Chapter 19 "Light of the Earth" misty morning

misty morning (1) 6 A few days later, on a misty morning, in the midst of rising mulberry smoke day after day, they took Khib's ox cart and took Kasang away.Ren Suo was the only one who came to see him off. No one saw, far away, Zhamocuo was riding a horse, looking at the shadows of Kasang and the others fading away on the low and rolling hills.Under the clear blue sky, floating clouds passed low over the boy's head. Xin He stayed close to Kasang all the time, for fear that she might feel uneasy.Kassan was very obedient and quiet all the way.The child did not look back frequently at the land of his hometown.She always has the desire to go on the road in her blood, as if she has the heroic soul of a steed.

She left this vast plateau that brought her life and joy, death and loneliness.If you know that leaving is fate, then no matter how deep your reluctance is, it will be in vain.The memory existed deeply long before the reluctance.She knew she couldn't forget the land of her hometown. That's enough. Ji Bu's ox cart sent them to a distant town.Jian Sheng and Xin He found the police station and changed Kasang's household registration.There are still many complicated adoption procedures that need to be handled after returning to the city. Jibb sent them here, and went back.Before leaving, he wanted to say something, but when the words came to his lips, he suddenly felt very relieved for this kind young couple, so he simply said goodbye.

They took Kasang to Lhasa after a long drive, and then flew back to Beijing by plane. On the plane, the three of them sat together like an ordinary family of three.Xin He sat close to Kasang, patiently took care of her feelings, asked her needs carefully, and tried to teach her to communicate in Chinese.Jian Sheng watched all this silently beside him, feeling infinitely disappointed in his heart. Is this the so-called reincarnation of life in the dark? More than ten years ago, I was suddenly taken to the city in this way.Sitting on the train bound for the city, he looked out the window curiously.Completely unfamiliar with everything around.From that moment until several years after returning to the city, the uneasiness and fear in my heart are still fresh in my memory.And in the later life full of contradictions, both he and his biological mother secretly doubted whether such a move was the right choice.In the end, it takes so much misunderstanding and hatred to be able to release and understand each other.However, it was too late.

He hoped that in this reincarnation, there would not be the same irreparable regrets.I owe too much to this world.Perhaps, this is a way to pay back.He was sure from the bottom of his heart that he was willing. He is happy for himself to have such goodness. After getting off the plane, Kasan was very surprised to see Nuo Da's Capital Airport.She has never seen a city.From the hinterland of the Qinghai-Tibet Plateau, she suddenly came to another bustling forest made of reinforced concrete. She felt very insecure in the freshness, and she held Xin He's hand tightly, sweating profusely.Xin He has a delicate mind, and she can sense the child's heart.He has been patiently with her all the time, never leaving her.

Jian Sheng drove across most of the city and drove his family home. Kassan was sitting on the back seat of the car, looking back frequently, but she couldn't see anything clearly except for the sharp headlights hitting her face.This is Beijing under the night. The heat at the end of summer has not yet faded away. The city presents the color of a glass of red wine under the illumination of fiery trees, silver flowers, and drunken gold fans. Scattered brightly lit and enchanting that belongs to the city alone, it highlights the infinite prosperity that is inherited but contrary to an ancient capital that was once full of paintings and jades.It seems like a huge dragon boat carrying the singing and dancing pavilions, gradually sinking in the viscous and rich night, never recovering.

She deeply remembered the hugeness and loneliness of this city.A whole new world that suddenly needs to be faced by oneself.The mood suddenly became uneasy. Back at their home, Xinhe bathed and washed Kasang, and changed her into the newly bought pajamas.When her hands touched the child, she was careful and gentle.She combed Kassan's hair in the bedroom, and in the mirror, she looked at the child's simple and beautiful face.His complexion was indeed dark, and his face was very thin.Bright eyes.Limbs are slender. She hugged Kassan gently.He held her face and kissed loudly.Kassan, from now on you will live with me.

The girl smiled at her shyly and quietly. That night, Kasang slept beside Xin He.In the middle of the night, she developed a low-grade fever and headache.Xin He was very anxious and didn't know what to do.Jian Sheng frowned slightly.He said that he would take her to the hospital for treatment early tomorrow morning. In the hospital, the diagnosis given was drunk oxygen syndrome. misty morning (2) The doctor told them that there was a superstition a long time ago that women from highlands who went to the Central Plains would definitely contract tuberculosis.Not without reason.Growing up in a plateau where the atmosphere is thin, and in the low-altitude inland, you will feel uncomfortable at first, and you will show symptoms such as dizziness, weakness, and chest tightness.This is exactly the same reason that mainlanders will have altitude sickness when they go to the plateau.In addition, the environment in Beijing is not clean, and there are too many bacteria in the air. Children who grew up in the fresh plateau have low resistance to germs, so they are prone to colds and fevers.It will take a long time to get used to it before things get better.You need to take good care of her.

For a period of time when she came to the city, she was not in good health.Drunkenness has continued.They took good care of her life, hired a nanny at home, took care of the housework, and cooked meals.He also hired a tutor for Kassan to teach Chinese.Kassan is a very sensible and strong child, who is not feeling well, never coquettish and moaning, but just endures alone.Learning Chinese is also very hard. They discussed that they were afraid that Xinhe's mother would not agree to the adoption, so they first went through the legal adoption procedures on their own initiative, and then took her to see her mother.

When Xin He told his mother the ins and outs of the matter, he felt a little uneasy.Speaking of her unfortunate life experience and her sensible and strong character, the old man was also very shocked and moved.The mother finally expressed her understanding and acceptance.She just said the same thing as Jian Sheng: this matter is important, and I hope it is the result of your mature consideration. The old man stroked Kassan's timid face kindly.Her face was as red as the sun, with thin and clear lines, dark and healthy.Bright big eyes, dark and fluffy long hair, bundled into two big braids hanging down, wearing the chic children's clothing Xin He bought for her, very eye-catching, a beautiful child of a foreign race.

Everything is going well.In this world where human feelings are rare, they are all kind-hearted people.It was also very lucky for Kassan to meet them. The photographic works created by Xinhe in the plateau were included in the large-scale picture album of the publishing house, and then participated in the joint photography exhibition, which was a great success.In the photo exhibition, dozens of her carefully selected outstanding works are all on display.In the pictures, people see the most primitive and moving world and life. On the land dyed golden by the twilight, the backs of the cattle and sheep grazing with their heads bowed. In the quiet evening, on the deep purple mountain where the sun and the moon are shining together, there is a touch of golden banner cloud. When the melancholy sunset at the pass is caressed by the mountain breeze, the highland barley on the field is under the knees of the wheat harvester, gradually falling down in the shepherd's village, accompanied by the rising mulberry smoke in the morning light, licking the low sky and gliding with black eagles and falcons , holding the wind and horse flag to flutter the colors, the huge wings pass over the land without tombstones, and float towards the end of the sky without knowing the lonely wild flowers, and the singing of a shepherd boy burns on the boundless wasteland, as if telling a legendary lama without tears The high milky white walls of the temple and the gold-plated zenith cut out a clear outline against the background of the blue sky. The horse outside the car window stands alone on the long and melodious stretch of the road, looking at the direction of the truck with a sense of disappointment. The road behind is like a Hada in the wind, drifting away into the distance. Against the blue sky, it makes people feel sad. The twilight of the Qinglunzhuo Grassland, the sky and the clouds are like a very blue deep sea. Clusters of gorgeous coral fall on the nameless clear lake. The ancient legend whispers the past full of shadows. The lonely pilgrim's footsteps are lightly taken away by the singing bird, with a starlight all the way, like a god. Like both hands, reverently stroking the undulating spine of the mountains. In the creation introduction page, Xin He displayed several eye-catching and extraordinary works.

In the dark, hasty snapshots, upside-down images, blurred light and shadow intertwine.A wounded Tibetan Mastiff is fighting fiercely with a snow leopard. They wrote about the origin of these photos in full in the postscript. It was to frighten off the attacking leopard with a flash, so I accidentally photographed the scene at that time.This loyal Tibetan mastiff is the only relative of a Tibetan orphan.That night, it fought alone with the leopard, and it was covered with scars and blood flowed all over the ground.In the early morning not long after, the Tibetan Mastiff knew that it was time to die, so he left us alone and walked to the distant snow-capped mountains, returning to the destination of the soul. It is the guardian god of the steppe, for the little master's lamb and black tent, and her life, loyal and brave to shed blood until the last moment. I would like to commemorate our eternal Jigme with this. Jian Sheng brought Kasang to visit Xin He's film exhibition.He held her hand firmly in his palm.Stay in front of each work one by one.Be very patient.But Kassan just stood in front of Jimei's photo for a long time without saying a word.She knew that Jimei was waiting for her in the distance.One day, they will meet again.