Chapter 24 extra memory
"My name is Su Man, Su from Su Dongpo, and Man from the initials of Cao. I got this name because the fortune teller said that I had a fortune teller."
Outside the karaoke hall, when Song Yi heard Su Man introducing herself like this, she was taken aback for a moment, not because Su Man introduced herself in a strange way. Su Man's whole body made his heart tremble slightly, as if something appeared in the deep sea of memory, but after careful thought, there was no trace to be found.
Until he returned to the box, he heard Young and a few colleagues talk about their hard work in the hotel during the past few days, and complained with a bit of pride that they couldn't even access the Internet.The slight movement in his heart gave him a clue—his netizen "The Most Beautiful Time" happened to be unable to surf the Internet recently.
It's funny to say that Song Yi never made friends with netizens during his college days when making friends with netizens was the most popular.After going abroad, the unfamiliar environment, heavy studies and the pressure of finding a job made him insulated from chatting on the Internet. MSN is full of classmates from high school or university.In the first few years after graduation, we often chatted with each other. As we each started a family and started a business, the accounts on MSN gradually turned gray and were no longer active.He also went from occasionally to rarely.
On that day, the newly bought computer arrived. MSN was automatically installed by the system, and it popped up as soon as it was turned on. He entered the account number and password on a whim.After logging in, the system message prompts that "Most Beautiful Time" added him as a friend.
Song Yi took it for granted that he was an old classmate, and couldn't help laughing when he saw the name. This buddy misses his college days so much!After thinking about it, I feel a little uncomfortable. Why can't the most beautiful time of the family refer to the present?
Probably because of this brilliant and overly positive screen name, even though he knew that she was not an old classmate, he did not refuse to continue chatting with "Most Beautiful Time".
Unexpectedly, the two hit it off and hit it off very well.When "the most beautiful time" suddenly disappeared from the Internet, he was really worried for a few days.Although he hadn't met, he felt that she was not the kind of person who suddenly appeared and then disappeared. There must be something wrong. He didn't feel relieved until she returned safely and told him that it was because of a sudden business trip.
Although there were some clues, Song Yi didn't intend to investigate further, whether it was a coincidence or not was not important.
A few days later, Mike told him that the lack of people in his team should be recruited from within the company first, and if there is no suitable one, he would consider recruiting from outside.Song Yi thought for a while, and ordered Karen to transfer the resumes of several people, and told Karen not to disclose them to the outside world.
Karen clearly agreed. Those who are selected are lucky, but they should also save some face for those who are not selected.
After a long time, Karen came back with a pile of documents, and said with a puzzled face: "I didn't find Armanda's resume. My colleagues in the human resources department said that they probably put it in the wrong place, so I need to look for it again." Karen paused , added: "According to the recall of a colleague who has reviewed Armanda's resume, Su Man has a bachelor's degree and graduated from the School of Economics and Management of Tsinghua University. After graduation, she worked in finance in a state-owned enterprise and joined our company a few months ago."
Song Yi flipped through other people's resumes, and said flatly: "I don't lack this one, tell them they don't need to look for it."
After Karen closed the door and went out, Song Yi tapped the resume on the table with his fingers, meditated silently for a while, raised his hand and looked at the watch on his wrist, it was already off-duty time, and he called Yuan Datou.
The person who answered the phone was Yuan Datou's wife, Zhang Qiang, from Tsinghua University's law department. She had been in love with Yuan Datou since she was in college, and she knew everyone in Song Yi's dormitory well.
Zhang Qiang was not polite at all, and said familiarly: "The big head is driving, and my daughter is in the car. You can make a long story short. If you want to have a long chat, I will ask him to call you after he gets home, or you can come to my house. I will serve fine wine." Food."
Song Yi smiled and said, "I'm not looking for the big head, I'm looking for you."
"Find me?"
"Yes, I want to ask you about someone. Is there a person named Su Man in the same dormitory building as you? Su from Su Dongpo, Man from the initials of Cao."
"Su Man, Su from Su Dongpo, man with cursive prefix..." Zhang Qiang seemed to be concentrating on recalling, "I don't remember. Although there were not many girls in Tsinghua University at that time, there were quite a lot of people in each department. Maybe they knew each other at that time. , but after so many years, I really don't remember..."
Before Zhang Qiang finished speaking, Yuan Datou's voice came faintly from the phone, "I remember, I remember Su Man..." Yuan Datou's voice became clear, presumably Zhang Qiang turned on the handset on the phone, approached Yuan Datou, "Song Yi, I remember that she and you are from the same department! They are both from the School of Economics and Management... You should be from a high school, yes! You are from a high school! Why don't you know anything? You actually asked about her ?”
Yuan Datou was surprised, and Song Yi was even more surprised, "How do you know everything?"
Zhang Qiang said in a strange voice, "Yes, big head, why do you know everything? It's your fault!"
Yuan Datou immediately laughed and said: "Wife, wife, I guarantee everything is clear. When junior year just started, we played football. Song Yi always ignored Chen Jin, but Chen Jin missed the ball with his big foot. It hit on the head of a little junior sister who was standing on the side of the court. The little junior sister was smashed and sat on the ground at that time. A group of us were frightened and hurled around. The little girl was quite brave, although the pain hurt her eyes. They were all in tears, but kept saying it was okay. We said we were going to take her to the hospital, but she left quickly."
Following Yuan Datou's guidance, Song Yi went up against the turbulent river of time, searching through countless dark memories, as if a ray of light was indeed projected on such a picture: surrounded by a group of sweaty boys Among them, a girl kept her head down, covered her head with one hand, and swayed with the other hand, "No, no, I'm really fine!" She was more panicked than the person who caused trouble, and hurriedly squeezed out like a rabbit. Generally ran away.
Zhang Qiang's voice came: "Chen Jin kicked her, how can you remember her?"
Yuan Datou hurriedly said: "Honey, I'm really clear. To be honest, although we kicked her, I really didn't remember her at the time. It's just that we had a fate with her later. When we went to the library for self-study, I can often meet her, and I can often see her when playing basketball. She often greets me and chats with me... However, she really hasn't talked to Song Yi much. Probably because I look like Easy-going and friendly, Song Yi is too tall and unattainable!"
Zhang Qiang burst out laughing, Song Yi said helplessly, "Big head, I haven't offended you recently, have I?"
Yuan Datou chuckled, "Although we have no grudges these days, we definitely had feuds in the past! Oh, yes! Song Yi, when you and Chen Jin were studying "History of Western Music" together, she asked you to borrow notes Do you really have no impression of it?"
As if pressing the fast-forward button, many mixed pictures whizzed by in the river of memory. They seemed to have seen them all, but they didn't understand the meaning at all. Song Yi didn't know how to answer Yuan Datou for a while, but Yuan Datou didn't mind , asked excitedly: "Why did you suddenly inquire about her?"
"I recently met someone who also graduated from Tsinghua SEM, so I asked."
Yuan Datou smiled gloatingly, "Is it because the girl introduced herself happily, with the enthusiasm of meeting an old acquaintance in a foreign country, but you looked blank? I said buddy, tell her, it's not that she is unrecognizable, but To you and Chen Jin back then, all the girls are floating clouds, so don't let her be sad!"
Song Yi's retort came to his lips, but he swallowed it again, cursing in a low voice: "Fuck you!"
Yuan Datou just wanted to return the past politely, Zhang Qiang said: "Hey, hey, you two pay attention, my baby is still in the car!"
Yuan Datou quickly stopped, and Song Yi hurriedly apologized: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"
Zhang Qiang laughed, "You guys have to take off your clothes and turn into beasts, and go to the court."
Yuan Datou also laughed, "If we have time, let's play a game!"
In fact, since Song Yi returned to Beijing, Yuan Datou said this sentence countless times, but he never fulfilled it. Either he couldn't make an appointment, or he couldn't make up the time. One time, he managed to make an appointment and set a time. , but another classmate went on a temporary business trip, and a classmate's son had a high fever.They all understand that it is difficult to reunite in the old days, but Song Yi still firmly said: "Okay!"
After hanging up the phone, Song Yi continued to deal with business for a while. It was almost nine o'clock before he put on his coat and walked out of the office.
No taxi, just walk home.
Back at the apartment, he ate some casual dinner, took a shower, and turned on the computer.
Logged into MSN incognito, and the avatar of "Most Beautiful Time" lit up.
I don't know when, every tired and silent night, he has been used to having a shining head to accompany him.
In his life, it was the first time that he met a person of the opposite sex who could chat so well. They could talk together about a book, a movie, or even a journey.He sighed with emotion as if he had known someone for half his life, and she came over with a big smile: We are alumni, so it's not surprising that we can talk about going together.
Song Yi also made a smiling face, but he didn't type out the words that crossed his mind.He is no longer a teenager. He has been in the world of mortals for more than 30 years. He has had many alumni, many colleagues, and many friends of one kind or another. , not to mention a person who chats so well that people forget the time.
Song Yi clicked on the profile picture of "The Most Beautiful Time", opened the dialog box, stared at it for a while, and closed the computer again.
Turning off the desk lamp, Song Yi lit a cigarette and inhaled slowly. The room was pitch black, and neon lights flickered outside the floor-to-ceiling glass windows.
Is Su Man the "most beautiful time"?
He can't be sure just because they are both his junior sisters and a little coincidence in time, but he is sure that he remembers Su Man.
People's memory is so strange. Before that, he really didn't remember her, but when he searched carefully along the little clues, he really found those memories that he had forgotten in a certain corner. He also really remembered her.
Every memory is fragmented, like broken spider silk, silently hidden in a dark corner.You can't see them unless you look carefully, but if you look carefully, you can find them.
After smoking the two cigarettes, Song Yi put out the cigarette butt, turned on the computer, and was about to shut it down, when the "Most Beautiful Time" dialog box flashed lively, and there was a message in the dialog box: Are you there?
Are you there?
returned home?I have a question to ask.
Song Yi replied: What's the problem?
She immediately replied with a big smile: a question about finance, like this... After Song Yi answered her question, he asked as casually as possible: Is your career not going well recently?
Su Man at the other end of the network doesn't know about Song Yi's temptation in this question. For Su Man, her current career is to get close to Song Yi. As long as Song Yi is willing to talk to her, her career will be as smooth as possible. , so Su Man replied simply and truthfully in a happy mood: No, it went well!Of course, thank you brother for your help!
Su Man made faces at the computer. Without your help, I would never be able to "career smoothly"!
The answer of "the most beautiful time" was without any hesitation, very fast and sure, even across the Internet, Song Yi could still feel her happiness, obviously she was telling the truth.
With Su Man's education, personality and ability, she has graduated from Tsinghua University for five or six years, so she should have reached the position of middle management, but Su Man is now at the bottom of MG. For Su Man, her career Not only can it not be described as smooth, it can be described as messy.
Song Yi smiled faintly at the computer screen, two different junior sisters.
Mike asked Song Yi if there was someone he liked in the company, and if there was someone he liked, please tell him anytime.
Song Yi's eyes flashed that afternoon, under the bookshelf, Su Man's aggrieved and stubborn appearance, his words I believe, made her burst into tears in an instant.
Although I don't know what happened, let her get out of the state-owned enterprise, clear everything and start again, but it must be very difficult.
Song Yi also recalled the images hidden in the dark corners like spider webs in his memory. Although Su Man didn't remember him, he remembered her.
Song Yi felt compassion for the old man and decided to help Su Man.
He took the initiative to ask Mike for someone, and despite Lu Licheng's strong opposition, he transferred Su Man into his team.As long as Su Man is still the girl in his memory, she will not let him down.
After Su Man was transferred to Song Yi's team, she did not disappoint Song Yi's expectations. She did better than he expected.
She is serious, down-to-earth, diligent, hard-working, and magnanimous, but these are not what Song Yi admires the most. What Song Yi admires most is the vitality in Su Man. She seems to have infinite enthusiasm and infinite energy, just like A beautiful sunflower grows gorgeously and recklessly under the blue sky, so that everyone who approaches her can feel her exuberant vitality and become happy and refreshed without knowing it.
Maybe it's because Song Yi himself has become rotten and lost his vitality, so Song Yi especially likes to work with Su Man.People stared at the computer and frowned subconsciously when they were working hard, but Su Man seemed to be happy even when she was facing the computer screen.No matter when Song Yi sees her, she can always see the smile on the corners of her eyebrows and eyes. Occasionally, when the two of them look at each other, Su Man will always grin immediately, as if her heart and eyes are full of joy, and she is full of love for life. Love, let Song Yi no matter how tired he is, he can't help but smile.
Going home every night, Song Yi always greets "the most beautiful time" with a good mood, says a few words casually, and rests after saying good night.
If they were not busy, the two of them would chat nonsense and listen to her tell the story of One Thousand and One Nights that she read from the Internet.
I don't know when, the person on the other end of the network is no longer an illusory, fuzzy shadow without facial features, but a vivid woman with clear eyebrows.Along with the laughter and anger of the words on the screen, Su Man's expression often appeared vividly before Song Yi's eyes.
Song Yi attributed his association of "the most beautiful time" with Su Man to: 1. He has never seen "the most beautiful time", and people subconsciously need to give people they know a recognizable face; 2. , Su Man and "The Most Beautiful Time" are all his junior sisters, and they do have something in common.
Many times, when he turned off the computer and lay on the bed, Song Yi would laugh silently in the dark when he thought of the words of "the most beautiful time". Unknowingly, he would think of Su Man.He was very confused, why such a shining woman who seemed to be able to light up life would hide silently in the dark corner of his memory?
He trudges through the long river of memory, looking for bits and pieces about Su Man.At that time, he might be like Su Man now, full of energy and enthusiasm, eager to embrace the whole world. He played basketball and football with Yuan Datou, and went to the cycling association together; Oxford Dictionary, went to the lawn of the lecture hall together, played the violin and provoked a group of girls to watch; went to a securities company for an internship with Xiaoshuai, opened an account to speculate in stocks, lost so much that the two of them couldn't even afford to eat...in his colorful youth Among them, there are too many flying, too many exciting, too many things to do, but as he searched a little bit, he found Su Man's shadow everywhere.
On the basketball court, there is her shadow; in the GMAT class of New Oriental, there is her shadow; in elective courses, there is her shadow; But when he wanted to see more clearly, those memories were like old black-and-white movies. No matter how good the equipment was, the picture was still blurred and snowflakes flickered, making everything hazy.
However, Song Yi still pursued the memories of the past tirelessly, and even went to his parents' house specially to memorize all the photo albums from his high school and college days.
In the weekend afternoon, flipping through the photo album, recalling the past, sometimes smiling, sometimes laughing.Sometimes Song Yi didn't know whether he was looking for the memory of Su Man, or the lost self. He just knew that no matter what he wanted to look for, these days were the happiest he had lived in the past few years. happy day.
Therefore, he was immersed in it and never tired of it.
The headquarters sent an auditor to investigate Lu Licheng. Everyone believed that Song Yi should have made trouble at this time and put Lu Licheng to death. Only Song Yi felt that this matter had nothing to do with him, and watched from the sidelines with a careless attitude. with this matter.
Because of the sudden internal audit, the work has been suspended. Everyone is more leisurely than before, but Su Man is busier than before. There is anxiety in her eyes, and she has obviously lost weight. Pay attention to the information she consulted. Song Yi speculates that Su Man The anxiety and busyness should be related to Lu Licheng's affairs.
On MSN, "The Most Beautiful Time" is also very busy, with much less talking, almost no small talk, and all the topics are very specific financial issues.Her question will not be specific to any company, but Song Yi will try to get closer to the situation of MG when answering.
In the early morning, when he walked into the office and saw the tired Su Man, Song Yi couldn't help but think, if Su Man was really "the most beautiful time", then at least his detailed answers would allow her to go to bed a little earlier.
The matter of Lu Licheng had nothing to do with him, but for some reason, something that had nothing to do with him actually made him a little anxious.
One morning, when Su Man came to ask him if he could have lunch together, Song Yi stared at Su Man and guessed, what did she find out, and wanted him to intercede for Lu Licheng?Or did she find out nothing and wanted to come to him to find out the news?
All kinds of thoughts were turbulent, Song Yi felt all the anxiety that had been suppressed surged into his heart, he didn't even bother to say anything, he just nodded.
When Su Man put an investigation and analysis report in front of Song Yi, he was not surprised. He read the report calmly and understood that Lu Licheng's crisis had been resolved.
He just didn't understand why Su Man wanted to show him this. She took the risk of prying into the company's financial information and lost a lot of weight to complete it. Shouldn't she give it to Lu Licheng immediately?
Su Man's explanation is: "I am your subordinate, this thing, you decide its fate."
Song Yi didn't understand, since he wanted to help Lu Licheng so much, why should I decide the fate of this report?
Song Yi didn't know how to answer, so he ate with his head down.
In silence, without taste, Song Yi felt tired, and pushed the report back to Su Man, "You give the report directly to Lu Licheng, and Lu Licheng will thank you very much. I will help you take the responsibility of checking the company's internal data privately. , if you need an explanation, I will explain it for you."
Since she bet that he is willing to help her and Lu Licheng, let him help!Anyway, he didn't bother to add insult to injury, what he wanted was fair competition.
"I'm not helping Lu Licheng, I'm just protecting myself, so I don't need his thanks, I don't want to..."
When Su Man's words came to his ears, there was no reason, and he didn't know why, the anxiety of these days disappeared, and even the report in front of him that helped Lu Licheng get rid of the crime became very pleasing to the eye.
Song Yi couldn't help laughing, the funnyness had just entered his eyes, he suddenly realized something vaguely, a strong uneasiness arose, he didn't want to think about it, immediately picked up the report, and said to Su Man: "Okay , leave this matter to me!"
Song Yi deliberately ignored his anxiety and kept his life exactly the same as before.
Still working with Su Man during the day and chatting with "The Best Time" online at night.
"The Most Beautiful Time" began to serialize her "Arabian Nights" story again, and began to talk nonsense with him in a leisurely manner. The anxiety in Su Man's eyes disappeared, and she gradually gained weight.
Occasionally, Song Yi inadvertently raises his head or looks back, and can find that Su Man is looking at him.Unlike other female colleagues who would hastily look away after being knocked over by him unintentionally, although Su Man would also be momentarily at a loss, she would still look at him with a bright smile on her face, with pride and joy in her eyes .On the contrary, Song Yi hastily looked away in embarrassment, trying his best to pretend nothing had happened.
Song Yi made everything the same as before, and didn't want to verify or inquire until that night.
Although "the most beautiful time" often talked about love with him, it was all other people's stories and had nothing to do with himself.
But that night, on MSN, she declared magnificently: "The person I love makes me look up, if possible, I am willing to love him for the rest of my life."
Song Yi lost his mind for a moment, and tried to reply rationally and soberly: "Everyone has flaws. If you don't find it, it's just because the time hasn't come yet."
The reply of "the most beautiful time" quickly jumped onto the screen, which shows that she did not hesitate at all: "I have loved him for eleven years, I know what kind of person he is, of course I know that he has flaws, but I believe Even if there are two more eleven years, I will still think that he is worthy of my love."
There were a few words in her words that stung him. Song Yi didn't dare to think deeply, nor did he give himself time to think deeply. It's all you know."
"I have seen such a sentence, to the effect that every woman is like a gem waiting to be sharpened, and the man she loves is the craftsman. Whether a woman is elegant or vulgar depends on what kind of person she falls in love with. People. This sentence may be absolute, but women are indeed affected by the person they love. I am glad that I fell in love with him, because the person I love is him, so I try to make myself better, work hard Be a kind person, try to love every day life, and try to face setbacks with a positive attitude; because of him, I changed from a person with low self-esteem to a confident person; because of him, I understand the feeling of chasing dreams; because He, I feel that I have become more beautiful. There are many kinds of love in this world, some are romantic and moving, some are lingering, some are sinking and painful, and some are flowing, but I believe that there is no other kind of love that is better than the one I got Better yet, my love made me love life more and love myself more."
Facing the overwhelming words on the screen, Song Yi wanted to type out a few words to deny everything several times, but his hands were weak and trembling, and what he typed were all typos. After repeated deletions and corrections several times, he finally gave up in despair. Just stared blankly at the screen.
In the past, he always felt that the Internet was the safest place. For the first time, he discovered that the Internet was not safe.The words spoken with the mouth, no matter how shocking they are, will be blown away by the wind behind the ear, and there is no way to find them. However, the words that can be typed out will occupy the screen for a long time, so that he can't pretend that he didn't see it even if he wanted to.
After a long time, Song Yi was able to reply calmly: "These things are too illusory. I think your love has confused your eyes. I would rather watch the stock go up or down."
The reply from "The Most Beautiful Time" was very playful, apparently unaware that he had disturbed an ancient well: "Then you continue to look at your stocks, and I will continue to dream of my prince charming."
Song Yi breathed a sigh of relief, and tried his best to say relaxedly: "I have two stocks to recommend to you."
"I'm not interested in this. I'll come to you when I lose my job."
Song Yi gave her a sad expression back.
She posted a picture of a little girl wiping tears from a boy, "You have to get used to being rejected, although I know that Song Yi is not likely to be rejected in terms of investment."
Song Yi continued to be relaxed and funny, trying to cover up everything that happened tonight, and posted a conceited Garfield cat, holding up a fat cat paw, staring dissatisfiedly, and deliberately typed a big bold line next to it: "It's not that I'm not good at it." , not at all."
She responded with a laughing emoji.
Song Yi didn't know how to reply, let alone how to continue chatting, and said, "I'm going to log off the Internet."
"So early?"
Song Yi accidentally entered a line of words: "The office is too dry recently, and the air conditioner makes people uncomfortable."
"Then go to bed early! Good dream!"
But in fact, Song Yi didn't rest. He sat quietly in front of the computer, staring at the black screen of the computer. After a while, he turned on the computer again and logged into MSN incognito.
The head portrait of "The Most Beautiful Time" is still on.
Song Yiming knew that she couldn't see him, but he still had a guilty conscience. He didn't move for a long time, as if observing whether she had noticed him, and then carefully clicked on her profile picture, and brought up the conversation record between the two, starting from the beginning. start to look.
The love story of One Thousand and One Nights, like all idol romance dramas, has a very good Prince Charming and a very ordinary Cinderella at the beginning, but Cinderella actually doesn’t think that Prince Charming is special, she It's just a mentality of joining in the fun, just like wearing a plaid trench coat is popular this year, if everyone likes to wear it, wouldn't she be out of tune with everyone if she doesn't like it, is she too outdated?
But everything changed from a basketball...
In the quiet night, in the dark room, only the computer screen was emitting a faint light, Song Yi read the lines of words on the computer intently.The words that he had completely ignored as absurd and funny stories began to take on a different meaning.
Sometimes, the story of One Thousand and One Nights is a little thing that a boy did; sometimes, the story of One Thousand and One Nights is a girl's mood... Every time I read a section, Song Yi will subconsciously search for it in his memory. , some can find vague pictures, but most of them don't remember at all.
Those things that he didn't care about are preserved by another person; those past events are silent in the corner of his memory, living and dying, but they are carefully kept in another person's memory , Carefully treasured; Those broken spider threads in his memory are precious pearls in another person's memory.
When the sky was about to light up, Song Yi finished reading all the "One Thousand and One Nights" in the chat records.The story has just progressed to the time when the young man traveled across the ocean and went to a distant place. The girl wanted to continue chasing overseas. She worked hard for more than half a year and got an excellent GMAT score. The chasing teenager has a girlfriend.In the gossip of girls, that girl is very beautiful and excellent. The girl feels as if she has been sunk into the sea, and the endless suffocation surrounds her, but this is to celebrate her high score in GMAT, and she is close to a good university abroad. After taking a step, she could only smile boldly.Can't cry, so drink.
"The most beautiful time" also said jokingly: "Hahaha, this means that water can't flow out, it has to flow inward, anyway, it has to flow, flow is beauty!"
Song Yi asked: "Did the heroine still apply to go to that boy's school?"
"The Most Beautiful Time" replied: "The author hasn't updated it yet, so I can only wait for the next chapter to break it down."
Maybe because of staying up all night, Song Yi's eyes were dry, and there was a sore pain.He rubbed his eyes, stood up, walked to the window, stared at the city in the hazy morning light, and there seemed to be turbulent waves in his heart, one after another.
The rising sun gradually illuminated the city, and Song Yi still stood blankly in front of the window. He didn't wake up until the phone rang, and looked at the caller ID. It was his personal assistant, Karen.
"What's up?"
"Elloit came to see you just now. I said that you have something to do and haven't come to the office yet. He said that after you come, go find him. Do you want me to tell Helen the time in advance?"
Song Yi looked at the watch on the wall, only to realize that it was past ten o'clock. He said, "I'll go to the office in the afternoon and tell Helen that I'm going to see Elloit at 2:30."
When you walk into the office, everyone is hard at work.Song Yi deliberately didn't look in Su Man's direction, and went straight into the office. He didn't heave a sigh of relief until the office door was closed. He didn't know what he was nervous about. Maybe...Su Man wasn't the "best time".Whether it was maybe, or he hoped, he didn't know.
But as soon as he sat down, when he looked up, he saw a humidifier quietly spraying white mist in the corner of the office.At that moment, Song Yi felt as if he had been sentenced to death. He could only lean his back against the seat and watch the curling mist gracefully circling in the air.
The door knocked a few times, and he said, "Come in!"
Karen came in with the document in her arms, and Song Yi bowed his head to sign the document.After all the documents were signed and Karen was about to go out, Song Yi pointed to the humidifier and expressed doubts. Karen immediately said: "I remember you said that the air conditioner was too dry two days ago, and asked me to write an application form to purchase a humidifier. It happened that Su Man had an old humidifier that was discarded. If you want to use it for me, I will use it first. Wait for the company to purchase the humidifier uniformly before replacing it.”
Song Yi nodded, indicating that he knew.
Karen closed the door, Song Yi went to the humidifier, picked up the humidifier, there was a brand new label on the base, Song Yi silently put down the humidifier.
The white mist spread around his hands, and the cool moisture stuck to his skin, as if it was about to seep into his bone marrow. He suddenly turned off the humidifier and walked back and forth in the office.
After a while, he returned to his seat, pressed the call button, and asked Karen to come in.
He handed a folder to Karen, "This customer from Hong Kong needs someone to go there in person, let Armanda go."
Karen took the folder respectfully, "When will she go?"
"The sooner the better, tomorrow morning... If she doesn't object, today is the best."
"Okay!" Karen walked out of the office with the folder in hand.
Through the blinds, Song Yi saw Karen walking to Su Man's desk. Su Man stood up, took the folder, listened, looked down at the files, and suddenly raised her head with a smile, and stuffed the folder into her bag , began to pack things quickly.
After a while, she walked out of the cubicle and disappeared into the corridor.
Just as Song Yi relaxed and lowered his head, the door rang twice, and Su Man stood at the door with a wide smile.
Song Yi only felt his heart beat wildly a few times, and said as naturally as possible: "Come in!"
Su Man walked to his desk and said with a smile, "I'm on a business trip to Hong Kong. Do you have anything to buy? I can bring it for you."
"No need. Have a safe journey." After Song Yi finished speaking, he lowered his head.
Su Man didn't expect Song Yi to let her bring him anything, she just found an excuse to meet him.Now that I have seen him and received his "safe journey" blessing, I am already satisfied.As she stepped back, she glanced to see that the humidifier was turned off. She thought Karen had forgotten to turn it on, so she pouted. When she passed by, she quietly turned on the humidifier. She rolled her eyes and saw that Song Yi was still down. He was looking at the documents with his head, and then slipped out of the office happily.
When the sound of her footsteps disappeared, Song Yi raised his head and watched feebly the curling white mist from the humidifier whirling and dancing triumphantly in front of him.
People, who were sent to Hong Kong by him, could not see each other for a week.However, there are many things that he can't get rid of with a single order.
On Friday, Su Man returned to Beijing from Hong Kong.
After get off work, Song Yi went to find Yuan Datou, and the two played basketball for a while in Datou's neighborhood, sitting on the flower stand drinking beer and chatting, he was reluctant to go home for a long time.
Yuan Datou asked: "What's on your mind?"
Song Yi answered the question with a rhetorical question, "What's on my mind?"
Yuan Datou "cut", "Since Zhang Qiang accidentally said that my baby will give me a goodnight kiss before going to bed, you always leave at nine o'clock. What time is it today?"
Song Yi finished the beer in one breath, threw it into the trash can, got up and said, "I'm leaving!"
Yuan Datou yelled: "I'm not driving you away!"
Song Yi smiled, "If I didn't know this, would I still come to you?"
Yuan Datou looked at him, hesitant to speak, Song Yi had already waved his hands gracefully, his back blending into the night.In college, there were four buddies in the same dormitory. Song Yi and Chen Jin were the most successful in their careers, but they are still alone. When Song Yi returned to Beijing, Chen Jin made a special call from Europe to let Datou He looked at Song Yi, the big head was puzzled, and asked the reason, but Chen Jin refused to say anything, but let the big head remember that anyway, when Song Yi is looking for him, he must be there.
Song Yi returned to the apartment, took a shower, and watched TV while drinking. When he was six or seven minutes drunk, he finally couldn't hold back and turned on the computer.
On MSN, Su Man's profile picture is gray, she is not online!There is no message either!
Originally, he had been procrastinating and refusing to go home because he didn't want to see her, but at this moment, she was offline, and he felt lost again.
It was already one o'clock in the morning, and she didn't leave a message. Obviously, she would not be online tonight.
Song Yi looked at the blank dialog box, sat silently for a while, and said softly to the computer: "Whoever is spending tonight with you, I hope you have a good time! Good night, have a good dream!"
Song Yi's dream is messy, and there is too much pain and depression in the dream, as well as strong despair.Maybe he understands that there are some precious things that he no longer deserves to have.
In the morning, Song Yi was still struggling in a painful and messy dream. The phone rang suddenly. Song Yi woke up immediately. He was very grateful that the ringtone interrupted those dreams, but he didn't want to answer the phone. He lay motionless on the bed and let the phone ring. with.
The ringing stopped, but after a while, it rang again, as if not giving up until the goal was reached, Song Yi picked up the phone, it was Lu Licheng, Song Yi sat up immediately, let his head clear for a moment, and connected the phone.
"I'm Lu Licheng." Lu Licheng's tone was stiff, as if suppressing infinite anger.
Song Yi didn't bother to explore where his anger came from, but just said politely: "Hello!"
“这么早给你打电话是想和你说一下公司系统安全升级的事，我会召集IT部门这个周末加班，如果工作效率高，也许周一就能开始施行。”
整个IT部门加班？那意味着有很多相关的部门也需要加班了，陆励成的这个火还真不轻。宋翊慢慢地说：“需要这么赶吗？”是给系统升级，不是系统崩溃了，真没必要周末折腾得人仰马翻。
陆励成硬邦邦地说：“我已经和Mike打过招呼，他说此事由我决定。”
宋翊依旧不怒不急，慢慢地说：“我待会儿去办公室。”
“好！”陆励成挂了电话。
宋翊揉了揉眉头，去冲澡，准备加班。
宋翊走进办公室时，已经是一派热火朝天的忙碌。
IT部门的主管来问他有什么要求，宋翊问：“这次升级都有什么变动？”
IT部门的主管把一页文件递给他，“这是Elloit的要求。”
宋翊一一看完后，明白了陆励成为什么要搞系统升级，想来是知道了苏蔓私自调阅公司资料的事。
宋翊在Elloit的签名旁，签下自己的名字，把文件递还给主管，“Elloit的要求已经很细化，就这么办吧！”
宋翊去找陆励成，Helen不在办公室外的座位上，办公室的门虚掩着，宋翊走近，刚想敲门，看到陆励成靠在沙发上，合着眼睛，下巴的胡楂子已都冒了出来，身上的衬衣皱巴巴的，透着疲惫憔悴，显然，陆励成昨夜一夜未休息，连衣服都未换过。
宋翊想退回，陆励成已经警觉地睁开了眼睛，视线锐利地扫向门口。
宋翊只能推开了门，“看到你在小憩，本不想打扰你。”
陆励成盯着他，一言不发，好似在从头到脚、从外到里地审视他。
两人第一次见面，陆励成也曾这样审视地看他，但那一次的审视不带任何情绪，只是一种客观冷静的评估。当时，他也在客观冷静地评估陆励成。
可这一次，陆励成的审视带着一种悲伤，甚至隐隐的愤怒，宋翊不明白，却肯定，一定和工作无关。
宋翊微笑着坐到陆励成对面，淡然地看着陆励成，任由他审视。
陆励成带着几分讥嘲笑了，“你是个很好命的人！”只是不知道他是自嘲，还是嘲讽宋翊。
宋翊自嘲地笑笑，什么都没说。外人看着他和陆励成一样，都是大好人生，前程锦绣，可只有他自己知道，陆励成是阳光普照，而他的生命早被黑暗遮蔽。
陆励成拿起茶几上的茶壶，起身去饮水机处接水，他经过宋翊身旁时，宋翊闻到他身上浓郁的酒气。
陆励成把茶壶放到电磁炉上，准备煮水泡茶，“昨晚喝多了，又几乎一夜没睡，不介意的话，我泡浓茶了。”
宋翊笑说：“我正好想要浓茶。昨夜也是喝了不少酒，没有休息好。”
两人默默无语，各喝各的茶。
三盅茶喝完，宋翊说：“你若累的话，先回去休息。”
“不用，回去也睡不着。倒是你若有事，可以走了。”
宋翊站起，“我回去也没事可干，还是和大家一起加班吧！”
宋翊走出办公室时，轻轻地把陆励成的门关上了。走进自己的办公室时，却让门大开着，这样的话，如果有人来找他们，自然会来找他。反正他都来了，不妨让陆励成打个瞌睡。
也许有了周五夜晚的失去，所以周六晚上，当苏蔓的头像亮起来时，宋翊竟然有几分失而复得的欣喜。
她没有解释昨晚的失约，只是兴冲冲地问他：“周末休息得可好？去哪里玩了？”
宋翊苦笑着敲字：“还好。你呢？”
“我中午和好朋友一起吃饭，晚上吃的是中午打包带回的剩菜，明天打算去看父母。”
“看上去过得很充实。”
“哈哈哈，就是很充实，前几天有点事情，没时间给你继续一千零一夜的故事，今天回家一看，发现作者已经更新了好多，你还记得上次我们讲到哪里了吗？”
宋翊没有回答，她说：“^＿^，没有关系了，这种肉麻的女生言情小故事，男生记不住很正常了，我继续讲啊！”
以前她也问过这样的话，宋翊是真的完全不记得讲到哪里了，所以只能抱歉地发个笑脸符号过去，她也全不介意，依旧以一种调侃的语气嘻嘻哈哈地讲述着。
宋翊从不觉得她的语气有什么不对，可今日，在她的嘻嘻哈哈下，宋翊却觉得心酸，要经历多久的忍耐，才能把彻骨悲伤化作自我调侃？
宋翊快速地输入了一段话：“上次讲到女主角为了能去篮球少年的学校读书，辛苦考完了GMAT，拿到了一个很好的成绩，可是在拿到成绩的当晚她知道篮球少年有了女朋友。”
以往苏蔓的回复总是很快，这一次，却是过了一会儿，才有回复：“嗯嗯，的确是讲到这里了。”
“女主角还打算出国吗？”
“因为这个女主角比较一根筋，她不但没有放弃，反倒越发拼命地学习，想要一个更好的成绩，想要出国，她不是想做什么，也许只是想远远地看着他，也许只是想让自己死心。有时候，人不亲眼看到，总不会死心。
“不知道你还记不记得，之前我给你讲过，女主角不敢直接接近篮球少年，所以一直在走曲线救国的路线，她和他同宿舍的哥们儿套磁，从人家那里收集关于篮球少年的点滴消息，还接近和他关系比较好的女生。篮球少年有一个关系很好的同系女同学，那个女生当时没有出国，在国内工作，女主角就老是借故联系人家。”
宋翊喃喃说：“罗琦琦。”他上大学时，因为压根儿没打算谈恋爱，所以很少和女生打交道，玩得好的都是男生，罗琦琦是唯一的例外。不仅仅因为这女人根本不像女人，还因为罗琦琦和陈劲是老乡兼高中校友。陈劲是建筑系的，虽然比宋翊高两届，可建筑系的本科要五年毕业，又因为去香港和欧洲交流，离开了清华，大三再回来时，原来宿舍的床位已经没有，恰好就和刚入学的宋翊他们分到了一个宿舍。
“一直叫那女生好像不方便，咱们就简称L女士吧。”
宋翊苦笑，苏蔓，你还能再蠢一点吗？二十六个字母，你就不能换个别的吗？可就是这么蠢的苏蔓，却也瞒住了他许久，她一点也不担心他会发现，是不是笃定他从不会留意？要在阴影中被忽视多久，才能有这份自然而然的笃定？宋翊又为她感到心酸。
“女主角一直和L女士拐弯抹角地探听篮球少年的消息。终于有一天，L女士大发慈悲，竟然发了一张篮球少年和他女朋友的照片。看人家美眷如花，琴瑟和鸣，我们悲催的女主角深受刺激，这还不是最悲催的，最悲催的是，女主角第二日要去考托福，结果因为一夜没睡好，托福考砸了。”
宋翊体内有一种痉挛的疼痛，不知道是因为那张他能回忆起的美眷如花的照片，还是因为苏蔓口气中的自我调侃。
宋翊静默地等着下文，苏蔓却迟迟没有回复。
宋翊问：“她放弃出国了？”
电脑前的苏蔓眼中有晶莹的泪光，没有，她没有放弃！她伤心了一段日子后，决定去考第二次托福！可是，当她报完名的那个周末，妈妈打电话叫她回家，告诉她爸爸得了癌症。
那一夜，她哭着把托福报名单和GMAT的考试成绩单全撕掉了。她知道他一直在远航，她本想追着他的脚步走遍万水千山，可现在她必须为她的父母收拢起风帆，变作一个固定的房屋，为他们遮风挡雨，她要守护她的亲人了。
苏蔓一边落泪，一边对着屏幕敲字：“没错，咱们悲催的女主角终于心就如风中的落花，碎了一地，她放弃了出国的想法。虽然偶尔她还是会以四十五度角凝望秋风落叶，一半忧伤，另一半也还忧伤，但那时已经是大四了，再沉重的悲伤也抵不过凶恶的现实，她必须要养家糊口了。所以，悲伤忧郁统统地滚蛋，在毕业生的人海中挤进钻出，去寻觅一份工作。”
苏蔓趴在了电脑前，那段日子是她人生中的噩梦，一直暗恋的人有了女朋友，爸爸重病，家庭经济陷入困窘，她都不知道自己是如何咬着牙撑了过来。所幸一切都已过去，她找到了工作，爸爸的病好了，她还遇见了最好的姐妹麻辣烫。
半晌后，苏蔓抹去眼泪，抬起头，看到电脑屏幕上，宋翊的话：“后来呢？”
苏蔓发过去一个龇着牙大笑的笑脸，“后来，当然是老天爷都觉得这女主也太他姥姥地悲催了，没了爱情，当然要给她赏赐一份好工作了。”
宋翊松了口气，可又觉得苏蔓没说真话，虽然她的口气和以前一样，嬉笑调侃，但他清晰地感觉到她今夜情绪很低落，每一次的回复都很慢，在这段故事中，她一定隐瞒了什么。
苏蔓说：“今晚的一千零一夜讲完了，要知后文，且听下回分解。”
“你明天还要去父母家，早点休息。”
“好，那我下了，晚安。”
宋翊的晚安还没发送，那边又来了一句，“你也早点休息。”
宋翊微笑着，“好的，晚安。”
大概因为休息得好，苏蔓周一走进办公室时，神清气爽，连陆励成的冷脸也视而不见。宋翊却看在眼里，虽然觉得以陆励成的脾气应该不会为难苏蔓，可终是怕她吃亏，把她叫进了办公室，宽慰她陆励成并不是针对她，他只是在做他的工作，在保护公司整体的利益。明面上能说的话都说了后，终是忍不住加了句，“如果……如果他私下找你，你有什么不方便处理的，可以告诉我。”
苏蔓刹那就绽放了笑颜，眼波盈盈地看着宋翊。
宋翊避开了她的视线，淡淡地说：“你可以回去工作了。”
他听到她的脚步声在门口停住，也听到了她带着几分期盼的“谢谢你”，可是他只能如老僧入定，不让心内的波澜有丝毫的泄露。
公司组织篮球赛，宋翊只打算做看客。
当一帮下属们嚷嚷着他篮球打得好，要他加入比赛时，宋翊以为他们瞎起哄，“谁说我篮球打得好？”
"is her!"
顺着众人手指的方向，他看到了苏蔓。
苏蔓的脸色有些发白，笑容摇摇欲坠，虽然目光没有闪避，却忐忑不安地说着：“我猜的，你身高这么高，大学里肯定不会被篮球队放过。”
Peter他们都围到了宋翊身边，七嘴八舌地央求着宋翊上场。
宋翊没有真正听清楚他们说了什么，眼中只有苏蔓，她紧张企盼地看着他，他清楚地记得“一千零一夜”的故事，女主角一直去看篮球少年打篮球，却从未为他大声欢呼过，每一次她都为他买了饮料，可每一次那罐被掌心捂得温热的饮料都是女主角独自一人默默地喝完。
苏蔓总喜欢调侃地说悲催的女主角啊！
宋翊对Peter他们点了头，这场篮球赛，是他欠一千零一夜故事的女主角的。
因为是为她而战，所以，当投进第一个球时，他立即下意识地去看台上搜寻苏蔓。
她雀跃欢呼，挥舞着拳头，好似恨不得把十一年的沉默都喊叫出来。
宋翊愣住了，本应该装作无意地一扫而过，却变成了凝视，苏蔓也凝视着他，眼中有淡淡的泪光，还有丝毫不加掩饰的欣悦和欢喜。
第一次，宋翊懂得了，原来最深重的喜欢会让一个女孩子连视线都能呐喊着：我喜欢你！
那一刻，宋翊忘记了一切，只有纯粹的欢喜，从心底深处汩汩地涌出，浸透四肢百骸，让他不知身在何处。
直到满场的掌声响起，Peter气急败坏地叫着“Alex”，宋翊才如梦初醒，也是第一次，他相信了那些文学作品中的话，爱情能让人神魂颠倒，忘记一切！
苏蔓对他握拳头，宋翊禁不住朝她笑，女王陛下，我会为你赢得胜利！
他在篮球场上，全身心地赢取胜利，每一次进球后，总能看到她为他欢呼，因为她的笑容，原本赢球的快乐瞬间就翻倍。
纵使陆励成突然加入比赛，让比赛变得艰难，依旧无法折损宋翊的快乐。因为他知道看台上那位又跳又叫，毫无形象，恨不得长出八只手脚来欢呼的女王陛下巴不得他遇到对手，好让比赛更精彩。
暂停休息时，虽然没有当年校园时的盛况，依旧有不少女生围了过来送饮料，他却一直等待着另一个人的饮料。
害怕这种等待太过明显，泄露了心事，他弯下身去解开了一点没松的鞋带，装作要系鞋带，眼角的余光却一直看着她，她拿着饮料向他走过来，却停住，好像要后退，正当宋翊想起身，她又毫不犹豫地大步走了过来。
宋翊迅速地系好鞋带，站起，像当年一样，微笑着对众位拿着饮料的女士说：“多谢了，我自己有。”径直离开，却在转身间，恰恰朝向了苏蔓。
苏蔓握着饮料瓶的手慢慢地伸向他，因为手在发颤，饮料瓶在轻轻地晃着。
宋翊一瞬间竟然不敢去接，因为，那不是一瓶可以用金钱去衡量的饮料，而是一个女子十一年的爱恋。
宋翊小心翼翼地接过了饮料，打开喝了两口，才意识到两人刚才的情形有些古怪。众人都在看着他们，宋翊忙用完全老板对下属的语气补救道：“再去搬一箱，放在这里。”
苏蔓这小笨蛋，丝毫没有察觉异样，大声应了声“是”，开心地跑走了。
可也就因为她这副懵懂无知，周围的人全释然地移开了目光。但远处有一人仍旧冷眼看着，宋翊抬眸望去，陆励成冷眼看着他。显然，刚才那一幕，能瞒过其他人，却瞒不过他。
迎着陆励成的目光，宋翊含着笑，慢慢喝着饮料，一副了无心事的坦然样子，心里却有些犯愁，他无所谓，却不得不提防陆励成拿苏蔓开刀。
比赛开始，再次上场后，宋翊总觉得陆励成很奇怪。
表面上看，这只是一场分外激烈的正常比赛，可只有身处其间的宋翊才明白陆励成打得格外狠。
今晚的篮球赛是一场同事间打着玩的友谊赛，以他和陆励成的身份，其实都不应该上场，他参与，是因为有一个人站在看台上要看，他是为她而战。
陆励成呢？
大概所有人都以为是因为他上场了，所以陆励成不服输地要比一比，可宋翊不这么认为，经过这段日子的竞争和合作，宋翊很清楚，陆励成冷静理智，根本不是计较小得小失的人。可陆励成现在这么狠的打法，显然是非常看中这场比赛的胜负，如果是往日，宋翊虽会尽力，却不会尽全力，一场篮球赛而已，让他赢了又如何？
但今日，他是为苏蔓而战，这是一场他欠了她十一年多的球赛，所以，他必须竭尽全力，无论输赢。
宋翊尽了全力去打，最终以一分之利，险胜陆励成。
当众人高举着宋翊，欢庆胜利时，他看到苏蔓站在人群后，悄悄擦去了眼角的泪。他说不清楚心里的感受，酸甜苦辣交杂，心底深处，有隐秘的强烈冲动，想要把她拥入怀中，为她拭去眼角的泪珠。
为了能和她多待一会儿，听到她和Karen商量一起打车回家时，宋翊主动说：“加上我，更加确保你们的安全。”
他是Karen的老板，Karen当然不会也不敢反对他的任何提议，苏蔓眉眼含笑，以喜悦的沉默表示了同意。
Karen和苏蔓争着先送对方回去，宋翊沉默地听着，他知道Karen是客气，苏蔓却是为了他，心内有阵阵牵动的隐秘喜悦，怕她们看出，只得把目光投向窗外。
窗外车水马龙、霓虹闪烁，乍一眼看过去，和纽约街头很相像，突然间，他惶恐了，他已经不是那个球场上飞扬奔跑的快乐少年，他背负着沉重的过往，他不配得到快乐，更配不上苏蔓，她应该得到更好的。
宋翊突然开口，打断了一场苏蔓即将获得胜利的争让，“先送Armanda吧！”
他的举动看似随意，其实是很明白地表露着他对苏蔓无任何特殊的好感，虽然苏蔓尽量显得若无其事，依旧和Helen说笑着，可他知道她的难过。
他沉默地凝望着窗外，用恰如其分的微笑掩盖住内心的痛苦。
苏蔓下车后，和他们礼貌地道别，当计程车开出后，宋翊忍不住回头，清楚地看到她的肩膀垮了下来，沮丧地垂着头，就好似一个冲锋陷阵的勇敢斗士再也承受不住了。
等送了Karen回家，宋翊立即往家赶，进了门，第一件事就是打开电脑，登录MSN。
可是，MSN上她的头像灰着。
明知道，她从来不对他隐身，可他依旧忍不住问：“你在家吗？”
没有回复，他等了十来分钟，忍不住又问：“在吗？”
还是没有回复，他等了几分钟，再次问：“在不在？”
依旧没有回复，这一次，他等了将近二十分钟，焦急地说：“如果上线，请和我联系。”
没有回复。
宋翊默默地坐在电脑前，凝视着灰暗的头像。
她去了哪里？
宋翊匆匆去拿手机，想给她打电话。
如果是许秋，他大概会认为她在赌气，故意让他难过，可对苏蔓，他清楚地知道，她此时不在家，因为不管她再生气，只怕都舍不得让他担心焦急。
宋翊已经按了接通，却因为脑海内闪过的这个念头，又猛地按了结束通话键，把手机扔到了桌子上。
他犹如困兽般地在屋子里来回走了几圈，站定在窗户前，看着玻璃窗上映出的自己，他突然抽了自己一耳光，“宋翊，你个混账！你不能对不起许秋！她是因为你死的！她是因为你死的！她是因为你死的……”
宋翊一遍遍地吼着，好似要把这句话牢牢地刻进心里，直到声嘶力竭，他终于再次被沉重的负罪感压垮，头贴着落地玻璃窗，慢慢地滑坐到了地上，喃喃低语，“宋翊，你不配，你给不了她幸福！”
MSN上的消息提示音滴滴地响着，半晌后，宋翊才抬起了头，看了眼墙上的表，走到电脑前，坐下，看到对话框里苏蔓说：“不好意思，刚回家，有事吗？”
宋翊先敲了，“现在很晚了。”刚想发送，又觉得不妥，在前面输入了，“没事。”才按了回车键。
"There was an event in the evening. After the event, I went to the bar to drink some wine."
"one person?"
"one person."
"Happy wine, unhappy wine?"
“既开心，也不开心。开心的是，不管他或者我是什么样子，我仍然爱他，不开心的是，不管他或者我是什么样子，他依然不爱我。”
宋翊眼中有浓墨般的绝望，想输入，却总是频频按错键，半晌后，才总算把一句话录入完整了，“为什么不放弃他呢？天涯何处无芳草，三步之内必有兰芝。”
苏蔓很久都没有回复，宋翊认真地敲打键盘，在输入框里慢慢地出现了一段话：“沧海可以变桑田，天底下，没有任何东西可以永远，包括你的爱情。”
没有点击发送，宋翊点燃了一支烟，一支烟快吸完时，滴滴的消息提示音中，苏蔓的回复到了：“放弃他，如同放弃我所有的梦想和勇气，永不！”
烟蒂已经烫到指头，可肉体的疼痛根本比不上这句话给他心内带来的疼痛，宋翊都顾不上扔掉烟头，很用力地按下了回车键，似乎怕晚了一点，就会没有勇气。
“三步之内必有兰芝，如果你愿意充当这个兰芝，我就考虑放弃他，怎么样？”
宋翊一瞬间不知道该如何回复，反应了一会儿，才故作轻松地说：“？，我是个内里已经腐烂的木头，不过，我知道很多兰芝，可以随时介绍给你。”
“多谢，多谢！把你的兰芝替我留着点，等我老妈拿着刀逼我嫁的