Chapter 10 Chapter 08

Nie Shuang received a letter from Bai Mushan in the second week after entering university. Inside the letter was a page of stationery and a magazine. There were only a few words on the letter paper: "Nie Shuang, after reading this story, will you understand me? Will you laugh at me? Or, will you choose, like theirs, to think that I am a slutty girl?" It was a youth literature magazine with a very beautiful and gorgeous cover. Sitting under the lush plane tree in the university, Nie Shuang nervously opened the page marked by Bai Mushan. The protagonist in the article, Bai Mushan used the A pseudonym, but as smart as Nie Shuang, almost immediately restored the actual real people after the pseudonym, the entanglement between Zhou Qianyi, Miao Yandong and Bai Mushan, like an ink painting, finally revealed its true face, Quietly spread out under her eyelids.

The name of the novel is called "Who gave him the right to hurt you": I stood where I was, rolling up my sleeves like a dying, terminally ill patient, trying to prove the toughness of my body, but showing sick, old, wrinkled skin and skinny bones. who gave him the right to hurt you 1. I stood in front of Zhou Qianyi, my hands and feet were cold. He was called out from the classroom by his classmates, looked around in the empty corridor, and finally turned to me, "You called me?" I hesitated, bit my lip, took a deep breath, and nodded timidly. "Oh," he squinted at me, then quickly lowered his eyelids, "what are you doing?"

I lifted the bag in my hand: "For... to you." "Huh?" He looked at me puzzled. "I mean, happy birthday." He stood still, didn't take the bag from my hand, just looked straight at me. I was a little embarrassed, and I was about to withdraw my outstretched hand when I heard his chuckle: "Ha, but, what are you doing?" "what?" Do you often, like now, give gifts to strange boys? 2. I walked on campus and heard whispers from people around me. "Hey, did you see, she is Bai Mushan." "Tsk tsk, it's really embarrassing. I really admire that she can walk around the campus so shamelessly."

"that is." ... 3. I wrote to Zhou Qianyi just because of a momentary impulse. In my second year of high school, I was just assigned to the liberal arts class.When I went to the next class to find my friend Wu Qi to get a magazine, I happened to see Zhou Qianyi who was all-powerful on the basketball court.Wu Qi, who was the class monitor at the time, was yelling at him: "Zhou Qianyi, the head teacher told you to go find him tomorrow morning." Without waiting for him to pay attention, Wu Qi turned his head awkwardly, and complained to me as he walked, "Oh, what happened this week? Simple, it’s hopeless. In the freshman year of high school, he was the first in the school to get in. Which teacher would not boast when he saw it? Now? He would skip class at every turn, and no one would even try to find him. I don’t know what he was thinking. Have you ever seen him fall in love?"

"Oh, is that so?" I responded casually, but saw Zhou Qianyi break through the siege of the three, single-handedly stride left and dodge right, and made a beautiful turnaround jump shot, and the basketball hit the net. "Although I'm the class monitor, I'm not omnipotent. The class teacher is really, let me do everything." Wu Qi continued to complain, "Didn't you have a student file when you enrolled, just make a phone call and it will be over?" "Then you tell the head teacher that." "If I dare to say that, I am the vice-principal."

"hey-hey." Zhou Qianyi casually wiped the sweat off his face with his sleeve, took off his shirt and threw it on the concrete floor outside the white line of the basketball court, then grabbed the NBA vest on the basketball hoop and put it on. "He's actually quite cheerful. Every time the class is cleaned up, he volunteers to help clean the light tubes. But when he skips class, the class teacher always scolds me, saying that I don't manage it strictly." Zhou Qianyi made a fake move, swayed past his opponent, and squinted his eyes on the basketball court stained red by the sunset. With his upper arm and forearm at 90 degrees, he pushed his palm forward, and the three-pointer hit the net.

"His grades have plummeted now, and none of his subjects is above 50 points. Hey, people say that boys know how to work hard when they reach high school. Why did he do it the other way around? What kind of stimulation did he get?" "Bai Mushan, are you listening?" "Yes, I have." Wu Qi knocked on my head: "You're distracted again." She took out the magazine from her schoolbag, threw it into my car basket, angrily rode on the bicycle, and quickly disappeared from my sight. When I got home at night, I tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep. For some reason, I remembered Zhou Qianyi and Wu Qi's words.By accident, she got up from the bed and started writing a letter to Zhou Qianyi.

In the letter, I signed Zuo Zuo.Xu was afraid that Zhou Qianyi would ignore me, so I lied to him and called him his junior high school classmate. I said that I was sorry to hear from friends that his grades had dropped sharply in high school. I didn't tell Zhou Qianyi which class I was in, because the mailroom of the school distributes letters according to the class, and those who don't specify the class are put in the wooden mailbox on the window sill outside the mailroom, and the owner of the letter is free to get it— — This can prevent the head teacher from randomly checking the letters, and also minimize the possibility of Zhou Qianyi recognizing me.

It was three days later that Zhou Qianyi's letter was received.The number of words in the letter is not many, and the whole text is guessing who I am, and at the end he left his mailbox, saying that it is inconvenient to write a letter like this, it is better to write an email-this is exactly what I want, my composition is often in the The school won an award, and the head teacher always proudly posted my articles on the grade bulletin board. I was always worried that if Zhou Qianyi accidentally saw it and guessed who I was. Basically keep the frequency of two letters per week.In the first month, Zhou Qianyi kept guessing who I was, and I thought he was a little ridiculous because of his stubbornness, so I wrote back and said, if he promises not to skip classes and go to school well, then I agree to meet him.Zhou Qianyi didn't reply to me this letter until a week later. He said in the letter that because of the whole school basketball game, he couldn't go to the Internet cafe in time, so he delayed writing the letter. Please forgive me.He also said that since I do not want to reveal my identity now, he will respect my decision.

In this way, we communicated frequently. 4. I often think that, in fact, this is ultimately about love. I am a good student in the eyes of teachers and a good daughter in the eyes of mothers. In their eyes, I am so well-behaved and quiet. In fact, I would also like to be a nerd who only knows how to read - overwhelming tests and heavy homework in various subjects should be a kind of enjoyment in the eyes of a nerd, right? However, I am not. If we say that I chose to communicate with Zhou Qianyi at the beginning because I always longed for something novel and exciting to add a little expectation and fun to my ordinary life, then I started to take care of him unconsciously and fell in love with him. Because of such a handsome object and the sincere words in each other's letters, can this be regarded as the accumulation of emotions?

I don't deny that I like handsome guys. If you can choose, of course everyone will choose handsome guys. Why not? For more than a year, Zhou Qianyi and I chatted about our classmates, teachers, recent moods, and jokes we heard—but we didn’t talk about love.Zhou Qianyi's letter has grown from more than a hundred characters to a few pages later. Once during Christmas, he went out to have a carnival with his buddies, and when he came back, he actually wrote more than 10,000 characters. The text is also very comfortable.I also heard that Zhou Qianyi seemed to be cheerful and rarely skipped classes. I don’t know if it was really because of my letter or because the college entrance examination was approaching. Boys generally became sensible. In short, Zhou Qianyi began to work hard for his studies. Why am I not. Therefore, writing letters with Zhou Qianyi gradually became a delicious meal for me during intense study. No matter what ingredients he uses, what seasonings he adds, or what heat he cooks, because he made it, he feels like putting it in his mouth. All are delicious. There has always been a strange mentality that the enemy is clearly and secretly, and the attention to Zhou Qianyi is growing day by day. On the way to school. There are huge crowds of people exercising between classes. In the crowded playground. In the campus store that sells pancakes and various snacks. After the evening self-study, everyone took their bicycles to the shed. We're separated by a wall, he's next door to me—that's far from being far away.I started to draw a circle with my eyes as the center and line of sight as the radius in every situation I was in, looking for Zhou Qianyi's figure. Zhou Qianyi likes to ride a bicycle into the campus in an orderly manner before the bell rings one minute before the morning self-study. Zhou Qianyi likes to eat pancakes on the first, third, and fifth, and hamburgers on the second and fourth. Zhou Qianyi doesn't like jumping when doing exercises, and just jumps on the spot a few times symbolically. Zhou Qianyi snapped his fingers when he was confident, and liked to bite his fingers when he hesitated. When Zhou Qianyi played basketball, he didn't like to pass the ball. He was like a lone general who liked to fight alone. When Wu Qi chatted with me, he would casually say, hey, that's weird, Zhou Qianyi in our class seems to have gotten better recently, and he hasn't skipped class for a long time. I laughed secretly in my heart. 5. The only time I can remember talking to Zhou Qianyi was when I organized a blackboard newspaper in my class.It was a Saturday, and my group went to buy hamburgers. The only sound in the empty classroom was the sound of me writing with chalk. Suddenly, I heard a deep voice: "Excuse me, do you have colored chalk in your class?" When I turned my head, my face became so red that it burned down to the base of my neck, and it was Zhou Qianyi with thin, torn hair who greeted me. "Yes," as if he had seen through all the tricks in my stomach, I almost fell off the stool in a panic, and pulled a box of colored chalks around me tremblingly, "here... here you are." Zhou Qianyi looked at me a little strangely, and then returned to normal expression, said in a voice that couldn't be lowered: "Thank you." Then he grabbed the chalk box and left - he must think I'm crazy, right? I was the only one left staring at the blackboard in a daze. If, I mean if. I said to him, oh, what a coincidence, you know, I am Zuo Zuo. How would he react? happy? Or, embarrassment? Or will you extend your right hand generously and say, oh, so you are here? Or will he slam the door of the classroom angrily and leave without saying anything? The only time Zhou Qianyi walked by and looked at each other was after school.Because I failed the Chinese test, I was left in the office by the class teacher to talk. When I came out, it was already past 6 o'clock in the evening. I pushed the bicycle and sighed while flipping through the Chinese test paper. Thinking of the class teacher's hard work, I opened my schoolbag and prepared to throw it in. . As soon as it was packed, when I looked up, I saw Zhou Qianyi walking towards here with a basketball in his arms.My breathing became tense, and as he approached step by step, the hands holding the handlebars couldn't help trembling slightly, the muscles and bones on my legs seemed to be broken by someone, making it difficult to move an inch.I lowered my head slightly, praying silently in my heart, don't look at me, don't pay attention to me. When I raised my head again, Zhou Qianyi just walked across from me, with a straight nose, sweat dripping from his forehead, his coat was casually placed on his left shoulder, his eyes were so clear, there was no trace of impurity when he looked at me, We looked at each other for two seconds, or three seconds, or five seconds? It must not be longer than this. In the end, it was me who was the first to look away, turned my gaze elsewhere decisively and quickly, put on my mask of indifference and numbness, and got on the bicycle without saying a word. On the way home, I was full of regrets.How can I, look away first? If, I mean if. I kept meeting his gaze and said, Hi, I'm actually Zuo Zuo. Will he grin happily and invite me to play basketball? Or, will you look at me indifferently, pretending that you didn't hear me and leave quietly? 6. Two months before the college entrance examination, Wu Qi and I got into an awkward situation.Miao Yandong in our class likes her, but she always wants to take advantage of her.Including asking Miao Yandong to clean for her, and buying breakfast regularly every day. The most outrageous time was when Wu Qi's grandmother organized a performance team composed of old ladies and sold tickets in the county auditorium. block, a total of one hundred.Because of her words, Miao Yandong bought all one hundred of them. In fact, Miao Yandong's family was not rich, and he gave all his strength to pursue Wu Qi. Several times, he was seen eating with his classmates without even money for food. I couldn't see it, so I advised a few words, saying don't take advantage of the boy who likes you, it's very unkind.I didn't expect Wu Qi to turn against me. I now feel that friendship is water. When the temperature is high, the water will evaporate. When the temperature is low, the water will freeze. It was because I didn't have a good grasp of the temperature with Wu Qi.But it was too late. I don't know what Wu Qi said to Miao Yandong. Miao Yandong started to swear at me in public, or when everyone was in self-study, he suddenly yelled, Bai Mushan is an idiot. Or when the teacher asked everyone to review freely, I heard Miao Yandong scolding in the back row, Bai Mushan, you are a vixen. He said, don't provoke my relationship with Wu Qi. He said, you slut. Miao Yandong began to use his mouth as the center of the circle, and the words that insulted me as the radius, to draw a circle among all the people he knew.Including the boys in the next class.He is a boarding student, so that includes his roommates. Despite the abuse, I never felt sad—like a gift that, if I don't take it, remains with the person who gave it to me.The same goes for verbal abuse, I don't accept it, so those dirty words belong to you, Miao Yandong. ——But, I should know that Miao Yandong and Zhou Qianyi are the best partners on the basketball court. I didn't expect that Miao Yandong could have such a big influence on him. 7. Finally, Zhou Qianyi sent an email asking for a meeting. At that time, I didn't know what to use to describe my excitement and joy. left left: This should be the last letter I write to you before the college entrance examination. I want to thank you for your support and encouragement over the past year. You have said so many words to clear away my hazy sky. For me, there is no better gift than this. Friends say that I am very empty, but you know, I am most afraid of failure. You once asked me why boys like playing basketball so much. I can only tell you that I like playing basketball because I can vent my inner hesitation and helplessness while playing, but others think you are working hard for playing.But as you said, it's good to vent out, it's better than being stuffy, as long as I don't hurt others when I vent. Presumably you already know that N University has admitted me in advance.Maybe you will laugh at me and say, standing and talking does not hurt your back.But I did think that maybe I should give up all this and take the college entrance examination.I want to know, as the college entrance examination approaches, will my heart become more stable, and will my heart become more at ease because I understand my own strength more and more. The most gratifying thing to get the admission letter from N University is my parents, although I have told them a long time ago, don’t have dreams for me to be admitted to Tsinghua University and Peking University, otherwise I will only get the pain caused by the disillusionment of my dreams . It seems that a great burden has been relieved, and there should be no regrets, except that I really want to see you.You will also be admitted to your ideal school, right?Remember to notify me as soon as possible. Let's meet. Tomorrow—but it's my birthday.I believe you will not let me down, right? Tomorrow at seven o'clock in the evening, I will wait for you at the "Come on" teahouse.I will never forgive myself if I miss meeting you this time. good luck. Zhou Qianyi today The story is not long, only more than 6,000 words. Bai Mushan finally fulfilled her promise to tell Nie Shuang everything after the college entrance examination, but Nie Shuang spent more than an hour reading it.Nie looked at both sides and cried, the shame in his heart was greater than the sadness. He claimed to be Bai Mushan's most intimate and intimate friend, but he was not worthy of this honesty. Rather than being honest, it would be better to say that Bai Mushan cut her own wounds with a knife in order to explain to her close friend, one by one, as if to say: Look, at the beginning, I was injured like this. She finally understood how much pain and grievances Bai Mushan had endured at that time, and lived through a lonely and helpless high school career that should have been brilliant but belonged to her alone. Now?Of course things have changed. Of course, Bai Mushan and Nie Shuang failed to get into the same university. Bai Mushan was in Beijing, Zhou Qianyi went to Nanjing without any suspense, Ji Cheng was the farthest, unexpectedly went to Australia.Nie Shuang has shown her normal level. Although she did not get admitted to a school farther away from her home as she wished, she just got admitted to a provincial key city—Yancheng, the capital city of the province where Lancheng is located, more than three miles away from Lancheng. hour drive. It can be regarded as out of the sight of his parents, Nie Shuang is quite satisfied. On the other hand, Jiang Xiaoguang, his parents disagreed with his life and death that he was too far away from him, so he went on a hunger strike at home for a week. After all, he applied to another university in the same city as Nie Shuang, and was admitted without any risk. Boling failed the college entrance examination, failed to enter the university of his choice, and fled to Lanzhou. Miao Yandong followed Wu Qi to Jinan as said in the novel.Among these few people, Nie Shuang didn't have a good impression of him, and after Bai Mushan's incident happened, he hated him even more.Unexpectedly, he is the most persistent and brave person in love among these few people. After he abandons everything, even if it is related to the future of life, even if the person he is persistently pursuing has not even said a word of love for him, of course he will give up. Without making any promises, he also plunged into the end, said to go, and followed silently. Qin Dongdong fainted in the exam room when he was taking the comprehensive liberal arts exam, and was rushed to the hospital and had to repeat the exam. Nie Shuang wanted to do something for Bai Mushan. However, if Zhou Qianyi knew the whole truth, would he feel sorry for missing such a beautiful girl?Based on Nie Shuang's understanding of him, it seems that he will not. Most of them would sigh, or not even sigh, with a slightly ashamed tone in the understatement, "Is that so?" --He does not love you. He just doesn't love you, no matter what you do for him, he won't care. As the novel says, "When I fall in love with someone, I give him the right to hurt me." But Bai Mushan, you should have taken back such rights now. At the end of this novel, Nie Shuang wrote a sentence: "No matter how much you have misunderstood and prejudiced against Bai Mushan, she is my best friend. I know her best. Even if you never Thanks to her, at least, she shouldn't be allowed to bear such a great pain alone." Then, he sent the magazine to Zhou Qianyi. But Zhou Qianyi never responded.Calling, or sending text messages, chatting on QQ, he didn't say a word about it.These are no longer important to Nie Shuang. No matter what decision Zhou Qianyi made, it was his business. Right now, everyone has their own future to go to, the environment has become different, of course, including the people around them. Nie Shuang once heard people say that in the process of everyone's growth, due to factors such as family environment, growth environment, and personality, everyone's outlook on life, values, morals, etc., are different.Specific to the details of life, including dressing, dealing with people, eloquence skills, etc., we were most influenced by our parents when we were young, and they are the main objects of our learning.As we grow older, we come into contact with more and more people, and the peers around us begin to replace our parents, becoming the main object of our study and affecting our lives. Nie Shuang can hardly imagine that many years later, no, no, it doesn't take that long, just during the holidays, summer vacation, winter vacation, or May 1st, National Day, if we meet again in Lancheng, will we still recognize each other? Nie Shuang once saw that a classmate’s elder brother came home during the winter vacation when he was a freshman. The original simple and introverted boy suddenly had an orange afro, and his jeans had not been washed for several months. ", speaking crappy Mandarin, and when meeting relatives in the countryside, he also looked like "I'm out of it, sir", forgetting to speak his hometown dialect, and didn't even bother to say hello to them. Before the college entrance examination, she secretly asked Zhou Qianyi to inquire about Ji Cheng's college entrance examination application. It's not that she never imagined that she might be able to enter the same university and continue her career.But as soon as the words came out, Zhou Qianyi scolded her severely, and even called her a bitch. She remembered Zhou Qianyi's original words, "In the matter of being cheap, both parties must be guilty of being cheap, so that the two can be married together. His attitude is obvious. If you dump you, why are you still daydreaming?" In the past, if Zhou Qianyi bullied herself again, she would definitely not dare to provoke her with such hurtful words.Nie Shuang understood that maybe Zhou Qianyi just wanted her to wake up. In order to keep his younger sister awake thoroughly and for a long time, Zhou Qianyi printed out the words "Only when both sides commit crimes can a pair of traitors come together" in black font size two, and pasted it in front of Nie Shuang's desk as a warning. ——When is it, still thinking about Ji Cheng. Afterwards, it was Jiang Xiaoguang who slipped the tongue, complained that everyone went their separate ways, and accidentally told about Ji Cheng's going to Australia to study, which completely broke Nie Shuang's idea of ​​repairing the old one. Zhou Qianyi knew it a long time ago, but he didn't bother to say it. It was well-intentioned to just use this method to wake her up. Seeing it every day, how can I not wake up. Everyone in the future will have their own lives and worlds. So, Ji Cheng, and the time with Ji Cheng, now, we really, really have to say goodbye. The first episode before entering university comes from Ji Cheng. How long has it been since I haven't contacted Ji Cheng, how long haven't I heard his voice, how long haven't I leaned in his arms and felt his warm breath... That love that once made her lose the girl's restraint, how much was it at that time? Rejoice, how painful it was at that time. When Nie Shuang thought that he was going to forget him completely, he chose this opportunity to call Nie Shuang. Nie Shuang hesitated for a few seconds, guessing whether the other party pressed the wrong key, so as not to be bored. The phone rang persistently for a while, and after a few minutes, it called again, and Nie Shuang pressed to answer. "Are you okay?" His voice was so clear that it was really him. "Oh," almost subconsciously, "it's okay." "Uh, Nie Shuang, can we meet?" "..." meet?do what? reconcile?This doesn't look like Ji Cheng's style, does it?If you reconcile, you can propose it long ago, why wait until a week before you go to the university to register?Nie Shuang, Nie Shuang, you must be out of your mind, you still have this fantasy?They will soon go to Australia to start their new life. Apologize for breaking up before?Why bother?He has never been in the habit of pouring salt into other people's wounds. …Among the above, which result do you expect?Which one is absolutely unacceptable? Nie Shuang was a little vacillating, and thoughts came to her mind one after another, as if countless hands were tearing at her thoughts, making her unable to think rationally and normally. "There are some things I want to tell you." As if mustering up her courage, Ji Cheng's voice was a little low. Maybe it's because Nie Shuang has too much heart, but she actually lacks confidence. Would you be afraid? She couldn't bear it, and was about to answer, she glanced at Zhou Qianyi's sticker on the wall before the college entrance examination, "Both sides commit crimes, and only then can the two become a good match", and she was taken aback for a while, pouring cold water for no reason, remembering Ji Cheng's proposal to break up All kinds of things, and immediately replied coldly: "Student Ji, I've been busy recently, and I'm going to report to the university soon, so I really don't have time." There was no sound on the other end of the phone for a long time. When Nie Shuang waited impatiently and wanted to hang up the phone, he suddenly heard a long sigh, "Oh, that's nothing." Then he said in an almost angry tone, "I wish you a bright future." Beep busy tone. After that, Nie Shuang didn't regret it, even after going to college, she regretted it many nights, why didn't she go? Why not. Maybe he really has something to say to himself. You know, for Ji Cheng, who is a little macho, it takes a lot of courage for him to choose to make such a phone call before going abroad.When in love, Ji Cheng sometimes misses appointments, and although he spends more time making up for it afterwards, he never admits his mistakes. In his life dictionary, there are no such words as "admitting mistakes" and "taking the initiative". Whenever he does something, even if he is begging you, he will turn around and change the way he speaks, and it must be "you are begging him". For example, two people have dinner in a hotel. Ji Cheng wanted to drink water, and said to Nie Shuang, "Nie Shuang, after sitting for so long, are you thirsty?" "It's okay, I just drank a bottle of Coke and I'm not thirsty." Ji Cheng deliberately said in a casual tone: "It's so hot, it's good to drink some tea. Go tell the waiter and make a pot of tea." Nie Shuang ran out without even thinking, and came in with a pot of water, poured himself a glass, put it aside, and didn't drink it.Seeing Ji Cheng staring at him, he asked stupidly, "Do you want to drink?" Ji Cheng looked a little embarrassed, "Since you are so proactive, let's have a drink." There are many things like this, and it took a long time for Nie Shuang to gradually understand Ji Cheng's original intention every time, but this did not affect her liking for him. Neglect, no no no, it's too cute!What a fine, even shining character this is! Now that I think about it, I feel more pain in my heart. Why let him stir up his already peaceful heart?Every time he regrets not meeting Ji Cheng, Nie Shuang will comfort himself repeatedly, that he will go to his future and have a brighter future, and on the streets of a foreign country, there will be another girl leaning tenderly in his arms , when looking at him, like her, only sees excellent character. Ji Cheng's phone call never came back. The second episode before entering university is about Qin Dongdong. During the summer vacation, when Nie Shuang and Jiang Xiaoguang were drinking cold drinks, Qin Dongdong just sent a text message to Jiang Xiaoguang. Jiang Xiaoguang laughed out loud after reading it, and handed the phone to Nie Shuang: "Xiaoguang, can we still be together? I'm about to face the day of re-study, and I don't know how to spend it. Will you be my navigation light and wait for me in college?" Nie Shuang gulped down the ice cream, smiled ambiguously, and didn't speak. Jiang Xiaoguang took back the phone, typed a few words, and pressed the send button. After eating one ice cream, Nie Shuang felt dissatisfied, so she ordered two more and continued eating. Jiang Xiaoguang couldn't help it anymore, "Hey, can't you take the initiative to ask me what you gave Qin Dongdong back?" Nie Shuang was a little dazed, "Here, what are you doing to me?" "Can't you be a bit gossipy? Anyway, I am also one of the four handsome guys in G. I don't know how many people line up in the middle of the night waiting to hear my gossip. You are too much." I don't know why, but every time she hears Jiang Xiaoguang speak, she always wants to laugh and almost shed tears. When did he call himself "one of the four handsome men in G" again? "Okay," she asked, "what did you get back?" Jiang Xiaoguang narrowed his eyes, "I replied 'When have we been together? Are you not afraid that I will forward this message to your future head teacher?'" "Hey, small belly." Nie Shuang sincerely prodded him, "Why are you so mean?" Jiang Xiaoguang was in a hurry, "I'm still being mean. Why doesn't she think about how she treated me back then? When the head teacher came to me, I kept thinking about how to protect her. But he sold us long ago. Even so, any I didn't say a single word that was not good for her. I mean enough to her. Oh, now I feel that repeating the study is as deep as the sea, and I feel that I am useful, and want to use it again? Sorry, it's late. I won't serve you anymore, sir. " Nie Shuang swallowed a few more mouthfuls of ice cream, showing a smirk, "Do you know what I would reply if it was me?" "What? We will still be friends in the future? I wish you the top prize in high school next year?" Jiang Xiaoguang rubbed his head, "Isn't this your style?" "No, no, no, these words are too hypocritical. Your words are too mean. If it were me, I would reply tolerantly. There are not many words, just four words-'Who are you?'" Jiang Xiaoguang: "...you are ruthless." This sentence can definitely kill Qin Dongdong in seconds, and it also kills Jiang Xiaoguang in seconds. deny ever being together. Compared with the lethality of denying the knowledge, it is much smaller. ——However, these are really what you asked for. Li Ao once said such a sentence: "When a person is kind to him, he forgets it; when someone has a grudge against him, he forgets it. Such a person should not be handed over." At that time, Nie Shuangchao liked this sentence, and even regarded it as his own life. motto. Of course, Jiang Xiaoguang and Qin Dongdong are just a little love song in the youthful time on campus. After many years have passed, who will remember it? Even the conditions for "smiling it" are not enough, so naturally they cannot rise to the height of "gratitude" and "resentment" , but for those who have hurt themselves deeply, if they have the opportunity to fight back, they pretend to be tolerant and magnanimous, and don't even give themselves a chance to vent their anger. Isn't it too sad to be a human being. So there is nothing to be ashamed of in holding grudges. Liu Huan sang "Shoot when you should." For Nie Shuang, it means "Exit when you should. Suffocate yourself and no one can save you." Jiang's parents were very satisfied that their son and Nie Shuang were admitted to the same city.The eyes that looked at Nie Shuang were full of joy, and he wished to label Nie Shuang as a "prospective daughter-in-law". If he could add the sentence "Don't get close to other boys, a gentleman respects himself", it would be more complete. Nie Shuang's parents seemed to have the same idea, but they didn't dare to push their daughter too hard, because they were girls and they didn't have face.Secondly, they had always been worried that Nie Shuang would not even be able to pass a college entrance examination, and the whole family was even ready to sell everything. When they received their daughter's admission letter, Nie Shuang's parents were as if they had paid off the usury of the landlord's family for decades. , The joyful mood is the same as Zhou Qianyi's mood when he was recommended to a prestigious key university. The so-called, the less hope, the greater the joy of harvest. Nie Shuang didn't know whether to thank his parents for their enlightenment, or to feel ashamed of his stubborn self for making them worry about him for so many years. On the contrary, Jiang Xiaoguang, after experiencing some things before and after the college entrance examination, suddenly grew up. Even though he was admitted to the university in the same city as Nie Shuang, he still didn't have much confidence in the breakthrough of their relationship.Of course, happy, still very happy. At least one thing is, with Nie Shuang, even if it becomes the buddy relationship he least expects to be, at least his four years of college career will not be lonely. ——If you really become a lover, it will be regarded as winning the five million lottery. If not, magnify the people you know thousands of times and tens of thousands of times. Have you ever seen a lucky person win five million? For the person you like, which legal provision stipulates that the person has the responsibility and obligation to affirm, affirm, and must like you the same? If so, everyone can win five million.