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Chapter 12 Chapter Ten

lingering to death 红娘子 7078Words 2018-03-13
After Yu Ranran came back from Hainan where she couldn't make a commercial, she failed to get some investment from her aunt Yu Ying to make a movie, but she was really not affected at all. From her point of view, this matter is very normal. It's boring to get famous easily. Yu Ying asked her to participate in the "Future Star" competition, and she also went, and soon rushed all the way to the top 50. At this time, she met an acquaintance, and Lu Jie was actually among the judges. Lu Jie was not surprised when he saw Yu Ranran.Basically all the beautiful girls in this city came, anyway, it was a great opportunity to become famous quickly, it would be a pity not to come.

However, Lu Jie still couldn't help telling this ex-girlfriend that it was impossible to get in the top 20 based on her ability, because no matter how good her qualifications were, the quota was determined by default, and the front was just a show.If you want real fairness, it's not so easy. Sure enough, Yu Ranran was dropped from the top thirty.She didn't care about it, but became complacent. Because she used this draft to dig up a particularly important piece of information, that is, Lu Jie was not married at all, and he was a real diamond king. Yu Ranran felt that her already cold love suddenly burned up.He is not married, so of course he has made it clear that he can be loved by others. Even if he is married, he still has the right to be liked by others!

Lu Jie really felt that he was being watched again, and he was tired of this feeling of being watched, as if he was a bone with flesh.He didn't want to talk to Yu Ranran, but he couldn't show his face in front of many people. At least he didn't want others to know that Yu Ranran was his ex-girlfriend, otherwise how could he be a judge. So Yu Ranran found an opportunity again. In her bones, there is a little bit of Xu Sanduo's spirit of "never give up, never give up". In terms of love, she is very similar to Xu Sanduo. Do it, stalk and stalk, even if you don't get someone, you will drive that person crazy.

Yu Ranran had nothing to do after being dismissed, and circled around Lu Jie every day.Lu Jie managed to find a vacation, but was immediately blocked by Yu Ranran. Yu Ranran was wearing a mountaineering suit, her whole body was shining in the sun, her skin was as smooth and tender as a baby's, and her eyes were wide open.Lu Jie stood on the steps and looked down from a high place. She looked pitiful and said to Lu Jie: "Go, go, that place is very interesting, it's called Huangyun Cave, and it's where my grandma is now. It’s really fun to live next to the town.” Lu Jie couldn't laugh or cry, he didn't know where she found the new way to play.In fact, he is not a bad guy who is particularly sentimental, but he has personality, charm and good looks. He can easily attract some girls who have just grown up. To put it bluntly, the word "cool" is causing trouble.

Lu Jie shook his hands and walked up: "No, I really don't want to go, I'm going hiking in winter, I'm sick!" "No more!" Lu Jie's clothes were pulled by someone, and when he turned his head, he looked worried, "Who said you won't go in winter, my aunt just went there a few days ago, she will go too!" Ran Ran heard the news from her mother, Yu Jing, that her aunt was going to the town, and she instinctively thought that her aunt was there to play, and never thought that Yu Ying would go to see her grandma.There was a Huangyun Cave next to the small town, and when Lu Jie said that no one would go there in winter, he got anxious and brought Yu Ying out to talk about it.

Lu Jie had almost reached the end of the steps. Hearing this, he stayed in the corridor for a while, took a step back, turned his head, looked at Ran Ran strangely and said, "Huang Yundong?" "Yes!" Ran Ran saw hope. "Well, all right! Let's go!" "what?" "Let's go!" "But, it's getting dark!" "What are you afraid of if you have a car!" Lu Jie went upstairs, packed a few clothes, and then dragged Ran Ran, who didn't know what to do, into the car and drove to Huangyun Cave.Ran Ran said in the car: "I know there is a very interesting hotel. I stayed in it last time when I went there. It is very interesting. The wooden house is very unique. We will sleep there today."

Yu Ying and Wu Borong went out together, and happened to see Lu Jie and Ran Ran walking in with their bags on their backs. The four stood facing each other.Wu Borong didn't know him, and when he saw Yu Ying who was walking in front of her suddenly stopped moving, he asked softly, "What's the matter?" Ran Ran was the most frightened, she was so frightened that she had expected to meet her aunt, but she never thought that she would meet her and another man who would appear here at night.No matter how stupid she is, she can understand what's going on, not to mention she's not stupid, just a little careless.

It was Lu Jie who came to his senses first, and smiled at Yu Ying.Yu Ying wanted to force a smile, but her face was a little stiff.On the one hand, Qi Ranran and Lu Jie got mixed up again, on the other hand, she didn't know how to face the fact that the extramarital affair she was about to give up was smashed by the junior she was least willing to break through under such circumstances up. She still remembers chanting words in front of Ran Ran, saying how untrustworthy married men are, and that only fools can fall in love with them and play love with them.Now she is equivalent to slapping herself in front of the stunned Ran Ran.

Ran Ran called out in a low voice: "Auntie." Wu Borong understood everything, and looked at Yu Ying questioningly, asking if he needed to explain something.But at this time, in this environment, the more you explain to a grown girl, the more you will be discredited. Who doesn't know what's going on?What's the use of explaining? Wu Borong said first: "I'll go and drive the car over here first." "Hello, my name is Lu Jie!" Lu Jie stretched out his hand from here, and warmly held Wu Borong's hand, holding it very hard. "Hello, my name is Wu Borong."

Lu Jie remembered that night, when he tried to kiss that woman, that woman who was like a peach blossom on a branch, she called out like this: "Bo Rong, Bo Rong." There was an indescribable feeling in Lu Jie's heart. His mind was full of Yu Ying calling his name on Wu Borong, because he knew that kind of style, and that kind of style was only open to this man. He really couldn't help it. Don't make him jealous. Wu Borong was surprised to feel the strength from Lu Jie's hand, which was very unfriendly and murderous.This is a contest of strength between men and men, and it is also a declaration of war.Wu Borong saw the way Lu Jie looked at Yu Ying, the same way he looked at Yu Ying before, full of desire and interest in her, longing and fantasies towards her.

Wu Borong was suddenly furious, he could let go of Yu Ying, but if someone wanted to snatch her, he would definitely not do it.He can decide whether he loves it or not. If it's just him and Yu Ying, it may be the best memory.However, no man should ever come to snatch this woman.He could clearly feel this man's ambition and possessiveness towards Yu Ying.This woman is his, a work of art polished by him, a peerless treasure that cannot be taken away by others.Wu Borongguang became angry when he thought of this. Lu Jie looked at Yu Ying and said, "Are you also here to climb the mountain? How about tomorrow?" Yu Ying shook her head hurriedly, Ran Ran pulled her aside and whispered in a small voice, "Don't worry! I won't tell Uncle." Yu Ying felt that this kid was so stupid, he deserved to meet Lu Jie to feed the wolves.Seeing that things had been exposed, she didn't say much, she just said: "Be careful yourself." "Ok!" Yu Ying left the three of them behind and walked to the car alone.Wu Borong sat up and drove the car without saying a word. That road was very lonely, and a car seemed to have no purpose, neither was it going back to the city, nor was it going back to the town.Wu Borong got angry, and seeing a hotel in front of him, he dragged Yu Ying down without saying a word. Yu Ying didn't resist either, she said to herself, "Didn't you say you don't care about those one million people? Anyway, things are like this, it's God's will." A sense of fate and pessimism spread in her heart, defeating her strength.Could it be that she was destined to have such an entanglement with this man?If she wanted to escape, she would be played by God in this way. She was afraid that this relationship would be discovered by others, which would affect her life, but when it was discovered today, she felt that it would not affect anything.She didn't really care about it in her heart. In contrast, she just wanted to really obey him. This night, she didn't think about anything, and she didn't want to think about anything.She longed for his caress, almost dying of thirst. The two entered a room in a tacit understanding, and kissed wildly as soon as they entered the door without saying a word.Wu Borong felt that he was being teased, and the anger and lust were aroused together. The calmness and maturity he had when he came out of that inn just now are gone, and now he is a primitive beast, biting his prey and not wanting to let go. He bit Yu Ying, as if he wanted to bite her to pieces and eat her into his stomach.Yu Ying felt the pleasure of despair, she knew that she was falling, as if being attracted by a black hole.She was falling, and the falling speed was very fast, so there was a kind of coldness of staying out of the way. Wu Borong didn't say anything to her, and there was no need to say anything.They both understand that their plan to escape from each other has completely failed, and they have further pushed their relationship to a dangerous cliff.The stimulation and pain along the way reminded them that they were still alive. It turns out that neither maturity nor rationality, nor shrewdness in dealing with the world, can make a person completely free from a greedy love affair.That kind of love is already entangled with lust, and it is not as transparent as the pure love of the student days. When my heart doesn't love you, my body is loving you; when my body loves you, my heart will fall in love with you sooner or later. Ran Ran and Lu Jie sat where Wu Borong and Yu Yinggang sat.Lu Jie also chose this corner, and his intuition told him that Yu Ying stayed here just now. She will definitely choose this seat, because it is next to the window, and there is a screen that can cover everything outside, and there is also a sky that can be seen out. Ran Ran has not yet woken up from the surprise of breaking into her aunt's affair.Lu Jie said, "That's not your uncle, is it?" "No, but my aunt is not that kind of person!" Lu Jie asked a little amusedly, "What kind of person?" "It's that kind..." Ran Ran didn't know how to describe it. In her eyes, although her aunt could dress up, she wasn't necessarily particularly beautiful, and her figure was average. At least compared to her, she was definitely not that standard.The most important thing is that every time I see my aunt, she looks very knowledgeable about the world. How could she have an extramarital affair? Ran Ran felt very strange, like meeting a living dinosaur in a zoo in the 21st century. Lu Jie knew that she couldn't figure it out, but felt that the way she thought was ridiculous, so he said, "There is no reason for this kind of thing." Ran Ran didn't understand: "How can there be no reason to like someone? My aunt has everything, why should she do this? She seems to be living well." Lu Jie looked out of the window firmly, just like Yu Ying did.This time, the words are not for Ran Ran, but for himself: "How can there be so many reasons! Think about it, for example, you meet someone, you just met him, and you talk on the phone every day , You feel that you like him a little bit, and suddenly he disappears and is no longer there. When he appears again, you find that the feeling you used to like him has disappeared. Can you explain why you liked him at the beginning, now What's the reason for your dislike? Can you find out why?" Ran Ran insisted: "That's not true! When he appeared, he was together every day, and he felt it! He's gone, and he didn't feel it after leaving for a long time." "Then can you explain why some people can see each other for a long time, but still love each other?" Ran Ran is completely stupid now, she won't say anything at all.Lu Jie patted her on the head sympathetically, and concluded: "That is, the timing of love is wrong. When you love him, he doesn't love you, and when he wants you to love, your flame has been burned. I'm sorry, I tried to force you to like it at that time, but I couldn't like it anymore. You are still young, and you will gradually understand." Ran Ran opened her dark eyes and said, "I'm not young anymore, you know." Lu Jie didn't know what to say, so he stood up and said, "I'm going to open two rooms, you can go up and rest quickly! Go back tomorrow!" Ran Ran didn't know why this happened, she came here with her bag on her back, and she was leaving tomorrow, and Lu Jie actually shared two rooms with her. She stood up and stamped her feet, that bastard Lu Jie, what is he doing here! After Yu Ying returned to the town from Huangyun Cave Scenic Area, she started packing her things at noon the next day to return to City X.Anyway, things turned out like this, originally I made up my mind to think it through, and then broke up with Wu Borong, but I didn't expect that the ending of this breakup would be turned into a farce by Ran Ran.She didn't think of a way to end it, but she also knew in her heart that the entanglement with Wu Borong was far from what she thought it was at the beginning. Yu Ying's mother, Zhang Lu, was a bit reluctant to part with the child, and proposed to keep the child with her.Now Xiaobao has become everyone's darling, and everyone is rushing to have it. Yu Ying looked at her mother's gray hair, and the wrinkled face of the child who had blossomed into a smile. Although she was reluctant to part with Xiaobao, she still nodded.There is definitely no problem for the mother to take care of the child, and she has a lot of things to do, so let the mother take care of it. Yu Ying picked up the bag, Xiaobao has been sleeping the whole time.She kissed the baby's little face and went out. Before she could go out, she heard Xiao Bao's crying. Yu Ying hurriedly turned her head and hugged the child in her arms, coaxing and shaking it.When Xiao Bao heard Yu Ying's voice, he fell asleep peacefully again. Now Yu Ying is not willing to give the child to her mother, she refuses to keep the child no matter what she says, she only says that her mother-in-law will miss the child and insists on taking the child away. Zhang Lu knew that Yu Ying herself was unwilling, but she had no choice but to watch Yu Ying take the child away helplessly.Yu Ying felt very sad. She originally wanted to go home to find some peace, but she didn't expect to make her mother sad. However, Xiao Bao really couldn't be separated from him.Yu Ying feels very caring and warm when holding Xiaobao now, all the difficulties she will face are separated by this little baby, and she just enjoys the comfort of the child's little hand holding her fingertips. She gritted her teeth, thinking that people have to survive beyond feelings.The small clinic has been closed for no reason for a while. If this continues, some regular customers will have complaints and the source of customers will also be lost. No matter how many problems there are in City X, she can no longer just pick up her bag and leave. Emotionally, it is already precarious, so if you don't stabilize your economic foundation, you will be finished. After Yu Ying returned to City X, Cheng Ji had already gone to Qingdao, and Li Momei went with him.Yu Ying was still very unhappy when she heard the news.Why didn't Cheng Ji go to Qingdao with Li Momei?Could it be that they are the only two elites in the whole hospital? Thinking of the eight-minute blind date with Li Momei last time, Li Momei never took the initiative to contact her again, so she ran to Qingdao. Yu Ying called Cheng Ji, but the phone was very noisy: "Yu Ying, I'll call you later, the hospital is very noisy." Yu Ying hung up the phone habitually.When Cheng Ji first got married, Cheng Ji was on a business trip, and Yu Ying called him. He was always very busy, and he didn't say much. Either he would call back later, or he would hang up after a few words. Gradually, both of them developed the habit of not calling when there was nothing to do, and would rather send a text message to inform each other when something happened.Later, the two of them didn't even bother to send text messages. Yu Ying thinks about it now, maybe she and him didn't set a good tone when they first got married, and they set their identities too independently, so that neither of them can live a good life.Cheng Ji didn't have anything to confide in Yu Ying, anyway, he could take care of everything he had to do.And Yu Ying didn't have to ask Cheng Ji for help, she could pay workers for heavy work, and she could do light work neatly by herself.The two are legally husband and wife, but it doesn't matter who leaves the other. Yu Ying didn't intend to divorce Cheng Ji, firstly because her parents couldn't accept it, and then both her and Cheng Ji's careers would be affected.Both of them are well-known characters in the medical community in this city. Although in this era when personal privacy is not interfered with, such things will always affect their careers to some extent.More importantly, Yu Ying actually has no courage.Life with Cheng Ji has become a habit, and she has no courage to face the unknown life at all. Yu Ying shook her head, the idea of ​​divorce should never come up again. But she also knew that these visible reasons were just superficial reasons, and the reason she didn't want to admit was, was Wu Borong worthy of a divorce?Although this marriage was neither salty nor weak, but if Wu Borong was the trigger for the divorce, this action of mine would be a threat in Wu Borong's eyes, as if he was bloody and naked forcing him to love himself. Yu Ying doesn't want to be that kind of woman.If they really wanted to divorce, it would be because they couldn't live on, and it must not be because of Wu Borong.She really can't make herself like that. Waking up early the next day, Yu Ying made herself a cup of oatmeal, made a boiled egg, and called her mother-in-law to take care of the child.After her mother-in-law arrived home, Yu Ying handed over the baby to her. When she arrived at the clinic, she was already an hour late.Fortunately, Zhou Lijin had arrived early, and had done all the hygiene, and explained the workbook very carefully, and even called the patients who should come to the clinic. Yu Ying smiled at Zhou Lijin, Zhou Lijin stood up and made a cup of coffee for Yu Ying, and handed it over.Yu Ying looked at her small clinic, the front desk and the living room were combined into one as soon as she entered the door, Zhou Lijin usually stood at the front desk, although she did not stipulate that Zhou Lijin must stand to work, but Zhou Lijin has always been so voluntary. Zhou Lijin cherishes this job very much.Working here at Yu Ying is easy and at ease. Yu Ying never puts on airs, nor does she always stare at her like a normal boss; as long as the work assigned is done well, Yu Ying usually doesn't care about other small details; The important thing is that the salary is still high.Now is the time when the economy is in recession, and she already cherishes finding such a good job. With Zhou Lijin as a capable assistant, Yu Ying basically doesn't have to worry about some customers' contact matters.She looked through today's guests and saw that Pan Yijia's name was among them.I don't know why, but Yu Ying's mood at this time is more helpless, because seeing a doctor for Pan Yijia led to a series of things later, which made the relationship between herself and Wu Borong more sensitive, and even more difficult to straighten out. Yu Ying pointed to Pan Yijia's name: "Tell this client that her treatment is over, let her see if it works, and don't use it now." Zhou Lijin wrote it down. Yu Ying turned back again and saw an appointment made by a Mr. Lu, it must not be such a coincidence!Could it be Lu Jie?Yu Ying said to Zhou Lijin: "Did this gentleman say when he will come?" "I wanted to ask you to see when you're free, and I'll ask him out again." Zhou Lijin replied, usually waiting for Yu Ying to make a decision with this kind of guests. "You said I'm not free recently, so you turned down this guest." Although Zhou Lijin was a little strange, she also nodded.You don't even want to have a customer delivered to your door. What's wrong with Dr. Yu? Yu Ying didn't expect that Lu Jie would come to her.She took out the phone and wanted to talk to Ran Ran.No matter what, she is still Ran Ran's aunt, whether she listens or not is her business, but if she doesn't talk about it, it will be her own negligence. When Yu Ranran heard Yu Ying's call, she felt distressed. It must be because the last time she was in the hotel, her aunt saw herself with Lu Jie and started calling again. After picking up the phone, it turned out that it was my aunt who asked me to have dinner.Yu Ranran found a dress that exposed less flesh in the closet, tied up her hair, carried a backpack, looked like a big student, and went to meet Yu Ying.She was really afraid that Yu Ying would keep talking to her. In fact, Ran Ran has secretly referred to her aunt as the "second generation mother", which means that her aunt is becoming more and more mother-in-law, more and more menopausal, and more and more like her mother Yu Jing. Yu Ying specially found a very elegant restaurant to invite Ran Ran to dinner, she felt that she needed to have a good talk with Ran Ran.Even though she bumped into Wu Borong and herself, it didn't mean she could use this as a condition to exchange for continued association with Lu Jie. But Ran Ran already knew exactly what she was going to say, and blocked the way for Yu Ying as soon as she came up. "Auntie, I know what you're going to say. You want me not to associate with someone like Lu Jie, right? Let me tell you, Auntie, he's not married at all, he's still single! Although he's six years older than me, However, we are all unmarried men and women, and we have the freedom to pursue love." Ran Ran kept turning the coffee cup, sipping it like drinking soda. Yu Ying was caught off guard.She always thought that Lu Jie must be the kind of married man who is a playboy in love, and she was prepared to go to Lu Jie personally and threaten him to tell his wife if Ran Ran didn't let go, but these things It's useless to prepare.What Ran Ran said is right, the boys should marry when they grow up, and the girls should marry when they grow up, so they can fall in love freely.Then stop Ran Ran, she is a vicious old feudal woman who wants to beat the peacock and fly southeast. "How do you know he's not married?" Yu Ying made a final struggle. "The last time you asked me to participate in the draft, I went. He was a judge and many people knew him. That's why I didn't know he was married." Only then did Yu Ying realize that she was the instigator of this incident.She felt bitter in her mouth, what is this called, shoot yourself in the foot! "But, Ran Ran, he is still six years older than you!" "Auntie, what's the matter with you? Is that age a problem? If you are in love, it doesn't matter how old you are." Ran Ran spoke confidently.In fact, what she wanted to say was that the man who was with my aunt last time also looked a few years older than her, so why didn't my aunt care about it? Looking at Ran Ran's eyes, Yu Ying knew that she was thinking about Wu Borong's age. She felt her face heat up, and she was too embarrassed to say any more, so she just said a few more commonplace things, such as be careful, don't be stupid again, what's the matter? Find my aunt or something.Seeing that her aunt wanted to let her go, Ran Ran cooperated very well, and she resigned with gratitude, leaving Yu Ying sitting there alone in a daze. Yu Ying now knows that she can no longer speak confidently about Ran Ran, and Ran Ran will no longer listen to her.She felt the loss of an elder, and she couldn't bear that air anymore.I have done that kind of thing myself, what right do I have to tell Ran Ran not to do it?She felt very embarrassed, but secretly put all the accounts on Lu Jie's head.No matter what happened to Ran Ran, this child was always his own child, no matter how bad he was, he would be spoiled by others.And the one who brought her down was Lu Jie, that playboy who was actually younger than him.
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