Chapter 16 part sixteen

151 Yi Yao took out his bicycle, only to realize that he had forgotten it in the classroom. She put the car back, turned around and went back to the classroom to get the keys. The people in the school had gradually dispersed, and the few boarding students left were playing around and ran back to their dormitories across the playground. Just as Yi Yao ran up the stairs, a slap in the face hit her hard against the wall.A pair of hands with shiny crystal nails flung them over again, Yi Yao grabbed the wrists that were pulled out, raised his head, and in front of him was a woman with thick eyeshadow.The person standing quietly behind her with her schoolbag on her back was Tang Xiaomi who was blooming like a pure white flower.

Yi Yao turned around and ran downstairs quickly. Just two steps away, the woman grabbed her hair and pulled her back.She stretched out her hands to grab Yi Yao's two shoulders, and pulled them towards herself, then at that moment, she raised her knees and pushed hard against Yi Yao's stomach. 152 Gu Senxiang looked at Qi Ming who was sitting on a chair in the green field by the roadside, and didn't know what to say to break the silence. Half an hour has passed since Qi Ming stopped and sat here just halfway. "Do you think I was particularly ruthless just now?" Qi Ming raised his head, his voice muffled.

"So what's the matter?" Gu Senxiang sat down beside Qi Ming. "I don't know," Qi Ming buried his head in his bent knees, "I really want to run away from her, I really want to run away from her as far as I can. But I don't hate her, nor do I despise her. I I don’t even know how to describe that feeling.” Gu Senxiang didn't interrupt him and let him continue. ——How to define the relationship?love?friendship? ——It’s just that in your life, there is a person very close to you.She will never be cherished by anyone, will never be loved by anyone, will always live in a world of pain, and will always live in the air of being ostracized and ridiculed.She will also turn away when she sees other girls being taken care of by their parents and boyfriends.She would also wish that she had never been in this world when she was cursed by her mother, "Why don't you die".She also wants to wear beautiful clothes, have a lot of friends who care about her, and have a crush on a nice boy.She would also like to have her mother bring her a bowl of hot soup late at night instead of diving into the kitchen every day after school to cook.She also wants to be a flower held in the palm of her hand, rather than being treated as dust that can be trampled on.

——When such a person has been living very close to you, when such a person takes your happy life as a mirror image and lives a completely opposite life as a contrast, the more silent she is The harder you endure all this, the more you can't get out of it. ——You can’t help but want to wipe her tears away, you will definitely want to buy a lot of gifts and stuff them into her arms, you will definitely feel the same heartache when she was beaten and cried, and you will also You will definitely become irresistible when she asks you for help, because you want to see her smile happily, even once.Or don't expect to smile, just can raise your hand to wipe away the tears and stop crying.

——When you were a child, you saw her being shut out by her mother and she was not allowed to eat. You wanted to take her home quietly and let her have something to eat with you, but your mother invited her out angrily. house door.You secretly handed out a steamed bun from the window, and then saw her smile through tears, took the steamed bun and happily bit it, but after only one bite, her mother rushed out of the house, raised her hand, knocked the steamed bun to the ground, and You slapped her twice, and you saw her pursing her mouth while looking at the steamed buns on the ground, but she didn't cry out, but her eyes were filled with heavy tears.

——You have also seen her suddenly rushing out of the house crying and running away, stumbled and fell to the ground because she was too young, the women in the surrounding alleys did not pick her up, but gloated around her Then she stood up, and Lin Huafeng, who was chased out, grabbed her hair and pulled her back, then slapped her twice. ——When you were younger, you saw her one day chasing her father who left the alley with a suitcase all the way to the door. Her father pushed her away, closed the car door and left without looking back.She sat on the side of the road and cried until dark.When she came home after dark, the door was closed, and her mother wouldn't let her in. She patted on the door and cried, begging her mother to let her in, and don't leave her too.

——After Zhang grew up, she learned to love people without hesitation, but she didn't meet a good person.When she was pregnant with the child and went to find the man, she saw the man and another woman respecting each other in the room like a husband and wife. ——You grow up with her slowly, and you watch her struggle to survive in the cracks all the way. ——You can't wait to take out all of yourself to give to her, stuff it to him, throw it to her, even if she doesn't want it, you still have to give it to her. ——She was like being in a black vortex of quicksand, and everything around her was sucked into the cave with a rush.She is caught in this vortex.Stretch out your hand to pull her, but you can only sink together.And if you let go, you will stand firm.That's how it feels.

——It was the feeling of standing on the edge of the vortex and watching her being absorbed into it day by day. ——Even when one day, she has been completely swallowed by the black vortex, and she, together with herself, has also become that huge black vortex. ——I really want to run away far away.Escape the unforgiving desert of rolling quicksand. Gu Senxiang looked at Qi Ming who was choking and whimpering in front of him, his heart seemed to be clenched by someone's force. She reached out and touched Qi Ming's clean hair that smelled of shampoo.A tear fell and hit the back of his hand.

——Don't you feel that, in fact, for you, I can't wait to give you all of myself, stuff it to you, throw it to you, even if you don't want it? Qi Ming raised his head, rubbed his red eye sockets, and picked up the ringing phone in his pocket. As soon as he said "Hello", his whole face turned pale in an instant. Yi Yao's voice on the phone sounded like he was dying. "help me." 153 When Qi Ming rushed back to school, everyone thought he was crazy. He flew towards the toilet on the classroom floor.When he ran to the door, he hesitated for a moment, then lowered his head and rushed into the women's toilet.

Qi Ming looked at the eight cubicles in a row in the toilet, and walked slowly to one of the cubicles.Qi Ming stretched out his hand and pushed, and the door closed.Qi Ming looked down, and a small stream of blood flowed out from his feet.Qi Ming raised his leg and kicked the door open forcefully. There was blood all over the toilet, as well as a pool of semi-clotted blood that had accumulated on the ground. In the air was a strong smell of blood that had never been smelled before, and it was so sweet and greasy that it made one's stomach sick. Qi Ming stepped on the pool of blood, and there was a centimeter of blood dripping on the ground.

Sitting in the corner, Yi Yao leaned his head crookedly on the partition, his hair was disheveled, his eyes were half-opened, and there was no focal length in his scattered eyes.Blood flowed from between her thighs, and the whole trousers were swollen with blood. Qi Ming subconsciously wanted to stretch out his hand to test her breathing, but found that his whole body was paralyzed like an electric shock and could not move. 154 Just like not long ago, Qi Ming and Yi Yao were still walking under the shade of the school's lush trees, and they were still scribbling on a whole page of draft paper under the fluorescent lights in the classroom.Occasionally looking out the window, you will find long white smoke streaking across the sky, which is the trace left by the plane when it flew across the sky. As if only a few months ago, he just took a bag of milk from his schoolbag and stuffed it into her hand, and said in a low but gentle voice, here. It seems that only a few days ago, Qi Ming and Yi Yao were still sitting in the classroom in the cold morning when the winter was not bright, studying by themselves.The white light from the lamp above the head flickered a few times from time to time. Just like yesterday, Qi Ming and Yi Yao were still standing in the empty playground with all the students in the school, swaying their hands and feet to the old music and the lifeless female voice on the radio, foolishly echoing the beat like robots.There was only one meter between them.On the huge playground, there is only one meter between him and her.She looked at the sky and said, really want to get out of here quickly. He raised his head and said, me too, I really want to go further afield quickly. But it was as if there was a finger in the dark, suddenly pressing the wrong switch, and everything went back to the original starting point. Like a tiny pain cut on the skin, along every nerve, it quickly went back to the heart, beating chugs. Just like those awakened memories, along every yellow face in the photo, the soul is reattached. Just like those reversed master tapes, countless yesterdays are re-enacted in the form of one skip frame, using the atrium as a curtain. Just like those heavy sorrows, along the groove circuit carved by each other in the rings of life with powerful love and powerful hatred, they flowed countercurrently into a river. 155 The smell of disinfectant has been irritating the mucous membranes in the nasal cavity. A feeling of cleanliness and cruelty gently fell on the skin. An inescapable sense of emptiness. Or it could be void. In such a long corridor, there are irregularly opened or closed doors on both sides.Overhead are pale overhead lights.Shrouded the entire corridor in a kind of indifferent anger. Think of it as a passage to the void that leads to another world.Occasionally, a doctor would walk silently through the corridor with a white porcelain tray, and then turn into a certain room inadvertently. The sound of the radio came from a certain ward, and the radio was broadcasting martial arts storytelling. Although the storyteller expressed his emotions with a cadenced and excited voice, the environment here became weird.After a while it turned into a slow piano piece. At the end of the corridor, an old man in a wheelchair was slowly sliding over. I used to hear people say that places like hospitals are full of resentment.Every day someone dies, and every day someone gets closer to death. So the people who appear here, whether they are doctors or patients, all have a cold face. In fact, no matter how angry you are and how bright your smile is, when you walk slowly through such a road, you will be illuminated by pale fluorescent lights. When you are in the empty corridor, you will also become cold and ruthless as if you are slowly approaching death. Qi Ming and Gu Senxiang sat outside the emergency ward. Inside the glass window, Yi Yao was lying on the white bed.His hair was wrapped in a white hat, and his face was covered with an oxygen mask.On top of his head was a bag of red blood plasma, which was connected by a thin transparent rubber tube, which gurgled the blood diluted with glucose and various medicines into Yi Yao's arm. On the heart rate monitor next to it, the pointer was up and down quietly and steadily. A safe and non-dangerous yellow electronic wave. Qi Ming sat under the glass window, buried his head in the palm of his knee, unable to see his expression.But one did not feel particularly sad. Like a person who accidentally fell asleep because he was too tired. It wasn't until there was a burst of violent footsteps in the corridor that Qi Ming slowly raised his head and saw Lin Huafeng's angry face from a distance. 156 Lin Huafeng's voice was indescribably sharp in such an empty corridor. "What's wrong with this girl? She was born to lose money! The hospital is my home! There are too many banknotes!" "Stay in the hospital every day! Just die! I'll burn incense for her!" He scolded all the way to the door of the emergency room, and stopped when he saw Qi Ming sitting on a chair.Standing in front of Qi Ming, she asked angrily, "What's wrong with her?" Qi Ming didn't answer, but just looked into the glass window. Lin Hua satirically followed Qi Ming's gaze and looked inside.As soon as his eyes came into contact with Yi Yao who was wearing an oxygen mask and was transfusing blood, he suddenly cried out hysterically. When the doctor rushed over, Lin Huafeng was swearing and asking Qi Ming if someone beat Yi Yao.Seeing the doctor approaching, Lin Huafeng turned to face the doctor abruptly, and asked, "What about my daughter? Did she get beaten up? Is there any way to force her? What bastard!" The middle-aged woman walking in the front seemed to be the attending doctor. She slowly took off her mask, and looked at Lin Huafeng slowly, with disgust and disdain in her eyes, "Why are you so excited? Please be quiet for a while." Right. This hospital is not just your family’s patients.” Lin Huafeng threw the bag onto the chair, "Why are you talking!" The doctor frowned and didn't intend to continue to argue with her. He just took the record folder in the driver's hand, turned to Yi Yao's page, rolled his eyes and said, "Your daughter had a medical abortion a few days ago, and she was injured during the Qing Dynasty. The inner wall of the uterus may have been traumatized by impact or pulling just now, so now it belongs to post-abortion hemorrhage." After finishing speaking, he closed the clip and added, "But it's all right now." Lin Huafeng's expression suddenly collected slowly, and she stared at the doctor with a calm expression, "Did you just say, miscarriage?" "Yes, miscarriage." The doctor repeated, and then left, leaving behind the sentence "If you keep shouting loudly, someone will take you out." Lin Huafeng looked at Yi Yao who was still unconscious lying inside, and then turned to look at Qi Ming who was sitting on the chair with his head in his arms and did not speak, his eyes became unpredictable in the white light of the void. Also looking at Qi Ming was Gu Senxiang who had been sitting beside him just now. Mom stood up slowly, with a fine layer of sweat on her palms. The rolling glass beads that were once scattered all over the ground were suddenly threaded by a thread and arranged in a straight line, pointing straight to the facts that had never been seen before. Gu Senxiang looked at Qi Ming in front of him, but he still held his head and didn't speak. Lin Huafeng took two steps slowly, and stood in front of Qi Ming. She lowered her head, looked at Zha Qiming with a half-smile, and said, "I really misjudged you before." Gu Senxiang stood up, grabbed her schoolbag and turned to leave. She felt that if she stayed for another second, she would explode. When he turned around, a hand gently grabbed himself. It was Qi Ming's hand. He grabbed Gu Senxiang's hand and slowly pulled it towards his face.The back of Gu Senxiang's hand was wet and cold.Qi Ming whispered, "It's not me." Gu Senxiang didn't move, but he didn't take another step forward.She turned around and looked at Qi Ming who was as fragile as a child in front of her, feeling an unspeakable heartache in her heart. "It's not you?" Lin Huafeng suddenly raised her voice, "You think I'll believe you if you say it's not you? Our family, Yi Yao, has hardly ever talked to boys except you. Who are you? Don't think we Yi Yao Yao is simply easy to bully, she is easy to bully, but her mother is not so easy to bully! Bring your phone." Qi Ming didn't move, but Lin Huafeng suddenly pulled his coat over and looked through his phone, "I told you to bring your phone!" Lin Huafeng took out Qi Ming's cell phone, found Li Wanxin's number in the address book, and dialed it. After the phone rang a few times, she heard Li Wanxin's voice, "Why haven't you come back, baby?" came from the phone. Lin Huafeng sneered: "Li Wanxin, I'm Lin Huafeng." 157 When Li Wanxin and Qi Ming's father rushed to the hospital in a hurry, they happened to see Lin Huafeng pointing at the top of Qi Ming's head and swearing a series of obscenities, while his son was sitting on a chair, holding his head and saying nothing. Li Wanxin was like a The explosives were suddenly ignited. "Lin Huafeng, why is your mouth so stinky, you! You made it with your mouth like a bitch!" When Qi Ming's father heard the opening, he couldn't bear it, so he quickly avoided to avoid hearing all kinds of vicious sentences that menopausal women can make up.He turned and walked toward the doctor's office.Behind him are the sounds of women arguing farther and farther away. "Mom, Li Wanxin, what are you talking about? What do you think your whole family is? How many wild women your man has raised outside, do you think everyone doesn't know? It's all right now, your son has followed suit, and got It happened to Yi Yao in our family. If we don’t speak clearly today, no one will be finished. Anyway, our mother and daughter are going to fight and don’t want to be shameless, but I don’t know if your Qi family can afford to lose this person!" "You made it clear to me! Bitch! Some of my sons are liked by little girls. We don't want that Yi Yao wrapped in yin in your family as a gift, bad luck! Look at her face, it's a bad luck! It's because you don't have a man, it's because she has a father and no father!" "Hehe! It's useless for you to say here," Lin Huafeng sneered, "We'll ask the doctor, or we'll call the police, and I'll find out whose species it is!" Li Wan was trembling with anger, looking at Qi Ming who had been sitting silently in front of him, he didn't know what to do. It had long been rumored in the alley that Qi Ming and Yi Yao were talking about someone, but Li Wanxin didn't believe it. She looked at the silent son in front of her, and her heart seemed to be tightly grasped by the claws of fear. She took a deep breath, turned around and pulled her son up. "Qi Ming, let me ask you, you look into my eyes and say, is Yi Yaohuai's child yours?" Qi Ming didn't move. "You talk, you!" Li Wanxin's tears, the size of two soybeans, rolled out of her eyes. Qi Ming still didn't move. Gu Senxiang next to him turned his face away.Two lines of clear tears also flowed down.She took her schoolbag and ran towards the stairs at the end of the corridor.She didn't want to stay here for even a minute. Overhead is the eternal pale light.Under the light, Qi Ming's sunken face seemed to be carved out of stone.Li Wanxin who was beside him seemed to have aged ten years in an instant.Her trembling lips didn't know what to say.She slumped on the chair next to her, "Do evil! Do evil..." Lin Huafeng stood proudly in front of Li Wanxin, stretched out her hand and pushed her shoulder, "You continue to be arrogant, tell me, what are you going to do now?" Qi Ming stood up and pushed Lin Huafeng away, "Don't touch my mother." He helped Li Wanxin up, looked at her face, and said, "Mom, don't worry, the child is not mine. I swear. I'm not afraid whether they want to call the police or have a test done." Li Wanxin's gaze, which was weak just now, suddenly blazed like a burning fire. She jumped up vigorously and pointed at Lin Huafeng's nose: "You rotten bitch, the daughter of a bitch is also a bitch! It's enough to be a public toilet, but you still have to pour your dirty water on us Qi Ming!..." Qi Ming frowned and continued to do it again, hugging his head. Those ugly words were like slaps in the face, not only slapping Lin Huafeng's face, but also his face.He turned his head and looked into the glass window, and saw that Yi Yao had woken up early, and there were two lines of clear tears on her face looking out of the window.Flows along the edge of the face into the white sheet. Qi Ming lay on the glass and moved his mouth towards the inside. Yi Yao saw the shape of Qi Ming's mouth and said to himself: I'm sorry. 158 The atmosphere at home was tense to the extreme. But Gu Senxi didn't restrain his indifferent emphasis because of this.He lay on the sofa, put his legs on the coffee table, and leisurely flipped through the newspaper of the day.Sensi's father is watching TV wearing reading glasses. Mama Sensi stood at the door, looking all the way down the corridor.Rubbing his hands together in front of his face. It was almost eight o'clock.Gu Senxiang hasn't come back yet. Sensi's mother has been calling her phone, but it is always turned off. Seeing his mother walking around in the living room, Gu Sensi couldn't sit still, so he put down the newspaper and said, "Mom, don't worry, my sister must be delayed by something at school. She is also an adult, and she can still Lost it?" "It's more likely to cause accidents when you are an adult! She used to call back when she had something to do at school, but she didn't call today, and the phone was turned off again. Can you not worry?!" "Then it's useless for you to be on fire all the time here. You should sit down and rest for a while. Don't wait for her to come back, what's wrong with you." Gu Senxi dropped the newspaper, got up and poured a glass of water. "Look at what you're talking about! She's your sister! Why are you acting like a normal person when she didn't come back so late? You used to come back together, where did you go crazy today? Is your sister going home together?" "Don't make trouble for nothing, you! According to what you said, you're blaming me for your sister not coming back?" "You take care of your son!" Sensi's mother suddenly yelled at Sensi's father who was watching TV in a high-pitched voice, "Look, he doesn't see my mother in his eyes!" Sensi's father put down the remote control and said, "Sensi, you too, it's not a big deal when you talk to your mother." Gu Senxi went back to the sofa to read the newspaper, too lazy to argue with her mother. Just as I turned the newspaper to the entertainment page, there was the sound of the elevator door opening in the corridor.Senxi's mother jumped up and rushed out of the door as if she was suddenly connected to the electricity, and then her mother yelled in the corridor: "Oh, Xiangxiang, why don't you make a call, you are going to kill mom Ah. Ouch, my eyelids kept twitching just now, but luckily you are back, otherwise I would have called the police." Gu Senxi put down the newspaper and walked into the kitchen to bring in the food. During the meal, Gu Senxiang kept his head down. Sensi secretly looked at her sister, and found that her eyes were red.He kicked her under the table, then leaned over and asked in a low voice, "Why are you crying?" Gu Senxiang just shook his head, but the tear that suddenly dripped into the bowl startled everyone. Sensi's mother was the first to explode.She thought about the process of coming home so late today, and looked at the crying daughter in front of her, all kinds of explosive images came to her mind again. "Xiangxiang... don't scare mom..." Mother put down her chopsticks. Gu Senxiang probably also felt that he was losing his composure, so he wiped away his tears and said, "Mom, I'm fine. It's just that a female classmate had a sudden hemorrhage today. Don't send her to the hospital. She had a miscarriage before, so it was caused. I just watched Poor her." Gu Senxi stood up suddenly and shook the table. "Are you talking about Yi Yao?" Gu Senxi asked. "Yes." Gu Senxiang raised his head. Gu Senxi turned and left the dining table, and opened the door as if to go out.In the middle of the walk, he suddenly turned back and asked, "Where is she now?" The whole family hadn't reacted yet, didn't figure out what was going on, they just thought Gu Senxi went crazy. The only one who understood was Gu Senxiang.She looked at the nervous brother in front of her, then thought about Yi Yao who was lying in the hospital now, and Qi Ming who shook his head in denial.She looked at Gu Senxi's face, her heart sank heavily. "Sit down and eat." Gu Senxiang had a serious face. "Tell me where she is!" Gu Senxi was a little impatient. "I tell you to sit down!" Gu Senxiang threw his chopsticks on the table. Everyone, including Gu Senxi, was frightened by her.Even the mother and father know that Gu Senxiang has always protected this precious brother, and today's sudden abnormality is also puzzling. Gu Senxi angrily pulled away her chair and sat down. Although she was not convinced, she didn't dare to provoke her sister who was pale in front of her. The family finished their meal in silence. Gu Senxiang didn't get up to clear the table as usual, but pushed the bowl and pulled Gu Senxi into the room. She closed the door, turned around and asked Gu Senxi: "Are you hiding something from me?" "Sister, what's the matter with you?" Gu Senxi said with a bit of aggrieved voice. "What's your relationship with Yi Yao?" Gu Senxiang's face became even more ugly. "Sister, what are you thinking?" Gu Senxi seemed to understand a little bit, and spread his hands helplessly. "Let me ask you," Gu Senxiang grabbed his brother's sleeve, "Is Yi Yao's child yours?" Gu Senxi opened his mouth, and just about to answer, the door was kicked open with a bang. At the door stood a mother with a livid face. Before waiting for Gu Senxiang to speak, her mother rushed towards Gu Senxi, "You are courting death! You are committing crimes!" The slaps that fell on the head and face were all slapped on Gu Senxi's body. Gu Senxiang wanted to block it, but was slapped right in the face, and his body swayed and hit the sharp corner of the desk. 159 Yi Yao lay on the bed.Eyes stared straight at the ceiling. It feels like many years have passed in an instant.All the days and nights, they lined up in a long queue with no end in sight.And he stood at the back of the team, unable to catch up.So those days and nights disappeared in front of us.The lonely self is left at the end of the years. It was as if he had aged ten years in an instant.Yi Yao moved his body, and a feeling of weakness spread from his scalp to his whole body.Countless floating light spots float in the horizon like an illusion.Inside the house was the fading light of dusk.The smell of rice porridge came from the kitchen. Lin Huafeng put the boiled porridge into a bowl with a spoon, raised her hand to turn off the fire, and wiped away the tears on her face. She took it out and walked to Yi Yao's bed, "Have some porridge." Yi Yao shook his head, but didn't get up. Lin Huafeng didn't move while holding the bowl, she still stood by the bed and waited. "Mom, don't do this." Yi Yao closed his eyes, two lines of tears streaming down his temples. "Don't do this? I didn't do anything." Lin Huafeng held the bowl, "You know the pain now, you know how to cry now, didn't you feel very happy when you took off your pants?" In the dark, Yi Yao didn't make a sound, but bit his lip hard and trembled. "You're cheap! You're completely cheap!" Lin Huafeng forcefully put the bowl down on the desk next to the bed, and half the bowl of porridge spilled out, steaming hot. "Yes, I'm cheap." Yi Yao pulled the quilt, turned over and stopped talking. Lin Huafeng stood in front of the bed, letting the dagger-like viscera stab her deeply and shallowly. 160 The office is like the sky before it rains.The dark clouds are very low, as if staying above everyone's head. Yi Yao stood in the middle of all the teachers, with Lin Huafeng beside him. The grade leader took a sip of tea, looked at Yi Yao slowly, and then said to Lin Huafeng: "Parents, you know that the school is very sad when something like this happens, but school rules and discipline must be strictly enforced. Especially for For a city-wide key middle school like ours, such a scandal is enough to make it into the newspapers!" "Teacher, I know that it's our Yi Yao messing around. But don't let her drop out of school. She's still young, at least let her graduate from high school." "This parent, she continues to go to school, how much influence does that have on other students! With a bad girl every day, other parents should have problems." A middle-aged woman with curly hair said. Just as Yi Yao was about to raise his head to say something, he saw Lin Huafeng standing next to him kneeling down straight like a tree. "Mom, you don't have to do this!" Yi Yao's tears welled up in his eyes. "Shut up, damn it!" Lin Huafeng's sharp voice made everyone in the office widen their eyes. The whistle on the river sounded at dusk. Every time I hear it, I feel sad.The heavy and long voice floated on the fiery red river. Yi Yao and Lin Huafeng walked one after the other. Surrounding and convenience stores are steaming oden, hangers full of clothes in the dry cleaners, windows with beautiful mannequins, green post offices, and newsstands full of fancy magazines.At dusk the rushing crowd rushed home anxiously.There is the smell of food wafting from the alley.In the hair salon with rotating lanterns, the hair-washing girl with dyed blonde hair is leaning on the chair wearily.A plane with flashing lights flew across the darkening sky blink by blink.There are various flowing blurred lights on the ground, like water streams gathered after a summer rainstorm.All of these are stirred together, and the sadness that is unique to the evening is precipitated. Yi Yao looked at Lin Huafeng who was walking ahead without saying a word, and didn't know what to say. While waiting for the traffic light at the intersection, Yi Yao whispered, "Mom, you didn't have to kneel to them just now. Actually, I don't have to study." Yi Yao lowered his head, didn't hear Lin Huafeng's answer, raised his head, and saw her trembling face.She suddenly swung the bag in her hand and hit herself head and face. "Who am I doing this for?" Lin Huafeng's hysterical cry caused the surrounding crowd to quickly disperse while discussing. "It doesn't matter if I'm shameless! I'm not going to die anyway! How old are you! You will be stabbed in the back for the rest of your life!" Yi Yao raised his hands to cover his face, and let Lin Huafeng beat himself on the street like crazy with his bag.There was a sharp pain in the arm, and then a wet feeling came over him.It should be that the iron sheet on the backpack was scratched. Yi Yao looked through the gap that blocked his face, and happened to see Lin Huafeng's face. In Yi Yao's memory, Lin Huafeng's grief-stricken expression in that evening, her distorted and painful face, and the tears accumulated in her sunken eye sockets were blown away by the wind into long lines, all seemed to be slowed down by a bit. Tens of millions of times of slow motion were repeatedly shown on Yi Yao's heart.