Chapter 42 17.traces of you everywhere
really lonely now
Kim Sam Soon,
Did you put some weird drug in my cake?
I can't see you, but your traces are everywhere...
I am really alone right now.
——Zhang Daoying's message to Kim Sam-soon
This time, Jin Sanshun evaporated in Zhang Daoying's world.
"You are not benevolent, can I not be unrighteous?"
As soon as Sanshun came out of the hospital, he started to act.Fortunately, she had a similar experience and knew what to do after breaking up with her boyfriend.Really, having the experience of being abandoned by a monster like a man is sometimes useful.
Anyway, Sanshun immediately started the following actions: first, she deleted Daoying's phone number in her mobile phone, and then took down the dried roses that were hung on the wall and made from the roses he sent.Originally, she wanted to set fire to it, but she didn't want her family to see the true meaning of burning flowers. In the end, she decided to go to the post office and send it back to Daoying.Also, the pictorials and movie tickets that I collected carefully every time I went to the movies with him were also exiled into the trash can.
"What are you doing at home right now? Didn't you go to work?"
Seeing her daughter running home suddenly out of breath at this time, dragging her exhausted body and wondering what she was doing, the mother asked.Sanshun's answer was neat and tidy:
"Mom, I'm unemployed again."
Sanshun's mother, Ms. Park Fengzi, absolutely cannot tolerate her third daughter saying such things.For fifty-nine years, her life creed has been: people should work, women should marry before the age of thirty, and after marriage, they should give birth to healthy children.Among her three daughters, only the youngest daughter can abide by these three creeds, and now she is about to be broken.
"You girl! What nonsense are you talking about?"
It was strange, the little girl who was usually so afraid of her mother's strong palm and the rice spoon in her hand, this time she spoke back with an angry face:
"What's wrong with me? From the age of nineteen to now, I have been making money non-stop to subsidize my family. Don't I even have the right to rest for a few months now? Mom, why are you so partial? Eldest sister, second sister, and Zheng Zai are all thinking about themselves Just do it, why can’t I be the only one? Mom, what have you done for me? You gave birth to the eldest sister and the second sister so beautifully, and you gave them nice names; what about me? Except for the ugly name like a beggar, you gave them back What did you do to me? Do you think I’m easy to bully? Huh?”
Sanshun also knew that her misfortune had nothing to do with her mother, she was just using her mother as a punching bag because she was dumped by a man for the second time.Although Sanshun secretly screamed badly after she said the words, but once her temper got stubborn, she couldn't stop it.For the rudeness of a daughter who has eaten the guts of a leopard, the mother's patience ends here.
"Snapped!"
Mother's powerful hand slapped Sanshun's face, and the crisp sound of "pa" echoed in the empty room.
Seeing the red palm prints on her daughter's face, the mother felt a trace of regret in her heart.Before her mother came back to her senses, Sanshun was already silent, strode to the kitchen and opened the refrigerator door.Several grass-green shochu bottles in the refrigerator caught her attention.Sanshun stretched out his hand to get the shochu, but he hesitated for a moment and then withdrew his hand.You can't break the jar, make mistakes again and again.I can no longer get angry because of the stinky man, and drink alcohol to hurt my body, this time I can't do it again.
So Sanshun took out the kimchi and chili sauce, and took out the entire rice cooker that contained the rice; then he took out the sesame oil, poured it into the rice cooker, and stirred vigorously; Noodles, big mouthfuls of bibimbap.Unknowingly, she suddenly realized that she hadn't done the most important thing for a woman who is broken in love so far——
After this breakup, she hasn't cried yet.
Thinking of this, tears flowed down my cheeks involuntarily.Although I warned myself not to be so useless, it was useless.
Ms. Park Fengzi stared blankly at her daughter as she waved a spoon to fill her mouth with food while letting tears flow down her cheeks—she had never thought that these two things could be done at the same time—she just watched for a long time.
If Dao Ying saw the scene of San Shun crying while eating bibimbap, he would probably say this while smiling gloatingly:
"What a shame, are you a fool?"
Yes, he is gloating now.If Sanshun was in front of him now, he must have said "Are you a fool" to her hundreds of times.Yes, this woman is a fool.The end of the so-called love relationship should be agreed by both parties in love.It's silly to say "it's over" unilaterally, then pat your ass and leave, thinking that everything is over.Besides, the woman caught in Zhang Daoying's net broke up with me without my consent? Is this plausible?
Before long, however, he had to admit that things were not in his favour.
"San Shun is not at home now."
The woman in front of me looks quite similar to San Shun, but she seems to be more capable than San Shun.She stood at the gate and said coldly to Daoying who came to the door.Maybe I heard something from my younger sister. About five seconds later, Sanshun's older sister said to Daoying again:
"Even if you are here, I won't let you see her! If you want to find a woman to play with you, please look elsewhere, Mr. President."
This is a problem for both of us.A woman in her late thirties has entered the marriage. How can the family interfere with her love? The Constitution of the Republic of Korea does not stipulate that the older sister should interfere with the younger sister's love - no matter what reason he puts up to protest, she will not budge.
At the moment when this hopeless dandy who played with other girls turned around to leave, Sanshun's sister called him back, as if some generous words hadn't relieved the hatred:
"You came just in time, I was planning to go to your restaurant to meet you!"
Er Po said while handing Daoying a white envelope: Daoying looked at the envelope she handed over, as if it contained explosives, he asked shyly:
"what is this?"
"It's a check. It's the 50 million that my sister borrowed from you. Return it to you now, and return that harmful contract!"
Sure enough, as he expected, the white envelope was a bomb that looked like an envelope.It didn't take Daoying a second to understand what this woman meant—the relationship between you and my sister starts with money, so it ends with money.However, understanding does not mean acceptance.
Daoying looked at the envelope in Erying's hand for a while, and took it with a giggle.The moment he took the envelope, Erying thought the man understood what she meant, she sighed in relief - but only for a moment - her pupils widened again in surprise.Because Daoying suddenly tore the envelope to pieces.
"You, why are you like this?"
Before Erying could say anything, Daoying spoke first.The cold eyes behind the rimless glasses made Erying shiver.The expression on Daoying's face was unfathomable. He said softly to Erying:
"Sister, do you know how heartbroken I am right now?"
"I, how would I know?"
Erying wanted to say: Do you want Sanshun to feel heartache? Hmph! Do you think your nasty words can deceive me? Besides, who is your eldest sister? Daoying said it completely with a heartbroken expression Unexpected words from Erying:
"I don't know? When you have a chance, try tearing up the 50 million check, and you will understand how unforgettable the pain is for a person who loves money."
Dao Ying tried his best to suppress the anger and boundless anger that could no longer be controlled and finally broke out.The originally calm tone turned into a mournful moan in the end.This sudden change reminded Erying of her sister's description of this man:
"This man is a monster in a handsome man's coat, which is simply incomprehensible."
My sister is right. This monster is not at all like a young industrialist or heir to a big business. He said in a very rude and even threatening tone:
"For the sake of you being Sanshun's sister, I don't care about it anymore. But you have to remember, for someone who loves money like me, this really makes me feel bad. And Eldest sister, if I am lonely for the rest of my life without Sanshun, can you take this responsibility? Can you?"
"Why don't you tear up that contract if you want to tear it up, but tear up the money you like so much?"
From the mouth of the elder sister of the one he loves, he said such helpless and ironic words, Daoying thought to himself: Is this plausible? He said with a rascal face:
"What can I do? Why do I like this woman more than money now?"
Such a confession is not handsome at all, not even as handsome as the eye of a needle.Erying listened to this confession in place of Sanshun, and couldn't help but smile wryly.How could my younger sister, Sanshun, be fascinated by such a man in spite of her family's advice, insisting on pursuing romantic love? But also, who can explain the wonderful thing of love, Do you know why?
Because there is a vicious witch sister guarding the gate, Sanshun cannot be seen.She doesn't answer the phone call: I'm so mad! In desperation, the only thing Daoying can do is to send text messages:
"I know you're angry, but it's too naive for you to be like this now?"
"Don't be sulky by yourself, listen to my explanation."
"It's fine if you're angry with me, but what about work? Don't you have professional ethics? If you want to resign, you have to submit a resignation letter to me. This is the minimum."
"Ah! Kim Sam-soon!"
Daoying sent several text messages and Sanshun ignored him, his patience finally ran out, and the anger in his heart suddenly broke out, and he threw the mobile phone in his hand to the ground forcefully.
"Kim Sam-soon! Do whatever you want!"