Chapter 41 16 (2)

Five years ago, Xizhen left her not because she betrayed him, but because she wanted to overcome her illness and return to Daoying.This can be said to be a way for Xizhen to love herself, even though at the time she sarcastically said that no one would wait for a disabled person who had a car accident like this.Now Daoying understands that she was in love with him at that time.Although she was separated from Dao Ying during this period, she has been clenching her teeth and persisting in order to be able to meet Dao Ying again.During the days when they were apart, the love between them had withered since some time.Daoying couldn't understand what Xizhen said incoherently while crying.Because after the separation, Xizhen walked the same path, and he also walked it.

Xizhen, who has been burying her head in and slowly persevering to live, is so helpless. Her helplessness makes her want to find someone to rely on. Just like Xizhen said, it’s not anyone’s fault. When it comes to the new boyfriend who has been helping me to take care of me, it's like meeting other women in Daoying during the waiting years.This is love, so quietly, quietly disappeared.It's not anyone's fault. Do-young walks over to Hee-jin who is crying, her hair sticking to her tear-stained face.Daoying patted Xizhen's shoulder comfortingly, and said softly: "Anyway, thank you for living up to now for me."

Five years ago, Xizhen said these words to Daoying who woke up after a car accident. That night, after handing over Xizhen to the man who met in the emergency room who was about to marry Xizhen, Daoying sat quietly in the chair by himself, when a text message came from his mobile phone, it was Sanshun. "How are you doing? Are you sick?" Daoying stared at the text message from Sanshun on the LCD screen of the mobile phone for a long time, as if he wanted to see through the LCD screen.Seeing the text message is like seeing Sanshun, Daoying seems to have lost his soul, and tears are about to fall for some reason.Only then did he realize that he hadn't contacted Sanshun or seen her for several days.At that time, I promised Sanshun that no matter what happened to her, I would tell her frankly.

Thinking of this, Daoying immediately dialed Sanshun's cell phone, but he immediately hung up.Liangkou made Sanshun stand in front of him now, and he didn't know what to say to her, let alone on the phone.So he is also like Sam Soon.SMS back: "Sorry, I'm in the hospital now, I can't go back, but I'll be fine soon." Sanshun said, don't hide things about Xizhen, but he still concealed it, not because he wanted to lie, but because he planned to tell her later.I don't know if what I said was not careful enough, Sanshun's text message came again: "Is it very sick? Where is the hospital? Can I see you?"

It seems that Sanshun misunderstood, and it was the word hospital that Sanshun misunderstood.The heart shape on the text message made Daoying couldn't help laughing.It would be great if Sanshun was by his side now, in that case, he might bury his face in her stomach and cry a lot.But it can't be like this now, he just texted back: "It hurts, but it's okay." For Sanshun who was worried about himself, he couldn’t tell her anything now, Daoying felt very sorry for her, and replied a text message saying: "See you later, sorry!" The next day, Xizhen was discharged from the hospital. When she was discharged from the hospital, she first sent away her current boyfriend who had been worried about her, and then made an unexpected suggestion to Daoying:

"How about we have a memorial service tonight?" "Memorial ceremony?" The mourning ceremony that Daoying knows is held after the death of a person, and it is a ceremony held to express the memory of the deceased.Daoying glared fiercely at Xizhen who was talking nonsense, but Xizhen had a naughty face, and smiled back and said: "The mourning of our love doesn't have to be about the deceased! "Organize and recall the past, so as to start a new start. It doesn't have to be mourning for the deceased. Isn't it okay for our love that is slowly disappearing? Anyway, we have been dating for five years , separated by five poles, each other has been thinking about each other."

Xizhen's face was full of "conspiracies and tricks", and continued: "If you don't like the memorial ceremony, what about the farewell party? If you don't like the farewell party, how about the group and the meeting? I haven't told you how I spent my time since we met this time! Even if we It’s just a friend, you should also tell your friends about the recent situation. You saw my current boyfriend, and I also want to find out if you, like me, have a new girlfriend. How? My thoughts its not bad, right?" That's right, so that night in Daoying's apartment he chatted with her until dawn.At that time, there was an atmosphere of drinking, but Xi Jin couldn't drink alcohol during the recovery period of stomach cancer, so he chose vitamin C, persimmon leaf tea and mineral water.They talked and talked, from how Xizhen received treatment to how she met her current boyfriend; from how Daoying started walking to how she met her current Sanshun.

As they talked, the two of them were crying and laughing at the same time, some remembered and some couldn't.It is not a bad thing to commemorate a lost love in this way.Not very good. In this way, the two of them stayed up all night, and when they got up in the morning, it was really time for the two of them to separate. Xizhen said: "Daoying, can I hug you again?" Maybe this is their last hug.Without even thinking about it, Dao Ying agreed to her request.Daoying hugged Xizhen, who was only a pinch big in both arms, and said to Xizhen in a low voice: "Be happy, my friend, don't be hurt anymore, live well."

"Ah, you too." At that moment, Daoying saw the blue-faced Sanshun standing in front of him and watching the two of them.Although it cannot be said that it was a mistake for him to hug Xizhen, it can be said that the timing of the hug was really wrong.Why is it at this time! As Daoying said, no matter what thoughts Sanshun has, it will be written on his face.At this moment, Sanshun's face told Daoying that she was misunderstanding him and Xizhen now.He couldn't just let her go.When he was going to catch Sanshun, he was called a big liar by Sanshun.Sanshun roared loudly and kicked him in the shin.

"Don't touch me, you liar, I said before don't lie to me, if you lie to me, I will never see you again! Now it's over between us!" Sanshun's kick was so hard that Daoying had to let go.At this moment, Sanshun, who was impatient and somewhat confused, ran and collided with the motorcycle coming from the opposite side, and Daoying's heart sank suddenly. "I'm sorry for the misunderstanding." Xizhen, who came in again not a day after being discharged from the hospital, also looked so melancholy.Xijin took out the coffee from the vending machine, picked it up and drank it up like drinking soju, she said.

"Don't be sorry, it's nothing. I violated the agreement. Of course she will be very angry." To be honest, Daoying was a little worried about Sanshun who kicked his legs blue, no, frankly speaking, not a little, but very much.Thinking of the way Sanshun tried not to cry when they met for the last time, and couldn't help but shed tears, and thinking of how she yelled at him, Daoying's worries increased a little. —Don't touch me, you liar.I said before don't lie to me, if you lie to me.I'll never see you again! Now it's over between us! Seriously, this San Shun! How did the word "it's over" come out so easily? I apologize for that, but she can't just say the word "it's over between us" so casually.What's more, her indiscriminate temper of panicking when things happen really needs to be changed. However, not long after, Dao Ying, who returned to the emergency room to see Sanshun, suddenly realized that it was impossible to get rid of Sanshun's impatience now, and he just wanted to know if she was still so angry. "Where is the female patient who was lying here just now?" Looking at the empty beds, Dao Ying's face was pale, and he asked the doctor in the emergency room in a tired voice. "She woke up and said she didn't need to stay in this place, so she left. I told her to discuss it with her family, but she said no." Sanshun disappeared without leaving a word to Daoying, and just left like that.