Chapter 17 Chapter Fifteen Married

Li Lan still came to see Xiaobao every few days.She no longer proposed to take the child away, but Yu Ying knew that she was just giving herself time to adapt.Li Lan is a kind woman, Yu Ying can feel it, she can see her attachment to Xiao Bao, so, she gives herself time, she is giving alms.This child is hers, no one can take it away. Cheng Ji firmly refused to divorce.Yu Ying wanted to have a good talk with Cheng Ji, but Cheng Ji always managed to find a way to divert the topic, pretending to be very busy.Cheng Ji doesn't want to face this matter. Although this matter will always be put on the table, he is not ready yet, and he even subconsciously feels that delaying this matter until Yu Ying calms down, maybe Let it go.

He could neither stop and think about why Yu Ying wanted a divorce, nor could he stop and ask himself why he refused to divorce.Life has become a kind of inertia, and he doesn't want to think at all.Going forward like this, sometimes it is a painful thing to see yourself clearly.He didn't understand what Yu Ying was thinking, but he didn't need to know what other people were thinking in order to live. Wait a minute, Cheng Ji and Yu Ying's minds were "wait a minute".Wait a little longer, Yu Ying can spend more time with Xiaobao; wait a little longer, Cheng Ji won't have to discuss divorce with Yu Ying.

In waiting, another new year.During the Chinese New Year, the whole world is joyful, but Yu Ying and Cheng Ji are still living as before.Like every year in the past few years, Yu Ying prepared new year's goods, Cheng Ji booked a hotel, invited both parents and relatives to have a meal together, had a lively time, then watched a Spring Festival Gala, and then gave each other red envelopes. Let's pass this year. Yu Ying was completely numb doing these things, neither happy nor troubled.She felt that she hadn't thought of Wu Borong for a long, long time. After that breakup in the wooden pavilion, the two tacitly stopped contacting each other without saying anything.

When shopping for new year's goods, Yu Ying pushed the cart in the supermarket, and put large bags of candy and dry goods in it, but these things were meaningless, and she definitely didn't plan to stay at home and eat them up, because their existence Just a habit.She realized how much courage it takes to jump out of a habitual life. Although she no longer has the support of love, she still wants to break free from this kind of life.She needs the courage to face the pressure and incomprehension from her relatives, which will exceed her previous estimates. However, Yu Ying has already decided that Cheng Ji doesn't love him, and she doesn't love Cheng Ji either. Ending this unhappy marriage before she has any children is the best explanation for the other party and herself.

During the Chinese New Year, the atmosphere is still the same. Cheng Ji is a son-in-law who makes all the elders feel at ease. He has no bad habits, is motivated, works well, and takes care of his family.In the eyes of Yu Ying's parents, such a man is already a candidate for the best husband.Behind the scenes, they lamented the marriage tragedy of their eldest daughter Yu Jing countless times, and at the same time comforted themselves that Yu Ying found a good home.Don't women just ask for three meals and one night, and someone knows how warm and cold they are, so that they can have children together and raise the next generation?

Yu Ying's father, Yu Chaosheng, watched Yu Ying carry the child in and out of the hotel with his son-in-law, but there was no look of joy in his eyes, so he couldn't help asking secretly: "How are you doing these days?" Yu Ying wanted to say something, but she opened her mouth and closed it again.For those who celebrate the New Year, saying such things is always a disappointment.She just patted her father's hand and said, "Dad, what is your greatest wish?" "For me, as long as the family is safe and sound, free from disease and disaster, that's enough. What else do people wish for at this age!"

Yu Ying leaned closer to her father and said with a smile: "I know you have always wanted to travel abroad. I will choose a time next year to take you and Mom out for a walk. Do you think we should go to Australia or Japan? This time Just walk away." Yu Chaosheng was naturally pleased when he heard this, but he still patted his daughter and said, "What are you doing running so far when you're old? It's a waste of money. How much does it cost to go abroad!" "Money is not earned by people. Money is used by people. I am happy to use it on you and mom." Yu Chaosheng felt sore. Yu Jing and Ran Ran have been dragging Yu Ying's backs all these years. Although Yu Ying has achieved a little success at this time, she has been the child who was beaten the hardest by her grandfather since she was a child. I started to learn acupuncture. In order to keep my hands steady, I held up the water cup with both hands until my hands swelled.This child is the most sensible, but also the most distressing.Yu Chaosheng looked at his daughter's faintly sad face, and suddenly said: "If you really ask me about my greatest wish, my greatest wish is that you can live a good life and live happily. I don't have much with your mother. It's time, we really hope that after we leave, you can have a good life. You child has been unhappy, I just want you to have a better life. "

Yu Chaosheng sighed: "I've lived to this age, and I already know that this life is too short, so I don't ask for anything. You, Yu Jing, and Ran Ran are all fine, and I'll be fine." When Yu Ying heard this, she couldn't help but wet her eyes, lowered her head and shouted: "Dad!" Yu Chaosheng turned around and patted her hand: "Even if you want to hide the matter between you and Cheng Ji, I can see it. If life is really hard, don't make things difficult for yourself, me and your mother I can understand you. In the past, we always oppressed you, but now that you think about it, you are going to be buried in the ground. It is better to let you live the life you want to live. Young people today are different from what we thought at the time, and we also Can't keep up..."

Yu Ying's heart twitched, and only then did she realize that her father's eyes had actually been on her all the time, watching her various performances.Even her father could see the impasse between her and Cheng Ji. She rested her head on her father's shoulder, leaning gently, a gesture of affection she hadn't seen in years.The emotion in her heart could not be expressed, and the words seemed weak.What her father said at this time was the greatest help and support for her.She knew she was not helpless.She put her head on the bent back, only then did she realize that her parents had really grown old, but the heart that loved herself had never changed.

Yu Ying's tears wet her father's back, she cried like a child. That year passed without wind or waves.Except that Ran Ran looked at her strangely, everything seemed to be the same as before, without any difference. It's like the intersection with Wu Borong was just a dream, and now I wake up from the dream, everything is back to the original point. However, is this really the origin and a dream?Yu Ying understands that is not true, no one can erase what happened, every little thing can change life. At this time, Li Momei, who hadn't contacted her for a long time, called and sent out a wedding invitation.Yu Ying was really shocked, because Li Momei didn't seem to have a boyfriend a few months ago, and now she suddenly said that she was going to get married. This news disturbed her.Cheng Ji was also invited. Cheng Ji's inner shock will not be smaller than that of Yu Ying. It hasn't been long since I went back to my alma mater with Li Momei last time. The figure of Li Momei who left under the tree that day seems to be still in front of me. Now But got the news that she is going to get married.

Because of this mentality, these two people were well prepared and gave them very expensive gifts. Li Momei's wedding banquet was Western-style, and it was held in the outdoor garden of a very high-end hotel in the city.The small garden was very elegantly arranged. Li Momei was wearing a white wedding dress, smiling and talking in the middle. When Yu Ying came in, she felt that she was still so beautiful. This kind of beauty has been from school to now. Although she is getting old, her beauty always has different content at different times.Women like her are stunningly beautiful, and age doesn't put any rings on them.But such a woman is still married, and the man she married is ordinary, except that he seems to have a little money, he is not as good as those men who chased her before. Maybe Li Momei was really tired, she waited and chased after her, but in the end she didn't know what she wanted.It made her understand that time on campus, and it really made her feel cold.It turned out that what she was waiting for was the love she had given up a long time ago, the pure love that had been lost in the years.Now that person is no longer the same soul as the boy back then, and she will never return to that time, and what she wants will never be there again. Since this is the case, it is better to find a stable man to marry in this world.This man is called Zhu Sheng, because he is not very good, so it will be very easy to stay together, not to mention he has guarded himself for so many years.Maybe he's not the best one, but he's the one who's been the most patient and lasted the longest. Zhu Sheng was also obsessed with this flower on campus many years ago, but it was never his turn to confess his love.These years, this woman has never looked at her directly, and he also knows that his conditions are not very good, and he cannot match her.However, when she was not married, he thought that he always had a chance. Even if she was married, this man would not compromise until he met another woman who made him so tempted.To put it bluntly, Zhu Sheng was just loyal to himself, he didn't care whether Li Momei loved him or not, and he didn't care whether he had a chance, he was just loyal to his heart.There is no woman who makes him so obsessed, why give up the pursuit? These years, he came by her side whenever he was called, and he left when he waved, without complaint, as if everything was taken for granted.After Li Momei came back from the campus, she really understood that she knew that her lost youth and lost pure love would never come back, and she also understood that she had to make peace with her life.When Yu Ying was about to divorce, she, the last person to enter the siege, married herself instead. When Zhu Sheng heard Li Momei ask "Do you want to marry me", he didn't come to his senses for a long time.To be honest, after waiting for so many years, he really didn't dare to give himself a glimmer of hope, because if there is hope, there will be disappointment, and if there is disappointment, there will be resentment, and if there is resentment, he will not be able to persevere.Therefore, he really just wanted to guard, and never thought that one day, he could get this woman. Seeing that he didn't answer, Li Momei sighed: "Why, you don't even want me anymore?" After speaking, she turned around and left. Zhu Sheng chased after him and hugged Li Momei tightly in his arms: "Yes, yes, it will take me half my life, I'm afraid you won't, I will do whatever." Li Momei burst into tears on the spot, with just one sentence, she could live the rest of her life with peace of mind.She couldn't get the love she wanted, but she knew that someone really loved her, and from then on she was the treasure of this person's life.After figuring this out, Li Momei got married. Cheng Ji and Yu Ying were the first people to be invited to get married. To some extent, it was Cheng Ji and Yu Ying who joined forces to wake her up.Otherwise, it would be impossible for a proud woman like her to understand so quickly.But the heart of youth that had died was no longer full of hatred.She doesn't hate Cheng Ji, so naturally she doesn't hate Yu Ying anymore.She faintly felt that the hatred in the past was mixed with resentment, reluctance to be happier than herself, reluctance to be better than herself, and happier than herself.Li Momei seems to think that the most beautiful things in this world should be prepared for her.After leaving the society on campus, I found that those beautiful things really didn't pay attention to me, but the people and things I didn't like were mixed up one by one. I wanted a family to have a family, a career to have a career, but I was getting more and more excited. No one looks at each other more and more. Blind dates are all about meeting some unreliable men and saying some unreliable words. Almost everyone is living like a blind man touching an elephant. Now, she was standing in the center of the wedding venue. At this moment, the long white wedding dress set her off from the dust, she was radiant, and she was still the most eye-catching woman in the venue.She is already someone else's wife, so she is even more attractive. In this world, she felt that she had found the capital to be proud again, so she raised her head even higher.When looking at Yu Ying, there will be a habitual arrogance on her face.But Yu Ying has become accustomed to it, and even became happy, this is the beautiful but annoying Li Momei she met in college, although annoying, but true.This is the real Li Momei, those Li Momei who were fighting with her in the coffee shop and talking about family affairs are finally gone.And this confident, full of ambition, self-righteous expression of "all the men in the world are mine", this is the real Li Momei. Yu Ying's eyes were filled with tears. For some reason, she felt that Li Momei had come back to life. Under the oppression of the secular world, under the pressure of leftover women, this woman was once suppressed without confidence, but now she believes again own beauty. Sure enough, Li Momei came over, looked at Yu Ying with such disdainful eyes, and said, "You just came, Jiang Lan came a long time ago, she insisted on telling me not to say it, saying it was a surprise for you. Well, You two boring ugly women, go talk while you're at it!" Yu Ying smiled and stretched out her hand: "You are beautiful!" Li Momei stretched out her hand, touched her hand with her fingertips, turned her head and left.Cheng Ji was stunned and said to Yu Ying, "She is too proud! Such an attitude." "You never knew her. She is a proud woman. Nothing can change her." Yu Ying looked at her back appreciatively and said to Cheng Ji without turning her head. Yes, Cheng Ji's two women, one is Li Momei and the other is Yu Ying, he has never known each other.On the contrary, these two women are close to each other. Although they exclude each other, they still respect each other.