Chapter 21 LESSON 22: The ordeal of damnation

I don't know from which day, we met a person and something happened.These things make us believe that she is the right one.No matter what happened to her, who she met, what experience she had before she met me.From that day on, I want to share with her every difficulty I face in my future life.Every day after that, stay with me.I am so firm about this. because I love you…… It was another weekend, in the sunny room, Gu Xiaobai and Luo Shuquan were lying on the sofa with nothing to do—it was very similar to every weekend when they were teenagers. "Did you ever think ten years ago that we would be in this state ten years from now?" Gu Xiaobai turned his head and asked.

"What state?" "This is the current state..." Gu Xiaobai said excitedly, "Ten years ago I was twenty-one years old, and every time I thought about myself ten years later, I would startle myself." Luo Shuquan looked at him, not knowing what he meant. "Twenty-one years old..." Gu Xiaobai thought back to those days, "At that time, I thought, what will I look like in ten years? Either I will go to Zhongnanhai casually, or I will win a Nobel Prize, and I will wear a very decent dress. In a tuxedo, I gave a thank-you speech with a London accent. Then after returning to China, various universities rushed to invite me to give lectures, but I declined on the grounds of being shy... My heart is very sad. No matter how bad it is, if I don’t win the Nobel, I’m also an idiot. A real estate tycoon, a celebrity or something.” Having said that, Gu Xiaobai smiled shyly, “But I’m very low-key, and I’m not easily featured in Time Magazine, so others don’t know about me. That kind of celebrity reception What, people don’t know me, but everyone lives in the house I built. I watched them pass by me, and my heart was very sad..."

"What about now?" Luo Shuquan asked. "There is nothing now, only tragic..." "..." "How could time pass by me without me noticing..." Gu Xiaobai sighed softly. "What about you? What was your dream ten years ago?" "You can make money by playing games." "That's why you are a programmer?" Gu Xiaobai exclaimed. "Yeah..." Luo Shuquan said with emotion, "When I was young, I played games, and my parents scolded me all day long, 'I know playing games, playing games, playing games, I don't study hard, can I make money by playing games?' So I said I think it would be nice if I can make money playing games in the future.”

"I really envy you, your life goal has been achieved so quickly." The two were silent. One achieves his ideal in this way, and the other is probably delusional in his lifetime... These two people... both think that life is very boring. "By the way, have you ever thought about getting married?" Luo Shuquan asked suddenly. Gu Xiaobai's expression suddenly froze on his face, "What did you say?" "Marry, every normal person wants to get married." "Stop teasing me." Gu Xiaobai laughed. "What are you kidding? We're already in our thirties. It's normal for a man to think about getting married when he's thirty, right?"

"I'm not thinking about whether it's normal to be married. I'm thinking about why marriage itself is?" "what?" Looking at Luo Shu's puzzled expression, Gu Xiaobai explained, "Well, it's like this, men and women are together, like each other, if they want to be together, then stay together. If they want to be together forever, then stay together forever ——Although this is unlikely, why do you have to get married?" "Because marriage is protected by law." "What does the law protect you? There is divorce in the Marriage Law. Oh, I want to get married, and you protect me. I want to get divorced, and you also protect me. Why do I love being protected so much?"

Luo Shuquan... was speechless... "Let me tell you this," Gu Xiaobai thought for a while, and said, "the only meaning of marriage to normal human beings is that they can legally have children, and the children are not born with black hukou. In other words, it can be married to a normal person. Born as a citizen. This is the biggest difference between being married and not being married. Otherwise, what is the use of marriage? You can leave after you get married. Although the procedures are a bit troublesome, how is this different from falling in love and breaking up? There is no difference between breaking up It fell."

"Why are you so excited all of a sudden?" "Cough, I'm sorry, fear leads to attack," Gu Xiaobai adjusted his expression, "Why did you suddenly bring up such a scary topic to me?" Luo Shuquan was silent for a long time, "Because...AMY may be pregnant..." This is what happened last night. Last night, Luo Shuquan was sitting in front of the computer playing games—experienced the sense of accomplishment that his ideal had come true—AMY came out of the bathroom with a mournful face, and sat next to him without saying a word. "What's wrong?" Luo Shuquan turned his head inadvertently.

"Nothing." AMY shook her head. Luo Shuquan groaned and turned his head away again. He didn't know that AMY was watching him from behind, those eyes were looking at him and the game screen... This man in his thirties...plays games all day long... The future is simply dark... "What's wrong with you?" Looking up, Luo Shuquan had another concerned face. "I said it's all right." AMY smiled sadly, now even a fool can see that AMY is either okay or pretending to be okay.Luo Shuquan couldn't play games anymore, so he silently turned off the computer, sat next to AMY, and held her hand, "Hey, tell me, what happened? Is the toilet broken again?"

"No." "oh I got it!" Looking at AMY's seemingly indistinct sadness, Luo Shuquan suddenly became enlightened, making AMY feel so cheerful. "What do you know?" "Gu Xiaobai once told me that a woman has a few days every month when she is depressed, nervous, and loses her temper for no reason. At this time, the best way is to comfort her, help him, and tell her that she will be with her no matter what. Next to her. Don't fight against her, or you will die a miserable death." Luo Shuquan held AMY's hand and said sincerely, "It's okay, everything will be fine."

"..." "In the past few days, if you have any displeasure, you can turn to me." Luo Shuquan closed his eyes, "You can smoke whatever you want..." "What the hell are you talking about?" "You... aren't you the one here?" "What's coming?" AMY stared blankly at him, and Luo Shuquan explained, "That's the one... the one you women call a lot... big aunt, good friend, were you all very close to your aunt when you were young? I'm right right?" AMY sat there, stunned for a long time, "You are right."

Luo Shuquan smiled gratifiedly as if he had guessed the quiz with a prize. "But it's not coming, it's not coming..." "Then what are you doing?" Luo Shuquan looked at her in confusion, and AMY had no choice but to add, "I haven't been here for two months..." "Oh... wouldn't that be nice?" Luo Shuquan got up and was about to continue playing games. AMY looked at him incredulously from behind.Finally, this dull man turned his head after two minutes, looked at her tremblingly with a face like an eggplant beaten by frost... "You react so fast..." AMY said lightly. Luo Shuquan reacted quickly, and AMY did not react too slowly. The next day, AMY dragged Mo Xiaomin to Watsons to buy a pregnancy test stick.The two walked back and forth in front of the shelves, AMY laughed so hard while choosing. "Ahahaha, you didn't see what he looked like at that time, you were so scared that your head almost fell off." "Has he never impregnated any woman before?" Mo Xiaomin frowned and opened the refrigerator to choose a soda. "Surely not, you can tell by his expression at that time." "I really don't understand why you scare him so inexplicably. What's the fun in it?" "You think I want to play, big sister?" Seeing that Mo Xiaomin judged her behavior so lightly, AMY was very disapproving, so she explained seriously, "It's not easy to pretend to be sad and flustered, okay? I I don't want to scare him or disgust him, I just want to know if he is a responsible man." "Then he was so frightened that his head almost fell off?" "That's an instinctive reaction." AMY said disapprovingly, "I think men's first reaction is like this. The one who is very calm is just pretending. That's why I said, buy a pregnancy test stick today and go back to make sure." "So, this time is equivalent to letting him reflect at home?" "That's right, it's like giving him a reprieve first." "Then if you go back today, you will be directly sentenced to death?" AMY nodded solemnly, took down a pregnancy test stick, "That's right!" walked to the counter, "Miss, do you sell ink pens here?" Looking at the woman who was holding a pregnancy test stick and asking for an ink pen, the saleswoman was also... a little flustered... "Are you still in touch with Mo Xiaomin?" Luo Shuquan sat on Gu Xiaobai's sofa, staring at the pool of stains on the coffee table. "Occasionally, make a phone call and say a few words on MSN online." Gu Xiaobai asked back, "Why?" "Then do you think it's still possible for you in the future?" "What's possible?" "Together again!" "I don't know," Gu Xiaobai thought about it seriously, "but I think the possibility is very small, infinitely close to zero." "why?" "There's no reason why? People often fall in love and stay together because the right time, place and people are in harmony. At that time, at that place, at that mentality, it can only be achieved when they meet together. If they are separated, even if they still miss each other, I like it." Ah or something, but each has its own life, the world is already different, and it is becoming more and more different. Even if we are together again, it is difficult to have this kind of mentality. Love between two people is a small probability event. If you want the same two people to have the same small probability event happen again, the probability will be even smaller and basically impossible.” "Ok." Luo Shuquan nodded in frustration. "Why do you ask that?" "No, it's just... AMY and I got together because of you and Mo Xiaomin, but you two got separated, but we are still together, it feels like something..." Luo Shuquan suddenly smiled. Good luck tricks people, the feeling of impermanence. Because of the "fact" that AMY was pregnant, Luo Shuquan admitted something called fate.At this moment, AMY is in the cafe, discussing with Mo Xiaomin how to create this kind of fate by himself. "But have you ever thought about what will happen after you play like this?" Mo Xiaomin asked her. "What do you mean after playing?" "Well, it's like this. You bought this thing and plan to process it when you get home, and then let Luo Shuquan confirm that you are really pregnant, right?" Mo Xiaomin asked like a professor, holding up the pregnancy test stick. "Yeah." AMY was also dumbfounded... Isn't this... my plan?What do you mean by repeating yourself? "Then what's next?" the good friend in front of him asked again. "Then it depends on his performance? Whether he intends to be responsible or irresponsible." "No matter how he behaves, the problem is that after he's done acting, what should you do next?" Mo Xiaomin was dying of anxiety, looking at AMY who hadn't reacted yet. "The key is that you are not pregnant, big sister!" "Oh...cough, what's the matter..." AMY was almost scared to death, "I just want to see him perform. If he behaves well, I will love him; if he behaves badly, I have to be very serious Think carefully about our future, whether we should continue to be together, whether it is necessary. The important thing is his performance, let's talk about the rest..." Women generally only take one step in front of them when they do things, and don't think about one more step.Unlike men, you have to plan dozens of steps in advance, but usually you don't know where you went before you get to that step.Luo Shuquan was lamenting, why did he burn out the graphics card and meet AMY again, so that when he got here, AMY went home.Seeing Luo Shuquan approaching her happily and apprehensively as if welcoming the royal family, she couldn't help feeling sad.She took out the pregnancy test stick in her bag, smiled forcedly, shook Luo Shuquan, and walked to the toilet.This means that the court will be adjourned temporarily, and the jury will discuss acquittal or hang on the spot.Looking at the back of AMY going to the bathroom and closing the door, Luo Shuquan wanted to hear the last voice of his relatives. "She's back! AMY! She's back with a pregnancy test stick in her hand!" Luo Shuquan dialed Gu Xiaobai's phone, and before there was a sound, Luo Shuquan fell out of the phone. "Then... so what?!" Gu Xiaobai was also at a loss. "No, so she's off to the bathroom for a test now." "Haha, are you calling to make a will for me?" "This... don't make such a joke," Luo Shuquan wiped his sweat nervously, "Do you know how fast my heart is beating now? It is estimated to be a thousand beats a minute... What to do, what to do, God bless you." "Oh, you call me God now?" "I told you not to joke!" "Okay, okay, I'm not joking." Gu Xiaobai on the phone sounded very confused, "I just don't understand, why are you so nervous? This kind of thing, unexpected pregnancy, it's normal, Just kill it. Do you want to call the doctor?" Luo Shuquan clutched his heart and didn't speak... As soon as I spoke... my heart jumped out... "But after we get rid of it, you two will break up soon." Said the other end of the phone. "Ok?" "What will break up soon?" "Oh, I forgot to tell you just now." Gu Xiaobai said over there as if thinking of something, "Although you don't want to be pregnant, and the relationship between the two is good. But in many cases, the woman is inexplicably pregnant. She was pregnant, and she sensibly aborted it. After the abort, not long after, this woman will break up with this man, and she will hate it to the bone." "what……" "What... are you talking about?" "I don't know, women's mentality is very strange." It really didn't sound like a joke, "They think that after a new life is strangled in their stomachs, they will suddenly have nothing to do with this man No emotion. Not only is there no emotion, but he will hate him no matter what, and then leave him very unfeelingly. I have heard of this kind of thing more than once." "What the hell is this?" "How do I know!" The other side shouted, "I'm not a woman! In another week, you can ask AMY yourself!" Luo Shuquan was silent for a long time. "My heart has stopped beating." "Well, like the little life you're about to kill?" Luo Shuquan's wailing came from the phone, "Brother, are you here to comfort me or to scare me?" Gu Xiaobai solemnly declared, "I am neither comforting you nor threatening you. I will tell you everything and let you prepare yourself mentally. Is it easy for me to be a brother? That's it. goodbye!" The sound of beeping...the relatives are gone... The bathroom door slowly opened, like the door to hell... The emissary from hell came out expressionlessly, passed him expressionlessly, and sat down expressionlessly, not sure if he was really here to collect him or if he was just passing by.Luo Shuquan stepped forward to talk with the mood of giving it a try. "How...how?" Sitting beside her, although Luo Shuquan was trembling, he still pretended not to be afraid and asked. "Look for yourself." The other party handed over a small plastic strip. Luo Shuquan took it with both hands, as if receiving an imperial decree. Lower your head to study... so complicated... what does it mean? AMY sat there waiting for a long time, seeing Luo Shuquan still staring affectionately at the pregnancy test stick, as if a god would appear to grant him three wishes, suddenly he turned his head. "What do you think?" AMY staggered, wanting to die. AMY got up with a strong smile, walked into the bathroom, took out the instruction manual of the pregnancy test stick, and handed it to Luo Shuquan. "Can you read Chinese characters?" This man, who never needed to read the manual for playing games, took the manual and compared it to the pregnancy test stick. Gu Xiaobai was working and typing in front of the keyboard. Suddenly, the lights in the room dimmed and then turned on again. Gu Xiaobai looked up at the lights, the lights around him dimmed and then turned on again. Then, with a bang, the fuse blew, all the lights went out, and the room went dark. "I wish you peace! Oh... I wish you peace. Let that happiness surround you forever..." Gu Xiaobai hummed softly in the darkness... The next afternoon, Gu Xiaobai made an appointment with Zuo Yongbang to share Luo Shuquan's tragic fate.The three of them ran to the tea restaurant downstairs, Gu Xiaobai ordered 80 dishes in one go, and Zuo Yongbang and Zuo Yongbang walked back and forth to eat, while Luo Shuquan remained silent. "Come, come, eat more." Gu Xiaobai gave Luo Shuquan some food, "I'm going to be a father soon, I need to eat more..." "Okay, okay, don't provoke him." Zuo Yongbang really couldn't stand it anymore. This man who has a lifelong interest in gloating in other people's misfortune, what kind of evil taste is used to maintain his life... "I'm sorry, I'm probably born with good luck, and I've never had a girl become pregnant, so basically it's hard for me to understand this kind of feeling." Gu Xiaobai picked up a chopstick and turned to Luo Shuquan, "May I ask how you feel now?" ?” "I'm not in the mood." Luo Shu said completely expressionless. "Wow! It's so advanced, you can't help but remind me of a story." "What story?" Zuo Yongbang also became curious. "Do you know Hitchcock?" Gu Xiaobai asked, "Hitchcock is a famous American film director who has made dozens of important thriller films such as "Psycho". Della is also known as one of the pretentious keywords that must be known to pick up girls. I forget the specific name of a movie he directed, and the heroine is required to perform an extremely sad state. I also forget who the heroine is, anyway, it will be played It’s not right to act to death. It’s extremely sad, how can I act?” Gu Xiaobai spread his hands, “Then Hitchcock told her, you don’t do anything, don’t act in anything, just stand there with a blank face The expression, that's right, it's extremely sad. In the end, the heroine won an Oscar for this film..." Gu Xiaobai turned his finger to Luo Shuquan, "Extremely sad." Zuo Yongbang looked at Luo Shuquan, his face was indeed expressionless. "Actually, I'm not sad because she's pregnant." The expressionless person said suddenly. "Huh? What's that?" "I suspect that this child is not mine." The atmosphere suddenly became tense... Gu Xiaobai and Zuo Yongbang looked at each other, neither of them dared to speak first, as if the voice would detonate some kind of bomb device in the restaurant. "Every time we do that..." Luo Shuquan was silent for a long time, and said, "We all... at least I have fully taken safety measures. How could she be pregnant?" "Oh..." Gu Xiaobai thought for a long time, then slapped the table, and suddenly realized, "I know! What a sinister intention!" "Ah? What sinister intentions?" "You guys are getting back together this time! I've thought about it before, but I've only seen a long-term relationship, but never a long-term relationship. I thought it was weird for you to get back together this time. It turned out that she was pregnant with someone else." , and then you don’t want to kill it, just rely on your head! It really is too sinister!" Gu Xiaobai was indignant. Luo Shuquan looked up at Gu Xiaobai, "If you hate her, you have to have a score, okay? We've been together for at least three months, and you can't rely on me!" "Huh? I'm very confused now..." Gu Xiaobai stayed there... It's beyond the limit of imagination... "His thinking is too weird, so please ignore him." Zuo Yongbang put down his chopsticks and said to Luo Shuquan in a good voice, "Do you suspect that AMY has someone outside?" "I don't know!" Luo Shuquan was dazed and sad, "I just think there's no reason for her to get pregnant with me." "Then think about it carefully. In front of you, at least during this time, she behaved differently from before." "What? What's different?" "Ask you, demeanor, expression, manner." "It's nothing, it's normal." "Are you absent-minded or something?" "Forget it," Gu Xiaobai returned to his original position, and interjected, "That AMY has never been very carefree when he was with him, and how can you tell if a woman is going to act?" "Can't you see it?" Luo Shuquan really didn't know. "Of course you can't see it, okay?" Gu Xiaobai said decisively, "I told you that every woman in the world is an actress. If she wants to act naturally in front of you, you won't be able to see it even if you kill her. Only One thing can be judged——uh...that is, during this period of time, when you were in bed, did she feel any resistance to you, and did she feel that she was not invested?" Looking at Gu Xiaobai's tense expression, Luo Shuquan also became flustered... hard memory... "I... I didn't pay attention, I didn't pay attention to how she felt!" "Okay, it's over." Gu Xiaobai said bluntly to Zuo Yongbang, "The diagnosis is complete, and the reason for the cheating has been found." Looking at Luo Shuquan's blank eyes, Gu Xiaobai shouted: "Don't you understand! Who told you to never pay attention to a woman's feeling in bed! If you don't pay attention to her, she will find someone else to pay attention to her!" The man in front of him was really sad. "Really?" "Nonsense! Of course it's true!" Gu Xiaobai shouted. Everyone in the restaurant turned their heads to look at him, and Gu Xiaobai also shouted at them: "It's not me who is looking for it! What do you think I am doing?" Everyone turned their heads back. "Don't listen to his nonsense." Zuo Yongbang said, "We are just guessing, like three eighth wives, why do I feel so uncomfortable all over? Why did you bring me here?" "Nonsense! Brother is in trouble, can you ignore it?" Gu Xiaobai said angrily, "I have no experience in this matter!" "Cough, okay." Zuo Yongbang coughed twice, looking at Luo Shuquan who was so sad that he couldn't help himself, "Anyway, don't think about such unreasonable things, no matter how strict the security measures are, there will be times when you win the prize." Luo Shuquan was silent all the time, suddenly, he raised his head, "Can't I ask her?" Zuo Yongbang turned his head slowly, looked at Gu Xiaobai, "Can I ask?" "I don't know," Gu Xiaobai replied blankly, "I said I have no experience in this matter, so I brought you here." Zuo Yongbang couldn't help shouting suddenly: "Nonsense! Of course you can't ask! You can't even ask if you are killed!" In the restaurant, everyone turned their heads to look at Zuo Yongbang again. Zuo Yongbang yelled back at them: "What are you looking at me for? You didn't ask me!" Everyone turned their heads silently. "No matter what! Remember! Remember!" Zuo Yongbang looked at Luo Shuquan, as if making a will, "Even if you have asked this question a thousand times in your heart! You can't ask her in front of her! Not even a single sentence !" "why?" "Nonsense! If you ask, there are only two situations. One is that she admits that the child is not yours. If you didn't fool me, then can you still want her?" Zuo Yongbang looked at him and slowly broke Finger, "Second, this child is really yours, but you suspect that it's not yours, so can she still want you?" "In short, you're all set!" Luo Shuquan thought about it thoroughly, got what Gu Xiaobai and Zuo Yongbang said in his mind, and nodded slowly. "Anyway, if this child is killed, she will definitely part with me, right?" He looked at Gu Xiaobai, and then turned his gaze to Zuo Yongbang, "You must not ask questions, right? You... ...Can you give me another way to live?" There must be no way to survive. Luo Shuquan returned home silently, and the house was empty.He promised AMY to give her an answer at 4 o'clock this afternoon, and it is now 3:30, and AMY is working in the clothing store.He wanted to see her, but he turned on the computer subconsciously, flipping through it numbly in front of the computer, his mind still echoing what Gu Xiaobai and Zuo Yongbang said just now. "From ancient times to the present, I have never heard of any man who can be sure that the child must be his before the woman gives birth." Zuo Yongbang said, "But after it is born, there is usually nothing wrong with it." And no one is mentally ill enough to take a paternity test." "Then this earth is not very dangerous?" Gu Xiaobai said. "For men, it is indeed..." Zuo Yongbang just sighed, and suddenly came back to his senses, "Huh? Is Xiaoxiao my own?" Seeing Zuo Yongbang burn himself, Luo Shuquan shook his hands in fright, "Don't bother, don't bother." Over there... Gu Xiaobai also looked up at the sky... "Could I have a girlfriend who broke up with me and gave birth to the child without telling me? In this way, I may have many children... What about the inheritance? I don't have much savings..." Luo Shuquan looked left but not right, he didn't expect to make such a big mess, he was dumbfounded. After a while... about half an hour, Zuo Yongbang suddenly hummed, woke up slowly, and let out a long breath... "It's mine... Xiaoxiao is my own." "Ah? How do you judge?" Gu Xiaobai couldn't help asking. "Don't rely on anything." Zuo Yongbang smiled and pointed to his chest, "Rely on my own heart, I just recalled seventeen or eighteen years ago, my wife and I...before Xiaoxiao was born... us……" "You recalled it for a full hour?" "Yeah, a lot of good memories..." Based on those memories, those laughter and emotions, Xiaoxiao is my own. Luo Shuquan sat in front of the computer, thinking about it while flipping through the computer files. Suddenly, a folder was opened... There are many, many photos spread out in front of my eyes...all of him... It turned out that before he knew it, AMY took many photos of him, when he was sleeping like a pig, when he was obsessed with playing games, when he was sitting on the toilet alone in a daze... All these moments that Luo Shuquan didn't know the passage of time were captured by AMY... Luo Shuquan's tears flowed down immediately... How could I...doubt her... At this time, AMY was on the way home, feeling very upset and uneasy.Last night, after she finished telling that big lie, she saw Luo Shu's face turned pale, and in an instant, she turned off all the lights in the entire building with only resentment.When the lights came back on, he told her to think again. "What are you thinking about?" AMY thought, she didn't know what Luo Shuquan's thoughtful answer was, but several times when she got up in the middle of the night, she saw Luo Shuquan sitting alone in the living room in a daze.She couldn't bear it, but the matter had already been done, so she had no choice but to bite the bullet and continue. AMY had no choice but to keep comforting herself, this is the final test for Luo Shuquan, whether he is a trustworthy and responsible man?If it is... she will never turn back... She didn't even think about it, if Luo Shuquan ran up and said to her in a very solemn way, let's give birth to this child... What should she do? This is also the reason why she was in a daze on the way home—at that moment, she was so guilty that she actually hoped that Luo Shuquan would let her kill this non-existent child, so that she could at least have a violent fit... Now, it's really hard to get off... AMY arrived home with such a mood, opened the door with a key, and there was no one in the house. The clock on the wall said it was almost five o'clock. This man...doesn't even have the courage to meet me. At this time, Luo Shuquan was dragging Gu Xiaobai to run wildly on Nanjing Road. When he saw those photos, his mind suddenly became very clear. I can't be sure if this child is mine, no one can be sure, I can only be sure of one thing... AMY is mine, is what I want, is the woman I've been looking for and identified... I'm going to propose to her! He rushed to Gu Xiaobai's house, explained his purpose to him as quickly as possible, and dragged him out of the door.The two of them summed it up, and with the deposits on hand, they could buy a decent diamond ring no matter what, and rushed out. Along the way, Luo Shuquan was excited and trembling all over, while Gu Xiaobai was still in a daze. He couldn't figure it out, this man was still doubting whether the child his woman was carrying was his own one second, and he was going to propose to her the next second... But since he's decided, I'm rooting for him. At the entrance of Tiffany's store, Gu Xiaobai watched Luo Shuquan's cell phone ring, and it was AMY. Then, Luo Shuquan pinched his phone in full view. "I don't want her to know too much." After speaking, Luo Shuquan dragged Gu Xiaobai into the store. A beautiful salesperson in uniform came over, "What do you two need?" "Diamond ring." "please follow me……" The two of them lay on a counter and looked at it for a long time. Luo Shuquan picked out a diamond ring, asked the salesperson to take it out, and handed it to Gu Xiaobai. "propose to me." "what?" "I want to try AMY to see its effect." Luo Shuquan whispered to the overwhelmed Gu Xiaobai, "Hurry up! Propose to me." Gu Xiaobai took the diamond ring calmly, looked around, and everyone around him was looking at him. He had no choice but to kneel down on one knee... It was the moment in my life when I wanted to die the most... "Say something." Luo Shuquan lowered his head and said to Gu Xiaobai. "You idiot, do you want to marry or not?" Luo Shuquan leaned over and warned in a low voice, "Be serious, be serious, if it doesn't make it right, I'll take it down and show it to AMY." Gu Xiaobai sighed, closed his eyes and remembered... In an instant, the surrounding noisy sounds receded like the tide.There was a person who stayed on the beach, wearing a long skirt, smiling lightly under the setting sun, leaving footprints on the beach... "I'm sorry, I know we've been separated." Gu Xiaobai opened his eyes, and at some point, his eyes were already full of tears, "But you don't know, you don't know that every day after we separated, I was thinking about what to do. To be with you again. For this, I keep praying and keep moving... "I hope that one day, maybe one day, we will meet again at a certain intersection, a certain intersection that we have never expected. At this time, at this time, we will all find that we have missed each other so lightly , missed each other. And the two best gifts that God has given me in this life are meeting you and meeting you again. "I can't wait for God to give me any more. What I want to do is to give you all the rest of my life. I also hope that you can give me, give me your best gift, all the rest of your life... marry me……" That person disappeared like fog, and the eyes gradually became clear... A wretched man was kneeling down, hugging himself and crying bitterly... In my ear, there seemed to be a voice of a female customer holding her boyfriend and choking, "Who stipulates that homosexuals cannot get married in China? It's not easy for these two buddies..." On the taxi home, Luo Shuquan and Gu Xiaobai were sitting.Luo Shuquan held the diamond ring box in his hand, and kept making surprise gestures. He opened it with tears in his eyes, and then closed it expressionlessly; he opened it in surprise again, with tears in his eyes... the cycle repeats N times, Gu Xiaobai Call Zuo Yongbang on the sidelines. "Luo Shuquan is going to propose to AMY!" "What?" came a confused voice from over there. "Luo Shuquan is going to propose to AMY!" "What?" The voice woke up suddenly, "Is it because I haven't woken up, or he hasn't woken up? What do you mean?" "Luo Shuquan, after your enlightenment, I finally figured it out! No matter what happened to that child, AMY is the one he wants. So I just bought a diamond ring with me, and now I'm nervous next to me. Let's go back later , he is going to propose to her!" Zuo Yongbang came to his senses and quickly got up and put on his clothes, "Wait a minute, I'll be right over." Five minutes later, he also went out. At this time, Mo Xiaomin was waiting anxiously at the gate of Huashan Hospital, and AMY hurried over from a distance, wearing big sunglasses. "What's going on? Didn't you talk about coming to my house?" Mo Xiaomin looked at her in confusion, "Why did you change this place?" "I might actually be pregnant." "what?" "Don't bark." AMY whispered, "I might actually be pregnant." An hour ago, AMY looked around the empty room. After the appointed time, Luo Shuquan was still missing. Calling him was decisively cut off. This man didn't dare to respond, he didn't even have the courage to meet me... Perhaps this is also a response? AMY stood where she was, looking at the empty room, unconsciously smiling wryly.It turns out that the "boring prank" that Mo Xiaomin said really worked like this, revealing the cowardice, incompetence, and irresponsibility of this man's nature. I don't need to stay here anymore... AMY looked around slowly, this room, at some point, was already full of her things, and it would not take a while to tidy them up. Bring the easiest things first, and stay at Mo Xiaomin's house tonight. I don't want to see him anymore... AMY pulled out the trolley case, stuffed clothes in it indiscriminately, and then somehow, maybe the action was too violent. A strong sense of vomiting surged up from my stomach... "You came here without telling Luo Shuquan?" "What did I tell him?" AMY looked at Mo Xiaomin sadly, "I told him before, and he said to give me a response. When the time came, no one was there, and he didn't answer the phone calls. He could still talk to me. What did he say? Said 'Oh... sorry, I lied to you before, but this time it seems to be true, please treat it seriously'... Is that what you said?" Mo Xiaomin couldn't answer either. after awhile. "Are you sure... Didn't you buy the pregnancy test stick last time? Didn't you try it at home first?" "My first reaction was to run away, you know? I can't stay there for a minute, we are over. What kind of pregnancy test stick, I have to draw a line on it! How can it succeed once? Yes, I used up all of them!" "Then...then what are you going to do? If you are really pregnant." "Nothing to do, destroy it." Looking at Mo Xiaomin's blank eyes, AMY smiled sadly, "Maybe God is really punishing me. Luo Shuquan can't count on it anymore, we're done." "But didn't you always want children?" A nurse came out and called AMY's name. AMY stood up, smiled sadly at Mo Xiaomin, and walked in. 莫小闵的眼中是她的背影…… “你真的想清楚了？” 罗书全家里，三个人已经会合，罗书全正拿着飞机上的呕吐袋，不断地凑着深呼吸，放下，对左永邦点头。 “真想清楚了？” 罗书全又把头埋进呕吐袋，深呼吸。 “哪怕她这次怀孕可能不是你的？” “不，是我的。”罗书全抬起头，眼神慢慢坚定，“我想和她在一起，就是这么简单。” “好，想清楚了就好。” “你们快点走吧，她可能马上就回来了。” “不要！”顾小白突然举手，“我要看！ "Look at what?" “我从来没看见过人家求婚！我要看！” “我们走吧，我们在这儿他说不出来。”看着罗书全求助的眼神，左永邦只好劝说顾小白。 “哼！”顾小白看看他们，然后站起身，走到衣橱前打开门，钻进去，慢慢把门关上。 罗书全和左永邦面面相觑。 这时，外面钥匙开门的声音，罗书全悚然而惊，紧张地转过头去。 左永邦站起身，整了整领带，很自觉地走向衣橱，打开，进去，慢慢关上门。 姿势相当之优雅。 门推了开来，罗书全条件反射地站起来，两人互相望着。 气氛……突然诡异起来。 “刚回来？”罗书全紧张地笑起来。 “Hi！”AMY对着他，像看到一个陌生人一样笑起来。 “不好意思，我之前有点事儿，所以我没接你电话……” “喔！没事！”AMY高兴地摇摇头，打断他，眼光转到屋子角落里，走过去拿起收拾到一半的行李箱，放到床上，开始重新整理。 “这……这是干吗？” “没事。”AMY转过头，朝他笑了笑，“我要出去旅行一趟。” “旅行？和谁？去哪里？我怎么完全不知道？” “我自己一个人，刚决定的。” AMY完全不管罗书全，整理着自己的箱子，留罗书全一个人傻傻地站在那里。 “怎……怎么回事啊？” “没事啊，我回头跟你说吧。” “你……你是不是怪我没在屋子里等你，没接你电话啊，我……” “喔！没事！” AMY转过头，笑了笑，“这件事已经过去了。” “过去了？” “过去了。”AMY轻轻一笑，点点头。 “情况不对劲啊！”衣橱里，顾小白忍不住小声对左永邦说，被左永邦一把捂住嘴巴。 外面，AMY已经收拾完箱子，笑着对罗书全，“行啦！我走啦！回头电话跟你说吧！” 罗书全呆呆地看着AMY。 “再见。”AMY挥手朝他笑了笑，走出了门外。 那个人已经走远，罗书全还呆呆地站在那里，只是不自觉地拿出钻戒，呆呆地看着。 “你有病啊！”顾小白跳出来喊。 “你怎么回事啊？干吗不拉住她啊？”左永邦也艰难地爬出来。 “喂！她肯定觉得，你对她怀孕压根不关心，绝望地走人啦！” 顾小白已经忍不住要抽罗书全耳光了。 罗书全置若罔闻，只是呆呆地看着门，嘴巴里突然发生轻轻的喃喃声。 “AMY，嫁给我……” “现在说有个屁用啊！” “AMY，嫁给我，我没有在家里等你，我没有接你电话，我是去买戒指的……”罗书全像两个人完全不存在似的，呆呆地对着空气说，“我急得连钱都忘了带，是顾小白借我的……我没有想到……我不知道出了什么事儿……你可不可以……我们结婚吧……” 顾小白和左永邦互相看了看，这个人已经疯掉了…… “AMY……”罗书全梦幻地说着，“我们结婚吧……” “没事吧你，醒醒！” “你可不可以嫁给我，AMY我不能再失去第二次了，我不能了……”罗书全像还魂似的突然反应过来，冲过去大叫着拉开门。 “AMY！” 撞到一个人，AMY的身影，静静地伫立在门口。 AMY慢慢转过身，脸上全是眼泪。 罗书全呆呆地看着AMY。 AMY看着罗书全，笑着抹了一下眼睛，然后拎起箱子继续往走廊外走。 “AMY！” AMY转过头，看着他。 “我没有不负责任，我喜欢小孩子。”罗书全认真地看着她，“我也没有不管你，我刚才是和顾小白一起去买戒指了……好多戒指，不知道选哪个，不知道你喜欢哪个。其实这么长时间来，我都不知道你到底喜欢些什么。说实话，我不是很了解你，但是我想了解你，想知道你喜欢什么，想要什么。我不知道你是不是想要我，但是我知道我想要你。我想知道，我们能不能一直在一起……” AMY看着罗书全，眼泪噼里啪啦掉下来。 “AMY……”罗书全缓缓跪下，举着戒指，“我们结婚吧……” AMY看着他，捂着嘴，慢慢向他走过去。 “我好想撒花。”顾小白小声对左永邦说。 “哪儿有花？” “走道里倒是有一袋石灰呢……” AMY走到罗书全面前，慢慢地伸出手，伸向戒指。 在碰到的那一刹那，她止住了。 耳边响起的是刚才在医院诊室里……医生对她说的…… “不好意思，小姐，结果已经出来了。我们观察到，你的子宫壁非常薄，受精卵很难在上面依附。不好意思……刚才的感觉可能是心情激动吧，是一种误会。不好意思，你非但没有怀孕，可能很难会怀孕……” "Sorry……" AMY呆呆地望着医生，就像现在呆呆地望着罗书全。 面前闪烁的东西，是自己一直在渴望的幸福。然而现在，就此时此刻，却是像光年一般的遥远，无法触碰……