Chapter 19 Chapter Eighteen That Cruel Fatherly Love

Guiguzi walked into the ward with a weird smile on his face. When Chen Huaiyuan saw him, he immediately stood up, stood in front of him, pointed at his nose, and shouted in a low voice: "Get out, we don't welcome you, a scoundrel!" Guiguzi said calmly: "Young man, don't be so angry, it hurts your liver! By the way, you see Xiaosan is sleeping, keep your voice down, don't disturb her, let her have a good rest, you don't feel sorry for her, I do. .” Chen Huaiyuan's eyes were burning with anger, and he lowered his voice and said, "I'll tell you again, get out of here."

Guiguzi still said calmly: "Young man, I know what you are thinking in your heart. You are afraid! Afraid that I will snatch your beloved away, right? Tell you, you are useless, you have nothing to do with her You can't escape my eyes. I'm right, young man. Now, I want to tell you, please go outside, and I will go away after I have finished talking with her!" Chen Huaiyuan reached out and grabbed his collar, gritted his teeth and said, "I really want to kill you!" Guiguzi looked fearless: "You can't kill me, really, it's up to you, you definitely can't kill me! Let go of your hands, go out and wait obediently, I keep my word, just say a few words to her." Go! If you want to duel with me, there are plenty of opportunities, but I want to remind you that if we have a duel, it is not certain who will fall first! Let go!"

Chen Huaiyuan didn't let go, his breathing was short, and his eyes were full of murderous intent. Su Xiaosan opened her eyes. Seeing that Guiguzi was not afraid or angry, she just said calmly, "Huaiyuan, let him go." Guiguzi smiled and said, "Young man, did you hear that your empress asked you to let me go!" Chen Huaiyuan reluctantly let go. Guiguzi tidied up his collar, walked up to Su Xiaosan, handed the rose in his hand to Su Xiaosan, flatteringly said: "Small umbrella, it's for you." Su Xiaosan took the rose, put it under her nose and smelled it, and said softly, "It smells so good, it's much stronger than bad breath."

A shadow passed over Guiguzi's face, and he quickly regained his composure: "As long as you like it! As long as you like it, I can give it to you every day from now on." Su Xiaosan smiled lightly: "Okay, this is really a wonderful thing." Guiguzi looked back at Chen Huaiyuan who was going crazy with anger. Su Xiaosan understood what he meant, so she said to Chen Huaiyuan: "Huaiyuan, go out for a while." Chen Huaiyuan had no choice but to leave angrily. Su Xiaosan said: "Ghost writer, it's just the two of us now, if you have anything to say, just say it."

Guiguzi smiled and said, "Actually, I didn't come to see you today, but someone asked me to come here." Su Xiaosan said, "Who?" Guiguzi said, "You should be able to guess it." Su Xiaosan said, "I can't guess." Guiguzi said: "Of course it's Mr. Wangba Wang. The couple still care about you very much. You see, they let you live in such a good ward and paid a large deposit to the hospital. They specially told the doctor to use it for you." The best medicine. Last time, his father was hospitalized, and he didn’t receive this kind of treatment. You should understand that he took great pains! They didn’t dare to come by themselves, because they were afraid that you would get angry and affect your recovery, so they entrusted me to come. They said , If you have any request, you can just mention it, they are all respectable people, and they don't want to make a big deal, it's not good for anyone. Just let him go, and we will still be good friends in the future, and we can continue to cooperate! Besides, I still want you to design the cover of my new book in the future!"

Su Xiaosan smiled and said calmly, "Is that all you want to say?" Guiguzi nodded. Su Xiaosan said: "I see, you go back and tell them, I never want to make things big, so let them rest assured. In addition, please tell them that I will have money for the hospitalization and medical expenses this time." I will return it to them. Most importantly, you have to tell his wife personally that I am not a bitch, and let her beware of her own man, and one day, he will not admit to her. " Guiguzi said: "Understood, I will definitely bring your words to them. After hearing what you said, I love you even more. It seems that my vision is still good!"

Su Xiaosan said: "Then you can go!" Guiguzi smiled and said, "You take good care of your illness, and I will come to see you." After speaking, he walked towards the door.He was about to open the door when Su Xiaosan said, "Wait." Guiguzi turned around: "Any other orders?" Su Xiaosan said: "Please don't come into my room in the middle of the night and kiss me secretly. There was a kitchen knife next to my bed, and I accidentally chopped you off. I can't bear the responsibility." The smile on Guiguzi's face disappeared, and he said solemnly: "I have never entered your room. I remembered, you must have not finished reading "Dark Kiss". Before writing this book, I cast a curse." , whoever has read "Dark Kiss", if not finished, he will be secretly kissed in the middle of the night just like the protagonist in the book."

He walked out the door. Su Xiaosan was short of breath, her whole body was cold, and she randomly crushed the roses in her hands. The day Su Xiaosan was discharged from the hospital was sunny.Everything looks so beautiful.Zhong Feiyang came to pick her up and left the hospital. Today he didn't wear a police uniform, but a black trench coat, looking handsome and free and easy.The car he was driving was not a police car, but a silver-gray Mazda sedan.Zhong Feiyang asked Chen Huaiyuan, who was carrying things behind, to get into the car together. After putting Su Xiaosan's things in the car, Chen Huaiyuan turned his head and left with a panicked look on his face.

After Zhong Feiyang started the car, Su Xiaosan, who was sitting in the co-pilot's seat, said with a smile, "Officer Zhong, I'm really bothering you, so please come and pick me up." Zhong Feiyang said with a smile: "It just so happens that I am resting today. I have nothing to do. I came here thinking that you were discharged from the hospital today. Don't be polite to me. It is my honor to be able to serve a beautiful woman like you!" Two red clouds flew up on Su Xiaosan's face: "What kind of beauty am I! There are chaihe girls like me everywhere."

Zhong Feiyang said: "You are too modest, you have to know that excessive modesty is equal to pride." Su Xiaosan said: "If only I could be proud, I am naturally sensitive and timid." Zhong Feiyang said: "You may not know it, but a strange thing happened on the Internet in the past two days." Su Xiaosan said, "What is it?" Zhong Feiyang said: "Just the day before yesterday, a rich woman in this city who claimed to have hundreds of millions of assets published more than 300 mobile phone numbers on her blog, and said that she had already had sex with her." She has AIDS. She also posted some sex and nude pictures of herself on her blog. This news has caused an uproar on the Internet and quickly spread throughout the Internet. I heard from a reporter friend of the Evening News that the owners of these mobile phone numbers are located in various places. Industry, government officials, big names in the business world, and film and television actors... Now the mobile phones of these people are basically shut down. It is said that the more than 300 mobile phone numbers are just the tip of the iceberg, and she is planning to announce the second batch of mobile phone numbers. Evening News My reporter friend also contacted this rich woman and wanted to confirm the matter with her, but she said she had no comment, and then she couldn’t get through to her phone anymore.”

Su Xiaosan shuddered after hearing this: "This is too scary." Zhong Feiyang said: "Yeah, it's really a creepy thing. I'm thinking, if it's true, those who have an affair with this rich woman will all want to jump the Huangpu River. And those who have an affair with this rich woman The women these people have come into contact with, including their wives, should also be living in dire straits! Harmful, how many innocent people will be killed by those unclean people!" Su Xiaosan murmured, "I don't know if there is Wangba among those phone numbers." Zhong Feiyang said, "What did you say?" Su Xiaosan said in a panic: "Nothing, nothing." Zhong Feiyang smiled and said, "Don't panic, it has nothing to do with you." Su Xiaosan said: "Yes, it has nothing to do with us." Zhong Feiyang sighed: "In this society, the world is going downhill. Anything can happen. People really don't feel safe in life." Su Xiaosan said: "It's so hopeless coming from a police officer like you. Even people like you don't feel safe. How can we ordinary people live?" Zhong Feiyang said: "We are also ordinary people!" Su Xiaosan suddenly remembered the mysterious letter. She didn't go home these days, so she didn't know if those mysterious letters had arrived.Her heart lifted, thinking of Xiao Ahong made her heart ache for no reason.Su Xiaosan said: "A strange thing also happened to me. In fact, what I have always wanted to tell you is that I didn't find an opportunity. In addition, it's hard to tell you about Xiang Hanlan." Zhong Feiyang was very curious: "What strange thing? Tell me!" Su Xiaosan told him everything about the mysterious letter, and also told him about her going to find Xiao Ahong. Zhong Feiyang said: "There is such a thing." Su Xiaosan said: "Yes, that's why I find it very strange." Zhong Feiyang immediately made a judgment: "I think this woman named Xiao Ahong must have something to do with you, otherwise she would not tell you those things in letters. In addition, this person must be paying attention to you secretly, otherwise She won't know your address." Su Xiaosan said: "Your analysis is very correct. If you can find Xiao Ahong, maybe all problems will be solved." Zhong Feiyang said, "Yes." Su Xiaosan said sadly: "But I can't find this person at all." Zhong Feiyang thought for a while and said, "Wait, there is a solution." He parked the car on the side of the road and made a call: "Lu Jing, I'm Zhong Feiyang, please help me find a person and send all the information she can find to my mobile phone. Her The name is Xiao Ahong, Xiao is Xiao Ke's Xiao, Ah is Allah's Ah, and Hong is Red's red. Yes, Xiao Ahong, please check it out for me. I want it right away. Please, I will treat you to dinner another day. " Su Xiaosan said, "Thank you." Zhong Feiyang said: "What are you being polite to me, it's just a matter of raising your hands." Su Xiaosan felt very uneasy suddenly, if she really found Xiao Ahong, what is the relationship between her and herself? Zhong Feiyang's car drove downstairs to her house.He smiled and said, "Xiaosan, can I come to your house for a meeting?" Su Xiaosan said, "Of course I can. Usually I can't invite you if I want to, but my house is very messy, like a kennel." Zhong Feiyang said: "Haha, my house is also like a kennel, there is no way, this is how single life is." Su Xiaosan blushed: "You are still single." Zhong Feiyang said: "Yes, I can't find a partner .” Su Xiaosan stopped talking. Before going upstairs, Su Xiaosan checked the mailbox, but there was still no mysterious letter. After arriving home, Su Xiaosan did not find Chen Huaiyuan.She put away the quilt on the sofa, put it aside, and opened the window to breathe. Su Xiaosan said: "I'm really sorry, the house is messy enough, let Chen Huaiyuan live outside, and I live in the bedroom." Zhong Feiyang sat on the sofa and said with a smile, "It's okay, it's much better than my home." Su Xiaosan poured him a glass of water: "We don't like to drink tea, so there is no tea at home, so you can drink plain water, I'm sorry." Zhong Feiyang said: "Plain water is better than anything else. I like to drink plain water." Su Xiaosan walked into the room, took out a stack of mysterious letters, and put them on the coffee table in front of him: "Officer Zhong, look, these are the letters." Zhong Feiyang was about to read the letter when the phone rang several times. He said: "There is a message, it should be from Lu Jing." He looked at his phone, and said, "Sure enough, it's a message from Lu Jing. There are 12 people named Xiao Ahong in Shanghai, let me take a look." Su Xiaosan looked at him with trepidation. After a while, Zhong Feiyang raised his head and said: "None of the 12 people named Xiao Ahong met the conditions you mentioned for Xiao Ahong. It seems that the Xiao Ahong you are looking for should not be here. 12 out of 12. It's a little tricky." Su Xiaosan said: "I'm sorry to trouble you, Officer Zhong, but it doesn't matter if you can't find her. If she really has anything to do with me, she will definitely show up." Zhong Feiyang said: "What you said makes sense." He picked up a letter, looked at the envelope, and said to himself: "There is no address, but there is a zip code. Yes, there should be some clues based on the zip code." Su Xiaosan said: "Why didn't I think of it, you are worthy of being a policeman!" Zhong Feiyang dialed the "114" directory and asked about the area of ​​the zip code.He said to Su Xiaosan: "This is the postal code of Hongwei Town, Songjiang District. Look, do you want to go and have a look?" Su Xiaosan said, "I'm afraid to trouble you." Zhong Feiyang said: "No matter what, I am willing to serve you." Su Xiaosan said: "Then go and have a look, I really want to know the result sooner." Zhong Feiyang raised his wrist, looked at his watch, and said, "It's almost lunch time, how about this, let's find a place to eat something casually, and then go to Hongwei Town!" Su Xiaosan nodded. Zhong Feiyang and Su Xiaosan walked into the Hongwei Town Post Office. This is a relatively remote town on the outskirts of Shanghai, and there are relatively few residents in the town.There were not many people in the post office. Zhong Feiyang took a mysterious letter and walked to the window where the letter was sent. He saw a young female employee sitting there joking with the female employee at the mailing window. She saw Zhong Feiyang, He stopped talking to the other party, and asked with a smile, "Send a letter?" Zhong Feiyang also smiled and said: "Sorry, I don't send letters, I want to ask one thing." The female employee smiled and said, "Tell me, what is it?" Zhong Feiyang turned his head and said to Su Xiaosan: "Xiaosan, give me the letter." Su Xiaosan handed the letter to Zhong Feiyang, feeling like there were 100 little rabbits jumping around alive and well in her heart. Zhong Feiyang handed the letter to the female employee: "I want to ask, is this letter sent from you?" The female employee picked up the letter and looked at it carefully. After a while, she said: "This is a letter from us. By the way, isn't this a letter from Dr. Song? A few days ago, she came here every day with a thick letter. , I also asked her why she didn’t write the detailed address of the sender, and she said, it’s better not to write it. I said, it’s okay not to write the address, but the zip code must be written. She thought about it and asked me to give it Fill it in. I wrote the zip code on the envelope. Dr. Song was very strange. He didn’t put the letter in the mailbox after posting the stamps. Feel free to send a registered letter. She always smiled and shook her head and said, that’s it, it should be received. I don’t know why she did that. She hasn’t sent a letter for a while, and sometimes I really look forward to her Come on, she's a very kind person." Zhong Feiyang was very excited: "Is the doctor Song you mentioned a doctor from the town hospital?" The female employee handed the letter back to Zhong Feiyang and said with a smile: "No, there is a mental hospital nearby, and she is a doctor there." Zhong Feiyang said, "What is Doctor Song's name?" The female employee thought for a while and said, "It seems to be called Song Aili, yes, it's called Song Aili." Su Xiaosan was very nervous, the closer she got to the truth, the more nervous she became. ... Zhong Feiyang drove the car quickly on the highway.They went to the psychiatric hospital just now, and the security guard told them that Dr. Song Aili had stomach cancer, which was already in an advanced stage when she was discovered, and was admitted to the oncology department of Ruijin Hospital a few days ago.When the security guard saw Su Xiaosan, he was taken aback and said softly: "It seems!" Zhong Feiyang asked him what he looked like, and he shook his head in a panic: "Nothing, nothing." Zhong Feiyang knew that this There must be something strange in it, but he didn't ask, as long as he finds Dr. Song Aili, the truth may come to light. Along the way, Su Xiaosan did not speak. Zhong Feiyang said with concern: "Xiaosan, your body is still weak, close your eyes and rest." Su Xiaosan closed her eyes. But she couldn't fall asleep anyway, and she was sweating in her heart. They came to Ruijin Hospital. In the oncology department, they successfully inquired about Song Aili's ward. There were two patients living in Song Aili's ward. She was in the bed inside, and a young girl was sitting on the bed outside and eating grapes.Zhong Feiyang and Su Xiaosan walked in gently, and asked the young girl, "Excuse me, does Song Aili live here?" The young girl pointed to the old woman with gray hair and haggard appearance on the bed inside.They understood that she was Song Aili.Song Aili was half lying on the hospital bed, her eyes were closed, she seemed to be asleep, she was full of tubes, and she was receiving needles.They stood beside Song Aili's hospital bed, looking at this mentally ill female doctor who was tortured so badly by the illness, their hearts were very heavy.Life is so fragile, so vulnerable.They waited silently for Song Aili to wake up. At this time, a young girl walked in. She came to them and asked softly, "Are you looking for my mother?" Zhong Feiyang nodded and said softly, "Yes." The young girl said: "My name is Song Ge, please sit down." Zhong Feiyang said: "My name is Zhong Feiyang, and her name is Su Xiaosan." They sat down. Song Ge looked at Su Xiaosan, and said softly, "Su Xiaosan, I seem to have heard my mother mention this name." Su Xiaosan's palms were wet, she didn't know what was going to happen. Song Ge also said: "My mother is only in her 50s, and she is sick like this. She is tired." They sat for about half an hour. When a nurse came in to change the bottle for Song Aili, Song Aili opened her eyes.Those were a pair of deep-set, tired, and godless eyes. From the eyes, one could see her kindness and love. They all stood up. Song Ge walked to the head of the bed and said softly, "Mom, are you okay? Are you feeling sick?" Song Aili said softly: "Fortunately, they are—" Song Ge said, "They're here to look for you, and that girl's name is Su Xiaosan." Song Aili looked surprised: "Ah, Su Xiaosan, how did she find this place?" Zhong Feiyang gave Su Xiaosan a wink, and Su Xiaosan also stood at the head of the bed.Song Aili looked at her and murmured: "Are you really Su Xiaosan?" Su Xiaosan nodded and said with a smile, "Aunt Song, I am Su Xiaosan." A smile appeared on Song Aili's face : "Let me take a closer look." Su Xiaosan moved closer to let her see more clearly.Song Aili looked at Su Xiaosan carefully, and said softly: "Like, it really looks like, it's carved out of the same mold, it really looks alike!" Su Xiaosan remembered the words of the security guard in the mental hospital, and felt even more uneasy.Zhong Feiyang asked: "Aunt Song, what do you look like?" Song Aili glanced at him and said, "Like her mother." Su Xiaosan's heart was about to jump out, and she said tremblingly, "Who is my mother?" Song Aili sighed slightly and said: "At this point, it seems that I can't say anything. Your mother is Xiao Ahong! I wouldn't have told you so early. I promised your mother that after you read those letters, I'll tell you after I'm fully mentally prepared. I didn't expect that you would find me." Su Xiaosan was stunned. She couldn't accept this reality, and murmured: "Impossible, this is impossible!" Song Aili said: "Poor child, it's true. I won't lie to you. Before your mother died, she gave me those letters and asked me to send you one every day. After the letters are sent, let me After finding you, she still has an important thing that I want to hand over to you. However, I didn’t expect that I would do this. I originally wanted to wait until I was discharged from the hospital, and then send you the rest of the letter, and then went to find you. In the end, You found it yourself." No wonder when I read those letters, my heart ached for Xiao Ahong. It turned out that she was the mother who had searched for her thousands of times in her dreams. Mother and daughter are so connected!Su Xiaosan burst into tears. She asked: "Aunt Song, why does my mother know my address? Why didn't she come to me when she was alive? Why?" Song Aili said softly: "It's a long story. I don't allow me to talk about my current physical condition in detail, so I'll just tell you briefly. Your mother turned out to be one of my patients. The reason for her illness is described in the letter. There are detailed introductions, so I won’t say much. She knows who adopted you. After recovering from illness, she went to see your adoptive mother. Seeing that your adoptive mother treats you so well, your adoptive mother does not agree with you. , she left silently. After being discharged from the hospital, she sold the small western-style building left to her by her father, and then went to Wuhan to take care of her female classmate named Zhao Yan. After Zhao Yan passed away, she returned to Shanghai and tried every possible means I found your address, and then returned to the mental hospital, worked as a volunteer in the mental patient, and took care of other mental patients until she died. When she was alive, she wanted to know you so much, and even wanted to live with you, because Our relationship is like sisters. She often tells me everything. She said that she is afraid of seeing you and disturbing your life. She always feels sorry for you and has no face to see you! I I have encouraged her to meet you, but she still gave up. She is a kind and pitiful person who has lived in fear and repentance all her life. I understand her inner suffering very well. She often said to me that there are I understand her alone, and she is satisfied. I know that the person she hopes to understand her most is you. So, she wrote so many letters before she died, just to let you know how she got here in her life. How helpless it is to abandon you." Having said that, Song Aili coughed violently. Song Ge patted her on the back lightly: "Mom, don't get excited, speak slowly, don't worry." Song Aili gasped and said, "Water, I want to drink water." Su Xiaosan quickly poured a glass of water, put it in front of her mouth, and said tearfully, "Aunt Song, drink slowly, don't rush. After drinking the water, you should have a good rest." After Song Aili drank the water, she half-lyed on the bed and closed her eyes. After resting for a while, Song Aili opened her dull eyes and said to Song Ge: "Bring me that little leather bag, it's the little red leather bag that I asked you to bring when I was hospitalized." Song Ge said: "I know." Song Ge took out the old little red leather bag from the bedside table and handed it to her mother. Song Aili opened the zipper of the leather bag, took out a passbook from inside, and handed it to Su Xiaosan: "Xiaosan, this is left to you by your mother. After your mother sold the building, most of the money was used for relief. Poor people, I only leave this one hundred thousand yuan to you, this is your mother's wish, you should keep it well." Then, she handed the little red leather bag to Su Xiaosan: "This bag belongs to your mother too. It was bought for her by your father at the beginning. It is a treasure of her life. Here is your father's love for her. I leave it to you. I want to continue the love. Your mother has longed for love all her life, but she has never received a complete love. The rest of the letters are in the bag. Take it back and read slowly. Everything is handed over to you Yes, it also cleared up a knot in my heart. I can also go to meet Sister Ahong with peace of mind. Xiaosan, you have to remember that your mother loves you, and her love for you has never stopped... ..." Su Xiaosan broke down in tears. Song Ge also burst into tears. Zhong Feiyang kept wiping his eyes. Even the young girl in the ward was sobbing. ... The car drove out of the parking lot of Ruijin Hospital, and they were all silent.Zhong Feiyang put a CD into the record player in the car, and after a while, the man's desolate, deep and affectionate singing voice came: Su Xiaosan knew that this was a song composed by Haizi's poem "September", and Chen Huaiyuan often listened to it. When Chen Huaiyuan listened to this song, his eyes would appear psychedelic.Amidst Zhou Yunpeng's singing, Su Xiaosan began to read the rest of the letters with a strange mood. Gu Xin stood outside the building door, staring blankly at me holding Yu Tao's body. He murmured, "What's the matter? What's the matter?" At that time, the blood in my veins stopped flowing, and my heart seemed to stop beating, turning into a cold stone without any consciousness.I can't seem to hear Gu Xin's words, and I can't feel his presence.Gu Xin swayed his tall figure and walked towards me.He jumped into the pit, squatted down, stretched out his trembling hands, and touched my cold face. He wanted to hold me in his arms. Between us lay Yu Tao's body. I suddenly trembled and said, "Did you kill Yu Tao?" Gu Xin was silent. I trembled again and said, "Did you kill Yu Tao? Tell me, didn't you!" Gu Xin suddenly became surprisingly calm: "Daughter, I killed him." I shouted hoarsely: "Why? Why? Why did you kill him!" Gu Xin said: "Daughter, calm down and listen to Dad's explanation." I choked up and said: "I don't want to listen to your explanation, don't listen, you give me back Yu Tao's life, you let him come back alive, I want him to take me away, far away from this place, away from you! You are a Liar, you are not my father, no! If you were my father, you would not kill Yu Tao! What a good man he is, do you have the heart to kill him? Without him, would it be possible for me to recognize you as a father? You will avenge your kindness ah!……" Old Gu Xin burst into tears, and said in a trembling voice, "Son, I'm doing it for your own good too! I don't want to kill anyone, I really don't want to, but I'm afraid that you will be hurt by these men, just like I hurt your mother... If That way, I would be heartbroken! I love you so much, I hope you will be sunny and happy every day in the future! I see those men bullying you, the fire of hatred will shoot out of my eyes, I swear to stop They, you can't let them get ahead, even if you kill them!" I said desperately: "Do you know how difficult it is for me to accept your father's love! For many years, I have ignored this heavy father's love, because I don't believe that a person who can abandon me and my mother is still Will be good to me. But, I gradually changed this view, because of your persistence, because of your sincerity, you really love me, and love your daughter more than all the fathers in this world. From jumping into Huangpu Jiang saved me, and carried me home on that cold rainy night... I felt the true and profound fatherly love you gave me! But now, your love has become so cruel, you can use the name of love to kill innocent people People, kill the person who can bring happiness to your daughter, you scare me! In my eyes, you have changed from a loving father to a devil! If, when my mother just gave birth to me, you betrayed love Abandoned us, then now, in the name of love, you abandoned me again! What a cruel fatherly love, who can bear it!" Gu Xin said tremblingly: "Ah Hong, my daughter, I can't live without you—" I said, "You could have had me, but now, you've lost everything, you've got nothing—" Gu Xin said: "Ah Hong, my daughter, please forgive me, you are my own daughter, my blood is flowing in your veins, the broken bone is still connected to the tendon, bury Yu Tao, treat it as Nothing happened, our father and daughter live a good life, and we can find someone better than Yu Tao in the future... Ah Hong, please forgive me, okay?" I didn't expect him to say such words, selfish, cruel, shameless... I was cold all over and said in despair: "If I forgive you, can I live in peace? Will Yu Tao's soul forgive you? You can Will you live with peace of mind? Will conscience spare you? Will morality spare you? Will the law spare you? I can't do it, really can't do it, and I can't forgive you, because you are a murderous demon! If you want me to keep this secret for you forever, and hope that I will always be your beloved daughter, then kill me too! Bury me with Yu Tao!" Gu Xin murmured: "This is not the result I want, not—" Immediately afterwards, Gu Xin faced Yu Tao's corpse in my arms and told the story of the murder. Gu Xin has been following me. Since I arrived in Shanghai, he has been following me. In his words, he is secretly protecting me.I went to Yu Tao's house, and he was watching me in the dark.That day, after hearing Yu Tao's mother's words, I frantically ran out of Yu Tao's house in humiliation... Gu Xin saw all this.Especially when Yu Tao caught up with me, who was in tears, and held my shoulders tightly to talk to me, Gu Xin, who was hiding in the dark, couldn't take it anymore, and said through gritted teeth: "You bastard, how dare you bully my daughter, I can't forgive you!" You! No one can bully my daughter, absolutely not! My daughter is my lifeblood and everything to me!" At that time, Gu Xin wanted to rush out and fight Yu Tao desperately, but he held back, with a vicious look in his eyes Guang Guang: "I won't let you have good fruit, Yu Tao, just wait and see!" That night, when Yu Tao left my dormitory, he didn't go far when he saw Gu Xin flashing out from a street corner.He stood in front of Yu Tao and smiled coldly.Yu Tao greeted him with a smile: "Uncle, it's so late, you—" Gu Xin said coldly, "I'm here to wait for you." Yu Tao said, "Uncle, what do you want me to do?" Gu Xin clicked Nodded: "If it's okay, what am I waiting for you?" Yu Tao said: "Let's find a place to talk?" Gu Xin said: "Come to my house and talk." Yu Tao said: "Okay." So Yu Tao Following Gu Xin to his home, they were silent all the way.After entering the house, Gu Xin locked the door and led Yu Tao to the third floor.He opened the door of the studio, a gust of wind came out, and Yu Tao shivered.Gu Xin walked in, turned on the light, and the light was dim.Standing at the door, Yu Tao felt that the studio was gloomy, and the white linen cloth covered it like corpses. It didn't look like a studio, but a morgue.Yu Tao didn't know why he had such terrible thoughts, which made him feel cold all over. Gu Xin stood in the studio, waved to him, and said with a sneer, "Xiao Yu, come in—" His words brought Yu Tao back to reality, and he walked in with courage.Seeing him entering the studio, Gu Xin felt as if a prey had jumped into a trap, so he walked back to the door and locked it behind him.In the gloomy and dreary studio, Gu Xin and Yu Tao faced each other.For a while, neither of them spoke.Yu Tao thought, what on earth is he going to say to himself in the middle of the night?Gu Xin broke the silence, picked up a chair and put it in front of Yu Tao: "Sit down and talk." Yu Tao sat on the chair and said, "Uncle, why don't you sit?" Gu Xin smiled unpredictablely: " I don't sit, it's more comfortable to stand." Yu Tao said: "It's getting late, what does uncle have to say? I should go home after I finish, and I have to go to work tomorrow morning." Gu Xin cleared his throat and said, "Actually, I should have told you a long time ago." Yu Tao said, "Then please speak quickly." Gu Xin said: "Yu Tao, do you think A Hong will be happy if she marries you?" Yu Tao nodded and said affirmatively, "I will make her happy!" Gu Xin said, "How do you make her happy?" Yu Tao said: "I will love her with my heart and take care of her!" Gu Xin sneered and said, "Is this enough? Regardless of your family's poor conditions, I don't think you can make her happy because of your family's attitude towards Ah Hong. Love without a material basis is empty and a fantasy. I don't want you to use fantasy to give her happiness, because that is impossible. If Ah Hong marries into your family, she is doomed to be a wronged little daughter-in-law, and there is no way she can be happy. On the contrary, she will only suffer more." Yu Tao said: "I admit that my family has opinions on Ah Hong, and I also admit that my family is not very good, but I have already thought about it. After we get married with Ah Hong, we will not live at home, and we will not let her go. If she is wronged, as long as we love each other sincerely and work hard, we will have a good life, please believe me, uncle." Gu Xin said: "How can I trust you? What you say is just your thoughts, unrealistic thoughts, I don't believe them at all!" Yu Tao was speechless. Gu Xin said: "You should break up with her, it's not suitable for you to be together! Before Ah Hong suffers more harm, I ask you to leave her." Yu Tao said: "This is impossible! We love each other, and it's not easy to separate! Uncle, please give me this opportunity, use my personality to guarantee, I will let Ah Hong live happily!" Gu Xin said: "How much is your personality worth? What you said is empty talk. Your personality cannot guarantee anything, so I still ask you to let go of A Hong and stop being with her. What I said to you It's very serious and I don't like to joke around with people." Yu Tao said: "I can't do it!" Gu Xin said: "If you can't do it, you have to do it. I have made up my mind. You have to leave her no matter what! Do you know how much I love her? I can't let her suffer any harm, even a little bit." , Then I will be tortured in pain! You see, before she even passed the door, your family gave her face and made her run out of your house crying! Seeing her crying, my heart is broken! I will not let her cry because of being with you again! I want her to be happy like a princess, surrounded by flowers, laughing like a song... If she continues to associate with you, instead of being happy, it will make her fall into The abyss of pain... This is not the result I want to see!" Yu Tao said: "Your love is selfish! You don't care about Ah Hong's feelings at all, how much she loves me, how much I love her! How cruel it is for you to separate a pair of people who love each other Things! I know what you think in your heart. You don’t want her to get real happiness, but to satisfy your possessive desire for your daughter. You think this is father’s love, but I tell you, it’s not! You think it’s just可以让阿红过上幸福的生活？你错了，如果我们真的分开了，只会使她更加痛苦，你也得不到她对你的真心，也许她会仇恨你一生！” 顾新低吼道：“你胡说！” 俞滔说：“我说的话至情至理！我劝你一句，伯父，放我们一条生路，对你，对我们都有好处。” 顾新突然跪在他面前，流下了泪水：“俞滔，我求求你了，放过阿红吧，我真的不想看她痛苦地活着，从她小时候开始，我就渴望她过上幸福的生活，眼看这一天很快就要到来，你不能毁了她！” 俞滔站起来，说：“伯父，你想得太复杂了，我不会让她痛苦的，因为我是真心爱她的，因为她在过去的岁月里承受了太多的苦难！相信我，会好好待她的，我也相信你，会给她真正的父爱！” 顾新颤抖地说：“不，不，你不能，你不能——” 他突然站起来，从腰间掏出一把利刃，疯狂朝俞滔心口捅下去。 俞滔惨叫了一声。 他满脸疑惑，茫然地看着顾新：“你，你怎么能这样——”他双手捂住了心口，微微低下头，看着鲜血从手指缝中漫出来。The blood was gurgling, and Yu Tao also vomited a big mouthful of blood from his mouth, and slowly collapsed to the ground, lying prone in the pool of blood.他还是睁着茫然的目光，看着满脸邪恶的顾新。 顾新的眼睛里含着泪，也喷射着火：“谁要一意孤行伤害我女儿，他就必须死！我已经给过你机会，可是你执迷不悟，你也必须死！” 俞滔的身体抽搐着，嘴巴里淌着血泡泡：“你，你这不是爱，是，是占有，因，因为你，你从来没有得，得到过女儿，对你，的爱……” 顾新变得癫狂。 他走到一个画架跟前，用颤抖的手掀开了白麻布。 画布上画的是一个溺水的男子，他的双手伸出水面，十指弯曲，仿佛要抓住什么，却什么也抓不住……他对倒卧在地上奄奄一息的俞滔说：“你看见了吗，他也想伤害阿红，我没有饶过他！我要他死，他就得死！我是多么地爱我女儿，她到哪里我都暗暗地跟着她，我不会让她受到任何人的伤害。我亲眼看到这个叫李文平的乡巴佬用耳光扇她，耳光扇在她脸上，痛在我心里哪！多么可恶的人，他竟然还想……那是癞蛤蟆想吃天鹅肉，岂能让他得逞！我知道他每天晚上都要到黑龙潭里游水，他以为自己的水性好，天不怕地不怕！他错了，岂知我的水性比他好，我曾经是个游泳运动员！那天晚上，闷热哪！他脱得精光跳进了黑龙潭。躲在水柳后面的我心里说，李文平，你的死期已到。我悄悄地下了水，潜了过去。我的双手准确地抓住了他的脚，用尽了所有的力量，紧紧地抓住了他的脚。他感觉到了什么，双脚乱蹬，我死死地抓住他的脚，不给他任何机会。他也许认为自己是被水鬼抓住了脚，心理的恐惧使他惊惶，他挣扎着把头露出水面，还没有完整地叫出一声'救命'，又被我拖入了水中……他的身体渐渐地失去了抵抗能力，我浮出水面，把他刚刚冒出水面的头按了下去……看着他像只死鱼般沉入深不可测的潭底，我才心满意足地爬上岸，悄悄地隐入浓郁的夜色之中。那时，我心里没有一丝恐惧，没有一丝负疚，只有兴奋，因为我又消灭了一个可能对女儿构成巨大威胁的人！” 俞滔的瞳仁慢慢地扩散，停止了呼吸，已经听不清顾新在说什么了！ 顾新没有理会他，感觉他还活着，还有话要告诉这个死人！ 他又用颤抖的手掀开了一个画架上的麻布。 画布上同样画着一个男子，他惊惶失措地仰起看着从天而降的一个花盆……顾新朝俞滔的尸体“叽叽”冷笑了一声：“俞滔，你知道这个傻瓜是谁吗？他叫朱南海，是我女儿大学时的同学。你知道他有多傻吗？傻到连我女儿都不爱搭理他。这样一个傻瓜竟然对我女儿穷追不舍。不要说女儿对他有多反感，我看到他就像看到一堆臭不可闻的狗屎！真想把这堆臭狗屎挖个坑埋掉！说实话，在此之前，我从来没有想到过要杀人，杀人毕竟是件十恶不赦的事情！我曾经找到过他，劝他不要再骚扰阿红了，他不但不听我的话，还教训我，说我根本就不懂爱情。那个星期天，我照例悄悄地跟在了女儿后面，她走到哪里，我就跟到哪里，只有这样，女儿才是安全的。这个傻瓜竟然在面馆的门口拿着一束玫瑰花当众朝女儿跪下！他不要脸也就罢了，还让女儿无地自容！那时女儿是多么的窘迫，多么的无奈和烦恼，我听到女儿对那个无耻的傻瓜说：'我根本就不喜欢你，而且十分讨厌你，你就像一条肮脏的癞皮狗，真希望有个花盆掉下来，砸破你的狗头！'女儿的话提醒了我，不能让他继续这样下去了，否则女儿将永无宁日！我心想，这个傻瓜是疯了！正常人根本就没有办法阻止他做任何事情！我也快疯了，决定给他一个教训！那天，我悄悄潜进了大学校园，戴着手套，穿着鞋套，偷偷地在校园花圃里搬了个花盆，爬上了那个男生宿舍楼的楼顶。我看到那傻瓜走过来，就把花盆朝他的头颅上砸了下去，然后逃出了校园。没有人知道是我干的，一切是那么的天衣无缝！我真的不想杀死他，只是想给他一个教训，让他知道追求女儿的代价！没想到，他死了。曾经有那么一段时间，我是多么的恐惧，害怕自己被发现后抓去枪毙！如果那样，我就再也见不着女儿了，再也不能保护女儿了！经过很长时间恐惧的痛苦折磨，我的内心恢复了平静，反而觉得自己为女儿做了一件了不起的事情！因为再也不会有人骚扰女儿了，她就可以安心地在大学里完成学业了！你说，我这事情做得值不值？我说，值，太值了！只要女儿能够安宁，不受到侵犯，杀人又如何！嘿嘿，嘿嘿，嘿嘿！是那傻瓜该死！我没错，一点错也没有！” 俞滔的尸体渐渐地冷却，渐渐地僵硬。 顾新以为他还活着，继续掀开了盖在另外一个画架上的白麻布。 画面上的一个男子满头是血，双手抱着头，蜷缩成一团，在一个幽冥的空间里，他的眼睛血红，死死地盯住一个方向，死不瞑目的样子……顾新眼睛里喷射出邪恶的火焰：“俞滔，这个该死的人叫张树森！他竟然敢阻止我和女儿说话，还动手打我！我心里那个恨哪，欺人太甚呀！我承认，自己是打不过他，我也不是野蛮人，不屑和他打架。问题是，他色胆包天，当街强暴我女儿！女儿受了多大的屈辱呀，她痛苦的模样让我愤怒，让我发誓要杀了他！女儿令我心痛，痛得我死的心都有了！我连自己的女儿都保护不了，做人还有什么意思？女儿又会用什么眼光看我？她死去的母亲又会如何怨恨我，就是我死了，在地狱里，她也不会饶了我，还有肖三娘，她同样也饶不了我！我一定要杀了他，杀了他！那个晚上，我就一直跟着他，鬼魂般跟着他！如果正面和他发生冲突，我肯定不是他的对手，就是把他杀了，我也难免被抓！我要悄悄地让他死！让谁也抓不住我，因为可怜的女儿不能没有我，我还要保护她！真是老天助我，那天晚上，他喝得烂醉，他那些朋友也喝得烂醉。他摇摇晃晃地在前面走着，我在后面跟着，伺机行事！他摔倒在大街的人行道上，我戴上准备好的手套，穿上了厚厚的胶皮制成的鞋套，拿着一块砖头，朝他走过去。这时，街上虽然没有行人了，可还有车辆不停地驶过。不行，这样有可能就被发现了！我躲了起来，继续等待时机！过了老大一会，他又摇摇晃晃地站起来，歪歪斜斜地往前走。他走进了一条寂静的弄堂，我想，这下时机来了。果然，他又摔倒在地。眼睛冒火的我冲了过去，蹲在他的跟前，使劲地用手中的砖头砸他的头……我确定他没气了，就揭开了不远处一个下水道的盖子，把他扔了下去，然后盖好盖子，心满意足地离开……” 说完，顾新走到俞滔的跟前，看了看他的尸体，狠狠地踢了一脚，狞笑道：“你和他们一样，死了！我女儿阿红就解脱了！再不会受到你的伤害了！嘿嘿，嘿嘿，嘿嘿！我也会给你画一幅画，和他们一样，成为我死亡系列中的一幅作品，这是我的得意之作呀，这些都是留给女儿的财富！” 他来到小花园里，挖了一个坑。 然后，把俞滔的尸体拖下来，埋在了小花园里，他认为，没有人会知道，这里埋着一具尸体。埋完俞滔的尸体后，他把留下来的血迹清洗干净，看上去真的天衣无缝。 ... 顾新讲完后，我喃喃地说：“你这个杀人恶魔！你把我也一起杀了吧！我没有你这样的爸爸！从来没有过！” 顾新茫然地说：“怎么会这样，怎么会这样？好像是一场梦！现在梦醒了，一切该结束了，是该结束了！” 说着，他用力地从俞滔尸体上拔出那把利刃，低吼了一声：“梅姗，我来了！”然后把利刃插进了自己的胸膛……