Chapter 15 Chapter Fourteen One Mountain Two Tigers

Days always make people can't help but think back, can't help but stop and turn their heads to look at those footprints from the past, whether they were deep, shallow, flattened by the wind or buried by sand, there were none, especially Those classic shots that have been engraved into life, everything is still so clear. As soon as March entered, Xie Zhenzhen was talking about traveling.The place I chose this time is Shenzhen, in the name of going to the developed coastal areas to learn advanced experience in street management. Xiang Tiange couldn't figure out whether a small street office needed to study all over the world, once or even twice a year and everyone had a share.Xiang Tiange sighed in his heart, otherwise the efficiency of these units is low, there is no need to think about the cost, anyway, it is all fiscal money, if it is not spent in vain, who would not spend it in vain?Alas, even if there is no distinction between high and low jobs, there is indeed a difference between being comfortable and suffering. Like Xie Zhenzhen, who works five days a week, has heating in winter and air-conditioning in summer, and can chat with people and online at work , and some clerks even count going to the farmer’s market to buy vegetables and picking up children as part of their working hours. However, a job of this intensity can get a salary of nearly 3,000 yuan a month, plus five catties of eggs and a bucket of peanut oil. Xie Zhenzhen said that most of her colleagues are aunts and aunts from various leaders.

Xiang Tiange's phone screen lit up twice. He thought it was another spam text message, and he didn't care. Later, he was upset to see the flashing, so he pressed it. The small arrow pointed to Ai Xiaomao's name. Xiang Tiange opened the message, There are a few words on it: "The spring night is short, the good time is rare, the two love each other, and the heart is wasted." Xiang Tiange's heart warmed up, and he didn't see him for a few days, so he was missed by others, just like there is a window every day when he returns home. The lights are waiting, warm and down-to-earth.He knew that "Spring Night is Short" was referring to that lingering night, and every detail seemed to reappear in front of his eyes. Xiang Tiange's heart was a little hot, and he couldn't help pressing the text one by one on the phone: "Spring Night is Short and Helpless" Short, good time is rare, after all, the two love each other deeply, the heart is lost and memories are like yesterday", after sending this message, he put himself in a "big" character spread on the bed, closed his eyes, and filled the separation with memories blank space.After being quiet for a while, the screen of the phone turned on again, and he quickly turned it on, and it was still Ai Xiaomao: "The spring is short, the night is short, the edge is short? Years are long, dreams are long, and love is long!"

Xiang Tiange's nose was sore. He originally thought that he would no longer be emotional, but he didn't expect that a few words would make him feel so much emotion.He suddenly fell in love with text messages. Before, he always found it troublesome and never used this function. He pressed the words one by one. How could it be as pleasant as a direct call?That's why Xiang Tiange always regards text messages as children's tricks and the patent of adolescence. Now he feels that text messages are like a gauze curtain, which is much more mysterious, warm, associative, and romantic than direct calls. Wrap the tasteless thing, dip it in sugar, smear it with honey, hide it in a pan and bake it, take it out and lick it when you are hungry, after licking it, close your eyes, and there will be many aftertaste.In the back and forth text messages, he actually found the feeling of first love, his heart was trembling, his head was hot, especially when he was placed with Xie Zhenzhen's neutral gender indifference, the kind of longing nourished by the contrast was just like that. Like a whip soaked in water, it lashed at the broken wound, causing bursts of diffuse pain, but after the pain passed, it slowly turned into a numb itching.

Xiang Tiange hoped that Xie Zhenzhen would go out as soon as possible in his heart, and the farther away, the longer the better.In fact, Xie Zhenzhen is the same at home as when he is not at home. She spends every night in front of the TV, watching episodes of TV dramas tirelessly, and then tells him about the fate of those characters with tears in her eyes.But after all, she is like a string connected to a kite. When she is not moving, Xiang Tiange can float freely, and if she is pulled back, it is still a kind of involvement. Only when she is in a foreign place can Xiang Tiange truly realize Only by being free from scruples can I live a life with Ai Xiaomao without being disturbed.

Xiang Tiange was in a good mood at night. After taking a shower, he leaned against the bed and read a Go magazine. Xie Zhenzhen was wearing pajamas, with a spring and autumn quilt under her feet, and was counting a few banknotes upside down under the lamp. Xiang Tiange said: "It's all washed, don't you think it's dirty?" Xie Zhenzhen still had more meaning: "This is not the usual dozens of dollars, it is my spoils of war." Xiang Tiange was disdainful: "Isn't this the same way playing mahjong? The winners in the front are paper, and the winners in the back are money. You are just a beginner, be careful and become addicted. You will go out the day after tomorrow. There must be a farewell ceremony." Bar."

Xie Zhenzhen seemed to be waiting for this sentence: "I can't see your personal shadow for a day, and what's the point of living without any sustenance? Besides, my parents like mahjong. If I don't join hands, who will accompany them? What's the point?" Send it off, you wish I could go far away." Except for deliberately losing money by playing mahjong, Xiang Tiange never went to the poker table. He couldn't stand the "crash clatter" sound, and he couldn't afford to pay for that idle time.After all, Xiang Tiange had a guilty conscience, Xie Zhenzhen said casually, he felt that someone had already seen through his mind, although he knew that Xie Zhenzhen was such a mean expression, but still felt that she had grasped something.

Xiang Tiange pretended to be calm, but still kept his eyes on the game record: "You are a fan of mahjong, but the money is getting thinner and thinner. Those who often play games together may not be true friends." Xie Zhenzhen retorted him: "It's enough to relieve boredom. I'm not looking for a lover. True or false friends don't matter." As soon as he heard the word lover, Xiang Tiange became vigilant, afraid that there was something in Xie Zhen's truth, so he said first: "I don't want to lose my wife and lose money." Xie Zhenzhen snorted: "Are you tired? I was busy setting the fire myself, and I was preventing others from lighting the lamp."

Xiang Tiange closed the book and turned off the flame completely: "Don't make something out of nothing, it's rare to talk, but it disturbed your mood, forget it, go to sleep." The second day Xie Zhenzhen went out, Xiang Tiange brought Ai Xiaomao home.With the first skin-to-skin contact, the hearts of the two became closer.In fact, Ai Xiaomao's cozy home is private and safe enough for them to be prosperous, but what makes Xiang Tiange regret is that Ai Xiaomao has not yet entered his home. He feels that the sign of a man accepting a woman is Xiang Tiange. She opened the door of her own house, so as soon as Xie Zhenzhen left, Xiang Tiange couldn't wait to lead Ai Xiaomao into the house. After all, Xie Zhenzhen went far away, and he had enough time to clean up the battlefield.

After the two of them took a bath, Xiang Tiange turned up the heating in the room to prevent Ai Xiaomao from catching a cold. Ai Xiaomao felt that Xiang Tiange was sometimes as careful as a needle, and he was really considerate of women.The two hadn't been intimate for a long time. At this moment, Xiang Tiange grabbed Ai Xiaomao and eagerly wanted to untie the thin bathrobe.Ai Xiaomao lightly pinched the button on his chest, and said, "Wait a minute, you're getting straight to the point now, talk to me for a while first." Xiang Tiange had no choice but to give up, stood up, went to the bag in the living room, took a bulging envelope back, and handed it to Ai Xiaomao: "Xiao Mao, this is 10,000 yuan, I have always wanted to accompany you to buy some clothes, but you Seeing that I am as busy as a spinning top and don't understand women's clothing styles, it's better for you to choose something you like."

Ai Xiaomao twisted her body all of a sudden: "What is this? It's not that I don't have no income. How can I ask for your money? This will embarrass me. Don't think that women are all for money. You are like Jin Ke Xiao is the same, do you think any woman can settle with money?" Xiang Tiange said: "Xiao Mao, it depends where you want to go, I am sincere, I don't have time to go to the supermarket, and I don't know what to buy when I go, if you pick out what you like and buy it home, it's like me I feel sorry for you, why don’t you understand me? Don’t think I’m a philistine, money is the best way to express your heart now, marry a man, marry a man, dress and eat, otherwise you say what is love, if there is no sex in love Packaging, without material protection, is nothing!"

Ai Xiaomao smiled: "That doesn't need so much money, I should be a sumo wrestler. You say I don't understand you, but who would say that you are not sincere? Tiange, I never thought you were a disappointment Other people, everything I gave you was voluntary. You neither forced me nor seduced me. I believe it was due to love. If you are not married now, I will marry you without hesitation, but you are now If you have a family and a room, your relationship needs to be taken care of. I don’t want to hurt both sides. Maybe, when we are separated, each other’s mentality will calm down. Really, when I calm down, I always think that maybe there will be no relationship between us. There are happy results." Xiang Tiange said, "How can you think that way? A home is good, but having an empty home is more miserable than not having one at all." "But no matter what, you are now climbing the hill, and you shouldn't be distracted by emotional issues. In the past two years, I have moved the idea of ​​leaving "Haijiang Daily" more than once because of my lack of this kind of machinery. Tired of the repetition of passion?? I’m going to recharge my batteries, and then I’ll think about the future. Tian Ge, people have joys and sorrows, and this matter is difficult to complete. I can get you, even if it’s short-lived, I’m content. Even if I leave Haijiang , I will also remember you. In fact, it may not be a bad choice to break up when the impression of each other is the best. In this way, the aftertaste may be longer in the future." When he said these words, Ai Xiaomao seemed to be patiently enlightening his students. teacher. Xiang Tiange sighed: "Xiao Mao, I have never seen a girl like you who is willing to be a colorful flag floating outside the house. I always think that love without experiencing confusion is simple." Ai Xiaomao tilted her head, looked at him tenderly and said: "But sometimes you love too blindly, without a compass, and bump into the love network. If you do this, you might get stuck. Family is not a park. One ticket to go in, and then leave after having enough fun. How can I be willing to be a colorful flag? I have a crush on you for so long, am I the kind of person who is casual? Because I know that it is very likely that I will never get the red flag position, but couldn’t resist the attraction of the flagpole, so I settled for the next best thing.” Xiang Tiange put the envelope in Ai Xiaomao's backpack, and both of them sat on the carpet, leaning against the bed, without turning on the light, talking for a while, stopping for a while, when they calmed down, the bedroom looked a bit empty It's as if we can hear each other's heartbeat. Xiang Tiange said: "I used to think that reserved girls are only for admiration and should not be approached. You made me change this view. Love is not a question of one person controlling another, but a question of two people controlling life together. I've always been surprised that in many things, you think from a more masculine perspective than men, but many women can't understand this, thinking that it is only safe to hold a man tightly in the palm of your hand and let him bow his head and ears. It will make them look different." Ai Xiaomao said: "Isn't it very simple? Men are half a circle and women are the other half. Only when they share the same center can they roll freely. But the onlookers know that no one may be in it." So unconventional." The darkness in the room covered the two of them, their faces were blurred, and they could only see each other's outline, but it didn't matter, the unforgettable skin-to-skin contact had made them remember every detail of each other.Perhaps this rare atmosphere has touched their long-lost feelings. They are like a couple hiking in the desert, sometimes poets, sometimes philosophers, forgetting both things and me, with only sand dunes and rainbows in their eyes. Xiang Tiange: "Now I often think this way, if life is a pendulum, then I am tired not because of the monotonous back and forth, but because I have accumulated too much sludge, and it may be much easier to wipe it off." Ai Xiaomao: "Perhaps people who make supplements are always sentimental. Two days ago, I wrote two sentences. Listen, if we can't have the starry sky together, we must have nostalgia under the same starry sky." Xiang Tiange: "Yes, the reason why it is easy to forget the ordinary is because it does not consume emotion." Ai Xiaomao: "It's hard to say that it's fair when it comes to emotions. It's often like this. When you have so many longings, you can't find someone to buy them. And no matter what the color of the past is, anyway, it will never be painted again." Can't be painted over." Xiang Tiange: "What are we two doing? It's like opening a poetry meeting. It seems that the truth that we have understood for decades has been understood at this moment. However, the choice is always difficult. Especially there are two roads ahead. , and what is even more frightening is that there are no signposts on the two roads. People only have fantasies when they have no ability to experience, or have the ability but no conditions to experience.” Ai Xiaomao: "I have always believed that life is a lottery ticket, and chance and luck are the winning numbers in that group." Xiang Tiange: "Everything has two sides, that word sums it up best, a double-edged sword. It's like spring: the flowers are blooming, the trees are green, and the bacteria are alive. Anyway, if you really leave one day, It will be a pain in my heart forever." Ai Xiaomao: "Actually, there is no eternity in life. I think it is not pain, but a rainbow. The rainbow does not want to hang in the sky forever, but it does appear, and that is enough." Xiang Tiange: "I don't feel pain, so why are you crying?" Ai Xiaomao: "That's because sometimes the eyeballs need to be washed to see more clearly." The two of them seemed to be talking in their dreams, talking about a topic for a while, and expressing their feelings for a while, as if they wanted to take a general inventory of their life's experiences, plans and regrets. Xiang Tiange knew that as long as he didn't take action, any promise would be meaningless.Extramarital affairs seem to be like this, without emotion, it is shameless; with a little emotion, it is boring; with real emotion, but helpless.Although Ai Xiaomao never asked for anything, it was precisely this kind of wordless waiting that caused the heaviest psychological pressure, and he couldn't find an exit to escape. Xiang Tiange said: "Yes, after taking stock of my life for more than ten years, I realized a truth. After all, there are still a few mavericks. When marriage degenerates into a layer of wrapping paper, people with good face are still I hope the color of this layer of paper can be brighter to distract others and give myself a pale comfort." Ai Xiaomao said: "But you have to know that no matter how simple the packaging is, it is still packaging, and it is better than being naked and formal." Xiang Tiange: "It depends on how you look at it. Anyway, things with packaging are not breathable. In the end, there is only one result, suffocation." Ai Xiaomao: "Maybe you are right. I have no right to speak in this regard. But I know one thing. Many people will never easily change the life they complain about, because as long as life can continue If you leave, you don’t want to make a lot of construction, and this includes you.” Xiang Tiange stopped talking, he knew that this was not a fair game, he was the early runner, but he refused to retreat, so he had to run and say to those who fell behind, look, it's really inappropriate, I left earlier than you.Xiang Tiange feels that most men are like this. They like to put themselves in a place where they can attack and retreat. On the one hand, the fence at home is very strong, and on the other hand, their confidants outside are very devoted. In this way, While enjoying the infinite sense of accomplishment, the emotional state is like a spring with good resilience, which can be placed in the desired position at will, and can return to the original appearance at any time. Ai Xiaomao's words made Xiang Tiange very sad.In the past, they were often intoxicated in the enjoyment of the body, seized all the time to use sex to prove and deepen their feelings, and used sex to experience each other's existence, often ignoring the communication of the soul, or in other words, they mistakenly thought that the communication of the body can replace All the communication, but at this moment, Xiang Tiange understood that although the mind is hidden in the body, it is actually still a long way from the body.He held Ai Xiaomao's hand tightly and was speechless for a while. At this time, Ai Xiaomao gently pushed Xiang Tiange away and began to take off her bathrobe, Xiang Tiange stared at her intently with tears in her eyes.The naked Ai Xiaomao folded her arms and concealed her chest, and said decisively, "Tiange, I want you, I want you, I want you, me, me, until the sun rises again tomorrow." As the tide receded, Xiang Tiange asked with insatiable interest: "Little Mao, you are so kind. Every time I'm with you, I have such a good time. It's just that I don't understand. You are an unmarried woman, where did you get these skills?" Ai Xiaomao's face was blushing with satisfaction: "Do you think of me badly?" Xiang Tiange said: "Look at you, if I thought that way, I wouldn't ask you like that." Ai Xiaomao turned her neck to make her head resting on Xiang Tiange's arm more comfortable: "Isn't it for you? There is a Kegel exercise popular among Western women. Simply put, it is to use the pubic bone as the base point to perform contraction training. I saw it on the Internet occasionally, and I practiced it for a while. This kind of exercise is suitable for movement and stillness. When it is quiet, it is a bit like yoga. When you practice this kind of exercise that can bring you happiness, but at those times you were lying next to other women." Xiang Tiange hugged Ai Xiaomao, rubbed her shoulders exposed outside the quilt and said, "What's the matter, Xiaomao, am I not yours? Although I'm next to her, my heart is on you, and..." He After a pause, he said: "A drop of blood on the edge of the knife hangs in my heart. What is it? It's tolerance. I have endured it for so many years, and there is no happiness at all." Ai Xiaomao's nose fluttered twice: "That's different. The highest state of Kegel practice is to achieve the most comfortable tolerance for the sensitive area of ​​​​the partner through the woman's free tightening, but I always feel that I can't completely wrap you. Although I got a lot of happiness when I gave it to you, but after I gave it, I have to face one wait after another. Over the years, there are too many differences that belong to me, especially when I am lonely to the extreme. Strange thoughts will come out. I especially like the word 'together' now, you can see their radicals, a factory head and a treasure cover, they all look like shelter from the wind and rain, but I..." Ai Xiao Mao stopped talking, and a hot and sour taste was like a suction cup pulling her heart, sinking down, and then turning up again after sinking to the bottom, blocking her throat, making her unable to move. inexpressible. Xiang Tiange didn't know what to say, so he just stuck out his tongue and gently licked the tears on Ai Xiaomao's cheeks. After a while, he also sighed and said: "Xiao Mao, the more you say that, the more I feel that this life is worthless to you. There is no hope of repaying." Ai Xiaomao smiled, and Xiang Tiange felt that it was a bit weird, the arc of his lips was different from that of a normal smile.Ai Xiaomao said: "I didn't ask for your promise. It's good to be able to enjoy the present. In fact, you and I both know that I can work hard to make you happy, but in exchange, you also want me to be happy, but At the same time, I have to take care of many other things. This is not your fault, but the fault of the relationship. Because the relationship has reached a certain depth, I want a matching shell, but the shell I want is already in the hands of others. inside." Xiang Tiange was speechless, he felt that every word and every word of Ai Xiaomao was like a whip, lashing his face and heart, he knew that Ai Xiaomao was not complaining, at most it could only be said to be a grudge , It's just that this resentment has been accumulated for too long and too deep, like wearing a piece of clothing that has not been dried in winter, it is heavy and cold, and the ice makes people feel very uncomfortable. There is still more than a month before "May 1st", and the newspaper column has begun to heat up.As a measure to implement the scientific concept of development, Zhang Li, member of the Standing Committee of the Municipal Party Committee and Minister of Propaganda, made a request along the way. The major media in Haijiang City published the news, and published the location and renderings of the newspaper, which is very spectacular. , is also very eye-catching.Obviously, the city has closed the back door, no matter how many difficulties there are in the middle, the completion date cannot be changed.The timetable listed by the Propaganda Department is: on April 27, the main body of the newspaper column must be completed and await acceptance; on the 29th, auxiliary facilities such as gardening sketches, lighting, and bar chairs will be installed; before 10:30 am on May 1, the publication will be published on the same day Dozens of newspapers are guaranteed to be posted. At 11 o'clock, the secretary of the municipal party committee, Kuang Wenming, may come to cut the ribbon. If the secretary of the municipal party committee comes, it will undoubtedly be the best advertisement, but what Xiang Tiange is worried about is the construction period, because the plan has just been decided, and the design and production of the bar chair will take at least 20 days. Ambush, if you cut corners, break your leg and throw someone after sitting for a few days, it will be difficult to end later, not to mention the political impact, and the credibility of the newspaper will also be ruined. Ye Zifan selected 100 famous quotes from famous people and reported them to the Propaganda Department of the Municipal Party Committee.This is the case with performance projects. The higher authorities must take the trouble to check the guidance, for fear that any hidden dangers will slip away from their noses.Maybe it was because the construction schedule was too tight, but the efficiency this time was not bad. After three days, there was an echo. Among them, 20 famous ancient sayings were replaced with the ideal and iconic remarks of several well-known figures after the reform and opening up, conveying a wave of A strong sense of reform.Xiang Tiange asked the design department to change the font, lay down the shading, and embellish the tail flower to make it with stickers, lined up in a line, and the effect is very eye-catching.Xiang Tiange has such a temper, even if he makes trouble for himself, he has to find the ultimate effect. Xie Zhenzhen called to inform that he would fly back to Haijiang the next afternoon, Xiang Tiange hurriedly cleaned up, and then set aside a day to evaporate the unique smell infected by Ai Xiaomao in the room. Xie Zhenzhen came back with big bags and small bags, got into the bathroom as soon as he entered the door, and started to wash in a hurry.She washed it quickly, wiped it briefly, her hair was still dripping with water, and shouted: "Tian Ge, come here quickly, help me." Xiang Tiange said: "Look at you yelling, this room has just been quiet for a few days, and it started to make noise again." Xie Zhenzhen handed the towel to Xiang Tiange, and swept Xiang Tiange's cheek with his wet hair: "I've been walking for so many days, don't you miss me?" While wiping her back, Xiang Tiange coped: "What can I do if I want to, the world is far apart, and I can't reach it." After hearing this, a shy expression appeared on Xie Zhenzhen's face: "It's all in your arms, why don't you say you can't reach it?" As he spoke, he bent his arms into the bedroom and pointed towards the sky. Song, Xiang Tiange smelled the fragrance of shower gel on her body, but she was also a little emotional: "I just came back from a long distance, and I want it without taking a break?" Xie Zhenzhen threw Xiang Tiange on the bed: "It's the best rest to have you! People say that a little farewell is better than a newlywed, and whether your husband's heart is on you, after a little farewell, hurry up and make out, and you can find out right away." Xiang Tiange's heart stopped for a moment: "Why do you always use the mentality of peeping at others, and there are so many tasks involved in making love?" Xie Zhenzhen was speechless, because her mouth was focused on Xiang Tiange, teasing all the way, Xiang Tiange reacted, and was about to lean forward, Xie Zhenzhen copied his hand from his back, at this moment, Xiang Tiange felt him The hand under him hesitated for a moment and then stopped, Xie Zhenzhen freed up his other hand to turn on the desk lamp, Xiang Tiange saw her leaning towards the desk lamp with something in her hand. Xiang Tiange was stunned, it was a hair, swaying gently between Xie Zhenzhen's two fingers, an adult could tell at a glance that it was the hair of a woman's lower body, slender and curly, with a faint glow under the light golden. Xie Zhenzhen sat up suddenly, and raised her voice: "No wonder you are guilty, this is revealed before the inspection. Xiang Tiange, let me ask you, what is this, and which woman does it belong to?" Xiang Tiange was taken aback, and thought to himself, every time he almost checked on the bed with a magnifying glass, how could there be fish that slipped through the net?But he decided not to admit it, and he had to bluff and the villain would sue first, so he made an innocent and angry look and said, "I said you are boring, and you usually don't care about me. You only know how to collect taxes but don't know how to serve , but it’s fine if you just stay quiet, but now it’s good, it’s really called pulling your whole body, how do I know whose it is, on this bed, who else can be besides you, even if it’s not yours, you can use it Don’t think too far, maybe it’s the puppy we raised before? If you don’t believe me, take it to the hospital for a DNA test.” Xie Zhenzhen said: "Don't quibble, don't you know that my color is not like this?" After finishing speaking, she might feel that this expression was a bit vulgar, so she changed her words and said: "Xiang Tiange, you and I know in our hearts that you are outside Someone is here, don’t think I’m blind and deaf, I’ll find out who it is if you don’t tell me. I’ll tell you Xiang Tiange, if you dare to cuckold me, be careful, I’ll find a red scarf and strangle you to death.” Xiang Tiange's anger also lit up: "Okay, Xie Zhenzhen, your name is amazing, I really thank you, but let me tell you, since you even said such cruel words, you might be strangled to death in the end." It's you." One afternoon, Xie Zhenzhen came to Ai Xiaomao's office with the reception list opened from the service desk. Ai Xiaomao and Xie Zhenzhen had only met each other a few times and were not familiar with each other, but she still greeted her affectionately: "Sister-in-law is here, Mr. Xiang works in the podium behind, do you want me to take you there?" Xie Zhenzhen said nonchalantly: "I don't want to look for Mr. Xiang, I just want to chat with you." Ai Xiaomao is a smart person, and she could tell from Xie Zhenzhen's expression and tone that the visitor was not friendly, but she couldn't tell whether Xiang Tiange accidentally leaked the news or Xie Zhenzhen heard the rumors about them from somewhere. Ai Xiaomao smiled sweetly: "Sister-in-law, why is she so upbeat today and wants to chat with me?" Xie Zhenzhen said: "Elegance and disappointment are relative. If you don't grasp it well, things will backfire. Ai Xiaomao, you are still young, you must be cautious about some things, and don't fall easily." Ai Xiaomao pretended to be at a loss: "What does sister-in-law mean by these words?" Xie Zhenzhen said: "Ai Xiaomao, I came to persuade you with good intentions, you must put yourself in the right position." Hearing this, Ai Xiaomao understood that Xie Zhenzhen didn't grasp any substantive clues, but came to throw stones to ask directions and knock mountains and tigers, so he said unhappy: "I think my sister-in-law is a little strange today, and she just said some inexplicable things." Xie Zhenzhen said: "Our family, Xiang Tiange, is a very good person. I am very relieved. What I am worried about is the environment and the people around him. Since ancient times, heroes have been saddened by beauty, and now it is the boss who is saddened by assistants. Ai Xiaomao, we all It's a woman, you know that there are some things that don't need evidence, just a feeling is enough, to tell you the truth, in this newspaper group, I not only know Xiang Tiange, I also have other friends, and I have heard about it from them. Your rumors. No one is blind. People will always see what they have done. If there were any outrageous things in the past, I understand that it is not heinous for women nowadays to trade their bodies for some benefits while they are young, but in the future , I still hope that those rumors are just the tongues of idlers." Ai Xiaomao said a little angrily: "Sister-in-law, I am not interested in discussing the truth or falsehood of these rumors with you. If you are willing to believe in them, no one can do anything about it, but I ask you to speak with respect, and you don't need to treat me as a person." Pointing fingers." Xie Zhenzhen said coldly: "Okay, Ai Xiaomao, if you don't want to talk too much, I'll just make it clear. I hope I'd rather believe it than not. You guys know my character best. I will not let anyone who hurt me, even a little bit." Just when the two were at a stalemate, Xiang Tiange came in. When he saw Xie Zhenzhen, he was taken aback for a moment. Before he could speak, Ai Xiaomao stood up and said to Xie Zhenzhen: "The other party you suspect is here, continue your investigation." Bar." Xiang Tiange blocked the door, and asked: "What are you doing, talking angrily?" Xie Zhenzhen said: "It's nothing, we were just discussing how women can control themselves, and some places may have poked her sore spots." Xiang Tiange yelled: "You are really bored, what are you doing here? What a big deal, there is no end to it, Xiaomao is now the creative soul of our advertising department, very capable." Xie Zhenzhen glanced at Ai Xiaomao: "Really, what ability is it, in the office or in the bedroom?" Ai Xiaomao didn't expect Xie Zhenzhen to say such vicious words. Xiang Tiange was also surprised. The number one taboo of the boss is that his wife makes trouble at work. He quickly glanced at Ai Xiaomao. Before Ai Xiaomao understood the meaning of this glance, Xiang Tiange pulled Xie Zhenzhen from the sofa and said : "Okay, let's go to my office, Xiaomao's colleague will be here in a while, see Chenghe?" Xie Zhenzhen didn't say anything else, and followed Xiang Tiange out. Ai Xiaomao shouted at their backs: "You bastard!", and then stood blankly at the door, with tears in his eyes. Although no one else was present, Ai Xiaomao still felt the greatest insult in his life.Sitting in front of the computer desk, Ai Xiaomao couldn't calm down.This is not a question of grievances, but a question of dignity being trampled upon.On the one hand, he kept professing to Tiange that Xie Zhenzhen was no longer in his heart, and on the other hand, he turned a blind eye to her humiliation.She thinks it is intolerable or intolerable!Since Xiang Tiange's inclination is so obvious, what else can she miss?She wanted to find an appropriate term to summarize her relationship with Xiang Tiange, lover, confidant, friend or sexual partner?Which one seems to have a touch, but which one is not complete. Just as he was thinking wildly, Xiang Tiange turned back again, and Ai Xiaomao couldn't help but said: "It's really not easy, four or two thousand catties, and escaped another storm. This time you are comfortable, don't worry, I think both sides Is it settled?" Xiang Tiange said: "Why do you speak so meanly, I didn't do anything?" Ai Xiaomao said: "How can I be mean? I have a clear conscience for you all these years, but what am I in your heart? When you need balance, when you need to fight and pull, I am your pawn at will. , I think, in order to take care of your overall situation, you can also sacrifice your son to seek peace. I am not a savage person, but I can't stand your attitude of not knowing what you like or hate." Xiang Tiange was a little anxious: "Then you say, in public, she is my wife, so what can I do?" Ai Xiaomao nodded Xiang Tiange's forehead with his hand and said: "Hehe, I heard how good you said, yes, in public, our relationship is born to be rejected in public, it is shameful, don't worry. I won't pester you, rely on you, and I don't want to exchange my body with you. I never thought about it from the beginning. That's not my original intention, so in this kind of conflict, you can turn to your wife , you don’t need to face me, but at least you have to respect me. Xie Zhenzhen almost pointed at my nose and scolded my mother. Thanks to you, you can still listen and laugh? I just thought, these years, you have really given me a lot of energy Love debt is hard to bear without the support from above, so this kind of account will never be settled, and it is best not to settle it." Xiang Tiange closed the door, a little angry: "Where are you going? When did I settle accounts with you? Don't you feel comfortable watching me torture you in every possible way? Today is really a ghost. , why is it like taking gunpowder?" Ai Xiaomao refused to give an inch: "Don't think that you are the only one who is tortured, everyone else is just pretending!" This was the most violent and hurtful quarrel between the two since Ai Xiaomao met Xiang Tiange.Between men and women, even if there is no love, consideration, and tacit understanding, they must try their best to maintain the final bottom line of harmony. Once it is surpassed, even if they do not turn against each other, the heart will cool down a little bit. After getting angry, Xiang Tiange felt a little regretful, feeling that what he had said was too much.After all, Ai Xiaomao is alone, without any support, even this little desire hides in the shadows and waits quietly.Feelings are very consuming, but they are indeed the spices of life.If there is no emotion mixed in, I really don't know what flavor life has?Sometimes Xiang Tiange wants to escape and end this kind of life of one servant and two masters, but as soon as he smells Ai Xiaomao's unique body fragrance like jasmine floating from afar, and sees her energetic back, Xiang Tiange Tiange couldn't help his heart pounding.Originally it was the same woman with the same physical structure, but when combined with different expressions and voices, there was such a big difference, changing so many styles.Ai Xiaomao is a little bird in the door, and takes care of himself outside the door. This is the most unbelievable thing for Xiang Tiange.At the beginning, Xiang Tiange also felt a sense of guilt, but soon found a balance from Xie Zhenzhen's assertiveness. People who cheat emotionally are not necessarily looking for excitement. Many times, they are actually looking for a place to store their feelings.Xiang Tiange knows that it is easy to find excitement, but the joy of venting without resonance will only leave empty memories.In today's society, it is difficult to define a person in terms of morality. People who have extramarital affairs do not necessarily ignore their families. Life is fluid and circumstances are changing. In Ge's heart, I'm afraid there will be no room for other women. Life may be dull, but the family is stable.可谢真真太专横了，无论是心理还是生理上的霸道已经远远超出一个名气、财力、权力都今非昔比的男人的承受底线，所以向天歌觉得自己的背叛有着充分的理由，并不是做人有失检点而是纯粹的官逼民反。 向天歌最近很少到岳父家去。以前，为了哄二老高兴，他们至少一个星期去一次，没有别的事情，就是坐在一起打麻将。后来，向天歌越来越忙，谢真真就自己过去，约上一两位邻居凑手尽兴。向天歌深谙处理这种关系的真谛，他知道不要去试图改变老人，而要学着去适应老人，即使心里不情愿，只要大面上过得去，就能相安无事。谢广仁似乎也意识到了什么，曾经给女婿打过两次电话，含蓄地说闺女自小娇惯，做事任性，让他多些宽容。向天歌当然听得出这话后面的意思，总是很客气地说：“爸，您就别操心了，真真的脾气我知道，这么多年，我习惯了。” 昨天，修琴特地打来电话，让小两口今晚回去吃晚饭，明天是谢广仁的七十大寿，按照海江市的民俗，头一天是要吃催生饺子的。但他提前答应了艾小毛共进晚餐，就想了个两全其美的办法，连赶两场，一个早去，一个晚到。 艾小毛将头埋在向天歌怀里，轻轻厮磨着：“天歌，今晚留下来，好好陪陪我行吗？” 向天歌为难地说：“小毛，明天好不好，我带你去一个新开的地方，很有情调的。”情人关系就是这样，需要时一路绿灯，有事绊住手脚时，撒娇就变成了纠缠。 艾小毛仍在坚持：“不嘛，我就是今天想你。” 向天歌有些不耐烦，他不知道现在的艾小毛为什么变得这样固执，老实说，他不太习惯按照艾小毛的步调生活：“今天是我们老丈人的七十大寿，无论如何我是要露上一面的，这一段总是见不着我的影子，你说他们这把子年纪了，再跟着我们担心不太合适，我晚上好歹要回去睡个正点觉。”刚说完，向天歌就知道走了嘴。 一仆二主累就累在这里，要时刻注意不同的对象、不同的场合、不同的情景、不同的分寸甚至不同的语气，不知道哪一块云彩就能带来一阵暴风骤雨，这还是在艾小毛比较通情达理的前提下，否则向天歌就等于生活在火药桶里了。 但是今晚艾小毛偏不领情：“怎么总是我依着你呢？你还是男人呢，你还比我大呢，一点不懂得怜香惜玉！你来去自由时，考虑过我的感觉吗？” 向天歌看看表，已经晚了，但他还是耐着心说：“小毛，错过今天，我再加倍补给你好不好？我们还有的是时间。” 艾小毛环着向天歌肩膀的手并没有松开：“反正你是借口大王，就为我再编一个吧。” 向天歌心里起急，但又不好发作，毕竟上次刚刚吵得那么凶，需要用情调缓和一下，而且艾小毛为他付出了那么多，不愿独守空闺也算不得非分要求，只是向天歌信誓旦旦地保证过今天一定到场，如果爽约确实不好交代，可是这些理由又不好点透，不然艾小毛会更加失落。向天歌进退两难，走是必须走的，闹是不能闹的，否则事后又要拿出精力哄呀劝呀，再说自己是有妇之夫，本身就占尽了便宜，所以只有寄望于艾小毛让步。向天歌说：“小毛，要不这样吧，我先过去应付一下，然后赶回来睡觉好不好？” 艾小毛知道无法挽留，就不冷不热地说：“看你多操劳啊，应着景，赶着场，随你便吧，反正你有这个家的钥匙。” 夜晚的街道，灯光很美，只是向天歌一点心情也没有，他把车开到一百公里的时速，看着刷刷闪过的楼房，他想，婚外情就好像是一支部队同时在两个战场上作战，战斗不激烈的时候还勉强能够应付，一旦胶着起来，补给就成了问题。捉襟见肘的情况一出现，就免不了忙中出错，或者误伤友军，或者自己阵亡，凯旋几乎是不可能的。 这段时间，向天歌侥幸地有惊无险，完全得益于谢真真的严谨型意识和粗放型管理，只注重家中的细节，忽略了家外的迹象，加上和艾小毛的这种办公室恋情，很方便又很隐蔽，用不着过多的掩盖和躲藏，即便谢真真有所猜疑，也抓不住实质性的把柄。对这一点，向天歌一直很得意，但他无法预测这样的好运究竟能够陪伴自己多久，与其最后败露，不如先下手为强，趁早提出离婚。 离婚是这段时间困扰向天歌的主要问题。他不敢轻易提出来，是怕岳父那一关不好过。毕竟谢广仁是海江市有名有姓的人物，呼风唤雨了那么多年，一直是让别人看自己脸色的，好不容易帮着女婿打出一片天地，让唯一的掌上明珠有了切实的依靠，忽然间亲手扶植起来的人说不想干了，从此要各奔东西了，他是无论如何接受不了的。向天歌还有一个担心，就是落下个忘恩负义的名声，让旁人指指点点。不管你的能力有多强，只要攀了高枝，世俗的习惯就会把你的成功看作是权力和背景的成功。 再有就是艾小毛。向天歌不愿意承认离婚的缘起是因为艾小毛，他宁肯把这个如果将来成真的鸳梦当做一个偶遇，这样，至少心里的负担会轻一些，不至于像是策划已久的阴谋。 最终让向天歌下决心离婚的是孩子。年近不惑膝下无子，已经显出了寂寞的苗头，可是谢真真偏偏没有一点母爱之心，自己不愿意生孩子不说，就是别人的孩子逗上一会儿也兴味索然。女人三性，妻性母性女儿性缺一不可，如果按照这个标准衡量谢真真，她实在是个糟透的女人，为妻专横，为女任性，母性更是荡然无存。 向天歌已经隐约看见了青春远去的背影，按老家人的观点，另立门户的标志就是老婆孩子热炕头，现在，他的炕头冰冷，就是摆满了钱匣子，也不是知冷知热的活物。决定离婚前，向天歌单独约岳父谈了一次。谢广仁脸色很难看，一言不发地听着向天歌讲他和谢真真之间的冲突以及谢真真的任性，向天歌特别强调的是孩子。他揣摩和岳父同为男人，这样的心思应该能够共鸣。讲完了，向天歌低下头，像是等待宣判结果。 谢广仁知道女儿的脾气，但没想到在家里会如此骄横跋扈，他先是重重叹了几口气，然后求援似的问向天歌：“天歌，这些年也真难为你了，让你受了不少委屈，唉，儿大不由爷，要孩子的问题我和你妈不知说过她多少次，在这点上，我们和你还有你父母的心情是一样的，可是，天歌呀，这么多年都过来了，就非得走离婚这条路吗？这样吧，回头我让你妈再说说真真，尽快要个孩子，这家不就完整了？她也就是贪玩，哪有女人不喜欢孩子的？” 谢广仁的请求让向天歌心里不是滋味，原先的坚决稍稍有了些犹豫。尽管有了艾小毛，但是如果谢真真温柔贤惠，他又何苦如此选择呢？向天歌承认自己自私，犯了大多数成功男人的通病，渴望一种家有贤妻、外有闲情的情调。艾小毛的出现让他领略了女人最可人的一面，但他一直觉得这种意外之缘不会有什么理想的结果，所以，这么长时间，对艾小毛，他也只局限于激情地经历，并没有投入地珍惜，但是，这回不一样了，他决定逃出来，就必须先给自己找到落脚的地方。 向天歌说：“如果不是忍无可忍，爸，您说我会出此下策吗？我跟您说这些，并不是想要一个回心转意的台阶，而是这么多年来，您一直提携我让我有？？？今天的局面，无论今后怎么样，我都会感激您的。” 谢广仁的脸色转成青绿，觉得已经给孩子们的一切安排妥当的他显然对这么大的变故准备不足，或许是见向天歌封死了口，一种保护自家孩子的本能占据了上风，谢广仁说：“我怎么会平白无故地提携你，还不是冲着真真的面子，你也在外面混了这么多年，应该知道，提携你，提携他，又能差得了多少？还有，天歌呀，不是爸帮着真真说话，过日子哪有一点委屈不受的呢？”谢广仁可能觉得话说得有些硬，又心有不甘地缓和了一下：“天歌呀，回去我再好好做做真真的工作，她其实就是娇宠惯了，心眼儿还是蛮好的，听你说了这么多，其实也没有什么原则问题，不就是生个孩子吗，我看也有你的策略问题，人是你的，天天在一张床上睡觉，有孩子还不是早晚的事？当初我那么看好你，固然有你能力出众的一面，另一方面也是希望自己的闺女有个好的、稳定的归宿，这是爸爸的心里话，你不要嫌爸爸自私，父母之心，概莫能外啊。” 选择今天摊牌，向天歌有他的考虑。忍无可忍是一个原因，更重要的是他觉得现在的自己已经羽翼丰满，不再需要来自岳父的扶持，再深一步，现在即使岳父想扶持他，也不具备了在位时的条件。向天歌并不认为这是卸磨杀驴，他觉得如今的成功是对他多年压抑的一种补偿。 向天歌没有料到的是，谢真真对离婚的反应比她爸爸要激烈得多。她气哼哼地说；“向天歌，老谢家成全了你，让你摇身一变从土炕爬上了席梦思，怎么你也学会了人一阔脸就变？今天我就告诉你，离婚可以，你卷铺盖卷滚蛋，一草一木都不许给我带走，不光这些，我还要你身败名裂，在圈子里一天也没得混！”说着说着，谢真真竟呜呜哭了起来，“向天歌，你个狼心狗肺的东西，你忘本了你，我是什么人家的姑娘，当初放着那么多大干部的儿子不嫁，一门心思跟了你，赔了你人赔了你房，伺候你吃伺候你穿，没有暖气，五十几平米的小单元房一住就是两三年，你现在有钱有权了，不琢磨着怎么报恩，反倒学会了过河拆桥，想的头一件事就是休妻，我妈说得对呀，小农意识的人最不值得可怜，真是谁有不如自己有，丈夫有隔道手，想当初，这些房呀地呀的要都是在我的名下，你还敢这么张狂吗？向天歌，你摸摸良心，还热不热？” 谢真真喊够了，坐在沙发上呼呼喘着粗气，丰满的胸脯有节奏地剧烈起伏着。每一次口角，都是以向天歌的沉默告终。谢真真仿佛天生就是吵架的材料，越嚷越高的调门，从来不带重复的措词，新盐旧醋，引经据典，没理也是理，有错不认错，激烈的时候，别说还嘴之力，向天歌就连起码的招架之功也跑得无影无踪。 向天歌现在是骑虎难下。离婚的底牌摊开了，对手却并没有回应，把他晾在一边。 谢真真的态度十分明确，决不会轻易地好离好散。她摆出持久战的架势，反正向天歌天天忙于应酬，一直和她聚少离多，现在她对向天歌的去向更是不闻不问，任由他折腾。 谢真真对向天歌说：“你向天歌不仁，我谢真真可就不义了。咱们看最后谁耗得过谁？” 向天歌说：“都这么大人了，这样有意思吗？” 谢真真说：“压根儿这就不是有意思的事。” 向天歌心冷似铁，回家已经成了他的负担。既然这道裂痕无法弥合，还不如早日逃离出去。