Chapter 18 Chapter 16 Bridge Language

Sure enough, Jiang Lan was on the wooden bridge in the small lake on the other side of the garden, waving to Yu Ying from a distance.Yu Ying said to Cheng Ji: "Jiang Lan is here, I'll go and see her." Cheng Ji nodded and continued talking to colleagues in the hospital. Yu Ying walked towards the small wooden bridge, on which red roses were tied, which was very emotionally arranged.Jiang Lan stood there, wearing a light gray coat, like a very leisurely cloud. Yu Ying suppressed her joy and pretended to be angry: "How many times have I asked you to come over to play, and every time you push my appointment in a hurry, you came right away as soon as Miss Li called you , and kept it from me!"

"That's right, it's only when a beautiful woman calls out that she has the appeal! Last night's plane arrived here too late, and Li Momei didn't let you know." Jiang Lan leaned on the wooden bridge, stroking a bright red rose with her fingers, Explain to Yu Ying. Yu Ying looked around, but she didn't see the man she had eaten with last time, so she asked, "Where's yours?" "After getting along for a while, it doesn't feel very suitable. He and I are still suitable to be friends." Yu Ying was slightly surprised, Jiang Lan had never mentioned this matter on the phone.Seeing that she spoke calmly, I couldn't help asking a little worriedly: "What about business?"

"I have been working alone for a long time. However, he appreciates my ability to handle affairs, and my current company is his cooperative unit. Although we have not become lovers, we will be friends for life, and," Jiang Lan sighed Said, "If I hadn't met him, I really didn't know that I had such potential and could do things so well. I used to think that I couldn't do it myself. It turns out that there is a person who keeps praising you, and you can't do it." You can believe it.” Jiang Lan thought that she had received unconditional support from Wang Hao in the early days of her business, but she really couldn't love this outstanding man. Her heart was like dried petals, and she couldn't give any extra love.This man helped her as always, because this Wang Hao said: "I believe in my own eyes, a person who cherishes time so much and loves life so much will definitely live a good life. Even if I don't get a life partner, But I can also get a business partner, which is a good bet."

With the help of Wang Hao, Jiang Lan is now well-known in the decoration industry. Her business venture and ideas can be recognized by customers, and she also has a stable source of customers.Then, she started to fight for the custody of the child with her ex-husband, and she had evidence pointing out the fact that her ex-husband took care of her mistress during their marriage. When Jiang Lan found her ex-husband Liu Changwei, Liu Changwei looked like he had seen a ghost.After all these years of marriage, Liu Changwei never thought that his wife had such a shrewd and powerful side.Liu Changwei watched Jiang Lan calmly spread all the evidence of his previous extramarital affairs on the table, he forced himself to laugh and said: "So what, now that we are divorced, it is useless for you to get these evidences now gone."

Jiang Lan handed over another letter and motioned to Liu Changwei to read it. Liu Changwei took it, took out the letter paper and read only a few lines before his expression changed.He patted the table and shouted: "You are talking nonsense, I will sue you for defamation!" Jiang Lan took a sip of tea calmly, frowning.She chose this high-end place to talk about this matter because she was afraid that Liu Changwei would yell and shout. Once he got agitated, he would not be able to clean up his nouveau riche nature, and it would always leak out. Of course, it is normal for Liu Changwei to be furious. If this letter is sent out, Liu Changwei may have to go to jail.Of course, Jiang Lan knew best how much money he had corrupted during his tenure as a petty official.When she left home, she didn't want anything, just because she didn't want the dirty money.

Jiang Lan suppressed her voice and said, "If you want to make everyone know, just yell as hard as you can!" Liu Changwei finally understood that Jiang Lan in front of him was no longer the woman she used to be.Since this Jiang Lan can call herself out, she is already determined to win the child. If she doesn't give her the child, this crazy woman will dare to do anything. Sure enough, he heard Jiang Lan say softly: "I don't think you like the child so much that you don't want your own future. You just want to annoy me by occupying the child. You know whether you are good to the child. Now I also I'm not afraid to go to court with you, I can afford the money. Don't blame me for turning my face and denying people if you make me anxious. I don't want to make such a big fight with you, make the child feel bad, and I don't want to tell the child that his father is there Stay in prison. You'd better stop as soon as possible, for the sake of this child, we can get together and break up, and no one will be hurt."

Sweat poured down Liu Changwei's forehead, and he was speechless for a long time.He looked at the woman in front of him and recalled the first time he saw her.At that time, she was still an intern student, timid and timid. He didn't know why, but he was moved, maybe because she felt easy to grasp.Sure enough, after marriage, this woman stayed very honest at home, but he soon got tired and always wanted to go out to find other charms.It's no big deal for a man like him to have some dewy affairs outside, but it just so happens that this woman can't see her, and she fell in love with a doctor purely in her senior year.

How can that doctor compare to me? He has no power, no power, no power, and only average looks. This stupid woman would be nice to him.Liu Changwei was so angry at the time, he kicked Jiang Lan out of the house and set up obstacles everywhere, forcing her to sell on the street, with almost no way out.But this woman has never lowered her head to herself, not even once, and has no regrets at all.The only time she found herself after the divorce was for that adulterer. She said: "Why did you force him away? He is excellent in business and skilled in medicine. What do you know, an ignorant guy?"

At that time, she gritted her teeth and hated, but was powerless. However, after Jiang Lan left the city for a while, and then came back, she became a different person.At this time, there was no hatred in Jiang Lan's eyes, but she was full of victorious momentum. Liu Changwei suddenly felt a little heartache. He knew that he had lost a rare woman, and this woman was out of his hands forever. When he faced him again, she was already a strong enemy. Jiang Lan left the letter to Liu Changwei: "When you can't sleep, take a good look. Do you think I am the only one who can write such a report letter? Naturally, other people will know what you have done. I will look at the child's face. Child, I will pick it up in a few days, and the lawyer will come to you to sign the document."

Jiang Lanyang left, she knew that Liu Changwei would not fight with her again, she finally struggled out and got the child she wanted most. Listening to Jiang Lan talking about the negotiation with Liu Changwei, Yu Ying burst into tears and shouted: "Why didn't this good show be recorded, I really want to see his expression at that time, it must be so exciting! " "Forget it, don't force it too hard. After all, I am the father of the child. My goal is only the child, and I don't want to make enemies with him. Besides, he helped my family a lot back then." Jiang Lan was quite open.

"Son, when will you pick it up?" "Let's finish this semester. I don't want my child to change too much, let him adapt slowly!" This sentence touched Yu Ying's mind, Yu Ying immediately thought of Xiaobao, she fell silent.Everyone can fight for their own children, but she has the least right to fight for it. Jiang Lan knew what she was thinking, and the two often talked on the phone. Yu Ying told her about Li Lan's having a child. "How are you going to arrange for Xiaobao?" After a long time, it was Jiang Lan who broke the silence. Yu Ying sighed: "I don't know, I don't even want to think about it, just let it count as a day!" "How is Li Lan now?" Jiang Lan asked about the recent situation of Xiaobao's biological mother. "She still works part-time in that small shop, and her life is very hard, but she visits the child secretly every other day. When she visits the child, she always brings toys, all kinds of small toys, which are really clean, even a The little bit of burr is smooth. She dare not take care of the baby when I am at home. She always keeps in touch with my mother-in-law. My mother-in-law is also helping Li Lan now. She knows from Cheng Ji that I can have children, and she wishes I could give birth by myself. One." Yu Ying thought of her mother-in-law's expression when she knew the truth, she was surprised, happy, angry and worried, all of which came to her face, Yu Ying felt deeply guilty, her persistence hurt many people. However, for this kind of thing, guilt is guilt, but when it comes to having children, she even wants to divorce now, how can she have children.Children are not to compensate others, they are living lives, to be respected, loved, liked, and cared for. "Son, you can give it to her!" Jiang Lan said this with difficulty.She knew the cruelty in these words, but if it continued like this, the child, Li Lan, and Yu Ying would all suffer. As the child grew older, this kind of choice would always have to be made. Yu Ying used her fingers to pick the logs on the bridge, digging out deep deep marks, one by one repeatedly and slowly, and finally said with difficulty: "I want to talk to her in the past, but I also followed her secretly. She. She worked really hard. She got divorced for her children and had nothing. She was almost reduced to begging on the street. In the cold water. You have never seen it, you don’t know how miserable it is, the hands are cracked, and the flesh is exposed purple and red.” Jiang Lan was moved when she heard that, and Yu Ying choked up and said, "I also secretly recorded her visit to Xiaobao's house with DV. She always stood and watched the child from a distance, and didn't come forward much. My mother-in-law Seeing her as a country person, she didn't pay much attention to her, so she took the toy from the bag, and the toy was washed very clean, even if it was a brand new toy, it was washed clean, there was no edge, and she Wrap them all up, stretch out your hands from a distance, and tease Xiaobao. When Xiaobao laughs, she laughs, laughing so happily." Yu Ying took a deep breath and continued: "I know the dormitory where she lives, there are twelve people in one room, and there is no place to take a shower. I know that she secretly eats meals that the guests don't want, but she always brings toys with her when she comes. Last time I went to her dormitory to find her, I wanted to give her a lot of money, and I wanted Li Lan to leave the child to me." Jiang Lan's eyes were wet, and she didn't know which one to sympathize with. Both Yu Ying and Li Lan were pitiful, and they both put their best efforts into this child. Yu Ying continued: "I'm really willing to give her all the money. I can give her whatever she wants. I really like that child. I can't bear it...I know it's too much. I know it's because I have money... She went to work overtime that day, and she paid fifteen yuan per hour for overtime work. I sat on the bed in her dormitory and waited for her. I looked at all her things and found that all her belongings were piled up beside the bed A small cardboard box full of odds and ends. When I saw a packet of washing powder and a bar of soap, I knew I was an asshole. This woman didn’t even have a bottle of shampoo. For my own child, I want to buy her child with money." Jiang Lan looked into the distance: "She won't give you a child, not even how much money." "Yes, I know the answer, so I left secretly. In fact, Li Lan is also very painful! She thinks that the child can lead a very good life by my side, which is already a fairy life in her eyes. Life. She doesn't want her child to suffer with her, so she never comes to ask for a child. However, she doesn't want to bear her child, so she has to find a job near us, and come to have a look whenever she has time..." Yu Ying said no Go on, "I don't want to be like this! I am also Xiaobao's mother, and I can't live in her seat, but every time I think of sending Xiaobao to her, what do I really do?" No energy." Yu Ying thought of the war between herself and Li Lan about the child, and she felt that she had completely lost. Although she could do everything to protect the child, Li Lan could give up the right to hold the child for the sake of the child. Just watching from a distance.She could never forget Li Lan's outstretched hands, the expression on her face that she wanted to touch the child's face but dared not.What kind of forbearance, what kind of sadness, what kind of despair, and what kind of expectation is that. Yu Ying knew that she possessed this child only temporarily.But in this winter, only Xiaobao is the only warmth she can still hug, she really doesn't want to let go.When the child fell asleep in her arms, he held her collar tightly with his hands, refusing to let go at all.But she was holding the child's shadow tightly in her heart, hugging and hugging, kissing and kissing, and she was unwilling to let go in her dream. When Jiang Lan got her child, Yu Ying was about to lose Xiao Bao, and the small wooden bridge was full of sadness and joy for an instant.Both women looked at the small lake and sank into a speechless silence. The people on the bridge are looking at the scenery, and the people on the other side of the bridge are looking at you. There are many trees planted by the small lake in the garden, and Cheng Ji is leaning on the trunk of a tree.After talking with a few acquaintances, he took a glass of cocktail to a place where there were few people, and looked at Yu Ying on the bridge in a daze. A familiar female voice came from beside him: "Why, you can't get enough of watching it every day?" You don't need to look back to know it's Li Momei.He turned around and glanced at her who had already changed into a Chinese dress, and said, "Why, don't you need to greet the guests?" "I just finished my work, now I can take a breath!" "You are beautiful today!" Cheng Ji praised sincerely. "thanks." The atmosphere between the two became silent again.Li Momei seemed to want to break this deadlock, and said: "Yu Ying really hasn't changed much. She was like this when she was studying, but now she has been away from society for so many years, and she still has the same temperament." "Aren't you the same? Just now Yu Ying said that I don't understand you, but it seems that she appreciates you." Li Momei looked at the pair of beautiful figures on the bridge, and said with a smile: "Your enemy knows you best. It seems that there is nothing wrong with this sentence." "Is she your enemy?" "Yes! It was a long time ago. When we first met in college, she was my enemy, her calmness and confidence, her calmness and excellence." Li Momei flashed the girl sitting by the window again. The woman in a pure cotton dress who was reading a book inadvertently raised her head to glance at herself, and then immediately returned her gaze to the book, "At that time, everyone liked her, and there was a lot of laughter where Yu Ying was, and many people liked her." I want to be friends with her. I had no friends at the time, and I would be very jealous when I saw that the same sex would sacrifice everything for her." Li Momei shook her head, as if she was looking at herself at that time. Cheng Ji also nodded: "Yes, she is a very good person." "But, you don't understand her. She is not a good person, but she lived a real and comfortable life at that time. She is right, you don't understand me, and you don't understand her either." Li Momei firmly say. "Cheng Ji, you have never tried to truly understand others. To put it bluntly, you only care about yourself. Your own world is all you have. People in your world should follow the rules you require. If you do well, you are a good person, if you do not do well, you are a bad person." Li Momei held the wine glass tightly, and the breakup in her youth seemed like she didn't cherish it, but the root cause was Cheng Ji's lack of enthusiasm. Don't know how to love. "When I was young, I thought that men didn't know how to love, so I thought it was normal for you to be together and then separated." Ignoring Cheng Ji's dumbfounded look, Li Momei continued, "But, everyone has to To grow up, you always need to learn to care for others, care for those around you, be interested in those people, and interact with the joy of those people.” Another guest came in from a distance, greeting Li Momei.She didn't have time to say more, so she hurriedly said: "Cheng Ji, think about it carefully, who else do you love besides yourself? If you love that person, ask yourself again, how do you express it?" Li Momei's words were no less than a huge shock wave to Cheng Ji.When he went to see Yu Ying again, his mood was different.He asked himself, do I really love that woman?how do you loveHow many words have I spoken to her?How much care have I given her besides work?Ever think about her for a second when you wake up in the morning?Have you missed this person inadvertently? If you love her, why can't you take a few minutes to talk to her and ask her why she is unhappy?If you love her, why can't you let her be willful for a while, appreciate some of her small mistakes, and even accompany her to fail together?If you love her, why can't you think about her more?The mind is always full of other things, and this woman has been squeezed into a corner.Later, these performances became habits, and then he comforted himself by saying that this is life, and this is the life of real adults.If he wants to live a good life, he can't take care of so many children's feelings. Do you have no time to love someone when you live a good life?Is love something that takes up a lot of time?Loving someone is an instinct, something from the bottom of your heart, and a natural habit.Yu Ying's words sounded more and more clearly in Cheng Ji's mind: "You don't love me." He admits a little now that maybe he really doesn't love her, but it's not his fault, he never knew how to love one person. Cheng Ji was a little flustered. Is Yu Ying really going away?