Chapter 14 Chapter Thirteen Finally Derailed

Mazda was hospitalized, and Jingxuan told Xiang Tiange the news.The disease doesn't matter, the scientific name is perianal abscess, which is considered a disease of the rich and the rich, but it is extremely painful because of restlessness. Except for surgery, there is no better conservative treatment.Xiang Tiange wrote down the hospital and bed numbers, and asked Ai Xiaomao what gifts he should prepare this time. Ai Xiaomao thought the simpler the better, a bouquet of flowers and a gift bag, neither eye-catching nor following the excitement of those supplements. There was still more than an hour before the agreed departure time, Xiang Tiange entered the chat room's private chat community out of boredom, and just showed up as a passerby, a netizen who claimed to be "Red Lips is waiting for you" came over to say hello: Hello.Are you lonely tonight?Key in a line to Tiange: report the gender, and then break it down.This is Xiang Tiange's habit of chatting online, so he must first find out whether the other party is a man or a woman from the logo, so as not to waste feelings.Xiang Tiange chats online only when he is extremely bored.He believes that the advantage of online chat is that you can vent without consequences.After chatting for a while, Ai Xiaomao knocked on the door and came in, Xiang Tiange's eyes did not leave the screen: "Is it time?"

Ai Xiaomao said: "Let's wait for a while. If you go early, you will be waiting. What are you doing, so devoted?" Xiang Tiange turned off the computer: "Hey, chatting. I don't understand what those online chatters are trying to do. I'm so tired that my wrist hurts. I'm done talking nonsense. I don't even know whether the other party is a man or a woman. Now this relationship is really real. Depreciated, a husband is not as good as a lover, a lover is not as good as a passerby, and sometimes a passerby can still leave some memories." Ai Xiaomao suddenly asked in a daze: "Then what am I? A lover or a passer-by? Don't be nervous. In fact, I have never tabooed the name lover. Of course I have looked forward to the title, but when the title is hopeless, I don't care about being your lover. Who said that lover is a shameful word, only a person with love deserves to be called a lover! But I care about the weight and order in your heart. I can be a substitute in reality, but it must be in your heart The main force."

Xiang Tiange didn't expect to pierce the layer of window paper on such an occasion, he raised his hand, and naturally brushed the broken hair on Ai Xiaomao's forehead: "Look at you, I just sent it out of feeling, how can I be so angry?" Hooked you up?" Ai Xiaomao said: "It's not that I got involved on purpose, but you deliberately avoided it. Tiange, how long have we known each other? 8 years, 96 months, 2920 days. At the beginning, I might be out of admiration, gratitude, freshness, or saying no. Qingqing fell in love with you, but then, I have been living in waiting. This kind of relationship is indifferent to you, harmless, and I can't do it. Eight years have passed in a flash, and I have to think about the future The question of where to park."

Xiang Tiange let out a long sigh: "Xiao Mao, this is where my difficulty lies. I have never been married, you don't know, this marriage is not just divorced, it is very exhausting, I am afraid that when the day comes, I will hug you Your strength is gone." Ai Xiaomao said: "So it doesn't matter to you where you go. You can advance, attack, retreat, or defend. It's annoying over there. At least there's me. I'm tired of it here. After all, home is also a big rear area. Besides, the house is yours, and the deposit is yours." Yes, the head of the household is yours, and the social relationship is yours. Even if you lose everything, it won’t be too much trouble to start a new one. Xie Zhenzhen will fight with you again, and he can tolerate it for the sake of big schemes. Husband and wife are husband and wife, and this paper contract itself has a lot of meaning. Strong immunity. I say this, not to put pressure on you. I know that it is not easy for a man like you. You are rational, but you can’t resist the temptation of sensibility. When it’s time to make a decision, your wife On one side is family affection, on the other side is passion, and one side is reluctant to touch any of them."

Xiang Tiange didn't know what to say. He felt that Ai Xiaomao was looking at him with a magnifying glass, so that every detail of his thoughts could be exposed under her gaze. It sounds harsh, but it does make sense. A chill followed.Ai Xiaomao was afraid of breaking Xiang Tiange's mood, and wanted to find something to say, but he didn't know what to say, so he just sat there in a daze.In fact, tonight, she has no intention of discussing her relationship with Xiang Tiange at all. Those words were said one by one.In the end, Xiang Tiange broke the silence. He handed the key to Ai Xiaomao and said, "Get the car out for me. I'll get down later."

Ai Xiaomao knew that it touched the most sensitive nerve in Xiang Tiange's heart. For lovers, there is an eternal forbidden area. It is wise to avoid it. Even if you linger at the door, it is safe as long as you don't raise your hand to knock on the door. Otherwise, once the doors and windows are opened, things that fly in will easily disturb people's minds. Ai Xiaomao went downstairs, and Xiang Tiange was in a state of confusion. They had tacitly avoided the previous problems, but avoidance did not mean that they did not exist. It will not be a gentle tickle, but a knife, poking, picking, and stabbing sharply, so that people have nowhere to hide.

Xiang Tiange restarted the computer, and typed such a passage in the notepad, which is also his long-time caprice: I finally understand that the ropes that bind our hands and feet are the ropes weaved by ourselves, but no matter what, life will never escape the net. When you step out of this one, another one will float in. In fact, after thinking about it, you realize that there is a place for the eaves, and that the love is invisible, and you realize that what is fragile is not the mentality, but the feeling that when you stretch out your hand, there is no one. Contiguous loss.If there is always a longing in the bottom of my heart, if this longing can always bring people back to the warm past, if those warm raw materials are beautiful things that have never been seen before, then even if it is deceiving, it will become a very elegant, Tranquil game.Life is really worth cherishing, and feelings really need to be cared for. Although foreign things are messy and disturbing from time to time, as long as you can still see a moving smile, it is the great satisfaction that you have not seen for a long time.For life, work hard!

Xiang Tiange was driving to one of his designated flower shops to pick up flowers. When he passed by the supermarket, he ran into Sheng Zhiren and his son coming out of it.Rope Ren is carrying two bags? ? ?Raw paper, the child held an electric submachine gun in his hand, and fired "da da" at the places around him that he thought were the targets.Xiang Tiange teased the child: "Uncle Xiang forgot your name, can you tell me?" The little guy tilted his head and asked, "Are you asking about your first name, your nickname, or your title?" Xiang Tiange said: " Why is it so complicated? Uncle wants to know." The little guy said sternly: "My name is Sheng Kuan, my nickname is Zhi Yi Fa, and my title is Invincible God of War." Xiang Tiange couldn't help laughing, "What a shame! Bring it to justice, what an invincible god of war, I will send you a scooter to my uncle in two days, making you invincible." He turned around and said to Sheng Ziren enviously: "You son, you have been a treasure since you were young. Alas, it is good to have a child, like a piece of innocent mud, you can pinch and shape him according to your own wishes, I think you are flattered even when you complain." Sheng Ziren waved his hands: " Hey, you only see the funny side, but not the annoying or tiring side. But, Tian Ge, do you really plan to live in this two-person world? Whose pocket will your wealth be put into? Xie Zhenzhen of your family is really calm!" Sheng Ziren turned to Ai Xiaomao again and said, "I said, brother, are you accompanied by angels every day, and you have faded out of the world?" Xiang Tiange swallowed, and the words were on his lips After turning around in a circle, I finally didn't slip out. Although I can talk to Sheng Ziren regardless of you and me, the matter of the bed, after all, is somewhat difficult to talk about, and it is on the main road, so I had to perfunctory: "Let's talk about it another day. But this matter may not be clear for another day.”

When Xiang Tiange rushed to the ward holding flowers, he ran into Ma Yan seeing off a group of guests.The corridor in the inpatient department is very long, and Ma Yan rushed to Tian Ge with a knowing smile, stretched out her finger and made a gesture of eight.Xiang Tiange entered Ward No. 8 and saw that there was already a row of flower baskets and fruit baskets along the window sill, like a small flower and dried fruit shop.Mazda, wearing a blue and white hospital gown, was leaning against the head of the bed, at the end of which was a pocket TV broadcasting live football.Seeing that Mazda was about to get up, Xiang Tiange quickly reached out to help him: "Minister Ma, don't move around." Ai Xiaomao put a bouquet of flowers on the coffee table, and joked to Mazda: "Minister Ma, look at your formation, I'm almost turning into a bee." Mazda pointed to Ai Xiaomao: "You, I am tortured every day, and you still make fun of the weak like this."

While talking and laughing, Ma Yan came back and called out affectionately: "Uncle Tiange, Auntie Xiaomao, you are very busy, and even surprised you." Xiang Tiange stuffed a big envelope under Mazda's pillow and said: "Little sister said something out of the ordinary again. Minister Ma's health is our common wealth. I knew I couldn't help, so I had to express my heart, even if I shocked the minister." After saying polite words for a while, Ma Yan deliberately put Ai Xiaomao Pull up to the balcony, leaving space for the two of them to talk.Mazda turned off the TV and asked Xiang Tiange: "Tiange, how old is this year?" Xiang Tiange didn't know what to say: "39 years old, according to the calculation of two years old in our hometown, it will be 41 by the year." Mazda said: " That's okay. Old people used to say that the year of birth was a dangerous year, but I never took it seriously. On New Year's Eve last year, your sister-in-law asked me to wear a red belt for one night, saying it was for good luck. I thought it was troublesome, so I pressed the belt on the pillow. The bottom is down, you said that 48 is when you are in good spirits, what will happen, but look at this year, so many things have rushed together. How is the preparation work for the newspaper column?" Xiang Tiange said: "The progress is normal, The plan has also come out, and I estimate that it will be ready in eight or nine days, so you can rest assured." Mazda said: "That's good. This disease, I have realized a lot of truths. Although money and power are good, they are healthy in health , Liberty is worth nothing in front of freedom. Sickness is also a kind of lack of freedom. I just can’t get out while watching the beautiful spring outside the window. Xiao Xiang, I trust you because you grasp it properly. There are smart people, but smart people If you are misunderstood by cleverness, you can only be regarded as petty cleverness. When you are clever and not misunderstood by cleverness, you will have great wisdom."

Xiang Tiange nodded, knowing that Mazda was beating him in disguise. The newspaper project was of great importance to him. If something went wrong, his career might come to an end.Before Xiang Tiange could speak, Mazda seemed to have thought of something: "By the way, Xiao Xiang, let me tell you a piece of information. At the end of this year, the city plans to hold a China Haijiang Fashion Festival. It plans to invite 20 countries. The city attaches great importance to it, and it may be necessary to solicit overall ideas from across the country. In the next March, Haijiang City will celebrate its 500th anniversary, and the city will also consider inviting one or two well-known planners from across the country. However, I think famous people may not be able to grasp Haijiang. If you have time, you can think about it, these two are big cakes, and a piece of it is very impressive.” After hearing this, Xiang Tiange remained calm on the surface, but was very proud in his heart.He has been working on the 500-year-themed event plan for Haijiang City for a while.Xiang Tiange knows that for all walks of life, it is now an era of creativity, an era of more brains, and the only way to change the previous situation of asking for people every day and everything, is to lead by creativity and win by adding value. Xiang Tiange's idea this time is a golden key to Haijiang City.He went to the city archives to check the "Haijiang Tongzhi", and found that the city has many bright spots in the past 500 years. Many cities at home and abroad have golden keys that symbolize freedom and friendship, but Haijiang City does not have one, and no one seems to have noticed it. over this gap.It took only a few days for Xiang Tiange to come up with the basic idea. He was worried that Haijiang City would not be refined, so he asked Ai Xiaomao to contact her classmate Zhuang Xiaoyu to help set up a mold factory in the south.The appearance of the golden key is very avant-garde and grand, with five teeth designed on it, the front is Haijiang Plaza, Haijiang TV Tower, Haijiang University, Haijiang Department Store, Haijiang Science and Technology Museum, and the back is Haijiang Construction Bank Building, Haijiang Century Clock , Haijiang Normal University, Haijiang Museum, Silhouettes of Haijiang Liberation Monument.Xiang Tiange understands that this kind of thing is not a necessity for life, but a purely romantic thing, so there must be a group buying it to back him up.After seeing the samples, several related units proposed to put their own words and logos on them, and ordered hundreds of sets at once. Xiang Tiange also wanted to ask Mazda to say hello to the Municipal Foreign Affairs Office, and strive to be a gift from the municipal government to the sister cities. Xiang Tiange did the calculations. Based on the production of 5,000 golden keys, the retail price of each set is 680 yuan, the internal price is 400 yuan, and 50 yuan is given to the middleman. After deducting the cost, he still has a little more than a hundred profit margins. Then, This project will bring in more than 500,000 yuan, and for some familiar units, he can also use the advance payment to pay the factory's processing fees. As a thank you, Xiang Tiange hoped that Ai Xiaomao would invite her classmate Zhuang Xiaoyu out to have a meal and get to know each other.What he didn't expect was that a phone call from Zhuang Xiaoyu actually changed many of Ai Xiaomao's views.Zhuang Xiaoyu is Ai Xiaomao's college best friend. When she graduated, she found a job as an office clerk in the Haijiang Supply and Marketing Co. relationship, he was transferred back to the head office last year and served as the deputy director of the International Development Department.Before Ai Xiaomao had time to make an appointment, Zhuang Xiaoyu's call came after her. She said that the head office will erect two signs on the Haijing Expressway recently, and she wanted Ai Xiaomao to help design them. The two haven't seen each other for a long time. Ai Xiaomao feels that Zhuang Xiaoyu has changed a lot. The flower is still the same flower with branches and leaves, but it is not as clear and clear as before. It seems to be covered with a layer of dust. The most obvious What's more, Zhuang Xiaoyu's eyes are always vague and blurred when looking at people, and it seems difficult to focus on a certain place. Ai Xiaomao vaguely heard that Zhuang Xiaoyu came into the sight of a deputy director not long after he arrived at the Municipal Supply and Marketing Co. If he was so excited, he found an opportunity to arrange Zhuang Xiaoyu to take a temporary position below. Later, the deputy director became the director, and Zhuang Xiaoyu was transferred back, and he filled the vacancy of the deputy director of the International Development Department. Because there was no confirmation from Zhuang Xiaoyu, Ai Xiaomao was always skeptical, and even felt aggrieved for Xiaoyu.Once a woman has made some achievements, others always don't look for the answer in her head, but are used to focusing their eyes on the bottom of the skirt at once.Ai Xiaomao thought, even if it is true, who has the right to make irresponsible remarks?Isn't it fashionable now that a good job is worse than a good marriage, and a good marriage is worse than a good marriage?Men and women, superiors and subordinates, are always such a pair of dependent relationships that each takes what it needs. The two ordered a cup of coffee and a plate of snacks, held hands and sighed for a long time before calming down.Ai Xiaomao dipped the teardrops from the corners of his eyes with a tissue, and asked, "Xiaoyu, tell me how you've lived this year, have you had a child?" Zhuang Xiaoyu also wiped his cheeks lightly, and said, "It's been a long time since I've seen you like this." I am crying comfortably, the child has just turned three years old, it is time to go to kindergarten, how about you?" Ai Xiaomao hesitated for a moment, she didn't know how to characterize her emotional life, so she said: "But you are left behind, or Single nobles." Zhuang Xiaoyu smiled: "It's nothing, as long as unmarried young people enjoy married treatment!" Ai Xiaomao didn't understand: "What are you talking about?" Zhuang Xiaoyu beat her across the table One: "Play stupid, you, the treatment of being married means that you are not lonely in the night sky, and you are not lonely in bed!" Ai Xiaomao grabbed her palm and scratched it twice, and said, "It's just you." Afraid of others looking sideways, The two laughed for a long time in a low voice.Zhuang Xiaoyu said again: "Xiao Mao, look at how secretive you are. I'm not a paparazzi. I came here to steal your privacy. Okay, let you be on guard for a while, and I will tell you my story. You must also I heard some rumors about me and Director Cui of the Municipal Society, and let me tell you, except for those exaggerated details, the story itself is true." Ai Xiaomao didn't expect Zhuang Xiaoyu to be so frank, and interjected: "Xiaoyu, I'm not going to hide it from you. Say, I really complained for you in my heart, so what if it is true, sometimes, in order to live a better life, what can a woman do?" After hearing this, Zhuang Xiaoyu's expression suddenly darkened. She stirred the coffee clockwise with a cup and spoon. Due to the cold scene, the sound of the spoon hitting the cup wall was very loud. I also think the same way as you, but I don’t know why recently, maybe it’s because I’m getting older, maybe it’s because my mentality is old, my opinion has completely changed. Yes, after so many years of gaining power and being pointed at by others, on the surface From the looks of it, I got a lot, seat, face, ticket, house, everything I should have, and I didn’t lose anything. To put it bluntly, isn’t a woman’s place just for men to come and go? What about personal patronage? But it doesn’t matter if you don’t have a home. When you have a home, especially a child, you can’t calm down and think about it, otherwise you will feel that you have lost something important. , but I couldn't tell what was lost for a while. Finally one day, I understood that I lost my dignity and my husband's dignity, as well as my calmness in front of my children. You don't know, you may not be able to understand at all, husband My dignity is still secondary, the big deal is that I feel guilty in my heart, the divorce is enough, the key is the child, now I dare not even think about it, when the child grows up, when I discuss with me the issue of emotional specificity, how should I face her eyes? Sigh, compared to those moments of joy before, these two feelings are eternal, they will follow me for the rest of my life, and even crush me to death." Ai Xiaomao was stunned. One was dignified and the other was calm. These were two stone lions, which guarded people's peace of mind. Now, Zhuang Xiaoyu seemed to be lost. Ai Xiaomao had never experienced this level, but She could feel Zhuang Xiaoyu's bleeding heartbeat, and she quickly compared her heart to herself, feeling that her situation was no better than Zhuang Xiaoyu's. Zhuang Xiaoyu went on to say: "Now he only has desire for me, and it's still the kind of desire to fill in the blanks. It's very simple. He has a new love. This is my sorrow. Even though I know it's a substitute, I have to be there honestly." Sitting on the sidelines, waiting to be recruited at any time. Although I am considered a minister now, and my wings seem stiff, as long as he is around, his influence can cover me. Moreover, the deputies who work with me, I I can feel it, and obviously look down on me from the bottom of my heart. Can you blame others? Unless you don’t do this kind of crap, there’s no way to cover it in paper, so I dare not imagine that in the future, when he is around, I will suffer from him Control, he's gone, and I may be used as a punching bag to clean up his mess." Ai Xiaomao looked at Zhuang Xiaoyu who was completely different from just now, so he had no choice but to comfort her and said, "Xiaoyu, don't worry too much, anyway, he has his shortcomings in your hands, if he dares to make things difficult for you, give them to him." It's a big embarrassment." Zhuang Xiaoyu shook his head: "Impossible, this is a matter of loss and loss, if that happens, I will be miserable too, it is like confirming those conjectures with my own mouth, once a woman is labeled with this label, she will always be Brought into the coffin." Although he has never lived with a man under the same roof in the name of husband and wife, Ai Xiaomao feels that he can understand men.Men are catkins in spring, they are meant to drift in their bones, neither the wind nor the branches can fix them in one place.When they fall in love with a woman, they are often in the empty window period when they have not found a new goal and they have found a goal but are too lazy to start over. Originally, I wanted to talk about the road signs of the highway, but the two of them didn't mention the matter, so they had to make another appointment.Ai Xiaomao came out of the cafe, as if she had lost her soul, her mind was full of Zhuang Xiaoyu's words, and she thought that she was very assertive, and she had a premonition that these words would have a huge impact on her subsequent choices. Ai Xiaomao hailed a taxi and wanted to go home, but was transferred to the newspaper office by accident.She knew that Xiang Tiange must not have left yet. At this moment, she especially wanted to see Xiang Tiange's face, as if there were many answers she was looking for hidden there. Seeing Ai Xiaomao come in, Xiang Tiange was a little stunned. He took off the headset, took out the CD in the computer, and ignored Ai Xiaomao's expression carefully, and said, "Tell me how far forever is, this song sings It went to my heart. Alas, there is a comprehensive balance in my character, and I am the pointer on it. One side is biased, and that side is biased. I'm still dizzy." Ai Xiaomao said: "A thoughtful person is the hardest. You are like a pendulum, and the days go by when you go back and forth. To be honest, Tian Ge, now I understand you very well. , but I don't appreciate you. In fact, as long as you want to escape the monotonous life, you can never be thorough." Xiang Tiange was speechless, as if he agreed with this conclusion.He wrapped his arms around Ai Xiaomao's waist, and gently pushed it into his arms, and Ai Xiaomao's whole body was pressed against him.But this time, Ai Xiaomao's hug seemed a little careless, the bend of his arms was not as soft as it was in Beidaihe, but Xiang Tiange didn't feel it.It's not that he is careless, but that he has long been used to the way of getting along with Ai Xiaomao, who is both dependent and independent, erratic and obedient. Xiang Tiange stroked Ai Xiaomao's back, and asked puzzledly: "Xiao Mao, you always blame me for being thoughtful. Isn't thoughtfulness a virtue? In fact, people who maintain thoughtfulness put themselves in the center of the circle. , and then radiate to everyone, is there anything wrong with that? Besides, I have been pursuing perfection during the years I have been with you, but I have also shown you the most unbearable aspects of empathy and lying. " Ai Xiaomao said: "That's the problem. It's just your wishful thinking. You think the sun can only shine on half of the earth, but you want to shine on all people. Isn't it a dream? There is nothing wrong with Zhouquan, but Life itself requires trade-offs, you lie because of empathy, I never think that is your essence, but you have worked hard for an impossible goal for a long time, maybe you will lose something along the way." Xiang Tiange still Puzzled: "What will be lost?" Ai Xiaomao said: "I lost my dedication to me, and finally lost me." Xiang Tiange said: "How could it be? You forgot my zodiac sign? I don't know. Is it your faithful dog?" Ai Xiaomao nodded his forehead: "At best, it's a mangy dog." Xiang Tiange said: "Because of love, so 'Lai'. Xiaomao, who made you so nice?" Ai Xiaomao sighed, and tears flowed down: "What's the use of being faithful in a relationship like ours, there is no restraint in the first place." Xiang Tiange disagreed: "That's not the same, the same bed with different dreams and the same bed with different dreams can be different. Is it the same?" Ai Xiaomao said: "Anyway, I think you are better than me, you are in control of advance and retreat, and you can arrange everything with ease, you know, Tiange, although we have so much tacit understanding and resonance, I often feel that I can't catch you at all. Sometimes, I even think that you are just an experience for me, not a support." Xiang Tiange hesitated and said, "Xiao Mao, tell you something from your heart, marry me I will leave sooner or later. Of course, this is not just a blank check for you, but more for myself. I can’t always live like this, but divorce is indeed a huge project. I It’s a bit muddled to admit, I’m afraid of being entangled by endless entanglement, and it’s hard to cut it unless it’s a last resort, but please believe me, I have never stopped looking for opportunities, and once the time is right, I will make a clean break.” In the past, Ai Xiaomao didn't blame Xiang Tiange. She knew very well that falling in love with a married man was like trading stocks. Losing and winning were unpredictable, and one had to bet on it.She never thought that a man's delay in not getting a divorce was perfunctory or even deceiving a woman.In marriage, a man has a man's bottom line, and this bottom line is that the current state of life must never go back to the starting point and start again.Ai Xiaomao didn't know why she was on the man's side, maybe it was because she deeply believed that love without bread would not last long.Sometimes she feels that women may be inherently greedy, not only wanting to monopolize feelings, but also wanting men to give themselves an enviable enjoyment. But now, Ai Xiaomao's mind has changed.It turns out that the love of women and men is very different.What women value is care, and what men value is pleasure.So, here comes the trouble, what caring needs is patience and devotion, but what pleasure needs is novelty and stimulation.When men are tired and bored with caring, women will feel disappointed; if women no longer carefully package themselves, men will empathize with others.In the end, both of them felt wronged, and both felt that the other had failed them. Ai Xiaomao's eyes were faint: "Tiange, go and sit at my place for a while, you have sent me off so many times, but you have never been there." Xiang Tiange packed up the things on the desk, worried about meeting acquaintances, and the two walked together tacitly. One after another, he walked out of the advertising department. Ai Xiaomao's house is not big, with an inner area of ​​only more than 60 square meters, two bedrooms and one living room, but it is furnished very petty bourgeoisie. The practical and simple style makes every corner bright and clear. A floor-to-ceiling LCD TV covers most of the film and television wall. Two cylindrical speakers surround the TV gracefully. Near the balcony is a whole black wrought iron flower pot stand with a The blue glazed flowerpot, the word "Xinxiang" is very finely fired, a Phalaenopsis with large flowers is dotted with aura in the room, and the fabric sofa that can sit or lie on conveys a warm message. Xiang Tiange looked around the living room with novelty, trying to figure out Ai Xiaomao's preference.Ai Xiaomao was busy in the kitchen, and said to Tiange: "I just had dinner, what are you fussing about?" She greeted Xiang Tiange: "Come on, my Mr. Xiang, please take a seat!" Xiang Tiange saw that the two carved inverted conical goblets were already full. Red wine was served, and four small platters were placed on the table, one plate of preserved egg tofu, one plate of glutinous rice lotus root, one plate of salad, and one plate of sauced beef.Ai Xiaomao raised his glass: "This wine was given to me by the director of the development zone. It was a gift from the mayor of the other party when they went to Europe to attract investment. I have never been willing to drink it. Let me reward you today." Is it credit for always making you depressed?" "Poverty, drink it first." As he spoke, Ai Xiaomao drank it all in one gulp.Xiang Tiange hurriedly said: "My aunt, this is not the way to drink red wine, you will be intoxicated in a while." Ai Xiaomao filled another glass: "I have never been drunk since I grew up, the taste must be unforgettable. "It's not unforgettable, it's that life is worse than death. In the past six months, I have been drunk three times. It's like a serious illness. It takes three or four days to recover. In front of the directors of these three bureaus, how can we be like us now?" Leisurely?" "When did you come up with three bureau chiefs?" "I'm self-proclaimed, every day I deal with dinners, solve puzzles, and clean up messes, aren't there three bureaus?" As they talked, the two got entangled together.Xiang Tiange looked at Ai Xiaomao appreciatively, and Ai Xiaomao also responded to his confused eyes.Xiang Tiange gently held her in his arms, Ai Xiaomao raised her face, stuck out her tongue, and swept Xiang Tiange's lips.It was this light touch that soon set Xiang Tiange on fire.Xiang Tiange hugged her emotionally and walked into the bedroom, before he had time to get familiar with the environment here, he stripped Ai Xiaomao naked several times.Ai Xiaomao said, "See you in a hurry", while twisting his body to cater to Xiang Tiange. He was busy when Xiang Tiange's cell phone rang, and Ai Xiaomao, who was already a little crazy, grabbed his hand and refused to stop. Xiang Tiange leaned into her ear and said, "My dear Maomao, let me pick it up and just say a few words." Instead of stopping the action, he sped up the progress, and the hand holding the phone swayed up and down with the fluctuations of his body , as if greeting someone.Ai Xiaomao held back the pleasure, not letting himself cry out, and let him go.Xiang Tiange answered the phone, it was the manager of the stainless steel products company, and it was the project money for the drunken party.Xiang Tiange said politely: "Boss Cui, you are really urging the boss. I am signing an urgent mail now, and I will call you in half an hour." Ai Xiaomao twisted him: "You will say, why did I become an urgent mail again? Sign sign sign, let me see what kind of sign you use?" "Is it okay to eat me up?" After finishing speaking, Xiang Tiange ignored her, insisted on it for a while, and then slumped a thousand miles on his own. The stamina of the red wine and the madness just now burned Tiange's cheeks, he tenderly hugged Ai Xiaomao in his arms, Ai Xiaomao turned his body sideways, grabbed a cotton pad and threw it on the ground. Xiang Tiange bit her earlobe lightly: "Xiao Mao, is this a dream?" "Yes and no. Having you may not necessarily have you. This is a dream. Enjoying the present and striving for the future is not a dream." Ai Xiaomao got out of bed to fetch water for Xiang Tiange, and Xiang Tiange casually glanced at the cotton pad on the small rug in front of the bed, it was clearly stained with a few bright red marks.Xiang Tiange was startled, and just as he reached out to pick it up for a closer look, Ai Xiaomao snatched it away: "Tiange, that's right, I'm still a virgin. But don't think I'm a monster, I don't eat fireworks, and I don't have feelings , without desire, I have no courage. You know, there are so many sex toys nowadays, and desire is easy to solve. What age is this, I don’t need to use this small pool of blood to prove my feelings for you, and neither I thought about using it in exchange for your promise, I just want to hand over my first time to you, and it can be regarded as an end to my waiting for so many years."