached him slowly. I am hopelessly afraid that it is just a dream. "Hi." He put on his peaked cap again, leaned against the wall, and greeted me. "Hi." I stuck out my palm and smacked the air, looking silly as hell. He hooked his fingers at me, and I rushed into his arms in an instant like a glass ball popped out of a child's hand. I hugged him and I was never willing to let go. "Come on." Zhang Yang whispered in my ear, "I found out that I'm really in love with you."

I closed my eyes and didn't answer him. I thought proudly in my heart: Of course, of course. "I want to have a good chat with you." Zhang Yang said, "I just suffer from having no place." "Come with me!" I broke free from his arms, took his hand and trotted forward. After running for a while, he stopped and asked me, "Hey, where are you taking me?" "Shh!" I turned around and put a finger on my lips to make a silence gesture for him.He wrapped his arms around my waist and started kissing me hard. "Come on, come on," he said, "I'm in love with you, and I can't allow you to be with someone else now, never!"

"Okay, okay." I patted him on the back like a kindergartener, "I'll never be with anyone else again, I promise." "Okay." He nodded and asked me, "Where do you want to go?" "Go, I'll take you to a good place." I took his hand and ran forward, halfway through the run, he let go, held mine in turn, and said with a mischievous smile, "I'm used to some." "Did you take the initiative to hold the girl's hand?" "No, I never take the initiative." He replied coolly. Under the moonlight in winter, I can't let go of his expression, and the warm ups and downs in his heart.Holding hands like this, we came to the abandoned, uninhabited house in the suburbs where I often go.

I first climbed up to the roof familiarly, and Zhang Yang followed me up.He asked me a little strangely, "How did you find this place? I never knew there was such a place." "It used to be a handicraft workshop here, but since it stopped, the house is empty here, with nothing in it. When I'm in a bad mood, I like to come here and sit on the roof alone." "What about you now, are you in a good mood?" Zhang Yang asked me, stretching out his hand to fiddle with my long hair that blocked my eyes. I let my messy hair loose in front of him, rearranged it with my hands, and tied it up again.

He stared straight at the way I was biting a rubber band to tie my hair, I freed my hand to hit him and said, "What are you looking at!" He smiled crookedly, sat down on the roof, and looked at the sky in the distance. I took out my phone to check, and there were ten missed calls on the phone that was turned off to silent, all of which belonged to Xu Yi, and there was also a text message: "Where have you been, I want to see you right away, come quickly, okay? " Ask straight to the point (2) I ignored it, turned off the phone, and sat down beside Zhang Yang: "Tell me, what do you want to talk to me about?"

"Do you think I'm a bad person?" He cut to the point. "A little bit," I said, "just about to catch up with me." "I don't think you're bad," he said, "I really didn't expect that today would be your first time." "Hey," I said, "it's better not to mention this kind of thing, it's awkward." "Do you regret it?" he asked me. "Of course not." I said with a smile. "Why?" He turned his head to look at me with a bright gaze. I obediently replied: "I love you, Zhang Yang, you are full of temptation to me, from the first time I saw you, I fell in love with you."

"You are different." Zhang Yang said, "You know, I just wanted to use you at first." "I am willing to be used by you." "Perhaps it will kill you." "I was killed by you, even if I was killed, I would still smile at Jiuquan." "Come on, I have a lot to say to you, you are the first girl who made me want to talk." "Let's talk." I approached him and felt his body temperature. I stretched out a finger and swam back and forth on his face. He took my hand off and put it on his chest. I seemed to touch Seeing his heartbeat, beating vigorously and non-stop, beating for me, when I was so happy, I heard Zhang Yang say to me: "Actually, I was born as an unhappy child."

"Why?" I asked softly. "When I was two years old, my mother abandoned me, and my father married another man." "Then what's the point?" I advised him, "My parents abandoned me together and went abroad." "I'd rather she go abroad, where I can't see or feel, but you know what, she stays here and gives her love to someone else. She can hate my father, I don't understand, why Even the child born in her own womb, she will hate, you say, is there such a mother in the world?" I suddenly remembered: "By the way, I'll call you tonight, and your father answered it." Zhang Yang said, "It should be, he doesn't care about my affairs." "Your mother, where did she go?" Zhang Yang sat down a little bit, hugged me a little tighter, and said to me: "Listen well, my mother is now Xu Yi's mother. When Xu Yi was the same age as me, my mother thought my father was poor. , fell in love with Xu Yi's father, left me and we married him." No wonder! I asked, "What about Xu Yi's mother?" Zhang Yang said with a sneer, "Xu Yi's father is a ruffian. That poor woman went back to the countryside after hearing that she got a sum of money." "So..." I tremblingly said, "Your mother has become Xu Yi's mother?" "Unbelievable, isn't it?" Zhang Yang said, "I never thought that there would be such a mother in the world. I have been classmates with Xu Yi since elementary school. She came to Xu Yi's parent meeting and saw my mother. Sometimes, he didn't raise his eyes. Xu Yi is always so fake and cute, striving to be the first in everything. I really can't bear it. I think every day, how can I make him never turn over again? I admit that I I am despicable..." I felt Zhang Yang's tears flowing warmly onto the back of my hand in the cold winter night. "Stop talking." I tried my best to raise my face, and tried to get close to his.He hugged me tightly, resting his head on my chest, making a suppressed whimper. My heart ached. This lonely child, I swear I will never let him shed another tear. Never. Never. I got home at three o'clock in the morning. I thought there would be a fierce battle between me and the old woman, for example, she locked the door, for example, I couldn’t knock it open, for example, she closed the window of my room, and I couldn’t jump in through the window.Then I can yell at the top of my voice or knock on the door with the trash can next to it.Because my spirit is really good, I don't feel sleepy, just want to make some troubles. Unfortunately, this is not the case. I opened the door easily with the key. I slipped into my room and lay on the bed with all my clothes on. I didn’t take a shower. I was reluctant to wash it. I would like to keep the smell of my loved one on my body, the smell of the suburban nights, the smell of the Double Happiness we smoked together And... the taste of love. I didn't fall asleep after sleeping for a long time, so I sat up and wrote a line on a piece of white paper with a ballpoint pen: I must make him happy. I put the ballpoint pen in my mouth, like a cigarette, and looked at my ugly handwriting with satisfaction. This is an oath I made to myself, and I will risk my life for it.So I sent Xu Yi a three-character short message at three o'clock in the middle of the night: forget me. After sending, I threw my phone aside and fell asleep. Ask straight to the point (3) I woke up strangely at six o'clock in the morning and looked at my phone habitually. There was a reply from Xu Yi on it. He said: I love you all my life, let's go. lifetime? Then let him treat me as dead. The fact that Xu Yi and I broke up soon became known throughout the city. One day, Xu Yi came to the "Forget it" bar, ordered ten bottles of beer by himself, and sat there drinking slowly.He didn't say he wanted to find me, but everyone knew that he was using this method to force me to show up. Because it has been many days, after sending that short message, I have ignored him.I hope he realizes earlier that this is just a conspiracy. The sooner he gets out of the sea of ​​suffering, the less guilt I feel in my heart. I've always been a good girl. But he couldn't understand my good intentions. That night, it was said that he was so drunk that his mother and father came to the bar and dragged him away.He refused, broke all the beer bottles, shouted my name loudly, and held on to the door of the bar for a long time, unwilling to let go. And that night, I was with Zhang Yang all night, I didn't know anything about what happened in the bar.I turned off my phone, locked the door, and turned off the lights. Our exploration of each other in the dark made me erupt like a volcano, and then extinguished. From hope to despair, from despair to rebirth, it went round and round, tirelessly. After he left, I sat alone in the dark, the moonlight shone coldly on my dark red pattern nightgown, I suddenly had an idea, I decided to give birth to a child for Zhang Yang. As soon as this thought came to me, I couldn't hold it back anymore.I spent a lot of time thinking about the price I would pay for it, such as dropping out of school, being cast aside by everyone, becoming the villain of a tabloid or TV station... But in fact, these considerations are in vain, because I know in my heart, I am a crazy and persistent person. For this idea, I still say that, I can desperate. My mother called at this time, and she said that she had completed all the formalities and would pick me up. I held the phone in a daze for a long time. This was something I was looking forward to very much. When they just left, I hugged my pillow and cried at night. At that time, I was fragile and sensitive, and I was full of dependence on everything.But now, everything is different, I am not the same as before. I am myself and no one can change me. "No." I said. She sighed over there: "Mom and Dad will try their best to make up for what they owe you over the years." "If you die, it will never be possible." Soon, I started to see something wrong with myself. I went to the pharmacy and bought a blue slip that was supposed to test the results.I hid in the bathroom, watched the red mark slowly emerge from the blue, and smiled. I sent a short message to Zhang Yang on my mobile phone, telling him that I miss him so much that my heart aches.Forgive me for using such polite language, because I am really expressing my feelings.After sending this short message, I returned home, and the old woman gathered a large group of people to play mahjong at my house. I walked around from the living room to my room, and no one noticed me. I went to my room, closed the door, put myself on the bed, and soon fell asleep. In the dimness, I seemed to hear someone knocking on the door. After I opened my eyes, I saw him. He was still wearing that handsome peaked cap, but he was not knocking on the door, but on my window. I quickly jumped out of bed, opened the window, and let him in. He let out a breath: "It's really cold, I stood for a long time before I woke you up." "Sorry," I said, "I fell asleep." "Sleeping in broad daylight, I really admire you." He said. "Of course I want to sleep." I patted my stomach and said, "I need to take good care of myself now." He looked at me a little nervously, he was such a smart kid. I sat on the bed, patted the sheets beside me and said, "Come on, sit down." Zhang Yang pointed to the outside. I said, "Don't worry, as long as the sky doesn't fall, people outside will ignore you." Zhang Yang sat next to me, put his arms around me and said, "You know, as soon as I received your text message, I lied to the teacher and asked for leave. I can't make you feel bad, don't you?" When he said that, my heart ached, the kind of happiness.It's more unbearable than real pain. "When you finish the college entrance examination, we can be together every day." I said. He thought for a while: "I must be admitted to Tsinghua University, come on, will you accompany me to Beijing? I like Beijing." "Okay." I said, "I'll accompany you, you study, and my son and I will wait for you after school." "Don't talk nonsense," he said. I patted my stomach and said, "I want to give birth to him." His face turned green all of a sudden. "It's okay." I said, "I will definitely support him and let him live a good life." He turned my face away, looked me in the eyes and said, "You bad liar. Watch what I do with you!" He came up to scratch my itch, but I laughed and hid, afraid that people in the outer room would hear me, so I didn't dare to make too much noise.Zhang Yang grinned, looking proud of his scheme.At this moment, my stomach suddenly turned upside down, I pushed him away hard, ran to the bathroom, and vomited. After I finished vomiting, I turned around and saw Zhang Yang standing by the door. He put his hat back on, and asked me in a tone that frightened me: "Is it true?" I rinsed my mouth with a large glass of water. He said, "I'll ask you again, is it true?" I spit out the water in my mouth and answered clearly, "Yes." He came over, pinched my chin and said, "Go and get rid of him." "Honey," I hugged him and said, "Let me give birth to a child for you, don't worry, I can support him." He pushed me away, pointed at me with one finger and said, "I'm only telling you once, get rid of him, remember, I don't want to say it a second time!" "Okay." I bowed my head and said. "Good boy." He stretched out his hand, stroked my long hair quickly, and said shortly, "I'm going back to school, let's contact each other by text message anytime." "Zhang Yang!" I stretched out my hand to hold him, "When can I see you again?" "We'll see each other when we can. You take the money, I have so much, it's not enough for you to figure out what to do, if you borrow it, I'll take the pocket money to pay it back for you next month." All the money was pulled out and thrown on the sheets.He turned around coolly, flipped out the window familiarly, and disappeared. I walked feebly to the bed.sit down. The money was three hundred and thirty-three yuan in total. A very unlucky number.