Chapter 14 Chapter 12 Return

Three months after Jiang Lan returned to Qingdao, good news came, saying that everything was going well. She no longer worked as a doctor, but went to manage a decoration company under Wang Hao.That store gave Jiang Lan shares, and Jiang Lan's joining brought the decoration company that was about to be dumped back to life.Jiang Lan's original design and unique market positioning have won the favor of many housewives in one fell swoop, and the turnover has increased several times.She is also preparing to open a furniture store, mainly to provide practical and beautiful furniture. Wu Borong asked Yu Ying to come out, but she refused to meet, because she didn't know what kind of feelings she had for him.She has no way to understand many feelings. She hopes to be like Jiang Lan, who can control herself well before facing her feelings.

The baby is already eight months old, and it has become the focus of Yu Ying's life, and she is increasingly inseparable from the baby. Cheng Ji became more and more busy, and the two almost reached the point where they could only see each other when they were sleeping.Yu Ying decides to separate from Cheng Ji. During Christmas, Yu Ying walked alone on the street. In the festive atmosphere, she felt so lonely that she couldn't stand it.Eat and walk alone, take on one's own life alone, face the huge world alone, and learn to grow alone.Being alone in everything, Yu Ying felt like a snowman on the side of the road, in the festival music, she began to cry.

Even her tears were cold. It turns out that it is not easy to be a strong woman.She strolled on the street until she reached the hotel where Wu Borong often met, went in and got a room without any destination, and called Wu Borong. She sat in her hotel room and watched the snowflakes dance outside the window.This world is a piece of gray, connected into a ball, but she really can't find herself.That kind of loneliness, the loneliness down to the bone, she is not greedy or obsessed, maybe she really can't be her own master. However, if you support yourself so hard and be your own master, can you really be happy?Yu Ying was lost in this snowy day, watching the snowflakes falling, thinking about her meeting with Wu Borong in spring, her passionate love in summer, and the failed breakup in autumn. Now that winter is here, she can't find herself at all in this winter.

Now she can only find Wu Borong, and only Wu Borong can tell her where the life and happiness she wants are.Maybe Wu Borong didn't know either, but she hoped that Wu Borong could give her the answer. When Wu Borong came in from the outside, he was covered in snow and his hair was a little wet.He reached out to pat the snow flakes, and said to Yu Ying, "It's snowing heavily outside, I walked in a hurry, and I didn't bring an umbrella." Yu Ying knew why he didn't bring an umbrella.She wanted to distance herself from this relationship, and she always avoided Wu Borong, meeting him very rarely during this period of time.So, when she called Wu Borong, although he tried his best to be calm, she knew that he couldn't be calm.

Yu Ying stood up and gently threw herself into Wu Borong's arms.Wu Borong hugged Yu Ying lovingly.There was a faint cold light on her face, against the color of the snow outside, her whole figure seemed to be made of glass, as if she would shatter if she was not hugged properly. Yu Ying buried her head in his arms and said, "What should I do? I'm in love with you." If this is a game, then this sentence is the end of the game.But when did they start making this game a real reality? Wu Borong felt his heart was touched lightly, he lowered his head to kiss Yu Ying, their hearts were full of melancholy.

Yu Ying asked, "What should I do?" "Get a divorce! If you're ready to take on your feelings, face the unknown." When Wu Borong said this, he had thought deeply about it.Two people no longer love each other, but they must be tied together. This kind of maintenance is only because of social relations and influence. This is an immoral marriage. No social relationship and influence can compare with my own feelings.Wu Borong is not afraid of divorce. Divorce does not cause him much loss, it is nothing more than losing a little money to Pan Yijia.And he can afford to pay this little money, and he feels that it is not a big deal for Yu Ying.

Yu Ying's side is easier to get rid of, she is almost sure that she and Cheng Ji are loveless.Then, a loveless marriage is just one more paperwork and a legal responsibility than strangers.Perhaps, letting go early is a good thing for both her and Cheng Ji. If she meets Wu Borong, Cheng Ji will also meet a woman he can fall in love with. Marriage doesn't matter who is good and who is bad. When two people love each other, they put each other into this relationship. Everyone is willing to give to each other without complaint or regret.But if there is no love as the foundation, each other will be haggling and calculating, worrying about gains and losses, and afraid that they will pay more than each other.Therefore, the basis of marriage is love, and material support is needed on the basis of love, but these two must not be put in the wrong order.

Yu Ying examines her failed marriage, and she finds that she doesn't care about herself too much, she cares too much about the environment and fame outside of herself, and she cares too much about whether her life is peaceful and comfortable, but she never asks herself what this comfort is. Not what she wanted. Jiang Lan's appearance broke Yu Ying's self-righteous ostrich temperament.Jiang Lan's resignation, Jiang Lan's rebirth after death, and Jiang Lan's loyalty to herself gave Yu Ying a glimmer of hope. It turned out that she could still live like this, without being so awkward, without pretending, and without being so tired.

What does divorce entail?The unknown life has both good and bad, a free soul and a lonely body, different worldly attacks, and doubts about one's own choices. She raised her head, enjoyed Wu Borong's long kiss, and shouted in her almost suffocating heartbeat: "I want to love myself, and I want to listen to the voice deep in my heart." The appearance of Li Lan made Yu Ying feel panic for the first time. When Li Lan appeared, she stood at Yu Ying's door, looking straight at Xiao Bao.She threw herself down and said to the child, "Baby, Mommy has been looking for you so hard."

It was such a poor rural woman who did not hesitate to divorce her little daughter who was secretly sent away by her mother-in-law, turned against her family members, and did not hesitate to work as a dishwasher outside, but she never gave up hope of finding her own daughter. Li Lan's hands were rough and deformed. She wanted to touch Xiaobao, but she was afraid of scratching her face.Yu Ying was making milk for her baby at the time, and when she saw someone coming in after opening the door, she felt her hands trembling constantly, and she couldn't even pick up the bottle. Her intuition told her that this woman was Xiaobao's mother. Even she couldn't explain this intuition clearly. It might be that this woman looked at the child differently.

Yu Ying blocked her gaze, and asked, "Who are you?" The toughness in her tone couldn't conceal a kind of weakness. The woman knelt down in front of Yu Ying immediately: "Sister, I'm Li Lan, the daughter-in-law of the old Chen family in Santou Village. Your mother-in-law knows that the child was given to her, and she knows my mother-in-law." Yu Ying braced herself not to get dizzy, and asked, "Well, who are you? Who are you to the baby?" "I am the mother of the baby. The baby is the flesh that fell from my body. When I was born, I was taken away by the cruel mother-in-law without even seeing it. I never saw it. I dreamed of it." My child." Li Lan looked at Xiaobao, with a grateful expression in his eyes, and said, "The baby is so well raised, so beautiful, like a child in the city." For a moment, Yu Ying felt that the breath in her chest was almost out of breath, and she could only hear a few words forced out of her teeth: "You are talking nonsense." Li Lan hurriedly answered, "I'm not talking nonsense, I'm not talking nonsense. Your mother-in-law knows. I went to her first. She refused to tell me where the child was at first, but she later told me. You can call her and ask." In fact, Yu Ying doesn't need to call her mother-in-law to know that Li Lan is not talking nonsense. Xiao Bao has eyes that are very similar to Li Lan, big and dark. There will be that demeanor. Yu Ying closed the door for some unknown reason, and said to Li Lan, "Come back after I figure it out, and wait for me to figure it out first. You suddenly came to the door and said you were the child's mother. I can't figure out the status, I don't understand." Li Lan pressed against the door desperately and said, "Sister, you let me in, let me go in and have a look at the child, I had a hard time finding her. Really, my husband and I are divorced, so I just want to find her." My baby, let me hug her." Yu Ying didn't listen to anything, just closed the door like crazy, and didn't care about Li Lan's loud clapping outside the door.Yu Ying ran into the bedroom holding Xiao Bao who was crying in fright. She noticed that her mother-in-law was not present today.Did she already know that, that's why she avoided this scene? After a long time, Li Lan left. Before leaving, she sobbed and said, "Sister, I'm leaving first. You call to find out. I'll come back tomorrow." She left very reluctantly, but she had to.Because she was fragile and helpless, she didn't know how to take the child from Yu Ying's arms.That child is so beautiful, wearing a cotton skirt like a little princess, and wearing a small hat on her head, she can already walk on the sofa, and when she sees herself, she looks at her with strange eyes. Li Lan sobbed and walked to the place where she worked. The baby in her dream finally saw her true colors. The child she had never seen before was so beautiful and noble, prettier than any other child in the village, even better than Da Niu and Er Niu. Pretty. Seeing such a beautiful child, Li Lan's heart softened. She thought about thousands of situations of the child, and also thought that the child was living well, but she never thought that such a good, that kind of good had exceeded the limit of her imagination.Such a doll could only be seen on TV before, and Li Lan was a little proud that such a beautiful baby was born by her. She felt scared again, why did she want to have a child with Yu Ying?She raised the child so well, would she give it back to herself?That woman looked very tough, Li Lan didn't know if she could have a child.She searched for the child alone with a few clues, and finally found it, but she didn't know if she could get it back. Yu Ying hugged the baby, not knowing what to do.She felt that the world was so big that there was nowhere she could hide.The child is in my arms, real, with the fragrance of milk.However, a woman is about to take Xiao Bao away from her arms, and her arms will be empty from now on.She locked herself in the room. After Cheng Ji came back, he knocked on the door and said, "Yu Ying, don't be like this, we have something to discuss, talk to that woman, if she is willing, we will take Xiaobao until the age of eighteen, if she is not willing, we can still have a baby of our own." One." Yu Ying felt that Cheng Ji was thousands of miles away from her own world. She wanted Xiaobao, as long as she had this one child, it wouldn't be enough to just hold another child or have another child to replace the true love she had already given.Cheng Ji doesn't understand, people all over the world don't understand, no one understands her.She is like a crazy woman, stealing other people's children.Maybe Xiaobao will not understand when he grows up, thinking that she isolated the blood relationship between himself and his mother. Yu Ying was completely isolated, the world mocked her ruthlessly and played with her, her feelings were insignificant and hidden in the vast sea of ​​people. Yu Ying hugged the child and sat quietly in a corner, suddenly burst into tears, not knowing where to go. Yu Ying went to the clinic the next day as if nothing had happened.Her life has become a beautiful red apple that has been hollowed out, but because it still has a bright shell, this apple has to continue to be placed. However, Pan Yijia's arrival became the last straw that broke the camel's back. Pan Yijia was wearing very loose cotton clothes, her hair was tied casually, and the makeup on her face was gone, but her skin was still so good, so white and tender.The most obvious change is her eyes. There is a very calm self-confidence in her eyes, and this self-confidence is like a boulder attacking Yu Ying. Pan Yijia was also looking at Yu Ying.She still doesn't understand why Wu Borong chose such a woman to love. When she took a photo of Wu Borong dating another woman in the hands of a private detective, her anger was greater than her sadness.This woman's hand had touched her own breast very carefully, and she was playing tricks on herself. Pan Yijia didn't cry or cry, the woman who can become Wu Borong is definitely not just someone who relies on luck and appearance, the kind of shrewdness in her bones that has been lurking for a long time saved her, this kind of shrewdness is like some women alone Some umbrellas, when in danger, will emerge as a savior. She considered her own situation, she was living a good life by relying on Wu Borong.All these years, she will only live like this.If Wu Borong really doesn't love her anymore, and send her a sum of money to let her go, she doesn't know what else she can do, which breaks the law of her life. Of course, Pan Yijia will live comfortably, but she will not let this happen.In fact, after all these years of marriage, she doesn't know what love is, and she doesn't want to understand it. She doesn't understand it, and she doesn't need to understand it. She just needs to be smart enough to know how to stay by Wu Borong's side. Not every woman is capable of making the man she chooses fall in love with.Love always needs the right time, place and people.How difficult it is for two people with the same smell to meet together, this is like the probability of similar pearls meeting together in the bottom of the sea. Pan Yijia and Wu Borong are not similar.Love, maybe there was, but maybe it was just a momentary infatuation.However, Pan Yijia had no choice, she didn't want to change her mind, wipe away her tears, turn around and leave like in the novel, take the money and become a strong woman, and make a fortune outside.Everyone has a different personality, otherwise the world would be the same. Pan Yijia's choice was very simple, let others keep those she couldn't keep. That other person is not an outsider, but the child in her belly.It is not difficult to get pregnant. She pestered Wu Borong with an unrestrained posture and claimed that she had taken contraceptive measures.Wu Borong believed it, why didn't he?She has always been gentle and harmless, simple and unscheming.Of course Wu Borong is also very smart, but the smarter the person, the easier it is to think that he can see through others, so he relaxes his vigilance.He expected everything, but he didn't expect Pan Yijia's growth rate. Sometimes it only takes a few seconds for a woman to go from simple to complex, just like the curtain on the stage is drawn, and she understands and understands what to do. Sure enough, she got her wish and became pregnant.The first thing he did when he came out of the hospital was not to tell Wu Borong, but to call Yu Ying's clinic directly.She has been holding back, waiting for this moment of fatal counterattack. Pan Yijia's ten fingers were long and slender, with no nail polish on them.Her hands were casually placed on the table, Yu Ying was feeling her pulse. Pan Yijia said that she was not feeling very well recently, and wanted to see if her body was sub-healthy, and wanted Yu Ying to take care of herself. Yu Ying only touched it once, and her face began to look like a strange plant, in the most inappropriate season, it bloomed bright and strong flowers, that kind of flowers seemed to grow from her heart.She was so excited that she couldn't control herself and said, "Congratulations, Mrs. Wu, you are pregnant." If Zhou Lijin came in to deliver things at this time, he would see Dr. Yu holding Pan Yijia's hand and saying blessings as if he was overjoyed.And the blessed patient leaned back gently as if in disbelief. Two women are separated on both sides of a table, and the winner will be scored.Yu Ying's eloquent words, Pan Yijia's quiet eyes. Yu Ying finally understood that she had not only lost Xiaobao, but also Wu Borong.