Chapter 8 Chapter 06

During recess, Nie Shuang heard Jiang Xiaoguang chatting with boys in the back rows of the classroom. "I heard that the school installed two remote searchlights on the football field yesterday. That guy, when the two headlights are turned on, the entire football field is lit up. We can play football at night." "Haha, I heard about it. I went to see it last night. It is said that it is a nano...ceramic...fluorescent lamp, which is protected from rain and sun. Playing golf during the day with a high temperature of more than 30 degrees." "It's not that simple. If you want me to say, there must be something wrong with our principal. Otherwise, how could he be so considerate of people's sentiments."

— Installing searchlights on a football field? Nie Shuang's heart skipped a beat. When did the school become so kind?She often goes to the football field. Before falling in love with Ji Cheng, she especially liked the large lilac flowers planted near the wall there.Especially in April and May, when lilacs are in full bloom, clusters of lavender and blue-purple lilacs stretch out to the sky and open huge purple umbrellas, like children who don’t know how to hide their joy, which sets off the The people sitting under the tree all look like gods. Lilacs are said to symbolize youthful innocence, first love and humility.Nie Shuang often met couples around the lilac tree. They were careful not to be noticed by others, but their sweet expressions made people jealous.She thought, this tree and this flower are so worthy of the language of flowers. If in this beautiful season, you can walk under the dreamy and fairyland-like lilac tree with your lover's arms, your life will be worthwhile.

Thinking of this, the boy's words came to his ears again. "Let me tell you, I saw a lot of people playing football there yesterday, and I was as excited as if the school gave out money..." "Come on, you are exaggerating when you talk, what kind of money do you send, you are crazy about money..." Nie Shuang looked at the bright red characters on the blackboard in front of him, "There are still ××× days before the college entrance examination", and he couldn't help but envy these boys. This feeling of being unrestrained and wanting to let go of playing is also pleasant to think about.

Nie Shuang once saw a short article about the college entrance examination written by a man named Liu Weiqing in a magazine. When he read it, he felt that every word was eloquent, so he almost memorized it: The title of this short article is called "Robbery". Not just this essay, but in fact, as early as the first year of high school, Nie Shuang heard the horror of the third year from the seniors, and she was mentally prepared for the promotion to the third year, but obviously she was not prepared enough, at least, she Almost devastated by the top students sitting in the same classroom as me.

At present, the school has formulated such a work and rest arrangement for senior high school students who are facing the most critical moment in their lives: two morning self-study periods from 6:00 am to 7:50 am; From 2:00 to 5:50, there are four classes in the afternoon; from 7:00 to 9:50 in the evening, there are three evening self-study periods. This means that you have to wake up at five o'clock in the morning and wash up before you can eat breakfast, and you can go to bed at eleven o'clock at the earliest after washing at night.Nie Shuang was so overwhelmed by such a schedule that she couldn't bear to close her eyes every night when she fell on the bed, only worried that the moment she opened her eyes, she would rush to wash up and go straight to school to start a heavy and depressing day .

However, people are different after all. Nie Shuang began to feel overwhelmed and complained to her deskmates and friends every day. However, the top students in the class, headed by the monitor, felt that the time was far from enough, so they applied to the class teacher to keep the lights off at night so that they could continue to study in the classroom .They hold the keys of the class and study in the classroom until more than three o'clock in the morning. That is to say, they sleep no more than two hours a day. Nie Shuang was speechless.If a person can't even guarantee enough sleep, what's the point of living... The urgent situation in front of me makes me, who is in the third year of high school, completely hopeless.

Talking about this with Bai Mushan at the weekend dinner, Bai Mushan teased her: "It's probably not this, but Ji Cheng that makes you lose all hope." Nie Shuang smiled wryly, after she broke up in love, Jiang Xiaoguang and Zhou Qianyi didn't even dare to mention Ji Cheng's name in front of her, and only Bai Mushan had no scruples.However, perhaps this also just shows the friendship between the two. "Nie Shuang, you didn't ask him why?" Bai Mushan felt sorry for her friend. "You think I don't want to ask? Although afterwards I used 'forget it, he has decided to break up, what's the use of knowing the reason' to comfort myself, but in fact I regret it." Nie Shuang wished to bump his head with the table, "It's all my fault at the time I was so excited, I finished talking in one go and said what I had been holding in my heart for a long time, and ran away impulsively... Alas, but now, I can't ask people for no reason after the fact, what is the reason... What is this?"

"That is to say, I will never know in the future." "Where did so much eternity come from? Mu Shan, don't look at me sitting in front of you now, as if nothing happened. It would be a lie to say that I am not sad, but I can't show others that I am out of breath from crying." No matter how sad it is, life will go on as usual. I have already made up my mind that no matter why Ji Cheng broke up with me, I will not care about it." "It's not like your character, why did you suddenly think about it?" "Oh, it's a coincidence. I was reading a magazine that day and happened to see Monroe's words quoted in it. She said: I, m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can, t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don, t deserve me at my best. Translated, that is, 'I am selfish, impatient, insecure. I will make mistakes , and often out of control. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you don't deserve me at my best." I think this passage is amazing, straight to the point heart went."

"Well, it's really great. But, according to your description of Ji Cheng, I don't think it's because of you that you broke up. He used to love you so much. Could it be that he has unspeakable difficulties? " Nie Shuang sneered, "Then love me... When a boy loves you, he really loves you, and when he doesn't love you, he is really unfeeling. If it is because of me that he broke up with me, then what Monroe said is just right. It is the best way to express my heart; if he broke up with me because of his reasons, he doesn't even have the courage to tell me clearly, and the confidence to overcome difficulties with me, even if he will become a stranger in the future, what regrets can I have?"

"...Uh, that's what I said, I'm afraid that when facing the reality, I can't concentrate on it. What are you going to do now?" "What can I do, study hard, and get admitted to an ordinary undergraduate college, preferably from another place. I don't want to live a good college life under the eyes of my parents. I don't even dare to think about key universities. How about you? ? Is there any progress with the boy Y who is often mentioned in your letters?" Bai Mushan hesitated, "I have made progress..." "Ah," Nie Shuang grabbed her arm excitedly, "Did you confess?"

"...No, don't guess. When I said there was progress, I meant that I had been doubting what kind of emotion I had for him before, and now I finally figured it out." "Then you plan to take the initiative to confess?" "...If I had as much courage as you, how could I have never been in a relationship until now." "Stay in love forever? You really have it. What era is it? If you take the initiative to say it, there is still half the possibility. If you don't, you will go your separate ways after graduation. It's hard to say whether you can see each other in this life." "He has a girlfriend. If I say it, it's just to let him know my heart. It's better to keep the current state. Thinking about it in the future, at least for me, is a good memory." "It seems to make sense. If it were me, I would say it. If I say it, I won't die. Just ignore him." "Let's talk about it. Nie Shuang, I'm so nervous about studying now, I guess it's just girls, no, no, no, it's you and me, still worrying about this." What Bai Mushan said is right, it seems that boys are always able to afford and let go of campus love. The principal of Nie Shuang’s school gave a speech to everyone at a recent mobilization meeting for the college entrance examination. He said very tactfully, to the effect that the college entrance examination is approaching and there is not much time. Everyone should do what should be done in time, and don’t waste your life for the love of your children. Future, in order to warn a pair of campus couples who are obsessed with it. His words did not have any immediate effect. Of course, the effect he expected was to be deafening, so that the young people who had lost their minds and wasted a lot of time falling in love before chose to break up rationally at the most critical moment in life, the college entrance examination. . On the contrary, it seems that many people feel that "time is really running out" and "everyone has to do what should be done in time", so many people choose to confess to the person they have been secretly in love with for a long time...just Nie Shuang, received a message from This grade includes four love letters from inside and outside the class. If the headmaster knew that his words would still have this effect, he would be heartbroken, beat his chest, and would be so angry that he couldn't sleep. ——As for Nie Shuang, after observing the six couples in the class, he came to the conclusion that boys can afford and let go. Love is love, so I don't know how to study hard.Looking at the six couples in the class, five of them were boys with academic performance, and they easily gained the upper hand without any effort, as if the crops that had been suffering from drought for a long time, one day ushered in the expensive spring rain, and they went crazy. Grow, just wait for the harvest season to come, and the results are gratifying. You can see the same assiduous appearance of the girls, buried in the sea of ​​books piled up high, with a frantic appearance of striving for strength.No matter how hard you try, you will eventually be distracted. How can you concentrate on learning?No matter how hard she catches up, her grades remain stagnant. Perhaps, this just shows that boys always know what they want most.Generally speaking, boys will always put their studies first, followed by their relationship; as for girls, once they fall in love, everything will abdicate for this relationship.He said in his mouth, it's time to wake up, let's lighten up his feelings, and reduce the energy on him, but he is still stupid. Is there a cure for it? --some. You can imagine the following scenario: According to the current situation, you continue to be depressed, anxious, irritable, and suffering.But he worked hard, he was named on the gold list in the future, promoted to a prestigious school, embraced a beautiful woman, said to you who chased him, "I didn't understand love in high school", and left gracefully; Re-study or casually picking up the troubles of junior colleges at home, turning around to see the parents at home trembling and taking out the hard-earned money of most of their lives, weeping secretly behind your back... you wake up... After thinking about this, Nie Shuang easily healed his wound. What the boys headed by Jiang Xiaoguang hailed as a "big earthquake" on the eve of the college entrance examination happened on Monday. At that time, everyone was still in the morning self-study, and the loudspeaker in the classroom suddenly made a piercing sound, and the unique male duck voice of the director of the teaching office came out through the radio waves: "Please pay attention to all the teachers and students of the third grade, please pay attention to the third graders!" Attention all teachers and students, an important announcement is being broadcast now, all class teachers are requested to quickly lead the students to the playground to gather, pay attention to discipline, and keep the team neat." After repeating it three times on the radio, the head teacher rushed over, told the sports committee member and monitor a few words, and immediately led everyone to the playground. There are eight classes in the third grade, and the chaotic crowd is discussing in low voices one by one. Obviously, they are very surprised to call the senior high school students to talk suddenly today: Generally speaking, in order to ensure that the senior high school students have sufficient review time, the school rarely holds meetings. For this kind of plenary meeting, except for the college entrance examination mobilization meeting two weeks ago, no matter what other small or big matters, the speakers of the third grade are turned on, and they are directly conveyed on the radio. Nie Shuang saw that on the gymnastics platform at the front of the playground, the vice-principal, who had always been called a "black ghost", was looking down the stage expressionlessly with his hands behind his back, his face pale.Obviously he hadn't done anything wrong, but Nie Shuang's heart tightened suddenly, and he felt blood rushing to his head, and there was a buzzing sound in the back of his head. "Everyone, keep quiet," the director of the teaching office looked at the crowd who stood in line with the class, "Now, please speak to the vice principal." It was like a doctor explaining the illness to the family members of a terminally ill patient, but in an instant, the entire playground was completely quiet. "Last Friday, the school raided the football field and caught 16 pairs of students with puppy love who seriously violated the school spirit and discipline. Among them, ten pairs were from your third grade, which made the school very heartbroken! You are now In the most critical period of life, it is the time to abandon all distracting thoughts and do your best, and it is the time to accumulate all the energy to prepare for the sprint... Now, what time is it, huh? Don’t you know? Only by being admitted to a good university, Only then can you control your destiny, and you can let your hard-working parents live a good life... But, look at you, what are you doing? One by one, hiding under the lilac tree, having a tryst! Are you worthy of your parents? I am sorry for you Is it your teacher? It’s too, no, like, like, too..." At this point, the vice principal suddenly coughed sharply. After a pause, the vice-principal went on to say: "Your time is more precious, so I won't say much here. In order to correct the school's morals and discipline, and to warn others, after discussion and approval by the school leaders, I decided to punish the ten people caught that night. Six pairs of students with puppy love problems were punished by expulsion from school. The parties involved are very clear about who they are. In order to reflect the benevolence and righteousness of the school, the punishment of expulsion is not placed in the file, it is only treated as a withdrawal from school, and it is recommended to study in another school..." Just like that, a bomb was thrown into the dark crowd with a bang, and everyone felt chilled. What else did the vice principal say, but Nie Shuang could no longer hear it. It turned out that the searchlights were installed on the football field to catch the so-called "students with puppy love problems". It was never intended to allow everyone to play football at night. This heavy blow exceeded the IQ of all the students. For the school, you, these 18-year-old youngsters who are still called "students with puppy love problems", you are really, too immature. The matter is not over yet. When we returned to the classroom after the meeting, the class teacher held a class meeting again. The main idea was to thoroughly implement the school's "strike hard" spirit and urge everyone to concentrate on their studies. A three-day rectification of school spirit and discipline will be carried out in the class. Welcome class leaders and All members of the class took the initiative to report and expose "students with puppy love problems" who were not discovered by the school. For a while, the atmosphere in the class was extremely tense. The staunch lovers who had made up their minds to apply for the same university did not even dare to speak when they met. The one who was wobbling, at this time, in order to protect himself, hastily and decisively chose to break up; the one who was in the stage of secret love and ambiguity, no longer easily shakes the morale of the army, and buried his head in the pile of books like a prodigal son, not daring to show his atmosphere... … The atmosphere has never been so oppressive. Immediately afterwards, the head teacher called a meeting of the class cadres in full swing.According to the list provided by the class cadres, the class teacher asked people to talk to each other one after another.After screening from the class cadres, I started to "talk" with the students one by one from the first row in the east. The one who stands firm and clenches his teeth and does not relax, the one who has nothing to do with himself hangs high and keeps his ears shut, the one who is wise and protects himself and rushes to report others to show his loyalty... Soon it was Nie Shuang's turn. It's ridiculous to say that Nie Shuang and Ji Cheng's breakup seems to be to fulfill her calmness when facing the head teacher with sharp eagle eyes at this time, she can't help but smile wryly, who rarely wants such calmness. The homeroom teacher crossed Erlang's legs, saw her come in, and smiled casually. "Nie Shuang, tell me too." ——You guys are really disgusting, Nie Shuang thought. She also responded with a good-tempered smile, "Teacher, I don't know very well, you know, I am a non-school student, and I go home directly after class every day. I don't have much contact with the classmates in the class, and I don't know much about the things in the class. .” "Nie Shuang, do you think that if you don't say anything, you are out of loyalty? In fact, you are harming others. You are already adults, and you should be very clear about what you are doing. Why does the school ask to continue to rectify the school spirit and discipline in the class? Just to give everyone a chance to find out who is still in a relationship, first write a guarantee letter, promise to break up immediately, concentrate on waiting for the exam, and if the school finds out again, they will be expelled. The school has no choice but to do this. Hello everyone." "Thank you for the hard work of the teacher and the school. I really don't know." Nie Shuang noticed that the head teacher's face had changed color. She was ready to turn against the head teacher. She couldn't bear to think that the head teacher is a middle-aged man with more than ten years of teaching experience. No matter how angry he was, he still endured it. Ren said, "Nie Shuang, my patience is limited. Don't think that I don't know about you and Ji Cheng. Do you think that if you don't talk about it, others won't?" Nie Shuang's face turned red, would he admit to being beaten to death?excuse?clarify?Still silent?There are thousands of voices in my heart, like boiling water, rolling up and down, and I am really unwilling to say anything; if I say something, I don’t know which is the best way to respond. She clenched her teeth and remained silent. "However, you don't need to blush. I'm not here to ask about you and Ji Cheng today. Haven't you already broken up?" ——He also knows this?Nie Shuang realized that he had really underestimated the head teacher's... energy. "Today I mainly ask you about Jiang Xiaoguang and Qin Dongdong. Are they in love? You sit in front of Jiang Xiaoguang. I heard that you are still neighbors and have a good relationship. You should know best, right?" Seeing that she was still silent, "Qin Dongdong said that it was Jiang Xiaoguang who pursued her facelessly, but she didn't agree. Is that so?" "..." "Oh, by the way, Qin Dongdong said that there is no way for others to love her unrequitedly. However, after Jiang Xiaoguang was rejected by her, she began to pursue you again. As for whether you accepted or not, she didn't know. I don't necessarily believe what she said. "The head teacher paused, "Nie Shuang, you are a smart girl, you work hard, you are still very hopeful to pass the exam. I don't want you to keep degenerate. When you go to college, you will have plenty of opportunities to choose. There are quite a few, why do you have to rush at this moment? Well, I won’t say much else, you should think about it after you go back. Now, go and call Jiang Xiaoguang over.” No one knew how Nie Shuang got out of the office. Halfway there, it occurred to him that perhaps Jiang Xiaoguang should be reminded of something. However, the squad leader was standing in the corridor, chatting with the English teacher, and it was really inconvenient to talk on the phone.She hastily took out her mobile phone and typed in a few words. Just as she pressed the send button, she heard the class teacher shouting from behind: "Nie Shuang, don't dawdle, hurry up." Back in the classroom, it was unusually quiet. Occasionally, one or two restless heads poked out from the pile of books on the desk, and quickly buried them in, as if concentrating on the exam. She gently sat back in her seat, turned around, and knocked on Jiang Xiaoguang's desk behind her, "The head teacher told you to come over." She didn't know if Jiang Xiaoguang understood, and glanced at him intentionally or unintentionally. The silent cell phone nodded twice, before Jiang Xiaoguang could speak, he turned around again. She saw Qin Dongdong who was sitting next to her, with a stiff back - he chose himself so cleanly! Sighing, she pulled out an algebra problem book and forced herself to dive in. Before the end of evening self-study, the head teacher finally talked to all fifty-four students in the class one by one, and then adjusted the seating arrangement. Qin Dongdong no longer sat at her table, and Jiang Xiaoguang was assigned to a seat three rows diagonally opposite her.Then everyone started to move the tables and chairs, and all kinds of noises rang out. Some people couldn't find the benches, some people's books were piled up, and some people were crushed by the table... But soon, everything returned to normal. The teacher in charge didn't say anything. After the seat was adjusted, he inspected it. He seemed to be very satisfied with today's results. Then he left with his briefcase in his arms. Sitting next to Nie Shuang now is Jiang Lei, the study committee member who is known as the "death picker" in the class.To say that she is "picking" does not mean that she is stingy. The "picking" here means a bit of "knocking". Jiang Lei's brain is relatively stupid, and she often has to read a question four or five times before she understands it. , but this did not affect her academic performance. Every time the grade ranking is announced, she has never dropped out of the top ten.She is a typical stupid bird flying first. It is said that since she was in high school, she got up early and returned late every day. Even when she returned to the dormitory, she often stayed up late. The science department implemented a sea of ​​questions tactics. There is no review question set that can be bought on the market that she has not done; Liberal arts are memorized by rote, and every textbook is almost fluent.God pays off?No, no, no, God pays off, it is because of this deadly energy that Jiang Lei has survived until now. Nie Shuang has always kept this kind of person at a respectful distance, and never thought that she would be at the same table with her. Thinking about what happened today, she couldn't help but sighed deeply. Jiang Lei was affected by the sigh, and cast a sideways glance at Nie Shuang in extreme dissatisfaction, curled her lips meanly, and said nothing, but Nie Shuang was so frightened that she dared not even breathe out. No one will know how many stones were thrown on the seemingly calm lake that night, causing ripples. What Nie Shuang knew was that the lake would always return to calm. Sitting in an unfamiliar class group, Ji Cheng looked at the classroom which was much wider and neater than that in G, feeling a little dazed.The fan above the head rotated steadily without any noise, and the cool breeze swept over the top of the head, which was very comfortable.He suddenly remembered the fan in G that creaked and swayed as soon as it was turned, as if it was about to fall at any time, making people feel insecure. Unexpectedly, he was a little nostalgic. There was a water dispenser on the left side of the podium. Someone walked gently to the front to drink water from a glass, and carefully returned to his seat. The whole process did not make a sound. There was only the rustling of writing in the classroom. The three substitute teachers were walking back and forth in the classroom, and were stopped by some students to answer questions one after another. Besides, there were anxious and restless people raising their hands everywhere, for fear of being ignored by the teacher or miss. Compared with G, it is really a heaven and an underground. He is a little uncomfortable. Nie Shuang, what are you doing now? Will you think of yourself? Heh, Ji Cheng, Ji Cheng, you have completely offended her, do you still expect her to think of you? outside the window. A middle-aged woman in her forties stood side by side with a man in a dark gray casual suit, and cast a satisfied glance at where Ji Cheng was in the classroom. "Is he still used to it?" The man's voice was a little low. "It's not bad. Occasionally, I can't concentrate. It will be fine after a while. When I arrive in a new environment, I always have to adapt for a while." "Well." "Director Ji, don't worry, Yu Hongwei in G used to be a classmate with me. He has been Ji Cheng's class teacher for more than two years. He knows Ji Cheng very well. We will communicate with each other from time to time. Ji Cheng is a very smart kid. One year is enough for him, and he will be admitted to a key university without any problem." "hope so." The woman's smile became more attentive: "If you have any worries, please feel free to contact me." "Oh," the man seemed to think of something, "I'll keep his letter with you first, don't give it to him for now. Send it to my office every other week." "No problem, no problem, don't worry. I will do it." ... It was class time, and the red and white teaching building was surrounded by lush trees, and the automatic sprinkler on the lawn was spinning and spraying water, and some young teaching staff passing by got their clothes wet, and ran away screaming without hesitation . Cicadas screaming endlessly on the tree, this summer is annoying. There is no wind on the campus in summer. — two weeks ago. Ji Cheng accidentally met the head teacher who hurried out at the gate of the unit building in the community.He greeted him politely, and found that the head teacher's face was full of enthusiasm that he had never seen before, "Hey, Ji Cheng is back, hurry home, Director Ji is waiting for you at home." He was wondering why the head teacher would come to his home, home visit?Not too possible.sue?Haven't you done anything bad recently? It was not convenient to ask for a while, so I had to smile.When I got home, I changed into slippers, threw my schoolbag on the sofa, and found that my father, who always came home late, was rarely at home, with his legs crossed, watching TV leisurely. "Are you back?" His tone was also rare and friendly. The old man always gave orders and orders. Ji Guocheng, who was a soldier, always brought the style of the army to his home, and Jiang Yufen had long been used to it.Fortunately, his only son, Ji Cheng, let his father do his best when it comes to small things. On the surface, he let his father do it, but in fact it was just to satisfy his father's vanity and sense of accomplishment.When it comes to major issues, Ji Cheng seldom backs down, and Ji Guo has been very angry since then, and father and son are often at odds like enemies. Fortunately, there is Jiang Yufen, a peacemaker, who persuades and deceives. Lie, go back and forth between the two ends, in the past ten years, there are not many major incidents, so it can be regarded as peaceful. Ji Cheng planned to wait and see what happened, nestled on the sofa, and replied lazily: "Yeah." "I've already transferred your student status to Middle School A. Next Monday, I'll go to Middle School A. Class 3 (1), the top class." here we go again. Ji Cheng hurriedly stood up, "Who told you to transfer me, Dad, you are so old, can't you understand? I am not your subordinate." After a pause, "I won't go, whoever wants to go go." Jiang Yufen, who was cooking in the kitchen, hurried out when she heard the noise, wiped her hands with her apron, and pretended to be angry, "Ji Cheng, why are you talking to your dad? If you have something to discuss, sit down and discuss it with your dad." Turning around, she winked at her husband, "Old Ji, you too, can't you just talk properly when the child comes home?" "I can solve the problem by talking to him? I asked him to transfer to A two years ago, and his mouth is worn out. Did you listen to this bastard? What time is it now? What can I do in that G?" Promising? Look at the statistics made by our Education Bureau, based on the teaching quality in G, he can be admitted to university, I'll take your surname!" "Ji Cheng, your dad is also doing it for your own good, so please tell your dad well..." "Mom, this matter is not discussed. Hurry up and transfer my student status back to me. I won't starve to death if I fail to pass the college entrance examination. Don't worry, I won't let your two elders support me forever. If it doesn't work, I will become a migrant worker..." "You bastard..." A slipper was thrown head-on, unbiased, just landed on the cheek, and fell to the floor with a slap. "Oh, old Ji, what are you doing? Ji Cheng, don't you know how to hide..." The mother hurried to her son's side, rubbing her son's face in distress, "Let mom see, are you okay?" Ji Cheng grabbed his mother's hand, "Mom, I'm fine. If he wants to hit, he can hit and use force, which just shows that he is weak and weak in heart." He slowly sat down on the sofa, "Dad, what else have you not done? Yes, come together. It was the left cheek just now, I will turn the right cheek now, you, please don't be polite." "You..." Ji Guocheng gasped, shook his hand, and threw the other slipper under his feet. Jiang Yufen hurriedly pulled her son away, and the slipper hit the bookshelf with Ji Guocheng's anger. The bookshelf rolled down again. "Old Ji, Old Ji," Jiang Yufen walked to her husband's side, and secretly twisted her husband's arm, "Didn't you, that... forget?" Ji Guocheng's attitude changed drastically when he said a word just now, and Ji Cheng even had the illusion that his father smiled. "Ji Cheng, since you don't want to, let's talk about something else today." Ji Cheng looked up and down at his father vigilantly, not knowing what to do. "...Ahem, Nie Shuang, how are you doing recently?" ——Ji Cheng's heart skipped a beat, and he suddenly understood that the head teacher came to the house to give a report. Immediately keeping his composure, he responded, "It's okay." "A few days ago, the principal of G High School and your head teacher happened to meet me at the Education Bureau. They said that G High School would rectify the school spirit and discipline, and would expel a group of students who had problems with puppy love. They also submitted more than 20 applications for approval. Give me a student list..." "Really, sir, since when did you even take care of these little things?" Ignoring his son's questioning, "...then I saw a very familiar name, Nie Shuang! Why is this name so familiar? Where did you see it? The few books in your schoolbag? Or the ones in your wallet? A photo? Maybe a text message on your phone? You see, I have a really bad memory, but since she looks familiar, I thought, maybe she is your very good 'friend', and of course my son's 'friend' should be taken care of , so I greeted them and crossed out her name." "Humph." "Ji Cheng, do you think I did the right thing?" "what do you want to say in the end?" "I think it's better for you to transfer to A. The teaching quality and learning atmosphere are far better than G. How many people are crying and wanting to go to A. You are lucky. You don't know your parents' painstaking efforts. Anyway. , your mother and I have decided that you must go to Middle A this time." "What if I say no?" "If you really don't want to go, forget it." "...You didn't lie to me?" Ji Cheng suspected that there was something wrong with his hearing. "When did I ever lie to my son? However, the principal of G Middle School said that it will take some time to rectify the school spirit and discipline, and the list of expelled students will be reported to me one after another. It is up to you to decide what to do." After finishing, Ji Guocheng took a sip of tea meaningfully, and even crossed his legs, shaking them happily. There was a long silence. Jiang Yufen rubbed her hands uneasily, carefully studying her son's expression.At this time, Ji Cheng was still sitting peacefully on the sofa, with his eyes downcast, his mouth tightly pursed, without any expression.Knowing that a child is like a mother, Jiang Yufen still noticed that Ji Cheng's hands hanging on his knees were slowly exerting force, clenched into a fist, then bounced away, then slowly closed tightly, and then bounced away. When he was young, Ji Cheng was mischievous, and when Ji Guocheng came home, he grabbed something and beat his ass, sometimes it was slippers, sometimes it was a book on the shelf, sometimes it was a Coke bottle, The sound on her buttocks made Jiang Yufen's heart tighten for a while, but Ji Cheng never said a word, let alone cried.No matter how powerful the dissatisfaction and depression are in my heart, I will only use my hands to force it, just like now. Ribs are stewing in the kitchen, and the purple casserole on the stove is making a popping sound.The air conditioner in the bedroom was running silently, and the temperature was kept at just 24 degrees.To the left of the golden air conditioner is a black oak chest of drawers, a pot of luxuriant spider plants hanging down, with finely divided leaves. Jiang Yufen walked a few steps in the living room anxiously, then stopped tremblingly, as if worried that the sound of her footsteps would become the trigger for the father and son to start fighting again. I don't know how long it has been.Ji Cheng said, "Okay, I'll go to Middle A." After speaking, she turned and entered the bedroom, closing the door. Ji Guocheng and Jiang Yufen, who stayed in the living room, only heard the slamming of the door. boom! ... Long after this incident happened, Ji Cheng once thought that it would be great if there was a door to people's moods. But who can say for sure?Perhaps, in a place that we haven’t found yet, there is a way and channel that we haven’t researched yet, there is a free, happy, and free space where people can put all their troubles, sorrows, anxiety, irritability... It is easy to cause Everything about negative emotions is shut out. Just bang, close the door, and you're good to go. After closing the door, Ji Cheng casually took a book on the desk. Is it the Yago Tower?Christopher's Evidence for Two. As one of Ji Cheng's favorite writers, Yageta?Christopher's words always wake him up. When reading about Lucas and his adopted deformed child Mathias, Ji Cheng is quiet, what a wonderful description it is: Even though the compass is inserted into the back of your hand, the intense pain makes you feel that half of your body is going to be paralyzed. But not as much as you hurt me. Therefore, when "no family, no father, no mother, no blond hair, not only ugly, but also crippled" Mathias saw Lucas cast a favorable glance at the little boy again, he chose When Lucas was out at night, he hanged himself on the wire behind the curtain.When Lucas returned home and opened the dark red curtains, Mathias's small body "has turned blue". ——You hurt me too, but you don't know it. These words shocked Ji Cheng deeply. When we were young, we had supreme admiration for our parents and deep emotions that cannot be expressed in words. They are the people who have the greatest influence on us.Mom and Dad are really great. No matter how difficult things are, they can easily solve them.Dad can easily climb up to the sixth floor with a gas tank on his shoulders; Mom's cooking skills are awesome, and she can't wait to swallow the fried food with her tongue; Dad holds you high above his head, and he says multiply and divide first, then add and subtract; Even the class teacher next door rushed over to watch the sweater skirt my mother knitted, creaking and studying stitches like a child... Dad said, be positive, optimistic, upward, brave, strong, and be an upright person; Mom said to be tolerant, sincere, kind, open-minded, and get along with everyone in peace... 事实上，做人、处事，包括我们爱和恨的能力，父母一直是我们的主要学习对象。 可是，在今天，当你们利用自己手中的权力，以一个女生当前最为重要的学籍和名誉来作赌注，威胁自己的儿子，曾经视他们为最至亲至爱的人，纵然是他们口中声称的“为你好”，纵然今天在他们如此不择手段的胁迫下，他屈服了，服从了，被你们所操控了。 ——但你们永远不知道，你们，以及你们的儿子，失去了什么。 你们不会明了。 他失去了青葱岁月中最美好可能也是最挚爱的姑娘和爱情，同时，他也失去了维护自己权利的立场和勇气。 是你们使得他，在本该理直气壮维护他权利的立场和勇气的时候，却像个遭遇强大敌人而吃了败仗的受伤小动物，深深地垂下头。 ——你们伤害了我，但是你们却不知道。