Chapter 16 five each well

I always thought that since I was arranged by God to be a human being in this world, I couldn't avoid meeting the occasion in the world.In the world of mortals, there are many courses that you and I must practice, although many times we are unwilling to pursue them.If you don't cultivate, you are doomed to be abandoned, and you are doomed to fail to achieve a positive result. It's not just people who are suitable for the occasion in this world, it's the same for all things in the world.Plants, trees, rocks, birds, insects and ants all have their inescapable missions.Their arrival may have a covenant in the past and present, for a certain person, for a certain creature.I believe that every fate and every story is meaningful and intriguing.However, gatherings and partings in life are originally ordinary, fate is preordained, and sometimes parting is for a better reunion.

At that time, Lin Huiyin had expressed her heart to Xu Zhimo, and her decision would not be allowed to be changed in the slightest.On the night of May 20th, Tagore left Beijing for Taiyuan, and then returned to China from Hong Kong via Japan, and Xu Zhimo accompanied him all the way.Lin Huiyin, Liang Sicheng and others went to the station to see them off. Seeing Lin Huiyin and Liang Sicheng became family members, Xu Zhimo was heartbroken.That kind of indescribable melancholy lingers in everyone's heart, but everyone's sad things are different. Tagore made a short poem for Lin Huiyin: "The blue sky/Overlook the green forest/Among them/Blows a sighing breeze".If you want to come to this romantic poet, you must have metaphorized the sky as Xu Zhimo, and the green must be Lin Huiyin.These two lovers, who were supposed to love each other, were destined to forget each other in the end of the world, and they could no longer join hands in the world.All Tagore can do is to sigh lightly and wish them well.

The most sad one was Xu Zhimo. Through the car window, he saw Lin Huiyin and Liang Sicheng standing together, and he didn't even know how to say goodbye.Thinking of this trip, each of the sixty-six sides of the world, and not knowing when they will meet again, he couldn't help tears welling up in his eyes.He took out a pen and paper, and wanted to write a short letter to Lin Huiyin to express his heart before the train left. After writing a few lines, Xu Zhimo knew that this was an undeliverable letter.Lin Huiyin, who was outside the car window, would not know Xu Zhimo's mood, and also understand his sadness.But if you are merciful to him at this time, it will be cruel in the future.She knew that there was a pair of eyes looking at her through the car window, with sad resentment and regret.Can't give him any comfort, the train has already started.Xu Zhimo looked at Lin Huiyin's slender figure, waved goodbye with a touch of helplessness, and finally shed tears.

It is said that men don't flick their tears easily, because they haven't reached the place where they are sad.Xu Zhimo was really sad. Ever since he met Lin Huiyin and had that love in Cambridge, his heart has never stopped burning. For Lin Huiyin, he resolutely divorced, which can be regarded as abandoning his wife and son.For Lin Huiyin, he dropped all his pride, went in and out of Liang's mansion, and followed her and Liang Sicheng regardless of his status.For Lin Huiyin, he, who was originally passionate, now abandons the temptation of prosperity and waits for her alone for several years.

Ever since he met Lin Huiyin, Xu Zhimo's poetry has been like a quiet spring flowing incessantly.He once said: "In the first half year when I wrote poetry, my life was touched by a great power, and all half-mature and immature ideas scattered into colorful rain between the fingers." When people are in love, they always You will be drawn by some magical power to do many things you once wanted to do but couldn't.Xu Zhimo is a poet, so Lin Huiyin is the source of his inspiration.Many times he felt that words were born for her, just as he came to the world because of her existence.

If they hadn't met, the lives of Xu Zhimo and Lin Huiyin would not be like this, and their existence might be dull because of the lack of this relationship.Some people, some feelings, are irreplaceable.Even though Xu Zhimo had Lu Xiaoman later, Lin Huiyin has always lived in his heart safely, and there has never been a real parting.They all remember that during that period of golden years, the sixty-seven of them once loved and possessed each other like that, which is really enough. Xu Zhimo left, and in June of this year, Lin Huiyin also left, and she went to the United States to study with Liang Sicheng.Arrived at Cornell University in Ithaca on July 7th.Lin Huiyin chose outdoor sketching and advanced algebra; Liang Sicheng chose watercolor still life, outdoor sketching and triangle.In September, they finished the summer program of the Kang School.

Originally Lin Huiyin was going to study at the University of Pennsylvania with Liang Sicheng, but Liang Sicheng's mother was seriously ill.What made Lin Huiyin even more sad was that Liang Sicheng's mother, Mrs. Li, had always disliked her, and even said that she would not accept Lin Huiyin's words until she died.Perhaps many people don't understand why Lin Huiyin, who is beautiful, pure and talented, can't please an old lady.Presumably it was Lin Huiyin's peerless beauty that made Liang Sicheng's mother feel a sense of crisis, and how could she not know the ambiguous relationship between Lin Huiyin and Xu Zhimo? As a mother, she hoped that her daughter-in-law could be like a white paper Same cleanliness.

The meeting and acquaintance between people is a word of fate. Maybe Lin Huiyin and Li Shi lack this word. No matter how much effort they make, it will not help.How can the proud Lin Huiyin endure Liang Sicheng's mother's insult to her? For her, personality and dignity are above all else.If it weren't for fear of the ruthless sword in the world of mortals, how could Lin Huiyin leave Xu Zhimo so resolutely and choose to go on the journey of life with Liang Sicheng.Lin Huiyin was disheartened by Liang Sicheng's mother's prejudice against her. In addition to being lost, Lin Huiyin missed Xu Zhimo even more, and missed the romantic time spent together.

She would even ask herself, was the original choice really the right one?Lin Huiyin wrote a letter to Xu Zhimo who was far away in Beijing. There was such a sentence in the letter: "My friend, I don't ask you to do anything else. I just ask you to send me an express letter at this moment. Just talk about you Everything is safe, so let me be more or less at peace..." Lin Huiyin wrote this letter with grievances, concerns and a little guilt in his heart. Although she said goodbye to Xu Zhimo, she never felt at ease, because she always felt that she owed him a reason. When Xu Zhimo received Lin Huiyin's letter, his already cold heart burned again in an instant.He replied a letter as quickly as possible, and then quickly went to the post office to send a message.Because of the urgency, some words in the letter even did not express their meaning.But Xu Zhimo knew that Lin Huiyin could read his heart, even if he sent a blank piece of paper back, that ice-snow and smart woman could read what others couldn't.Although he understood that Lin Huiyin's letter didn't mean anything, he thought it was enough to think of him when she was sad.

When Lin Huiyin received Xu Zhimo's telegram, she was already lying on the hospital bed, and her high fever for several days made her feel as if her bones were falling apart.People only realize when they are sick that no matter what relatives or loved ones in this world, they can't heal your illness or pain on your behalf.The pain of the mind and the pain of the body can only be borne by oneself.But Xu Zhimo's letter still brought her a lot of comfort, like a cool medicine applied to her wound, which relieved the pain and gave her a sweet hallucination.At that time, they were at the end of the world, crying endlessly.

Flowing water passes by and never returns, but why do people always miss the past uncontrollably when they are sad and melancholy.Maybe it's because we are all too mediocre to withstand the day-to-day cooking of ordinary fleeting years.I think how many people said that they would never turn back when they stood at the parting ferry. In the end, those people need to rely on memories to survive, turning out the yellowed youth books and reading them over and over again.