Chapter 20 four crazy love life

Bowl.I believe that anyone who has read Nalan's poems will never forget this poem. The reason why they can't forget it is because the poem contains too much flavor of life.Those who have gone through the years will always look back at the brilliant flower on the branch of youth.The world has polished a full heart into weakness, and the sincere emotions of the past have gradually faded with the passing years.After the spring and autumn, who can still remain the same as before?The person you once loved will look old, and the once immature heart has been through vicissitudes. Who can treat each other as before?

But why should life be just like the first time you see it? If you say that the first time you see it is as bright as spring flowers, then after a long life together, you can quietly see the beauty of autumn leaves.A person who knows the taste of the world will know that autumn leaves are more fascinating than spring flowers.It's just that when the love is weak, it is inevitable that there will be loss, and you will regretfully recall the beauty of the past.However, there will also be such a kind of person who can fall in love with someone deeply until he dies. In his life, all the days are as beautiful as when they first met.

When I write about Lin Huiyin and Xu Zhimo's romantic love, and Liang Sicheng's respect as a guest, I will never forget another man, the man who affectionately guarded her life-Jin Yuelin.It seems that this man has always only paid for Lin Huiyin without asking for anything in return. His persistence and silence make people cry when they think of it.It was such a master in the academic world who silently dedicated his life to a woman he admired.He loves rationally, calmly, and deeply.His quiet love is like a miracle, making all the onlookers cry. Maybe many people want to know whether Lin Huiyin loved Jin Yuelin, what kind of love she has for Jin Yuelin, whether it is because she is moved or she is really moved.In 1931, Lin Huiyin spent most of her time recuperating in Xiangshan Mountain, and her heart returned to the beautiful peace at the beginning.Until one day, when Liang Sicheng came back from other places, Lin Huiyin suddenly told him in frustration: "I am very distressed, because I fell in love with two people at the same time, and I don't know what to do?"

After hearing this sentence, Liang Sicheng remained silent.After a night of tossing and turning, he seemed to understand a lot. The next day, he said to Lin Huiyin: "You are free. If you choose Lao Jin, I wish you happiness forever." The Lao Jin here refers to Jin Yuelin and Liang Sicheng. I can't help but understand Jin Yuelin's deep admiration for Lin Huiyin.As for when Lin Huiyin fell in love with Jin Yuelin, Liang Sicheng didn't know, even Lin Huiyin himself didn't know.Maybe she was just moved by this mature and stable man, and she became involuntarily attached to him.

But we all understand that Lin Huiyin missed Xu Zhimo at the beginning, and he will not fall in love with Jin Yuelin passionately at this time.At this time, Lin Huiyin no longer has the qualifications to indulge. She has a husband who dotes on her, a well-behaved daughter, and a brilliant career of her own.At the beginning, she didn't dare to give up her ordinary life for a romantic love, but now how could she abandon the warm nest built brick by brick for a man.Her confusion was only temporary, so she and Jin Yuelin always kept a distance, which made them dare not cross it easily, because they were afraid of being unable to bear it.

Later, Lin Huiyin relayed what he said to Liang Sicheng to Jin Yuelin, and Jin Yuelin replied: "It seems that Sicheng really loves you. I can't hurt a person who really loves you. I should quit." So the three became friends for life.This is Jin Yuelin, calm and rational. This is how he controls his emotions with the highest rationality, and loves Lin Huiyin all his life.Lin Huiyin's love for Jin Yuelin is also the rationality of love. Her love for Jin Yuelin is different from the lingering and passionate love for Xu Zhimo, and it is also different from the gentle and warm love for Liang Sicheng. She has more admiration and respect for him. The four loves, the communication between them is also extraordinary.

Lin Huiyin and Liang Sicheng had salon gatherings almost every week at their home, and Jin Yuelin was always a frequent visitor to the Liang family's salon.They share the same interests and have a deep friendship, and they have always lived next to each other. It is said that wherever Lin Huiyin lives, Jin Yuelin will accompany him silently.In this gentle way, he silently guarded the beloved woman in his heart, never leaving her.And Lin Huiyin has long been used to his care, she needs him at any time, as long as he is there, she will feel at ease. The feelings in the world are sometimes unclear even to ourselves.Lin Huiyin asked herself that she was a sober person and could handle several emotions properly, but after all, she didn't know how to appease the men who loved her dearly.When she told Liang Sicheng and Jin Yuelin that she fell in love with two men at the same time, she was extremely confused.At this time, Lin Huiyin really doesn't love Xu Zhimo?It's not that she doesn't love her, it's because she knows that Xu Zhimo has already become her eternal past. All she can do is hide him deeply and never mention it to anyone again.And Liang Sicheng and Jin Yuelin are now.She is lucky, when she was melancholy, Jin Yuelin would withdraw rationally, and was willing not to marry her for life, and even after her death, she guarded her soul, not daring to let her down in the slightest.

Jin Yuelin's love for Lin Huiyin has really remained unchanged throughout his life.In the late 1950s, Lin Huiyin had passed away, and Liang Sicheng also married his student Lin Zhu.It is said that one day, Jin Yuelin invited all his old friends to the Beijing Hotel. He didn't say the reason before, and the old friends who went did not know why.Halfway through the meal, Jin Yuelin stood up and said that today is Lin Huiyin's birthday.Hearing this, those old friends all shed tears silently when they looked at this old man who never married. If the love is so deep, Lin Huiyin should have no regrets in this life.

After Lin Huiyin's death, Jin Yuelin could no longer accompany her. He was lonely and could only rely on his eighty-five memories of the past.It is said that Jin Yuelin lived with Lin Huiyin's children in his later years, and they all called him Dad Jin.Maybe they all understand that this old man has loved their mother with the most sincere and deepest emotions, so he deserves their eternal respect and love. How different people are.Xu Zhimo loves Lin Huiyin deeply, but when Lin Huiyin turns around and leaves, his empty heart needs another relationship to fill, so he will fall in love with Lu Xiaoman and give everything for another woman.Liang Sicheng, the man who once swore to each other with Lin Huiyin and spent his whole life hand in hand with her, was just a passer-by in the end, ending one story and starting another one of his own.After all, the magnificent Lin Huiyin was still framed by him in the past years, could he not bear to touch it, or did he not want to touch it?

It is not only that the sentiment is different, but it does not mean to blame anyone.No one said that you can only love one person in your life, and no one said that starting over is a betrayal of the past.We are just moved by Jin Yuelin's sincerity, and we don't expect everyone to grow old alone like him.As a man, there are not many people who can be as infatuated as Jin Yuelin.As a woman, you are really lucky to have such a man who has dedicated his life to it.It's just this luck, which is really sad. True love has no regrets, no matter how you and I treat our emotions.As long as you have paid sincerely, possessed, and cherished, that is the greatest mercy.It is easy to fall in love and difficult to stay together. One day you find that the love you have is no longer what it was yesterday, and you can choose to let go gently.Because parting is not necessarily betrayal, giving each other a good blessing may lead to a brighter future.