Chapter 62 Epilogue If life is only as it was first seen

When the online version was originally closed, someone asked me why this sentence was intercepted alone, and did it have any meaning?Have. When I was fourteen or fifteen years old, I read this sentence for the first time and decided it was written by a woman.Look at the author: Nalan Rongruo.Oh girl.Half a year later, it was discovered that he was not a woman, but an official from the early Qing Dynasty.This is a primer. In those few years, I was basically immersed in the neatness and simplicity of Tang poetry; the free and easy antithesis of Song poetry;When I read more, I naturally want to know about those poets.After getting to know the author, I became interested in the background of those times.Then it was out of control.From humanities to economy, from economy to social structure, from social structure to politics, from politics to religion, from religion to philosophy, from philosophy to psychology, from psychology to medicine... Later I discovered To a certain extent, many things are interlocking.This surprised me (in my twenties) at the time.Then began another round of more frantic sweep-style reading.Sometimes there is not even time to digest, just to remember.But at that time, I developed a habit: ignore the text itself, and look at the things behind the text.But later I studied the Leach power of words and symbols, that's another story.

Then began insomnia + biological clock disorder.For half a year, I slept every two days, about 12 hours at a time.Insomnia is not the insomnia of neurasthenia, but the kind of special spirit.Because I also feel that it is abnormal, sometimes I deliberately look for some very obscure books to read, thinking that it should have a miraculous effect on hypnosis.I remember seeing a bunch of books about physics and introductory quantum mechanics at a friend's house (my friend's father was engaged in this), so I borrowed them to read.Did not look sleepy, looked surprised.Then I went around to listen to the class with a lot of questions.Not long after, I found that it was broken, and the problem was serious.Because as far as physics is concerned, the more I read, the more I question, and the more I start to question what it is like—there are too many unsolved, even those principles that have been applied are still unsolved.At that time, in order to give myself a seemingly clear answer, I started to turn to nonlinear dynamics, planar space, etc.But it backfired, and doubts began to multiply.I'm at a loss.

Then, I started to have contact with mental patients again.Then, I discovered a very interesting thing: many mental patients can quickly find some kind of explanation as the answer.Regardless of whether it is a ghost, fox, fairy, or physical creature, it is always confirmed firmly.I was even more confused, and even worried: Is there something wrong with me? This state of panic has been haunting me until one day, I saw this sentence again: "Life is only as it was first seen."Then, it suddenly became clear.That's why I truncated this sentence. At the end of this book, I want to tell you clearly: there are nearly 20 articles here are real cases; some of them are added or deleted based on real cases for some reasons.So, I hope you don't get too obsessed with it when you read this book.And don't judge whether you and the people around you are mentally ill or mentally disabled based on this book. This is too one-sided and too arbitrary.

I have always believed that being able to think seriously is a very, very remarkable thing.Some people may ask: Is there any energy in generating ideas?Can you make money?I can give an affirmative answer to this point: strong, can make money (laughs). Taoism talks about flexibility, Buddhism talks about nature, and the theory of mind talks about the unity of knowledge and action. They all mean the same thing: application.If you are interested in checking it, you will find that all very good people have their own ideological system, which is complete and rigorous.I know that it is not easy to come out, it is formed after many times of rigorous thinking and repeated overthrow and reconstruction.But the reason why there are few talented people and the reason why there are many visionaries lies in: application.The most terrible thing is to get the key but not know how to use it if you want to use it.Of course, there are also people who don't want to use it, and have reached the point of ignoring reality.For that kind of people, I'd classify them the way I do - xian.

And there is the unknown.For this, I do not recommend easily negating the unknown with the known, or negating without really in-depth thinking.Copying and being rude are bad things.But in the face of the unknown, there is no need to be afraid, but to learn to respect the existence of the unknown.In fact, that is also respect for oneself.Give yourself a chance to try to understand and analyze, and then you will have the possibility of thinking and exploring. Well, this book ends here.But I hope that those thoughts that belong to me will continue. Thank you for reading it, and reading this sentence, I will keep it in my heart.

"Bowl."