Chapter 15 second quarter

Every June and July, the campus is full of parting atmosphere. The long-haired teacher who struck a match on the blackboard to light a cigarette after class did not know when he would no longer appear on campus.He once said that "sooner or later, he will leave here one day." It is not known whether he left voluntarily or was fired.Anyway, he left.It seems that when a person wants to leave, he will definitely leave, it's just a matter of time. People who have been looking forward to graduating and leaving here since freshman year have finally waited for this day. In every corner of the school, there are students wearing academic uniforms taking pictures. The tavern in front of the school is full of students who gang up and go drinking every night.

Someone witnessed Feng Aiai arguing with her freshman boyfriend in front of the girls' building, and was suddenly slapped by him. Feng Aiai turned around and walked into the dormitory building. The little boy blocked the road again, begging What, Feng Aiai walked into the building forcefully, the little boy couldn't stop him, so he knelt in front of Feng Aiai, hugged her leg and cried, Feng Aiai also bent down, like a mother holding a weak child, crying . The girl who envied and envied Feng Aiai slandered her behind her back, saying that Feng Aiai was a broken shoe, so she knew how to mess around.Feng Aiai's response to this was: "You're not my mother, and I didn't mess with your dad, who cares who I'm messing with!"

A few days later, Feng Aiai and the little boy broke up completely.People who know Feng Aiai said that although her boyfriend changes frequently, she falls in love frequently in order to keep herself fresh, but she sacrifices herself every time.She participates in life with great love and lives for love, but in the end she is unhappy and unable to obtain stable love, which may run through her life. Wei Wei became a petty man and came to drink with Zou Fei, saying that he had stabbed him. When Wei Wei was detained in the detention center, he talked with the policemen inside. One of the policemen was the brother of his elementary school classmate.Later, Wei Wei was expelled from the school. The policeman heard about it, called Wei Wei, and introduced him to a job in the sales of medical equipment.Wei Wei went to work and didn't plan to do it for a long time. He just wanted to change the environment and change his mood.Unexpectedly, after he started working, he couldn't stop. He could earn a lot of money by selling a piece of equipment. After working for a month, he became a person who could take a taxi wherever he wanted.

Because he often carries tens of thousands or hundreds of thousands of money with him, Wei Wei wears a Swiss Army knife for self-defense.Yesterday, I took the train back to Beijing on a business trip. Two country punks sat opposite me. They took off their shoes and put their feet on the table. The yellow soles of their white socks pointed at Wei Wei and the old lady sitting next to him. The old lady was so smoked. Dizzy, high blood pressure.The old lady said several times to ask the punks to put on their shoes, but they just wouldn't listen.Wei Wei couldn't take it anymore, and said, "Take your feet off!"

"Don't take it! What's the matter!" The little gangster relied on himself as a two-person stinky bull. At this time, the train arrived at a station and stopped. Wei Wei quietly opened the saber from his pocket, and said again: "Take your feet off!" "It's up to you!" The two punks were drinking beer. Wei Wei didn't say anything else, watching the two of them toast, when they put the glasses to their mouths and were about to drink with their heads up, Wei Wei suddenly took out the opened saber, stabbed it at the foot of the little gangster sitting outside, and The table boards were nailed together.

"You just keep putting your feet here!" Wei Wei ran off the train after leaving a sentence.After escaping from the train station, Wei Wei reversed several cars and finally returned to Beijing.At that time, there was no real-name requirement for buying train tickets, so Wei Wei was not severely punished again for his brave actions. At the food stall in front of the school, with a draft beer in one hand and a cigarette in the other, Wei Wei told Zou Fei about his plan: "Although I am a seller now, my ideal is to be a writer. When I give the money When I earn enough to live for a few years without doing anything, I start writing—I can’t write something that is going to be handed down while thinking about how to solve the problem of eating.”

"How is Dodo?" Zou Fei asked. "Still like that, I knew about Liantan, and recently I was thinking about opening an online store." Wei Wei took a sip of draft beer and said, "If I become a writer, or she becomes a boss, as long as one of them comes true, we will get married. " "What do these two things have to do with marriage?" "It doesn't matter, but we are happy, so we can only reward each other as a gift." The night before leaving school, the breakup meal began.After drinking on the N tour, I began to exchange the scenes I missed the most in the four years of college.

Shang Qinghua said that what he misses the most is the third table and chair from the front to the back in the row next to the window in classroom 334. The height and angle are moderate, and it is very comfortable to sit on. He has memorized more than 2,000 words on it and done hundreds of exercises I drew dozens of pictures for the problem, but luckily they will accompany me in my postgraduate life in the next three years. Fan Wenqiang said that what he misses the most is walking out of the Internet cafe after a night out, facing the first ray of sunshine, sitting in front of the breakfast stall, waiting for the first drawer of steamed buns to be steamed, and then having a bowl of tofu nao, let the boss Put more garlic in the stew, and go back to the dormitory to sleep all day after eating.Sometimes he felt that it was for this early meal that he stayed up all night in the Internet cafe.

What Lao Xie misses most is sitting in front of the window of the dormitory, kneading walnuts, and waiting for the electric hot pot to boil. This hot pot has played a huge role in the diet of his illness. Some people miss the movies on the computer hard drive in the dormitory, but unfortunately too many are too big to be copied away; some people miss the female teacher who teaches English; A curvy plank bed; some people don't miss anything, and before they understand what's going on, college is over in a daze.Having said that, some people began to cry, and they affected everyone.The beer turned into urine and tears, which flew wildly.The emotions accumulated over four years exploded collectively.

I haven't cried enough, and everyone didn't understand what was going on, they drank too much in a daze, and ate the dinner in a daze, and they didn't know how to get back to the dormitory. At dawn the next day, before he sobered up, someone was going to catch the train. Lao Xie watched everyone pack their luggage, send everyone away, hug everyone, and waited for the next batch of students to arrive. Someone asked Lao Xie: "Do you think you will be able to graduate in a few years?" Lao Xie said: "I don't estimate. I have a hospital certificate. I can go to school for as many years as I want. I am a patient. Going to school is my side job, and recuperating is my main job."

Those who left carved their names on Lao Xie's electric hot pot, wishing him a speedy recovery. Another life has not yet begun, the previous one is over.Zou Fei had to go too, and started to pack his things.The tapes and books that I couldn’t find when I was a freshman all appeared from under the bed, and there was also a chicken bone, which was already shriveled. I don’t know when it fell off and whether there was still meat when it fell.At the same time, a few strands of Shang Qinghua's white hair were swept out from under the bed, this is a testimony that his hard work pays off. The things Zou Fei packed up piled up in several cardboard boxes. There was only one bag when he entered school. I don’t know when these extra boxes were added. It seems that I have lived here for a long time. These things are life. imprint.And when they were packed in cardboard boxes and piled up in front of his eyes, Zou Fei really realized that his college life was really over! Lao Xie looked at the large and small boxes piled up on Zou Fei's bed and said, "Actually, I'm not in a hurry to graduate because I'm too lazy to pack things." After tidying up, Zou Fei still had one last thing to do. He carved a few lines on the bed board: Four years how many bottles of beer did you drink can't remember how many words did you memorize can't remember How many teachers have taught you can't remember How many porn movies have you watched? can't remember but the characters inside still keep in mind after unused knowledge forget it who owes you money forget it do not forget take your stuff do not forget stay here youth do not forget return dormitory key Get back the deposit Then Lao Xie sent him out of the dormitory. The day before Tong Yue went to England, she told her mother that she was going to meet some classmates and that she would come back later, but she actually went to find Zou Fei.Zou Fei opened a room in the hotel, but this time he didn't share it with Rossi. In another 24 hours, Tong Yue was going to go to the other side of the ocean, and the time that belonged to them was only a handful. The two hugged and lay on the bed, feeling each other.As the time for the plane's departure approached, the words became less and less, but the two people's hearts became more and more complicated. They knew that it was too late to say anything, and the result could not be changed. The only thing they could grasp was that they were still together right now. The two hugged each other again, their bodies were soaked in sweat, they felt each other's temperature and heartbeat, tried to remember each other's taste, and left their own marks on each other. Then the two of them were head to head again, looking at the ceiling, silent, the room was so quiet that the sound of a heartbeat could be heard. Feelings are like immunity. Sometimes you don't think it's important. Once you lose it, you will feel uncomfortable immediately.Now Zou Fei felt as if his immune system was about to be paralyzed, and what followed would be the discomfort after Tong Yue left.At this time, Tong Yue's head was lying in his arms, he could feel the dampness of Tong Yue's neck, and the sweat hadn't receded, he didn't know if it would be easy to live with the empty arms in the future. "Drink water?" Zou Fei asked. "Ok!" Zou Fei got up from the bed, opened a can of Coke in the refrigerator and handed it to Tong Yue. Tong Yue took a sip, handed the Coke to Zou Fei, and finally asked her most concerned question: "Will you fall in love with others when I'm not around?" "Will you?" Zou Fei took the Coke, which was also his concern. Before sharing this question, each of them was troubled by this question, and when they needed to answer this question, they realized that falling in love with someone is not so easy. As a result, the problem that plagued them was resolved, and they were able to worry less about the life that was about to be separated. When I was in school, there were problems with the teacher, when I needed to work, there were problems with the unit, and after the work was solved, there was a new problem that the two were about to separate. Life is a process of constantly facing problems, solving problems, and then meeting new problems. A person's life is just doing problems.People who get more questions can live a smoother life, and Zou Fei found that no matter whether he did the questions in school or in life, he was a person who got fewer questions. He couldn't help complaining about the unfairness of life: Why should When the AB roll is released, what do I get is the hard one? On this day, the two of them didn't leave the room, they ate the food they brought when they were hungry, and stayed until Tong Yue had to go home before checking out, and Zou Fei sent Tong Yue home. Walking on the streets of Beijing, looking at the wide roads and tall buildings, Zou Fei felt that Beijing was so big that they couldn't accommodate the two of them, or that their youth could not be carried by Beijing. Zou Fei knows very well that Beijing cannot meet his growth needs. Even without this newspaper in Shenzhen, he may not be able to stay in Beijing. It can only be said that this result is already doomed. Zou Fei and Tong Yue's mother went to see Tong Yue off together.The parting had already been said countless times before today, but seeing off was not like seeing off, it was more like traveling together, laughing and cheering on the way to the airport, both Zou Fei and Tong Yue intentionally created a happy atmosphere. After exchanging the boarding pass, her mother said she wanted to find a place to drink and stay later. Tong Yue was already ready to part, afraid that she would not want to leave after sitting down, so she insisted on letting her mother and Zou Fei go back, and she was alone Go to security. Mom and Zou Fei still sent Tong Yue to the security checkpoint. Tong Yue finally kissed her mother's face, then kissed Zou Fei in front of her mother, said "I'm leaving", and walked towards the security check. After passing the security check, Tong Yue looked back at her mother and Zou Fei, smiled at them, and walked towards the boarding gate.When she was about to turn a corner, she turned her head again, this time without smiling, she waved at her mother and Zou Fei, and disappeared at the corner of the hall. At this moment, watching Tong Yue disappear, Zou Fei's mind suddenly went blank, and he felt unreal, as if he was dreaming, and then he suddenly felt relieved, feeling free. Zou Fei was surprised that he had such a feeling, it was very strange to him. After leaving the airport, Tong Yue's mother asked Zou Fei: "When will you report to the newspaper office?" Zou Fei said: "I should report today, I think it's better to send Tong Yue off first, and I'll leave early tomorrow morning." "Watch yourself over there!" "You also pay attention to your body here!" This is the last conversation between Zou Fei and Tong Yue's mother. Two months later, Tong Yue started school, and Zou Fei's internship ended.Many things happened in these two months, including the two broke up. When they arrived in England, the school found a house for Tong Yue and his classmates who were going to England. The landlord was an old British lady who lived in seven or eight rooms by herself, and rented out five rooms to each of them.As soon as she arrived in the UK, Tong Yue called her mother and Zou Fei to report that she was safe, and then fell into a busy schedule, buying daily necessities, reporting to install the Internet, shopping for second-hand computers, getting familiar with the campus, and adapting to the environment. In short, she made an appointment to contact Zou Fei I was always unable to get out because of various things, and when I finally settled down, it was already half a month later.Tong Yue sat in front of the computer in her room, chatting with Zou Fei. Noon in London is night in Beijing and Shenzhen, and evening in London is morning in Beijing and Shenzhen.This morning, Zou Fei got up early from the bed, turned on the computer, and finally connected with Tong Yue.The two communicated with each other about their daily lives, and before they had time to talk more about work and study, Zou Fei got off. He had to go to the newspaper office to check in before nine o'clock. Even if there was a location assignment, they had to check in for their internship photography. to leave the newspaper.The two made an appointment to contact Zou Fei online after get off work. After Zou Fei left, Tong Yue also turned off the computer and went to bed, but couldn't sleep, thinking about the problems that had undoubtedly arisen between the two of them. In the past, everything Zou Fei did was under her watch. Even when he was melancholy due to personal emotions, Tong Yue could stay by his side, knowing that he was thinking about his own affairs.But now Zou Fei doesn't know what state she is in when she's working, what she's like after get off work, whether she's still depressed because of her own emotions, and Zou Fei doesn't know anything about her condition.Tong Yue panicked at this situation. In the evening, Zou Fei turned down the dinner with his colleagues and rushed back to surf the Internet, only to find Tong Yue's message, saying that the tutor had something to call them to meet, and he didn't know when he would be back.Zou Fei waited until he was sleepy, but he didn't see Tong Yue online, so he left a message and went to bed first. Afterwards, this kind of situation happened repeatedly, either both of them were busy, or the time when they were free did not match.Chatting online again, it was Tong Yue's twenty-ninth day in England.This time the two of them were fine and chatted a lot. Several times Zou Fei sent Tong Yue words in Cantonese, which Tong Yue couldn't understand and wanted to ask what they meant.The two have been separated for a full month, and Zou Fei can't help but use Cantonese slang when speaking.At this time, Tong Yue felt strange to Zou Fei. I'm used to seeing each other every day, but now I don't know what the other is doing, what I'm eating, what I'm thinking, how I'm feeling, but I still miss him.Instead of this, it would be better not to have this person, at least to be able to do one's own thing well without distraction, Tong Yue gradually had such an idea.She was troubled by having such thoughts, and even more troubled by such a life. She was not in the mood to do her own things at all, and was in a dilemma. Once a colleague celebrated their birthday, Zou Fei went to sing with them, drank a little too much, touched the phone, and called Tong Yue.Tong Yue happened to be fine, and thought Zou Fei was on the Internet - this was their agreement, when one party could access the Internet, just call the other party, and the other party hung up to show that he knew. Internet is not available at this time.At that time, expensive calls and text messages made lovers have to learn the secret codes used by underground party members. Tong Yue hung up Zou Fei's phone and turned on the computer, but Zou Fei was still missing.At this time, Zou Fei called again, Tong Yue hung up, and waited for him online for a while, but still did not come online.Zou Fei touched the phone for the third time, Tong Yue thought that Zou Fei was in a hurry, so he answered the phone, but no one spoke, what he heard was the noisy sound of singing, drinking and throwing dice in the KTV private room.Tong Yue didn't expect that it was Zou Fei who touched the phone, and she was even more anxious when no one spoke, so she hung up the phone and dialed Zou Fei again. The ringing of the mobile phone was drowned in the chaotic sound of the private room, Zou Fei played dice with his colleagues and drank wine without knowing anything, Tong Yue's calls were not answered.At this time, Tong Yue guessed that it might be Zou Fei who touched the phone just now, but she couldn't figure out who Zou Fei was drinking with, male or female, whether they drank Pearl River or his favorite Yanjing. Zou Fei didn't have time to contact her online, but drank with others, but this was his normal entertainment, so there was nothing wrong with it, and she herself had no time to contact Zou Fei because of her own affairs.Tong Yue continued to think about it, and gradually felt that the fate between the two of them was over. From the moment she decided to come to the UK or from the moment Zou Fei decided to go to Shenzhen, the two could no longer be together, or the two of them themselves were inseparable. There is no reason. That night, Tong Yue couldn't sleep, lying on the bed, thinking about what to do with her and Zou Fei.For the next three days, Tong Yue was thinking about this problem, and didn't sleep much in the three days, until the fourth day at dawn, Tong Yue felt that he couldn't go on like this anymore. Tong Yue sent a short message to Zou Fei: "Take some time, we should have a good chat." Zou Fei's first reaction after receiving the text message was: the two of them have been busy with their own affairs recently and neglected to communicate with each other, so they really should have a good chat. A time was agreed, and the two met online.As soon as Zou Fei came up, he introduced the situation on his side with great interest, but Tong Yue seldom responded, nor did he take the initiative to ask.When Zou Fei asked Tong Yue how her situation was, Tong Yue said, "It's not good." "What happened?" Zou Fei didn't expect Tong Yue to answer like this. "Do you think we are okay now?" "What do you mean?" "Are we still like boyfriend and girlfriend?" "It's true that there is less contact." "What's the difference between this and ordinary people?" "From now on, no matter what happens every day, I will take time to contact you. If you don't have time, contact me at least once every two days." "It's impossible to implement it, and it's not that we didn't want to contact each other before." "Then what do you say?" "Do you still love me?" Tong Yue asked. "Why do you ask that?" Zou Fei said. "I would like to know." "Should love!" "Should? That means not loving. If you love, you won't say 'should'." "Don't think about it." "Some issues have to be figured out." "Then do you still love me?" "I'm not in the mood to talk about love and not love now." "What's wrong with you?" Zou Fei realized Tong Yue's change. "Let's separate." "why?" Tong Yue told Zou Fei what she was thinking in the past few days, and Zou Fei also felt that saying that they were a couple would be deceiving others and himself.He also didn't understand many things about Tong Yue, and he had never heard of the British places and food that Tong Yue inadvertently mentioned when chatting with him. "But what if I still love you?" Zou Fei was not reconciled. "Actually, what you love is yourself, and you only care about your own feelings. Even if you once loved me, it was the need of your personal feelings at that time." Tong Yue pointed out that Zou Fei himself did not realize this. After being told by Tong Yue, Zou Fei combined with the feeling of relief that he felt when she disappeared in front of his eyes when he went to the airport to send Tong Yue off, and he felt that perhaps he was really what Tong Yue said. "Maybe!" Zou Fei had to admit. "Let's break up!" Tong Yue solemnly sent three words. Zou Fei pondered for a long time, then recalled a few words: "Can we still be together in the future?" "Let's talk about the future, let's solve the immediate matter first!" "Leave me a message on the Internet when you are free, tell me about your situation, and let me know if you have any difficulties." "Don't contact me yet, okay?" "What if I miss you?" "Then don't contact me, try to forget me. I'm already trying to forget you." Zou Fei didn't say anything. "promise me!" "Ok." "You are a man, you will do what you say!" "it is good!" "Wish you all the best!" "The same to you!" Zou Fei wanted to say something else, but Tong Yue's profile picture had been blacked out and he was offline. After turning off the computer, Tong Yue stared out the window in a daze alone.She remembered the picture she drew on the roof of the building on the first day of college admission. It was a girl and a boy walking out of the campus hand in hand.However, she failed to do so and walked out of the campus alone. At this time, Tong Yue in front of the window was already in tears. Tong Yue didn't tell her mother about breaking up with Zou Fei at the first time, until her mother asked her about Zou Fei's situation, she said that the two had lost contact. Tong Yue thought that her mother would proudly say "Look at what I said", but she didn't expect her mother to stop mentioning Zou Fei and make Tong Yue feel homesick and come back, so she doesn't have to go to school.Tong Yue really wanted to go home, she felt that only her mother would never leave her, only her mother was worth relying on, but she didn't want to come to the UK with nothing left and go back, at least to get a diploma.She is a strong girl. The two emotionally lost, put aside the relationship between mother and daughter, faced each other on an equal footing, and talked openly for the first time for a long time.The mother also felt sorry for the expensive overseas phone bills, but she cared more about her daughter. After understanding Tong Yue's thoughts, her mother supported Tong Yue to complete her studies.She told Tong Yue from her own experience: Women should be independent and have their own careers. Zou Fei's high fighting spirit plummeted because of Tong Yue's departure.He is eager to find his place in the chaotic world, to realize his own value, to have a beautiful love with Tong Yue, and to live the life he wants to live. These kinds of wishes are the pillars that will support his future. Tong Yue It is an important part of it. Now this pillar is gone, even if those pillars are still standing, but the future has collapsed, those few pillars are not so important. Zou Fei knew that this result was largely caused by himself, and regretting it would not help.He began to spend his days in a daze. After finishing his work during the day, he went out to have a supper with his friends and colleagues at night. The night in the south is warm, humid, noisy and lonely. Zou Fei tried to anesthetize himself, forget about Tong Yue and the pain, but it was difficult.At this time, the image of Tong Yue appeared in his mind very clearly, and at this time Tong Yue's position in his heart was more important than before. After getting drunk once, Zou Fei called Tong Yue, but Tong Yue hung up.Zou Fei called again, just wanting to hear Tong Yue's voice, but Tong Yue hung up again.Zou Fei thought that if he called again, Tong Yue would pick it up, but he didn't expect Tong Yue to turn off the phone this time.Taking advantage of Jiu Jin, Zou Fei sent Tong Yue a long text message, saying how he missed her, and then fell asleep clutching his phone. The next day, Zou Fei did not get a reply from Tong Yue.After waiting for a few more days, Zou Fei still didn't hear back from Tong Yue. When he called her again, the number had already been changed. Zou Fei knew that Tong Yue was cruel this time.He knew Tong Yue well, and in this regard, they were very similar: what he decided on must be done, no matter right or wrong.That's why they were able to come together because of their similarities in personality. Now breaking up with Zou Fei has become something that Tong Yue has determined. Zou Fei did not stay in Shenzhen in the end.Two months later, the internship period ended, and the newspaper gave Zou Fei a three-year formal labor contract, which included five insurances and one financial provision, single dormitory, and regularly arranged training and travel opportunities according to his professional level.Zou Fei did not sign. Once you get familiar with the city, know which car to take, which restaurant serves delicious food, and which KTV is cheap at what time, the novelty brought by the city will disappear, and Its culture is not as deep as that of Beijing, even if you are familiar with it, you can still taste it. Zou Fei already feels that this city is boring—or he is not suitable for this city, after all, there are so many people in it. Life here is colorful. More importantly, his life goals have changed due to Tong Yue's departure. At this stage, he does not need a promising job. He feels that he needs healing and the company of friends and family. Zou Fei returned to Beijing again. Although there is no future prepared for him here, he knows that only here can he find the future. The future prepared for him elsewhere is not the future, but just a new period. Soon after, Zou Fei found a job again.He had nothing to do that day, so he strolled to the park near his home and saw the recruitment notice posted at the door, so he went home and brought a resume to interview. The director of the office received Zou Fei, took the resume without looking at anything, and asked first: "Why did you come to our park to apply for the job?" "Just passing by, I saw that this place is recruiting people." After Zou Fei finished speaking, he added, "I used to come here to play when I was young." The director interviewed many people, and this answer satisfied him the most. He believes that a person who has feelings for this place will not be careless about the work here.He nodded, and then began to look at Zou Fei's resume, and asked, "What kind of work will you do?" Zou Fei thought for a while, but felt that it was difficult to answer, so he could only say, "What kind of work do you need me for?" The director also thought about it and found it more difficult to answer, so he said, "A lot of work." "Tell me in detail, lest you find out that you recruited the wrong person when I can't do well. I don't know everything." At this time, the director saw that photography was written after Zou Fei's specialty on his resume, and asked, "Do you know how to take pictures?" "A little while." "How about these photos?" the director asked, pointing to a KT board standing against the wall, on which some photos taken by photographers on the theme of the park were pasted. Zou Fei noticed these photos as soon as he entered the door, and glanced again: "It's not very good." "What's wrong?" The director immediately became interested when he heard the negative words. It seemed that he was not complacent and eager to make progress. "I don't see where it's good." Zou Fei said. "Can you take a better picture than this?" Zou Fei smiled: "Whether it is good or not is relative. What I think is good may not be good for others." "Well, it seems to make sense." I don't know if the director agrees with Zou Fei's words, or wants to test him further. "I just said it casually, and I'm still in the groping stage." Zou Fei didn't want to talk about himself so mysteriously, but it turned out to be shit. "Do you know how to use a computer?" "Which kind of meeting are you referring to?" "Process these documents." The director showed Zou Fei the various documents printed out on the desk. "These are all right." Zou Fei flipped through the files, they were all made with Office, "I can't do programming or anything." "You don't need programming, and we don't have any programs to program in our park. Someone will do the scheduling and off-duty." The director looked at the calendar on the table, "The day after tomorrow happens to be Monday, which is also the 1st. Come and report, and go through the formalities." .” "I still don't know what I'm here for?" "I don't know now. The person in this position was found to be sick, so he won't be able to come in the future. You can sit in his office first. If you need to take pictures, you can take them. If you don't need them, you can go around the park. Let’s see how we can make the park better, and if you have any ideas, please tell me.” The director remembered something important again, “By the way, bring your original graduation certificate when you register, our competent unit is The Garden Bureau stipulates that all recruits must have a bachelor’s degree or above.” The thing is like this, a job that a junior high school graduate can do, you have to find a college student, as long as you have a diploma, it doesn't matter how you came from the university, even if your knowledge level is not as good as that of a junior high school student. After going out, Zou Fei thought, maybe this is the benefit of going to university, to have a certificate. When Zou Fei came to work in the park, it was the off-season of the park. Except for old men and old ladies who had annual tickets to enter for free, there was no one in the park, and there was nothing to do at work.Zou Fei couldn't sit still after sitting in the office for two days, so he took a book and found a lawn or a bench, and lay down on it to bask in the sun and read.Slowly, he knew what time to lie on which chair to enjoy the sun, and which tree to lie under to avoid the rain. Sometimes he sleeps on the bench and listens to the Walkman. He is still used to wearing only one earphone, leaving the other ear empty.I still think of Tong Yue from time to time, except for the time when I drank too much, Zou Fei never contacted her again, because he agreed to Tong Yue's words: "You are a man, you will do what you say!" Although most of the time at work can be done according to his own mood, Zou Fei has not found his own position here, and his photography skills are rarely used, and the more he stays, the more empty he becomes. At a unit party, the director got drunk and patted him on the shoulder and said: "I majored in landscape design in college, and I was full of ambition when I graduated. I thought I would build a park in Beijing to cover Suzhou gardens. Great ideals, I came here to work, except for the National Day and New Year's Day when I can get some flower design and design, use my professional, usually just stay." The director took another sip of wine and continued: "Thinking about it, the park itself is a comfortable place. If it is so busy, can it still be called a park? I also have a hobby, so I can drink tea and read newspapers." , the work here just greatly satisfies this hobby of mine, so my ideals flowed away with the tea I drank, and I took root here with peace of mind, and I will stay here for thirty years." Zou Fei knew that if he stayed forever, he would undoubtedly become the director and the others in the future, which he did not want.Since I don't plan to stay here for the rest of my life, it's better to leave early so that I can start to fit my life earlier. So when he was about to become a regular, Zou Fei submitted his resignation report.After reading Zou Fei's report, the director said: "I understand that you young people should not be able to stay here, but it is almost the end of the year, and the unit decided to equip everyone with a laptop to facilitate work - although there is no job, the premise Even if you have to work here for at least one more year, the temptation is still great, if you can stay, we don’t need to find another person for the time being.” Zou Fei thought about it, but still didn't stay.He also longs for a laptop, but it's not worth putting his time here for a year for a laptop.