Chapter 12 Chapter 10

Zhou Qianyi kicked Nie Shuang lightly under the table, suggesting that she restrain herself, she kicked back unceremoniously, other things are easy to talk about, but this matter is out of the question. "Sent it to me. But at the time, I couldn't believe it, you know," he sighed, "When a man encounters the disaster of love, how can he have any brains. I know your friendship with Bai Mushan, and I know that you have always It's all my fault. I didn't mean anything else, but something happened later, which made me suddenly wake up. You know," Miao Yandong's face was a little sad, "Wu Qi and I broke up."

"Oh." Nie Shuang thought, no wonder, it turned out that he suffered a lot. "Has it been five years? Is Bai Mushan okay? I have been uneasy for doing such an excessive thing to her at that time." Is this Miao Yandong who always has a black face? "I just want to say sorry to her in person for what I did for myself. If I don't have this opportunity, can you convey it for me? Second, I hope to untie this knot and not bring trouble to her later life. Come to any shadow." He looked at Nie Shuang sincerely, his face was slightly red, "Will you do me this favor?"

Zhou Qianyi's expression was embarrassing, but he didn't answer. Miao Yandong glanced at him, "And your brother, Qian Yi trusted me too much at that time, he was completely on my side, and did such a stupid thing, I'm fine with it, Qian Yi is her crush, what is your sweetheart doing?" If it weren't for what happened recently, I would be far from being able to understand how lethal the blow I brought would be... Hey, forget it, let's not mention it." "There is a connection, but there is a connection. I'm not sure what her attitude is, I'll try." It may be good to untie this knot, no matter who it is, thinking of this, Nie Shuang's attitude has improved a bit, " In the past, I really hated you. I thought you were withdrawn and arrogant. You put on a bad face all day long and ignored everyone. What are you doing? Especially after I found out that you did something to Bai Mushan. After what happened, I hate you even more."

Seeing him rubbing his hands uneasily, Nie Shuang changed the topic again, "I'm very glad that you can say that today, just treat everyone as ignorant and forget it." She patted Zhou Qianyi on the shoulder: "What about you, What do you think? The magazine was sent to you, and I asked you several times what you thought, but I always changed the topic." "Uh..." Zhou Qianyi stammered, "Isn't it sent to Yandong?" "I didn't ask this, I just asked what do you think?" "...What do you think, I'm really sorry for her. If there is a chance..."

"how?" "... also sincerely apologize to her, please forgive me, is this okay?" "This is the end?" Nie Shuang's disappointed expression was beyond words, "If there were no misunderstandings, would you be tempted by her, even just a little?" Miao Yandong sneered: "It's hard to say, at that time he only had Bo Ling in his eyes, and he wanted to go up and down the mountain for him. A man, he will always grow when he suffers and gets hurt." "I was just thinking," Zhou Qianyi tapped the beer bottle on the table with his finger, "Actually, the girlfriend talks a lot, and it will gradually change. I don't know which kind of relationship is the love I really want."

Miao Yandong held up his hands, "Forgive me, why do you think philosophy means so much... I am not here today to discuss philosophical issues with you." Nie Shuang grinned: "It's okay, it's time for him to reflect on himself, otherwise he won't even know he missed the best girl in his life." Zhou Qianyi stared at the hot pot that was constantly tumbling in front of him, and said slowly: "It's been so long, think about it, it's still the most sincere love when I was young." The atmosphere was a little sentimental, and no one spoke for a while.

Nie Shuang lowered his head and sent Bai Mushan's mobile phone number to Miao Yandong and Zhou Qianyi respectively, "Why is this meal so hard to swallow? Come on, I sent you Bai Mushan's mobile phone number. Look at it and deal with it." Miao Yandong took out his cell phone, and was about to check it, when the cell phone turned on, and a passionate incoming call rang. "Well, Ji Cheng, how's it going, are you home?" The nerves in Nie Shuang's whole body tensed instantly when he heard the word Ji Cheng. "Oh, that's fine, you do your work first, let's meet again another day. By the way, greet Auntie for me. Huh?" He gave Nie Shuang a low look, "Well, she's here too, do you want to talk to her? ?... Oh, okay, okay, let’s talk next time.”

Hanging up the phone, seeing Nie Shuang's expression of indifference despite clearly wanting to ask, Miao Yandong smiled secretly, and said proactively: "Ji Cheng was going to come over, but today is his father's memorial day, so bring him His mother has returned to Lancheng. Oh, he said let me greet you. " Nie Shuang's face turned pale and then red, thinking of the first half of Miao Yandong's words, she was stunned, "His father's memorial day? When did it happen?" "You don't know anything?" "We... seldom communicate." "I heard that you are with Xiaoguang now?" Miao Yandong thought for a while and said, "Xiaoguang is a good boy. But, Nie Shuang, you didn't know that Ji Cheng..."

"Huh? What happened to Ji Cheng?" Miao Yandong waited for this opportunity for too long, once the chatterbox opened, he couldn't stop it anymore. After Ji Cheng was threatened by his father Ji Guocheng to fire Nie Shuang, he had no choice but to transfer to A Middle School.But the two years of high school life in G Middle School have basically established Ji Cheng's learning level.What is even more frustrating is that, even though I transferred to another school just at the beginning of the third year of high school, A Middle School, which has always been known for its high enrollment rate, finished all the courses for the whole year of high school as early as the second semester of the second year of high school.When Ji Cheng passed by, he had already entered the free review stage.

Ji Guocheng knew very well that his son had no hope of getting into a key university, so he originally wanted to use his own power to find connections, but facing Ji Guocheng, who was about to retire in half a year, all the people who had guaranteed their tickets and smiled obsequiously, Attitudes became ambiguous.Seeing Ji Guocheng from a long distance away, he began to avoid him; he didn't pick up his cell phone, and accidentally received a call from a landline, everyone said that he had an urgent meeting to hold immediately... After Ji Guochang sighed, he listened to a friend's suggestion and sent Ji Cheng to study in Australia.The couple sent Ji Cheng to Australia to settle down and played there for a week. Maybe it was because of overwork, or maybe it was too unhappy during that time. After Ji Guocheng fell asleep one night, he suffered a cerebral hemorrhage. The next day Ji Cheng's mother found out At that time, the body was already stiff.

After Ji Cheng and his mother cremated his father's body in Australia, they flew back to Lancheng overnight to bury his father.Later, he simply sold the family property and took his mother to Australia.Ji Guocheng is not a corrupt official. Although his family has some savings, but not much, Ji Cheng began to work part-time, went to work in Chinese restaurants, taught Chinese to local people, and helped people sell odd goods in supermarkets... His English is not good, and his salary is very low. I was scolded by the boss, but fortunately I was able to settle the bill on the same day, so I survived like this. This is also the reason why Ji Cheng has not returned to China for so many years. After getting the diploma, Ji Cheng was still hesitating whether to settle in the local area, but Ji Cheng's mother couldn't speak the language and couldn't get used to it. She never forgot to go back to China. Savings were invested in, and he actually made a fortune. With this money to lay the foundation, Ji Cheng took his mother back to the country without any worries. ... "Today's narration is only more than two hours, but it has covered Ji Cheng's life for several years. Nie Shuang, I am stupid, so I can't tell more. But I think, you should know how much he has suffered. At that time, Ji Cheng Cheng has no contact with anyone, including Qian Yi. I seldom see him on QQ, I was in a hurry with him and called him more than a dozen times, and finally caught him, and only then did I know his situation." Miao Yandong took out Cigarette box, touched a cigarette out, just lit it, remembered something, "You don't mind, Nie Shuang." Nie Shuang shook his head. "At that time, he didn't even know the reason why he broke up with you. Ji Cheng told me to keep it in my heart and never tell anyone. I didn't understand at that time. What can't I say? Let Nie Shuang understand , why not? Say it, maybe there is a solution.” Miao Yandong swallowed a sip of beer, "Nie Shuang, after so many years, you don't know how much he loves you. I always remember Ji Cheng's original words. He said that if he told you, there are only two choices. One is you Do not agree to break up, and sacrifice each other's studies and future together with him for this love with an uncertain future, and they both smashed each other's heads. Instead of this, it is better to make you hate him. He said he is a boy, so you don't mind These, however, when you think about the pressure you, as a girl, have to bear from various aspects such as school, parents, relatives and friends... I dare not even think about it." "If you make another choice and acquiesce in breaking up, he will be relieved. This is indeed the most sensible choice. But at the same time, you will also be disappointed... I remember so clearly, Ji Cheng said, perhaps, what he was more afraid of was that you did not I don't love him as much as I thought." ... Miao Yandong looked at Nie Shuang, whose eyes were red but suppressed tears, and asked, "Nie Shuang, Nie Shuang, are you listening?" Whether Zhou Qianyi is reading a book or watching a DVD, he can't wait to know the ending. If it is a book, his reading habit is generally to read the first ten pages first, grasp the context of the whole book, understand the theme and intention of the author, slowly enter the plot, and then quickly turn to the last few pages to check the ending. Finally, read it from the beginning, while reading page by page, keep reasoning, guess what is the reason, what method did the protagonist take, and what kind of experiences have been experienced during the process. Unexpected or touching or breathtaking twists and turns, and finally come to such an ending. Watching DVDs too. Zhou Qianyi's roommate at that time was extremely dissatisfied with him because of this.Not everyone has such a hobby of appreciation-books, or discs, no matter what kind of story, once you know the ending, there is nothing to watch. All the curiosity that was mobilized and bewitched in the early stage had just accumulated and hadn't warmed up yet, so under his operation, a pot of water was poured over, and the interest was dull. In fact, Zhou Qianyi is very popular, warm, honest, and very brotherly. Among his classmates, including elementary school, middle school, high school, and university... no matter boys or girls, they mentioned him at the class reunion many years later, Still remember him well. This alone is unacceptable.Especially, later on, when a roommate got a good book or DVD, everyone discussed it. When he was away, we got together and secretly read it, and told him after reading it. It is plausible that the most terrible thing in life is to know it early. ending. They didn't know where to turn out a book, and turned to a certain page for Zhou Qianyi to read.The author of the article entitled "Revenge of a Box Attendant" has long been forgotten, but he still remembers the content of the story: After Zhou Qianyi finished reading, the roommates laughed. "Now you know how nasty you are?" "Brothers tell you the truth today, you are this hateful box attendant!" "No, you are much more hateful than him, and we didn't scold you!" "You should know how much we hate you." Seeing his roommates staring at him, complaining, laughing or resentful, Zhou Qianyi asked in confusion, "What kind of revenge is this?" ... The brothers looked at each other for a few seconds, then all fell silent. Telling such a story to people who don't know what a detective drama is and what suspense is, indeed, it's their mistake... From now on, the brothers will no longer complain about this matter in front of him, we can't afford to provoke him, we can afford to hide. In fact, even Zhou Qianyi himself doesn't know why he has such a habit, maybe he is impatient and always eager to know the outcome of everything he does?Perhaps, it is because of the condition of "being able to know the ending in advance", you only need to flip through it, click a little, and you will know, why not? Others can't understand why he wants to do this, and it's also difficult for Zhou Qianyi to understand why others don't. It took him a long time to figure it out. Freud said that dreams are the fulfillment of wishes—then, for Zhou Qianyi, reading the ending in advance is the fulfillment of the wishes of everyone who is eager for results. In life, apart from books or DVDs, what else can allow us to cross everything and directly transition to the station where we most want to get the result? When you fall in love with someone, you want to give everything, sacrifice everything, and do a series of earth-shattering things to move him, and you don’t want anything in return?You don't mind if he finally accepts your love and holds your sweet hand? Don't want to be fake. After graduating from university, you got a job starting from the bottom after going through untold hardships. You are gearing up to stay up all night and work overtime all day long. You never thought about whether your ability will be appreciated by the leader and give you more room to advance. salary increase? Don't want to be fake. You fancy a few potential stocks highly recommended by experts, and you don’t hesitate to invest all your money. You stare at the computer every day and night to look at the graph, your eyes are green. You have never thought about how much you can go up, and you can earn it How much silver? Don't want to be fake. Want to want to want to want to want to want very much. But you, unable to cross that period of time and time, can only wait slowly and foolishly. Zhou Qianyi never thought that one day, there would be a girl like that who would make him wait slowly, foolishly, foolishly, and so on. That night when he came back from the meeting with Miao Yandong, Zhou Qianyi was lying on the bed, unable to sleep. Miao Yandong's words were always on the mind. "At that time, I did such an excessive thing to her, and I was always disturbed." "Qian Yi is her crush, the blow that her sweetheart brings to her, how lethal will it be..." "Don't cast any shadow on her later life..." Naturally, he thought of the letter Bai Mushan wrote to himself. The frequency of two letters per week, until later, he has accumulated letters with two large cardboard boxes, which he piled up under the bed like a treasure, and sealed them. When you are anxious, when you are anxious... Look it up from time to time, they have a force that cannot be ignored, they act as a booster, and they are like carrots hanging in front of you. They are an indispensable existence in Zhou Qianyi's life. Knowing that Bai Mushan was the girl who signed the letter as "Zuo Zuo", it really shocked Zhou Qianyi a lot. At first, he was angry. He always thought that Zuo Zuo was his junior high school classmate. He made thousands of guesses about Zuo Zuo's true identity, and even took group photos of the class to investigate one by one.Walking on campus, when I see female classmates from junior high school, I will secretly look and ponder... Unexpectedly, it was her. At that time, he listened to Miao Yandong talking about Bai Mushan's misdeeds all day long. The campus is not big, and he can meet her everywhere he goes.At the age when brotherly loyalty ranked first, he never thought of analyzing Miao Yandong's words, and chose to believe them all. As a result, he felt a great sense of disgust for this quiet and delicate girl. On the way to the class, when they met, they were no more than two or three meters away. Miao Yandong next to her even pointed at her and cursed: "Slut, no one is chasing her, so she knows how to provoke discord." Zhou Qianyi glanced over, and saw that Bai Mushan's body against the light froze, shaking as if hit by a boulder, but she just stood silently for a while, and then walked away at a leisurely pace. It seems that it was not her who Miao Yandong cursed with such vicious language just now, but a passer-by whom she did not know. After class exercises, she watched Bai Mushan approaching from a distance, Miao Yandong pointed at her buddies around her, "See? It's that coquettish bitch, who doesn't know what she's thinking about, she's always on the move. Sow discord between me and Wu Qi..." "Yo, she still has this ability." "can not tell." ... At first, he felt pity for this girl, but as Miao Yandong insulted her day after day, Zhou Qianyi gradually became numb. Since when did he gradually hate her like Miao Yandong? He hated her stubborn pursing of her lips, hated her resolute expression of "nothing to do with herself" after receiving such a big insult, hated her dark face when she saw him and Miao Yandong. It seems that as a girl, she is indeed a bit shameless, Zhou Qianyi thought. So on her birthday, when Bai Mushan timidly stood outside her classroom with a gift bag in her hand, stammering and explaining that she was Zuo Zuo, she was surprised, angry, deceived, disappointed... so many The factors were stirring back and forth in his chaotic brain, and almost subconsciously, he gave her a cold reply: "Do you often, like now, give gifts to strange boys?" "I once heard Miao Yandong talk about you. I think you made a mistake. I already have a girlfriend." He still remembers his vicious eyes and expression of disgust and contempt when he looked at Bai Mushan. Is it really a conditioned reflex? Afterwards, it was also inadvertently, casually talking to Miao Yandong that the Zuo Zuo who had been writing to him was Bai Mushan. Miao Yandong's reaction far exceeded his expectations. "Ha, I really underestimated her. She still has this unknown ability to seduce men." "...uh." I thought about saying something to explain or defend, but those words were stuck in my throat, and I paused for a while, and I couldn't explain the reason, so I finally couldn't say it. Later, the expansion of the situation far exceeded Zhou Qianyi's control. Miao Yandong insulted Bai Mushan, and since then there has been new material, and the direction of the attack has changed to "as a woman who is indiscreet, she has repeatedly seduced Zhou Qianyi" and so on. . Boys pursuing girls is brave and synonymous with MAN. They will get all kinds of support from the masses, either encourage or instigate them, or come up with all kinds of bad ideas to help them achieve their goals. Girls chasing boys is synonymous with shamelessness, shamelessness, and moral corruption. It is something that cannot be seen in the light. The last time I saw Bai Mushan was the day before the college entrance examination.Zhou Qianyi idly rode his bicycle to accompany Jiang Xiaoguang to the examination room, parked the car in the shed, turned around, and saw Bai Mushan pushing the bicycle alone looking for an open space in the shed.Her back became thinner and thinner, but fortunately, she didn't see him, she just parked the car quietly, locked it, put on her schoolbag, stared at a piece of paper in her hand, and looked around. Zhou Qianyi looked at Bai Mushan with a guilty conscience, and couldn't explain clearly, but there was a sour taste in his heart.Frankly speaking, this girl has never done anything to hurt herself, no, no, no, how can she say that, it was she who once gave him so much comfort, encouragement and confidence, so that he, who was once tired of studying, once again Back to the starting line. Finally, I felt that maybe I was a little unfair to her. Thinking of this, his eyes locked on Bai Mushan's back more and more. Perhaps sensing something, Bai Mushan's movements stopped suddenly, and she turned around vigilantly. Zhou Qianyi hurriedly dodged behind the wall. He saw Bai Mushan was slightly surprised, looked around in confusion, and walked away again. After that, they never saw each other again. Receiving the magazine from Nie Shuang's courier brought a huge shock to Zhou Qianyi's heart. For a long time, he wanted to contact Bai Mushan, wanted to stand in front of her, and sincerely say "I'm sorry", or "Thank you". ...after all, I feel weak and powerless. If a person's self-esteem is seriously injured by someone he deeply likes, how long will it take to fully recover? If he really stood in front of her and apologized, how should he show his sincerity and ensure that he would not bring her further harm? If she has already recovered, you just ran over there just to make fun of yourself and reopen her wounds, isn't it even more excessive? He hesitated, swayed, and regretted secretly, but he didn't take any action.Later, the freshness and rich and colorful life brought by college life made Zhou Qianyi put this idea behind him. However, for Bai Mushan's guilt, maybe, maybe even if she killed Zhou Qianyi, she would not admit it. The hazy love for this girl who has been silently paying for herself has not gradually dissipated with the passage of time. They are like thunder buried deep in his heart, waiting to be touched by someone one day and explode instantly. Miao Yandong was the one who touched it. The apology locked in the deepest part of his heart finally found a breakthrough, and it gushed out like a torrent. That night, Bai Mushan was all in Zhou Qianyi's mind. She walks alone on campus alone. Meeting their eyes, when hearing Miao Yandong's loud insults, he lowered his eyes and tightened the hard lines of his face. Hearing even irrelevant people around her pointing fingers and saying harsh words, her thin shoulders possessed indescribable strength. When the wind blows by, she calmly arranges her hair that has been blown by the wind, walks firmly and calmly walks past the crowd who secretly looked at her. ... It was all her. When receiving Zhou Qianyi's call, Jiang Xiaoguang was still working overtime in the company. There are some good companies in Yancheng, but as the saying goes, "foreign monks like to chant scriptures", the more local companies look down on local university graduates, when recruiting, local university graduates are not even qualified for interviews. Jiang Xiaoguang has been tossing about looking for a job for more than two months. Seeing that his friends and brothers around him started to live a nine-to-five life one after another, he couldn't help but choose a small company in a hurry, including the manager. No more than fifteen people.The salary is so low that I am embarrassed to tell outsiders. Every time I get off work at five o'clock, the bald manager of the "local support center" will call everyone for a meeting with a smile on my face. When the meeting lasts until eight or nine o'clock, really It's frustrating. But so what? People always have to learn to compromise.Besides, he once swore secretly in his heart that he would give Nie Shuang a happy and stable life. Since he chose to stay in this city for Nie Shuang, there is nothing to complain about. Whenever he felt that he was going to be unable to endure, Jiang Xiaoguang comforted himself like this. But the belief supporting all of this almost completely collapsed when he received Zhou Qianyi's phone call. "Xiao Guang, prepare yourself mentally. There is something I want to tell you. Don't worry, it's actually not a big deal. That, that...Ji Cheng has come to Yancheng." The hand typing on the keyboard stopped suddenly, Jiang Xiaoguang left the desk and walked to a quiet place in the corridor: "Brother Qianyi, don't be joking. When you were with Nie Shuang, you kept scaring me with this. Besides, I have Although I didn't go to Nie Shuang because of working overtime, I had countless phone calls. I didn't hear her talk about it." "...Maybe she hasn't figured it out yet. This time, it's true. I heard that Ji Cheng also opened a bar in Yancheng. I met Nie Shuang when he went there with his colleagues a few days ago." Unexpectedly, what to be afraid of. A bucket of cold water was poured from head to toe, and the blood rushed to the top of the head in an instant.Feeling suffocated and unable to speak, Jiang Xiaoguang took out a cigarette from his pocket, and lit it several times tremblingly, but finally failed to light it.After so many years, he still doesn't have the habit of smoking, and he puts it in his pocket, mostly for entertainment. "Have they met? I didn't hear Nie Shuang say that... I, I'll go back and find her." After returning to the desk and hastily turning off the computer, seeing the black-faced manager staring at him dissatisfied, he explained I'm not in the mood. five years. To me, Ji Cheng has always been a sharp blade inserted deep in his heart but he can never pull it out. As for Nie Shuang, he can completely let go of Ji Cheng and talk to himself about a whole-hearted love. I will do it too. But, it turns out that there are some beautiful dreams, and you have to wake up when you wake up, so you can't help but say no. "Is this good, Nie Shuang, if Ji Cheng comes back, no matter when he comes back, as long as he comes back, I will quit. I guarantee that I will leave cleanly and thoroughly. I will never hesitate or procrastinate. I will fulfill you, okay." ?" It would be a lie to say that he didn't have the fluke mentality of "maybe Ji Cheng will never come" in his heart. The sharp blade stuck in the heart, after all, is it time to pull it out? When they arrived downstairs at Nie Shuang's house, Jiang Xiaoguang, who had just wished to fly over, hesitated. If Ji Cheng was here, what would he say?If Ji Cheng was not there, Nie Shuang had a complete showdown with himself, what would he do? Wandering and hesitating like this, I didn't realize that an hour had passed. "Nie Shuang?" Or it would be better to make a phone call, at least, at least to slow down the despair, Jiang Xiaoguang heard his trembling voice, "Have you eaten yet? Do you want to eat mutton skewers?" His eyes glanced nearby BBQ shop, asked such a sentence for no reason. Nie Shuang's voice was slightly hoarse, as if he hadn't slept for several days and nights and was extremely tired. "How are you?" "...Uh, sorry, wait a minute." Jiang Xiaoguang heard her lowered voice, "Miss Nurse, the IV is almost finished, please come and take out the needle." "You're in the hospital? What happened?" After about thirty seconds, Jiang Xiaoguang heard Nie Shuang's answer, as if he had walked into the corridor, he could vaguely hear the sound of people walking and the empty echo of someone talking. "It's not me, it's...my brother." "Brother Qianyi? No way, he just talked to me on the phone." "Yeah. He had an accident... There was an accident in the city's second hospital." Through the glass window, Nie Shuang saw the nurse pull out Zhou Qianyi's needle. He pursed his lips. Nie Shuang sighed, completely ignoring the worries of his relatives, he himself was a little too comfortable. "I'll come over now." "it is good." After hanging up the phone, Nie Shuang walked into the ward, picked up the CT appraisal report on the bedside table, and the words "comminuted fracture of the plantar bone" came into view, which shocked her heart. She remembered how her parents were crying in the ward just now, Can't help frowning. When the hospital called to say that Zhou Qianyi had a car accident, she was in the company enduring all kinds of inquiries from the "gossip god" Tintin.I hung up the phone, took a taxi and drove to the hospital.The hospital was too noisy, and the other party didn't tell her clearly about the condition of the injury. He only said that she was the emergency contact in his mobile phone, and he went to the hospital to pay the bill as soon as possible. Before she could ask again, he hung up the phone. He didn't dare to call his parents, they were old, and if something happened to Zhou Jianyi, he would startle them into something wrong.I stomped my feet anxiously along the way, and finally arrived at the hospital, where I was told that the operation had been completed and that it was not life-threatening. The patient was resting, and before he had time to visit, he was arrested and paid. Only then did I see Zhou Qianyi in the ward. At that time, Zhou Qianyi had already fallen asleep.Two ribs were broken, and a rib fixation belt was tied.There were a few abrasions on his face, emergency treatment was done, gauze was wrapped around his head, and a plaster cast was tied on his legs, which shocked Nie Shuang. The words of the attending doctor echoed in Nie Shuang's mind again: "The ribs are fine, young man, take a good rest, take medicine on time, and he will recover after a while. The key is that his right foot was crushed by a heavy object, and it was a comminuted fracture. Although the operation was performed, we did not I can guarantee that it will return to its original state. It is possible that it will become disabled... Of course, it is not completely cured. If you are young and strong, if you do physical therapy, you may be able to grow well." At this point, there is no reason not to call my parents. Parents got the news and rushed to the hospital. In the corridor, they heard Nie Shuang's mother crying. Zhou Qianyi was awakened by the crying, and frowned dissatisfiedly. When he opened his eyes, he saw the crying woman with snot and tears Mother. "Oh, mom, what are you doing, I'm not dead..." Before he finished speaking, his mother covered his mouth in fright, "What nonsense are you talking about, you little bastard?" Zhou Qianyi smirked: "It's okay, don't be like this, it's just a small car accident, the driver who caused the accident was driving drunk, and he is fully responsible. It's just a broken bone, it will be fine after a while." The father just sighed, he had just read the appraisal report, and he was afraid that he would scare his wife if he said it now, seeing that Zhou Qianyi was fine, he said, "I'll talk to the doctor in charge." Then he opened the door and went out. Sitting by the bed, her mother stroked Zhou Qianyi all over her body like petting a puppy, asking, does it hurt here, does it hurt there? Zhou Qianyi grinned in pain, held back, gasped, "It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt." "Mom, I'm here to accompany my brother. You go back and make some soup for him to supplement his nutrition. It's been a hundred days since he was injured. The doctor has checked it carefully, so don't worry about it." These words reminded her mother, she stood up in a panic, "Look at my memory, that's it, I'll go back and make pork rib soup, Nie Shuang, stay with your brother well, if you want to eat, go buy it for him. I'll finish the soup Come right here." Mother went out, and the voice of father and mother talking came from the corridor. After a while, father opened the door and told Nie Shuang: "Nie Shuang, take care of your brother first, and I will go back with your mother to prepare some food for your brother." .” "it is good." Zhou Qianyi glanced at his sister gratefully. Nie Shuang sat down, quickly peeled the apple, cut a small piece, handed it to Zhou Qianyi's mouth, and asked, "Why do you think of going to Beijing suddenly?" Zhou Qianyi stopped chewing the apple suddenly: "What?" "You still want to hide it from me? You had a car accident on the expressway from Beijing to Yancheng. Tell me, it's fine. Why are you going to Beijing?" "Oh, to visit a friend." Casual tone. "Don't tell me, your friend's surname is Bai, and his name is Bai Mushan." "..." The lie was exposed, Zhou Qianyi didn't bother to explain it, so he just kept his mouth shut. Nie Shuang raised the mobile phone in his hand, "The people in the hospital gave it to me. I accidentally saw a text message from Bai Mushan. When did you get in touch?" Zhou Qianyi simply closed his eyes, as if about to fall asleep. "I'm asking you something." A slap on Zhou Qianyi's leg, and Zhou Qianyi's "Aow", scared Nie Shuang to touch back and forth with his hands, crying "Where is the injury?" "I was fine in a car accident, but you almost shot me to death." Zhou Qianyi grinned. Nie Shuang withdrew his hand and laughed, "You are my brother, you have a big life, so nothing will happen." The air suddenly seemed to stagnate. In the quiet ward, there was only the smell of disinfectant. Nie Shuang thought, maybe he didn't want to mention this matter, so just let him go, and if you don't believe him, he won't say anything in the future. As if thinking about it for a long time, Zhou Qianyi said, "Nie Shuang, I... went to see Bai Mushan a few days ago." "Ah? You, go to see Bai Mushan?" She jumped up, "When did you go, have you met?" "If you keep yelling, I promise you won't say a word." "...You say what you say, and I promise to listen to you honestly." three days ago. Zhou Qianyi was wandering on the Internet, by accident, he entered the alumni record of Nie Shuang's class, and happened to see someone talking about Bai Mushan's current situation. Because of Miao Yandong, Bai Mushan's popularity in the class has never been good.After graduation, even though he was admitted to a university in Beijing with excellent grades, his reputation among his classmates did not improve.Zhou Qianyi was sweating. After reading a few pages, most of them continued the one-sided style of high school, and there was really no good thing to say: ——Who knows how that bitch Bai Mushan is doing recently? --she?You're so out of your mind that you actually have the time to care about her. ——Hey, maybe you have taken a fancy to her, please, can you have a higher vision?I really can't, bro, let me introduce you. ——Isn’t Wang Lin from class six also in Beijing? He said that he once saw Bai Mushan in the subway, dressed like an old aunt, not to mention all in black, and wearing huge black framed eyes, take a look They all make people regret their own birth and frighten them to death. ——It's more than that, my boyfriend's younger sister is in the same college as her in university. I heard that she rejects any pursuit of boys, and never talks to any boys. She walks alone every day, like a nun. ——Is it a bit unfair to say that, Bai Mushan didn't think much of us, now that I think about it, I think everyone is too mean. ——You are not mean, you are not mean, you have the ability to marry her... ——… It is not unreasonable for saliva to drown people. All of this, at least half of it, is probably my own credit. After much deliberation, there was an urge to go to Beijing to find Bai Mushan.This impulse reached its peak after repeatedly thinking of Bai Mushan's letters, repeatedly thinking of Bai Mushan's figure on campus, and repeatedly looking through the one-sided vicious comments in the alumni record. After getting in the car, I ran to the expressway to Beijing. Since Nie Shuang gave Bai Mushan's mobile phone number to himself, he has saved it in his mobile phone for a long time. He ran all the way, took out his mobile phone several times and wanted to dial it, but hesitated.I don't know how Bai Mushan will respond when she hears that it is her.And what kind of voice and tone should I use to suppress the shame that was about to rush out of my body, and respond to her with a normal tone for the time being?More importantly, Zhou Qianyi always felt that if he apologized, he would stand in front of this person and say it, the most sincerity. Fortunately, he knew Bai Mushan's work unit.A phone call came, Zhou Qianyi lied to be Bai Mushan's friend and contacted her urgently, but the phone was turned off, and asked if the other party knew where Bai Mushan lived.There happened to be someone on duty at the newspaper office, and a few phone calls were made to them, and they went around and around, and were made things difficult by a colleague of Bai Mushan. Zhou Qianyi proficiently reported Bai Mushan's mobile phone number.珊的喜好，好话说了一箩筐，终于取得对方信任，拿到白木珊的住宅地址。 三个半小时后，周浅易站在白木珊所在小区的楼下，电梯上了五楼。他深吸一口气，按了门铃。 一个留着BOB头的女生开了门，见到周浅易，脸微微有些发红，“你是？” “请问白木珊……在吗？” 女生的脸上的表情突然变得极为古怪，她敞开门，把手中的抹布扔在客厅的茶几上：“她有事出去了。”用手一指，“那是她的房间。我现在正在搬家，客厅有些乱，你要么在客厅里等，要么去她房间。” “哦。”周浅易想了想，进了客厅。 房间很是狼藉，堆了好几个编织袋，鼓鼓的装满了东西。靠近茶几的一角，摞叠了几个大纸箱，打着封条，标注着“杂物、书、电视”之类的字眼。沙发斜在一旁，上面堆满了饰物、面膜罐、洗衣粉…… 地上更是杂乱，纸张散了一地，橡木色的木制地板上，划出几道黑印，通向女生所在房间的路上，摊开着坏了伞柄的伞，破了口子的锅，浑身脏兮兮的玩偶…… 周浅易站也不是，坐也不是。 女生好奇地打量了他一眼，“你是白木珊的朋友？” “呃，算是吧……” “她居然还有朋友？”见周浅易诧异的表情，她有些犹豫，说：“我没有恶意，你别多心。白木珊和我合租了一年多，我们说过的话，有限，不超过三句。平时她也多半一个人闷在房间里，就算是在客厅看电视，也好像我不存在似的，一句多余的话都没有。” "Oh……" “平时基本上没什么人找她。如果找，一定是手机关机，报社通知她去加班的。所以，今天你的出现，太让我意外了……” 女生不顾周浅易的反应，自顾自说着，这时，门铃突然响了。女生一路小跑着去开门，周浅易的身形一顿，莫非是白木珊回来了？ ——并不是。 眼见着女生身后尾随了几个搬家工人进来，周浅易有些失望，意识到自己绷紧的神经，又自嘲着，松了一口气。 女生开始指手画脚地指挥搬家工人搬东西，折腾了半个多小时后，客厅和她卧室的东西慢慢空了。 女生抽出空来，对周浅易说：“我实在受不了这诡异气氛了，已经找好地方，这就搬走。帅哥，你自己一个人等吧，她应该很快就回来了。” 女生说完带上了门。 周浅易环顾左右，正犹豫着要不要打扫下，门又被打开，女生露出好看的笑容：“对了，帅哥，如果你真的是她的朋友，好好劝劝她，干吗呀，一副全世界都伤害了她的样子。她是个好人，只是，没必要这么防备人家呀。祝你好运！” 房间终于安静下来。 虽然觉得不是很礼貌，周浅易还是忍不住打量了下白木珊的房间。 二十平方米的卧室，挂着黑色厚重的窗帘，像是常年见不到阳光，房间里的湿气极重，进去后便觉得全身都湿乎乎的，全身都泛着潮。 房间的布置很简单，一张单人床，铺着洁白的没有任何图案的床单，一条格子被子。床的旁边有个写字台，一把椅子。写字台上竖着一个小小的书架，码放了一些书，多半是新闻学理论的书，周浅易拿起来翻看下，又放回原处。 写字台上有一个黑色的笔记本电脑。插着电源。化妆品若干，镜子一个。除此之外，再无他物。 周浅易小心地退出白木珊的房间，看着杂乱的客厅，从厨房里翻出一把扫帚，仔细地打扫着。先是将之前女生丢弃的杂物统一放到垃圾袋里，准备下楼时拿去丢掉。再将客厅中的家具，如沙发、茶几之类复位，然后到卫生间涮好拖布，一遍遍地拖起来。 眼见着房间一点点变得干净、整洁，周浅易累出一身汗，伸手在脸上抹了一把，突然听到钥匙开动的声音。 白木珊穿着一套黑色礼服裙，踩着高跟鞋迈进了客厅，见到周浅易的刹那，她的脸上一惊，随即退出去，像是查看了下门牌号，一会儿，又推门走进来。 周浅易看到白木珊黑着一副面孔，不动声色地盯着自己，淡淡问道：“你怎么在这儿？”