Chapter 32 Thirty-two. Boiled noodles are a way for you to love me.

That night, I didn't sleep, my mind was full of Xiao Jiu's eyes, so confused, dripping with tears.For a long time, Xiao Jiu has gone from resisting to accepting, from accepting to liking.She lived like a rogue, laughing heartlessly, crying, racing fast, and swearing.In fact, I really want to tell Xiaojiu, your mother will be sad when she sees you like this?But Xiao Jiu told me that she has no mother, and her mother died when she was six years old.When she said this, Xiao Jiu was smoking a cigarette, and the smoke enveloped her fair skin, with a few small freckles on it, delicate and lovely.

Xiao Jiu turned over and said, Jiang Sheng, are you asleep? I said no.I said, Xiao Jiu, when I think of what you said during the day, my heart becomes so congested that I can't sleep.Xiaojiu, don't go, okay? Xiao Jiu said, Jiang Sheng, you are a silly girl, go to bed, or we won't have the energy to do our best on the grass in Weijiaping tomorrow. When he woke up in the morning, Liang Sheng was washing his father's face, and the crystal drops of water glistened in his slender fingers, like diamonds.I don't know what he said to his father, but his father kept grinning, and the wrinkles on his face were like knives.

While I was watching, I brushed my teeth with the new toothbrush that Liang Sheng bought for me. I have never used such an expensive toothbrush after growing so big.So, I kept brushing and brushing. The medicinal fragrance of toothpaste permeated in the morning sun, and my mouth was full of foam. I took a shower and smiled, feeling like my eyebrows and eyes were flying. Liang Sheng dried his father's face, then carefully covered his chin with foam, and carefully shaved his beard. He looked at me and said, Jiang Sheng, look at you, make yourself look like a kitten like.Then, he stopped, looked at his father, then at me, and laughed, Dad, look at you and Jiang Sheng, a big tabby cat and a small tabby cat, you really are father and daughter.

My father looked at me secretly, and smiled stupidly, like a child who has done something wrong. Over the years, I seldom call him, let alone talk to him.When I was young, he planted the seeds of strangeness and hatred in my heart, and until now, I have always been alienated.But, why at this moment, when I look at him, my face is full of vicissitudes and loneliness, my nose is sore.If, if, back then, he also pampered me like he spoiled Liang Sheng, even if he held my little hand one more time when I was a child, gave me one more smile, and gave me one more warm embrace, then now, I will also be like Liang Sheng Like, drowning by his side, like all the cute little daughters in the world, calling him father, acting like a baby to him, watching the vicissitudes of time carved on his face like a knife.So today I was the one who foamed his chin, and I was the one who carefully shaved off his beard with a knife.

However, at that time, he did not give me a smile, give me one more hug.So, I can only brush my teeth with a sore nose, and then let the foam of the toothpaste be blown away by the wind, just like my cold childhood.I smiled awkwardly at my father, rinsed my mouth hastily, and turned back to the house. Xiaojiu and I were lying on the grass in Weijiaping. Not far away, there was a group of children playing together. They looked like they just got out of the soil, with gray faces, and everyone was covered with mud and small leaves. .They played the same game we used to play, jumping on one leg, bumping into each other, and falling on top of each other, grinning and grinning.

I randomly pulled out a bitter cauliflower and pinned it in Xiao Jiu's hair.Clouds drifted lazily across the sky. A long time ago, Liang Sheng, Bei Xiaowu and I hung out on this pasture like these kids.At that time, Liang Sheng replaced Bei Xiaowu as the most refined little overlord in Weijiaping.At that time, he had the smoothest and fairest skin, running on the grass in Weijiaping like a porcelain doll, sweating profusely. I pointed to those children and said to Xiao Jiu, Xiao Jiu, this is how Liang Sheng and I grew up.And Bei Xiaowu, he used to be the overlord of this pasture until Liang Sheng came here.

Xiao Jiu just laughed, and she said, Jiang Sheng, you know what?Looking at these children, I seem to see Bei Xiaowu when I was a child. Although I have known him not as long as you, I really feel that I have completely walked through his life. When Xiao Jiu said this, I not only believed what she said before, she said that she almost became a poet. I said, yes, looking at these children, I could still hear the scene when Bei Xiaowu's mother called her to eat.Liang Sheng and I were not so happy.Because we have already gone home to cook. When I was cooking for the first time, I stepped on a bench. On that day, Liang Sheng went to the county to participate in the red scarf competition and did not come back, so I had to step on a small bench to add water to the pot to cook, but I stepped on the wrong side. When I got to the door, a big lump swelled up on my head, and there were spots of blood oozing out.When my mother came back from the field, she was terrified, hugged me and cried, and smeared the wound with pot ashes to stop the bleeding.But I didn't cry, I just kept my mouth flat and looked out of the door.I'm waiting for Liangsheng, who promised me to buy maltose for me to eat.At that time, we called malt candy barley malt, thumb-sized sugar granules, ten cents a dime, if you know the boss well, he will give you an extra piece.I always remember the sweetness of this sugar, it is sweet from Liang Sheng's fingertips to the tip of my tongue.Liangsheng bought five yuan each time, stuffed them into my mouth one by one, and watched me eat with a smile.He never eats it because he is reluctant.After eating, I still can't get enough of it, and I will always suck the sweetness left on his fingers like a kitten.Liang Sheng just looked at me and smiled.

That day, when Liang Sheng came back, I broke free from my mother's arms and kept crying while holding his hand.I didn't stop crying until Liang Sheng took out the barley sprouts.Liang Sheng kept stroking my hair, he said, Jiang Sheng, how could you be so careless, how could you be so careless. From that day on, Liang Sheng never let me touch the pot.Although he can only make noodles, so I eat noodles day after day. At this time, Xiao Jiu sat up suddenly, and she said, Jiang Sheng, it's almost noon, Liang Sheng won't make us noodles! I nodded and said, Xiao Jiu, Liang Sheng can make noodles.

Xiaojiu grabbed a handful of weeds and raised them into the sky. She said, Jiang Sheng, Jiang Sheng, when I come to your house, I might as well be a grass-eating rabbit! A long time ago, Liang Sheng once asked me, he said, Jiang Sheng, are you tired of eating noodles?I shook my head and said, no, how could it be?Liang Sheng said, oh, that's good, I'm just afraid that you will get tired of eating. Actually, Liang Sheng, I have always known that you don't want me to cook, you always remember the big bag on my head and the tears when I cried at the corner of your clothes that day.And you yourself can only make noodles.So, Liang Sheng, for so many years, boiled noodles is a way for you to love me.