Chapter 4 Chapter 4 Something Happened

After I got the car book, my hands were itchy without touching the steering wheel for a few days, so I asked Wang Dapeng out for a drive. He had a Poussin, a bus, with a police prefix. territory. When I called Wang Dapeng to drive around, he said that he could lend you the car for a day, and you could drive it yourself, and I would accompany Bai Yue to shop around.I said to take Bai Yue with me.He asked what to do with the shop, I said to help you find a buddy, volunteer labor, Wang Dapeng said that would be great, I will go if I find someone. After hanging up the phone, I sent a text message to Lao Wai, asking him to return my favor.One morning before graduation, I was kissing a girl affectionately in my dream. In order to know what the girl looked like, I opened my eyes, only to see Lao Wai leaning down and looking at me affectionately. Sitting up at once, he asked, what are you... what are you going to do.Lao Wai said, I'm about to graduate, let's take a picture.At that time, I was so touched that I put on the vest and pants, combed my hair, and followed Lao Wai downstairs.He took me straight to the girl's building and called out a girl. I thought it was Lao Wai who wanted to take a photo with me, so I found someone to take a photo. I didn't expect Lao Wai to say to me, please take some photos for us.It turned out that the girl had been secretly in love with Lao Wai for many years, and under Lao Wai's soft and hard pampering, she finally agreed to take a few photos with him as a souvenir for Lao Wai.What else can I say, follow them with the camera, they choose the scene, I press the shutter.When the thirty-sixth photo was taken, Laowai said that maybe he could grab another one, and he wanted to take a photo with me, so I handed the camera to the girl, and Laowai and Laowai posed shoulder-to-shoulder and were photographed by the girl. into the camera.After the film was developed, I only saw thirty-six and a half photos. I asked Lao Wai about our group photo.I saw only the half of Lao Wai on the screen, without me, and it became a single photo of Lao Wai, but there was an extra arm of unknown origin on his shoulder.

This time I told Lao Wai that the matter of the photos would be written off, but you have to do me a favor by keeping an eye on Wang Dapeng’s stall for a whole day. . After getting settled, Lei Lei, Wang Dapeng and Bai Yao got into Poussin and set off. Before I came out, I asked Lei Lei to play together, and she readily agreed.I said I might have to spend the night outside.Lei Lei said let's go.I asked your boyfriend if he was worried about you.Lei Lei said, just you! It took us two hours to reach a scenic spot with a decent name on the outskirts of Beijing.The car was driven by Wang Dapeng when we set off, and I sat in the driver's seat as soon as I got out of the Fourth Ring Road, barely taking my foot off the gas pedal. Wang Dapeng said that if he drove, it would take at least two and a half hours to get there.In fact, I wanted to step on the brake several times, but because I was not familiar with the position, I stepped on the accelerator.Wang Dapeng, who was sitting in the back row, warned me more than once: Poussin can't run too fast.But Lei Lei sat next to me, and a few times I put my hand on her leg after shifting the gear, but she slapped it away. I felt anxious and stepped on the gas pedal again.

When the waiters at the resort saw that the business was coming, they hurried over to say hello. Seeing that we were two men and two women, they recommended the fun cabin for accommodation.This is a kind of building made entirely of wood, with a simple and unique appearance.Go in and take a look, the typical Chinese countryside, with emerald green and pink quilts, pillows and mattresses where mandarin ducks play in the water, window grilles where dragons and phoenixes are auspicious, and door paintings of golden boys and jade girls.Wang Dapeng asked me how I was doing, and I said yes, here it is.

Next, how should the rooms be allocated? The first combination that was denied was that I shared a room with Bai Yao, and Wang Dapeng and Lei Lei shared a room; the more reasonable way was that I slept with Wang Dapeng, Lei Lei and Bai Key, but only two girls slept together. It's too dangerous to be together; of course, the four of us can sleep in the same room, but it's better that Lei Lei and I sleep in the same room alone, so as to provide convenience for Wang Dapeng and Bai Key, and let them do whatever they want. In this way, I am fine. I asked Lei Lei if it was okay, and she said yes.

In the end, we chose a larger wooden house, which has two rooms with opposite doors, so they can take care of each other. By the time everything was arranged, it was already dark. For dinner, we had the special dish here, roast leg of lamb.The waiter said that we should also drink some red wine, otherwise the fun will be lost by half.Then let's have some sex after drinking, which is just what I want. The waiter lit the candle again, which made our faces flushed, and our eyes were blurred after a while. After dinner, the four of us played with tractors. When Lei Lei and I hit 5, we were chased by Wang Dapeng and Bai Key. They had already played a circle.It's not that our cards are bad, it's just because I'm not very good at playing cards. When others play 9, I will play 10 to control him. If there is no 10, I will play 8. Try not to be too much smaller than the opponent.I especially admire people who play cards with their brains. They can remember all the cards that come out next, and they know what cards are in other people's hands. They can't remember every card. It's really tiring.Wang Dapeng said that the brain can only be used if it is regularly exercised. I know that his card skills were developed during the night shift.

The more we played the cards, the more boring we became. We changed to a killing game, but there were too few people. We said that we should ask two waiters to come over and kill together. Then we only heard two thermos pots exploding one after another outside the window. The sound of rolling and crawling.Wang Dapeng opened the curtain and said, it seems that the waiter came to deliver boiled water, and they took it seriously. Didn't they see that my license plate had the initials of police?They must have thought we escaped from prison, Bai Yue said. There is nothing to play, I said it is better to go to bed early and get up early tomorrow to climb the mountain.

Bai Yao and Lei Lei went to the bathroom together. Taking advantage of this time, Wang Dapeng took out something and asked me if I wanted it. I saw what it was and said yes. He gave me one, and I said it was too little. Wang Dapeng glanced at me and said, You are awesome, and then took one out of the bag and gave it to me. When I was sleeping at night, I deliberately left out one of those things and was discovered by Lei Lei. She picked it up and looked at it seriously, then pushed open the window, threw it into the distance, clapped her hands and said to me fiercely: Don't think about it!

I asked Lei Lei if I could take off my coat to sleep, and Lei Lei said that it doesn’t matter if you take it all off, but after I fell asleep, she got into the peach-red bed fully armed and fell asleep with her face against the wall . Lei Lei still turned her back to me and said: "Who cares about it, it's not like I haven't seen it before." I said, "If I were you, I would watch it." Lei Lei subconsciously squeezed the quilt tightly and said, "It's beautiful to think about!" Seeing Lei Lei's resolute attitude, I didn't show off my youthful body anymore, and got into the emerald green bed.We slept on the floor, and the interior structure of the cabin was similar to Japanese tatami mats.

Not long after lying down, I felt the floor shaking, one after another, Lei Lei asked me if there was an earthquake, and I said you really didn’t know or pretended not to know.At this time, Bai Yue's cry came from the next door, and the floor shook violently. I said, the opposite door started. Wang Dapeng's violent movements made people feel that the whole house was on the verge of collapse. Lei Lei covered her head with a quilt, but it didn't help. She poked her head out and said, "They are too arrogant."I said we can be more arrogant, Lei Lei said no way, and then stopped talking.The sound of the opposite door makes us immersive.

I thought it was almost time, so I said to Lei Lei, it's almost time, they should be done.Sure enough, within two minutes, Wang Dapeng sighed, and the floor stopped shaking. And at this moment, I suddenly felt that a hand was walking on my face. I grabbed Lei Lei's hand, held her in my arms, and reached her mouth. We began to kiss for a long time, and the two tongues stirred together like a knot. Lei Lei is a girl who has been in a relationship before, and boys now want girlfriends at every turn. This phenomenon is very common in middle school, not to mention college, but how to explain the scene just now, Lei Lei is not still a virgin, right? It shouldn't be!

I remember that when I was just in college, I didn’t go home one weekend. I got up in the morning and went to the water room to wash my teeth. I was brushing my teeth. Suddenly a girl came in. She was barefoot and wearing a boy’s big slippers. Raise your head, gather your hair into a bunch and tie it with monkey rubber bands, then squeeze toothpaste generously, brush your teeth, swing the toothbrush up and down (inside and out, it’s really careful, as expected of a girl), spit toothpaste foam, clean your mouth, toothbrush It's over, the next step is to apply facial cleanser on the face, it seems to be scrubbed, rub it, don't worry, and don't worry about being seen by the building manager, if caught, you will be expelled from school. What's more, I went to the bathroom at noon that day, but was stopped by a senior boy guarding the door and wouldn't let me in.I said why, this is the men's room, why not let me in, I am also a man.He said, you are not allowed in because you are a man, because my girlfriend is inside, do you smoke? He handed me a cigarette and said, I will live there.He pointed to the side of the corridor, meaning to let me know that the people living there are all senior students, so I don't talk too much, just pretend that I didn't see anything, otherwise I will be punished. It wasn't until the cigarette was almost finished that a girl came out of the toilet. I saw that it was the girl brushing her teeth just now. She took the boy's hand and walked towards his dormitory like a couple returning to her husband's house. Made me swoon.I suddenly remembered that I hadn't relieved myself yet, so I hurried into the toilet and happened to be squatting where the girl squatted just now, because I saw the sanitary napkin I just changed, and I was blinded all of a sudden, bringing my girlfriend in was nothing more than Want to mess around, but his girlfriend is in such a body, what can I do.I still have this common sense of physical hygiene. The first time I came into contact with "sex" was in the biology class of the third year of junior high school. After more than half a semester of class, everyone finally waited for the "reproductive system" in the musculoskeletal, intestines and stomachs, but the teacher said, "Chapter 8 and 9, you Read it for yourself, I believe you all understand, I can’t count the number of times I’ve read it below, in fact, these two chapters are nothing but sex.” As soon as these words came out, several girls blushed.The teacher also said, "If you don't talk about these two chapters, it doesn't mean you won't take the test. Although you are still young, you are still experts in this field. These two chapters should give you points." I think it's because some words can't be said in public, but they can be written. In order to do well in the exam, the boys also found a few reference books, the contents of which now seem a bit exaggerated, full of ellipsis, the girls know that this is a pornographic book, but they ask the boys for borrowing by reading the information , and circulated to each other. Later we also watched a teaching video, but we almost forgot the specific content. We only remember a few furry scenes in it, so disgusting that the girls couldn’t eat at noon, and the boys ate it for them, which made us hiccup all afternoon. The smell of fermented things filled the room. Earlier this kind of thing was involved in elementary school. In order to test our proficiency in vocabulary, the teacher asked everyone to write a word that is valid for both positive and negative readings, such as king and kingdom.So a boy said, purse.Before the teacher could speak, the female squad leader shouted, no, no, purse is a word, but the reverse purse is not a word, I have never heard of this word.The boy said, words are words, I only pulled the reversed purse last week, and my dad said my reversed purse was too long.The female squad leader said, then you tell me what is the reverse purse.The boy said that he was really uneducated, he didn't even know the reverse of the purse, and he was going to take it out...to show the public.The teacher hurriedly stopped him, saying that we will not discuss this topic of students, there are many similar words besides purses, such as grandpa, grandma, everyone for me... Now that I think about it, the teacher is enough to bully others. Irrigate the flowers of the motherland. At that time, I didn't know what a reverse purse was, but when I got home and had dinner, I asked my mother what a reverse purse was.Mom was taken aback, looked at my dad and said, did our child read a book that shouldn’t be read? I told you to put it away, but you just didn’t listen! Seeing me staring at her blankly, Lei Lei said, it's nothing to do with you, so don't be nervous. I still looked at Lei Lei in bewilderment. What are you thinking, Lei Lei said. Nothing, I mean it. At this time, the floor shook again, more violently than last time, and the voices of Wang Dapeng and Bai Yue were endless. I bumped against the wall, signaling Wang Dapeng to take it easy, but it made him even more arrogant, and the floor shook even more. Can't afford to provoke or hide?I suggest going out with Lei Lei to get some fresh air.In fact, the drunkard's intention is not to drink. The sky was slightly blue and the wilderness was deserted. On a level grass, I picked up Lei Lei and slowly put her on the clothes I had laid out. "Come again." I was already pressing on Lei Lei. "Here?" Lei Lei was uneasy. "Don't worry, no one will..." Before I could finish speaking, Lei Lei had already blocked my mouth.We use the sky as our quilt and the earth as our bed, and we are about to start again. It suddenly occurred to me that no safety measures had been taken. Lei Lei asked me if something would happen. I said maybe, but the children conceived at this time are all smart.You hate it, Lei Lei said, and then took out an identical Nasha said, I didn't really throw it just now. It was already dawn, and Lei Lei and I went back to the cabin, just in time to bump into Wang Dapeng.He asked, did you two hear the wolf howling in the morning? Just one sound, it was really scary.Lei Lei glanced at me and said, I heard it, it was a pervert calling. The original plan was to climb the mountain, but after working hard all night, the mountain climbing activities had to be cancelled, and I returned to Beijing in the afternoon. I lay in bed for a long time unable to fall asleep, tossing and turning, thinking about what had happened.The floor no longer trembled, and the sound of snoring came from the next door. Wang Dapeng was able to sleep well after eating well. "I know you can't sleep," I said, "Can you tell me about you and him?" "Who?" "The graduate student." At my insistence, Lei Lei told me about her relationship with the graduate students. That is, a few months ago, Lei Lei met the graduate student.He used to be Lei Lei's high school alumnus, one grade older than her, and only a wall away from Lei Lei's class. He fell in love with Lei Lei because of the special pull (three beeps) when he played basketball.At that time, the Japanese manga "Basketball Flying Man" was popular in Chinese campuses. Girls liked boys who could shoot the ball twice. So boys took a basketball to the playground to show off, and even skipped classes to attract girls. Note that graduate students are among them. Of course, he was only a third-year student at that time. Lei Lei, a sophomore in high school, often saw the boy from the next class pass by her window, so she was looking forward to the end of get out of class, to the end of school, to a chance acquaintance. Exceptional admission. Watching him get the admission letter and leave the school, Lei Lei never had the courage to confess to him, and watched his back silently until he disappeared. A year later, Lei Lei was also admitted to university. Beautiful girls are always in demand on campus. Boys are scrambling to fall in love with Lei Lei. Lei Lei also talked a few times. It felt like she still couldn't forget that person. Later, Lei Lei saw him on CUBA's TV broadcast. He was still so handsome, and he played even better (Lei Lei's original words). He became the best player in that game. In fact, I have also watched the game Lei Lei mentioned, and the only feeling left is that the level of our country's college basketball league is so low, and the MVP was awarded to him.It's not that I'm bragging, find me a pair of better sneakers, train me for a month, and the MVP must be me. Lei Lei said that after watching the game, she wrote him a passionate letter while her heart was surging, but she didn't reply. She was so excited that she forgot to tell him her address. Lei Lei did not write to him again, the letter was so passionate, after sending it, Lei Lei calmed down, realized that she was too impulsive, and at the same time she rationally analyzed that she and him would meet again, because he is the leader of this city. people will return to this city.Although it takes time, Lei Lei's feelings for him will never rot—it was put in the refrigerator after three layers of plastic wrap. Damn, isn't he just a sports student, I said angrily. There is really nothing to be proud of for sports special students.It is a kind of sadness to become a sports student on the university campus, which means that the reason why they can enter the university is to see that their limbs are more developed, otherwise there is no way. At the same time, it also shows another reason. After that, they still haven’t reached a certain height in terms of competitive level, and they haven’t come out on top. This age has already achieved fame.Therefore, in terms of sports and study, special sports enrollment does not have the slightest advantage at all, and they should feel inferior.Compared with ordinary students, the only advantage of sports special enrollment is that because of the daily training, the former can receive 20 bath tickets a month, eat roast beef with potatoes for free once a week, and the teacher also knows the level of their culture classes , Usually the test answers are sent to them one month in advance to go back and memorize, and they can pass with only 50 points in the test.I really don't know what these sports students can do after graduation. Anyway, they are not expected to win the Olympic gold medal, let alone the Nobel.Sports students are nothing more than satisfying the school's vanity and helping the school win gold and silver, but what's the use of this, will it rise slowly, will it be recorded in history, what are you thinking! "He returned to Beijing after graduating from university, and at this time he had been admitted to the graduate school of my current school." Leilei said. "What would he do? Why doesn't your school want me?" I strongly protested against the injustice of the world. "He can play basketball, what can you do, except bragging." Lei Lei said to him. Then talk about how you got on with him, I said. Later, I met him on campus on the first day he entered school, which was also fate, Lei Lei said. Is it the first day you're not selling clothes at Udannon, I ask. right. If I had soaked you the day before, I wouldn't have let him succeed, I'm so regretful. What are you thinking, I think I'm so easy to make fun of. I wanted to say what happened last night, but after thinking about it, I still didn't say anything. Lei Lei said, as soon as I saw him, I couldn't restrain my feelings. I said I went to the same school as you in high school, I watched you play on TV, and I wrote you a letter, he smiled silly He laughed and said, is that right, so you wrote that letter, so we will be fine. "It's that simple?" I couldn't believe it. "The structure is like this, and the content and details are rich, so it's inconvenient to tell you." Lei Lei said. "If I'm not mistaken, you and him are experiencing a relationship crisis." I said. "right." "Great." "It's not as easy as you think, don't be too happy." Lei Lei turned over and said. Lei Lei continued to talk about how the conflict between the two arose. "Not long after I got married with him, one weekend, he took me into his dormitory. Boys and girls in our school dormitory can come and go freely. I asked him where the people in the dormitory were, and he said that they went out and they went to find a girlfriend to date. .Aren’t they coming back? I asked. He said, they went out so that they wouldn’t come back. They went to sleep with their girlfriends. At this point, he and I were a little unnatural and fell into silence. I looked at him, he looked looked at me, and lowered their heads." "He broke the silence first. He said, have you ever done it. I shook my head. I saw the look of joy on his face. He said, let's do it once. I nodded. I love him." "He undressed me, put me on his bed, and before undressing himself, said to me that it was his first time too. I nodded again." "This process was too painful. He was like a headless chicken, bumping around. I was in pain, but I tried not to cry out. I love him and hope he can do it." "It's finally over. His first response was to look at the sheets." "He said: 'Why did you lie to me, you are my first woman, but I am not your first man!' This sentence is unforgettable in my life." "I said it was my first time. He said, but you didn't hurt or bleed just now. I have nothing to say." "So, before the night was over, I left his dormitory. From then on, he became more and more indifferent to me, and our relationship existed in name only." I get it, that layer didn't break when it should, but it broke last night. "What do you want to do next?" I asked Lei Lei. "Maybe I shouldn't tell you that." "..." "Why did I see you instead of him." "..." "I hate you!" "..." "I want to go back!" Lei Lei got up, took her bag, opened the door and left. I hurriedly chased her out and grabbed her, "Where are you going!" "Don't worry about it! Let go!" Lei Lei struggled with me. Wang Dapeng and Bai Yue ran out after hearing the news: "What's the matter, what's the matter?" "Open the car door first!" I said, "You two hurry up and pack your things and go back to the city!" I dragged Lei Lei into the car and sat in the back seat with her. She looked out the window and ignored me. Wang Dapeng and Bai Yue settled the rent and returned to the car.Looking into the mirror, Wang Dapeng said to Lei Lei, "I've got my driver's license too, why don't you come for a meeting?" "It's yours." I patted Wang Dapeng on the shoulder and said. I was speechless all the way. When the car arrived at Sanyuan Bridge, Lei Lei asked Wang Dapeng to stop.Wang Dapeng asked me with his eyes through the mirror, and I said step aside. When Lei Lei got out of the car, Bai Yue said goodbye, she replied to Bai Yue, then closed the car door without looking at me. The car started again, and Wang Dapeng asked me, "What are you two doing?" "I do not know either." "Can you still figure it out?" "If you don't understand, you have to do it." I turned my head and watched Lei Lei being gradually thrown away by the car. "Emotions are so complicated. Look at me, hurry up and get married and live your life. There's so much preparation, right, wife." Wang Dapeng touched Bai Yue's face. "You think everyone is as easy to deceive as I am." Bai Yue said. Two hours later, I received a call from Lei Lei: "I want to talk to you." "OK." "Come to my school, eight o'clock, call me at the gate." I drove to Lei Lei's school, a second-rate university in Haidian.When I got close to the door, I called her, and when I got there, she was already waiting there. "Go to my dormitory and talk." "Let me in?" "Just register." "That's great." Schools like this in Beijing are rare now, and I believe that countless male and female college students yearn for this kind of dormitory management. "I came to you because I have something to say." Lei Lei thought that I was being indecisive again, but my indecency did not affect what she wanted to say to me. Seeing how serious she was, I still didn't say anything when it came to my lips . After entering the gate of the girls' building, I still wanted to follow the rules and go to register, but Lei Lei said no, the administrator might have gone to the bathroom.I took a look, and sure enough, there was nothing in the window except for a steaming teacup, and boys and older men were allowed to come in and out grandly. Every dormitory is not closed. Men and women sit inside playing cards, watching movies, and playing games. It is an exaggeration to say that there are more boys than girls here. If it is not for the brassiere hanging in the corridor, and the F4 posted in each dormitory , as well as the big and small dolls on the bed, and the colorful little flower slippers under the bed, I really thought I had entered the boys' dormitory. There was no one in Lei Lei's dormitory. "Where are the people in your house?" I looked at the six empty beds and asked. "One didn't come to report at all when he entered school. One went home to go on a blind date, and got married after graduation. Another took a few days of class and felt bored, so he dropped out of school. I heard that he was watching Crayon Shin-chan at home. It’s been three years. Another one doesn’t live in school, she’s a commuter, and says she only eats the food cooked by her mother, but she’s not used to the food at school and has stomach problems. The other has many boyfriends, so she doesn’t need to come back to live at all.” Lei Lei said. "Is it just you?" I asked. "What's wrong?" Then the door opened and a girl came in. "Yo, there's someone." She was about to exit after finishing speaking. "It's okay, come in." Lei Lei said. "Don't bother me," said the girl. "No. This is a friend of mine, and this is my classmate." Lei Lei introduced us.She and I nodded and smiled at each other. "I changed my boyfriend." The girl asked mysteriously. "You think I'm you, just an ordinary friend." Lei Lei said. I was listening to their conversation. She might be the girl Lei Lei mentioned that she couldn't live with too many boyfriends. "Why is there no arrangement today?" Lei Lei asked her. "Today is off." The girl said. Lei Lei said to me: "Go out and talk." I have got up. The girl hurriedly said: "You talk, I'll go, I'll go downstairs to eat something." Then she left with a smile, not forgetting to close the door. "Tell me what's going on." I moved a chair and sat in front of Lei Lei. Lei Lei believes that our meeting, acquaintance, including the night of the outing, are all full of coincidences. She does not believe that we will have a result. She and I are more like playing a game. fully get involved. I said, but when several coincidences are combined, it becomes inevitable, and we have no reason to escape.Lei Lei said, if it is really inevitable, then it is just another coincidence. I said what do you mean, Lei Lei said that either you will disappear by my side, or I will disappear by your side.I said I can't do the former.Lei Lei said, then I had to disappear by your side. I didn't take it seriously, and said, since those things happened, I am sure, even if you go to the ends of the earth, I can find you.I also half-jokingly wrote down the mailbox in her palm, saying, don’t forget to write to me when you go to a foreign country. Lei Lei said, then try it. Sure enough, Lei Lei disappeared the next day. I called Lei Lei first, and the woman from China Telecom, who didn't know your surname, said in a nondescript voice that this number has been cancelled.I went to the dormitory to look for her again. The door was open, but there was no one inside. I went in and saw that her bedding had been rolled up. I exited the room, just in time to meet the girl from last night fetching water, I asked, "Where's Lei Lei?" "gone." "Where did it go?" "Come in and talk." I followed into the dormitory, the girl put down the thermos and said, "Drink water?" "Not thirsty. Tell me where Lei Lei has gone." "Look, you're in a hurry, you're not her boyfriend." I have nothing to say. The girl chuckled and said, "She talked about you all last night." "What did you say?" "Look at your seriousness, I'm lying to you. She didn't say anything and went to bed very early. When I opened my eyes today, she disappeared." The girl said. "Then why are you wasting my time!" I opened the door and walked out. She had already walked a long way, when she heard the phone rang inside the door, she said, "Have you got in the car... He just left... Have a good trip!" I ran back and snatched the phone, but the other party had already hung up. I checked the call history, the area code was 010, I dialed the number, and an old man answered. I asked who you were, and he said it was a public phone at Beijing Railway Station. I asked if a girl had called just now, and the old man said that there were too many people calling here, either men or women, and then hung up. "As for being so anxious?" the girl said. "Who called?" I asked while holding the phone. "You don't know him anyway." "Riley?" I asked. The girl didn't say anything. "Where is she going?" I asked again. "You are quite infatuated." "Stop talking nonsense, where has Lei Lei gone?" I was furious. "She said she didn't want to see you!" I finally understood a truth: if you don't have a woman's body, you can't count as possessing her heart, but if you possess a woman's body, you don't necessarily have her heart.