Chapter 7 Chapter 05

Before entering junior high school, Nie Shuang believed in every word that everyone said, and believed that everyone was sincere, sincere, and without any water. At that time, she didn't have concepts such as "distinguishing right from wrong", "distinguishing truth from falsehood", and "guessing truth from reality" in her mind, and she naturally had no defense against anyone.Although she was cheated and suffered, most of them were harmless and trivial things. She was young at that time, and the scars were healed and she forgot about the pain, and when she turned her head, she forgot about it. With a warm heart, she spent her elementary school life in peace .

It was the year when grandma passed away that made her realize that some people used to treat lies as home-cooked meals. At that time, she had just entered the first grade of junior high school and was sitting in the fourth row of the classroom by the window.Inadvertently glanced at the window, but saw Zhou Qianyi, who was supposed to be in class like herself, was being led by her uncle, and passed by the window. I don't know what they talked about, the head teacher returned to the classroom immediately, she heard the head teacher's steady voice, he said: "Student Nie Shuang, please go out, there is something at home."

Nie Shuang sat on the seat blankly, and the curious eyes of her classmates made her restless. The words of the head teacher suddenly drew a dividing line between her and the classmates around her, and she was immediately classified as "something happened at home". "A column that can skip class and needs to go home mysteriously right away. ——After all, he is young, and only cares about these little things. Nie Shuang slowly moved out of the door and saw Zhou Qianyi standing aside with distracted eyes, his uncle dragged her by the shoulder: "Grandma passed away, come home with me now."

That was the first time Nie Shuang faced death. None of the three people spoke a word along the way. When they reached grandma's house, Nie Shuang saw that the courtyard was densely packed with wreaths, and a temporary shed was set up outside the gate. whimpering and blowing.People in the yard came and went, some she knew, some she didn't.They wear mourning in different ways, some wear white cloth around their waists, some wear a whole white gown, and some wear white hats on their heads.People were busy in order to deal with funeral affairs, but no one came to talk to her and Zhou Qianyi.

Uncle was just taking the two of them into the yard, and then busy with other things. The old lady next door saw Nie Shuang and beckoned Nie Shuang to come over. She was wearing a filial piety hat sewn with white cloth and tied with a few white flowers. The stitches were very dense, with thick layers folds.The old lady measured Nie Shuang's head for a while, then threaded the needle quickly, and then snapped the thread with her teeth.Nie Shuang stood there numbly, letting others put the filial piety hat on her head. Relatives from all walks of life arrived at the house one after another, and the sound of crying and mourning followed intermittently. It was hard to tell whether it was genuine sadness or faking it.Nie Shuang saw the old lady throwing the hem of the hat aside, stroking the white flowers on the filial hat with withered hands, and muttering to herself as she touched it, she was very satisfied with her craftsmanship: "The granddaughter wants to wear this kind of filial hat. It's not me bragging, there are not many people in the whole village who know how to wear such filial hats."

Soon, she and Zhou Qianyi were brought to the mourning hall, knelt down and kowtowed to grandma a few times, neither brother nor sister cried aloud. It's not that Nie Shuang has no feelings for grandma, it's just that her character is too restrained, in other words, She hadn't learned to show grief unreservedly on such occasions. — Howling? —out of breath? —Beating your chest and stamping your feet? Nie Shuang believed that Zhou Qianyi, like himself, was far from learning to vent like this, or in other words, to perform like this. There were more and more people in the yard, and when school ended at five o'clock, Nie Shuang suddenly found that the roof of her own house was full of people, and there were her and Zhou Qianyi's classmates, obviously they were After school, I heard the wind and came here to join in the fun.They didn't even go home, and they crowded on the small roof with their schoolbags on their backs. Someone stepped on someone's foot, made someone stand unsteadily, and waving their arms didn't affect their interest.Nie Shuang watched them standing there with smiles all over their faces, gesticulating.At some point, a girl saw Nie Shuang's filial piety hat and exclaimed, so she cast all eyes on her.

That is one of the most sympathetic friends that Nie Shuang thinks. Nie Shuang immediately decided to break up with that girl. It was getting darker and darker. After kowtowing, the brother and sister stood in the yard expressionlessly. Not long after, the uncle pushed a tricycle over, helped the grandfather up, and told the two to take the grandfather home and take good care of him so that the old man would not be injured. overly sad. It was a sleepless night. Nie Shuang was lying on the bed, his mind was full of the scenes during the day, the suona team, the wreaths, and the people coming and going in the courtyard... He could vaguely hear Zhou Qianyi's suppressed crying from the room next door. Yes, the sadness that has been accumulated for a whole day flowed away little by little with Zhou Qianyi's suppressed crying.

The next day was the day of the funeral. As the eldest grandson, Zhou Qianyi went out with his uncle early, while Nie Shuang was arranged to stay with his grandfather. It was a cloudy day, which made people feel depressed for no reason. Nie Shuang simply cooked two dishes at noon, and the day was like that, and slowly passed away. It happened at night. Not long after my parents came back, a man named Guodong who lived across the door from my grandma’s house came to visit. He was wearing a close-fitting black suit and a white shirt with cuffs exposed. The material was very elegant, like silk, with a slight touch The ancient dragon-smelling water floated over, and when he saw Nie Shuang, he blinked his big eyes and made a smiling expression.

Nie Shuang blushed. She saw this man often, but he didn't talk much.On weekdays, he is very neatly dressed, with a lazy air of a young master. He is not arrogant, and greets everyone politely. The same is true when he meets Nie Shuang, and he doesn't mind that she is a child.Sometimes he holds some snacks in his hand, which are well packaged. When he meets Nie Shuang, he will bring some over. Although his tone is flat, he is full of sincerity. He ignores Nie Shuang's refusal, and just insists on stuffing the things into her hands. inside.Occasionally, I heard from family members that he has his own small car repair shop in the city center. Compared with the casually dressed and rustic men, women and children in the village, he has a different temperament, and he will attract people's attention wherever he goes.

Seeing him coming in at this time, parents exchanged glances, as if they didn't expect him to come so soon, and then the siblings were rushed to the room to do their homework.Zhou Qianyi dawdled, flashed to Nie Shuang's room, left a gap in the door, put his ear on the door frame, and winked at her. She quietly took out her homework, but her ears were also perked up. At first, I just talked in a low voice, asking how grandma's funeral was going, and then my parents kept thanking me.Nie Shuang listened for a while before realizing that it was Guodong who used his Jetta car to drive grandma to the hospital when grandma had a heart attack.It was too late when we arrived at the hospital, and we didn't even have to do first aid. Guodong came back with his grandma's body.

At that time, it was a very unlucky and taboo thing to kill someone in a car. If it wasn't for one's immediate family members, probably no one would do it. Guodong repeatedly stated that "no problem" and "no problem", but there were too many reservations in his tone. After a while, the polite words were finally expressed, and the living room fell into a sudden silence. Nie Shuang thought, is he leaving? Thinking of this, Guodong suddenly said, "Well, big brother, to be honest, my little brother is here today, and I want to trouble you with something." Nie Shuang thought of his parents' strange expressions when he entered the door, and now he came to his senses. Next, Guodong spent more than half an hour talking about how loyal he is and how profitable the small company he is currently running is... Then, he changed the subject and said that he had hundreds of thousands of deposits, but At present, they are all fixed-term deposits, and there is an urgent need for money. If you use the fixed-term deposits, you will inevitably lose a lot of interest.Then, he said unhurriedly: "You give me 50,000 yuan to relieve my urgent need. Within three months, I will definitely return it in full." He came to borrow money, but there was no trace of begging in his tone, on the contrary, even some creditors came to the door, and your whole family owed me the momentum. Nie Shuang didn't notice this, but Zhou Qianyi couldn't help sneering with a look of insight into the world. Before mom and dad made a statement, Nie Shuang could hardly hold back. He helped a lot when his grandma passed away, and he didn't mind this taboo and unlucky thing, which made the whole family feel helpless.Right now, it's just that his cash flow is inconvenient, and he has so many deposits, which can be withdrawn and repaid after the deposit deadline. If you lend him the money, the family will not suffer any losses. What are parents hesitating about? If possible, Nie Shuang would like to give all his meager New Year's money to this gentleman as a reward. But the parents didn't express their opinion directly at the moment, they only said that there are still many things to deal with for the funeral, and they need to check the savings situation at home, and they will reply tomorrow. Nie Shuang tiptoedly closed the door, and asked Zhou Qianyi impatiently, "Why didn't Mom and Dad lend him money?" Zhou Qianyi glanced at his silly sister, didn't speak, just sneered. Over there, Dad had already picked up the phone, and he didn't know who he was calling. Nie Shuang could only vaguely hear a few key words such as "gambler", "loss", "hundreds of thousands" and so on. Nie Shuang pretended to go to the living room to pour water, carefully paying attention to the expressions of his parents. When her mother saw her coming out, she sighed, as if expressing her feelings: "Xiao Shuang, no matter who you do in the future, no matter how much friendship you have, remember not to expect anything in return from them." Dad put down the phone at this moment, not worried about his daughter's presence, "I asked, the factory he opened has been losing money for many years, and the notice of resale has been posted for a year, but no one has bothered. Recently, he started gambling again, and the gambling debt owes ten dollars. Tens of thousands, my wife just divorced him a while ago, and remarried in a blink of an eye with the child, relatives and friends are afraid to avoid him now." Nie Shuang froze for a moment, not knowing how he got back to the room. Zhou Qianyi seemed to see through her mind, and deliberately asked: "Nie Shuang, did you feel stupid just now? What are you thinking?" She defended, as if for herself, as if for this gentleman, "How come, such a sophisticated person would politely bow and say hello when he sees a child, he just said clearly..." "You are really stupid and naive. You can't tell the truth from the truth when others say it? You believe everything they say, and one day they will sell you, and you will help them count the money to be grateful. " Is there really such a person? Zhou Qianyi said again: "Sometimes I wonder if you are my real sister. She learns her wits from a pit, but you are better off. The more you live, the more regressed you are, like a fool. Let's say you go to kindergarten, and you are like a fool. Children play hide-and-seek, you hide in the woodpile, no one can find you, everyone knows to go home after dark, you are the only one who is stupid, if I didn’t drag you out of the firewood pile after eleven o’clock, you still I don’t know where it is. The next time I play, I will learn to be good, right? I’m still a fool, and I don’t know how late I will go home.” Nie Shuang was silent. "In elementary school, people lie to you and get 0 points in the exam, and tell you to copy each new word ten times, and you stay up all night and write all the new words in a foolish way; Running home like crazy to find your parents; Saturdays and Sundays are holidays, and your classmates call you to say that you will be notified to start class, and you will go to school immediately with your schoolbag on your back... April Fool's Day is your birthday, right? " ——It turned out that he had done so many stupid things, it was hard for him to remember them so clearly. "You just need to be a little smarter at that time, and observe whether the other person's expression is different, whether he is smiling, whether he is proud when he sees the expression you believed to be true, or whether his face is flushed, looking forward to seeing you make a fool of himself and run away Let me tell you, even if you shake your head a little, you still have the most basic common sense, right? Why don’t you have the ability to distinguish right from wrong?” "Oh." "Oh, yes," Zhou Qianyi couldn't help sighing, "What do you mean don't trust anyone, that is, don't just believe what anyone says or does to you, you have to understand everything and analyze it with your own brain and judgment, it will not be too late to decide.” ——Everything must be understood, analyzed and judged through one's own brain, and it is not too late to make a decision? Nie Shuang listened intently to Zhou Qianyi digging out her heart and lungs opposite her. There were two reasons why she chose not to say anything: on the one hand, she was indeed guilty, and on the other hand, Nie Shuang was used to this man named Guodong on weekdays. He is gentle and elegant, and she has a deep affection for him. Today, seeing the truth by chance today has brought her a lot of shock. That night, she never told Zhou Qianyi the words that had been lying on her chest but were repeatedly suppressed by her: If every sentence needs to be deliberated and pondered over and over again, wouldn't it be too tiring?We are busy with life, busy with study, busy with entertainment, and busy with socializing—we face so many people every day, and we are also busy analyzing and judging the truth or falsehood of every word they say to us? In fact, there are many things that Zhou Qianyi, who is as smart as Zhou Qianyi, never thought of.Many years later, when Nie Shuang graduated from university and set foot on the job, she realized that many people tell lies, which are more truthful than the truth. No sentence is true; some people say what they say depends on the situation, mood, occasion, and the person they are facing...you can choose it at will, and you can't figure it out anyway; Half a lie, a little bit of truth mixed with a lie, makes people confused, and when you finally understand what he said two weeks later, people will have changed their minds. But Nie Shuang has never learned to be good. Even though she has accumulated too much experience in this area, she is still the one who often suffers.When dealing with people, the other person's appearance is a little more frank, and the tone of concern is more, she will say a series of heartfelt words, and wait until she understands that the person is behind her back. It was already a few years later when the uncle at the gate secretly teased her behind her back. Working with her work partner, the pale-faced girl showed a weak and sickly appearance every day, earnestly and constantly putting on a top hat for Nie Shuang, all the hard work and tiring work were done by Nie Shuang, and she was the one who claimed the credit in the end— —Sweep powdered powder on the lips to make a sick appearance deliberately. Whenever there is work, I cover my stomach and feel pain and ask my colleagues to do the work one by one. I call my boss in the middle of the night to report the latest work progress. ""You're right", and secretly scolded his boss as "slutty", "perverted", and "pussy"...Nie Shuang will never learn these things. In this regard, there is a big difference between going to school and working: when you go to school, you can completely ignore someone, ignore him, or ignore him because of his character problems; A very important item, if you don’t talk to others, it will make people think that your personal quality is not enough; in the work process, you need to coordinate and cooperate with others, even if you hate that person so much that your teeth itch, you should greet them with a smile , Cooperate patiently - otherwise, you can be your own boss and start a company, see who doesn't like it, and fire people easily. Under the eaves of others, there are too many things that require you to bow your head. Nie Shuang was influenced by her father since she was a child, dealing with people, and caring very much about a person's character.We can confirm a person's character through many small details: for example, one thing on the surface and another thing behind, such as liking cheap things, such as often saying bad things about people... When Nie Shuang knows that a person's character is corrupt, Like a conditioned reflex, they disdain to deal with this person. She adheres to this principle, filtering friends and purifying friendship. But there are many things that many people cannot filter.Various factors determine that you cannot filter, and even require you to deal with each other every day—— The problem is, when it is impossible to filter, how to pretend that the relationship with each other is very good like the other party, and talk about it with a smile? Nie Shuang felt that how to deal with people with character problems——for people with character cleanliness, there should be a course like this to guide their behavior. If not, with "being able and good at telling lies" as a compulsory course in the university of life, Nie Shuang would probably linger at the entrance of kindergarten forever. In this world, every day, every moment, someone is born, someone dies, someone waits, someone leaves, someone falls in love, someone breaks up... If, for whatever reason, the lover who once loved you deeply decides to break up with you, what method will he use to let you know and let you choose to agree to the decision to break up with the other party? A. Ruthless resolute method: disappear suddenly and completely from your side, and cut off all ties with you.No matter how stupid and persistent people are, they will also understand the other party's determination to break up. B. Avoiding face-to-face confession method: Propose a breakup through MSN, QQ, SMS, etc. that can be confessed without meeting. C. Step-by-step method: slowly alienate you, avoid you, do not answer the phone or text messages, and gradually reduce the number and opportunities of appointments and meetings with you, so that you gradually understand and take the initiative to break up. D. Straightforward approach: Since it is a deep love, after all, there are feelings, so you might as well make it clear directly when the two meet. Either way, it will not make people feel comfortable. Choosing A means that the other party is cruel and extreme, and he is not a person who can take responsibility—or, he does not love you enough. Choosing B means that the other party only cares about himself at critical moments, is selfish and cowardly, and is afraid of facing reality—it’s enough to achieve the goal of breaking up, and don’t care about other people’s life or death. Choosing C means that the other party is too scheming, extremely tactful in dealing with the world, and has sinister intentions—even if he becomes a villain, he still has to appear as a victim. Choosing D means that the other party is fairly straightforward and generous, and at least willing to take responsibility - being able to consider the other party's feelings and not waste their time and feelings. If the lover you once loved took one of the above methods and proposed to break up with you, how would you react? Are you entangled in life or death?Abandon all self-esteem and forcefully redeem it?Or did they disappear without a sound, as if the two had never been together? The best option is of course not to break up. If breaking up is an irreversible ending, then the best way is to choose to leave him before he leaves you. For Nie Shuang, she didn't know what Ji Cheng's departure meant to their love.It's just that after learning that Ji Cheng transferred to A Middle School without warning, she subconsciously felt that A Middle School, and Ji Cheng after going to A Middle School, might become her unattainable dream forever. In the summer vacation of the second year of high school, the two met almost every day. Ji Cheng took her to the surrounding cities for fun, climbing, picnicking, fishing, swimming, boating, rock climbing... At that time, although Nie Shuang's parents were not too conservative to ask The daughter does not leave the gate, but Zhou Qianyi must abide by the rule that she must go home before ten o'clock every night.Therefore, they can never go to too distant cities, but Nie Shuang is satisfied.In Lancheng, the city where Nie Shuang grew up, when dating Ji Cheng, because they were worried about meeting acquaintances, the two of them had to keep at least a dozen meters away, sneaking around like underground workers meeting. Leaving Lancheng is another world.Nie Shuang doesn't have to worry about being seen by acquaintances and causing unnecessary troubles, and is always trembling. Just forgetting the feeling of being a thief, he can cast a loving and gentle glance at Ji Cheng without any cover, which is extremely Great favor, heart-satisfied. Ji Cheng arranged a very full schedule every day. At that time, Nie Shuang thought that this was the most selfless and presumptuous madness between the two before entering the third year of high school. After entering the third year of high school, everything will be different, right?For the future, for a better life, for the ardent hope of the parents at home, no matter how playful or clumsy or stupid people are, they will work hard and put learning first, and all others will abdicate. She always thought that Ji Cheng thought so too. Thinking about it now, it turned out that he planned to leave early in the morning, so he was so indulgent. Yes, Nie Shuang has never been greedy and extravagant that the love between the two can last forever. Nie Shuang remembers very clearly that he was just with Ji Cheng at that time, and because he felt that happiness came too suddenly, he secretly clenched his fists and told himself that he would cherish this relationship, at least until the end of high school... If they broke up, it must be because of the fact that after the college entrance examination, everyone went their separate ways and fell in love in different places. She didn't expect this reality to come so quickly. Ji Cheng's call came back on the second day after Nie Shuang entered the third year of high school, that is, the first day after Ji Cheng transferred to A Middle School. At that time, Nie Shuang had just finished school at noon, and was riding a bicycle on the way home, but did not pick up the phone.When I got home and had lunch, I lay down on the bed and rested in dispirited mood. I was still thinking about Ji Cheng leaving without saying goodbye the day before: there was no warning, I didn’t answer the phone calls, I didn’t reply to the text messages. A way to remind her, hoping that she will take the initiative to understand - the relationship between the two is over?Or, what happened to him and he didn't have time to call himself?Lost your phone? Although she repeatedly told Zhou Qianyi to contact her immediately after seeing Ji Cheng when she returned to school, Zhou Qianyi always ate in the school cafeteria at noon and only went home at night.Before returning home from school, Nie Shuang made a phone call because he was afraid that he would forget, but he just lowered his voice and said, "It's not convenient to talk now, we will talk when we get home tonight." Probably with his girlfriend Bo Ling? Thinking of that troublesome girl, Nie Shuang couldn't help but smile wryly. As expected of twin siblings, they are similar in love and fall into a passive position easily. Thinking this way, he took the phone inadvertently, only to see Ji Cheng's missed call.At that moment, Nie Shuang was stunned for a moment, her hand holding the phone was almost trembling, she pressed the unlock button carefully, and opened the missed call with disbelief, "One", she clearly knew Ji Cheng's code name, at this moment Lying quietly in her mobile phone, that "one" represents the only and everything to her. She was suddenly afraid to hear what he said to herself. Decide to break up, make an explanation, or try to explain? Holding the phone as if suffocating, Nie Shuang heard her own heartbeat, the beating heart seemed to jump out of her chest.His fair fingers rested on the call button, dialed it out, and hung up again.Dial out and hang up again.so repeatedly.This reminded Nie Shuang that a long time ago, when she wanted to call Ji Cheng to confess to him countless nights, she hesitated again and again, as if what she dialed was not a phone number, but a phone number in charge of life. Kill the powerful judge. In fact, there is not much difference. For Nie Shuang, is Ji Cheng the judge of life and death who controls her love fate? long?Not too long ago, but a year ago. Wanting to make a call, but afraid to listen to the call, while hesitating, Ji Cheng's text message suddenly came: "Nie Shuang, do you have time in the evening? At six o'clock, I will wait for you at the tea restaurant we often go to." That was the first time in history that Nie Shuang skipped class. After receiving Ji Cheng's text message, Nie Shuang put on a British-style one-piece A-line dress, red plaid with a little black lace, three-quarter sleeves revealing white arms, and a slender skirt hanging obliquely from her waist. The silver metal waist chain set off Nie Shuang's indescribable handsomeness. Usually, Nie Shuang rarely wears red clothes. She always feels that they are too ostentatious, enthusiastic, and too recognizable. If she is in a crowd, she will be recognized at the first sight. She has never liked this kind of dress.And wearing it today, the reason may be a little funny, she always felt that Ji Cheng would break up on today's date.She couldn't give up all her self-esteem, even if she knelt in front of her lover who insisted on breaking up with her, she begged him to take back her life. If he really wants to break up with you, what's the use of begging? If he really loves you deeply, how can he propose to break up? If the overall situation of breaking up has been decided, why not let yourself lose more beautifully in this kind of battle of love? She needs a piece of clothing to increase and stabilize her aura. Red represents enthusiasm, unrestrained, joy, passion... In Nie Shuang's view, perhaps, it can cover herself and make her look less sad and desperate . I got on my bicycle and went out early, and before I knew it, I had already arrived at the door of the tea restaurant.At 1:30 in the afternoon, after the meal time, there were not many people in the cafeteria. She completely forgot about the afternoon class, sat down in the innermost seat by the window, ordered a cup of milk tea, and looked out of the window in a trance. When Ji Cheng arrived, she was lowering her head and pressing the text message in her mobile phone, her eyes stayed on the text message sent by Ji Cheng, checking, returning, checking, returning, repeating numbly. I haven't seen her for two or three days. Ji Cheng's hair seems to have grown a lot. Some of the broken hair on his forehead even sticks to his nose. He still has those clear and deep eyes. Disappeared, all that stayed on her at this moment was a faint look. But her Ji Cheng, even the one who came over to break up with her today, is still so handsome.He was wearing a Lycra cotton slim-fit round neck short sleeve with a casual and elegant print, and black casual cotton trousers.The thin face seemed to have been sprayed with artist-specific contouring shadow powder, with clear outlines, and the thin lips were tightly pressed at the moment, adding a deep color of persistence and stubbornness to its owner for no reason.Under the illumination of the multicolored lights in the tea restaurant, Nie Shuang's eyes were a little dazzled by the bright white skin that girls were deeply jealous of. "How long has it been?" Nie Shuang saw him pull out the chair and sit down. She nodded subconsciously. Ji Cheng didn't look at the menu as usual, and directly said to the waiter next to him: "Two sets of curry chicken and rice set. One glass of soda water and one glass of silk stocking milk tea." "Uh, wait," Nie Shuang interrupted him, "One curry chicken and rice set meal, please change the other set to eel rice." Ji Cheng shrugged his eyebrows, a little surprised. "Today, I want to eat eel rice." She smiled. "Oh, good." When the set meal was served, she ate it slowly. Only she knew what taste was in her mouth. "I always thought that you, like me, like curry chicken rice." She was still smiling and didn't speak. "Are you okay?" Ji Cheng asked after a long time. Nie Shuang lowered her head, "Well, it's okay." ——Please fight a little bit, please, tears, please, don't shed them, at least not now. "Well, I, I transferred to A Middle School." Ji Cheng had never spoken to her in such a hesitant tone. "I heard about it." It's funny, isn't it? My boyfriend transferred to another school because I heard someone else tell me about it. "In the future, maybe, we won't be able to...see each other often." "……Oh." The phrase "oh" sounded in Ji Cheng's ears, as if every time he proposed a date arrangement, Nie Shuang gently replied "Oh, yes".Like a subconscious reaction, a conditioned reflex.He would rather Nie Shuang be like other girls he has seen falling in love, making a scene, or crying, raising his face, full of sad and unwilling tears. But Nie Shuang didn't. I don't know how long it was silent. Ji Cheng plucked up his courage, "Nie Shuang, in the future, maybe, the relationship between us..." Nie Shuang raised his head, actually smiling, as if encouraging him to continue. Ji Cheng was suddenly overwhelmed by this smile, suddenly lost his footing, and even stuttered when speaking, "Maybe... I want... Let it go, let it go." Let it go? After all, she couldn't hold her breath. "Ji Cheng, what do you have to say, let's go straight, okay? What do you mean by 'let go'? Break up? Or let each other calm down for a while like in soap operas?" "Nie Shuang, listen to me..." "Ji Cheng, it's okay. Heh, or, you want to break up with me, but you are afraid of being difficult to explain to me and now you want to perfuse me, and then when the relationship between us cools down, I will understand, actually Are you going to break up with me?" "Ji Cheng, you once gave me the best time. I will always remember that time. No matter what the reason is today, if you and I break up, I will not regret it. I will not stalk and waste On you. But if you do want to break up, please tell me clearly. I am a very stupid person and don't know how to play charades. Whatever your decision is now, please tell me clearly, clearly, I'm also completely heartbroken." "..." Ji Cheng didn't make a sound, just remained silent. "Ji Cheng, just tell me, it's okay. Don't worry about me." Nie Shuang, Nie Shuang, you are such an acting genius, can you still laugh now?Are you worried that others will worry about you? After a long time, she saw Ji Cheng lower his head sadly, and said in a weak tone, "Nie Shuang, I'm sorry..." "Oh, I understand, it's so hard to say, it must not be good news." Nie Shuang smiled wryly, took a deep breath, "Ji Cheng, um," with a sore nose, "Thank you again... This is the best memory of my youth. I hope you are doing well." Before Ji Cheng could react, Nie Shuang quickly picked up his backpack and rushed out of the tea restaurant as if fleeing from danger. Quarter orange. Quarter orange. Remember that "walk the talk" card you once gave me?You said, no matter what happens, as long as I take it out, you will help me cash it out.At that time, I didn't know how happy I was. I wanted to shout out your name loudly, so that everyone who passed by me knew that you, Ji Cheng, were my boyfriend who I loved deeply and loved me deeply. At that time, I just felt happy.Thinking about it now, maybe in your bones, you feel that this relationship is not strong, so you gave me such a special gift. It is because you don’t believe it that you are so afraid and make such a promise. But now I know that it won't be used, and it will never be used. In fact, I don't know why I said it so utterly and transparently today—I should stop asking you about the meaning of "let it go".I should be a fool, let it go, there will always be time to bring it up again.I should let you lie to me, at least let me believe that we will be together again in the future. Having said so many things, in fact, what I want to say the most, I think, I will never have the chance to say: Since we are together, I am the first time ever to be someone else's girlfriend, with my only experience and Experience, I love you so persistently with all my heart, I want us to be together forever. Ji Cheng, if I also give you a beautiful and unforgettable memory, will you occasionally think of me in the future? Will you think of the girl who once loved you so wholeheartedly and persistently? Her name is Nie Shuang. will you remember Do you remember? It was getting darker. The pedestrians outside the window gradually became rare.Lancheng is not a city that never sleeps. Even in summer, after nine o'clock in the evening, the people living in this city will gradually disperse, stop eating, drinking, playing, socializing and hustle and bustle. The night and the city, which is tired at night, fall into sleep together. Ji Cheng was still sitting in his seat, the uniformed waiter in the tea restaurant walked through it carrying the plate, the diners came and went, some ordered the set meal they wanted to the waiter, some stood in the aisle Zhong yelled loudly why the Hainanese chicken rice ordered half an hour ago hadn’t come yet. There was a couple secretly kissing in the corner under the dim light. The girl’s face was slightly sideways, with a shy but sweet expression... After an unknown amount of time, the waiter came over, stood in front of Ji Cheng, and explained to him that the tea restaurant was "closed, welcome to come back tomorrow", with a tired and impatient look on his face. Ji Cheng took out her wallet and accidentally learned that Nie Shuang had already paid the bill. She couldn't help shaking her head and smiling bitterly at herself. This girl was completely offended. It seems that her performance is still very good. Do you want to apply for the performance of Beijing Film Academy? major?Thinking this way, when Miao Yandong called, Ji Cheng realized that there were more than a dozen missed calls on his phone. "how?" "Ji Cheng," Miao Yandong said in a low voice, "you finally answered the phone. Where are you now?" "Outside. What's the matter?" "Your father couldn't find you, so he called me." "Oh." "I really don't understand you father and son. If you have something to say directly, you insist on telling me to be a villain, really." The voice paused, "Your old Ji said, let me ask you no matter what, Has the matter... been resolved smoothly?" The boy's mouth was tightly pursed, and his clenched fists showed white knuckles. After all, he couldn't hold back the anger in his heart. He punched the table with his fist, and the waiter beside him couldn't help but take two steps back in fright. "Old Ji said that as long as you fulfill your promise, he will never break his promise. There will be no other party on the list of expelled students, and the student status will definitely continue to be retained, let alone other punishments." "Ha, is that so? I really want to thank him very much." Ji Cheng hung up the phone, then turned his head, and the waiter with an expressive expression just now had long since disappeared.