Chapter 25 Extra Story

The rainy season in London is very long, and sometimes even if it is not raining, the cashmere coat will feel wet after a trip.Two years later, Song Yi finally couldn't stand the weather in London anymore and decided to return to Beijing. When his friends heard the reason why he left London, they couldn’t believe it. They asked him again and again whether there were other reasons. He said over and over again, “It is indeed because of the rain in London.” One sentence, "The rain in London is like missing, people have nowhere to escape." While transiting at Tokyo Airport, Song Yigang handed the ground crew the transfer card and asked which direction to go, when he heard the sound of high heels beside him, he stopped: "I'm going to Beijing too, I can go there with you."

Song Yi turned around, surprised, embarrassed, and surprised. Malatang smiled: "I saw you from a long distance." When she laughed, the color of her eyes was the blue of sea water, and he couldn't find any familiar shadows.Song Yi couldn't help smiling. The two dragged their luggage and exchanged greetings as they walked. After boarding the plane, both of them happened to be in first class, and Malatang took advantage of being a beautiful woman, and quickly switched to Song Yi's side. From the snowy mountains in Switzerland to the British Museum in London, from the British weather to the sub-credit crisis in the United States, and even which dish to eat first after returning to Beijing, no one mentioned the name of one person.

Song Yi hoped that Malatang would talk about her by chance, but Malatang was eloquent and eloquent, talking all over the world, but there was no news of her. Finally, Song Yi couldn't hold back anymore, and took the initiative to spit out the name: "How are Lu Licheng and Su Man?" Malatang smiled: "Lu Licheng is in your circle, shouldn't you know more about him than me?" Song Yi could only smile, to cover up his disappointment. Malatang stared at him for a while, then suddenly shook his head, gritted his teeth and said: "I really don't know what Manman likes you? A big man is so unhappy! Even if you want to find out about her, you have to drag someone who has nothing to do with you first." How about you just ask Su Man directly, will you die?"

Song Yi remained silent, the embankment he had worked so hard to build was already full of loopholes, and if he was not careful, he was afraid that it would suddenly burst. Malatang said angrily: "Su Man is fine, she's married! I'm going back this time to see the baby in her womb, and I'm waiting to be a godmother." Song Yi didn't respond at all, and even smiled at Malatang, "It's really good news! After returning to Beijing, let her treat us to a good meal." But the blood on his face faded little by little, and the depths of his eyes revealed a sudden Crumbling silence and despair.

Malatang stared at him to study, and after a long time, she said very definitely: "You love her? Don't you?" Song Yi smiled and said, "I'm happy for her." Malatang was furious, took out the cosmetic bag he carried with him, and put the mirror in front of Song Yi's eyes: "You look like this because she is happy?" Song Yi looked at himself in the mirror, and finally Ren Qiang's pretended smile disappeared. Malatang asked sharply: "Song Yi! How long are you going to punish yourself? Are you punishing yourself because you love Xu Qiu? Or are you punishing yourself because you don't love her long ago?"

Everyone in the first class looked at them, but seeing Malatang's face, they all avoided them. Song Yi was stunned, and Malatang's last words were repeated in his ears like thunder. The secret he had hidden deep in his heart, he had never even admitted to Chen Jin, was revealed by Malatang. Like coaxing a child, Malatang said softly, "Song Yi, why don't you dare admit it? Su Man is already married, so it doesn't matter if you admit it or not." She is married! In an instant, the dam built in his heart collapsed, and the feelings blocked by the isolation rushed out like a flood, but what flowed was not hope, but despair.

He leaned weakly against the back of the chair. He returned to Beijing only because Beijing had her and he missed her. However, the woman who rushed out to hug him in the cold wind and whispered happily in his ear "I like you very much, I like you very much" has completely left.The woman who was on the Internet and wanted to announce to the world that she loved the best person in the world is gone.The woman who stood behind him and watched over him for more than ten years was finally tired and gave up on him. At this moment, he understood what Chen Jin once said, "Losing her will be the biggest mistake in your life".

Malatang asked softly, "Do you love her?" Song Yi smiled miserably, and nodded to Malatang: "I love her!" He said again, "I have always loved her!" Malatang whispered: "Actually, you don't love Xu Qiu for a long time, right? Do you think that you and Xu Qiu are not suitable for you? She is not the person you want to live together and grow old with!" Song Yi's hand was tightly gripping the handrail, his veins were throbbing, but he remained silent, not saying a word. Malatang sighed, even though Xu Qiu had been dead for seven years, he still couldn't deny a dead person, it was annoyingly stubborn.However, a person with such a stubborn moral standard should be good to Manman for a lifetime, and what Manman loves is his stubbornness that is about to become extinct.Malatang thought amusedly, if he chooses such a man as her husband, at least Manman will never have to worry about the problems of mistresses and mistresses. With Song Yi's moral standards, he only allows himself to be faithful to Manman.

Malatang said lightly: "Actually, when you invited Xu Qiu to Yellowstone Park, you wanted to break up with her. Xu Qiu also knew that even if you didn't break up with her, she would break up with you." Song Yi looked at Malatang puzzled. Malatang bent down to look left and right in the bag, and finally found a stack of crumpled documents, and stuffed them into Song Yi's hands: "Call me after reading." She closed her eyes and went to sleep. Song Yi stared blankly at the copied document in his hand. He didn't want to read it at first, but the handwriting that passed by the corner of his eyes felt familiar. He couldn't help but lower his head and start reading. Autumn's diary.

Paragraph after paragraph, page after page, he read quickly. In the end, he even wanted to throw away the paper in his hand several times. His temples were throbbing. He couldn't believe what he saw was real, but his consciousness But there was a voice telling him that everything was real, only in this way could explain Xu Qiu's inexplicable anger every time, Xu Qiu's unpredictable character, and Xu Qiu's absent-mindedness when he was by his side. He felt a sense of relief, because the curse of death on him was finally broken, but the feeling of relief was followed by despair.She is married!

"Why are you showing me this?" His face was livid, and the diary in his hand was crumpled into a ball. Malatang opened his eyes and looked at him with a smile: "It's not too bad, I'm really suspicious of Manman's eyes because he keeps smiling all day long." Song Yi's face became even more ugly, and he slammed his fist on the back of Malatang's chair, and Malatang shrank back in fright. Song Yi asked with grief and anger: "What do you mean? Is it revenge on me? If you want me to know the truth, why didn't you give it to me earlier? Why did you wait until Su Man got married before you showed it to me?" Malatang kept a distance from him as much as possible: "Hey! Don't mess around with people! It's not my intention to not show you, it's Su Man's intention. If you want to blame, you can only blame yourself. How many times has Su Man asked you if you like it? Her? Not only did you not tell her, but you also told her that you loved Xu Qiu, what did you ask her to do? Crack down on Xu Qiu and tell you to love her? She doesn't bother to do that!" Song Yi's anger gradually disappeared, what right did he have to be angry?He was the one who told Su Man that the person he loved was Xu Qiu! Malatang muttered softly: "If you were not on the plane back to Beijing today, if you hadn't confessed in front of me that you love Manman, I wouldn't show you this thing. If you dare not admit your feelings for her , I can’t walk out of the past bravely for her, I’d rather you keep guarding your Xu Qiu’s pain forever, Manman deserves a better person.” Song Yi stared blankly ahead, with a painful and desperate expression. The sadness was too real, and Malatang felt a little sore nose, she patted him on the shoulder: "Don't do this! As an apology to you, I will tell you another piece of good news! Manman, she - did not - -marry!" Song Yi turned his head slowly and stared at Malatang. Malatang nodded vigorously: "She is not married, I lied to you just now!" Seeing Song Yi's distorted expression, she shrank back and laughed dryly, "Don't forget, you lied to me too! It's my revenge on you! We're even! No matter how I provoked you before, you were like a piece of wood, and your expression didn't change at all. Just now I saw you like a cat whose tail was burned, which is really good!" Song Yi suddenly held his head in his hands and burst out laughing.Malatang looked at the ball of paper rolled to the ground, kicked it aside with his feet, and smiled happily. The stewardess came over, picked up the crumpled diary on the ground, and asked politely, "Miss, do you want more?" Malatang glanced at Song Yi, squinted his eyes, and said happily: "No more! Please throw it away for us!" As a native of Beijing, Su Man has a standard Mandarin pronunciation, so she is responsible for teaching Chinese for the first grade, and because she is fluent in English, she also undertakes the English class for the fifth and sixth grades. According to the instructions of the mountain people, Song Yi found the school all the way. Su Man was substituting for a sick teacher. The students were reciting together. Su Man was walking between the seats while reciting with everyone. "Autumn is here, autumn is here, and the mountains and fields are beautiful pictures. The pear trees hang golden lanterns, the apples show their red cheeks, the rice sea turns golden waves, and the sorghum raises burning torches. Who makes autumn so beautiful... ..." When she smiled and looked out the window, she saw Song Yi.She wasn't too surprised, just stayed for a while, then smiled and continued to read with the students. "...Look, the wild geese in the blue sky answered. They lined up in a big character of 'people', as if to say—hardworking people draw pictures of autumn." The bell for the end of get out of class rang, and the children rushed out of the classroom. When they saw him, they all looked at him curiously. Su Man walked out of the classroom and asked with a smile, "Where's Malatang?" "She said she was going for a walk in the mountains." Su Man walked in front, and Song Yi followed her, walking along the field ridge to the mountain path. The mountains are handsome, the streams are clear, the maple is fiery red, and the ginkgo is golden.The dead leaves under my feet made a crackling sound. Song Yi called softly: "Manman." Su Man turned her head, her eyes were as bright as stars, and he said, "I love you." She smiled: "I know." She did know that when she was in the game, she was confused, but when she was outside the game, she saw everything clearly.She has loved him for more than ten years, and an important reason why she loves him is because he is a man with a sense of responsibility and high morals, so she can understand his guilt towards Xu Qiu that he can't let go.His repetitions and struggles hurt her, but that was only because he loved her. Su Man walked forward again, Song Yi was like someone who fell in love for the first time, and didn't know what to do.After staying for a long time, I realized that I wanted to chase her, but when I caught up with her, I didn't know what to say, so I could only follow Su Man and walked silently.The more she wandered, the more flustered she became. She said "she knows", what does she mean?Does she still love him? Just as he was uneasy, he held his hand with one hand, and his heart skipped a beat. He looked at her sideways, her eyes were staring straight ahead, walking with a smile, the corners of her mouth curved like a crescent moon. His heart gradually stabilized, and he held her hand instead, holding it tighter and tighter, and never let go. It turns out that this is true love. There is no speculation, no taboo, and no words, just stable, happy, and peaceful. In the past, she never let go, from now on, no matter what happens, he will never let go!In the past, she was like a lighthouse, guiding him out of the dark and painful swamp. From now on, he will guard the lighthouse for the rest of his life, making her bright and warm forever.