Chapter 16 third quarter

Zou Fei is unemployed again at home.When I was bored, I went to see Rossi and Fan Wenqiang to pass the time.After graduation, those who get along are still together, and those who don’t get along are separated. I used to look up and down in school, and say hello out of face, but now I don’t communicate at all. Classmates for four years are similar to strangers for a lifetime. I think There is no other way. Fan Wenqiang lived in the house rented by his brother for the convenience of going to work, and Rossi lived with Fan Wenqiang in order not to annoy his parents at home or be annoyed by them, and they still shared bunk beds.

Rossi failed a course before graduation, did not get a diploma, and found it difficult to find a job.After the new school year started, he went to take the make-up exam and sat in the same exam room with the lower grade students, and was greatly admired by his juniors and sisters. Lin Meng went to Canada to go to school. Rossi was not idle in China. She met a female netizen from out of town. The two exchanged photos. One day, he showed up at Beijing Railway Station and called Rossi.Rossi took the female netizen to Fan Wenqiang's place. Fan Wenqiang was playing a game. Rossi said, "Aren't you busy? Why haven't you left yet?"

Fan Wenqiang understood, and put down the handle consciously: "I almost forgot, I hurried away, you chat slowly." For the next few days, Rossi stayed at Fan Wenqiang's place with the female netizen, while Fan Wenqiang went to sleep in his brother's room, sharing the same bed with his brother.Rossi gratefully said to Fan Wenqiang's brother: "Fan Wenqiang is my classmate, so I won't be polite to him, thank you for your hard work this time!" Fan Wenqiang's brother said: "Don't be polite, I understand. I also came here when you were here."

When Rossi was hanging out with a female netizen, she delayed contacting Lin Meng. When it was time to go online, she lied to Lin Meng that she was drinking with Fan Wenqiang.Unexpectedly, Lin Meng really called Fan Wenqiang. Fan Wenqiang said that he was drinking. Lin Meng asked him to call Rossi, and she wanted to talk to Rossi.Fan Wenqiang said that Rossi went to pee in the corner, so here he is, and quickly got up from his brother's bed, held up the mobile phone, covered the microphone, knocked on the door of Rossi and the female netizen, and asked him to answer the phone. Rossi took the mobile phone and pretended to be slurred after drinking too much: "Didn't I tell you to drink, what's the phone call, how expensive, save this money and you can save a few dishes, hang up Go!" After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone and returned it to Fan Wenqiang, telling him, "If she calls you again in the future, don't answer it!"

"why?" "Talk too much and you will lose!" After avoiding Lin Meng's check several times, Rossi knew that it was impossible to hide forever, and thought that the female netizen should go back, but she didn't expect that the female netizen was an unemployed young man and didn't want to go back. Here, Rossi is more concerned about food and housing than going back. Have to find a job to be comfortable.Rosie was soft-hearted and embarrassed to push her out, so she had to make do with it. Lin Meng had a keen sense of smell and knew that the backyard might be on fire. She could smell the smell of Rosie stealing thousands of kilometers away, but there was insufficient evidence. In order to prevent the fire from getting bigger and bigger, Lin Meng decided to get Rosie to her side.

Surprisingly, Lin Meng also got to know the Canadian teachers very well, and applied for a place for Rossi to study for a master's degree.In Canada, the grades of various subjects in the undergraduate course are required, and Rossi’s grades are very low, so Lin Meng made a fake copy for Rossi, and the transcript needs to be stamped by the department, so Lin Meng asked Rossi to engrave a fake one. Rossi was too lazy to go, Lin Meng asked someone to go to Zhongguancun to engrave a fake seal, put it on Rossi's fake report card, and sent it to Canada. Two months later, Rossi actually received a letter of acceptance for a master's degree from a Canadian university without his own efforts.

While Lin Meng once again showed her greatness to the world, female netizens had to go back to her hometown to find a job. First-year girls are strawberries, sophomore girls are peaches, junior girls are canned food, and senior girls are tomatoes, which are no longer fruits. The life of the school did not officially begin until after graduation. Before leaving school, the difference between a freshman girl and a senior girl is whether the fruit is hung on a tree or picked and put in a basket. After graduation, it is equivalent to being transported to the city after graduation. People in the village feel old. Yes, they are fresh when they arrive in the city, and they are snapped up one after another.

Feng Aiai joined a foreign company after graduation. On the third day of work, a male colleague asked her out for dinner at noon.For a month, Feng Aiai received an endless stream of dinner invitations, across China and the West. Feng Aiai never refuses an invitation to dinner, and when paying the bill, she rushes to buy it with her male colleagues, she doesn't want to make herself a woman who cheats on food and drink.This time she was not in a hurry to make a final decision. She needed time to understand the other party clearly before making a decision.She doesn't want to fall in love again and again and lose love again and again, and she can't afford to be hurt.

The winter of 2002 came.The school life is getting farther and farther away from everyone, and it has become a thing of the past, and each of them has started a new life. Rossi went to Canada and lived the life that Lin Meng had arranged for him. He didn't have to worry about where to live, what job to do, and how to complete the credits.Fan Wenqiang was sent by his brother to work in other places, where he was responsible for picking up the goods sent by his brother from Beijing.Shang Qinghua accepted the education of the master's course with a rigorous and realistic attitude, and started to take the doctoral exam.Lao Xie has a group of new classmates, still sitting on the bed he has been sitting on for eight years, kneading walnuts, eating hot pot, and going to the hospital from time to time.Zou Fei is a little uncomfortable with everyone's current life. When he is happy or bored at night, he wants to find someone to go out for a drink, but he can't find him.

Zou Fei's new life has not yet come, and the old life has come to an end.He also tried to find a job. During his search, he found that if he didn't want to be changed by this society, he should minimize his opportunities to participate in society. This was the only effective way.The utilitarianism of the worldly men whom he loathes is the result of their active participation in society.But as a living person, he couldn't avoid not participating in the society, and it would be nice if he could keep aloof, so he could only wrong himself and struggle to find a similar job. He gradually couldn't bear the previous attitude towards life that believed that there should be something illusory and indescribable in life that was more important than living a life. Is it worth it? It's like digging a well in a place where there is no water at all. The more effort you make, the more it will be wasted. It is tantamount to going the opposite direction on the road of life.

New jobs appear.A classmate of Zou Fei works as an editor for a car magazine, and often uses photos of various cars. The photographer he used before quit, and took pictures of cars for several years, and then he felt sick when he looked at the car through the viewfinder. A new car is on the market. Zou Fei’s classmate is in charge of the test drive article of this car. He needs pictures. He asks Zou Fei to try to take a few photos. As a result, the editor-in-chief is very satisfied with the photos, so he reached a long-term agreement with Zou Fei. Cooperation intention. Zou Fei is also very happy to do this job. Taking pictures is his favorite thing to do, and he can also walk around.Whenever there is an auto show or a new car launch in any city, he will go there with the text editor, not only supporting himself, but also traveling around.The advantage of being a Chinese is that you don’t need to go abroad. You only need to walk from south to north, from east to west, and you can see all kinds of situations in the world and people’s living conditions, which is of great benefit to help you understand life. After entering the magazine, Zou Fei began to work crazily.It's not that I like work, but a dislike of the previous state of idleness, just like when I was admitted to college and started to sleep, it's not love to sleep, it's revenge for not being able to sleep because I read books non-stop before I was admitted to college. Although life is on the right track, Zou Fei is not feeling well. He thought: Without this classmate, maybe he would not be able to get this job. Could it be that he could not find a job on his own?It's not that he thinks about himself, it's just that he doesn't understand why there must be someone and a relationship to do things. Isn't it okay to just discuss the matter? Zou Fei has been doing this job for more than two years.Over the past two years, many things have happened. Wei Wei finally started his life as a writer. He does nothing but think about things and write every day. The two of them are always worried about eating, drinking, and distracting. Wei Wei said that what he wants to worry about is the hearts of all human beings. Shang Qinghua was about to graduate as a graduate student, and he kept calling the senior students "those kids". When they first entered school, they all called the senior students "Old B".Now they are older than old B. In his tenth year of college, Lao Xie was under financial pressure and could no longer calmly spend his family’s money on schooling, medical treatment, and eating hot pot, so he opened a hot pot restaurant next to the school based on his own conditions. Free beer and Erguotou are provided, and people are hired to watch the store.He was still in the dormitory most of the time, wanted to eat hot pot, and secretly used the electric stove to cook it, but he didn't have to buy it himself, he called the buddy to send the things to the dormitory.When someone asked him why he always ate in the dormitory instead of going to the restaurant, Lao Xie said, "I'm used to it, and the food won't taste good when I leave here." Although Rossi and Lin Meng didn't get a certificate, they lived like an old couple in Canada, getting up, going out, shopping, cooking, walking, sharing the same bed, and talking at night together every day.Lin Meng did something even more admirable. On the eve of her graduation, she even obtained Canadian citizenship for herself, found a well-paid job, and was about to enter the middle class.Her next plan was to make Rosie Canadian too.This matter made everyone feel that there is nothing impossible for Lin Meng to think of.If such people come back to build the motherland, the great rejuvenation of the Chinese nation will surely be realized as soon as possible. After investigating for a long time, Feng Aiai finally made up her mind to get along with a small private owner ten years older than her.One day Zou Fei played football with the team of the magazine. The opponents were a group of 18 or 19 year old kids who had just graduated from vocational high school and went to work in a hotel. After several times, the ball couldn't catch up. I was very discouraged, but I couldn't accept it.After playing for a while, Zou Fei left the field, smoking on the sidelines.On the nearby tennis court, a woman wearing a hat is playing tennis against a man who is not young.Zou Fei watched through the net, and suddenly the woman stopped playing, and walked towards Zou Fei with a racket. Zou Fei saw that it was Feng Aiai. Feng Aiai introduced the man she played with to Zou Fei. He was her current boyfriend, the legendary man who had withstood Feng Aiai's investigation. Wearing a crisp white Nike tennis shirt and sneakers.Zou Fei shook hands with him, wanting to laugh all the time, but also feeling quite emotional: Feng Aiai searched and searched, thinking she could find someone different, but in the end she found a mainstream one. "Sit over there!" There was a water bar next to the court, and Feng Aiai and Zou Fei sat there. On the court, the gentle man continued to play with a well-organized man. "That's the coach he was looking for." Feng Aiai said looking at the field. "It's enough, let's get a coach." Zou Fei didn't need to lie to Feng Aiai. "He is used to taking everything seriously." Feng Aiai said. "He's no worse than that coach!" Zou Fei saw that the gentle man's movements were also very stylish. "He gave the coach the money for 50 times. After learning 20 times, he felt that he didn't need to learn anymore, but the money was not refunded. He asked me to learn too. If I don't learn, I don't want to learn." "Ganqing is a diligent and thrifty housekeeper." "I'm going to marry him!" Feng Aiai said happily. "No more picking and choosing?" Marriage is very far away for Zou Fei. "No need, if you meet someone who is similar, it will be over if you end up. No one is perfect." Feng Aiai said with emotion. "What did he do that made you think it was all right?" "The most important thing is to be kind to me and considerate, so that I don't feel the pain of life at all." Feng Aiai recalled, "When it's cold, people watching outside the window wrap their clothes tightly and walk in the wind against the wind. On the road, the wind was so strong that you don’t have to go out to be blown. You can see it with your eyes. It’s this kind of weather. He let me sit in a car with warm wind and go to a restaurant to eat delicious food. I really feel that I am enjoying it. The joy of life. Ever since I met him, I have never felt too hot in summer or too cold in winter.” "Without you, he might be like this himself." Zou Fei said. "I know, so I also think, why does he like me? If I were someone else, would he be the same? But then again, even if he treats everyone like this, it means that this is a man who can treat his wife well. Let me meet him, he is the only one! I am also looking at twenty-six, and I can't toss about those little girls who are still in school and just graduated." Feng Aiai said. Zou Fei originally wanted to say, "You're not bad, boys older than you and younger than you have been tossed by you", but he didn't know Feng Aiai well enough to make fun of his past love life like he did with Rossi, so he Just smiled. "What's your situation now?" Feng Aiai asked. "It's okay." Zou Fei couldn't think of any more accurate expression than this word. "One or two?" "One." "Have been alone for the past two years, or have you just placed an order?" "The process is not important anymore, anyway, I am alone now." "Is Tong Yue still in touch?" "Gone." "Is she coming back soon?" "Should be graduating soon, I don't know if I come back or not." "Didn't you want to continue with her?" "let it go!" At this time, Swen Nan and the coach finished playing, sat on the sidelines to pack up his things, and glanced at Feng Aiai. "Shall we go have a meal together?" Feng Aiai asked Zou Fei. "I have friends over there, I have to eat with them after kicking." Zou Fei watched the gentle man pack up his things, "I won't spoil your dinner together." "Then come when I get married!" Feng Aiai invited. "Okay!" Zou Fei agreed. Not long after, news came that Feng Aiai committed suicide and cut his wrists. Fortunately, he was discovered early and sent to the hospital in time for a blood transfusion, which saved his life. On the eve of her wedding, Feng Aiai met a girl who was selling alcohol in a bar six years younger than herself. She spoke with a flirtatious voice and was so skinny that she actually claimed that she was a pregnant woman with a child of a gentle man: "We Only one of the children in the two wombs is legal, mine may not be legal, but I demand damages." At this time, Feng Aiai already had a gentle man's child, and she was preparing for the wedding. This incident made her feel very sudden, but she remained calm and calm: "Whose child, who are you asking for money, why are you looking for me! " "He doesn't admit it's his child." The wine seller lit a cigarette. "You don't even know who it is!" Feng Aiai said. "I know too well that the child cannot belong to someone else." The wine seller told Feng Aiai a few details. After hearing this, Feng Aiai felt that the wine seller was talking nonsense: "Then why didn't he admit it?" "He thought he could leave by pulling up his trousers, which was a good idea, and he wanted to leave until the shit was wiped clean!" "What do you want?" "Give me the money, or I'll make trouble." "If you want to make trouble, you go to him to make trouble." "Only by looking for you can we make a big fuss." "It's useless to find me, I have nothing to do with him." "You think I'm so easy to deceive. I know you two are getting married soon." "From the moment you came, I have nothing to do with him." Feng Aiai stood up to see off the guests. That night, after thinking about a lot of things, Feng Aiai went to the 24-hour supermarket to buy wine and razor blades. After drinking the wine, she used the razor blade to make two cuts on her wrist.Not only did she think about her mistress, she thought about losing her youth, she thought about the duplicity of a gentle man, she also thought about the impermanence of life and the pain of being a human being.It was the bitterness of life that made her cruel to herself. After learning that the wine seller had found Feng Aiai, the gentle man couldn't call Feng Aiai, so he came to plead guilty, and found her lying on the bed with blood dripping from her wrist, so he hurriedly called an ambulance. Feng Aiai was out of danger, and the child was gone. He opened his eyes and saw a gentle man guarding the bed, and said, "You saved me, but you also killed me. Let's go!" So the gentle man left a sum of money to Feng Aiai and disappeared from her life. After hearing about Feng Aiai's deeds, Fan Wenqiang said with admiration: "Feng Aiai is still awesome, I want to do things that I dare not do, and she has done it!" After the incident, Zou Fei went to visit Feng Aiai.Feng Ai, Aizheng, Suyan, danced the fitness program I made up at home... and told Zou Fei about the importance of health: "Now I go to bed early and get up early, read books, exercise, and eat regularly. When my life is stable, my heart is calm, and my heart is calm. , there will be fewer troublesome things, and naturally there will be a kind of peaceful happiness—it is actually a beautiful thing to be alive.” Zou Fei listened to these words, thought about those things about Feng Aiai, and realized that life is unpredictable. It has been three years since he graduated, and Zou Fei is still alone, and there have been various short-lived moments along the way. In the beginning, his classmates saw that he was single, so they dragged him out to play and participate in various gatherings, men and women, Zou Fei went there a few times, it was not interesting, and he couldn't chat with them, so he stopped going.His classmates persuaded him to insist on participating, maybe there would be unexpected gains-for example, if he was lucky, he would have a one-night stand with a woman or something.The classmate said that he had picked up the price several times.Zou Fei felt that he had to wrong himself to attend this kind of party in order to get a shot. The shot was too expensive, and it might not be possible. Even if he did, he didn't think he had taken advantage of it. . Later, at a colleague's birthday party, everyone drank too much and played truth or dare.A female colleague who just graduated from university came to work in the company on the third day. When she was tested for her truth, she was asked who the boys here liked. She said she liked Zou Fei.Then she continued to play the game, and went to her to break it again. This time she chose the big adventure, but was asked to kiss Zou Fei, and she really did.So everyone made a fuss and asked Zou Fei to chat with the girl alone, and the two sat together. Zou Fei drank a glass of wine with her and asked her what her name was. We talked about some furry things again. After the party was over, Zou Fei sent the girl home—it was really just because of the way.After sending it to the gate of the community, the girl got out of the car and asked Zou Fei to get off as well. If he had something to say, Zou Fei got down. The girl asked Zou Fei: "If we get back together, I will break up with you in the future, what will you do?" Zou Fei thought for a while and said, "It hasn't been divided yet, how do I know?" "Just imagine it!" said the girl. Zou Fei tried his best to imagine it, and said, "I can't think of it." "I can't go home if I can't figure it out." The girl began to act like a baby. "Then divide it!" Zou Fei really had nothing else to say. "Don't you have any idea of ​​redemption?" "I don't know what can be saved. If you fall into the water, I can save you, but emotionally, I really don't know what can be saved now. I just learned what your name is today." "Okay!" said the girl, "you're an honest man, but we're really not suitable." Then she started to leave. "May I ask how do you think the other party should answer so that you think the two are suitable?" Zou Fei asked. "I want to hear from you that you can't live without me, so that I can know that you really like me." The girl added, "I drank too much, don't mind." Then she entered the community. Zou Fei watched the girl go in, thinking about the girl's last words, but couldn't figure out the logic behind it, wondering if he had drunk too much. Later, Zou Fei met a female classmate from junior high school in the alumni record.Zou Fei had a crush on her before, but due to his shyness when he was young, the two lost contact after the high school entrance examination.Now that we met online, Zou Fei thought nothing of it, chatted with her a few times, and left her contact information. One day she suddenly called Zou Fei and said that she happened to come to the building where Zou Fei’s work unit was on business, and asked if she was free. Let's have a meal together - as it turned out later, she was really passing by on business, not on purpose. Zou Fei met her with the same attitude that he looked up to her back then, and then the two made appointments for dinner several times, which disappointed Zou Fei greatly.I used to be able to describe this female classmate as gentle and quiet, but now her views on things and attitude towards life can only be described as vulgar. I really don’t know how she grew up in the past ten years, what kind of high school she went to, and what kind of experience she went to. What kind of university did she encounter that made her so vulgar.Zou Fei couldn't believe that the girl he had liked before was like this, he wondered if his memory was wrong, the one he liked was not her but someone else.It seems that time can really change a lot, so if someone promises what will happen after many years, he must not believe it. Zou Fei can only describe the relationship between the two of them in this way: time borrowed this girl from him, and returned it after more than ten years, but it was not returned intact, but was damaged beyond repair.Zou Fei really wanted to say to Time: "Forget it, I don't want it anymore, you should keep it for yourself!" Zou Fei always misses the scene when he and Tong Yue plugged in an earphone to listen to music many years ago: the earphone cable was in the shape of a Y, hanging between the two of them. Three years ago, no one was wearing the other earphone. Zou Fei could only plug in one earphone by himself and let the other earphone hang down. Now Zou Fei is used to plugging earphones into both ears by himself, and the earphones are in a Y shape again, running down his cheeks—since no one listens to songs with him, let’s listen to them alone. It's time for Tong Yue to return home.Zou Fei has been thinking about this matter all the time, trying his best to find out about Tong Yue, and finally contacted Wu Ping. Wu Ping said that she only met Tong Yue on the Internet half a year ago, and asked Tong Yue how he was there. Like this, Tong Yue said that she had already started working there, but she didn't know the details, Tong Yue didn't tell her more, she seemed unwilling to say anything, and she didn't ask anything else. Zou Fei asked other students who might know about Tong Yue. Wu Ping said that Tong Yue hadn't had much contact with her classmates since she went to the UK. One year during the Spring Festival, another classmate met Tong Yue when she was in the car. Tong Yue was walking on the road, but she didn't say a word. Tong Yue didn't meet up with everyone when she returned to Beijing, which means she didn't want to contact us, maybe she didn't want people to know about her situation. When she planned to do so, It is unlikely that others will know too much information about her. Zou Fei said that he remembered that Tong Yue was in close contact with everyone when he was in school. Wu Ping said that the reason why Tong Yue became what he is now is because of Zou Fei. Fei couldn't get in touch with her, so he asked Tong Yue's classmates for news. Tong Yue found out, so she stopped contacting her classmates in order to prevent Zou Fei from contacting her. "You two broke up and ruined our classmate relationship, which made us lose a good classmate!" Wu Ping finally said. Zou Fei has used all the channels to get news about Tong Yue.Now, he and Tong Yue can only follow fate. Another year ends and another year begins.Life, like a whore, welcomes and sends.