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Chapter 5 Chapter 03

The first time Nie Shuang was asked about her views on love was in junior high school.At that time, she and Bai Mushan were both school announcers. They were on duty every Wednesday morning, noon and evening, and were responsible for a total of three hours of broadcasting each week. At that time, even Nie Shuang thinks about it now, as if he was looking forward to the New Year when he was a child: In addition to not having to go to school during the winter vacation, and adults buying new clothes, the most important thing is that he can accompany his parents to visit the New Year from door to door, so that he can have a good time. A lot of lucky money wrapped in red.

Whenever she walks on the road to pay New Year's greetings, Nie Shuang seems to have won a happy victory. She has just returned from the battlefield, and she is still full of energy and high spirits. She can almost hear the New Year's money hidden in the closet The sound of "popping" when it is in the piggy bank. Parents have always allowed Nie Shuang to control the New Year's money freely, and she can buy whatever she likes at will.A set of Plato's dialogues, a slender purple lotus soft brush, new magazines and books, a pleated sundress that I encountered while shopping...all of these can make Nie Shuang happy for a long time.

And the broadcasting time with Bai Mushan is her favorite collection of Plato dialogues, her favorite purple lotus soft brush... it is the "popping" sound she makes when she puts the lucky money in the piggy bank. One night when she came out of the studio and walked through the dark school cafeteria, Nie put her hands in her trouser pockets, humming softly, while Bai Mushan pulled her arm and asked nonchalantly: "Nie Shuang, what is your view on love?" She stopped, "Why do you ask this suddenly?" "Uh...it's nothing." Bai Mushan lowered her head, looking hesitant.

"Why do I have to ask it a second time? Let's be straightforward. We are exhausted enough studying hard at school every day. Don't let me guess for a long time after chatting with good friends." Bai Mushan gave her a blank look, "You are the only one who is poor. Actually, there is one thing I can't understand. I told you that my neighbor's daughter is in Fudan University, right?" "I've said it. What's it called? Sun Xue, right? When the university admission letter came out, her parents went door-to-door to distribute candy, for fear that others would not know. As for your mother, she was stimulated and took her outstanding deeds as a I urge you to learn the kitchen knife that goes up every day, and I wish that as long as you are a little lazy, you can take it out and chop it."

"Yeah, at that time, when her mother saw me, she took my arm and said, 'Mushan, from now on, you can ask your sister to give you tutoring, and I guarantee that you can also be admitted to a famous university'. It's better now, come to my house Wiping tears every day, crying to my mother that I gave birth to a prodigal daughter..." Bai Mushan imitated the expression of her neighbor when she spoke, and Nie Shuang couldn't help laughing out loud with her lifelike appearance. "Uh...what happened?" Nie Shuang finally remembered the key question. Bai Mushan sighed, "I heard that Sun Xue had a boyfriend recently, and she was nice to her at the beginning, but it didn't take long for him to fall in love with someone else, and he unilaterally broke up with her. She refused, so she went to the boys every day. Waiting for the other party downstairs in the dormitory, trying to please him in every possible way like a slave, but not only failed to win the other party's heart, but became the laughing stock of the whole school. Now, because of skipping too many classes, the school has given him probation..."

"This, isn't it..." "Now I see her mother crying in the living room of my house, and I feel exasperated and pitiful. Sometimes when I think about it, I feel that all this can actually be avoided. If our parents can instill us with scientific love when we are young Watch..." "A scientific view of love?" Bai Mushan nodded solemnly, and continued, "I think our generation has almost never been instilled with a correct view of love by our parents. It's more about being put on a heavy label called 'puppy love' when we are ignorant of love in adolescence. Big hats—this is the first time they have shown up when our generation has encountered love. At this time they rushed to the forefront and severely suppressed us."

"But while suppressing us, they don't give us the correct guidance—they just keep watch every day like a prisoner, watch their words, check their mobile phone text messages, and even follow up after school... I think, if one day they are laid off, they will pick them up at will. A private detective agency, everyone is competent." Nie Shuang listened very attentively, she frowned slightly, her dark eyes did not blink, making Bai Mushan a little absent-minded.This is what Bai Mushan thinks is the most beautiful moment of Nie Shuang - she always thinks that girls look best when they are serious, and a focused expression can always add too much sparkle charm to them.This charm is far better than rich perfume, gorgeous clothes, or heavy makeup.

"Actually, I didn't pay much attention to this before. Even if we have suffered too much grievance, we can't blame our parents. First, our parents are indeed doing it for our own good. Second, our parents themselves are also confused. Parents' parents, This is probably the case. The materials of the times have been improving, but on the issue of instilling a scientific view of love in one's own children, they have been stagnant." "It makes sense." Nie Shuang simply pulled the stool next to the round table in the cafeteria and sat down straight away, "You continue."

Bai Mushan was not surprised, and continued, "But the matter of Sun Xue made me think a lot. In fact, all the disadvantages began to show up one by one when I entered the university. After entering the university, most of the parents held The idea of ​​"I'm admitted to university anyway, so I don't need to worry about it" is completely let go after the children have completed the mission of being admitted to university. Or they are not willing to let go, but the sky is high and the emperor is far away, so I can control it if I want to. No. In terms of life, the school has a canteen, a bathhouse, and a laundry room...these can 'exercise' and ensure their ability to live independently. But, what about love?"

"No matter how good the tutor was, how good the grades were, how good the university was admitted to, and how bright the future was - if you met a bad person in terms of love, you would lose everything. Because there was no guidance and no education at the beginning. And the missing view of love will reflect the growth path of all of us." The moonlight leaked in from the half-opened transparent glass window of the cafeteria, and Bai Mushan's thin side face seemed to be covered with a layer of silver light. Nie Shuang looked at it and suddenly felt a little unreal. In the haze, she heard Bai Mushan saying——

There are so many people in the world, who will be the one who loves me, I love me, and we are very suitable for each other. We don't know how to love, we don't know how to avoid hurting. When the person I love doesn't love me, it's like a lost child who can always find his way home. How can I find my way to the person I really love when I'm lost on the road of love? When my lover doesn't love me, how can I turn off my endless and boiling fire of love for my lover like turning off a desk lamp? When the person I love takes the initiative to confess, how can I overcome my shyness, introversion, anxiety and other factors that bother me to respond to my equally passionate love for him? When the person I love still can't know my heart, how can I break through layers of obstacles without losing the girl's self-esteem, and accurately convey my passionate love? Nie Shuang, are you listening? What is your view on love? When Nie Shuang arrived home, Zhou Qianyi was guarding the door waiting for her boss. He was like a monkey whose tail had been burned, jumping up and down, but he didn't dare to show too much anger.He approached Nie Shuang and whispered, "It's in the living room, called Wang Ning. Don't make any mistakes, or I won't spare you." Nie Shuangbai glanced at him, thinking: I don't know her name is Wang Ning?Halfway through, she turned her head again, grabbed Zhou Qianyi's arm, and whispered angrily, "You'd better keep what you promised me, otherwise I'll exchange cell phone numbers with my sister-in-law soon, we often come and go .” Zhou Qianyi had no choice but to shut up. The girl named Wang Ning saw Nie Shuang enter the room, she stood up slowly, a bright smile bloomed gorgeously in front of Nie Shuang, "Shuang Shuang, you are finally back? I haven't seen you for a long time, miss me?" The word "Shuang Shuang" really gave Nie Shuang goosebumps, but when she said the nickname "Ning Ning", Zhou Qianyi who was next to her might have fainted if she hadn't been hiding behind her. Wang Ning has a small minibus, a pair of fascinated eyes with a touch of seductiveness, carefully trimmed slender eyebrows, thin lips painted with light lip gloss, she likes to pout her mouth when she talks, making a cute appearance. Nie Shuang looked at Zhou Qianyi with provocative eyes, meaning to say, "Do you have a sister-in-law complex?" At this time, Zhou's mother came out of the kitchen with a bowl of lotus seed soup, and said, "Xiao Shuang, please invite Wang Ning to sit here often. You also learn from others, and you can easily get into A middle school. How can you not be like you... " Zhou Qianyi had already seen his sister's livid face. He was worried that his mother was digging Nie Shuang's heart again, and that Nie Shuang would turn his back on him in a hurry, so he hurriedly pushed her out, saying, "Okay, Mom, don't keep repeating the same old tune. Let's go out to eat, don't wait for us." Wang Ning also followed behind sensibly, saying "Thank you auntie for your hospitality, I will visit you often when I have time". The three of them walked out of the unit building, and Nie Shuang ignored the awkward and different atmosphere at that time, and said to himself: "Brother, why don't we go eat hot pot, the newly opened one in front of me has never..." Zhou Qianyi took Wang Ning's arm, strode forward a few steps, then turned around and said viciously, "You can stroll outside for an hour, or go to KFC, McDonald's or something to kill time, and then wait for my call. Let's go home together." Nie Shuang yelled dissatisfied, "You won't cross the river and destroy the bridge so quickly, will you?" "Don't mess with me, just find a place to stay." Wang Ning stood beside Zhou Qianyi with a good temper, without expressing any opinions. "Okay, okay." Nie Shuang reluctantly walked in the opposite direction of the two of them. After walking a few steps, he heard his twin brother say, "Come back." "what happened again?" Zhou Qianyi took out a hundred dollars from his pocket, "Don't be hungry." Then he took Wang Ning's arm and quickly disappeared into the corner in front of the community. On that day, it took Zhou Qianyi more than an hour to come back. For more than an hour, Nie Shuang didn't know what Zhou Qianyi said to Wang Ning, or what kind of comfort, or coercion?Or appease?She had asked him on many different occasions, but he never said it.Either change the topic, or say "it's enough for the children to take care of themselves". In short, Wang Ning never came again. On the contrary, Nie Shuang has always been thinking about her, about the girl who was dying for her love. She has a pair of beautiful ecstasy eyes. After the Wang Ning incident, Zhou Qianyi had a chat with Nie Shuangshen.Between Ji Cheng and Jiang Xiaoguang, he undoubtedly favored his lovely neighbor brother Jiang Xiaoguang.He still couldn't understand Nie Shuang's intentions. Nie Shuang remembers that Li Ao's daughter, Li Wen, has eight criteria for her ideal lover: first, she must be confident; second, she must be upright and tasteful; She must be beautiful, and she understands Chinese history eight times better than her. ——These requirements are a bit too high, but for Li Wen who is so different and wise, Nie Shuang feels that there should be an equally wise man to match her, and she will live a beautiful and happy life from then on.I don't know if she found a man who met these eight criteria later on? Nie Shuang also has his own four criteria for an ideal boyfriend: one must be humorous and witty (it’s better to make yourself happy every day), two must be generous and cheerful (you can’t be in a relationship with two people who are bored and don’t talk to each other), The third is to be higher than your own "altitude" (this is for sure, otherwise you will really feel inferior when facing the eyes of everyone when walking together), and the fourth is to be brave and responsible (this is the minimum condition for a boy). When Zhou Qianyi asked Nie Shuang why he liked Ji Cheng, Nie Shuang used the above four criteria to answer him. Poor Zhou Qianyi frowned and thought for a long time, and finally asked: "I don't think Ji Cheng is taller than you, the other three points are nothing special!" Nie Shuang tugged on his skirt, rather shamelessly, and said, "I think he has it, and he has it." Zhou Qianyi pouted disapprovingly. Nie Shuang wrapped his arms around his arm half threateningly and half pleadingly, "Brother, you promised me, you don't want me to invite someone to our house to have dinner with your parents and talk about your love history on a whim. Besides, your most beautiful and dearest sister in the world finally moved her heart once. Could it be that you have the heart to watch her cry every day until the dawn of her attempted secret love? Don’t you have the heart to spend her most beautiful youth in the lonely Have you lived through unrequited love? You are born from the same root, how can you bear it! Besides, if a man says something, it is hard to follow, you have broken your trust with me now, and you will become a father in the future. What qualifications do you have to educate your children?" These words made Zhou Qianyi speechless.Finally, Zhou Qianyi finally stomped his feet, "Okay, okay, I'll help you." The so-called active pursuit of people is really skillful. Nie Shuang collected a lot of information about love skills from the Internet, joined forces with Zhou Qianyi, and launched a general attack on Ji Cheng. Through Zhou Qianyi, she was able to grasp Ji Cheng's temperament, hobbies...and even her daily whereabouts.So every day, she has at least three chances to "inadvertently" walk across from Ji Cheng. In the morning, Ji Cheng would go to the school store to buy breakfast without any hesitation. In the second class, I will go to the toilet. Play basketball for a while after exercise. For lunch, I like to go to the second canteen to order some stir-fries. Extracurricular activities in the afternoon will go to the football field to play football for an hour. Bicycles are parked in Carport No. 3, Gaoyi District. He never stays at school after school, and either goes to the game hall to play video games with Zhou Qianyi, Jiang Xiaoguang, and Miao Yandong, or goes home. ... Nie Shuang chooses different occasions and timings, wearing her refreshing short and medium hair with slanted bangs, which is full of vitality even if it is a little messy, walking in the places that Ji Cheng must pass. Leaning lightly on the railing, with his back to the passage, waiting for him to pass.His ears seem to have eyes, and he can quickly recognize his unique footsteps from hundreds of meters away. Every step he takes, he can exaggerately feel the blood in the blood vessels flowing faster. He coaxed his deskmate to go out for a walk with him, pretended to glance at his handsome eyebrows inadvertently, paused for a second or two, then quickly lowered his eyes, pretending to chat with his deskmate casually. Holding an English book, sitting in the first row on the east side of the stands of the football field, when Ji Cheng walked over, he smiled at the corner of his mouth, stared and looked at him slightly, and occasionally met his eyes, his heart throbbed, feeling that no matter how much It is also worth the hunger and cold. ... God knows how much time Nie Shuang spent on Ji Cheng.Precisely because young, there is too much time to squander.At that time, Nie Shuang always thought that as long as she gave something, she would definitely gain something.Just like believing that sowing in spring, after a period of careful care, soil loosening, watering, weeding, and pest control... will definitely harvest in autumn. Know her intentions and quickly grasp the initiative, responding one by one until the relationship between the two is finalized. But that was just wishful thinking on her part. Love is the most unreasonable thing in the world. It is not a reward from God. It is not that you will get 100% return through hard work and dedication. It is not a math problem. As long as the calculation method is correct, you will be able to find the right direction and Exit, seek the right solution; it requires two people to agree with each other and work together to continue-but because of the unilateral abandonment of either party, it will be fragile and paralyzed to the end. No one can tell what it is. But, you know. It's there, it's there. In fact, Ji Cheng doesn't know Nie Shuang's intentions. Especially in Zhou Qianyi's random thoughts of "my sister today..." "Nie Shuang said..." "Nie Shuang thinks..." "My sister thinks...", Nie Shuang—Zhou Qianyi's sister , this girl with beautiful big eyes, looking for every opportunity to meet the girl I met, the girl with a bit of timidity in the hearty laughter, peeping at the girl who was so flustered that she would clenched her fists, really let myself Unforgettable. Zhou Qianyi's painstaking efforts are probably more effective than Zhou Qianyi imagined.In addition to thinking about how much Zhou Qianyi wants to be his brother-in-law and how much Zhou Qianyi owes his sister, Ji Cheng also occasionally thinks about the possibility of development between himself and Nie Shuang. It would be a lie to say that you don't like it. But every time such thoughts appeared, there was a strange sense of guilt. It was too late when I wanted to fall in love early - this is definitely not the result Ji Cheng wanted, but everyone knows that the final result of love in high school is always to break up after graduation.Therefore, it is one of Ji Cheng's principles to never fall in love with his best friend's sister. He warned himself that he must ignore Nie Shuang's affection. Eliminate all possible opportunities for in-depth contact, and try to stay as far away as possible. When facing Zhou Qianyi, he deliberately pretended not to understand. ——But this principle, under the double pressure of Nie Shuang's secret love, Ming Lian, and Zhou Qianyi, made him shake. He stood on this high-sounding principle and was on the verge of falling. If there is no such day, maybe Ji Cheng can really stick to his ridiculous principles, and maybe he will fall in love with a girl, at least it won't be Nie Shuang, at least don't worry, the two will break up one day, don't worry about losing Zhou Qianyi, Lost Zhou Qianyi, a friend who was so deeply trusted. That day was Ji Cheng's birthday. Zhou Qianyi, Jiang Xiaoguang, and Miao Yandong booked a hotel near G Zhong early, called their friends who played football together, and planned to celebrate together after school. Of course, Nie Shuang knew the place and time of the celebration through Zhou Qianyi. Although the gift she bought a long time ago was lying quietly in her desk at this moment, she couldn't completely celebrate without Ji Cheng's invitation. Abandoning self-esteem, appearing at Ji Cheng's birthday party recklessly, without any identity or reason. I was in a daze during class and continued until the last class. The notebook was scratched by her with a blank mind. After thinking about it, I couldn't figure out how to attend Ji Cheng's birthday party in a legitimate way, and give him the gift with my own hands. Season Orange Season Orange Season Orange. What should we do? It's all about you. When Nie Shuang felt that the situation was a little strange, the geometry teacher had already walked behind her, and took out the notebook when Nie Shuang was unaware. Before she had time to think of a countermeasure, she heard the geometry teacher read slowly: "Ji Cheng." There was a burst of laughter in the class. The geometry teacher asked, "Ji Cheng from class two?" Nie Shuang was too ashamed to raise her head. "Nie Shuang, I think you might as well stand outside the classroom for a while to wake up and reflect on why you have never passed geometry, but you write the word 'Ji Cheng' so superbly. I will look for you later." The ears were rumbling, and Nie Shuang couldn't hear what the students around him were talking about. She just felt like she stood up like a puppet, walked to the corridor facing the class, leaned against the wall, and stood firm. I couldn't hear any sound, and my vision gradually dimmed. Occasionally, a teacher passed by the corridor and looked at her with strange eyes. Among the various searches of suspicious eyes, it was even worse than that of a gossip reporter. I don't know how long I stood there, but the "turning back" that the geometry teacher said turned out to be such an unbearable length of time. After class was finally over, the students left the classroom one after another. When they saw her, they wanted to laugh but didn't dare to laugh, or He wanted to keep Nie Shuang's poor self-esteem, pretended not to see her, and gradually disappeared one by one.Nie Shuang stood with her legs weak, and when she adjusted her posture with her feet, the geometry teacher appeared. She thought it was finally over, but she heard the other party say, "Come with me to the office now." She dragged her numb legs to the office, and after receiving more than two hours of earnest, earnest, heart-wrenching, heart-wrenching teachings from the geometry teacher, she finally returned to the office at around 7 o'clock in the evening. regained his freedom. Nie Shuang rushed to the room designated by the hotel with the gift she bought for Ji Cheng, but was told that she had just left 15 minutes ago, and she seemed to have gone to some KTV to sing K. Called Zhou Qianyi's mobile phone and was told to turn it off.She didn't have the nerve to contact Jiang Xiaoguang—she knew how to reject people she didn't like in a timely, polite and measured manner, and she also knew how to never use boys she had rejected to do anything for herself. What's more, strictly speaking, Ji Cheng will still be Jiang Xiaoguang's rival in love. At 9 o'clock in the evening, the bustling streets were full of cars and horses, and the night completely covered the entire city, and also completely covered the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys of the people in the city. Nie Shuang took out the gift for Ji Cheng. It was a soccer ball signed by the star Kaka that she bought from a classmate's friend at a high price - that was Ji Cheng's favorite football star. But what's the point now?Just raising her hand, she threw the gift into the trash can without saying a word, and stood in front of the hotel named "Joint Code", crying loudly. When a call came from an unfamiliar number, Nie Shuang pressed the reject button without any thought.Only then did she realize that there were already more than a dozen missed calls on her mobile phone, from home, from Zhou Qianyi, from Jiang Xiaoguang, and a few calls that she had just rejected.Now, it began to bark persistently again. She finally pressed the answer button. "Nie Shuang?" A nice male voice, with an anxious tone in his deep voice. She opened her mouth, but found that her voice was hoarse, "Well, it's me, you..." "What's wrong with your voice? Where are you? I'll go find you." This voice really resembles Ji Cheng's.Nie Shuang smiled wryly, but how could it be him, Zhou Qianyi once gave her his mobile phone number, she had already known it by heart, it was stored in her mobile phone number, and the name was "One".Yes, to her, Ji Cheng is one, the only, everything, the "one" at the top. "You are..." The hoarse voice made him feel a little scary in this dark night. "I'm with your brother, where are you?" an unquestionable voice. She replied subconsciously, "Call my brother over here, I'm at the hotel entrance." Before she finished speaking, big tears fell down again, and she sat on the steps in the corner next to the hotel signboard, shrinking In a ball, like a child waiting for his parents to claim and go home. 5 minutes. 10 minutes. 15 minutes. In the haze, Nie Shuang heard someone calling himself: "Nie Shuang, Nie Shuang." It must be in a dream. Ji Cheng in front of me is wearing a black long-sleeved cotton T-shirt of JACK JONES. The buttons on the neckline are open, and the four white buttons placed diagonally look like mischievous eyes. The master was holding her shoulders, staring at her eagerly. She tried to smile and straightened her hair.Well, Nie Shuang, as you said, you should show him your best side at any time, even in a dream. She wanted to say a lot. At this moment, thinking of the gift she gave Ji Cheng, she stood up abruptly, but she suddenly woke up. It turned out that she was not dreaming.Ji Cheng, who had appeared in countless dreams, really appeared in front of her eyes at this moment. She ran to the trash can without any explanation, but it was too late.The trash can is empty, where is the shadow of the gift? Ji Cheng ran over suspiciously, but before he had time to ask, Nie Shuang let out a "wow", snot and tears flowed all at once, no longer caring about his own image. "Birthday gift..." Nie Shuang's voice became hoarse, "Kaka..." Nie Shuang was sobbing, but Ji Cheng took her into his arms and buried her head in her short hair.When Nie Shuang heard Ji Cheng's soft sigh, he said, "Silly girl." Nie Shuang once again felt like he was in a dream. She grabbed Ji Cheng's back and boldly put her chin on his shoulder to respond, "Ji Cheng, I have seen a movie made in the United States called "Escape from Clone Island". There is a classic line in it: When you Like something, close your eyes and pray - the one who ignores you is God." Ji Cheng didn't speak, he just stroked her hair with his hand and hugged her tightly again. Nie Shuang continued, "Ji Cheng, don't ignore me. Don't deliberately ignore my efforts." After a long time, Ji Cheng said: "Nie Shuang, your voice now...is really ugly!" Nie Shuang will never forget that night.She didn't know that after Ji Cheng sent her home, he stood outside her door for a long time. Nie Shuang secretly prepares mineral water for himself on the football field every time, without letting him be shaken. Calling his name and "Come on" loudly on the court wherever he is, did not let him be swayed. He secretly looked at him where he passed, without letting him waver. Anonymously ordering songs for him on the radio did not sway him. He didn't sway when he found his favorite sports magazine she'd tucked into his desk. Among the countless "casual coincidences" she set up, none of them made him shake. But in the KTV that night, when Jiang Xiaoguang was drunk talking about Nie Shuang being punished to stand, he grabbed his skirt unwillingly and asked loudly, "Why do I treat her so well? Nie Shuang just likes you", Something in my heart was quickly ignited.He didn't care about many things, he grabbed a coat and rushed out. After fumbling for a long time, he finally found a mobile phone and finally knew where she was. Only when I saw Nie Shuang did I realize what I almost lost. Why do I have so many ridiculous reasons. Never date your best friend's sister?To hell with it! In front of this girl who is going forward bravely for love, Ji Cheng, why do you look so ridiculous, powerless and absurd. Nie Shuang, you are Nie Shuang, you are my unique Nie Shuang. Jiang Xiaoguang no longer followed behind Nie Shuang. Never follow behind her and ask: "Nie Shuang, Nie Shuang, is today's answer the same as yesterday?" He sat at the back table of Nie Shuang, but he refused to talk to her again.Nie Shuang took the initiative to find a topic several times, but he just perfunctory, said a few more words, stood up impatiently and walked out, only willing to leave her behind. She finally stopped Jiang Xiaoguang at the bicycle shed, looked directly at him, and asked loudly, "Jiang Xiaoguang, why are you ignoring me?" Jiang Xiaoguang looked at her, dodged his gaze, and finally whispered: "You are already with Ji Cheng, so you don't care what I do." "You used to chat with me and treat me well, just because I wasn't with Ji Cheng, right? Jiang Xiaoguang, even if Ji Cheng didn't exist, it wouldn't be you. A boy with such a small mind, I misunderstood you, I still treat you as a friend! Don't worry, I will never pester you again. " After Nie Shuang finished speaking, she turned her head and was about to leave. Jiang Xiaoguang behind her stopped her, "Nie Shuang, Nie Shuang, don't leave yet." Nie Shuang turned around. "Okay, okay." Jiang Xiaoguang raised his hand, "I was wrong, I surrender." Nie Shuang asked: "Still friends?" Jiang Xiaoguang returned to his usual hippie smile, "Well, of course they are friends. Otherwise, my loss would be too great." Nie Shuang was a little puzzled, "Loss? What loss?" "For example, I have no pocket money, but I really want to eat grilled wings." "Uh... okay, where do you want to go?" "Just the one on Harbor Road." Nie Shuang answered "yes" and turned around to pick up the bicycle. At this moment, Jiang Xiaoguang's tears fell uncontrollably. Nie Shuang, am I very spineless?Seeing you and Ji Cheng together, I was so sad that I would cry.If I didn't ask Ji Cheng so rudely that night, wouldn't you two be together? It seems that in your love affair, not only did I fail to take the initiative, but I also acted as a catalyst. Of course I don't hate you, nor Ji Cheng. I just hate myself. Hate yourself for never being the one you like. Then be friends.Be your faithful friend who can always be relied on, who can always think of me and give you strength at any time. At least, friends don't break up. Bai Mushan's review materials were mailed to Nie Shuang every week. In her room, there was a drawer dedicated to Bai Mushan's letters. Ever since they separated from Bai Mushan in high school, it's not called separation. The two have never been in the same class.After high school, Bai Mushan is still not in the same class as her, but even less in the same school. This is exactly what Nie Shuang thinks is the best distance for girls to maintain friendship. The friendship between girls is like a balloon full of air.Any unintentional word or action may become a slender needle, which will puncture the air-filled balloon, oozing out a little bit of air until it finally completely dries up. Just like at the next table, because the girls kept borrowing ballpoint pens, and I never bought them, I broke up with them.Or go to the store to buy potato chips, because I didn’t invite myself to eat, I didn’t talk to the other party for three days, and even called on the students around me to isolate her... Think about it, feel terrible. Bai Mushan is Nie Shuang's best friend.There is no "one of" suffix.There are no frictions and collisions in the usual days, but they are together all day every Wednesday during the broadcast. The distance is just right, and the two of them are straightforward. When they get together, they have endless things to say. So there is no obstacle in the way of strong friendship, so good that it is really like a sister. Recently, in the letters from this sister, apart from reviewing the materials, a boy named "Y" began to appear frequently.Bai Mushan mentioned him repeatedly in her letters, just like herself at that time, she was so infatuated with Ji Cheng. But Bai Mushan only has the guts to fall in love secretly. Bai Mushan wrote in the letter: It was the first time that Bai Mushan's letter was so sad.Nie Shuang hid in the room, read it over and over again, not knowing how to comfort her. When he was sighing, Zhou Qianyi suddenly heard a loud roar in his ear: "Nie Shuang! You pighead, what are you doing!" Nie Shuang was so frightened that he covered his chest, "Can't you be normal when you come out?" Zhou Qianyi smiled complacently, "There is no ghost in my heart, so what are you afraid of." She closed the drawer, "What do you want from me?" "Hey, my brothers and I are going out for a picnic this Saturday. Can you help me go to a classmate's house and tell her parents?" "You are dating your classmate, what are you doing to me?" "Uh...mainly...mainly..." Zhou Qianyi rubbed his hands in embarrassment. "Oh, it's your current girlfriend?" Nie Shuang caught his shortcoming. "Well... Her family is too strict, and she is not usually allowed to go out. If there is no girl who goes to the house to find her directly, her parents will definitely not let her go." "Then change it. Anyway, there are plenty of girls chasing you." "It's different this time. The me in the past... Even if I was not sure, I thought it was a booing, so I thought it over and over again in a daze. Treat her well." "It's so sour." Nie Shuang shuddered, "If you are sincere, people all over the country will laugh." "Believe it or not. Do you agree or not?" "Then tell me first what benefits I have." "Benefits?" Zhou Qianyi sneered, "It's fine if I don't tell my parents about your relationship, and I want to get benefits. Let me tell you, Nie Shuang, after the mid-term exam results, if you don't even rank in the middle and upper reaches Hold on and see how I deal with you." Just as Nie Shuang wanted to defend himself, Zhou Qianyi said, "Don't think about Ji Cheng, I'm not done with you two." He glanced at the envelope of Bai Mushan's letter that Nie Shuang hadn't had time to put away, and muttered: "This font is so familiar." He scratched his head, "I seem to have seen it somewhere." Nie Shuang was so frightened that she hurriedly put away the letter, "I know you, you big-headed ghost. You can date whoever you like, but don't touch my good friend." Zhou Qianyi whistled dismissively: "Your group of friends are all yellow-haired girls, like you, who can do it well." "Huh!" Nie Shuang was a little unhappy, and suddenly remembered something, and asked, "Brother, if you break up with your lover, tell them well. Don't be like Wang Ning, you don't love her anymore, but don't hurt her .” Zhou Qianyi was stunned for a while, before saying, "I know." At this time, his cell phone rang, and Zhou Qianyi saw it, his eyes were so narrowed that he could hardly see, "She sent me a text message." After Zhou Qianyi clicked to check, there was no movement for a long time. When Nie Shuang came to his senses, Zhou Qianyi's face was already livid.She stood up, leaned over suspiciously, and found that Zhou Qianyi's cell phone displayed a sentence: "I figured it out, let's break up." ——Sender: Berlin.
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