Chapter 3 Chapter 01

It was the first day of my senior year in high school. As soon as the bell rang for the end of get out of class, everyone who was ready to move seemed to have received a signal to act in unison, and rushed out with their lunch boxes to show their response.When Miss Yang in front of the podium raised her head, she was halfway through yelling the word "down", and only saw the empty classroom and crooked desks and chairs. No one cared to pick up the books that had been dropped on the floor, and a few black footprints were trampled on.The beige Rilakkuma stationery bag was zippered open, and the erasers, highlighters of various colors, carbon pens, photo stickers contained in it... were thrown out and stuck to the ground like a stall.

It was like being swept by a typhoon, completely messy. ——It’s just eating prawns in the cafeteria today. Nie Shuang thought that Miss Yang would be angry. Although she would not be furious, she would at least do something to show her dissatisfaction. Unexpectedly, she just smiled at Nie Shuang, with a hint of self-deprecation in it, and then packed up the handouts and remained calm. to leave. Zhou Qianyi obviously didn't notice this, he knocked on the table behind and asked, "Are you really not going to give Ji Cheng off today?" "Send Ji Cheng?" Nie Shuang turned around, "Where is he going?"

"You don't know yet?" His surprised expression disappeared instantly, and he just stared at her blankly. The noon sun shines in through the mottled glass windows, and the light and shadow are intertwined, making it hard to keep your eyes open.Zhou Qianyi covered his forehead with his right hand, half-closed his eyes, and pointed at her with the index finger of his left hand, proud of guessing her psychology, "Ha, I understand, you want to hide your sadness, so you acted in front of me , pretending not to know." "what are you saying?" "Okay, okay, it's fine if you don't want to send him off." He put away the textbooks on the table and stuffed them into his schoolbag, "I skipped class and came to you today because of this. Since you won't go, why don't we have dinner together?"

Nie Shuang looked at him, trying to catch the joke from his facial expression. After a long time, she finally gave in, "Don't be poor. Where is Ji Cheng going?" Instead, Zhou Qianyi stared at her, "You really don't know?" She grabbed the book on the table and threw it at it, "There is no end, do you want to talk?" "Oh, I get angry at every turn," Zhou Qianyi dodged sideways, and the book flew obliquely and spread out on the concrete floor of the classroom. He jumped out and bent down to pick it up, "You say you have a bad temper, who can stand it? No wonder Ji Ji Cheng didn't even want to tell you about the transfer, so I'm really afraid of you."

"Ji Cheng transfers?" "That's right, his father completed the formalities yesterday." He rolled up his sleeves and looked at his watch. "At this point, he probably took away people and luggage, right?" "Turn...to where?" "In A. That's our school. You know, the transfer fee is more than 30,000 yuan... Hey, I haven't finished talking yet. Where are you going? It's useless to rush there. Leave early. Hey, let's go to eat together , wait for me..." Zhou Qianyi closed the door of the dormitory, "Let me tell you, it's useless to come here, you still don't believe me. Seeing the empty beds now, are you giving up? If you don't believe me, you can wait for the brothers in his dormitory to come back from dinner and ask again." Ask. But, when people look at you like an abandoned woman, you have to bear it."

"...Lend me your phone." "Why don't you use your own?" Zhou Qianyi took out the Nokia 3600 that he dropped countless times from his pocket and threw it to her. Nokia's black slider body was covered with scratches, and the boy's cell phone was indeed impossible to read. Nie Shuangbai glanced at him, fiddled with him a few times, hesitated for a while, and finally dialed the familiar number. Before the phone connected, he heard him yelling smartly: "Don't be stupid. If he wants to talk to you You contact, changing the number is useless." He was really hit by what he said, and he dialed three or four times, but no one answered.

——It seems that Ji Cheng really wants to separate from himself so resolutely. "Cry if you want to cry." Zhou Qianyi approached her with a playful smile, "Of course, you also have other choices, for example, treat me to a meal, maybe when I am happy, I will tell you something else I know. is you." "What else do you know?" "Anyway, it's about Ji Cheng, do you want to hear it?" He made a gesture to leave, "Forget it if you don't want to, but I've been running with you for a long time. If I wasn't afraid of you doing something stupid, I'd have dinner early."

Nie Shuang sighed, what worse news could there be? Zhou Qianyi took her arm: "Go to 'Jun Zai Lai', I haven't eaten shabu-shabu for several days, I'm so hungry." When we arrived at the "Jun Zailai" hot pot restaurant, we found a place near the corner to sit down.Zhou Qianyi took the order from the waiter, and skillfully drew a check mark on it with a pencil: "Let's start with this much, and I'll order if it's not enough." "Can we talk now?" "Finish it, it's time to lose your appetite now." "Do you have an appetite now?" Nie Shuang covered his face, and the suppressed anger and sadness collapsed at this moment, "Why do you think he did such a terrible thing? Are you afraid that I will pester him? Or do you think I will cry?" Trouble? We've been together for more than a year, what weight do I have in his heart to make him treat me like this?"

It was as if a crying machine had suddenly been installed in the body, and powerful sadness and anger constantly surged up in the heart, and enough horsepower was fed to it, and the tears flowed down, which could not be stopped. While crying, she vented her complaints to Zhou Qianyi, she couldn't hear what she was saying, and the table was soon covered with snot paper. "Well, you are so sad anyway, why not fight poison with fire, and let me tell you the worst news." "..." "I heard from Jiang Xiaoguang that Ji Cheng had planned to leave a long time ago. You should know better than me in G. Parents who are capable, rich and powerful, have already entrusted their relationship to get them into A. Only parents He has no skills and poor academic performance, so he just stays here and waits to die." When he said this, he suddenly realized his slip of the tongue, "Uh, that, Nie Shuang, I'm not talking about you..."

"It's okay, just tell me, I don't mind long ago." He smiled "hehe": "You said this, don't look back and settle accounts after the autumn. I heard that Ji Cheng stayed here for the past two years because he was angry with his old man. This is not a third year in high school. His family The old man finally couldn't hold back his anger, he was afraid that the trouble would continue, and his precious son could not even pass the ordinary university entrance examination, so he found a relationship." "This...well, what kind of bad news?" Nie Shuang stopped crying and looked at him pitifully and somewhat confusedly.

"Listen to me. This kid is very good at keeping secrets. All his roommates only found out last night. Jiang Xiaoguang said that he asked Ji Cheng stupidly, 'You left, what will she do?' Guess what he did Say?" "How to say?" "He said, 'What can I do, I'll look for it when I get to A.'" "how is this possible……" "You can ask Jiang Xiaoguang, or anyone in their dormitory, everyone will be there that night." Zhou Qianyi's expression was a little excited and schadenfreude, and he almost beat the gongs and drums—— Celebrating her lovelorn, and being dumped. However, for Nie Shuang, she didn't mind being dumped, what she minded was that he left without making a sound. She thought of Ji Cheng's warm smile when he saw her with chestnut hair.Except for his deep, bottomless eyes that are occasionally hollow, which makes Nie Shuang feel insecure and doesn't know what he is thinking, most of Ji Cheng's brows have the power to calm people's hearts. Ji Cheng has a gentle personality and is a typical small-eyed boy with single eyelids and thin lips. When he smiles, his eyes are squinted into quarter moons, revealing bright white teeth, like the first gust of wind blowing after the rain, with natural and fresh breath.Every time I see him, whether he is walking with his classmates on campus, riding a bicycle on a date, or sitting opposite someone in a coffee shop, he will always show such a calm smile, like always Just as you are ready to share your splendid mood with others, you can easily infect others with simple happiness. Warm and itchy. Thinking of this, tears welled up again, she lowered her voice: "Zhou Qianyi, don't play with me anymore. I'm really, really sad." "You can ask Ji Cheng yourself, why did I make this up? You know, I used to play tricks on you, but I never lied to you, right?" He threw the beef into the hot pot, and the tumbling milky white soup sank, but it only took a moment before it reached the boiling point again, bubbling with white foam. Nie Shuang never thought that he and Ji Cheng would be separated in this way. ——I'm not so greedy that I want to live forever. It's not that I haven't thought about breaking up.When I was with Ji Cheng just now, because I felt that happiness came too suddenly, I secretly clenched my fists and said to myself that I will cherish this relationship, at least until the end of high school... If we break up, it must be because of the forced marriage after the college entrance examination. In the real situation, everyone went their separate ways and fell in love in different places, but there was no reason for each other... It was caused by it. He studies theory, Nie Shuang studies literature, and Nie Shuang is not dazzled by love. He firmly believes that through the efforts of two people, he will definitely be admitted to the same university, and then continue the sweet love life of you and me. Having such an idea is really because of studying in this second-rate school. During the senior high school entrance examination, Nie Shuang only scored 108 points because of science scores, especially mathematics-the full score of 150 points.Although everyone said that the math questions in the senior high school entrance examination that year were extremely simple, but after her parents spent thousands of yuan on tutoring for her, and after several months of sharpening their knives before the exam, she still only got these scores. Not bad?No, no, the difference is too far. It is said that there are very few students with a score below 120. After all, mathematics is a subject that can draw points too much. Middle A—this national key middle school missed the chance. Zhou Qianyi was right, only those with poor academic performance and parents with no money or power would study in G Middle School. The city of Lanzhou is not big, and there are only a handful of them in the urban area of ​​the city. There are three so-called senior high schools that can be put on the table: A ranks first—the national key middle school. At least a dozen of them are admitted every year. Tsinghua University, Peking University and other key universities that people are familiar with; 30% of them are admitted by the top 15 schools in China... The enrollment rate of fresh graduates in the whole school is over 80%. Students in Class A are divided into three categories: Take the high school entrance examination with a full score of 800 points as an example. Candidates with a score of 700 or more can be qualified as public-funded students in Class A; students with a score of 650 or more and below 700 are self-financed students, who need to pay a tuition fee of 20,000 yuan a year. ;The last category is borrowing students, there is no limit to the score, but they have to pay 30,000 yuan a year to study in A for three years in high school, and their files are in other schools. They must leave A when they enter the review period about one month before the college entrance examination , Go back to the middle school where the file was established to obtain a place for the college entrance examination and take the college entrance examination. In second place is G. Every year, more than a dozen students in G will be admitted to the relatively low-ranking colleges and universities in Project 211, and most of them have borrowed from A; about 30% of the students can be admitted to one of the ordinary colleges and universities; two, Three schools, and even colleges and universities add up to about 40%.The rest are repeat students or graduate directly into "social" universities. The last one is Vocational Technical High School, referred to as Z Vocational High School.It brings together people who are idle on weekdays, their parents basically don't care about them, they basically don't see anyone all year round, they don't want to go to any university, and they won't score more than 300 points once they take the college entrance examination.To put it bluntly, you can learn technology directly and find a job directly after graduation.In fact, most of the people who stayed there were monks who beat the clock for a day. In addition to the urban areas, there are also more than a dozen middle schools in small towns in the suburbs, mainly for local rural students, and most of them are from poor families whose parents do not pay much attention to education and only wait for the completion of the nine-year compulsory education After that, I went to high school for another three years. At that time, my body was about the same, and my age was just right. After graduation, I went home to work in agriculture or went to work in urban areas. Of course, the enrollment rate is as low as it can be - 100% of the students in the urban areas of this city will not consider it. Because of being in a second-rate school like G, Nie Shuang's extravagant expectations for love are basically maintained at the second-rate level. Perhaps, the school you attend has a higher starting point, and even the capital and quality of dating will be better.At least, Nie Shuang felt that if she and Ji Cheng were both in A, then she could still have the luxury of thinking about eternal love. She had dreamed countless times that she was a student in A Middle School. Sometimes it is sitting in class and listening to the teacher.In the dream about A, even the teacher who was lecturing was surrounded by glistening yellow halos.Their voices were particularly pleasant, which deeply attracted Nie Shuang. When she woke up, she even remembered that in her dream she felt uneasy because she was worried that the bell would ring early for the end of get out of class. Sometimes she dreamed that she was in the cafeteria in A, surrounded by classmates who were cooking. She crossed the long queue and heard her roommates calling her name in front of them, and they shouted: "Bring you a copy, Don't go to the queue." When I woke up, I even remembered their appearance. There were also a few times on the basketball court in A, where Ji Cheng was all-powerful, she stood by the side and hugged his clothes, her face full of admiration.In the dream, Ji Cheng's hair is longer than in reality, and the hair on the forehead even hangs down to the bridge of the nose.When he was tired from playing, he would walk in the direction of her and wipe the sweat with the back of his hand. At the school gate in A. In the literary club. In the campus radio station. In the corridor outside the office where the class teacher is located. Do exercises between classes on the playground. ... Lots of dreams about A. Freud said that dreams are the fulfillment of wishes. What a classic.Now Nie Shuang, only through dreams can he realize the ideal that he always thinks about and misses in every possible way every night, but will never be attainable and far from being realized. Perhaps it is more appropriate to call it "dream" now. ——It can only be a dream. She knew that her parents were dumbfounded on the day when the results of the senior high school entrance examination came out. They thought that her grades would be relatively poor, but they didn't expect it to be that bad, and the borrowing fee was only 90,000 yuan.If you add other miscellaneous expenses, it will cost at least a hundred thousand to go to high school. That night, my parents took out all the passbooks and spread them out on the coffee table for her to read.Sitting on the milky white fabric sofa at home, my parents are sitting in danger. They have passed the initial stage of frowning after knowing her grades, and they have taken practical actions to accept the reality and find ways to change the status quo. "I discussed it with your father, and I think it's better to study in A. The passbook at home, regardless of the date of death or current date, should be taken out, it should be..." "No need," Nie Shuang waved his hands pretending to be relaxed, really admired himself, and could still laugh at this time, "You know, even if I go to A, I will not be admitted to a key university. It is useless to spend so much money , it’s better to let me stay in G honestly. The people around me start from the same level as me, and they still have some confidence.” "..." "Anyway, I just want to go to an ordinary university. It can also be achieved in G. Why waste so much money?" "Don't lower our family's standard of living just because of me." "It's really not, let's do it—if you don't feel at ease, save the money for me first. When I really can't get into college in the future, use the money to buy me a taxi, and I will work all over the street. I'm going to support myself, is that all right?" ... No matter what he said, he finally convinced them. So, at Nie Shuang's insistence, she "got her wish" and came to G. However, if I had chosen to borrow from Middle School A, would it be a completely different world and life? These will never be known. She thought that her parents shouldn't be too sad, after all, apart from her, they also have Zhou Qianyi who can give them comfort. As twin brothers and sisters, for so many years, parents have been used to gaining all kinds of comfort and joy from Zhou Qianyi, a precious son, that Nie Shuang, a dull daughter, could not give them. It's like Nie Shuang is used to harvesting all kinds of unknowns from Zhou Qianyi that she can't understand and can't laugh or cry. Except for the acquaintance with Ji Cheng. That's right, Zhou Qianyi is the twin brother of Da Nie Shuang for more than an hour. Nie Shuang took his mother's surname, and Zhou Qianyi took his father's surname—the mother said that this is a special benefit of having twins. Because of the different surnames, unless they are very close friends, very few people in school know that they are brothers and sisters-this is a fact that Nie Shuang always doubts but can never deny.It is a bit inappropriate to describe it as "hot as a stove", but I couldn't find other words to describe it for a while, so I had to let it go. Few of the friends or classmates around her know that she has a brother who is a first-milk compatriot.Occasionally, after knowing it through various channels, I almost always say the following things that are similar to each other—— "I really envy you for having an elder brother. No one will dare to bully you when you are a child." "How wonderful. Childhood life is very happy, you can be crazy with your brother. It's not like me, when I was a child, my parents kept me at home every day." "If your parents want to beat you when you do something wrong, will your brother protect you?" "If only I had a brother like you." ... But that's not the case. Zhou Qianyi, as Nie Shuang's only elder brother - there is no boy he hates more than him. When she was a child, she ran behind Zhou Qianyi like a follower. Zhou Qianyi and his partner set fire to the neighbor's haystack, and asked her while lighting the fire: "Xiao Shuang, let's use the haystack to roast sweet potatoes, okay?" She nods.When the neighbor came to complain, his parents picked up Zhou Qianyi, stripped off his pants, and beat him. He blinked his big innocent eyes and acted righteously. He pointed at Nie Shuang and said, "My sister wants to eat baked sweet potatoes, so I just..." ... In the evening, when my parents sent me to the store to buy things, my mother never forgot to tell me: "Ask your brother to go with you, so as to give you courage."—Where is the courage, it would be nice not to be scared to death along the way. "ghost!" "mouse!" "snake……" "monster……" In the dark night, Zhou Qianyi's shrill and shrill cry was high and low, like a guiding light, calling out all the things that Nie Shuang was afraid of. They groped for the direction pointed by the light and approached her one by one. . Until now, I dare not walk alone at night, thanks to him. Watching TV at home, Zhou Qianyi had to lock on the sports and military channels every day. When he was not prepared, he took the remote control to change the channel, and when he came up, he punched him hard. The boy sitting next to him in elementary school threw a few caterpillars into Nie Shuang's pencil case. The girl in the back seat saw her crying pitifully, and ran to Zhou Qianyi to rescue her.After looking around, I finally found him in the narrow corridor behind the teaching building.He was playing glass balls with his friends at that time, his eyes sparkled with excitement after hearing the little girl's story, and he said, "Actually, what she is most afraid of is snakes." When I was in junior high school, I secretly bought a tube of bright red lipstick. I don’t know when Zhou Qianyi found it. While eating, Nie Shuang was still eating ribs. He suddenly said, “Dad, I think the rib sauce today is better than the lipstick that Xiao Shuang bought. Fortunately, look at her mouth, how scarlet it is." Zhou Qianyi did not know where to find a magazine, and read in front of her parents: "When your daughter suddenly buys sexy underwear, or suddenly pays attention to makeup and powder, parents must pay attention to it. I have a tendency to fall in love with puppies..." My mother was so frightened that she came over to look through her wardrobe almost every day for a month. ... Nie Shuang tried to understand and let go that most boys did not know how to play the role of elder brother to protect their younger sister when they were young. But when she gradually grew up, she realized that the different treatment she received in the background of growing up in the same family environment is what worries her the most. Zhou Qianyi was playful and mischievous when he was in elementary school. He never knew how to write the word "homework". Every day after school, he would ask a group of classmates to go out and run wildly. When he got home at 11 o'clock in the evening, he ran to the kitchen to find something to eat.Every mid-term and final exam scores are naturally pitifully low, and my parents beat me up every now and then, but I still don’t change my mind. When he was in middle school, Zhou Qianyi still acted foolishly. He answered the next sentence in class, slept and chatted in class, and any teacher in class would have a headache when he mentioned him.In every school there are a few good friends who are frequent visitors to game halls and Internet cafes within a few hundred miles, especially the popular figures in the billiard halls, who have played invincible players all over the city in two years. ——The entire Demon King of Confusion. However, his academic performance started to be abysmal, and he never fell below the top three in his grade. This is probably the reason why his parents have tolerated Zhou Qianyi's many ridiculous behaviors and turned a blind eye to them over the years. It's really a big score. Indeed, to this day Nie Shuang still doesn't know what kind of brain Zhou Qianyi has, who is so smart and multitasking.At that time, she lived a tense study life step by step day after day: homework after school, eating, previewing the next day's text, watching TV for half an hour with the permission of her parents, and being on time at 23:00 every day sleep.Before every exam, no matter the big or small exams, I was so nervous that I was in a mess.I have insomnia all night, and when I get the paper the next day, my mind goes blank. No matter how hard I try, I end up wandering in the middle and lower reaches. Zhou Qianyi is more substantial and comfortable than her. He has many places to go, ways to play and fun to play.But every time I flipped through the books a week before the exam, I never fell out of the top three in the grade. Because Zhou Qianyi, who is extremely smart, frequently flashed his lights for horizontal comparison, and the kid next door who got grades under the boxing stick made vertical comparison—Nie Shuang's grades, whenever they moved out, would disappoint their parents. So when the results of the senior high school entrance examination came out, my parents wanted to know more about Nie Shuang's results.They knew that Zhou Qianyi would definitely be admitted to A, and even if he performed abnormally, his grades would definitely be able to open the door of A, unless their precious son did not take the exam. Is there any way, maybe just as Nie Shuang thinks, maybe he is not material for learning after all. For a long time, she suspected that one of Zhou Qianyi and herself must not have been born to her parents, maybe she picked it up from a garbage dump (when I was a child, I asked my parents, how did we get here, didn’t they all answer like this? of it). Who knows. When Zhou Qianyi was in elementary school, he was already a very beautiful and handsome guy.At the beginning, my father didn't care about it. The whole family is middle-aged, and the boy has changed at the age of eighteen. When he gets older, especially when the boy enters puberty, his voice starts to change, and his Adam's apple grows, he should show his original shape, right? However, to my father's surprise, Zhou Qianyi was not only more handsome after entering middle school, but also extremely smart. Taking the entrance examination of A middle school as an example, other people's children did not dare to have the slightest desire for playfulness. Reading, he was the same as dealing with the mid-term and final exams of each semester. He still drove the night train a week before the exam and was successfully admitted to the A class. The mouth is also sweet, the grandpa and aunt who go out to exercise, the peddler who sells eggs along the street on a bicycle, the lady who drives the elevator in the mall, the cleaning staff in the corridor... He can find common topics with anyone: the weather, work troubles, Rising prices, opinions about middle school students not wanting to wear school uniforms, etc., he could have a good chat with anyone. The neighbors in the whole community regard him as a role model for educating their children: "Look at Zhou Qianyi." Look at Zhou Qianyi. ——If you compare Zhou Qianyi's life to seven-color flowers, then his life is always brilliant. He arranges the seven colors in different patterns, and there are thousands of flowers blooming in clusters, vigorously, presumptuously, and joyously. Xiang Rong. When Zhou Qianyi was in junior high school, the original youthful boy gradually unfolded.The face is well-defined, the copper-toned skin is clean and bright, and the acne is rare.Many girls are attracted by his thick eyebrows, and feel that the two heroic eyebrows are slanted, which adds a little heroism for no reason.The eyes are bright, and the black pupils are shining with a sly light. When looking at people, the gaze is focused, and the smile is not a smile. It often makes people hairy. To the opposite sex, it has a provocative meaning in it. After Zhou Qianyi received love letters from girls from his school and other schools for two years, it was the first time that Nie Shuang was pursued by a boy. That year, Nie Shuang was in the third year of middle school, and saw a boy in the next class borrowing money from the desk in front of him. Because he couldn’t come up with 50 yuan, the other party grabbed his head and hit the wall. The desk in front didn’t dare to resist, and his hands were tightly held Stretched in the air, he was so frightened that he flew away, cowardly and cowardly, he couldn't even say a word to beg for mercy. She couldn't see it from the sidelines, and said, "He must not have it, or I would have given it to you." The other party didn't know what to think, but stopped beating him, spit two mouthfuls of phlegm at him, and walked away. In fact, Nie Shuang was a little embarrassed for this classmate. He was bullied at such a young age, and he didn't resist at all. No wonder everyone called him a "soft guy".But seeing him leaning against the wall wiping away his tears, his face turned black and purple, his pitiful look was somewhat sympathetic.She didn't know where she was cramping, and she pulled out a tissue from her pocket and handed it to him. As a result, she received his love letter the next day. It’s not really a love letter, it’s just a sentence—— "I want to use the same Kleenex as you forever." (Honestly, she still doesn't understand what that means.) He wrote this sentence on a thin soft facial tissue with a red highlighter, and drew two small hearts with her and his names written on them, strung together with an arrow.It should be that he secretly stuffed it into the outer pocket of her schoolbag on her shoulders when she was not in position. As a result, it was the first heavy rainstorm since the beginning of summer, and Zhou Qianyi's scheduled football match was canceled temporarily, so he went home very early.He looked through Nie Shuang's schoolbag when he was free, and found out the love letter before Nie Shuang. The old and cunning Zhou Qianyi didn't tell his younger sister when he found it, let alone tell his parents about it, and he didn't even mention it when the siblings went out together at school the next day.When it was time for classes, he was in class six and Nie Shuang was in class five. The two separated at the corner of the corridor. He still waved at Nie Shuang very calmly, pretending nothing happened, and ran into the classroom. After school at noon, Nie Shuang rode his bicycle home. When he saw that Zhou Qianyi didn't go home for dinner, he still didn't think that it had anything to do with him. In the second class the next day, Nie Shuang found that the boy sitting in front had changed, and the "soft guy" was sitting four rows of tables and chairs away from her. At this time, she still didn't care.Changing tables is a very common thing. My eyes are short-sighted, I can’t hear the teacher’s lecture clearly, or I want to sit with the students who are studying well, and I want to be with the people I love...Students or parents just send some "hearts" to the class teacher , and then just make up a few reasons, basically you will get your wish. She only discovered the abnormality of the "soft guy" when the English teacher asked her to distribute test papers to everyone in the self-study class. Nie Shuang passed by him and heard a clear sound—— "Humph." It wasn't loud, but just enough for her to hear clearly—it was clearly aimed at herself. He raised his head and stared at Nie Shuang, with a murderous look on his face, his nostrils were dilated with anger. The person who bullied him spit on his head that day, and he was never so angry. When the second monk Nie Shuangzhang was puzzled and wanted to ask clearly, the English teacher was already urging in front of the podium: "Nie Shuang, let two more people distribute the papers with you, hurry up and analyze the papers." She couldn't help but think too much, and quickly distributed the papers to the two girls in the first row, and continued to distribute the papers. I still wanted to ask, but after class, she was caught by the English teacher as a class representative to prepare for the class English sketch competition. It was already after six o'clock when she came out of the office. How could there be anyone in the class? Had to give up. When he was riding his bicycle out of the school gate, he happened to bump into Zhou Qianyi who was sweating back from playing football. At that time, he was grabbing a can of Coca-Cola and talking nonsense with the golfers around him, and he heard his yelling from a long distance: "Let me tell you, brothers, do you know what to do next week's game? If we can be in the same state as today, we will definitely win the championship." "It's hard to say, I was kicked twice by you today, and it's swollen. Is your eyesight that bad? I suspect you did it on purpose." "Yes, I did it on purpose, flattening him!" ... At dusk in summer, half of the setting sun gradually disappears, and the orange sunlight bursts out through the deep and shallow clouds, covering the entire campus like honey.The sky is not dark, and the summer heat has not completely dissipated. The evening wind blows past the listless weeping willows on both sides of the road, swaying a few times and then returning to calm.Nie Shuang was wearing a brown A-line skirt with ties. She felt that the clothes were sticking to her body, and she wished she could go home and take a hot bath right away. Thinking in this way, Zhou Qianyi and his golf friends approached in a mighty manner. There were too many of them, Nie Shuang hesitated whether to avoid quietly or greet Zhou Qianyi.The boy next to him found her and shouted, "Hey, Zhou Qianyi, your sister." She had to stop on the brakes. "This is your sister?" Ji Cheng, who was walking in the front, was wearing a white Manchester United soccer jersey, staring at her with interest, "That coward we were so scared to death today is chasing her?" Zhou Qianyi pouted nonchalantly: "Now, do you know why I beat him? Look at his bear, he can't make a fart with a slap, dare to chase after my sister!" The others followed suit— "If I had known our sister looked like this, I should have been more serious yesterday afternoon." Ji Cheng approached her more and more recklessly, just now he looked tired after playing football, but at this moment he was a little strangely excited.While wiping her wet hair with his sleeve, he looked her up and down, and said, "Just for my sister's big eyes, I think we should kick that grandson more." "That's it." "Just her?" Zhou Qianyi dragged Ji Cheng's shoulders, and stretched out his hands to poke his eyes, "What kind of eyes are you looking at? Don't be ridiculous, she's just a yellow-haired girl, who can fancy her! It would be nice to marry in this life gone." "Hey, yes, it's not as good as your Wang Meiren..." Zhou Qianyi made a "shh" gesture, and kept signaling with his eyes: "Don't say this in front of my sister..." The chattering of the boys made Nie Shuang a little cautious.Just as he was in a daze, he heard Zhou Qianyi yell: "Nie Shuang, what are you doing? What time is it, why don't you hurry home!" She rode on her bicycle in a panic, and said in her mouth: "I know, I will go back." I heard a boy teasing from behind: "Nie Shuang? Hehe, your sister's name is really strange, why isn't the surname Zhou the same as yours? Is this your biological sister? Don't be your love sister." "Get out of here." "Ha ha……" The booing from the boys faded away.Nie Shuang rode his bicycle to go home. For some reason, a strong sense of loss suddenly surged in his heart. In my impression, it was the first time I stood so flustered among a group of opposite sexes, and was so focused on and sized up by them.All her curiosity, sensitivity, attention, expectation, longing, provocation, and even seduction of the opposite sex... All of them will gather in a certain place in the body in an instant, and the ignorance and eagerness of adolescence push them to the climax. They want to get out of her body Out of their shells, they were desires that she could no longer hide, suppress and control.She could even hear them crackling as they collided in the air. Perhaps this is the legendary "hormone in the body" that produced a series of violent reactions? However, at such a critical moment, Nie Shuang felt that he was acting like a fool.Standing stiffly, there are obviously infinite expectations and desires in his heart, wanting to look up to see who, wanting to be paid attention to, attracted or even infatuated by one of them.His heart was pounding, and he was so panicked that he was afraid of being seen by someone, and he was afraid that if they saw it, he would make fun of himself.So I had no choice but to lower my head secretly, so nervous that I could only grasp the handrail of the bicycle with both hands. Must be stupid. She was very upset. ——Especially, that was the first time she and Ji Cheng met. Zhou Qianyi came back very late that night.Just as Nie Shuang turned off the desk lamp and lay under the covers, he knocked on the door, afraid that his parents sleeping upstairs would hear him, so he whispered: "Nie Shuang, Nie Shuang, are you asleep?" 开了门，他嘿嘿笑着，从口袋里掏出一个牛皮纸信封递给她，“这好歹算是你生命中的第一份情书，虽然我把那小子狠狠揍了一顿，但我想， I should give it to you." He winked at her, then patted her head abruptly, "I will give it back to you, but you must not be tasteless and fall in love with him." Nie Shuang vaguely knew about the "soft guy", and couldn't help feeling annoyed and funny, closing the door while coping with him: "Got it, got it." He put his hands against the door, leaning his forehead and shoulders against the door frame: "Well, there is one more thing." "What? Come on, I'm going to sleep." "Jiang Xiaoguang..." "Yeah." She yawned impatiently, "What's wrong with him?" "He wants me to tell you that he likes you." "..." "Okay, I'm going to bed." After Zhou Qianyi finished speaking, he slipped into the room like a rabbit, and closed the door with a "click", leaving Nie Shuang facing the pearly white yellow pine wooden door. She was dazed for a while, then climbed back onto the bed and turned off the desk lamp. The light in Zhou Qianyi's room was still on, and some light came in through the frosted glass in the bedroom.Through the door, she heard Zhou Qianyi whistling cheerfully, and after about two minutes, she turned off the lights again, and she and her room fell into the thick, pitch-black night. This heavy, sleepless night.