Chapter 61 Chapter fifty-seven fifty years in the world

Sitting in front of me was a young man, about twenty-five years old.But it exudes an old breath, making it look like middle-aged. I learned from the doctor that this man claimed to be 50 years old after his 50-year-old father died, and asked him who he was, and he said his name.I don't know if there is a connection between the two things. It might have been nothing, but according to the doctor's observation, he really behaved like a 50-year-old man: 1. Wrinkles and white hair are faintly visible. 2. His actions are not as flexible as a young man at all. 3. He doesn't think like a young man.

... I said, "Hi, I'm not a doctor, I'm just talking to you." He said, "What are you talking about?" I said, "Talk about anything, talk about what we want to talk about. So let's start, can you tell me why you are suddenly 50 years old?" He said: "That's it, I understand at once." I said, "What do you understand?" He said, "Everything, everything." I'm starting to look forward to it, but I'm still a little skeptical.I have seen this kind of patients a lot, and they all say that they understand everything, but there are only about 2% of them who are really logical and correct, and there are no gods. Aliens.This time I had a hunch this guy would be one of those 2%.What to ask, probably his old breath.

I said, "You mean you know everything I ask you?" He said, "Yes." I said, "Then let me ask you, where do we come from?" He said: "Are you talking about the current people? From the perspective of the body, we first evolved from fertilized eggs. From the perspective of consciousness, we obtained the initial consciousness from genetics, and then obtained it through the continuous fusion and transformation of matter. present consciousness." I didn't expect such a vague answer, which made me a little disappointed and wanted to turn around and leave.

He continued: "But why is it inherited? Because we are evolved humans, in order to exist better, of course we must inherit it. And in this inheritance, we will become stronger and stronger due to evolution." I tentatively asked, "What about the first time? How did the first consciousness arise?" He said: "That's a good question, but it's not good. The first consciousness is actually similar to ours. The first consciousness is naturally produced by a special material composition. As for the way it is produced, it is such a combination. With it, it can be said that it is for a better existence.”

I said: "What you said is self-contradictory. For a better existence, it is based on the existence of consciousness. Without consciousness, there is a better existence?" He said: "You misunderstood. When I said better existence, I meant that the universe existed in a more balanced way. For this reason, the universe made us exist." I said, "The universe made us exist, what does that mean?" "The universe is conscious," he said. I said, "How did the consciousness of the universe come about?" He said: "It has existed from the very beginning. With matter, there is consciousness. What do you want to ask? Then there is actually no reason. It just exists like this. It simply exists, and this is our world."

I said, "Okay, maybe there is no answer to this question. Then I ask another question: what do we live for?" He said: "Each individual consciousness can have its own answer to this question. If you don't look at it from the perspective of consciousness, what would it be?" After he finished speaking, he smiled very nicely, but gave me A sense of stress.A sense of pressure from being looked down upon. Silence for 1, 2, 3... 10 seconds. He said: "It's actually very simple. Without consciousness, there will be no answer. Because without consciousness, there will be no causal relationship. Hehe. That's why some people say that time does not exist. It seems amazing, but it's nothing more than that. "

He continued: "You make a cube move in the computer and record it, and you can see the movement process. This is time. The cube can only move bit by bit according to the direction. But you can see it on any record. The square. Where does time exist for you? We are like that square that can only move little by little." I said, "Well, I just asked two of the three major questions in philosophy. You know that?" He said, "I know." I said, "Why don't you tell other people what you think? Maybe you can improve without having to come in." He said: "I don't want to. And the barrier between people can't be removed. After telling you, there will only be pain. As for talking to you now, I don't know what to ask to say these things."

I said: "So this is my honor, ha ha." He said, "Whatever you want." I said: "Then can I hear your answer with confidence again? About the answer to the third question." He said: "Well... do people go there after death? This question is also very interesting. It can be said that people are constantly changing. Death is just a part of the process of change. After death, people will change a little bit. Little by little, let’s rearrange it with other substances to become another individual. No matter how people change, they are still part of the universe.”

I said: "Thank you, you let me know another answer." He said, "Whatever." I said, "It's getting late, can I still ask a question?" He said, "What?" I said, "Do you want to go out?" He said, "It doesn't matter." I said, "Goodbye." He said, "Goodbye." About 5 years later I heard from the doctor that he died last year (4 years after talking to him), at the age of 30, but with a body that looked like 80 years old. The last words left before death: "Goodbye, in another form."