Chapter 38 Chapter Eighteen 2

Wasn't I like that back then? But it's no use taking the girl to the market When I asked her to buy halfstone[343] potatoes she answered me like a fisherman We met Mrs. Joe Gallagher at the pony drive[344] that day[345] She pretended not to see us in her buggy with Lawyer Frierley Because we are not handsome enough, then I gave her [347] two big ear scratches One slap because you talk back and another slap because you're breaking the rules Of course it's her contradicting me that makes me mad. But I was already in a rage Because somehow a weed got in the tea Either it's because you're eating the wrong cheese

did not sleep well at night And how many times have I told her Don't cross your knives[348] because as she said herself no one can command her Oh If he doesn't teach her, I'll take care of her. that was the last time she cried I was the same back then No one dares to ask me to do this or that didn't hire a woman long ago But let the two of us act like cows It's his fault of course when will I have a decent maid again of course Then he [349] will start to move i need to let her know but Now maybe she'll get her revenge they are so annoying That old lady Fleming[350] you gotta hang around after her

Put this in her hand and she will sneeze or just fart in the urinal[351] Oh she is old Of course I can't help myself Thankfully I found that old lost rag from behind the kitchen table dirty and smelly i knew there was something open the window release the smell He brought his friends back for a treat Take that night as an example He actually took a dog and walked home. how strange do you see maybe a mad dog Especially the son of Simon Dedalus His father is very picky about everything while watching a cricket match he held up the binoculars wearing a top hat There's a big hole in the sock

disgusting His son won prizes in all his homework during the midterm exam[352] Think about it He actually climbed over the rail[353] If only our acquaintances saw it Will his fine funeral trousers be scratched? As if being born with a hole wasn't enough led him into the dirty old kitchen Is there something wrong with his head It's a pity it's not a laundry day My old pair of underpants may still be hanging on the string for everyone to see But what about him[354] don't care at all That stupid woman got burnt Maybe he thought it was something else She didn't even remove the grease as I told her

Now she's gone Because her husband who had a stroke is getting worse They[355] are always making trouble It's not sick, it's surgery Otherwise he'll drink and beat her up I have to look around for someone again[356] every day i wake up there's always something new my god here I guess when I stretch my legs lying in the cemetery Only in order to calm down, let me think about it maybe piss out wait a minute Oh God wait a minute right I got that thing on me right Doesn't it make you suffer Dare to love is because he[357] pokes and pokes in me Even the roots have been plowed

what can i do now Friday Saturday Sunday's going to torture people out of their shells unless he likes it some men like We women are always not so smooth Have a period every three to four weeks It takes five days it came on me that night I hate it Michael Gunn[358] all the time had us see Mrs. Kendall and her husband[359] in a box at the Gay Theater[359] and he had done him a life insurance thing when he was in Drimee[360] I had to tie it with a strap after a little force But the smart gentleman was staring at me through binoculars from above And he [361] sitting on the other side of me

Talking about Spinoza[362] and his soul that died I guess millions of years ago I feel like I'm stuck in a swamp but I try to keep a smile on my face Leaning forward as if interested Gotta sit till the end of the epilogue Scary's wife is something I won't forget easily. The idiot in the balconies thought it was a filthy show about adultery[363] booed at that woman after calling her a prostitute I guess he's going to find a woman in the alley next to him Chasing and chasing down all those back roads let her make amends I hope that the one caught by him is a woman in the same situation as me at that time[364]

then he deserves it I can bet Even the cat is better than us Is there a lot of blood in a woman's body or something? Oh can't hold back It came out of me like sea water anyway despite his size didn't get me pregnant I don't want to mess up those clean sheets because I put on a clean linen shirt[365] damn damn They always want to see the blood on the bed so they know you're a virgin They are always worried about this. They're big fools even if you're a widow or divorced forty times Just scribble some red ink on it or blackberry juice No That's too purple

God please save me get rid of this thing Pooh The joy of cheating[366] Who on earth thought of such a thing for a woman? And intersperse it with sewing, cooking and raising children This damn old bed rattles and rattles Really I guess they can hear us from across the park[367] Then I came up with an idea Spread the duvet on the floor put a pillow under my ass Wouldn't it be more fun to do it during the day? i feel quite at ease I want to get all the fluff off thorn scratch panic Might look like a young girl next time he[368] lifts my dress up Do you feel like you've been tricked?

As long as I can see his face let me do anything Where is the urinal? Slowly[369] Ever since that old toilet broke I'm always afraid to crush this I think maybe it's too heavy to sit on his lap So purposely let him sit in the armchair Meanwhile I take off my blouse and skirt in the other room He's busy before he hits the point. He never touched me properly i pre-ate kiss gum I hope my anger is sweet and slow my god I remember back then when I was able to squirt almost as straight as a man Oh God how loud i hope it's bubbly That way you can get a lot of money from somebody[370]

But don't forget I have to sprinkle some spice in my pee in the morning I bet he never saw such beautiful thighs look how white they are The smoothest part is the small area in the middle Donen wow Slowly like a peach i want to be a man straddle a pretty girl Oh how loud are you making like a jersey lily[371] slowly slowly Oh How the water came down from Lahore[372] Is there something wrong with me? Or grow something so poop like that every week When was the last time it came on me? second day of pentecost yeah it's only been three weeks i have to see the doctor It's just like the time before I married him, when I had leucorrhea Floy told me to go and see that dry, dull old gynecologist Collins[373] in the Pembroke Road he calls that your vagina I guess that's what he does A mirror framed with gilt lettering and rugs from the rich masters of Stephen's Meadow They come to him whenever they have the slightest problem her vagina Her calf elephantiasis they have money so they are fine Even if he is the only[375] man left in the world I won't marry him either besides Those women's dolls are always a bit uncomfortable and often smell [376] those stinky bitches He actually asked me if my leucorrhea smells bad, what on earth does he want me to do? The only thing I want is money Where did this question come up? if i have all the respect Wipe it all over his wrinkled old face I guess he'll figure it out he also asked me Is your easy pass[377] What are you talking about? I thought he was referring to the Rock of Gibraltar from his tone of voice. It's a very ingenious invention. I like to squeeze my cock into the pit of the toilet afterwards then pull the chain rinse comfortable but cool It's all numb But I always feel like there's something left in my body When Millie was little I used to check her excrement good to know if she has worms no matter what still have to pay him doctor how much Please pay a guinea he actually asked me Is there a lot of [378] missing? Where did these old guys get these words? While saying something, they missed it, and squinting at those nearsighted eyes wink at me i don't trust him much never let him drug me or god knows what else But I still like the way he sits down to write that sullenly frowning nose looks smart seems to say You bastard you nonsense shooting star light peach girl oh say what you like It doesn't matter As long as he is not an idiot, he is smart enough[379] Seeing this of course He's racking his brains to write me crazy and infatuated letters my baby Nothing can be separated from your shining jade body Also underlined the word everything are always beautiful happy These he copied from a boring book he had I myself sometimes do it four or five times a day But I said I didn't do it Really what right I say it's true Then he won't say a word i know what's going on down there It's just a weakness from the womb I don't know what happened the night we first met He taught me to get excited. I was living in Rehobbs. Gaotai Street we stand They stared at each other for ten minutes, as if they had seen each other before I guess it's because I chased my mother with the features of a jewish woman He has a kind of lazy smile on his face Often gossiping to make me happy The Doyle[380] family all say he will run for the House of Commons Oh I'm a complete fool He actually took all his bullshit about the self-government movement and the Land League[381] seriously. And he sent me that long, rambling song from the Huguenots[382] It's more quaint to say it's sung in French Oh The beautiful land of De La Touraine[383] I never even sang this song He's talking about religion and persecution again very messy He doesn't teach you anything to enjoy it naturally and then it's like he's [384] doing you a favor Run into my bedroom at the first opportunity in Brighton Square Pretend to have ink on your hands To use my usual soap with Albian[385] milk and sulfur But the soap is still wrapped in wax paper Oh I laughed at him that day I laughed so hard I better not sit on top of this thing all night They should make urinals of normal size Women can sit comfortably on it He knelt down to relieve himself I reckon there will never be another man in the world with his habit look at the way he sleeps at the foot of the bed Not even a hard pillow how can i sleep It's a good thing he doesn't kick kick kick kick otherwise All my teeth will be kicked off by him Breathe with one hand on your nose like that Hindu god on a rainy Sunday He took me to the Kildare Street Museum to show me Wrapped in a long waistcoat Lying sideways on hands[386] Ten toes splintered, he said[387] That religion is bigger than Judaism and Catholicism combined The whole of Asia is imitating him like he's always imitating everyone I guess he always sleeps at the foot of the bed too. And put his generous feet in his wife's mouth This stinky rat one way or another Where are those pieces of cloth? what right I know I hope that old wardrobe doesn't creak ah i knew it would ring He slept soundly [388] must be looking for fun somewhere But what she gave him was totally worth the money. Of course he has to spend money on her Oh This rascal is disgusting I wish we women could live a little more comfortably in our next life stop tying yourself up like this oh god have pity on us This night can handle it This stupid old bed with teeth that jingle and jingle Always reminds me of old Cohen[389] I guess he scratches himself a lot in this bed And he thought Daddy bought it from that Lord Napier I used to admire when I was a little girl? Because that's what I told him[391] slowly gently Oh i love my bed my god It's been sixteen years now Our life is still as tight as before How many homes have we moved in total? Lombard Terrace & Ontalio Terrace & Lombard Street & Hollis Street Every time he whistles like a fool Not the Huguenots This piece is the March of the Frogs[392] And pretending to help those porters carry our simple and crude furniture Later, I stayed in the City Emblem Hotel Even Daly, the janitor, said it was getting worse. There's always someone praying at the lovely place on the landing[393] Leave their stench behind You can tell who went in before you when you smell it Every time just went well something will happen again Either he caused some trouble for Tom Healey Mr Kraft Whether it's Derrymi[394] Or almost went to jail for those old lottery tickets[395] I was expecting the whole family to rely on it to get rich Otherwise, he will also be arrogant because of his attitude I will soon smash the job of the Freeman [396], just like the few other errands All because of Sinner Finn[397] or Freemasonry[398] Then look how much it comforts him that he pointed out to us that little man wandering alone in Cody Lane[399] drenched in the rain. pure irish judging by the pureness of the trousers i saw on him he is Oh The bells of George's Church are ringing Oh, it's a quarter past two o'clock [400] late at night He really picked a good time to come home Come close to the house and jump over the railing into the clearing What if someone bumps into it? Tomorrow I have to severely correct this little problem of his. first pile check his shirt Or check to see if the French letter [401] is still in his wallet As far as I can see he just keeps me in the dark These men just like to play tricks they just have twenty pockets I can't stand their nonsense They wouldn't believe it even if it was the truth so why tell it Then curled up and fell on the bed Like the dolls in that masterpiece he brought me once, Noble[402] As if the examples we saw in real life weren't enough Call him the old noble or what? Why bother disgusting you with those torn pictures of legless dolls with two heads This is the crime they dream about all day There is nothing else in their empty heads Half of them owe it to chronic poison And got him[403] tea and toast buttered on both sides to lay new eggs I guess I don't count anymore on Hollis Street one night i forbade him to lick me man man always a tyrant at this point He slept half the night naked on the floor as the Jews do after the death of a kinsman[404] Refuse to eat a bite of breakfast don't say a word I think he just wants me to make out with him and when I'm done enough I let him do whatever he wants and he just wants to have fun and mess it up completely wrong His tongue isn't round enough or I can't figure it out he forgot that but me not at all if he doesn't care I'll teach him to do it again and locked him in the coal cellar Let him sleep with the cockroaches I'd like to know which woman has a crush on this guy I dumped Could it be Josie[405] he's a born liar No He would never have the guts to hook up with a married woman That's why he let me and Boylan As for the downcast wretch she called her Dennis What kind of husband is he[406] right What little bitch is he having a hot fight with Last time he and I took Millie to the college sports day. That Hornblower[407] with the baby cap on his head let us in by the back door He even raised his eyes at the two women who were walking around performing skirt tasks[408] At first I tried to wink at him but no use of course He's wasting all his money It's all because of Mr Paddy Dignam's funeral. right The newspaper that Boylan brought said the funeral was pretty grand. Everyone is very stylish They should have seen real officer funerals That's amazing butt-up gun The hanging drum covered up, the dead man's favorite horse walked behind in a black veil Libom [409] and Tom Kernan [410] Once that barrel-like little drunk got drunk somewhere Fell headfirst into the men's toilet bit off his tongue And Martin Cunningham and Dedalus And then Fanny McCoy[411] husband Her head is as white as a cabbage skinny cross-eyed still want to sing my songs Then she has to be reincarnated She's wearing an old green dress with a very low open collar and there's nothing else she can do to attract men Her voice was like the sound of splashing water on a rainy day I see everything now what they call friendship is you kill me i kill you then bury it down But everyone has a wife and dependents at home especially jack bauer Pack that barmaid down of course His wife is always sick, isn't she about to fall ill? just slowed down he is a handsome man Although the sideburns are a bit grey, what a bunch of them they are Oh as long as i can They don't want to hold my husband behind his back and make fun of him[412] i know it all Oh It's because he was sane enough to do those stupid things Refuse to squander every penny I earn on them He always has to take care of his wife and family What a bunch of trash So is poor Paddy Dignam I feel a little [413] sorry for him unless he is insured What about his wife and five children? Just like a funny little spinning top Always in the corner of some bar Either the wife or the son is waiting there Bill Bailey Please go home, okay? [414] A widow's mourning doesn't make her look much better but if you're pretty Wearing mourning clothes is particularly conspicuous who didn't go him right He was at the luncheon at Glencree[415] and that sleazy barrel tone ben dollard for live singing He came to Hollis Street the night before to borrow a tuxedo Tuck yourself into your pants anyway His big baby face is full of smiles Looks like a child's ass that's been spanked enough He looks like a pair of dumb balls[416] not bad at all I must have lost face on stage think about it Five shillings to sit in a box Is it just to see him? Same goes for Simon Dedalus He is always drunk on the stage and sings from the second verse first Old love is new love[417] is one of his special programs He sang the girl on the hawthorn branch How mellow is that voice and he's always flirting When I sang the opera Maritana[418] with him at Freddie Miners' His singing is beautiful and bold Phoebe Dearest[419] goodbye baby[420] he always sings like this baby Don't sing it like a bitch like Bartel d'Arcy [421] of course he was born with a good voice not at all pretentious It's like taking a hot shower and teaching you to immerse yourself in it Oh Maritana Flowers of the wild forest[422] we sang well for my vocal range just change the tone It's still a bit taller He was married to Megulddin[423] then But then he did what he said All good things will be ruined. Now he's an old bachelor what the hell is his son like He said he was a [424] writer I'm about to become an Italian professor at a university, and I'm still teaching. He showed him my photo What kind of heart do you have? That picture is not good, I should wear a dress full of pleats then it will never look outdated but I look young in that picture Did he even give me the photo and me?[425] That's okay anyway, I've seen him follow his parents I was still in mourning when I took the carriage to Kingsbridge station. That was eleven years ago. Yes, if he [426] survives should be eleven years old But mourning for such a doll that means nothing to us What's the use?[427] of course He must [428] be in mourning I think Even if the cat died he will too He [429] should have grown into a man by now He was a naive boy back then A cute little baby in Lord Fauntleroy's suit[430] curly hair like a prince on stage When I saw him[431] at Matt Dillon's He likes me too i remember they all liked mine wait a minute my god right wait a minute right keep calm this morning when i shuffled my cards and predicted my marriage A young stranger with medium hair appeared seen before I'm just referring to him[432] But he's not a young lad or an unfamiliar person. And my face is off what is the seventh card This is followed by the 10 of Spades, symbolizing a land journey Then there was a letter and a scandal that had already been mailed Three queens and an 8 of diamonds mean you will get ahead yeah wait a minute All come true Two red 8s represent new clothes look Didn't I still dream about something? What about poetry appeared in the dream I hope he [432] doesn't have long, oily hair hanging down his eyes Or stand upside down like a red Indian why are they walking around like that Just to make people laugh at themselves and their poems I loved poetry when I was a little girl At first I thought he[433] was a poet like Lord Byron In fact, he doesn't even have the slightest quality of a poet. I think he [434] is totally different I don't know if he's too young he is about wait eight or eight years I was married in 1988 millie yesterday fifteen eighty nine so how old is he I was only five or six years old at Dillon's house. That was about eight or eight years ago I guess he was in his twenties or early twenties If he was twenty-three or four-year-old to him I'm not too old I wish he wasn't some college student who thinks he's great Will not otherwise He won't sit with him[435] in that shabby kitchen drinking Epps cocoa[436] Still chatting, of course he [437] pretended to understand everything Presumably he also told him[438] I graduated from Trinity College He's very young for a professor I hope he is not a professor like Goodwin[439] On John Jameson[440] He is an authoritative professor They all write about women in their poems Well I don't think he [441] finds many women like me with a sigh of love The flick of the guitar[442] Poetry fills the air The blue ocean and the moon sparkle how beautiful Return from Tarifa [443] by night boat Lighthouse at Cape Europa [444] The melody of the guitar played by the man is exciting Will I ever have a chance to go back there? Faces I've never seen before Hidden behind the panes is a pair of bright streamers[445] I'm going to sing this to him [446] Even if he has a bit of a poet's temperament Should be able to understand that those are my eyes two eyes like love stars Black and brilliant[447] How wonderful is the young love word talk about yourself with a smart person Instead of hearing him[448] about Billy Prescott's commercials[449] and Keith's commercials[450] and Tom's with great energy if something goes wrong with their business we have to suffer I'm sure he[451] must be a really great guy and that's the guy I want to meet my god instead of those scumbags around and he's so young From the rocks I can see the handsome lads of Margate bathing below[452] standing naked under the sun It's like a fairy or something and then whoosh jumped into the sea Why can't all men look like this? how much comfort can a woman get Like that lovely little statue he bought[453] I can look at him all day long curly hair and his shoulders A finger raised to get your attention to listen That's the real beauty and poetry for you I often feel like kissing him all over including his cute little cock how simple if no one cares I can't wait to have it in my mouth how clean and white it is like begging you to suck it He looked up at you with that childish face i will do it It'll be over in half a minute Even if I swallow a tiny bit of something that's nothing but porridge or dew it won't do any harm Besides, he's so clean Much better than those pig-like men I guess most of them never think of washing that thing all year long That's why women grow mustaches at my age It would be great if it could be handed over to a young and handsome poet In the morning I play cards first pile Let's see if the wish card [454] will come out or i'll pair the queen Let's see if he can get out [455] anything you can find i have to read learn a lesson I have to back a little bit But I have to wait until I find out who he [456] likes. That way he won't think I'm stupid If he thinks that all women in the world are the same I'd have to teach him that it doesn't have to be like that. i'm going to make him swoon until he almost passed out under me Then he wrote about me lover mistress and in public when he became famous All the newspapers have pictures of the two of us Oh But then what should I do with him[457] no There is no cure for him[458] he is not polite by nature Indecent nothing Because I won't call him Hugh just pat my ass from behind like that A fool who can't tell the difference between poetry and cabbage It's your fault for not teaching them to behave like this to you. thick skinned Didn't even ask if it's ok Take off your shoes and pants on that chair in front of me Standing there blankly with only his shirt on I still expect someone to be like a priest The butcher is either an old hypocrite from the time of Julius Caesar[459] so admire of course It's just a way for him to pass the time as a joke. It's justifiable Speak the truth forgive me Might as well sleep with a lion[460] I bet an old lion could say anything more respectable. Oh I think they [461] are all the more voluptuous because they are covered in this short petticoat. he can't stand it Sometimes they turn me on too these men are good The pleasure you get from a woman is old nose for men It's always so round and so white I wish I could transform make me a man myself try it with their stuff when it bulges and pokes at you you touch so hard so soft at the same time As I passed the corner of Marrowbone Lane[462] Hear what those bastards are saying my uncle john had a long thing my aunt mary had a furry thing because it's getting dark And they know a girl is passing there but i didn't blush why are you blushing Why bother it's just nature he pokes his long cock into my aunt mary's hairy ass In fact, it is to put a long handle on the broom, where men are popular They can pick any married woman they like. Slutty widow, yellow flower daughter Anyway, each has its own flavor Like the houses in the shady fields of Ireland Street[463] It's not like chaining women up all the time. They don't want to chain me up No Oh shit I'm not afraid if i start It doesn't matter if the foolish husband is jealous or not. It's just showing off, so why bother arguing? Can't we continue to be friends? Her husband found out what they [464] did together here Needless to say even if he finds out How can he take back the water? Whatever he does he's already shaved[465] Then there are men like the wife in the beautiful tyrant[466] going to another crazy extreme of course Men don't even think about it for a husband or a wife all he wants is girls and got her i would like to know If it wasn't for this, why should we have emotions and desires? I can't help it How can I bear it when I am young? Living with a cold man like him[467] I'm not premature It's a miracle to be a wizened old hag he never hugged me Unless it's sometimes hugged from the wrong end after falling asleep I guess he has no idea who I am Is there a man who kisses a woman's ass? I hate don't fight with him after that He kisses wherever it feels unnatural in those parts We can't even be in love We all have two lumps of the same fat I fucked with any man before Pooh Dirty bastards Just thinking about it is enough Miss I kiss your feet[468] How interesting is this life? Did he kiss our hall door? what a lunatic Except me No one understands his crazy thoughts Of course, a woman can't wait to be hugged twenty times a day so you can look young no matter who it is As long as you fall in love with that person Or be loved by someone If the master you want is not here God I just want to pick a dark night hang around the pier where no one knows me Just find any sailor who's just come ashore to fry He just doesn't care who I am Anyway, just find a place, slip through a door, and do it for a while. Or get a gypsy from Las Farnham[469] with a wild face They pitched their tent near the Bloomfield Laundry[470] Try to steal our things in different ways I'm looking at the sign of the Model Laundry Just sent some of my clothes But back to me it's old stuff same long sock The guy with the juicy eyes but the rogue face stripped the twig bare Darkness pounced on me straddle me without a sound and push me against the wall or be a murderer anyone It doesn't matter what they do Even a respectable gentleman in a top hat Or that Counsel to the Crown[471] who lived nearby, I saw him once coming out of Hardwick Lane That was the night he invited us to a fish feast He said it was because he won a boxing match but of course he is The guest is only for me I know him by his shoe covers and the way he walks of after a minute I just turned around I saw a woman following from there slipped out of an alley what a bitch He'll go home to his wife when he's done with that shit but I guess half of those sailors are sick no use you big guy please move over there listen listen to him The wind blows my sigh to you[472] here Great Planner[473]Don Boll Do De La Flora[474] He can [475] fall asleep and sigh. if he knew today how did he appear on the cards this morning He really has something to sigh about Sandwiched between two 7s, I don't know what to do. A dark-haired man was put in jail god knows what he did I don't even think about it and I I have to go to the kitchen to kick Latala around prepare breakfast for his master Now he's lying there bent over like a mummy[476] would i really do that Have you ever seen me run errands? I want to see myself running around just care about them they'll treat you like trash I don't care what people say, if women rule the world that would be great you don't see women you kill me i kill you massacred people when have you ever seen women get as drunk as they do roll around Gamble and lose Or even lose money on the horse race right Because no matter what a woman does She knows when it's time to end it really if it weren't for the woman There are no men in the world they don't know how to be a woman be a mother mean what If it wasn't for a mother pulling them how do they live where are you all this time I've never gotten any help in this regard[477] Probably because of this Now he [478] is running wild leave books and study hang out at night Probably because the family is noisy so he doesn't live at home here what an unfortunate thing they have such a good son still not satisfied I don't have a son Could it be that he[479] doesn't have the energy to have a son? it wasn't my fault When I saw two dogs in the bare street When a male fucks a female from behind We also got together that thing [48…] broke my heart I reckon I shouldn't have clothed him in that little woolen sweater I knit while weeping when I buried him should give that dress to any poor doll But I know very well I will never give birth again That was the first time someone died in our family. is not it We've never been the same since then. Oh stop thinking about it I can't just hang my head down just thinking about it I've always thought he [481] brought home a weirdo I wonder why he [482] won't stay overnight Also save so much wandering around the city in case someone Thieves, pickpockets, no If his poor mother was alive never like this kind of thing Maybe ruin his life but It's a lovely hour so quiet I always like to come home after the dance the night air men have friends to talk to none of us what he[483] wants is what he can't get 要么就是随时可以捅上你一刀的女人 我就恨女人的这些方面 也难怪男人会那么对待我们喽 我们是一帮可怕的婊子 我猜想正是我们的种种麻烦才使我们变得这么泼辣 我可不是那种人 他蛮可以[484]舒舒坦坦地睡在另一间屋子的沙发上 他还那么年轻嘛 刚刚二十来岁我猜他对我就像个少年人那样害羞 呆在隔壁屋 他听得见我往尿盆里撒的声音 真的[485] 这又有啥关系呢 迪达勒斯 我觉得这倒有点儿像直布罗陀的那些姓德拉帕斯啦德拉格拉西亚[486]唔的 那儿的人们有着怪里怪气的姓 给过我一串念珠的圣玛利亚的比拉普拉纳神父[487] 住在七道湾街的罗萨利斯伊奥赖利[488] 还有住在总督街的皮希姆勃和奥皮索太太[489] Oh 这叫啥姓呀 我要是有她这么个姓 就干脆跳河去算啦 oops 再就是所有那些斜坡 天堂斜街[490]啦 疯人院斜街[491]啦 罗杰斯斜街[492]啦 还有克鲁切兹斜街[493]和鬼峡梯阶[494] here 即便我是个冒失鬼也不该怎么怪我 我知道自个儿是有点儿粗心大意我敢向老天爷起誓 跟当时比起来 我并不觉得自个儿长大了多少我倒纳闷自个儿还会不会叽哩咕噜说点儿西班牙话呢 你好吗 very good 谢谢你你呢[495]瞧 我还没有像我所想的那样忘干净哪 文法可就不行啦 名词是任何人或地方或东西的名字 可惜呀 我从来也没试着去读一读那个坏脾气的鲁维奥太太借给我的那本巴莱拉[496]的小说 书上的问号统统都是颠倒过来的[497]有两样嘛[497] 我晓得到头来我们总会走掉的 我可以教他[498]西班牙话他呢 教我意大利话 那么一来他就能明白我还不是那么饭桶 他没留下来过夜 太可惜啦 我敢说可怜的小伙子一定累得要死 非常需要好好儿地睡上一觉我蛮可以替他把早餐送到床上去吃 还得添上点儿烤面包片儿 只要别把刀子叉上去就行 因为那样就会倒媚的[499] 要么就是假若那个女人挨家挨户送来了水田芹跟旁的啥香甜可口的吃的厨房里还有几颗橄榄哪 我的力气已渐衰 我要换上我那套最好的衬衣汗裤 让他[514]看个够 那么一来他那物儿就竖起来啦 要是他想知道的话 我就告诉他 他老婆给人操啦 对啦被狠狠地操了一通 都快操到头儿啦 可不是他 接连丢了五六回 这条干净床单上还留着他那劲头[515]的印儿哪 我干脆不想用烙铁把那印儿熨掉 这就该让他[516]知足啦 你要是不相信我的话就摸摸我的肚子看 除非我能让他那物儿竖起来 搁到我里头去 我就打算把每一个细节都说给他听一听 教他当着我的面儿干一通 假若我是个淫妇 正像顶层楼座的那个家伙[517]所说的那样他这是活该 一切都怪他自个儿嘛 Oh 假若这就是我们女人在泪谷[518]所干下的全部坏事儿 那又算得了啥呢 老天爷知道这算不了啥 难道不是人人都只不过他们偷偷摸摸地干罢咧 我看恐怕就是为了这个才有女人的 不然的话上主就不会把我们造得对男人那么有吸引力啦 要是他想亲我的屁股 我就拉开我的汗裤裆 肥滚滚地戳到他面前不缺零件儿 他蛮可以把舌头往我的窟窿里伸进七英里长去 因为他就贴着我的褐色部位哪然后我就对他说我要一英镑要么就是三十先令 告诉他我打算买身内衣裤 要是他给了我 喏他倒也不赖 我并不想学旁的女人那样把他敲榨光啦 我常常有机会给自个儿开上一张有信用的支票 签上他的名字 弄上两三英镑有好几回他都忘记上锁啦 而且他也不花嘛 我要让他从背后搞 只要别把我那些好内裤都弄脏了就行噢 I think 那总是难免的 我要装出一副满不在乎的样儿 问上他一两个问题 从他的回答我就知道啦 他那股劲儿一上来是瞒不住我的 他的心情有啥变化 我都一清二楚 我要把屁股绷得紧紧的 说几句浪话 闻闻我屁股啦 舔舔我的屎啦 要么就是闪过脑子的头一个疯疯癫癫的念头然后我就暗示那档子事儿对啦 what don't worry Baby 这会儿该轮到我啦 搞的时候我会是十分快活 亲亲热热的哦 可我忘记了这血淋淋的祸害啦 唉你不知道究竟是该笑还是该哭好啦简直是李子和苹果[519]的大杂伴儿 No 我得系上那条旧的[520] 这就好多啦 更服贴一些 他永远也闹不清究竟是不是他弄的 here 不论是多么旧的玩艺儿 对你来说也就蛮好啦 然后我就像平时那样把他遗漏[521]的从我身上抹掉 接着我就出门啦 让他望着天花板嘀咕这会儿她到哪儿去了呢教他急着要我 几点过一刻啦 可真不是个时候 我猜想在中国 人们这会儿准正在起来梳辫子哪 好开始当天的生活 here 修女们[522]快要敲晨祷钟啦没有人会进去吵醒她们 除非有个把修士去做夜课[523]啦 要么就是隔壁人家的闹钟 就像鸡叫似的咔嗒咔嗒地响都快把自个儿的脑子震出来啦 看看能不能打个盹儿 一二三四五 他们设计的这些算是啥花儿啊 就像星星一样隆巴德街的墙纸可好看多啦 他给我的那条围裙上的花样儿就有点儿像 不过我只用过两回 最好把这灯弄低一些 再试着睡一下 好能早点儿起床 我要到兰贝斯[524]去 它就在芬勒特[525]旁边 叫他们送些花儿来 好把屋子点缀点缀 万一明天 我的意思是说今天 他把他[526]带回家来呢不 No 星期五可是个不吉利的日子[527] 头一桩 我先得把这屋子拾掇拾掇 我寻思灰尘准是在我睡觉的当儿 不知咋地就长出来啦 然后我们可以来点儿音乐抽抽香烟 我可以替他伴奏 我得先用牛奶把钢琴的键擦擦 我穿啥好呢 要不要戴一朵白玫瑰[528] 要么就来点儿利普顿[529]仙女蛋糕 我就爱闻阔气的大店铺的香味儿 每磅七便士半 不然就是另外那种樱桃馅挂着粉色糖霜的两磅十一便士 桌子当中间儿还得摆上一盆花草 在哪儿才能买到便宜的呢喔 前不久我在哪儿瞧见过 我真爱花儿呀 恨不得让这房子整个儿都漂在玫瑰花海上天上的造物主啊 啥也比不上大自然 蛮荒的山啦 大海啦 滚滚的波浪啦 再就是美丽的田野 一片片庄稼地里长着燕麦啦 小麦啦 各种各样的东西 一群群肥实的牛走来走去 看着心里好舒坦呀 河流湖泊鲜花啥样形状香味颜色的都有 连沟儿里都绽出了报春花和紫罗兰 这就是大自然至于那些人说啥天主不存在啦 甭瞧他们一肚子学问 还不配我用两个指头打个榧子哪 他们为啥不自个儿跑去创造点儿啥名堂出来呢 我常常问他[530]这句话无神论者也罢 不论他们管自个儿叫啥名堂也罢 总得先把自个儿身上的污点[531]洗净呀 等到他们快死啦 又该嚎陶大哭着去找神父啦 为啥呢为啥呢 因为他们做了亏心事 生怕下地狱啊 right 我把他们琢磨透啦谁是开天辟地第一个人呢 又是谁在啥都不存在以前 创造了万物呢 是谁呢哎 这他们也不晓得我也不晓得 这不就结了吗 他们倒不如试着去挡住太阳让它明儿个别升上来呢 他[532]说过 太阳是为你照耀的 那天我们正躺在霍斯岬角的杜鹃花丛里 他穿的是一身灰色花呢衣裤 戴着那顶草帽 就在那天我使得他向我求婚 right 起先我把自个儿嘴里的香籽糕往他嘴里递送了一丁点儿[533] 那是个闰年[534] 跟今年一样 right 十六年过去啦 我的天哪 那么长长的一个吻 我差点儿都没气儿啦 right 他说我是山里的一朵花儿 right 我们都是花儿 女人的身子 right 这是他这辈子[535]所说的一句真话还有那句今天太阳是为你照耀的 对啦这么一来我才喜欢上了他因为我看出他懂得要么就是感觉到了女人是啥 而且我晓得 我啥时候都能够随便摆布他 我就尽量教他快活 就一步步地引着他 直到他要我答应他 可我呢起先不肯答应 只是放眼望着大海和天空[536] 我在想着那么多他所不知道的事儿 马尔维啦 斯坦厄普先生啦 赫斯特啦 爹爹啦 老格罗夫斯上尉啦 水手们在玩众鸟飞[537]啦 我说弯腰[538]啦 要么就是他们在码头上所说的洗碟子 还有总督府前的哨兵 白盔上镶着一道边儿[539] 可怜的家伙都快给晒得熟透啦 西班牙姑娘们披着披肩 头上插着高高的梳子 正笑着再就是早晨的拍卖[540] 希腊人啦 犹大人啦 阿拉伯人啦 鬼知道还有旁的啥人 反正都是从欧洲所有最边远的地方来的 再加上公爵街[541]和家禽市场 统统都在拉比沙伦[542]外面嘎嘎乱叫一头头可怜的驴净打瞌睡 差点儿滑跤 阴暗的台阶上 睡着一个个裹着大氅的模模糊糊的身影 还有运公牛的车子[543]那好 大的轱辘 还有几千年的古堡[544] right 还有那些漂亮的摩尔人 全都像国王那样穿着一身白 缠着头巾 请你到他们那小小 店铺里去坐一坐 还有龙达[545] 客栈[546]那一扇扇古老的窗户 窗格后藏着一双明媚的流盼[547] 好让她的情人亲那铁丝格子[548] 还有夜里半掩着门的酒店啦 响板啦 那天晚上我们在阿尔赫 西拉斯误了那班轮渡 打更的拎着灯转悠 all right ouch 深处那可怕的急流 Oh 大海有时候大海是深红色的就像火似的 还有那壮丽的落日 再就是阿拉梅达园里的无花果树 right La 还有那一条条奇妙的小街 一座座桃红天蓝淡黄的房子 还有玫瑰园啦莱莉花啦天竺葵啦仙人掌啦 在直布罗陀作姑娘的时候我可是那儿的一朵山花儿 right 当时我在头发上插了朵玫瑰 像安达卢西亚姑娘们常做的那样 要么我就还是戴朵红玫瑰 吧[549] Ok 在摩尔墙脚下他[550]曾咋佯地亲我呀 于是我想 here 他也不比[551]旁的啥人差呀于是我递个眼色教他再向我 求一回 于是他问我愿意吗 right 说声好吧我的山花 then 我先伸出胳膊搂住他 right 并且把他往下拽 让他紧贴着我 这样他就能感触到我那对香气袭人的乳房啦 right 他那颗心啊如醉如狂 于是我说 Ok i would like Ok. 的里雅斯特——苏黎世——巴黎，1914-1921