Chapter 2 Chapter two

Didn't sleep all night.I also don't believe that Juan Sheng and that Ms. Gu Lingling can sleep soundly. ——Juan was born because of guilt.And Ms. Gu was mostly overwhelmed by surprises and surprises. She was waiting to see me make a fool of myself: jumping and shouting, never letting go, negotiating, using relatives and friends as lobbyists, children as weapons, and fighting her to the death... I'm not going to satisfy her. People need face, trees need bark.It is already the greatest embarrassment and embarrassment for a woman to lose her husband, and I can no longer make a fool of myself.

Over the years, I naturally cannot say that I am a perfect and good wife. There is no such complete person in the world, but I dare say that I am more than competent.What wife doesn't live by eating and drinking?Who ever went to the countryside with her husband to work hard? I shed tears silently, and it was dawn. I didn't close my eyes all night. An'er got up gently, so as not to wake me up. My daughter is precocious, already girly, and very sensible. She knows exactly what happened between her parents. Her resentment towards me was because I was unaware that my husband had changed his mind.

Poor child, having encountered such a thing in adolescence, her psychology will be more or less adversely affected in the future. I still Qiqing took care of Pinger going to school.Ping'er was so stupid that he didn't know that his father had left home and his mother's heart was bleeding. I said to Ann: "I will take you to school." I want to have a detailed talk with her in the car. Ann nodded. "Did you know that Dad had a girlfriend?" "I know it's been more than half a year." Ann said. "Why didn't you tell mom?" I said. "I discussed with my aunt, and my aunt said that 'they' might 'lighten' down. It's hard to say such a thing."

"How did it start?" "Leng Jiaqing's mother flirted with Baba, but father ignored her at first." "Isn't Leng Jiaqing about your age?" "One year older than me." "Is her mother beautiful?" "It's so ugly, her hair is permed like a beehive, her face is freckled, her skin is dark, and she smiles like a witch." "Does Leng Jiaqing have no father?" "Yes, divorced! Mom, are you going to divorce too?" "What does that man do?" "Who, who is doing what? Leng Jiaqing's father? He said he was a screenwriter. Didn't he need scripts to make movies? He just wrote these scripts. Later, Leng Jiaqing's mother thought he was poor and divorced him."

"how do you know?" "Every classmate knows the cure." The car drove to the school, and I stopped the car at the gate. I said to Ann: "An'er, I want you to study well in class, you understand?" She nodded and walked towards the school gate. Suddenly she ran back and said through the car window: "Mom, I think you are so great. I believe Dad will regret it." After she finished speaking, she left. My tears couldn't stop falling, and the car zigzag back home. Tang Jing is waiting for me at home. I put down my handbag and went up to him, "Tang Jing."

She looked at me, "Last night was really thanks to you." My eyes were red again.Reluctantly asked: "Did you learn from Wu Zixu and grow old overnight?" The two of us sat down. Tang Jing said: "I asked for leave in the morning." "Is it convenient?" I felt sorry. Tang Jing smiled wryly: "I've sold myself to them for nine years. The boss wants me to die standing up, but I dare not die sitting down." "I go out at 7:30 every day, and I have to do make-up work on Sundays, and I'm not even allowed to take a morning leave?" Tang Jing said.

Tang Jing also said these things before, I just thought she was complaining about an old aunt, but listening to it today, I feel that every sentence is true, and it is the most desolate.I know why, because I myself have suffered, and I resonate with Tang Jing's experience. "Why are the bosses so bad?" I asked. "Bosses also have bosses. If you press down layer by layer, the people underneath will be flattened." I was silent. Tang Jing asked me: "What are you going to do?" "Me?" I was at a loss, "I didn't hold back. When Shi Juansheng proposed to me, I got married. Now he wants to break up with me, so I divorce. I won't ask him for the money. Name, I will return him."

Tang Jing immediately asked: "Then what do you do for a living?" "I can get a job." She almost laughed, "What job?" I was anxious: "I have hands and feet, what can't I do?" "You have hands and feet, are you going to be a part-time maid?" I was stunned. "Zijun, you haven't been out and about for a long time. A girl earning 2,000 yuan a month now has to speak fluent English and know how to type shorthand. What will you do?" "I'm still a college student." "College students cost a penny, and you got married shortly after graduation. What work experience do you have?" Tang Jing was aggressive, "You sit upside down at the desk and read - you don't need to do anything, from nine in the morning to five in the afternoon At half past one, sit down and let me have a look."

I said tremblingly, "I can learn." "Zijun, you and I are already in our thirties, learn, what are you learning?" Blow after blow, I was paralyzed on the couch. "Zijun, you take everything too seriously—it's no fault of you." Tang Jing sighed. "It's like this for people who haven't gone through hardships. Juansheng has spoiled you so much in the past fifteen years." Tang Jing said. "He pets me?" I asked back. "Zijun, even if you admit that you have lived a happy life under his shadow for fifteen years, it is not an exaggeration. Why do you always think that having two children is a great achievement? Now the situation is different. There are many things that you have to do yourself. Take responsibility, you will soon find out that Shi Juansheng treated you kindly in the past."

I stared at her, "Tang Jing, are you here to help me or to beat the dog in the water?" "Zijun, if you don't recognize the past, you will be helpless about the future." "I don't need you to be my respected teacher." I was trembling with anger. "If I hadn't been your classmate with money, I would have turned around and left immediately. Let me tell you, Zijun, now is not the time for you to pretend to be high-minded. Some people arrest people, but no one arrests money. You are not as capable as you imagined. Luck is gone." It's over. Take care of everything."

I was so excited by Tang Jing that I couldn't speak, "You go," I gave the order to evict the guest, "I don't want to see my friends." She sighed: "Loyal words are harsh to the ear, but good medicine is bitter." She walked away in a huff. I sat down blankly. The army was defeated like a mountain. Even my old classmates of more than ten or twenty years came here to find fault with me. A woman who has a good husband to support the scene is immediately worth a hundred times, and as soon as the husband leaves, she immediately returns to her original shape. Maybe Tang Jing is right. I have been a housewife in Shijia for fifteen years because of luck. How is Tang Jing worse than me?She has a lot of conditions, but she is not living alone now, what she said may be reasonable, and the onlookers can tell. Could it be that Shi Juansheng brought everything to me?And now he decides to take it all back? Juansheng came back around noon, looking tired. We sat there blankly, expressionless. I decided to ask him one last time, this is not the time to talk about self-esteem. "Juansheng, is there really no room for redemption?" I asked in a low voice. He hesitated for a moment, then finally shook his head. "Why?" Knowing that it was useless, she asked anyway. "you do not care about me." "I don't care about you?" I said, "I bought you a birthday present and you haven't opened it yet." I choked up. Juansheng said: "I don't want to say more, Zijun, I don't want to criticize you, but in fact, in the past few years, I haven't gotten any warmth at home. I'm just a tool to make money. We don't even have time to meet each other. No, when I want to talk to you, you are always doing other things: having dinner with the wives, playing cards at your mother's house..." I replied as calmly as possible: "But Juansheng, I am also a person, I have my freedom." "I am your husband and your boss, you always put me first." He became stubborn. I said in a trembling voice, "The children are all grown up, Juansheng, look at them..." I was almost begging, and covered my face with my hands. "Zijun, I know you are very contradictory at the moment. Sometimes you are hard on me and sometimes soft. Zijun, you are also contradictory to yourself. In order to save yourself, you also want to break up with me, but you are afraid of whether you will cope with the unknown days. Come on. As I said, I won't treat you badly financially." I know there is no hope, he no longer loves me, it is irretrievable. I also hated myself for not being firm in my heart. Last night, I clearly decided to raise my head and chest up and be a man, but suddenly I begged him to change his mind.Ashamed and sad, I was speechless. "Zijun, the child is mine," he said. "What? The child is yours?" "The child's surname is Shi, of course it belongs to Shi." "But you are going to live with that woman, what will the child do with you?" "The children are still living here and I have asked my parents to take care of them." I didn't expect him to make such a request at all, and I froze. Juansheng thought I was unwilling, and said loudly: "The children are named Shi, so you have to follow me no matter what." I was angry and anxious, "Shi Juansheng is because you want to divorce me, not I want to divorce you, you are not qualified to negotiate terms with me." A look of panic flashed across his face, Juansheng was a famous good father, a friend in adversity saw the truth, and he loved his children. I asked him, "The kids live with the grandparents?" "Yes," he said quickly, "I don't want their lives to be affected, and everything to be the same as before." "Is everything the same as before?" I asked angrily. "Your parents moved in, 'Where do I live? " Juansheng was stunned, "You still plan to live here?" I froze, "Are you going to drive me away? You've already made up your mind?" I was so shocked that my eyes could only stare at him. Juansheng stood up and walked around in the middle of the living room, "It's not convenient for you to live here, you will have your own friends and your own life, why bother the children, I will find you a flat and decorate it for you, Can you start a new life?" I began to understand, "Are you afraid that I will make boyfriends and bring them home. It will affect your children?" He took out his handkerchief and wiped the sweat from his forehead. "But I am still their mother", don't forget, half of the children are mine! "I cried out sadly, "You are such a sinister person, you don't want me, you don't even let the children see me, you want me to disappear completely in Shijia, so that you can start a new life, you Without a conscience, you—” I felt dizzy, I couldn't hold my breath, the stars danced wildly in front of my eyes, and I cried in my heart: God, I might as well die, why should I live and suffer this kind of anger?I leaned on the back of the sofa and gasped for breath. Juan Sheng didn't come to help me, I heard "buzzing" in my ears, he treated me worse than a stranger, if a strange wife fainted, with his personality, he would go to help me. It's over. It's really over. Juan was afraid that if he showed even the slightest concern for me, I would misunderstand that he still had feelings for me.Can be redeemed. Now that the matter has come to this point, it is useless for me to hold him back. What do I need his body for? I sat down disheartened. "It's only good for you to move out," he continued to persuade me, "Zijun, you can come back every day to do your homework and have dinner with them, and you can still use my car and driver—until you remarry," he paused. Stop, "You only have comfort and convenience." I listened blankly, ah.It's all arranged for me, telling me to go is like dismissing an old servant, without any sadness, clean and tidy. When did it start?I am a fool who doesn't know when he started to change his mind. I murmured, "When did it start?" He didn't understand, "What?" He asked back, "What did you say?" I look at my hands. "I plan to give you half a million yuan, Zijun. You know the amount of my property very well. I only have so much cash. I originally saved it for purchasing equipment. My expenses are still very high. You don't know, three I have to bear the burden of the head family. So it’s cheaper to move my parents here, and now it’s not as good as I think it is outside..." He talked on and on without any shame, just like I was his partner, and now he was going to demolish the fire, so he began to complain, with a greasy face, and Liuli said to me the speech he had prepared in advance. come out. I don't know this man, he is not the Shi Juansheng I know, he is not my husband, Shi Juansheng is a loyal, stupid, hardworking and lovely doctor, this is not Shi Juansheng. I was inexplicably sad for a moment, and I wept loudly. "Why are you crying, I still take care of your life, alimony of 5,000 yuan a month, until you marry another. I am always responsible to you, if you don't believe me, you have to trust the lawyer, we go to the lawyer's office to sign Well, I can't afford it." Doorbell rang. A Ping came out to open the door awkwardly, she saw and heard it all.Everyone knows it, and now I know it too. She went to open the door, and it was Ziqun who came in. Seeing Ziqun, Juansheng greeted him as if seeing a savior, "Okay, come and persuade your sister." He took his coat, "I have to rush to the medical office." He actually left Ziqun didn't speak. She was wearing four-inch high rose red leather high-heeled shoes, pacing up and down, making "chuck" sounds.She was wearing a black wool suit, which made her figure concave or convex, and her face was brightly made up. It seemed that Juansheng invited her here. My eyes were blurred with tears, but my mind was slowly waking up. A Ping handed me a hot towel.I wiped my face and she handed me face cream, followed by a cup of hot tea. A Ping was not so thoughtful before, and she probably knew that my time here would not be long. Ziqun sat down and sighed. I said hoarsely, "What do you want to say?" "The man has changed his mind and said he's worthless. Let him go." Ziqun said, "He won't listen to you crying. He suddenly hates you. The days ahead will be long, so plan for the future seriously." Tang Jing also said the same. "I would like to admit defeat, I'm exhausted, pack up and go." Ziqun didn't say a few serious words, and came again at thirteen o'clock, "Anyway, you've eaten and drank all these years, Let's get up at 7:30 every day to be angry with the boss, and you've made enough money by sleeping until the sun is up, and now Shi Juansheng is right next to the woman." "What did you say? I'm his wife!" "Who said no?" Ziqun said. Ziqun smiled: "Just because you are Juansheng's legal wife, he only gave you 500,000 yuan, and 5,000 yuan a month for alimony. You see how good it is for you. Women in our era spend time with others for nothing. , to play with others, without a penny. You have to laugh when you leave, and you are not allowed to cry." Although what Ziqun said is absurd, there is truth in what he said. I said tremblingly: "I have raised children for him all these years..." "There are as many women who are willing to raise children for Dr. Shi." Ziqun said, "Sister, this method is not working well now. What kind of one-night couple, one hundred nights of grace, don't be worthless for yourself anymore, you and If Shi Juansheng keeps pestering him, he still has more ugly faces to show." I was dumbfounded. "If you have never met Shi Juansheng in these years, life is still going on, look at me, I don't want to live a good life? You think these thirteen years are just a dream. Anyway, you have also been a doctor's wife, and you have had a good time. No, forget it, who can guarantee a lifetime of glory and wealth, be careful." I couldn't say a word.According to Ziqun, don't I have to thank Juansheng for his kindness in nurturing him for thirteen years? But we're husband and wife, I clenched my fists, we're... "You're still pretty, old lady, you won't have to worry about your future—" "Stop it," I begged in a low voice, "Stop it." "You have to face the reality. If I don't tell you these words, who else will tell you? Of course everyone will accompany you to scold Shi Juansheng for having no conscience, and then wish you a day of reunion. You have to listen to these words ?" Tang Jing also said the same.They are two heroes who see the same thing. "Just treat him as dead, that's all." Gan Qun sighed again. I don't ring. "Old sister, you are too helpless. You can't catch a man." I watch her. Ziqun knew what was on my mind. Ziqun mockingly said: "I'm different, I've never met a good man in my life, no one is worthy of my attention, but you are all arranged by Shi Juansheng." I asked wearily: "Where is Mom, does Mom know?" "I'm afraid I know this too." "What does she think?" "She can't help you, you don't care what she thinks?" I stared at Ziqun in astonishment. Ziqun looked impatient, "Over the years, I have had enough of my mother's snobbish eyes. She usually raises two daughters, one big and one small, but she praises you and criticizes me. She wants to kick me out of the house. I insulted the lintel, well, now you are down too, let’s see what she will do." There is too much schadenfreude in Subgroup Sounds. It felt like I had been punched in the chest. "Mom...not such a person." I discerned, "You misunderstood her, and you also misunderstood me." "Old sister, you are so proud of yourself these days, so naturally you don't know my pain. Of course you don't feel it when you are angry with others. If you are angry with you, it is hard for you not to hold grudges for the rest of your life." "I..." I trembled, "When have I ever been mad at you?" "Isn't it?" She laughed, "Don't say that I live or not, I really don't think so." She casually took the handbag, "I'm going to work, bye." A Ping quickly opened the door for her, and sent her away like a plague god. I was startled and frightened, Ziqun had never dared to be so presumptuous with me before, and she asked me a lot: borrowing clothes and jewelry is not a problem, and she would always ask me to take her to some dances and banquets during festivals, hoping to make some friends A man of both age and condition. Now that she sees that my life is exhausted, my status has suddenly become equal to hers, and she no longer has to sell my account, so she can say whatever is on her mind, not only using sarcasm, but also stepping on her a few times. I feel chilling, my own sister! It turns out that Shi Juansheng has brought me all the glory these years. If I lose Shi Juansheng, not only will I lose my feelings, but I will also lose everything. When did it start? Let me think about it. When I graduated, I taught for a semester. The elementary school students were very naughty, and the teaching was hoarse. It was extremely hard work, but I never thought that I would do it for a long time. Later, she got engaged to Juan Sheng. He is a trainee doctor and lives in a dormitory. The pressure of life has never been great for us.After I got engaged, I worked as a secretary. Although I had an iron job, I was impatient to see the faces of those people's servants. A job worth a hundred yuan, sitting for eight hours a day, is worse than not doing it, listening to your complaints every day will exhaust me to death." I resigned as if by imperial decree. It happened more than ten years ago, and I still remember it clearly. At that time, Tang Jing was at the same level as me, and she advised me: "It's better for a woman to have a job by herself." Naturally, I disdain to listen to her. She has worked so far, and has been promoted and promoted again. She has already managed a department alone, and dozens of people follow her orders. As for me, I rely on Juansheng for everything, and now the backer has left me, and I realize that I am already a person who cannot lift my shoulders or hands.what else can I do?I no longer know how to fly high. For more than ten years, I have lived in my comfort zone, pecking at what people give me. To put it bluntly, I am a useless piece of trash whose only achievement is raising Ping'er and An'er, so Shi Juansheng has to pay me alimony. It was the first time in over a decade that I looked in the mirror for real. I was amazed, these days I lived without any worries, it turned out that it was only due to illusory blessings, it was really amazing. I "huo" stood up. Thirty-three years old, the woman is thirty-three years old, she is really old, my daughter is only two or three inches shorter than me, and will soon be taller than me. From now on, how will my days pass?Even if I plan to be with my child all day, the child may not be willing to accept my entanglement. There are many things they can do. Apart from the pain of being abandoned, my chest felt hollowed out and I didn't know where to go. I walked slowly to the bedroom, fell on the bed exhausted, closed my eyes, and squeezed out sour tears. Find a small apartment for me, decorate it for me, and tell me to move out... My consciousness gradually blurred and I fell into a dream. In my dream, I saw Shi Juansheng and his new lover, Gu Lingling. The woman looked like the so-called Kefu in the traditional way: high cheekbones, hanging eyes, and a thin and big mouth stretched from one ear to the other. There is also a coquettish mole, wearing a low-necked dress, revealing a row of sternum, and smiling grinningly. My heart was pierced, I woke up from the dream, opened my eyes, and saw Aping standing in front of me. "Ma'am, the old lady is here." "Call her in," I said. "Drink a bowl of broth to warm up your body, it's cold," A Ping said. I originally wanted to push the bowl away, but then I thought about the hideous appearance of the woman in the dream: Well, some people want me to die, how can I rest in peace?He picked up the bowl with one hand, drank it clean, and coughed. The mother's voice sounded beside her, "Be careful." When I looked at her, she also seemed to be haggard a lot, sitting on the edge of the bed, lowering her head, clenched her hands, and sighed frequently. "How could such a thing happen?" She murmured, "Your sister-in-law slapped her mouth, and once the word spread to her natal family, I don't know what to say, I can't hold my head up." I stared blankly at my mother, I encountered such a major event, she couldn't help me, but she blamed me, because I was in the way of her face? It's ridiculous. If the same thing happened to An'er, I would never dream of blaming her, but my mother... It's the first time I have seen the true face of my own mother clearly? Zijun, you are completely confused. She could only hear her going on: "... you fashionable women, you talk about divorce all the time. Is there anyone who wants to get married when you are tall? They put yellow flowers until they ignore you and come to marry the mother of your two sons. Are you crazy? Endure it." For a while, why can't I bear to satisfy your father for forty years, Juansheng proposed divorce to you, you just pretend to be deaf and dumb, you still have food and shelter, don't move out..." I glared at her. She continued to chatter: "—Who is not a man? Who told you that you lack a handle? Otherwise, you still have a wife to serve you——" I interrupted her, "Mother, you don't understand, Juansheng doesn't want me, he wants to divorce me." "Hold him tight," said the mother suddenly and aggressively. "Why don't you hang him tight? You don't even have that ability, hey?" I was silent for a while. Everyone has changed, except for Tang Jing, everyone took off their masks and showed their true colors, I couldn't stand it, I stood up, "Mom, you go back, I'm no longer energetic." "Oh, you will regret it." She still said there, "I warned you earlier, but you don't want to listen, and I still go out to play cards? What do you say when you see people?" Yes, Ziqun is right, my mother feels that I have collapsed, and Yi has to go out in a hurry to inform all relatives: I persuaded her, but she didn't listen, she is not good, a daughter like her does not need you Come on, I'll take her down first, everyone, now she has nothing to do with me. I didn't know that my mother had such a face. I looked at my mother in surprise. What happened? She has always been humble and cautious. Could it be that her acting skills are so good? I said loudly: "A Ping, send the old lady away." A Ping was very angry, this loyal servant had had enough all morning. After sending the old lady away, she came back to me, stood in front of me, and suddenly wept, like a child, wiping her eyes with her hands soaked in soapy water. I sighed, "Why are you crying? I'm not dead yet." I thought to myself, it would be good if I could die, because life at thirty is not a premature death. "Madam, what should I do?" "There is nothing to do. The husband didn't say that he would drive you away. It's too late for him to beg you to stay. You still take care of the two children." "Oh, ma'am, I can't understand what Meggie said, and I don't want to do it." I kept a close eye on Aping. It turned out that my status was not as good as hers. I used to be self-reliant and relying on labor with my hands has such advantages: she can change jobs at any time, becoming more and more valuable and popular. Me, where am I going? ? I sighed a long time, and opened the closet. I wanted to pack a few clothes and go to my mother’s house for a two-day stay. Leave?This family should wake up, it is really not the way to cry and quarrel like this, and cry after quarreling. Tang Jing, I wonder if Tang Jing will take me in? I said to A Ping, "I'm going out to live for a few days, please, take good care of my children." "Oh, my brother cried when he couldn't see you." A Ping said. Thinking of Ping'er's round face made my heart ache. I said, "His mother can't protect herself, how can she take care of him?" I took out the suitcase, the closet was full of clothes, and I didn't know which one to pack.The women who run away from home in the TV series always know what clothes they should bring, stuff them into boxes, pick them up and leave, they are very chic and beautiful, but I am at a loss. I picked up my handbag, put on a coat, and went out to find Tang Jing. I have been to her office building, I looked at my watch, it was quarter past eleven in the morning.Hurry up, or she'll be out for lunch. I called the car to rush to her company, and the younger generation took me in. Everyone was working in full swing, the typewriter was "cracking", the phone kept ringing, the girls were all fully dressed, and they were in a hurry when they were walking indoors. running. I stood alone in the middle of the lobby with swollen eyeballs and a pale face, completely out of touch with reality. I am like a resentful woman from the last century who has gone through the wrong time tunnel. Tang Jing came up to meet her, "Zijun." I look like a drowned man finding the buoy. "Come here, come here." She pulled me into her private office and closed the door, "How are you doing?" "I have something to tell you." "I have a meeting right now." She looked at her watch. "Only ten minutes." "I'm going to move out for two days," I said bravely, "Would you like to take me in?" She said, "Zijun, the problem cannot be solved by simply passing through this barrier." "I'm looking for a quiet place." She took out her handbag, took out a bunch of keys, and handed them to me, "If you think this will solve the problem, why not?" "Thank you." I said gratefully. "My house is very desolate," she added, "but it's quite comfortable, and you don't need to bring anything with you. Everything you need is ready-made." The female secretary opened the door and came in, "Miss Tang, I'm waiting for you alone, meeting room No. 1." "I'm coming." Before leaving, Tang Jing patted my shoulder. I didn't leave immediately, and slowly looked at her office. - The rental value of a room with more than 100 feet in Central is already considerable.The writing desk is quite large, full of documents, a large bunch of pens, typewriters, and teacups. The coffee table in the other corner is full of magazines, and the coat and handbag are thrown aside. I lifted the coat for her, looked at the sign, it was knitted by Valentin, and hung it up for her. Women at work, just like men, need servants and concubines to serve them. This job is not easy, Tang Jing is really capable, how does she deal with it? On the white wall hang four large official scripts: "It's rare to be confused." Her boss didn't know what to think when she saw it. There is a pair of soft-soled embroidered shoes under the chair, and I probably change into them when I feel comfortable. I have never been to Tang Jing's office before, but today I feel warm and safe, and I don't really want to leave when I sit down. This is her world, which she fought for with bare hands and clenching her teeth. It is unbreakable, and her efforts over the years have been rewarded. The air is filled with the smell of Tang Jing's perfume, and she has used "Zai" for many years.She has always spent, and she also uses "zai" when sitting in the lobby crowded next to the typist.Do successful people reveal themselves early on, or does everyone have something special that is celebrated after success? When I met Tang Jing, we were only seven or eight years old, and we were in the first grade of elementary school.We are classmates in the same small middle school, and she is my oldest friend. She is better than sisters in intercourse, and it seems that she is more straightforward than sisters. I finally left that office building. Everyone was so busy that no one gave me a half-eye. These people have made more or less contributions to society, no more than me... Tang Jing also goes to the roast meat shop in the city to buy and cook rice from time to time. I helped to get out of bed, and scenes of the past flashed before my eyes like smoke. "Tang Jing!" I felt sad. "Don't cry, don't cry, it's a big deal, let's talk about it after we're full." I looked at her choked up. "I've had enough too," she sighed, stretching her waist. "It's better for the two of us to go to a foreign town as a waitress and live a quiet life." Tang Jing's face was much more haggard than in the morning, her make-up was peeling off, and her hair was messed up, but there was a lazy sexiness about it. Undoubtedly, there should be many people who pursue Tang Jing, at least she is Miss Tang. "You?" I said sadly, "Why do you want to escape? You are in an important position, and you go to the company every day to give orders to the employees..." "You're wrong. It's true that I go to the company every day to wait for the boss to call me around. No matter what the price is, I'm his guy." "I do not believe." "Duh!" We simply settle for one meal. I asked in disbelief: "Why doesn't the phone ring? No one is holding a rose to ask you to dance and eat?" Tang Jing looked at me angrily and amusedly, "I'm not going to discuss this with you, the personal matters are more important. Let me ask you, what are you going to do?" "I plan to meet that Gu Lingling." "Strange, I want to see my husband's new love. Anyway, it's a normal behavior." "Stop talking to me, I've had enough with Ziqun." "Please don't compare me with Lingmei, okay? Don't you see that there is a big gap between us?" "I met Gu Lingling before I decided whether to divorce." I said. I bowed my head apologetically, I still disappointed Tang Jing. She expected me to disagree with each other, to fight against the case, and leave in a huff, but I was reluctant to compromise. "Have you heard about Juansheng and her...?" I asked. "I've heard some." "for example--?" "For example, when she was busy playing mahjong with both hands, she pulled the hand of Dr. Shi who was sitting next to her and put it between her thighs." Tang Jing frowned and commented, "It's really vulgar, like a street laughing girl and a sailor Flirtatious wrist." I listened dumbfounded.Juansheng watching women play mahjong?He hates poker the most.I do not understand.He is such a shy person. When relatives ask him about his love history, he will blush. I don't understand how he is willing to perform such a nasty scene in public. I rest my head on my hands. I asked Tang Jing: "Did Juansheng tell you about me?" Tang Jing smiled, "You can ignore these things, but if you want to see Gu Lingling, I can arrange it for you." "How do you arrange it?" I asked. "Through Juansheng, you can get it." I hung my head and had nothing to say. Only now do I understand the meaning of the words "heart cut like a knife". I hid in Tang Jing's apartment all night, and slept on her couch at night.Tang Jing fell into a sound sleep after nine o'clock, and couldn't help it. She flung herself around outside all day, and it's no wonder that she collapsed when she touched the bed at night.But I couldn't fall asleep with my eyes open, went to the bathroom frequently, and heard Ping'er crying as soon as I closed my eyes. I have depended on my husband for too long; once I lose him, I don't know what to do. Finally, after six o'clock, I got up to make coffee, and Tang Jing's alarm clock rang. It's hard work getting up so early. She rinsed her mouth, washed her face, changed her clothes, turned on the radio to listen to the news, she was probably used to living alone, and had no habit of talking to anyone in the morning. I hand her the coffee. She spread out the morning newspaper, read it for a while, and suddenly patted her head and said, "Why is life so happy, and why is death so painful." She let out a long sigh. I was originally sad, but now she made me laugh. I asked, "What worries you?" She gave me a white look, "Ignorant women and children." She grabbed her coat and went to work. I went to see her on the little terrace, and she climbed into the Japanese caravan, and the little car drove out in a funny way, and she went out to spend another meaningful day. I cleaned up the cups and saucers on the table, moved them into the kitchen, and couldn't resist calling home. A Ping's voice when she came to answer the phone was anxious and hurried: "Madam, where are you? Come back quickly, my brother is crying and making trouble." I have a sore nose. "Grandma and master have rushed over and are scolding Mr.," A Ping reported. They scolded Juansheng?I was moved for a while. Normally, I didn't have much speculation with this old couple, but I didn't expect them to have a sense of justice. "Madam, let's talk when you come back first." A Ping said. Someone else answered the phone, "Zijun?" It was Juansheng's mother. "yes." "I'm scolding Juansheng for making a whole family uneasy, why divorce? My father and I will never allow him to hang out with that kind of female star. You come back first, and I will support you." I cried, "He doesn't want me anymore." "How can he say that? He doesn't want you, we want you, if you don't leave, he's going to tell you that you can't leave? He's crazy now, don't be as knowledgeable as him, you don't look at the face of our two elders, but also the face of the child , my brother cried all night and refused to go to school today." "I, I'll come right away." "We'll wait for you." She hung up the phone. My cold heart gradually warmed up again. I knew it wouldn't help, but after all someone sympathized with me. I didn't expect it to be the elders. I don't show much filial piety to them on weekdays... I hurriedly changed yesterday's clothes and went home. Before entering the door, I heard Ping'er crying. This child loves to cry since he was a child. Maggie opened the door for me, and I quickly called, "Brother, brother." Seeing that it was me, Ping'er quickly shook his head and threw himself into my arms, crying loudly. I couldn't help crying when I saw my son was so sad. Juansheng's father yelled at him: "Look at this scene for yourself, the more you live, the more you go back!" Juan Sheng lowered his head, not daring to speak. “我不想多说，你自己有个分寸才是。”他母亲叹息，“体外头那个女人又不是十七八岁的青春少女，何以放不开手，那一般是两子之母，离婚妇人，年纪只怕比子君还大。涓生，你上她当了。” 涓生却一点也没有上当的感觉，他涨红着一张脸，只是不出声。 涓生母亲说：“现在你老婆已经回来，你好自为之。” 他们误会了，他们以为涓生与我吵嘴，只要老人家出马镇压几句便可以解决问题。 果然两老才踏出大门，涓生便指着我说：“你把我历代祖宗的牌位请出来也无用！”他转头也想走。 我恶向胆边生，大喝一声：“站住！” He turned his head.