Chapter 5 chapter Five

Mother was walking around in the hospital lobby. I joined her, and we all went upstairs without saying a word. The father was out of danger, lying weakly on the hospital bed with a gray face. The doctor said softly: "It's good luck this time, but it's hard to say next time." The father tossed and turned, and called his mother to drink water. Mother tears rolled down. After the father drank the water, he went to look for Yunna again.My nose was sour and I hurried over. "Yunna," he asked softly, "When will you marry Wensi? I have to see you marry him." This has always been a big stone in his heart.

I should decide, "We're getting married next month." "Ah," he reassured. The doctor said: "Come see him tomorrow and let him rest more." Mother said: "Yunna, you can go home, Lao Mo and I can stay here." I nod. I only have a week to sell myself. Really wry smile again and again. I piled the shoe boxes in a corner and stayed all night, how could I talk to Zuo Wensi? If my father hadn't met Wensi, he could still randomly pull a man on the street to make a fake engagement. Now he can't even pass such a broken bridge. The Filipino maid was talking to the cell phone, in pidgin English: "She is not feeling well, and she doesn't answer the phone. The master is in the hospital, and the wife is going to accompany him... Do you have to call the lady?" She looked at me.

I asked, "Who?" "Your boyfriend," she said, "he said he'd come right away." I took the microphone, "Hello?" "Vince." "Ah you." My voice slowed down. "I'll come right away." "Okay." There's no need to say more unnecessary words between us. I covered my face tightly with my hands, and Vince came and pulled my hands away when he arrived. I sighed, "The world is sinking and unable to save it, should we laugh and go to hell?" He said: "Where is it so serious, he will recover soon, and his beloved daughter is by his side, which is better than any booster. Don't lose your face."

"What are we doing now?" "Go for a walk, come." We kept walking, he held my hand, and I put both of our hands in the same coat pocket, passed the pub, went in for a beer, and he was in a good mood many.He kept stroking the scar on my wrist, which was still raised, pink and purple, like a woman's big mouth with thick lips, very ugly. Wen Si said lightly: "The beautician can smooth it out." I smiled, feeling unnecessary. "Let's talk about it later." "It's completely healed now?" He was still worried, "Does it hurt when you press it?"

I rolled my eyes at him, and he smiled embarrassingly. At this point, I still don't know how to propose an engagement to him. Maybe I should go to Cartier and buy a small and delicate ring, go to his house with champagne, and kneel down to propose to him. A smile appeared on the corner of my mouth. "What are you thinking?" he asked curiously. "I'm going back, lest my mother look for me." I shook his hand. My mother asked me to quit my job that night because the family needed me. I said to Gina: "I was the only person over twenty-six who still lived with my parents, and the only woman without a job."

"Don't be depressed." "If you do a good job, you have to quit your job. You don't have to think about having an ideal job for the rest of your life. The beauty of youth is gone, and the beauty of work has not been cultivated. In a few years, you will be like an Abasang." Gina smiled, "With Zuo Wensi here, you will be the most beautiful Abasan in the city." "You have no heart, my father is sick in the hospital, and you still have the energy to joke." "The doctor said he's fine, and he has decided to officially retire, so why worry about it."

"Our family started going downhill seven years ago, and it's all my fault." "How can it be your fault." Gina disagreed. "If I don't mess with Teng Haiqi," I couldn't help but say, "Why would my father break up with him? All my life savings are in that investment. As soon as the business is over, it will go downhill immediately, and I will make profits for Teng Cheng. Hit that At that time, he lost his interest, of course it was only for me." Gina said: "Stop complaining about yourself, the past is the past." My hatred suddenly burned again, "I regret that I didn't kill him, I regret that I didn't try my best!" I cried hysterically.

Gina couldn't help but slap me, she said sharply, "Enough." I covered my face, collapsed on the bed, and burst into tears. "Don't feel guilty anymore, give yourself a chance to be born again." Gina comforted me. I clenched my fists, and the past that I had to leave behind every moment for the past seven years slowly appeared in front of my eyes, and I never concealed it from my parents. Gina pulled me back, "Don't scare me, Yunna, don't scare me." I curled up in bed in a daze. The driver explained the reason for his resignation to the small boss.

He was surprised and disappointed, and a little unhappy.He suspected that I was going to get married, but he didn't tell him. We discussed for a long time, and he decided to give me a three-month unpaid leave. I just packed my bags and left with a very gloomy expression. I stood on the side of the road waiting for Lao Mo to pick me up. "Yunna." There was a hand on my shoulder. Even a ghost would recognize that voice, and I reached out and knocked that hand away. "Are you doing something for Cao?" He asked with a smile, "I really wronged you." "Teng Haiqi, go away!"

"Yunna, you will never change your bad temper." I don't turn my face away, I don't look at him, I just hope that Lao Mo will come soon, this old man, I don't need to support him for a thousand days, even a day. "I remember I told you that you are not allowed to call me by my first name, why did you forget?" I didn't answer, just looked straight in the eye. "Who are you waiting for, Zuo Wensi?" I was shocked, and then my heart was ashamed, he wouldn't let me go, I should have known, he wouldn't let me go, he knew everything. "Zuo Wensi is talking about serious business with the comprador from New York, I'm afraid you won't be waiting for him." He said leisurely.

At this time, Lao Mo was already approaching in his car. I couldn't help turning around and asking, "How do you know?" "How could I not know?" He smiled. Lao Mo parked the car in front of me and got down to help me take the big and small bags into the car. "You don't want to know about Zuo Wensi?" he asked me. I have already stepped on the car with my left foot. "Zuo Wensi is my brother-in-law, don't you know?" I was like thunder, and I could no longer move my right foot. "What did you say?" I looked straight at him. "Zuo Shudong is my wife, and Zuo Wensi is naturally my uncle. The whale skin you wear is designed by him, but the material is imported by me. Yunna, the world is really small, isn't it?" He was like an old cat catching a mouse, with pride radiating from his heart, there was a hint of ferocity on his handsome face, and the smile at the corner of his mouth was cruel and ruthless. I can't just fall down and satisfy him. I said calmly, "Zuo Wensi and I are just ordinary friends." Now it was his turn to be surprised, "Aren't you afraid that I will tell him about your past?" "Go ahead and talk about it," I glanced at him, "get someone to write it, post it on the tabloids, publish a book, and I'll give you a color photo as the cover." I got into the car, I closed the door, and Lao Mo drove the car away. I kept my mouth shut and was very pale. I can't just fall over here. It doesn't matter if I lose Zuo Wensi, I have the future and the world has men, but I can't lose this battle. It turned out that Zuo Shudong was his wife, and he got married again. Shudong!Why didn't I expect that it would be the most common thing for two couples to take out one word from each name and make a shop signboard. I believe what he said is true, and Wen Si is indeed his wife-in-law. I was speechless, looking out the window in a daze. It seems that this relationship with Zuo Wensi has to come to an end. I was so tired that I closed my eyes and leaned against the car seat cushion. "Miss, here we are." "Huh?" I opened my eyes. Old Mo said, "Miss, you're home." "Ah." I sighed. "Miss, Master's illness is not a problem, so don't worry too much." Lao Mo said with concern. I patted his shoulder with a wry smile.Mother was waiting for me on the platform. My mother asked me: "Where is Wensi? Why haven't you seen him for a few days?" I said, "Mom, I don't need a man to raise my eyebrows and consolidate my status. It doesn't matter if I have Evans or not." Her complexion changed drastically, "What? You two had a falling out? My God, you were talking about getting engaged two days ago." Just as I was about to explain, Wensi appeared behind me and called out for auntie. Mom breathed a sigh of relief, "So you were joking with me, Wen Si, if you are engaged, you should at least publish a news in the newspaper and tell your relatives and friends." I wanted to stop it, but it was too late, so I had to laugh awkwardly. My mother sighed again: "Don't fight and quarrel, treat each other like guests." After she finished speaking, she went back to the house. Wen Si was ecstatic: "Engaged? Are we going to get engaged? Why don't I know?" I was left terribly embarrassed and at a loss. "You confessed to your aunt?" Wen Si pressed my shoulder, "It looks like I have to tell my family too." I said, "Father is sick, so I made it up to comfort him." "What?" He was disappointed, "You kid." I looked at him sadly.After I understand it, even if I give it to him, he won't even want me. This time, he should be hit harder than me, poor Wensi.But if he is willing to believe his brother-in-law's nonsense.That's what it deserves. "Today you are more depressed than ever," he said. I said to myself: I came back because of my father's illness, and everything else is not important. I pulled the corners of my mouth: "Heart disease is the most ruthless." It suddenly occurred to me that the first time I met Wensi on the street was after I caught a glimpse of Teng Haiqi, which shows that they were indeed walking together. I let out a long breath. Wensi grabbed my hand tightly, "Why are you sighing? Tell me, we are getting engaged soon, what's on your mind that you can't tell me?" I was in an uproar, "Engaged? Engaged in only three months? You go home and think about it, you don't know me." Tomorrow, tomorrow he will know, Teng Haiqi will tell him about my past tonight. I felt sorry for him, and gazed at his face reluctantly, feeling remorseful in my heart. I sat opposite him in the living room, unable to say anything, what does this look like?Like the meeting on the balcony, the last time we meet, there is no end to the relationship. The mother sighed, and sat between us, looking at her daughter, and then at the husband-in-law she had in mind, with a hint of a smile on her frowning face. "What day was the engagement announced?" Mom asked him. Vince said, "Tomorrow or the day after--" He was willing to discuss further. I interrupted: "Mom, let's talk another day." "What are you afraid of, afraid of embarrassment? Don't be stupid." Mom said. Wen Si said: "I only have an older sister in my family. It's very simple. Just let her know. I'm not very close to her." "Ah," the mother was very relieved, "this child Yunna has a bit of a foreign temper, in the future you have to accommodate her more—" "Mom." I stood up in confusion. "What's wrong with you?" Mother looked up in astonishment. "You two seem to be discussing the sale of a piece of goods," I complained. "You are talking and laughing. You are very gentlemanly, and you don't want to think about how I feel. What about Daddy, when will he be discharged from the hospital?" "It's coming out tomorrow, so hurry up and do this." "Then tomorrow. Let Wen Si go back and think clearly." Wensi cried out, "I don't need to think about it, I have decided everything." I was angry and funny, "I'm tired, I don't want to talk about it today." He reached out to touch my face and said lovingly, "I'll come back tomorrow." I opened the door myself and sent him down. Mother didn't forgive me for the next hour.Nagging me was not gentle enough, and finally told me: "Be careful with Wensi." I smile. In fact, Evans is not such an ideal talent. Seven years ago, my mother would think that he was not a professional, had no fixed income, and his family background was unclear, but now, because he felt that his daughter was a piece of junk, she felt guilty. Therefore, I pay special attention to Evans, in order to sell me out, let go of a big stone in my heart, and be free from worries for the rest of my life. I have become a burden to all mankind. One mistake, everything is lost, there is no more appropriate adjective than this. Even the mother sighed and said wearily: "I am old and talk too much." They were all timid for me, I had no choice but to follow the custom, and even my strong self-confidence collapsed. I put my head in my hands. The phone rang, and I seemed to have a premonition, so I picked up the receiver in a panic. "Yunna?" The voice made me tremble. It's Teng Haiqi.The devil found me in no time. "How about coming out and talking?" My tone is no longer as strong as it was at the beginning.I didn't say anything. "You have many factors to consider, Yunna. Your parents want you to get married, and you can't bear to disappoint them, can you?" I am still silent. "Also, you have feelings for Zuo Wensi, and you can't let go, can you?" I had no choice but to acquiesce, there was no anger in my heart, only sadness. "Come out and talk." I said, "If you have anything to say, please speak on the phone." "I won't tell Vince about you. He doesn't know we know each other." Once threatened by him.Having lived in darkness all my life, I clenched my fists and prepared to fight back. "Honestly speaking, I didn't have the courage to confess the past to him. You just said it for me. It's a blessing or a curse. A disaster can't be avoided." "But what would your parents think?" He also picked on my weakness and fired back. "They got through it seven years ago, and there's no reason to be sadder seven years from now." "You are really going all out," he laughed dryly, "don't forget that your father has a heart disease." "People are going to die." I said very flatly. Showing a little tenderness in front of this ghost will lead to a catastrophe. "You are yourself, are you willing to lose Zuo Wensi?" "Sovereignty is not mine." "Of course it's in your hands, you have to fight for it." "Discuss with you?" I laughed, "Discuss with the devil about the gains and losses of the soul?" He was silent for a long time, "You are amazing." When people have nothing to ask for, they naturally have nothing to be afraid of. "In that case, why didn't you put down the phone?" "Then I'll let it go right away." "Yunna!" He refused to let me go. "What's the matter?" I said. "Come out once." Teng Haiqi said. "There's nothing to say." "I want to meet you." "Forget it, I'm inconvenient to see people now." "About Vince—" "I don't want to know about him either." "Can you still afford to be wrong?" "Of course, I'm only twenty-six years old. On average, I make mistakes once a year. I can still make mistakes ten times and eight times. The social atmosphere has changed now, don't you know? Women can have many pasts and histories when they are majestic, no one will mind, So what if you mind? I don't wait for anyone to promote me, and I don't expect anyone to keep me at home like a poultry." I laughed, feeling miserable in my heart. "You are more wild and unruly." "Goodbye." I said. "Tomorrow night at ten o'clock, I'll wait for you downstairs." "I'm not nineteen anymore, forget it." I hung up the phone. The father was discharged from hospital the next day. The factory manager was waiting for him at home early in the morning, and seemed to have something to hide. I was still naive and didn't know why he came here. I didn't know it was a money problem until I saw my father frowning. My father had been out of order for a long time, and now my eyes were burning. I pulled my mother aside, "Who do you owe money to?" "Employees." The mother's face was ashen and defeated, "The army has been defeated like a mountain, and the wages have been owed for three months." "No friends to help move it?" "Everyone has so many good friends, how can the bank continue to operate? You child, are you so naive?" "How much do you owe?" "It's none of your business, don't worry about it." "Maybe I have a way." "What can you do?" My mother glared at me, "It's not worth so much to sell you." "How many?" I said, "or the factory can be shut down." "I've pressed it seven times earlier," said my mother. "At this moment, all valuable property belongs to the bank." "Mother, where is your jewelry? Maybe it can save you in a hurry." "Those stones only have a buying price, not a selling price, and no one wants them when they are dying." Mother sighed, "You don't have to worry." "Then what to do?" "It's a big deal to declare bankruptcy. In short, it has nothing to do with your girl's family." "Auntie, is Auntie strong?" I said. "She's got a headache herself," said the mother. Oh my god, I'm staring blankly at the ceiling.It turned out that when I came back this time, I happened to see my father collapse. What happened to our family? I asked: "Is the old house sold?" The mother didn't answer, but said: "Wensi is coming soon, this child, thinking of him is a little comforting." When it comes to Cao Cao, Cao Cao is here. Wensi's expression remained the same. Obviously, Teng Haiqi hadn't said anything to him, and Teng wanted to keep this first-hand information for later use. The father asked the mother to send a message: "Wen Si is here and ask him to come in." Just before my father fell ill, Wen Si took out a ring and put it on my finger.The rings were bought, Italian designs, exquisite, and adorned my fingers brilliantly. Wen Si took out the original manuscript of the engagement proclamation and showed it to his father, and it revealed our names.After my parents saw it, the joy on their faces made my eyes moist. Everything was worth it. If all of this could make the old man so happy, it would be worth spending a little more effort. Wen Si said softly: "It will be published in two English and two Chinese newspapers the day after tomorrow." Father nodded and raised his hand to tell us to go out. I didn't feel happy at all, and said to Wen Si: "Fortunately, it's just an engagement, otherwise it seems like a trap waiting for you to sneak in." "Still my pleasure." He kissed my hand deeply. Mother said: "Wen Si, from today onwards, we are a family, please invite my sister to have a meal, let's have a good reunion." I was afraid of showing off, so I hurriedly said to him, "Can you let him breathe, it's no good for anyone to kill him." "Look at this child, Wen Si, I'll hand her over to you, and I don't care how presumptuous she is." The mother stood up awkwardly and walked away. I said to Wen Si: "Look at how anxious she is, it's best to have flowers and candles tonight, when the rice will be ready for cooking, it's too late for you to regret it, she really seems to be living in an agricultural society, she's so naive as hell, in the current situation, The duck that has been eaten can still fly away, and there is no such thing as a lifetime, so I don’t know what to worry about.” Wen Si was surprised and asked: "What's wrong with you? A lot of complaints." I smile bleakly. Mother spent the whole afternoon informing relatives and friends, and said a sentence thousands of times, which was worthy of cocooning. "—Maybe travel to Europe and America to get married, young people like this. Fast? Not too fast, it will be a while. After marriage, it will be a small family. The other party is a talent, so naturally I have nothing to say... I am very satisfied of……" The grievances I have suffered in the past seven years are proud today. My mother followed my father, a not-so-competent businessman, through thirty years of ups and downs. I don’t know how many worlds he has seen, and he is still excited about this event. Wen Si and I have been holding hands. "Will you love me forever?" he asked softly. "I will never leave you." After saying that, I felt unbearably nauseous. "Whatever?" he asked me. I smiled, "Even if you have more than six ex-girlfriends who want to fight me desperately, I will decide to fight one by one." We looked at each other and smiled. "Someone from Australia came to see my designs, and I entertained them." "Big client?" I asked with concern. "No, I'm waiting for a group of Jewish businessmen to appreciate me. These are all pediatrics." Wen Si took his coat and left. The mother was exhausted and asked for a sip of American ginseng tea to soothe her throat. She had mixed feelings of sorrow and joy. The daughter finally found the boss, but the husband's business was about to close.Who said old-fashioned women are easy to do?It's not about worrying about the world first.It was night and my mother and I had dinner together.She is still the same, always giving me vegetables, telling me to eat more, people depend on food, the sky is going to fall, it doesn't matter, first fill the stomach, and then, a kind of helpless optimism, how ridiculous. I ate a lot and had a stomach ache and felt sick. When I first arrived in New York, I was only 80 pounds thinner. After I settled down, I started to eat. It’s not harmful to die. It’s better to be more realistic. I even bought a bottle of covered jam, opened the lid, and ate it with a plastic spoon. Even if I ate everything, I was not afraid of being too sweet, and now I shudder thinking about it. I gained weight until I was 130 pounds, my whole body was like a ball, and I didn't have a single date. Then I suddenly realized, when will I be fifty years old?It's such a long way to go, dragging the extra meat, and it's 30% cheaper, so I tried to diet, but my figure has been slack, and I can't wear two swimsuits anymore, which is unsightly. I don't really care either, since that time nothing has mattered.As long as you are alive, it doesn't matter whether you turn over or not. When a person is extremely disheartened, he often has to be active. Who knows, maybe Wensi just fell in love with me and didn't care about it. Others thought I was a chic woman. That night I watched the hour hand of the wall clock move towards the cross, I put on my sweater and went out quietly. When the mother saw it, she half-sniffed and half-strangely said: "Since we are an unmarried couple, when can't we go on a date? They are like thieves. It's too interesting to meet downstairs in the cold wind in the middle of the night." I kept silent and pulled the scarf a little tighter.Teng's car was waiting, and it was on time.The latest sports car, the kind that almost flies into the sky when you step on the accelerator. When I was a child, this type of car was the most attractive to me. It was extremely exciting to sit on and stimulated the senses. Now, to me, a car is just a means of transportation with four wheels, no matter what kind of car it is. Human nature may not change, but views, hobbies, habits, tastes, all of these will mature with time, and it is extremely scary to stay where you are and not grow up. Teng Haiqi will not think that I am still nineteen years old Wang Yunna. As soon as he saw me, he immediately opened the car door for me. I sat down without saying a word. "I thought you weren't coming," he said. Both my hands were kept hidden in my pockets. "Let's go get a drink." Teng Haiqi took me to the coffee room of the private club. In this quiet place, we can talk about everything. "I'll go first." "Please." He spread his hands. "My father's factory owes tens of thousands in wages. You must know about this." "It's three months in arrears, and Tong Tong knows it all." "You have to find a way to help him." "Are you kidding, Yunna, this matter is worth a million or hundreds of thousands. He can't manage his business properly. In this situation, it's useless to help him. It will drag him down all at once. It's not about paying off his debts once. solve." I pondered and thought what he said was very reasonable. I said: "Then you first rescue him, and then close the business properly for him." "You ordered me? Is that why you came out to see me tonight?" He smiled strangely, "Why would I do that?" "You owe us the Wang Family." "What do you owe?" He was merciless, "You tell me." "You eat his business, you take advantage of him, you bring him down." "In the shopping mall, either you die or I die. So many people fall down every day. It can only be blamed for not being good at learning and skills. Those who have the courage to start over from the beginning. If you have no courage, please quit the arena. You are not a child, Yunna, I am not I don’t owe the Wang family anything.” "Morally, you should give him a hand." My face turned pale. "To me, Teng Haiqi, morality has always been a luxury." The two of us stared at each other fiercely for a while, and my eyes were about to burst into flames. "Okay, looking at the past of both of us——" "Don't look at the past," I interrupted him, "Back then you loved me, but you didn't use force." "I can help him." "Say." "Not only to help, but also to make it invisible, but his factory had to close down." I raised my eyebrows, "Why? I know there's something strange about it, you don't have to be kind all of a sudden, why did you see me tonight?" Teng Haiqi said, "Yunna, you've learned to be smart." "Don't hesitate," I said. "I have conditions." "What condition? Doesn't mean you want me to return to your arms?" "Hehehe." He laughed. I calmly waited for him to finish laughing. He had a full expression, "I want you to leave Zuo Wensi." I turned my head and didn't understand for a while, I am not allowed to see Zuo Wensi, what's the use of this? I said calmly, "But I'm engaged to Vince today." I held out my hand to show him the ring. "You can break up even if you get married. This is my condition." He was very firm. "why?" "I'm under no obligation to answer you." "But you need my cooperation." "You didn't cooperate with me for nothing, I gave you an unusually generous reward." The clouds of doubt in my heart are so thick. "Why did you pay such a high price to ask Zuo Wensi to leave me?" He stared at me, and said after a while: "Because you are a terrible woman, Yunna, I don't want a good young man to ruin your future for you." "Am I scary?" I stared at him and laughed. "Of course, you think I'm the only devil? We're a couple, Yunna." I feel desolate because everything is right for him. "You didn't fall in love with Zuo Wensi. He was a naive child. He didn't know your story. You chose him because you were moved by his infatuation." "You underestimated me." "No, Yunna, I know you too well." "I also know you very well. You really wouldn't ask me to break up with a good young man just because of his future." There must be a secret in this. "Look, Yunna, I've given you enough face, do you accept this condition?" I lowered my head and thought about it, I have no choice, I can't let my father declare bankruptcy, get into a mess, and lose his life at the end of the year. He is already sixty years old, and it is impossible for him to make a comeback. Teng's intervention can save him some face. He and his mother also had a hiding place. "I promise you." I said. "Very good." Teng Haiqi said, "From tomorrow onwards, you will not be able to see Zuo Wensi again." I said, "Send him to Europe for three months." "I have long thought, madam, that he will go to exhibit his new work." I asked, "Is he the one you held in your arms?" "Miss, why do you know too much?" "You're right. Besides, my father's situation is too serious to delay." "I'll fix it for you tomorrow." I said, "You're such a jolly fellow." "Your Excellency too." He sent me home. I laughed at myself and thought: Seven years ago, I would have lived and died for him, but now I feel like a stranger, if I knew today, why bother. Teng let out a sigh of relief, "Yunna, you are so ruthless, I almost lost my reputation because of you." "Almost, but not true." "I was sweating a lot." "Mr. Teng, there is a price to pay for everything, there is no such thing as a rabbit fee, and there is no accident." I put on a straight face. "Has this become your motto?" he asked sarcastically. "I didn't expect you to be so eager to learn. I thought you would die of a broken heart." He is so powerful, no matter how I cover up, he will always find a way to expose me. "Don't chew the embarrassing things in your mouth to taste them. A woman with old skin and flesh is the scariest woman." He added. It didn't occur to me that he hated me as much as I hated him. Both of us smiled and acted as if nothing had happened, but this struggle has just begun. "Leaving Wensi, you will not regret it, you two are not suitable for being together at all, you need a strong and primitive man, as rough as the hero in a cigarette advertisement, who can take you all over the world... Wensi is just a frail scholar, you Don't marry for the sake of marriage." I find it funny that he cares about me? What he said is indeed a wise saying, but it is funny when it comes out of his mouth. I looked at my watch, it was past twelve o'clock. "Before you get out of the car, I want you to see something." I look up. He stretched out his hand to unbutton his shirt and open the placket, "Look." I took a breath, and this was the first time I saw his scars, I had seen them many times in my dreams, but it was actually the first time I saw them. On his chest, from left to right, is an extremely long scar, tangled, crooked, uneven, bright red as if dyed, terrifying, like the Frankenstein in the movie, who was The laparotomy was performed, the viscera were removed, and sutured again. He quickly closed his front and said calmly: "This is the price I paid. Yunna, please don't appear as a victim again. You are not a little woman who sacrificed for men. Leaving such scars on my body is not enough revenge?" I was shaking and covered my face with my hands. That day, I went to find him, and he came to open the door with a smile on his face. I couldn't help but pull out the knife with one hand, and hacked with all my strength... His smile froze, and he pushed me away with his hand, sharp The knife sliced ​​through his chest like a knife, and blood gushed out like a fountain... "Just because I won't marry you," he said quietly. Sweat broke out on my forehead.My price is living in a nightmare ever since. I murmured, "You are right. I don't deserve a new life. I will live forever in this dirty memory." He sneered, "It's up to you, but you must leave Zuo Wensi." I opened the car door and staggered home. but…… But he agreed to marry me, and I thought sadly: I am only nineteen years old, and I believe him.I surrender everything and nothing remains. According to today's standards, I am too unrestrained, too clingy, and too childish. But I was only nineteen years old.