Chapter 15 Chapter Fourteen Who's Who's Nightmare

It was cloudy and rainy, and the wind was bleak. Su Xiaosan stood at the gate of Jianguo Building, looked up, the rain fell on her face, and it was numb and cold.The Century Dynasty Book Company is on the eleventh floor of Jianguo Building. Su Xiaosan hesitates, should she go in? If she meets Guiguzi in Wangba's office, what will happen? Su Xiaosan plucked up her courage and walked into the gate of Jianguo Building. She thought that after handing in the design drafts for the cover of this batch of novels, if Wang Ba didn't work for her, she wouldn't beg him anymore and find another way out.These days, she has thought a lot, and she really doesn't want to have anything to do with Wang Ba.There is no unparalleled road, as long as you work hard, you can always find work, and you can't hang yourself on a tree.

Standing at the door of Wang Ba's office, Su Xiaosan knocked on the door politely. Wang Ba was sitting there on the phone, when he saw Su Xiaosan at the door, he waved to her and signaled her to come in.Su Xiaosan walked in gently and sat on the sofa opposite his desk.Not knowing who Wang Ba was calling, he said softly, "I have a visitor, I will call you later." After speaking, he put down the phone.He stood up and said with a smile: "Xiaosan, you are the most punctual person I have ever met. You will arrive at the exact time you say, without even a minute's error!" He walked to the door and put the office The door was closed and locked.Su Xiaosan was very wary of his actions, she knew what he was trying to do.

Sure enough, Wang Ba sat down next to her and put a hand on her thigh. Su Xiaosan's thighs trembled as if scalded by boiling water, she stretched out her hand and pushed his hand away: "How could you do this!" Wang Ba smiled, lowered his voice and said, "Why are you nervous? What's the relationship between us!" Su Xiaosan felt very uncomfortable: "What's the relationship?" Wang Ba said, "You know what to ask!" Su Xiaosan raised her voice: "I really don't know what's the relationship with you!" Wang Ba was a little nervous: "Okay, okay, we have nothing to do with each other, we have nothing to do with each other!"

Su Xiaosan said: "Originally! Don't think that if I slept with you once, I have nothing to do with you, and I am someone of yours! If you think so, you are very wrong." Wang Ba smiled awkwardly: "Okay, okay, we have nothing to do with each other." Su Xiaosan took out a CD from her bag and handed it to Wang Ba: "Here are the book covers, take them and have a look, if there is anything you need to change." Wang Ba took the CD and said, "Don't read it, there's nothing to modify, and we've discussed the first draft. I'll ask the accountant to come over later and give you the draft fee. By the way, the accountant will pay you 1,000 yuan per cover. Jie, for the other parts, I will pay you personally, as I promised you, I will give you one thousand and five."

Su Xiaosan's complexion changed, and she cursed viciously in her heart: "Bastard!" She said tremblingly, "Forget it, let's pay one thousand yuan, I don't want your money, I'm not a bitch!" Just then, there was a hasty knock on the door. Wang Ba said, "Who is so rude!" A woman's delicate voice came from outside the door: "It's me, open the door!" Wang Ba was very nervous when he heard the woman's voice, and immediately jumped up from the sofa, walked over and opened the door.A beautiful woman dressed coquettishly came in and asked Wang Ba with a sneer, "What do you mean by locking the door in broad daylight?"

Wang Ba said in a panic, "It's not interesting, it's not interesting!" The eyes of the alluring woman fell on Su Xiaosan's face, Su Xiaosan looked embarrassed. Seeing this, Wang Ba hurriedly said to her: "This is Su Xiaosan, our external cover designer." He then said to Su Xiaosan: "Xiao Su, this is my wife Zhang Mei." Su Xiaosan has heard people say that Wang Ba's wife is a singer in the group art gallery, and she is also a bel canto singer. When I saw her today, she was indeed a beauty with a nice voice, but her mouth was a bit big. However, beauties with big mouths are also very beautiful now. popular.Su Xiaosan stood up anxiously, nodded to her and said, "Hello, Mrs. Wang."

Zhang Mei walked up to her slowly, looked her up and down, smiled and said: "It is better to see once than to hear a hundred times. You are really a beautiful woman. I still don't believe that Wang Ba praised you for being good-looking in front of me." , because he has a problem with his eyesight, he always can't tell the difference between beauty and ugliness, when I saw you, I just thought, Wang Ba managed to miss this one time." Wang Ba's face was bruised and purple, and he explained: "Xiao Su is here to deliver the design draft of the cover." Zhang Mei turned her head and glared at him fiercely: "Is there anything else?"

Wang Ba hurriedly said, "No, no!" Zhang Mei turned around and said to Su Xiaosan: "I've seen the cover you designed, it's really good, once I went to a bookstore and was attracted by the cover of a book, I picked it up and didn't want to put it down, so I bought it home. When Wang Ba saw it, he burst out laughing. I asked him why he was laughing. He said that this book was a new book from his company, and it was too late to take it home. I asked him who designed the cover of this book. He was very proud Said it was designed by you, and kept praising you for being beautiful. Beauty plus talent, rare, rare!"

My face was burning and I didn't know if she was complimenting me or humiliating me. Immediately afterwards, Zhang Mei said: "Xiao Su, sit down, don't be so nervous, I'm not a tigress, I can't eat you!" Su Xiaosan sat down on the sofa again.Zhang Mei also sat down next to her, took her hand, and said, "Tsk tsk, what a delicate hand, don't say that men like it, even my heart is moved." Su Xiaosan had never experienced this kind of formation before, and felt very uncomfortable, and just wanted to leave this place of right and wrong as soon as possible.She said to Wang Ba: "Mr. Wang, if there is nothing wrong, I will leave first."

Wang Ba said, "Wait a minute, I'll ask the accountant to bring you the money." After he went out, Zhang Mei asked me: "Xiao Su, you don't have a boyfriend yet, do you?" Su Xiaosan said: "There was one, it blew up." Zhang Mei made a big fuss: "Why are you bragging? That guy doesn't want you anymore? He's such a fool, let a good girl like you not want him!" Su Xiaosan said: "I don't want him." Zhang Mei blinked and said, "That man must be not good enough. A girl like you should really find a man who is worthy of you."

Su Xiaosan deliberately said: "He is very good!" Zhang Mei was puzzled: "Why is that?" Su Xiaosan is so tired, I really want to say this, for your husband Wangba!If you say that, it will piss her off and irritate her. It can be seen that she is not a good person. If she is really irritated, the consequences will be disastrous.Su Xiaosan said: "It's nothing, everyone has his own aspirations." Zhang Mei said: "It's understandable. By the way, I know a lot of excellent men. They are all diamond kings. When will I introduce you?" After hearing her words, Su Xiaosan suddenly thought of Wang Xiaoyan in the mysterious letter who always introduced partners to Xiao Ahong and died unexpectedly.Su Xiaosan smiled and said: "Thank you! No need, those who should come will come sooner or later, those who should not come will never come. Besides, I have a problem, that is, I don't like blind dates. If I go on a blind date , I will feel that I am a Chinese cabbage in the vegetable market, let people pick and choose, that kind of feeling is not tasteful. I like things that come naturally, and when it comes to me, I will accept it without hesitation.” Zhang Mei smiled: "What you said makes sense, but—" At this moment, Wang Ba led a middle-aged man in. Wang Ba said, "Xiao Su, the finance is here." Su Xiaosan stood up and walked in front of the middle-aged man.He handed her an envelope: "Here is 1,000 yuan, please order." Su Xiaosan took the envelope containing the money, stuffed it into her bag, smiled and said, "No need to order, I trust you!" The middle-aged man also smiled, and handed over a receipt and a signature pen: "Thank you! Please sign this." Su Xiaosan quickly finished signing, without even looking at Wang Ba and his wife, he rushed out of his office and left the Century Dynasty Book Company. Sitting in the taxi, Su Xiaosan hugged her bag tightly in her arms, staring desolately at the hazy rainy sky outside the car window, feeling extremely depressed. After a while, Wang Ba sent a message: Xiaosan, I'm sorry, I didn't know my wife would appear suddenly.The other 3,000 yuan, I will find a chance to give it to you!I will not break my word.To be honest, I really like you! Su Xiaosan deleted the message angrily, feeling cold all over. Back home, if he didn't see Chen Huaiyuan, he wouldn't seek revenge on that woman named Hong Yan again, would he?I was still vaguely worried about him.She really didn't want to see Chen Huaiyuan do anything, even though she no longer loved him. Su Xiaosan was about to open the mysterious letter just taken out of the mailbox, when Zhong Feiyang called. He told Su Xiaosan that Xiang Hanlan's case was solved.Hearing this news, Su Xiaosan was too surprised to say anything.After the surprise, she still fell into sadness. People are dead, so what joy is there?While Su Xiaosan mourned for Xiang Hanlan, she also mourned for herself, and for that murderer.Why do people do this, in order to achieve their own goals, at the cost of hurting others and their own lives! The murderer who killed Xiang Hanlan turned out to be a Taiwanese woman named Lin Dai. Lin Dai is the wife of Xiang Hanlan's lover Tony. Lin Dai did not object to Tony's investment in the mainland to set up a factory. Taiwan's economy is so depressed, and going to the mainland is also a good way out.Sure enough, Tony's business in the mainland became more and more prosperous, and within a few years, he opened two branch factories.Every year, Lin Dai will live in Shanghai for a while to get together with her husband.Although the time is short, Lin Dai still feels very happy and joyful, and Tony loves her very much.Just a year ago, the wife of one of Tony's friends went back to Taiwan. When she ran into Lin Dai in a clothing store, she made a fuss and said, "Lin Dai, you still have time to go shopping!" Lin Dai smiled and said, "What happened, you're nervous!" The woman pulled her aside and whispered, "You don't know yet, your Tony has a second child in Shanghai!" Lin Dai said: "Are you kidding me? I know that many people have mistresses in mainland China, but Tony is not that kind of person. He is very family-oriented. He calls me every night before going to bed to ask me how I am. How could it be possible to do such a thing. You said that he will inevitably play tricks when he goes out to socialize in the business field, but if you really want him to work as a mistress, I wouldn't believe it if he was killed!" The woman said: "You, no wonder my husband said that you are easy to cheat. You are right. What I said is true. Once, my husband and I went to a bar for a drink and saw that woman lying on top of your husband...Look It gave me goosebumps all over my body. That woman is tall, beautiful and coquettish, how could Tony be able to stand up to her entanglement, think about it, it’s like that in the bar, what will happen in bed? In Shanghai, who doesn’t Knowing that they come and go in pairs, I heard that Tony bought a house for that girl in Hongtai Garden, so don't be too convenient to do things!" Lin Dai was a little dizzy: "You, what you said is true?" The woman said: "Of course it's true. When did I ever lie to you? Hurry up and think of a way to keep a close eye on your Tony, so that you don't lose money and money! That woman is very powerful, and when the time comes Under one roof, can you beat her? Don't be the one who gets kicked out in the end!" Lin Dai was stunned. When she got home, she immediately called her husband.I wanted to question him on the phone, but when I heard his gentle voice, I couldn't say anything.Putting down the phone, she thought, impossible, impossible, it must be that woman talking nonsense!Before going to bed at night, Tony called as usual and said some coaxing soft words. Lin Dai sounded a little hypocritical. She tossed and turned in bed and couldn't fall asleep.She tried to call back, but his mobile phone was turned off. She called his landline at home in Shanghai, but no one answered. She kept calling the phone all night until dawn, but no one answered!He must not be at home, but with that vixen! Lin Dai can't take it anymore! How could he do such a thing behind his back! The more Lin Dai thought about it, the angrier she became. She had worked so hard to stay at home as a widow, and manage a family where there was an old man and a young man, but he had no conscience!So, she decided to go to Shanghai to find out.Without notifying Tony in advance, Lin Dai came to Shanghai quietly.Instead of going to her home in Shanghai, she went to Tony's company first, sat down in a teahouse near his company, and observed the movement at the door of Tony's company.It was past seven o'clock in the evening before Tony walked out of the door and drove out of the car in the parking lot.Lin Dai hailed a taxi and followed his car all the time.In front of a building, his car stopped, and a tall girl with long legs got into his car... Tony and the woman were eating in a restaurant, they sat by the window, and Lin Dai stood It can be seen clearly from the outside.They seemed very affectionate, feeding each other food into each other's mouths, smiling and talking affectionately.Lin Dai's heart was broken. After all these years of marriage with him, they had never been so intimate.She really wanted to rush in and kill that vixen!But she felt that she was so weak and powerless, while they were so strong!She swallowed bitter tears, angry and helpless, her body and mind were cold. ... Tony's car drove into the Hongtai community, and Lin Dai asked the taxi to follow him.When Tony was about to enter the building door with his arms around the woman's waist, Lin Dai couldn't control her emotions anymore, and shouted hoarsely: "Tony, you black heart—" Tony was stunned. But Xiang Hanlan said coldly: "Who is this? An old witch who came out of nowhere!" The petite Lin Dai rushed over, grabbed Xiang Hanlan's clothes, opened her angry eyes, and shouted: "Fox, I'm Tony's wife! Tony's wife! You, what are you!" Tony hugged Lin Dai, and said to Xiang Hanlan, "Go home first! You have nothing to do here." Xiang Hanlan spit out a sentence: "Crazy woman, it's amazing that you are his wife!" After speaking, he went into the corridor without looking back. Xiang Hanlan's words stimulated Lin Dai's fragile nerves, and she collapsed crookedly on the ground as soon as her eyes went dark. Tony picked her up, stuffed her into the car, and drove away from Hongtai Community. Lin Dai woke up and found herself lying on the bed.Tony sat on the edge of the bed, reaching out to touch her pale and cold face.She pushed his hand away angrily, with tears streaming down her face, she choked up and said, "How could you do this? Your conscience was eaten by a dog!" Tony said: "Adai, don't get excited, calm down, and listen to my explanation!" Lin Dai said: "There is nothing to explain, I have seen everything!" Tony said: "Adai, you misunderstood. She is just an ordinary friend of mine. She helped me a lot some time ago. In order to thank her, I invited her to dinner today and sent her home after the meal! What are we doing?" Nothing, you must not think so much, I love you so much, how could I do something that I'm sorry for you?" Lin Dai was very surprised. After doing such a thing, he could still calmly say that they had nothing to do with each other.This is my husband?the child's father?Lin Dai closed her eyes, trembling all over.As far as she is concerned, she has fallen into a life of darkness. Tony continued to say: "Adai, I really have never done anything to apologize to you. Don't think too much about it. Take a good rest for a few days and go back." Lin Dai sat up suddenly, and said coldly: "You want to drive me away? Want to continue messing with that vixen? You think that if you say a few nonsense lightly, I will believe you! You are too bullying. Over the years, You have been lying to me, I am stupid, stupid than a pig, how can I believe you so much! Tony, listen to me, I will not go back, I want to go back, you go back with me! I just want to live In Shanghai, I saw how you insulted and bullied me! Wherever you go, I will follow you! If you think I am troublesome, then you will kill me!" Tony still looked calm: "Anyway, I didn't do anything outrageous. If you want to stay, I don't object. Then there are people around me who will take care of me, so why not do it!" Lin Dai gritted her teeth, how could he become so shameless! At this time, Tony's cell phone rang. He looked at it and hung up the phone. Lin Dai said, "It must have been called by that vixen." Tony smiled, but said nothing. ... With the arrival of Lin Dai, Tony's nightmare began.He didn't expect Lin Dai, who has always been gentle and virtuous, to become so unreasonable.It makes sense that a man can never see through a woman's heart.Lin Dai did what he said, and he followed wherever he went.She got up early in the morning to make breakfast and waited for Tony to wake up.After breakfast, Tony went to work in the company, and she got into the car and went with him.Tony is busy in the company, she sits aside and reads novels.Occasionally, she would look at him strangely for a while.They also had dinner together at noon. Tony acted nonchalantly, and told her some interesting stories about the company while eating. Occasionally, she would smile and ask him, "Do you find it interesting?" In the evening, if there is no entertainment, they will When he went home, Lin Dai cooked for him; if there was a social occasion, Lin Dai would go with him. At the dinner table, Lin Dai didn't seem to hear what they were talking about, and kept silent, eating on her own.After dinner, if she goes clubbing or singing, Lin Dai will also go with him.They were called Miss or something, she pretended not to see them, sitting alone in a corner, drinking silently, watching these people's performances with cold eyes.As long as Tony wasn't with that vixen, even if Tony hugged the lady and drank in front of her, she would remain calm, as if nothing had happened. A day or two...Tony can still bear it. After a long time, he will feel tremendous pressure. If this continues, he won't even have a little personal space, and he will collapse!Wherever he went, he could only hide in the bathroom and secretly call Xiang Hanlan.Xiang Hanlan always threatened him: "If you don't meet me again, I will find another man!" Tony said: "How dare you!" Xiang Hanlan sneered: "Why don't I dare! Who are you?" Tony said, "Honey, don't do this, I'll find a way to solve the problem! Okay, I'll come to you as soon as I get the chance." One night, Tony and a few clients were in the While drinking at the bar, his cell phone rang.He quickly hid in the bathroom to answer the phone, and asked Hanlan: "Where are you?" Tony blurted out: "Qise Bar." As soon as he finished speaking, Xiang Hanlan hung up the phone.He called again, and Xiang Hanlan's cell phone was turned off.Not long after, Xiang Hanlan walked into the Seven Colors Bar with a tall young man on his arm.She wore a camisole on her upper body and a short skirt on her lower body, which looked very sexy.They sat down at the booth next to Tony.When Tony saw her, he felt a "click" in his heart, and his face was very ugly.Lin Dai also found Xiang Hanlan, and cursed in her heart: "Bitch!" Lin Dai looked at the expressions of her husband and Xiang Hanlan coldly. The young man hugged and teased Tony with his eyes from time to time... On the way home, Lin Dai said lightly: "You treat such a vile woman as a treasure!" Stopped on the side of the road, and suddenly yelled at her angrily: "Shut up!" Lin Dai laughed loudly.Tony slapped the steering wheel vigorously, howling like a wild wolf... He really couldn't stand it anymore, not only Xiang Hanlan stimulated him with actions, even those friends said he was incompetent, even his wife Don't worry, how can you mess around in this world! That night, when I got home, Tony knelt at Lin Dai's feet and said in a trembling voice, "Adai, please forgive me! If this continues, I will go crazy! Go back to Taipei, please! Please!" !" Lin Dai said coldly: "If you are crazy, I will take you back to Taipei and find you a good mental hospital. If you can't be cured, I will take you home and serve you for the rest of your life. Let me tell you clearly, I won't go back, you are my husband, I want to watch you closely, and I can't let you go to death. You haven't seen how evil that vixen is! If you continue to mess with her, there will be no bones left of!" Tony stood up, stretched out his hand, slapped her frantically, and shouted: "If you continue like this, I will have no bones left!" Blood oozed from the corner of Lin Dai's mouth. She was very calm, smiled and said, "Even if you beat me to death, I will follow you!" Tony was stunned. He really couldn't figure out that this weak woman had such a huge energy, and he was no match for her at all! ... Tony couldn't have a tryst with Xiang Hanlan, and Lin Dai thought that their relationship would become cold after a long time.In fact, instead of cooling Tony down, the fire in his heart burned more and more.He finally thought of a vicious way.Lin Dai has a habit of drinking a glass of freshly squeezed juice every night before going to bed.In order to please her, Tony squeezed juice for her during that time and served it to her in front of the bed.That night, Tony put the powdered sleeping pills into the juice.Lin Dai didn't expect Tony to do this at all, drank the juice in a daze, and fell asleep after a while.The daring Tony immediately called Hanlan and asked her where she was.Xiang Hanlan said that he was at the Seven Stars Bar, and he drove there... At first, Tony gave Lin Dai sleeping pills every now and then, and then went to have a tryst with Xiang Hanlan.Later, he basically did this every day... Paper couldn't cover the fire. One morning, Lin Dai woke up from a deep sleep and found Tony taking a shower in the bathroom. She looked at her watch, and it was only after six o'clock. Why did he get up so early to take a shower?Feeling suspicious, she got up from the bed, feeling that her head was dizzy. These days, her head was dizzy when she woke up in the morning, and sometimes she was in pain.At this moment, Tony's cell phone rang, and she picked it up to see that it was a text message sent to Hanlan: Honey, is your yellow-faced woman still sleeping?You add two more sleeping pills tonight to let her sleep longer, I really don't want you to leave my bed so early.By the way, bring over that bottle of Louis XIII you treasure tonight, I want to drink it. After reading this news, Lin Dai understood everything. She didn't expect her husband to be so vicious, for the sake of other women, he would kill her like this, if he didn't find out early, he wouldn't know if he would be killed someday. Lin Dai gritted her teeth and said in her heart, "Since you won't let me go, I won't let you go either!" She got back into bed again, closed her eyes, and pretended nothing happened. She didn't go to work with Tony that day. Tony was very happy. When he left, he gave her a hug and said, "Adai, you should rest well at home and prepare dinner for me when I come back. I will come back early." Lin Dai said in her heart: "Go eat shit, you heartless bastard!" On the surface, she said with a smile: "Be sure to go home early, and I will make you your favorite sweet-scented osmanthus chicken tonight! Husband, drive carefully, don't make me worry—" As soon as Tony left, Lin Dai hugged her head and cried! After crying, a fierce light appeared in her dull eyes: "I want you to die, vixen!" She thought of the bottle of Louis XIII. The bottle of Louis XIII was in the wine cabinet. You can drug me in the juice, but I can't... Lin Dai doesn't care about anything, she just wants to die to Hanlan!She thought it must be Xiang Hanlan's idea to put sleeping pills in the juice.Lin Dai bought several packs of rat poison at a roadside stall in the suburbs. When she left, she asked, "Is your rat poison fake?" The rat poison seller said, "Fake? Try it. You eat the package and you fall down after walking three steps!" After returning home, Lin Dai opened the bottle of Louis XIII.She poured a pack of rat poison into it. Thinking about it, she couldn't drink up a bottle of wine in one night. She was afraid that the potion would not be enough, so she poured in another pack of rat poison... Finally, she poured out all the packs of rat poison Go in!After pressing the lid with a bottle press, put it back into the wine cabinet.On this day, Lin Dai was inexplicably excited, and kept thinking in her heart: Fox, you will die soon, and after you die, you will never rob my husband again... That night, Lin Dai prepared meals and waited for her husband to come home.Tony really came back early.Lin Dai went up to meet him, hugged him, kissed him, and whispered in his ear: "Tony, I love you!" Tony said: "I love you too." The most harmonious and loving dinner, at least on the surface.After dinner, they cuddled together on the sofa, talking affectionately while watching TV.Lin Dai said: "Honey, I made you suffer. In fact, you are very lonely in Shanghai by yourself, very lonely. It's okay to find a woman for entertainment... It's all my fault, you have to forgive me, okay? I've made up my mind, and I'll go back to Taipei in a few days." Tony hugged her and said, "Thank you for your understanding, in fact, the only person I love is you!"...they made love like crazy...After the incident, Tang Ni said, "Adai, you lie down, I'll squeeze juice for you." Lin Dai said, "Husband, you're so kind." Tony brought a glass of juice to her and said, "Get up and drink. "Lin Dai sat up, took the cup, took a sip, and then said: "It's not sweet, let me add some sugar." Tony said: "Let me go." Lin Dai smiled and said: "It's okay, I'll go by myself and see that you are sweating, go take a shower." Tony said, "Okay then, lie down after drinking and have a good sleep." Lin Dai nodded.She came to the kitchen, and when she heard the sound of water in the bathroom, she poured the juice in the cup into the sink, then turned on the tap and rinsed it off. After taking a shower, Tony found that Lin Dai had closed his eyes. He thought to himself, adding two more sleeping pills was really powerful.He got dressed, took the bottle of Louis XIII from the wine cabinet, and went out with a smile on his face.Lin Dai also got up from the bed, put on her clothes and walked out the door.She hailed a taxi on the side of the road and drove towards Hongtai Community.Lin Dai asked the taxi driver to park the car not far from Hongtai Community, and said to the driver: "Let's wait here for a while, and then you can take me back." The driver said: "No problem!" Ni had already entered Xiang Hanlan's house, so he called his cell phone.Lin Dai pretended to be scared: "Honey, where are you? I had a nightmare just now! Come quickly, I'm afraid—" Tony said anxiously: "I'm right at the door, wait a minute, I'll be right back , don't be afraid!" After hanging up the phone, a sneer appeared on the corner of her mouth.After watching Tony's car drive out of Hongtai Community, she said to the driver, "Go back." Because Tony's car was good and he drove fast, he got home before Lin Dai.Lin Dai walked into the house, and Tony looked panicked.Lin Dai said coldly, "What are you panicking about?" Tony said in surprise, "You, where have you been?" Lin Dai said, "Where have you been, so have I?" Tony murmured, "It's impossible, it's impossible!" Lin Dai smiled and said, "There's nothing impossible about it. I've been taking sleeping pills for so long, and now they're useless to me." Turned pale in shock: "You, you know?" Lin Dai nodded.Beads of sweat appeared on Tony's forehead, and he couldn't say anything.Lin Dai suddenly laughed wildly, laughing until tears flowed out.Lin Dai stopped laughing wildly, and said coldly, "Have you opened that bottle of wine?" Tony nodded, "Just after opening, your call came." Lin Dai said, "Have you drunk it?" Tony shook his head.Lin Dai said: "So, did she drink it?" Tony said: "She can drink it. When I left, she told me that she was the only one who drank it." Lin Dai said: "That's good, I also I didn't want your life! I want to watch you suffer forever, this is the best punishment for you!" Tony said: "You, you are in the wine—" Lin Dai said: "Yes, you can Put sleeping pills in fruit juice, why can’t I put medicine in wine, I learned from you. I never thought that I would be smart.” Tony murmured, “Lin Dai, you are my nightmare, you are My nightmare—" Lin Dai said, "Hey, who's nightmare?" That night, Tony returned to Hongtai Community.He didn't drive in openly, but climbed over the wall like Guiguzi.He sneaked into Xiang Hanlan's house, took away the bottle of Louis XIII, opened another bottle of foreign wine and put it on the tea table, and changed the glass that Xiang Hanlan drank from... All of this, he Wearing gloves, I even wiped the floor, thinking that I had wiped out all the evidence, thinking that I had done it flawlessly... It's so cold!I was running in the rain late at night, and the rain wet my hair, my clothes, and my broken heart.The whole city is a huge ice cave.I call Yu Tao's name, can he hear me?My shouting was also frozen!With a stagger, I fell on the rainy street, and I didn't have the strength to get up.At this moment, I heard someone calling my name: "Ah Hong, Ah Hong—" Who is shouting? Is it Yu Tao?Is he also looking for me all over the world?If he couldn't find me, he would be in pain, just as I couldn't find him.How I wish it was him calling me, how I wish he would come to me, pull me up, and help each other through this confused rainy night.He would softly whisper in my ear: "Ah Hong, don't be afraid, after walking through this rainy night, we can see the morning sun, which will warm our cold body and mind. Ah Hong, don't be afraid, I won't Those who leave you will never—” But I know it's not his voice. His voice was also frozen. I knew he was calling somewhere, but it just couldn't reach my ears. The call gradually approached. It really wasn't him, not the voice of my beloved.I don't know who this person is, and I don't know who will give me warmth and love in this cold and rainy night. The man came up to me and knelt down.He hugged me limp and weak with his strong hands, he held my wet head in his arms, and said in a sobbing voice: "Ah Hong, my daughter, what's wrong with you?" I was confused and said in a low voice: " Who are you, why are you hugging me? Let me go, I don't want you to hug me, I just want my Yu Tao..." Gu Xin's body trembled in the wind and rain: "Ah Hong, poor daughter, I am your father Gu Xin. Dad has also heard about Yu Tao. Don’t be too sad. He will definitely come back. Poor boy, you can’t go on like this anymore... Come home with me, home is your safest place place." I murmured: "Dad, Dad—" It seemed that I had returned to my childhood, watching other children being loved by their father, weeping with envy, hiding in the deserted mountains, looking at the vast and gray mountains, desolate I yelled loudly: "Dad, Dad, where are you—" Gu Xin hugged me tightly, choked up and said, "My child, I am your father. Dad is holding you now, and will never let you leave again, never again!" It will make you suffer." I closed my eyes, wept uncontrollably, and tightly reined Gu Xin's neck with both hands, at this moment, he was my real father. Gu Xin picked me up and walked in the rain. He kept saying: "Poor daughter, Dad will take you home, to a warm home. Dad will never let you leave again, never let you wander alone again..." Gu Xin carried me upstairs, took off my wet clothes, dried my body with hot water, put on the nightgown I had prepared, put me on the bed, and covered me with a warm and clean quilt .I was groggy, but I could still feel that in front of my father, I was a pure baby, that is, when he dried me, I didn't feel shy at all... At such moments, I especially long for care and warmth , my father gave me these, as if in an instant, the distance between me and my father was reduced to zero.Gu Xin touched my forehead and exclaimed: "My child, you have a fever." I looked at him with blank eyes, his face was so blurred.He put a wet towel on my forehead, and said with concern: "Son, wait a minute, I'll make you a bowl of ginger soup, and you'll be sweating after drinking it." After drinking the ginger soup, he gave it to me again. I took antipyretics and fell into a deep sleep. The nightmare haunted me again, and I couldn't get rid of it. In the dream, I fell down on the silent street, my crippled body was soaked in cold stagnant water, and the rain kept falling.I couldn't struggle, I couldn't get up at all.Raising my head with difficulty, I saw many shadows in front of me, and those shadows slowly passed through the dense rain curtain and swayed towards me.I called Yu Tao's name, but he couldn't hear me, and he wouldn't answer me.A shadow came over, and I could see it clearly. He had a huge head and was wearing that crumpled gray suit. He said to me sadly: "Ah Hong, I died unjustly, why was I inexplicably dropped from the sky The vase was smashed to death? Ah Hong, tell me, tell me—” He stretched out his hands to grab me, his ten fingers were full of white bones... Another shadow came over, and he said coldly对我说：“阿红，我一直默默地爱着你，你怎么忍心让我淹死，你跟我一起走吧，把我带回野猪坳，我们一起在黑龙潭里玩水——”他也伸出白森森的手抓我……很多影子晃到我跟前，他们都伸出白森森的手抓我。 “阿红，我真的爱上你了，你跟我回家，我答应小弟和爸爸的，要带你回家的，跟我回家——”“阿红，我这里有很多优秀的青年，你看看，我都给你带来了，你自己挑一个吧——”……他们纷纷伸出白骨森森的手，抓住了我，有的抓我的头发，有的抓我的手，有的抓我的脚……他们用力撕扯着我，说着不同的话语。我惊叫着：“不要，不要，我不要跟你们走，不要——”他们根本就不理会我的喊叫和恐惧，继续撕扯着我，像是要把我撕成碎片。此时，俞滔在哪里？我看不到他，也听不到他的声音，我多么希望他出现在我面前，把我救出漫无边际的苦海…… 噩梦中醒来，我看到了顾新憔悴的脸，深陷的眼睛布满了血丝，充满了柔情和爱意，还有焦虑和忧伤。他用干毛巾擦着我头上的冷汗，轻声说：“孩子，你醒了，没事了，你的烧退了。好好躺在床上休息，什么也不要想，一切都会好起来的。对了，你放心在家里休息，我已经到你单位给你请了一个星期的病假。” 他一定是整个晚上都坐在床边守着我。 浑身无力，像是被抽去了筋脉的我朝他露出了微笑，苦涩的微笑。这是有生以来第一次对这个当初遗弃我和母亲的男人露出微笑。我的微笑给他痛苦寂寞悔恨的心灵带来了莫大的安慰，顾新含泪地笑了，俯下身，在我的前额轻轻地吻了一下。我闭上了眼睛，幸福而又怅惘。他拉住我冰凉的手，轻声地说：“孩子，你不要再离开爸爸了，答应我，我会用一生的力量爱你，补偿过去岁月里所犯下的罪过！”我什么话也没说，心想，此时要是俞滔在这里，该有多好，善良的他多么希望看到我们父女相认的这一幕，他会默默地站在一边，注视着我们，脸上露出会心的笑容。 可是，我看不到他的笑脸。 他身处何方？ It's a mystery. 让我心里疼痛的谜。 ... 房间里十分寂静，整幢楼都十分寂静，我浑身懒洋洋的，看着墙上那些我小时候的画像，觉得一切是那么的不真实，尽管心里一直在说服自己：这是你的家，顾新是你的亲生父亲！ 顾新呢，他去哪里了？ 我突然有些害怕。害怕会失去刚刚得到的父亲。这种感觉十分微妙，仿佛体内的黄鼠狼在说：“他会离开你的，很快就会离开你的！就像那些靠近你的男人们一样，很快就会离开你——” no, I can not!我内心在挣扎。 我失去的太多，不能再失去什么了，如果连父亲也失去了，真的一无所有了！我从床上爬了起来。穿好衣服，走出了房间门。楼上楼下找了一遍，没有发现顾新的踪影，他会不会在小花园？我来到了小花园，也没有发现他。我心里惶恐不安，像是在大街上和父母亲走散的孩子。小花园里的花草都耷拉着头，无精打采的样子。天上飘来一块巨大的黑云，遮住了太阳，香樟树上的叶子也变得黯淡。我觉得十分压抑，仿佛闻到了一股奇怪的味道，耳边好像有人在轻轻地呼唤我。 我真的害怕，害怕顾新再也回不来了。 我回到了楼里。 这种可怕的宁静让我窒息。 走上了二楼，来到顾新的卧室外面。那房间门是虚掩的，我犹豫了一下，推门进去。我的目光在房间里扫了一遍，所有的陈设都和我住的房间差不多，连同墙上挂着的那些根据我从小到大的照片画成的油画，可还是有一幅油画是不一样的，我的目光落在了它的上面。画中人是一个美丽的村姑，在梳头发，仿佛旁边还站着一个人，她含笑地往那人瞥了一眼，那一瞥充满了幸福的爱意。整幅画，最动人、最出彩的就是那惊鸿一瞥，那秀美的缎子般的乌发以及温婉清秀细腻红润的脸也被那一瞥遮盖了。我站在这幅油画面前，心尖尖突然颤抖了一下。这难道就是我的生身母亲梅姗？她是那么美丽、善良，透出一股无法用语言形容的风情，现在才知道顾新为什么会爱上她，我想，任何一个男人见到她，都会迷恋她的。可这个野猪坳乡村的绝代佳人，就那样过早地香消玉殒，因为一场不可靠的情事，如今，埋葬她尸体的荒坟是不是长满了野草。我忧伤极了，眼睛也湿了，她的脸在我眼中模糊起来。本来就模糊的一个人，突然在我眼中清晰，然后又回归模糊，我心里难过到了极点。 突然，楼上传来了一声惨叫。 然后又恢复了平静。 我的神经绷紧了，马上想到了那个紧锁着门的大房间。是不是顾新在那房间里传来的惨叫？我飞快地跑了出去，上了三楼。那房间的门还是关得紧紧的，里面一点声音都没有。我轻轻地说了声：“爸爸，你在里面吗？”等了好大一会，没有人回答我。我又轻轻地说了声：“爸爸，你在里面吗？如果在，请你回答我。”又过了好大一会，还是没有人回答我。我伸出颤抖的手，推了一下那扇门，门竟然无声无息地开了。房间里很黑，看不清里面有什么东西，有股阴风从里面飘出来，还夹带着浓郁的油彩的味道。黑暗沉寂的房间里让我恐惧，又好奇。我走了进去，找到了电灯的开关，打亮了灯。里面一个人都没有，偌大的房间里，放着好几个画架，画架上的画都用白麻布蒙着，墙上也挂满了大小不一各种题材的油画，靠墙的一个角落，放着一张办公桌和一张藤椅。原来这是个画室。 我感觉到画室里阴森森、冷飕飕的，禁不住打起了哆嗦。 仿佛有什么东西在压迫着我的中枢神经。 我受不了这样的氛围，抽身想逃。就在这时，我耳朵边上响起了细微的声音：“阿红，你不要走，你过来看看我——”我听不清这是谁的声音。我看到那蒙住画架上画板的麻布轻轻地飘动。鬼使神差地，我朝它们走过去。走到离我最近的那个画架跟前，我停住了脚步。这上面画的是什么？我伸出颤抖的手掀开了麻布，惊呆了。 画布上画着一个被刀刺中的男子，一把短刀刺进了他的胸膛，双手捂着短刀刺进去的地方，鲜血从指缝中渗出来，他微微低着头，看着胸口，脸上的表情十分惊骇……我喃喃地说：“这画中人不就是俞滔吗？”他为什么会以这样残酷的形象出现在顾新的画中？难道他死了，死前就是这个模样？No, it's not!我的心在尖叫。 那些蒙着麻布的画又是什么内容的？ 我又走到一个画架跟前，掀开了麻布。 画布上画的是一个溺水的男子，他的双手伸出水面，十指弯曲，仿佛要抓住什么，却什么也抓不住。他的头被水淹没，张着嘴巴，眼睛紧闭。水是黑色的，他的头是暗红色的，伸出水面的手是灰白色的。暗黑的水中，仿佛有一双无形的手，把他的身体拖入深渊……我心想，这不就是李文平吗，没错，他就是画中的那张脸！ 又掀开了一个画架上的麻布。 我更加惊骇了！画布上同样画着一个男子，他惊惶失措地仰起脸，看着从天而降的一个花盆。花盆上的泥土落在了他苍白的脸上，身上皱巴巴的灰色西装和那颗硕大的头颅让我想起了朱南海，也许，他被砸死前的那一瞬间，就是这副模样…… 看着另外一个画架，我不知道还会看到什么人惨死的样子。迟疑了一会，我还是掀开了麻布。 我张大了嘴巴，久久不能合上。 画面上的一个男子满头是血，双手抱着头，蜷缩成一团，在一个幽冥的空间里，他的眼睛血红，死死地盯住一个方向，死不瞑目的样子……这不就是张树森吗？ 除了俞滔，我不晓得他是死是活，其他那些人的死亡和画中应该是一模一样的。难道俞滔也死了，就像画中的那样，被人刺死了？那么，是谁把他刺死的呢？他的尸身又在何处？顾新难道知道他已经死了，否则怎么会画这幅油画？……我的脑袋要爆炸了！双手抓住自己的头发，企图把自己从浑浊的泥潭中拔出来！ 这时，楼下传来了顾新的叫声：“女儿，你在哪里——” 我惊慌地走出了画室的门，门在我后面“哐当”一声关闭。 顾新站在二楼的楼梯口，愣愣地看着我，表情十分怪异。