Chapter 4 Chapter Four

Seeing that I was out of breath, my mother asked curiously, "What's wrong, I wore different clothes when I went out and when I came back." Only then did I realize that I was still wearing Zuo Wensi's whale skin suit, so I hurried into the room to take it off and hang it up. Thoughts roiled in my mind, and it took a long time before I fell asleep. Zuo Wensi's phone call was not traced, thank the Lord. The next day I went to work, the little boss chased me for Zuo Wensi's design, I yelled at him "I can't help it". As soon as it was called, someone sent up the design pattern, which was exactly the pattern Cao's clothing wanted.

The little boss took it with a smile on his face, and said, "You are very clever, Yunna." I put my head on my hands and didn't say anything. Zuo Wensi flattered me like this, so he clearly wanted to keep in touch with me. I have a long past behind me, and he is entangled with Miss Shudong. The two of them don't understand. When they touch each other, they are like a pile of messy threads. I don't have the energy to sort out the threads. This relationship is the last thing you need right now. The little boss danced and jumped up and down excitedly, and I was in a daze while working.At noon, I went downstairs to see if Zuo Wensi was waiting under the familiar lamppost. I looked around for a while, but I couldn't see him.

I put my hands in my pockets.In fact, I wish he would not come.Since she didn't want him to come, why did she go downstairs to look for him?How can you be disappointed if you can't find him?I am very disappointed. Seeing him, at least you can speak clearly. I lowered my head and walked back silently, when suddenly someone stepped out on the side street, I almost bumped into his arms, I didn't blame myself for being reckless, but I was annoyed that he didn't have eyes, I frowned, raised my head in a bad temper, Wanted to give him a good look. Unexpectedly, when his eyes fell on his face, his whole body seemed to be tapped, unable to move.

"Yunna." His voice was very gentle, but it felt like a needle prick in my ears, causing a sharp pain. My forehead was buzzing, and I looked at him, not knowing whether to answer him or not. My hands are still in my pockets, curled into fists. It's him. Finally I met him. "Why are you looking at me like this?" He asked with a smile, "It seems like you don't know me. Yunna, you are getting more and more beautiful, I have seen you from a long distance." I heard my own voice answer very coldly: "Of course I know you, you are Teng Haiqi." It is not a sentence that has been practiced for seven years.

"You came back? How long ago? Why didn't you contact me?" He said affectionately: "And how did you come to this kind of area?" "I work here." My voice was devoid of emotion. "Really, great, I have a factory here now, we can have lunch together in my free time, what do you think?" "Call me back," I said, "I have something to do right now, bye." I walked away without turning around, and walked quickly and steadily step by step. Only I knew that my whole body began to tremble, trembling like yellow leaves in the autumn wind.

When I arrived at the office, I couldn't hold on anymore because the stars were flying around my eyes. In the five minutes just now, I exhausted all my energy. I struggled to get on the seat, and I couldn't move as soon as I sat down. My face rested on my arms, my chest was empty, and I didn't know where I was. Seven years.I said to myself: Wang Yunna, show some courage, what are you afraid of, the nightmare is over. You behaved really well just now, not bad at all, as it should be, if you have confidence in yourself, what can this devil do? My throat was rattling, and I managed to swallow the phlegm.

"Yunna, Line 1, Mr. Zuo is looking for you." I picked up the microphone, "Wen Si, please come and pick me up, I'm not feeling well, I want to come out and have a cup of tea." I was eager to catch a bubble, no matter the price. Zuo Wensi soon arrived at our office building. He was treated like a guest of honor, and the little boss regarded him as a patron. A person's ability is the greatest wealth, this time I believe it. After finally getting rid of Boss Cao, we were alone. After a long time, I regained my composure, and Wensi also returned to nature. He said, "I don't like to explain, but there is one thing that I have to say."

I was the first to say: "If you don't have to tell me, then don't tell me. First, I'm sloppy, so it's hard not to spread the word. Second, it's you who complained. In the future, you'll blame me for being scheming and playing up other people's thoughts." He was taken aback, "You are too careful." "Eat a loss and learn to be good once, I can't help being careful." I smiled. He said stubbornly, "You must listen to this." "Say it." "Shudong is mine—" "Cousin." I skillfully answered for him.

He raised his eyebrows, "Huh—" "If it's not my cousin, then my cousin." "Yunna, you—" "If it's not the cousin, then the partner." He suddenly laughed and wiped his nose with his fingers. He had this habitual little movement, and he only did it when he was in a good mood. How could he be in a good mood at this time? It was my turn to wonder, "So who?" "She is my biological elder sister of the same father and mother, her name is Zuo Shudong." "joke." "It's true. Anyone can tell you it's true, Xiao Yang, Boss Cao..."

"Really?" I opened my mouth wide and laughed, "You treat your eldest sister like this? Are you courting death?" A trace of depression flashed on Wen Si's face, "I have been at odds with her for a while." I didn't make a sound, but a big stone was unknowingly dropped in my heart. "I don't want to say more, I'm just afraid that you will misunderstand her as my lover, and our attitude is indeed a bit ambiguous." I said, "If it's not too big a difference, sister and brother, is there anything that can't be resolved?"

He had something to hide, his face slightly turned to the other side. Don't do to others what you don't want done to yourself, I immediately said: "I didn't expect it, it was because of my dirty thoughts, I almost lost a friend because I was afraid of trouble." He immediately smiled, "So, I know you are the most courageous and the easiest to back down, so I have to say it." "Thank you for explaining to me." I said heartily. "Yunna, I have devoted all my energy to you. For me, pursuing the opposite sex is a once-in-a-lifetime event. I don't have the energy to start all over again. Please understand this." There was a hint of naughtiness at the corner of his mouth. I shook my head and smiled: "Why do you need to bother, I believe a woman will catch up with you." He smiled, stood up and said, "I have an appointment to go once, and I will pick you up at five o'clock." "Vince," I said, "I'm going home for dinner after get off work." "But you live with your parents." "Exactly," I said, "Why, are you afraid? Don't want to come?" He was taken aback, "I'm not mentally prepared." I thought mockingly: new friends are just troubled like this, trying to test each other, making a mistake, retreating in a hurry, and having to do other tricks.Too brave, the other party was startled.Too conservative, the other party felt unresponsive. And Wensi and I were especially difficult, too sensitive. Really, the ideal partner complements each other's flaws, not committing a flaw to each other. I immediately felt that maybe enough was enough. A relationship that needs a lot of encouragement is never a real relationship, and we will stay in the friendship stage for a long time.Because Wensi didn't respond enthusiastically, I immediately felt that I had passed the fire and regretted it. That day Gina came to see me and tried her best to comfort me. "You are too demanding. Most people are already very happy to have such a boyfriend. Besides, she is just his sister, and it doesn't hinder anything. Many people's brothers and sisters are nothing but nothing, and they never get along with each other." I said: "There is no sense of magnetism between me and him that a man and a woman should have." "Look at you, here we go again." Gina smiled, "Tsk tsk tsk, twenty-six years old, it's better to be reserved." "I like him very much, but there's a difference," I said. "Let's go, it's not bad to go away," Gina said, "You still have the right to ignore marriage for the time being." I smiled palely, "Also, I finally saw him." Gina was silent for a while, and then asked, "Teng Haiqi?" I nod. She lowered her voice, "Why, where did you meet?" "Title." "How are you doing? Have you lost your mind?" she asked anxiously. "No." "What's his attitude? Does he look fierce?" Gina was very nervous. "Him? Why is he so fierce?" "Yunna, is it you—" At this time, my mother opened the door and came in, Gina immediately shut up, and the two of us kept an eye on her with excessive vigilance. "What are you two whispering about?" Mom asked, "Always be like a child." I ignored her and lay down on the bed with my face turned inward, pressing my face with a pillow. "Yunna, someone is looking for you—" I hurriedly said, "I don't answer the phone." "It's not a phone call. The person has already come to the door. You are waiting in the living room. You have invited someone to dinner and you don't want to tell me. Now you have to ask the guest to eat rice." The mother's voice was full of joy. I threw off the pillow and sat up "Huo", "Zuo Wensi." I was really surprised. "Yes, it's Mr. Zuo." The mother smiled, "Come out and greet the guests." She turned her head and walked away. Gina and I looked at each other, I really didn't expect Zuo Wensi to appear like a ghost. I calmed down, brushed my hair, collected my emotions, "Come," I said to Gina, "let's welcome Zuo Wensi." Wen Si was always polite. When he saw us, he immediately stood up and said enthusiastically, "The beautiful Gina is here too? I should have guessed that you are cousins." The mother smiled and said, "Mr. Zuo bought so much fruit that he couldn't finish it in a month." Gina and I looked in the direction mother pointed, and saw pears, apples, melons and grapes piled up on the glass table. Really, we couldn’t eat them all for a month. No matter how heavy my heart was, I laughed, "What is this for? Cashmere? Come here a few more times, so we can eat and use." Wen Si also laughed. After all, he is a person with a career. No matter how shy he is in private, he is still generous when he sees people. Looking around, he is a good young man. No wonder his mother is happy. Gina is very communicative, so she immediately sat down and chatted with Wen Si, talking about his factory affairs, so that her mother could listen and get some points. I helped the Filipino maid to prepare the meal. Fortunately, my father was not at home today, so I had to keep my eyes fixed on Wensi.I really don't know where I got the courage to invite him, and I don't know where he got the courage to go to the appointment, but I feel satisfied in my heart. Taking advantage of my mother not caring, I asked him: "Didn't it mean that I was not mentally prepared?" He thought about it and said, "If you don't come this time, I'm afraid you won't have a chance in the future. You've already taken a step ahead. It's too boring if I don't follow up." Wen Si was full of praise for the mixed dishes.The house is rarely so lively, and the information that comes out of the Gina card box is fresh and funny, and it is noisy. I am afraid that my mother has not enjoyed such an atmosphere for a long time. Wen Si bid farewell around eight o'clock, and was busy with work again. When he went out, his mother praised him when she sat down, "He's really polite, and he looks good, and he has his own career, Yunna, why don't you tell me that you have such a good friend?" Gina pursed her lips and smiled. I said, "Didn't I tell you the first time?" Mother murmured, "Gina is too, and she doesn't report such things to me." I warned her: "Don't be too nervous, you are ordinary friends." Mother seemed to be deliberately not to hear. "I only have one daughter, you. Of course, I will devote myself wholeheartedly to you. When I get married and have children, I will take care of them for you. Does Wen Si have any brothers and sisters? Does his parents love children? In my opinion, if conditions permit, we should have more children." It doesn't matter, birth control, people of this generation like to call it birth control, but children are actually fun..." She was spinning around excitedly. At first, Gina and I both smiled, but later felt that there was too much desolation in Mother's happiness. Probably because I am really lonely, otherwise I would not be eager to hold my grandson.There is also a possibility that she probably also thought that her daughter had no chance of having a normal family life in this life, and at this moment a new hope suddenly popped up for her to see, and she was immediately overwhelmed with joy. I am sad. Gina stretched her arms and yawned, then she too left. My mother pestered me with questions, but I couldn't figure it out. She said, "Tomorrow, I'll go to Vance's shop to make some clothes." "His store doesn't make your size." I discouraged her. "Nonsense, who am I to him? He has to sew one for me even now." I imagined my mother wearing the "clothes of clouds", and I couldn't help smiling wearily. Every day when my body touches the bed, I always wonder how I can fall asleep, but in the end I still fall asleep.I thought that one day the god of death would come, and it must also make me very tired, so I closed my eyes involuntarily and followed him. I didn't go out at noon on the second day, I ate in the office box, and used the extra lunch time to check the phone book. There are not many small factories in this area. I am looking for related names: there are two Teng's, one is hardware, the other is paper. I called to test it out, but the boss is not Teng Haiqi. Could it be that he lied to me?It seems unnecessary. I have to know his ins and outs, I have to protect myself, and I can't just stand in the dark and wait for him to manipulate me. "I'll look up Haizi again...Haiwei, Haile, Haimei, Haiguang, Haiyao, their hands are tired. When they hit Haidong, the female secretary over there said: "Which one is looking for Mr. Teng? "I didn't expect to find the clue smoothly, so I was stunned. "Hello, hello?" she asked, "Which one is looking for Mr. Teng?" "Oh," I said hastily, "We are the Universal Stationery Company, and now we have a 20% discount." "We're not going to buy anything," she retorted. I immediately gave up: "I'll call again next time." According to the yellow pages, Haidong manufactures imported leather goods. Fur goods, he started a fur business.what kind?Case handbags?Or is it fur? Boss Cao came over and saw me stunned, and immediately expressed his concern, "Yunna, I have asked someone to make a few of Zuo Wensi's designs immediately to try them on—what, you don't feel well? Do you want to go back and rest?" I came back to my senses, "I'm doing next year's tax return, rest?" "Damn tax bureau, the enemy of mankind." He clenched his fists. I asked: "Mr. Cao, have you heard of Haidong Leather Industry? It's on this street, past ten numbers." "Haidong? Haidong?" The little boss thought intently, "Yes, the owner's surname is Teng, which is rare, so I always remember," he said triumphantly, "He does a very strange business, importing the whole fur , the resale store is the same as making cloth, and has no effect on our business." "A new factory?" I asked. "It's been five or six years," the little boss was suspicious, "Why, why did you want to change jobs?" "No, a friend wants to do it there, and asked me to inquire for her. I think you are always well informed, and you may know the proprietor." "Teng?" The little boss pondered, "He didn't do this business originally, he has always been in the construction business. But people are flexible, and a smart boss naturally treats his buddies well. Why don't you work for him for a year or so, absorbing experience." I nod. "However, if your friend is a girl, you have to advise her to be careful." Mr. Cao said mysteriously. I look up. "This Mr. Teng is very flirtatious." Mr. Cao leaned over and said quietly. I forced myself to calm down, "You are just hearing about it." "What! He's been written about in the weekly secret magazines." "Secret Weekly's journalists also have to eat. They have no way to live. Life is the main premise. I have to search for information everywhere to write about it. It may not be true." I smiled reluctantly. "Later I heard that he was going to sue someone," said the little boss, "finally nothing happened." "That's your assumption," I said. "Okay, I'm going to get to work." "Yunna, I want to have a meal with Zuo Wensi." He finally got to the point. "He doesn't like socializing." I declined on behalf of Vance. "What? You can already be his spokesman?" He was envious. I default. "So, Yunna, I want to give him a gift," he said again, "What do you think should be given?" "Don't ask for a gold pen or gold watch," I said, "Mr. Cao, you don't have to report it right away, maybe he will send you the bill later." Mr. Cao held his neck, "How much will he pay for the design?" I shake my head.This well-rounded and interesting Shanghainese. Busy to get off work and hungry, my biggest problem is that I love to eat food from street stalls. When I come downstairs, I will buy a corn ball and bite it down. I am in a hurry, like a hungry person. "Miss Wang." I looked around, it wasn't calling me, and I lowered my head to bite the corn. "Miss Wang." I looked up again and found a big black car parked on the sidewalk, covered by the steaming stalls, a woman was pushing the door open and waving to me. I squatted down slightly to look, and couldn't help but feel happy, it was Zuo Shudong. I wiped my mouth with a handkerchief and walked over, "Hello." At this moment, she already knows her identity.He not only sympathizes with her, but also likes her even more. She still has bright makeup, and her powder puff seems to have just come off her hands. Zuo Shudong patted the empty seat beside me, and I sat on it honestly, and my muddy feet were imprinted on the brand new car mat. "Miss, I—" I pressed her hand, "You are Wensi's older sister, I know all about it." "Ah, you already know." She was startled. "In the future, when I get close to Zuo, I will scold him with you and tell him to change his attitude towards his sister." I said with a smile. The driver has driven the car away from the factory area. "I didn't expect that he finally told you." Zuo Shudong lowered his head. I don't make a sound, compared to Zuo Shudong's exquisite grooming, I'm just a trash post.But I am not uneasy, everyone has their own style, seven years in New York, to develop this confidence. "I shouldn't have taken the initiative to look for you, but I finally saw that Wensi found such a good friend. I was afraid that you might misunderstand him and be alienated from him. This is my crime." She was very nervous. They were all brought out, we are indeed brothers and sisters.” "I believe," I said in surprise, "you don't need to read the documents, you two have exactly the same nose and lips." How could Zuo Shudong behave in such a strange way? She seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, but her nerves tensed up again, "Please don't tell Wensi, I have seen you, promise me." It seemed that she was very afraid of Wensi. "I promise you." I said. Only then did she feel relieved. "Miss Wang, you probably don't understand what's going on between us." I laid my hand on her, and her hand was cold, and I said gently, "If there is a chance in the future, I will definitely understand." "I'm not mistaken, you are such a good girl." She was very grateful. Only sinners forgive sinners. I raised my head, "The train station is ahead, it's more convenient for me to get off here." I say goodbye to her. There is no doubt that Zuo Shudong was also a beautiful woman more than ten or twenty years ago.A woman is good-looking, but at the end of the day, she is particularly miserable, as if she has nothing but beauty that cannot be retained, so she urgently needs to restore something and try her best to improve it. Women are not beautiful, but when they get old, they will be arrogant, it doesn't matter, they are generous and chic.When she was in her teens, everyone said that Wang Yunna was a rare and beautiful girl. At that time, the boys from the neighboring school gathered at the gate of our school during school hours just to see Wang Yunna. The thirteen or fourteen-year-old girl was so frightened that she didn't know what to do. She sat in class and dared not go out. Later, the labor principal asked the school staff to send her back home and asked her parents to pick her up. At this moment, I don't believe that these things have ever happened. At this moment, I am the most ordinary woman, and I am willing to die like this. By the age of sixteen or seventeen, I am used to people's gaze, but it is not unusual. Every girl has a boyfriend waiting for her after school. Every young girl has fine skin, strong thighs, and sportswear, which of course attracts attention. The twinkling eyes, transparent lips, and radiant complexion of young people often attract middle-aged people, giving them the illusion that they can capture some lost youth. What attracted me was Teng Haiqi. Nineteen years old, just entered university, because he knows his own strengths, so he refuses to have a regular boyfriend. He goes on countless dates every day, and someone treats him even for breakfast. Even though he is so young, he already has hidden worries. Tong Ji Na said: "If you don't play now, you will have no time. After you are 21, you will have to find a partner." So in one day, at most five boyfriends were dated. Clothes are already busy. It was so good at that time, with a smirk, a boy died distraught and infatuated. I couldn't help laughing, look, I'm already thinking about the past when I'm not old. So when I met Teng Haiqi, Fang Jueqi met his opponent, in fact...he wanted to crush me to death, but it was like crushing an ant.But when I was young, I didn't know. The train swayed slightly, and I closed my eyes and meditated in this rhythm. When was the first time I saw Teng?I have never dared to look back and recall.Is it autumn?Is it early spring? I like to wear a white low-neck T-shirt when the weather just gets warmer, risking a serious cold for a romantic look, and I like to wear a perforated sweater and corduroy pants when the sun logo has not faded, sweating profusely , to indicate blue.The little girl just has a few class axes to highlight her character. Did you meet Teng while wearing a white T-shirt or a sweater?It must be the dressing of these two seasons that hooked his attention. He was his father's new partner at the time. He is nearly forty, but his smiling eyes are more flexible than any first-year college students. Thinking of him before, I would feel a dull pain in my chest, as if being pulled by an invisible hand.Not anymore, now just numb.Numbness and fear, the fear is of oneself, fearing that it will spoil itself again. When the train arrived, I followed the other passengers and got off the train. When I staggered home, my mother panicked. "Wen Si asked you no less than ten times." She was anxious on behalf of her. Wow.I thought: Passionate pursuit shows a bit late luck. Some women, when a man gives her a phone number for her to call, will cry with joy.By analogy, should I burst into tears to repay his kindness? The phone rang again, and my mother gave me a knowing look. I went to answer, and sure enough it was Evans again. "Enthusiasm?" I tease him. "Growth people rarely communicate on the phone." He laughed, but didn't answer. "Why are you so bald?" I also laughed, "It's so disgusting." "I've made a catalog of the photos you took that time," he said. I don't know what to say, I just say "oh".The usual lively, quick-witted, playful, soft-spoken and thin-tongued are all useless. The two held the microphone silently for ten minutes, as if mourning. After a long time, he asked, "Do you want to go out for a walk?" I hesitated. I just came back with an empty stomach, and my energy was incomparable when I was in my teens. I said: "Tomorrow." "Ah," he said, and hung up the phone. After eating, he took a hot bath until his skin was so red that he got under the electric blanket. I was reading a novel and didn't hear the doorbell. It was Dad who knocked on the door, "Yunna, Zuo Wensi is looking for you." He looked confused. What?I lift the quilt. "He's in the living room, go and entertain him. Mom and I are going to sleep." Dad yawned. I was stunned, but I didn't think it was romantic. This person is extremely ridiculous, and he came here in the middle of the night. If I want to repay him in the future, I won't be able to bear it.When I get older, I think differently. When I was young, I made boys suffer to strengthen my self-confidence. Now I know that there is a price to pay for everything. There is no free thing, and there is no accidental thing. I grabbed the coat on the shelf and put it on, walked to the living room, and saw Zuo Wensi sitting under the lamp waiting for me. I was both angry and funny, "What are you doing?" "I'm in love." He said foolishly. "Just to say this, is it too late to say tomorrow?" "Tomorrow?" He was startled, "Tomorrow may never come—a car crash, stray bullets from police and gangsters, heart attack, sunspot explosion...all of these are fatal enough to make it too late for me to tell you that I fall in love with you, Tomorrow? No no no." I looked down and smiled. I found my sneakers, put them on barefoot, and took the key. "Come on, I'll take a walk with you on the downstairs platform, it's safer there," I added, "No one will overhear what we say." I dragged him downstairs, and the night air was terribly cold, and I pulled on my coat tightly, and I was crazy enough myself. "Why are you avoiding me?" Wen Si calmed down. "I didn't!" I was surprised, "I've already given you such an enthusiastic response, hey! What do you expect? Let me have sex in your car until dawn? Go to Victoria Peak to report to all mankind that I won a big jackpot? Hey, hey, don't tell me what you need is a nympho." He said: "You can't hide it from me, and these clever words can't hide it from me." I walk under the tree. "You want me to hand over my heart, body, and soul?" I said hesitantly, "I think it's better for me to keep these three things myself." He turned his back on me, "It's for a man." I said, "Behind every woman there is a man, and behind every man there is a woman, what a surprise." He still turned his back on me, "This is a rather special man, you left such a terrible scar on his wrist for him." I suddenly bowed my head.Shi Cai forgot to wear the wrist guard in a hurry. The cold wind penetrated into my coat, and I shivered. "Enough, I'm going to have pneumonia." I turned my head to go upstairs. He pulled me back, "Slow down." "Look," I said calmly, "that's who I am, and I'm not going to hand over my soul, let alone my history." He held my hand, and in turn, the scar was as wide as the entire wrist, two layers of pink flesh were thickly opened, and the rough stitches were clearly visible, as if my palm had been severed from me long ago. The wrist, then dismissed by the clumsy seamstress, at first glance, is indeed terrifying. I sneered and asked, "Have you seen it clearly? Are you satisfied?" He looked at me painfully, "Who? Who is it? Why did he cause so much trauma?" His voice was hoarse. I put away my hands and put them in the bag to keep warm. I said calmly, "It's me, it's me. If a person doesn't kill himself, no one else can move." "Are you cured?" "If it's not cured, it won't come back." "That person is in Hong Kong?" I didn't answer and didn't intend to. He gave up, throwing up his hands in surrender. "I've never seen a woman as stubborn as you." I laughed, "Standing here is like being in Siberia, please let me go back?" He accompanied me upstairs. "I don't think I'll be able to sleep tonight," he said in parting. I didn't fall asleep either. I read novels all night, and my thoughts fluctuated. Because "Lord of the Flies" won the Nobel Prize for Literature, I watched "The Catcher in the Rye".The thousandth time I read it, I was still moved to tears. I always felt that "Mai" is better than "Cang", which is purely a personal opinion. Whenever the mood fluctuates, it is best to focus on a familiar and wonderful novel, so that you can temporarily send your thoughts without spending a lot of effort.By six o'clock, the eyelids could no longer support them, they fell down, and I fell asleep. The alarm clock rang like a ghost, and I jumped up with a loud moan, late, I'm going to be late.When I opened my sore eyes, I realized that I was lying on the bed wearing a coat and sneakers.And it's Sunday.Terrible. I leaned over to look in the mirror, my eyes were red. The parents have already got up, and the mother's voice is thin. "I came back in a short time... About half an hour. I saw it right, Wen Si is a well-behaved person." It was me who said it. My father said, "Well, I've had enough of watching her all these years, I have to support her no matter what." "The two of them will soon see the situation." Father made a guttural sound in answer. I took this opportunity to open the door and go out, "Do you have japonica rice fried dough sticks?" "Nervous." Mom replied happily. I ate oatmeal and eggs and then lay on the bed, tossing and turning.The room is full of red light, but how can I sleep? " He got up and went out to find Wen Si, and slowly walked downstairs to his apartment. The old three-story house escaped the fate of being demolished because the fire truck couldn't get on the narrow and sloping path.I stood downstairs and looked up. After walking for nearly an hour, I was panting and sweating, but I was hesitant to go up. Maybe he has friends around, and when they meet, he will be bored. I sat on the low stone rail and rubbed my hands. Even if we become husband and wife, it doesn't mean that I belong to him, he belongs to me, and they are connected by blood.He still has his freedom, and I should also keep myself, non-aggression and mutual respect.With such a big reason, I dare not go up and knock on the door. On the terrace hung a number of climbing vines, apparently decades old, with unknown purple flowers bursting brightly in the morning dew. At this time, it began to rain lightly, and my mouth was full of white breath. In my impression, this subtropical city has never been so cold. I'm still wearing last night's clothes. I decided to go to a nearby taxi and make a call to wake him up. Just standing up, I heard Wensi calling me, "Yunna?" I couldn't believe it at all, it was indeed me that he saw. I looked up and saw him standing on the terrace, and my heart was filled with joy. I waved to him and he rubbed his eyes. I yelled, "Say it! Say 'Romeo, why are you Romeo?'" "I'll be right down," he said. I also ran up the stairs, and the two bumped into each other at the corner of the stairs, but we didn't hug, we just bent over laughing. "Come up, come up, it's very warm in my place." I went up with my hands in my arms, and it was strange that as soon as I sat in his house, my heart was no longer disturbed, and I felt tired immediately, and I could sleep for twenty-four hours. I looked at my body, it was really ugly, it almost stinks.I really should have taken a good shower, woohoo. Wen Si asked me: "You came to see me so foolishly, is it a sign of love?" "I came to see you because I was so bored. Zuo Wensi, why do you become so sour when you say anything?" He grinned. I also giggle. Probably this is also love. He showed me the brochure, my photos are as beautiful as a princess, and Xiao Yang's camera is more powerful than plastic surgery. After beautifying with his technology, I regained my old look in a trance. "Your clothes have only been photographed," I said. "That's a no-brainer." Vince spoke of his career with no modesty. "Which university did you study design?" I asked casually. "University? I didn't go to university. I only studied textiles in the night school of the technical college as a part-time student." He was displeased. "Is Lajaffi Saint-Laurentes Amissoni a college student?" In order to stimulate his conceit, I artificially took a deep breath, "What, I'm not a college student? I'm afraid my mother won't let me marry you." I said it seriously. Wen Si was startled, then laughed. After a while he asked, "Will you marry me? When?" I regretted my words again.He hurriedly hid in his bathroom and washed his face with hot water, so as to come out as if nothing had happened. Time seemed to pass very fast, laughing and laughing as the noon passed, and dusk came, I was so tired that I rested several times, shaking my head back and forth, and finally Wen Si sent me back. On Monday, I changed into a new person, wearing a full set of clothes designed by clouds, with a little makeup on my face, and I used my mother's leather bag. Although I still wear sneakers, I am extraordinary after all. When my colleague saw me push the door and go in, he cast his eyes as if seeing a strange woman, and after a while, he exclaimed: "Yunna!" The little boss came out to watch the fun, and said, "Yunna!" He looked up and down, "It's not wrong, and you still worry about having no clothes to wear? Good guy." How embarrassing the first three days will always be, and after a while everyone gets used to it. Running to the famous store area after get off work, it seems like a lifetime away, and I haven't been here for many years. I squatted in the shoe store to pick out shoes, and immediately a fashionable wife asked, "Miss, where did you buy this suit?" I politely replied: "I didn't buy it, it was designed by Zuo Wensi for me." "Huh? Only one?" Immediately cast envious eyes. "Probably." I smiled. "What's the price for asking him to design a unique dress?" She said enthusiastically. I couldn't help being mischievous, looking around in a serious manner, and said in a low voice, "I want to sleep with him." The young lady turned pale and opened her mouth wide. I smiled and said to the salesperson, "I want these pairs." Until I went out with the new shoes, she still sat there like thunder, probably seriously considering whether it is worth losing her virginity for a piece of clothing, she was probably thinking: In this society where beauty is competing for beauty and limelight is paramount , I can't care so much anymore. He is particularly disgusted with pure middle-aged young women who are similar to Mrs. Zhu.Maybe they are jealous that their life is too comfortable and normal. When I got home, the driver, Lao Mo, saw me on the platform and clapped his hands and ran over, "Okay, miss, you are finally back. The master is sick, and the wife has sent him to the hospital. Come with me." When I heard this, my whole body felt chilly and light, and I got into the car involuntarily.