Chapter 20 Chapter 19 He can only escape from the chaotic world by death

It's really like a nightmare, Yu Tao died, Gu Xin died, Wang Hairong's soul also drifted away, and the weasel disappeared, or it never entered the body... I stayed alone In the world, facing the boundless darkness.Soon, I resigned and stayed alone in the building that Gu Xin left me, not going anywhere.I stay alone in this building full of death breath, I don't feel lonely at all, as if those dead people live with me, I can see them walking around in the building, talking and laughing , live in peace with me.I burn one of Gu Xin's oil paintings every day. In the small garden, watching the flames devour the oil painting, my heart is full of joy, and those souls are also dancing around me, and their hearts are also happy , like watching a festive fireworks display.

I didn't expect to be pregnant with Yu Tao's child. How happy I was when I heard the news. Children are the crystallization of our love and the continuation of our lives.Everything seemed so beautiful, as if there had never been a catastrophe.I hold a small oiled paper umbrella every day, and keep walking upstairs and downstairs, saying in my heart: "Dear Tao, with this oiled paper umbrella you bought for me, my child and I will not get wet in the rain." " I felt that Yu Tao and other dead people were following behind me, and Yu Tao smiled and said, "Yes, no matter how heavy the rain is, you won't get wet." No matter how heavy the rain is, I won’t get wet.” This oil-paper umbrella was bought by Yu Tao before his death. At that time, we went to Yu Garden to play together. I like this oil-paper umbrella with wintersweet painted on it, so he bought it for me. Yes, he said, as long as I like anything, he will buy it for me, even if I like the stars in the sky, he will go to the sky to pick it off.It’s really raining, I’m holding an oil-paper umbrella, walking around in the small garden, listening to the sound of raindrops falling on the umbrella, looking through the rain curtain, stretching in the distant sky, I can see the beauty of heaven, The sound of rain in my heart covered the sudden sadness.

Finally, I gave birth to a baby girl. It was in that building that I delivered the baby myself.The baby's thick and innocent cries sounded, and all the voices in the building fell silent, together with the laughter of those dead people, the crying of the child was like a disaster, causing them to flee one after another.My heart also fell into fear. Will this baby girl bring so many disasters to the world and cause so many innocent people to die like me?I'm an ominous woman, what about her?Terrified, I cried, holding this poor baby girl.Only then did I realize that giving birth to her was no joy at all, but a serious calamity.I cried and said, "Son, you shouldn't have come to this world at all. This is a mistake of your mother! Mom doesn't want you to experience the pain and suffering of this world. Your birth is destined to be a tragedy."

My head is going to explode. I tried to strangle her. But there is nothing I can do! I can't do it, I can't even crush an ant, how can I kill a baby.I frantically grabbed my hair and shouted: "Yu Tao, where are you? Please tell me how to decide the way of my daughter!" No one answered me, Yu Tao walked far away, everyone ran away Far away, together with Gu Xin who said he loves me deeply.I knew very well that they, like me, were terrified of this catastrophic baby girl. On that cold rainy night, I broke down. I quietly placed the baby girl by the Suzhou River and covered her young body with the small oiled paper umbrella. I was powerless to protect her from the wind and rain, only the small oiled paper umbrella... I hid in a dark corner and looked at a woman Take my daughter away... I followed that woman quietly, weeping as I walked, no, blood dripped from my eyes.

Later, people said I was crazy. I was crazy before I had a baby... Su Xiaosan broke down in tears after reading the last letter.Zhong Feiyang didn't know how to comfort her, so he just kept handing her tissues. Just when Su Xiaosan was devastated, Zhong Feiyang received a call. The call was made by his colleague, who told him the following: about the story about the rich woman getting AIDS that was circulated on the Internet, the result was soon.It was a case of deliberate revenge. It was a man named Chen Huaiyuan. After having an improper sexual relationship with the rich woman named Hong Yan, Chen Huaiyuan obtained all the phone numbers stored in Hong Yan's mobile phone in advance, and secretly photographed them. She had a lot of nude photos, and then blackmailed her, asking her to pay 500,000 yuan. After Hong Yan refused, he opened a blog under her name, and claimed that she had AIDS on the blog, and published more than 300 phone numbers …Hung Ma took the medical examination form proving that he was not infected with AIDS, and reported the case to the Public Security Bureau, specifying that it was the work of Chen Huaiyuan, and informed the public security department that Chen Huaiyuan was hiding in a private house in Lishui Community, Xinzhu Road. , now, Hong Yu has led the public security personnel to the place where the suspect is hiding...

Zhong Feiyang felt that it was so sudden and incredible! Su Xiaosan was dumbfounded after hearing his explanation. Something happened to Chen Huaiyuan. Su Xiaosan murmured: "Officer Zhong, you must save him, he has no choice but to!" Zhong Feiyang said: "No matter how forced we are, we can't commit crimes! Let's hurry over and see what's going on!" Su Xiaosan said: "He is also a poor man!" ... When Zhong Feiyang and Su Xiaosan arrived at the Lishui community, the community was full of onlookers, and the siren of the police car sounded like a reminder.Su Xiaosan's heart was racing wildly, not knowing what would happen.Zhong Feiyang drove the car downstairs to Su Xiaosan's house, and they got out of the car in a hurry.The corridor was blocked, and no unrelated personnel were allowed to go up.Zhong Feiyang asked a policeman in charge of security: "What's going on?" The policeman said: "Officer Zhong, the criminal has already run to the top of the building and threatened to commit suicide by jumping off the building. Now they are doing his ideological work."

Su Xiaosan looked up and saw Chen Huaiyuan standing on the edge of the roof. That is the roof of a 20-story building. If you jump off, you will be broken into a meatloaf. shudder! Su Xiaosan trembled and said: "Officer Zhong, let me go up. At this time, he won't listen to anyone, he only listens to me. Really, I know him too well, he only listens to me!" At this time, a fat and beautifully dressed woman said: "Jump, if you have the guts, jump down!" Su Xiaosan suddenly understood that this was the rich woman named Hong Yan. She spit on Hong Qian's face that had been covered with a thick layer of makeup, and cursed: "Slut! You forced it!"

Hong Yu wanted to explode, but was stopped by Zhong Feiyang. Zhong Feiyang took Su Xiaosan's hand and walked into the corridor. The elevator was going up, Su Xiaosan was full of tears, and said to herself: "Huaiyuan, why are you so stupid!" Soon, they came to the roof. Chen Huaiyuan confronted the policeman, and an older policeman spoke to him earnestly. The pale Chen Huaiyuan stood on the edge of the roof, trembling all over.When he saw Su Xiaosan, his eyes suddenly brightened. Zhong Feiyang whispered a few words to the old policeman who was shouting, the old policeman turned his face, looked at Su Xiaosan and said: "You must stabilize his emotions, don't let him jump off!" Su Xiaosan clicked nod.

Su Xiaosan walked towards him. At this time, the dark clouds in the sky came up, and the cold wind was blowing. Chen Huaiyuan shouted: "Xiao Shan, don't come over, don't come over—" Su Xiaosan stopped in her tracks, choked with sobs and said, "Huaiyuan, you can't be stupid—" A smile appeared on Chen Huaiyuan's pale face: "Xiaosan, you are finally here. I thought you would never come. At this moment, the person I want to see the most is you! I can see you for the last time before I die. On the one hand, it is my happiness. If there is an afterlife, I will still look for you, but I will not live like this now!"

Chen Huaiyuan shed tears while speaking. Su Xiaosan said: "Don't be stupid, think about it, even if it's a big deal, it won't take long, why would you sacrifice your life to atone for your sin! Huaiyuan, don't you love me? As long as you live well, I promise to start over with you!" Chen Huaiyuan said: "Thank you, Xiaosan, if you can say such a thing, my death is worth it!" Suddenly, there was thunder in the sky. This is the rare sound of winter thunder. Su Xiaosan said: "Have you heard, Huaiyuan, God is reminding you, your wish has not been fulfilled yet, you promised your father that you will build a new grave for him! Huaiyuan, tell you a good news News, I have money. It was left to me by my biological mother. I promised you that I will lend you the money. After your business is over, I will accompany you back to my hometown and build a new grave for your father! Look , this is a passbook, I didn’t lie to you, I’m really rich, and I can build a new grave for your father!”

Chen Huaiyuan burst into tears: "Thank you, Xiaosan, the happiest thing in my life is meeting you, but unfortunately I didn't cherish it! At this moment, you let me feel the only warmth in the world! How I miss you With you, we will never be apart! How I wish I could build a new grave for my father! But, I can’t go back, I can’t go back again—” Su Xiaosan said: "No, you can come back, I will start over with you, as long as you come over—" She opened her arms, waiting for him to come and embrace. Chen Huaiyuan said: "Xiaosan, I really can't go back. If it was just because of Hong Yan's matter, I would not choose to jump off the building, she is not worthy of me doing this. Let me tell you, I killed Guiguzi, really, I Kill him, and he will never come to harm you again. I think this is the only brave thing I have done in my life! Xiaosan, farewell—” Su Xiaosan was stunned. She just looked at Chen Huaiyuan and jumped down. She collapsed on the ground, unconscious. Pudong Airport.Su Xiaosan said goodbye to Zhong Feiyang outside the security check.Su Xiaosan said with a smile: "Officer Zhong, thank you for giving me care and care when I was in the most difficult time. I will always remember you. You are a good person!" Are you coming back again?" Su Xiaosan nodded: "I'm not coming back, but if you come to Shangri-La, I will treat you there!" Zhong Feiyang said with a smile: "I will definitely see you! If you can't stay there anymore, I welcome you back at any time, you have to remember, no matter how many painful memories this city has left for you, it is after all the place where you were born and raised!" Su Xiaosan nodded: " Officer Zhong, I remember your words, I will miss you!" Zhong Feiyang waved his hand: "Okay, let's go! When you get there, send me a message, I know you arrived safely, so I don't worry!" Su Xiaosan passed the security check and was about to walk to the waiting hall. She turned her head and looked around, only to find that Zhong Feiyang was still standing there waving at her. Her eyes were hot and tears almost flowed down her face.She said in her heart: "Su Xiaosan, from now on, you won't cry anymore, you have really grown up!" She resolutely walked towards the waiting hall. After Chen Huaiyuan's death, she brought his ashes back to his hometown, and built a new grave on the original site of Chen Huaiyuan's father's grave. that notebook.The tombstone is inscribed: Chen Huaiyuan, the tomb of Chen Fangda and his son.There is also a line of small characters engraved next to it: They are the most cowardly people in the world.Standing on the grave of the new grave, Su Xiaosan said: "Maybe only by death can he be freed from the chaotic world." Her heart was filled with boundless sadness, and at this moment, she received a call from Jiguang... While waiting for the plane, Su Xiaosan walked into the airport bookstore. It was found that "Dark Kiss" whose cover was designed by her was placed in a prominent position.There is a line written on the girdle of the book: Horror novelist Guiguzi posthumous.Guiguzi's death made this book complete. It is said that within a few days of its release, hundreds of thousands of copies were issued.She has no hatred in her heart, even if he is not dead, she will not hate him anymore. Lots of people are buying this book. Su Xiaosan picked up a copy of "Dark Kiss" and wanted to buy one. As a result, before she reached the cashier, she turned around and put the book back where it was. She heaved a long sigh. After boarding the plane, Su Xiaosan saw an interview about "Dark Kiss" in the evening paper.The person interviewed by the reporter was Wang Ba.It can be seen how happy he is with the large circulation of this book. He ignored the effect of Guiguzi's death, but emphasized their company's planning and distribution capabilities, as well as his vision.There was only one place where Guiguzi's death was mentioned, and that was because the reporter asked what would happen to the book's royalties after Guiguzi died without an heir.Wang Ba said that Guiguzi is a mysterious person. Up to now, he does not know what relatives he has, as if he is a rootless person. to the disaster area.He didn't mention a word, whether this book earned so much money for him, whether he would donate some of it... This is a cruel world with greedy people. Su Xiaosan put down the newspaper, and also put down all the ugliness and evil in this city. The plane took off on time. The plane will take her to another world. There are warm snow, pure clouds, sacred mountains, people who love her deeply...