Chapter 60 Chapter Fifty-six Metamorphosis

The patient's memory span was only 1 day from the age of 20.In other words, his memory is only the memory before the age of 20 and the memory within 24 hours now.Continuously disappearing memories of the past 24 hours ago to get a sense of the present.He had been sick for 10 years (30 years old) when I went to see him. Me: "Okay, you should also know that you will have a completely different memory after one day." He: "Well, I see. And since I was 25 years old, I felt the disappearance of memory." Me: "25 years old? Has your memory not disappeared?" He: "I kept repeating this incident, and only the ones from 24 hours ago disappeared, but new ones kept appearing, like a line. So I am very clear about this."

Me: "How do you feel?" He: "No special feeling. But I don't feel the love and hate you mentioned." Me: "What do you want to do?" Him: "I don't want to do anything." Me: "Don't you have any idea about being born and dying all the time?" He: "Yeah, I think it's natural." Me: "Nature? Are you the only one? How can a single individual be called nature?" He: "Didn't you notice that all creatures are like this? They are changing all the time, and once they change, they will be completely different from the past. It's just that your changes are slow."

Me: "Well." He: "So it's natural." Me: "Do you want to see the outside world?" He did not want." Why do I?" He: "No need. Simply don't want to. Don't want to see it, don't want to see it." Me: "You really don't want to do something?" He: "At first I thought about living until tomorrow, then I wanted to do things, many things, and now I don't think about anything." Me: "Have you ever thought about committing suicide? You won't be born again." He did not want." Me: "Then do you want a new life?"

He: "Whatever. I don't commit suicide. Because I don't want to, but I don't care about it." Me: "Have a nice day." He: "Whatever. I will forget you by now tomorrow." Then he said that he wanted to sleep, and slept until night, watching the starry sky disappear little by little, transforming... until the end of eternity.