Chapter 4 Chapter 02

Bernard Shaw, the winner of the Nobel Prize for Literature, once said: On the earth, there are about 20,000 people who are suitable to be your life partner, and it depends on which one you meet first. Master Xiao believes: "If you have developed a deep relationship of mutual understanding and mutual trust with the first person before the appearance of the second ideal partner, then the latter will become your good friend; Without cultivating a deep relationship, the relationship is easy to waver and change of heart, until you have a solid affection with one of these ideal mate candidates, is the beginning of happiness and the end of wandering."

Is it really? Nie Shuang has always wanted to know how Master Xiao came to this conclusion, and whether there are sufficient arguments to support it.But no one could answer her.Those who widely disseminate this theory firmly believe in this theory and fully apply it to real life for actual combat: if you empathize with someone else, use it as a powerful excuse to avoid wearing the high hat of "wrongdoer"; Personal problems can't find a lover for a long time, so I take it as intimate comfort to warm my fragile little heart. Nie Shuang was unable to find any evidence to support or refute this theory. After a long time, the "only theory of love" that he had always insisted on was completely subverted.

But if she knew how good this theory would be before she met Ji Cheng. Maybe, at this moment, she won't be as embarrassed as she is now? As smart as Nie Shuang, he far overestimated the role of this set of theories, just like some people who are familiar with the theory of constellations think that they can use the constellations to thoroughly explain life, analyze life, and guide people. Life.It can be said that in such a huge group, there are always some commonalities, but that is not all, and no one can ignore the limitations of partial generalization. And the reason why love is love lies in the people who are willing to fall into it——

Growing up in different home conditions and family environments. Start in a different direction. Formed their own different personalities. Fall in love with different people. suffered different injuries. Possess and accumulate different wisdom and ways of thinking. Take or miss different opportunities. Wearing out, consuming, and accumulating their respective abilities and responses to actively love and be loved. Live different lives. Each grows in a different way. ... All these factors that cannot be actively controlled affect and restrict everyone's love. It's just that at that time, human beings were still unable to regulate themselves.

After Zhou Qianyi went to junior high school, he met countless good friends, including those from his own school and other schools, so many that occasionally Nie Shuang went shopping with him. During the ten-minute journey, he had to stop to say hello because he kept bumping into his friends. But it took more than two hours to reach the destination. However, no matter how many there are, they can be divided into three categories: those who form gangs and fight in groups, those who bluff and pick up girls, and those who eat, drink, play ball and have fun. Among them, Jiang Xiaoguang, Ji Cheng and Miao Yandong were the ones who hang out together all the year round, fight in groups, pick up girls, eat, drink and play football.The four of them are in the same school and in different classes, but they can squeeze out all their spare time to get together, which is more frequent than dating couples.It's been a long time, and I don't know who gave them a nickname, "foursome of the same kind".

Miao Yandong is the eldest among the four.According to Zhou Qianyi, Miao Yandong was sent to a martial arts school by his parents to practice martial arts since elementary school. In the second semester of junior high school, his parents suddenly became enlightened. They thought that cultural education was more important, so they called him "Abandon martial arts and follow literature", and became a transfer student in the fifth middle school where Zhou Qianyi was. Nie Shuang didn't see Miao Yandong fight with others with his own eyes, but he heard that he was fast, accurate, and ruthless, and because he went to a martial arts school, everyone passed it around, so there were quite a few stories about him on campus. version of the rumor.Some people said that he once stole things and was sent to a labor camp for juveniles; some people said that his parents were addicted to drugs, and he was also addicted to drugs, and he had just come out of a drug rehabilitation center.Later, it was said that everything was said, rape, murder... Zhou Qianyi was out of breath when he heard Nie Shuang talking about these things. The only thing he knew about Miao Yandong was that his parents divorced when he was 5 years old, and he was brought up by his grandmother since he was a child. He is too old to enjoy the warmth of a normal family, and his personality is relatively withdrawn.

But Nie Shuang thinks that the reason for such a bizarre version is probably related to his often stern face.Of course, it is also because of his appearance: Miao Yandong has a tall and straight hooked nose, his skin is slightly dull, his eyes are half covered by fragmented hair, and there is a bit of cold air.To be honest, he is not ugly, but Nie Shuang doesn't like him, because he always has a gloomy face, as if no one is sorry for him - like you killed his whole family and dig out the grave every now and then. The sworn enemy who whipped the corpse swept over with gloomy eyes, as if shooting the enemy with a machine gun.

Every time Zhou Qianyi mentioned the reason why he and Miao Yandong had a deep friendship, he was always very moved, his face was shining with the indestructible light of friendship between boys, Nie Shuang always felt that he was a bit... exaggerated. Nie Shuang never greeted Miao Yandong, and of course he didn't either.For this reason, Zhou Qianyi said a lot about Nie Shuang, and asked Nie Shuang to be more polite next time he met him, "You don't know, in fact, Miao Yandong is the most loyal, he wants to recognize you as his friend, risk his life good for you." ——Nie Shuang didn't expect him to risk his life to be nice to Nie Shuang. Seeing his old man's face, Nie Shuang felt bored and cold, what did he want his life for?

Every time he said this, Zhou Qianyi showed Nie Shuang a stinky face of "differences in ways and no collusion".To him, this is a life-and-death friend, a good brother who has been filtered and verified by adversity. Yes, about those things about them, Nie Shuang has heard Zhou Qianyi say it countless times, and he can almost memorize it—— Zhou Qianyi and Miao Yandong knew each other from playing football, but at first they were just acquaintances, not familiar with each other. Once, a dozen or so teammates who played football included those from our school and other schools, those we knew and those we didn’t know. We went to a restaurant for dinner, and they sat at two tables.There are too many people with mixed eyes, and I don't know which one of them, because they don't speak words, they quarrel with the neighbors at the table, and they fist and kick each other without saying a few words.It was the age of being a hero and showing loyalty. When Zhou Qianyi and his gang were fighting with brute strength with all their blood, the other party had already called for helpers to fight.On the contrary, the team here slipped away one after another without knowing it. When Zhou Qianyi came back to his senses, he found that only Ji Cheng, Jiang Xiaoguang and Miao Yandong were left beside him.

It was the worst defeat in Zhou Qianyi's fighting career. More than a dozen people from the other side swarmed up and couldn't tell who was who.Zhou Qianyi was injured in several places, and his ribs were almost broken with a stick.Fortunately, Miao Yandong had already seen that the momentum was wrong and called 110 in time.And before the police uncle from 110 arrived, he was the one who lay on the top, resisting the overwhelming punches and kicks for everyone. A month later, Miao Yandong was discharged from the hospital, and the four of them formally became brothers at Miao Yandong's home.Miao Yandong is the boss, and the remaining three are ranked according to their birthdays.Ji Cheng was 2 months older than Zhou Qianyi and became the second brother, Zhou Qianyi was the third child, and Jiang Xiaoguang was the last.

Ji Cheng has the fairest skin among the three, because he always looks like a young master. Jiang Xiaoguang sometimes calls him "Ji Shao" deliberately, but he is not annoyed.Ji Cheng's relationship with the opposite sex and same-sex relationship is very good, especially the opposite sex, Zhou Qianyi often said enviously, "Let's find girls to do something, and those yellow-haired girls can put on airs. But when Ji Cheng opened his mouth, it was done smoothly. " If two kinds of fruits are used to describe Zhou Qianyi and Jicheng, Zhou Qianyi is a ripe red pomegranate, and the yingying particles are like red diamonds shining brightly. It is as suffocating as unforgettable; while Jicheng is a blue and mild guava, which is as clear as the milky white flesh unique to guava, and it penetrates a little bit. Yes, Ji Cheng doesn't talk much on weekdays and prefers to be silent, but once he speaks, it will be unforgettable. He is a very interesting person, good at observing, extracting and summarizing from the people and things around him, and often speaks amazingly.As far as Nie Shuang knows, many classic words have spread from him, spread outward through his circle of friends, and gradually expanded to the whole class, the whole school, and even the neighboring school. For example, there was a boy in the third class who intercepted girls near the school for several weekends in succession to blackmail them, not counting the money they stole, but also taking advantage of it.Most of those girls were the little ones in the class, they were too timid to complain, and they didn't dare to speak up when they suffered a disadvantage.When Ji Cheng heard about it, he dragged Zhou Qianyi and others to block the kid in an alley, and everyone rushed up to beat him half to death, begging for mercy on the knees.Just when everyone decided to scare him away, Ji Cheng took a picture with his mobile phone, took out the withdrawal application he had prepared in advance, and forced the other party to write on it, "Because I often bully girls, blackmail and sexually harass me, I will accept it myself." Feeling ashamed and sorry for my classmates and parents, I decided to change my mind and go to another school to start again. Now I am applying to withdraw from school, please approve" before shouting: "Get lost!" "Strong" and "vicious"... In the end, Jiang Xiaoguang couldn't help it, and asked him: "Master Ji, let's scare people. Your trick is too ruthless." I never thought that Ji Cheng would say, "cut , In order to benefit mankind, we never set the bottom line of morality with scoundrels." Since then, the phrase "In order to benefit mankind, we will resolutely not set the bottom line of morality with scoundrels" has been circulated in the school. When Ji Cheng said that he likes "three good girls", it certainly does not refer to the all-round development of "morality, intelligence and physique", but "good face, good figure, and good personality".After this usage was spread, boys would smile mysteriously when they met to tease each other, and said without hesitation in front of girls: "Which 'three good' have you taken a fancy to recently?" In winter, boys often say that they have a cold and ask for sick leave. The teacher calls on everyone in the class to exercise more to strengthen their physique to prevent the flu. Ji Cheng hit the nail on the head and pierced the window paper. So no matter what the reason is for the boys in the class to ask for leave, everyone will understand each other and say, "Oh, I have a cold again." A certain boy has a bad stomach, bad character, and likes to gossip, Zhou Qianyi and his gang disdain to be with him.However, the boy followed behind with a sullen face, desperately wanting to join their football team.It was Ji Cheng who couldn't take it anymore and said, "We really can't 'take in' you, because you are too light." The boy stupidly didn't understand, and raised his arms to show off his muscles, "No, I'm of good weight, and I run every day to exercise my body." Ji Cheng said solemnly and word by word: "A person like you with little liver and lungs, how can you be so heavy?" ... Nie Shuang was deeply "persecuted" by Zhou Qianyi since she was a child. No matter how good Zhou Qianyi performed, it always brought her unspeakable pressure.The same talker, Nie Shuang only thinks that Zhou Qianyi has a thick brain and can't get on the big stage. different.Of course, Zhou Qianyi didn't know this idea, otherwise he would definitely grab Ji Cheng by the collar and single out, even if it was for the status of "brother", he would have to fight Ji Cheng to the death. perhaps. Perhaps, Ji Cheng and Zhou Qianyi are no different from the thousands of adolescent boys around Nie Shuang, but Nie Shuang is deeply in love and doesn't know it.It's not unreasonable to see beauty in the eyes of beholders. Compared to girls, it's perfect in the eyes of beholders. When she glanced over, Ji Cheng was full of shining advantages. Everyone was compared to him and ignored. The indescribable dazzling rays of light and the arrows of Cupid's heavy love shot at her, and she had no power to resist, only her heart was in chaos. At the bottom of the list is Jiang Xiaoguang, the son of neighbor Jiang Bo.He and Zhou Qianyi played together from childhood to adulthood, from kindergarten to junior high school. The two of them have been together until Zhou Qianyi went to A middle school in high school. situation. Jiang Xiaoguang's mother didn't have a son until she was forty, and the family pampered and pampered him to the extreme.Because of the good relationship between the two families and the similar age, Jiang Xiaoguang's parents often leave him at Nie Shuang's house when they are busy, and tell Zhou Qianyi to take good care of their precious son. Nie Shuang thought that Zhou Qianyi was worthy of Jiang Bo's instructions, he would take Jiang Xiaoguang wherever he went, it was dozens or even hundreds of times better than Nie Shuang, as if Nie Shuang was his neighbor, And Jiang Xiaoguang is the younger brother of his first-milk compatriot, and the relationship between the two is so close that they can't wait to change their underwear. Because of this relationship, among Zhou Qianyi's three friends, Nie Shuang and Jiang Xiaoguang are more familiar. Nie Shuang remembered Zhou Qianyi confessing to Jiang Xiaoguang that night: "He wants me to tell you that he likes you." It's really dumbfounding. Jiang Xiaoguang was spoiled by his parents at home, and by Zhou Qianyi at school.Nie Shuang didn't know if it was because of this reason, whenever Nie Shuang saw him, it was as if he was looking at the younger brother next door.In other words, he refuses to grow up in his bones. It's great to be a child, carefree, and just hide behind the parents if something happens or troubles occur, without any responsibility or explanation. In kindergarten, when he lost his teeth, he would run home crying, staying at home for a week before going to school. When the boys at the back table snatched his ice cream when he was in elementary school, he would hide behind Zhou Qianyi and grab Zhou Qianyi's skirt until Zhou Qianyi beat him up hard before laughing. In the sixth grade, she secretly wore Nie Shuang's skirt, because Zhou Qianyi said something beautiful and refused to take it off. In junior high school, a girl offered to help him celebrate his birthday, but he neither agreed nor refused. He didn't reply until Zhou Qianyi came up with an idea. The newly bought Nike down jacket accidentally burned a hole because his deskmate secretly smoked. He was afraid that his parents would find out and nag him when he got home, so he insisted that Zhou Qianyi go to his house to negotiate with his parents. Zhou Qianyi had to help him decide what hairstyle to cut. The lie was exposed by the teacher because Zhou Qianyi taught him how to perfunctory pass. ... Parents take care of everything at home, and Zhou Qianyi takes care of everything at school. Even though Jiang Xiaoguang is 185cm tall, with a clean and handsome face, he is still a child who will never grow up, enjoying the happy youthful years without any troubles with peace of mind. You see, you see, until now, even to pursue a girl, Zhou Qianyi had to come and help tell her. Nie Shuang would naturally regard the confession conveyed by Zhou Qianyi that night as a joke, as if nothing happened. ——Even if a girl doesn't like a boy who confesses to her, at least she will appreciate the bravery of a boy who confesses to her. Nie Shuang shook his head helplessly, but Jiang Xiaoguang, what should I appreciate about you? The high school entrance examination is like a dividing line that determines the success or failure of the whole life.Zhou Qianyi and Miao Yandong flew into the gorgeous side; Nie Shuang, Ji Cheng, Jiang Xiaoguang were eliminated and fixed in this side. Whether it's luck or embarrassment, Nie Shuang and Jiang Xiaoguang happen to be in the same class. Nie Shuang passed the high school entrance examination, and it was the first time she knew that the so-called comfort was the most lethal injury in the world. During the period when I learned the score, apart from being afraid of being asked about the score, what I was most afraid of was the comfort given by the person who asked about the score when he was embarrassed after learning the score.Those comforts are like tiny thorns that are almost invisible to the naked eye, with weight and direction, spread all the way along your heart by various people, and merged by blood to form a highly concentrated corrosive liquid, bit by bit Drop by drop. The whole person was completely corroded. Even Bai Mushan, Nie Shuang's only good friend from junior high school, became cautious when speaking to Nie Shuang, for fear of touching any of Nie Shuang's fragile brain nerves and causing unnecessary unhappiness. Nie Shuang didn't know if Bai Mushan felt lucky at that moment. While she was comforting Nie Shuang that she didn't pass the A test, would she also be glad that she played well and was able to make a big stride into the gate of A? For a long time, Nie Shuang was suspicious, inferior, and extremely sensitive. When receiving a letter from Bai Mushan one week after the start of school, Nie Shuang was completely ashamed of her previous wild speculation: Bai Mushan sent her a copy of all the notes in the first year of senior high school, which was the worst that Nie Shuang had ever seen. Neat, most well-organized notes with the most clear focus and focus: Chinese, mathematics, English, physics, chemistry, politics, history, geography, a total of 8 subjects, Bai Mushan put them in 8 small envelopes, She carefully fastened it with paper clips. Except for the content of the lead-colored copy, she also marked each note with a red pen. I think she checked it after copying it. If she felt that it was not detailed enough and needed to be emphasized, she used a red pen to complete it. Special annotations and supplements. And a brief letter: Nie Shuang hugged Bai Mushan's notes, and the tears accumulated for many days finally burst. She cried on the table, laughed after crying, and finally touched the thick notes, and continued to cry.Qin Dongdong at the same table looked surprised and puzzled, but because he had just met and was not familiar enough to talk about everything, he sat quietly with a good temper and did not disturb her. After 10 minutes, Nie Shuang was still in this state. She finally couldn't help it, and patted Nie Shuang on the shoulder, "Hey," Nie Shuang heard her whisper, "Okay, okay, even if you are dumped by your boyfriend If you lose him and come to show your kindness, it’s not too bad.” Nie Shuang wiped his face with his hands, felt the heat on his cheeks, and denied it, "No." She fumbled in her bag for a long time, took out a pack of tissues, and looked at Nie Shuang with interest. Nie Shuang turned her head and wrote back to Bai Mushan. The moment Nie Shuang threw the stamped letter into the postbox, Nie Shuang heard the "pop" sound of the letter falling into the postbox, which was like a reassurance, calming down the panic and uneasiness. Well, in G, here I come. In fact, besides Bai Mushan's notes, what supported Nie Shuang to stay peacefully in G was the admission notices from Ji Cheng and the campus DJ. After staying in G for nearly two months, the school radio station began to recruit announcers for senior freshmen.Nie Shuang, who dreamed of becoming a host since she was a child, did not give up this opportunity. She was successfully admitted by relying on the too many Hong Kong, Macao and Taiwan entertainment programs she watched over the years, and her three years of experience as a school broadcaster in junior high school. That day Jiang Xiaoguang insisted on accompanying Nie Shuang to the interview. He was so nervous that he didn't dare to raise his head. He just lay down on the table, but kept his ears up vigilantly, for fear of missing every detail. Nie Shuang stood firmly in front of the judges without any script, and spoke in a calm and eloquent manner.The hosting style is sometimes calm and atmospheric, sometimes humorous and witty, and the voice with a smile flies out of her thin lips. Even with eyes closed, it is a kind of enjoyment. If Jiang Xiaoguang was willing to raise his head, he would definitely find Nie Shuang's shining eyes that he never had on any other occasion. That was the most energetic moment that belonged exclusively to Nie Shuang. And every time he saw Ji Cheng in G, Nie Shuang would be very spineless and thankful that he didn't get into A.Yes, even though he is not in the same class as Ji Cheng, Nie Shuang is still very happy and excited, because this is exactly what Nie Shuang thinks is the best state and distance between Nie Shuang and Ji Cheng. Nie Shuang is too cowardly a person, she doesn't have the guts to be in love, and she can't hide her passion for Ji Cheng.Nie Shuang was worried that in the same class, if she behaved too explicitly, others would notice. At that time, Nie Shuang had unrealistic fantasies about love. The perfect love in her eyes was either love at first sight or love over time. Nie Shuang didn't particularly care about the length of time, but the sequence of emotional sacrifices—— Perhaps because of the influence of Gu Long, he said that love is like a master's move, whoever is tempted first will lose everything. That's right, it was Nie Shuang who moved his heart first, but Nie Shuang still hoped that Ji Cheng would not realize that he was in love with him before falling in love with him, that he would not realize that he loved him so hard, hard, and wholeheartedly. Nie Shuang often replays the scene when he saw Ji Cheng for the first time in his mind. Nie Shuang remembers him approaching him, remembers his wet hair just after kicking the ball, and remembers him praising his beautiful eyes. He said: " Just for making big eyes on my sister, I should kick that grandson twice more." Ji Cheng praised Nie Shuang's big eyes. For his words, Nie Shuang went to buy contact lenses for Meitong.After wearing it, I can't help but sigh, it may have been invented by a girl who wanted her sweetheart to fall in love with her.Nie Shuang almost couldn't recognize herself: the black lenses made her eyes double in size after wearing them, and the sparkling eyes made people unable to look away.Then brushed on the long and thick mascara, she looked pitiful, and there were pearls flowing in her eyes, full of pulse, as if she had a thousand words to tell. Yes, Nie Shuang wants Ji Cheng to see her whenever she is at her most beautiful moment. In the first year of high school, Ji Cheng was in Class Two, and Nie Shuang was in Class One. There was only a wall between the two classes.Except the head teacher is not the same person, all the teachers are the same, but because of this, the teacher often compares the two classes, who is late for class again, and who is the first in the class for the high school entrance examination Lah, so-and-so got into a fight with the teacher on the first day of school... Perhaps the teachers who have been living for years also think that class is a very boring thing, so they seize every opportunity to collect students' gossip and have intimate exchanges? On the second day of school, when I returned to the classroom after the inter-class exercises, I heard Ji Cheng's gossip from the teacher. "There is a student named Ji Cheng in the second class." Miss Zhou, who teaches Chinese, put on a look of "it is tolerable and unbearable" on the podium. Crying on your sleeves. You fell in love when you were only a freshman in high school, and when you cry..." Someone continued with a sly voice, "Teacher, you are behind the times. It's too late to fall in love in the first year of high school, and you can't catch up with the train of puppy love." "Ha ha……" Nie Shuang panicked, Ji Cheng, Ji Cheng, do you have a girlfriend yet? With countless doubts, she turned to look at Jiang Xiaoguang who was sitting in the back seat of her. He shrugged at Nie Shuang, spread his hands, and shook his head. An unknown fire rose "teng", are you playing charades with me? When get out of class was over, Nie Shuang turned around and pinched Jiang Xiaoguang's ears, "What's going on?" "Elder sister, what are you doing? Hey, if you have something to say, please speak up." He put his head on the table and lowered his voice, "Just because I confessed to you once, can't you be merciful?" "Come on," Nie Shuang roared, "What's going on with Ji Cheng?" "Why do you care so much about him? What are you doing?" "I..." Nie Shuang stammered and explained, "Everyone has a heart for gossip, you know, every time I see him, I put on an air of aloofness, pretending not to." Jiang Xiaoguang looked at Nie Shuang suspiciously, "Then let go of my ears first." "You speak first." "you……" Nie Shuang increased the strength of his fingers and slowly rotated them, causing Jiang Xiaoguang to grin his teeth in pain. "Not-li-ah, not-li-ah," he shouted. The classroom that was still chaotic just now suddenly fell silent.Those who spat and chatted with their deskmates, those who laughed and played in the aisle, those who ate biscuits out of the desk, those who took a nap on the table, stood at the door of the classroom and whispered to the students in the next class, and even stood in front of the classroom. The students on duty who were cleaning the blackboard all turned their heads and stared at Nie Shuang's hand holding Jiang Xiaoguang's ear. After a moment of silence— "Tsk tsk." "Look at these young couple." "Flirting." "Hitting is kissing, scolding is love, if liking is not enough, kick it twice..." ... Nie Shuang let go of his hand embarrassingly. "Why kick again?" The young class teacher appeared at the door with handouts. Everyone is very sensible and silent. Jiang Xiaoguang was even more frightened and didn't dare to breathe out. Seeing that no one answered, the head teacher scanned the classroom, and said in a loud voice with a certain irresistible majesty, "You are a group, you must be united, and don't fight every now and then. Alright, let's go to class now." "Stand up." The squad leader shouted. Nie Shuang sneaked a glance at the homeroom teacher with lingering fear, and was relieved to see that his expression was normal. ——It should have been a long time ago. But Nie Shuang remembered it so clearly.The memory of Ji Cheng is like a net woven by slender silk threads. After the scouring and refining of the long river of time, some things have been missed, and some things have been hopelessly intercepted and adhered to the In Nie Shuang's sensitive and slender brain. If the memories of these things are used in studies, Nie Shuang will definitely be admitted to Peking University with the excellent grades of the first place in the country, and she will be proud of her parents and the frowning of her parents all the year round. No, no, not for a long time, but it was just two years ago.At that time, I hadn't been with Ji Cheng yet.Even though Nie Shuang, who has a big heart, has too much tenderness and affection for Ji Cheng, she doesn't know how to convey it to the person she likes. When I saw Ji Cheng, I couldn't even make a smile.Even on the contrary, in order to conceal his intentions, he will unconsciously put on a cold face. Rapid heartbeat. Blushing for no reason. Where Ji Cheng was, the hairs all over his body stood up, his mind was highly concentrated, and he was sensitive with a little vigilance, like a soldier ready to fight at any time. Everywhere he went, he would first search around with his eyes, paying attention to whether Ji Cheng was there. Seeing a back figure even a little bit similar to Ji Cheng's, breathing would become difficult and short of breath. He even began to suspect that he had hypochondria. Walking on the street, Nie Shuang would think: If a car hits him, he will be thrown into the air and land heavily, with his hair sticking to the ground, blood gurgling out of the red stone gray ground, and the continuous flow of vehicles will instantly The moment she stops flowing, her body is shattered, and her life is hanging by a thread, she will definitely struggle to find her mobile phone—if the crowd swarming up to watch the fun hasn't snatched it away, she will call Ji Cheng, and she will definitely struggle to save it. With one last breath, say the words that have boiled in my heart thousands of times: I love you for a long, long time. - Really hypocritical. But—God forgive me, maybe Nie Shuang only had the courage to say this under such circumstances. When eating, Nie Shuang would think: In case there are deadly pesticide residues in the food, or some virus is accidentally eaten in the mouth, please have mercy on me, and I must not die too ugly. The good impression left on Ji Cheng collapsed suddenly.I don't want the last impression left on him in my memory to be my frightened face on the verge of death, unwilling to survive. ——Ah, bah, bah, crow's mouth.Nie Shuang scolded herself that she hadn't started a vigorous love, and in her imagination, she had already lost several lives. At that time, Nie Shuang fell into a deep crush and was immersed in the sweet reverie of love all day long. She didn't know that it would take her a whole year to conquer Ji Cheng.What she didn't even expect was that it took her more than a year to finally conquer Ji Cheng. After being together for more than a year, he would break up with herself in such a breaking way. That was two years ago. high school. Every day after school, Jiang Xiaoguang would follow Nie Shuang unmoved.He didn't speak, just looked at her pitifully, like a stubborn child waiting for an adult to buy him ice cream, not expressing it with words, only willing to exert pressure with his eyes. Nie Shuang took the bicycle from the shed, and he leaned against his sea-blue Giant and waited.When Nie Shuang rode home, he followed behind, keeping a distance of 3 meters. After riding through the noisy urban area, he came up to him, "Nie Shuang, Nie Shuang, is today's answer the same as yesterday's?" Because he was too familiar with him, ever since he made Zhou Qianyi - Nie Shuang's twin brother - his younger brother to confess to Nie Shuang and was rejected, Nie Shuang never thought of showing him any favor. "You asked knowingly." Still refuse. Jiang Xiaoguang drooped his head, a little frustrated. So Nie Shuang thinks he is a child - every day after school and when he goes home, he will ask this question: Nie Shuang, Nie Shuang, is today's answer the same as yesterday? He thought that as long as he persisted, he might wait for the answer he wanted.He thought that as long as he worked hard, the other party might change his mind. In fact, through this point, we can know what a beautiful childhood life our young and energetic Jiang Xiaoguang once had: that toy car, today I asked my mother to buy it, but was rejected.I will ask my dad tomorrow.Not tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, not the day after tomorrow, maybe the adults are in a good mood, maybe because he likes him so much, maybe because he is pitiful, they will buy it for him. Will definitely buy it for him. But love—but love, Jiang Xiaoguang, love is not your toy, and love does not depend on the mood of the person deep in it to change the decision. In fact, on the contrary, it is love that has always dominated the mood. You are ecstatic, joyful, happy, sad, sad, and painful because of him. Even if he once made you miserable, it is he who is leading you.You don't fall in love with someone else just because he makes you ecstatic, joyful, happy, sad, sad, painful -- makes you miserable. I'm sorry, dear student Jiang Xiaoguang, I have dragged the topic far. Nie Shuang found that he never had to worry about Jiang Xiaoguang, he was definitely a person who could withstand any blow he gave him.No matter how frustrated, it is only a moment.Seeing Jiang Xiaoguang approaching with a playful smile, Nie Shuang said, "Nie Shuang, Nie Shuang, how about I tell you a joke? What do you like to hear?" She pretended to be careless and said, "Tell me about the person that Miss Zhou mentioned in Chinese class today, who is crying while pulling Ji Cheng's sleeve?" Jiang Xiaoguang glanced at her. 她有点心虚，生怕被蒋小光看出自己暗恋季橙的心意，正想解释，看到蒋小光拍着脑袋说，“其实说说也没关系了，可是我怕三哥会揍我哎。” The third brother he is talking about here is naturally Zhou Qianyi. Nie Shuang stopped the bicycle suddenly, and her heart fell to the bottom. She kept it so secret, could it be that Zhou Qianyi had discovered it long ago? While he was wondering, Jiang Xiaoguang said again: "You have to promise that you will not tell anyone after I tell you, and you must keep it absolutely secret." Nie Shuangji nodded like pecking rice, "I promise, I promise." But I was thinking in my heart, I promise my size, if I don’t tell anyone, then I know what’s the use—so “secrecy” is actually the most unreliable thing in the world, but it’s just talking out to fool the leak The person who leaked the secret verbally made the person who leaked the secret feel less guilty and gained some psychological comfort. "This matter, I assure you, I will never tell anyone." The tone of the person who said this was so swearing at the time, but in fact, the subtext of this sentence is: "This matter, I assure you , When I tell anyone, I will never tell you." So, never believe that there are secrets in the world. "The person who is crying and pulling Ji Cheng's sleeve today is actually Third Brother's ex-girlfriend." "What... what?" "Wang Ning, hey, you don't even know your ex-sister-in-law's name? Hehe!" He smirked. His expression changed quickly, and Nie Shuang noticed that in just a split second, he put on a sad face again, "If you say my third brother, it's really bad enough, Wang Ning treats him so well, even though he wasn't in the same But at least the two of them were admitted to middle school A. But the third brother is a big carrot, and a little girl in the same class winks at him, so he sticks to it like double-sided tape without hesitation, and gets rid of the king. Ning, heh heh, do your best to hurt those of us who are dedicated." "Then..." Nie Shuang wanted to laugh, but couldn't, "Then what's the matter with Guan Jicheng?" "Wang Ning is Ji Cheng's classmate in junior high school. Knowing that he has a strong relationship with the third brother, I want him to help find the third brother to change his mind." "Oh, so." Nie Shuang was thoughtful. "Ji Cheng told Wang Ning that love is a thing, the more others help, the more chaotic, the other party in love has already empathized, if you still insist on not letting go, you can only embarrass yourself." Nie Shuang thought, wow, as expected of my Ji Cheng, look, how philosophical, sober, and... "Seeing that Wang Ning couldn't find comfort from Ji Cheng, she had to go back to school crying." ——Hmph, that's right, if you lose love, you lose love. Why do you seek comfort from my family, Ji Cheng? He's not the psychological counselor of your school. "Nie Shuang, you also look angry, right? I was worried that the third brother is your own brother, and you will stand by his side." Jiang Xiaoguang was obviously wrong. is happy. Just as Nie Shuang was about to answer, the phone in his pocket rang suddenly. He took out the phone and saw that it was Zhou Qianyi, so he pressed the answer angrily. "Where is it?" Thunder did not change the interrogation tone. Zhou Qianyi, huh, Zhou Qianyi, you can start flirting with someone else's daughter right now, and when you have a child in the future, if it's a daughter, you'll have to wait and worry every day that someone else's boy is cheating on your daughter—— Well, Nie Shuang, don't you think you are vicious with such bad thoughts?Please, his daughter is someone who calls you aunt anyway. ——Nie Shuang shook his head, forbidding himself to continue to think wildly, "What are you doing?" "Hurry up and go home." "It's coming soon," she looked at her watch, "I'll be home in 10 minutes." "That," Zhou Qianyi's voice suddenly hesitated, "is it convenient for you to speak now?" "What's wrong……" “听我说，你现在只许听我说，不许重复。我，呃，出了点麻烦。有个女生……呃，那个，好了，我实话实说吧。我前女友死活不肯和我分手，现在找到咱家里来了。” “什么？”聂双惊愕地张大嘴巴。 “都说了叫你小点声，现在嚷嚷什么？你生怕别人不知道啊？”周浅易必然憋了一肚子的火无处发泄，这时把火气浇到自己妹妹身上，“不过她没跟咱妈说是我女朋友，只说是你初中同学，很久没见了找你来玩。现在咱妈正跟客厅同她聊天呢。” 聂双的脑海里马上浮现出一幅“婆媳和睦聊天图”。 “别废话。”他在电话那一头嚷嚷，“你现在马上回家，见到她，一定要做出一副老同学久别重逢的样子，然后拉她出去吃晚饭，不许穿帮，听到没有？” 周浅易啊周浅易，你也有今天。聂双有些幸灾乐祸，“我快到门口时，打给你。” 这时，蒋小光拍了下她的自行车扶手，“三哥的电话吗？” “嗯。”聂双纯粹想把他支开，“对了，你不要一直跟在我后面，让我妈看到，该说我了。” “好吧。”他不情愿地应了一声，“聂双，明天见。” 见他的身影消失在视线内，聂双把电话拨过去，“我可以答应帮忙，不过，你也得帮我一个忙。” “好你个聂双，居然跟你哥哥谈价钱，”漫不经心的语气，“什么忙？” “你先答应，我才说。” 周浅易急了，“聂双，不要蹬鼻子上脸、趁火打劫！” “哦，”聂双沉吟了下，继续说，“那就算了，我马上回家跟妈妈说她是你女朋友，我还告诉妈妈说她怀了你的孩子……嗯，我就说是个男孩。嘿嘿，你说妈妈得多开心啊，这么年轻就当了奶奶。” "..." a long time. 聂双听到周浅易咬牙切齿的声音，“说吧，什么忙。” “很简单，我要你，帮——我——追到——季橙。”