Chapter 15 Four loves are practice

They say that love is a practice.Anyone who has read this sentence must be moved involuntarily.In the long and short journey of life, all we can do is practice all the way, and finally get a so-called consummation.But how many people can really achieve a positive result?what is love?Love is an unexpected encounter in the vast sea of ​​people, an open window in the lights of thousands of homes, and a verdant bodhi tree in a dense forest.The road of practice is not like waving swords and flowers, but like a flat quatrain, with beautiful artistic conception and regular ups and downs. They also say that love is a kind of faith.For this clean and holy belief, many people spend their whole lives pursuing it, although they may not get the result you want in the end.It's just that, on the road of mortals where love and hate are blurred and mixed with cold and warm, everyone should move forward in the direction expected in their hearts without any regrets.Because any hesitation and hesitation are a disappointment to the time. One day, youth will be confiscated, and we will not even have the qualifications to dream.

You are the cause of my planting, and the fruit of who I am.There are so many landscapes in the world, many times we can't tell who is the cup of tea you want, and who is your home.Some people look good, but they can't face the storm with you; some people look like prodigal sons, but they are your true returnees.And all of this, when you encounter a hurdle in life, you will see it for yourself. For those who have truly loved, their fate will not end abruptly just because one of them turns around.Although Lin Huiyin chose Liang Sicheng, she and Xu Zhimo have also been friends for life. When she is happy or disappointed in her life, she always thinks of the man she once had a heart with.Before Lin Huiyin and Liang Sicheng both sailed across the ocean, Indian poet Tagore visited China, and his arrival gave Lin Huiyin and Xu Zhimo a chance to get along again.

On April 23, 1924, Tagore gave a speech on the lawn of the Temple of Rites. Lin Huiyin helped him to the stage, and Xu Zhimo acted as an interpreter.At that time, the media said: "Ms. Lin is as beautiful as a flower, walking arm in arm with the sixty-two old poets, plus the long robe and white face, and Xu Zhimo, who is thin on a deserted island in the suburbs, is like a picture of three friends with pines, bamboos and plums." Time has become a good talk in the capital. In Tagore's eyes, Xu Zhimo and Lin Hui were a pair of beauties made in heaven because of their talent and beauty.At that time, many people already knew that Lin Huiyin and Liang Sicheng were in love, but they hadn't made a formal ceremony yet.Perhaps in the eyes of the world, Lin Huiyin and Xu Zhimo should go hand in hand on the road of love in the world of mortals.They didn't understand why Lin Huiyin didn't choose the romantic and talented Xu Zhimo because of his poetry and beauty, but fell in love with Liang Sicheng.

This does not mean that Liang Sicheng has no strengths. Liang Sicheng was also a young talent at that time, and he was the eldest son of Liang Qichao. It is just that Xu Zhimo is far superior to him in terms of literary talent.Lin Huiyin and Xu Zhimo stand together, which is an unforgettable scenery, which is pleasing to the eye at any time.I think many people know that Xu Zhimo and Lin Huiyin had a romantic love in Cambridge. Now Xu Zhimo is divorced, but Lin Huiyin still resolutely leaves him.Many people don't understand her choice, but everyone should respect others' choices, because no one can replace someone's life.

May 8th is Mr. Tagore's 64th birthday. To celebrate his birthday, members of the Crescent Society arranged Tagore's poetic drama "Chidra" in English.Lin Huiyin plays Princess Chidra, and Xu Zhimo plays Madana, God of Love.Maybe it's because the two were once a couple of lovers, and they were in love with each other sincerely. They brought the love from the scene into the play.So on the stage, they quickly devoted themselves to their respective roles, and their performances were so vivid that they aroused constant applause from the audience. Xu Zhimo, who had an unforgettable old love, regained the feeling he had when he was in Cambridge on the stage. Lin Huiyin's incomparable beauty caused Xu Zhimo to have many hallucinations.They on the stage almost forgot that they were acting, and mistakenly thought that everything was real. The relationship has never been lost, and they have always been with each other.Everyone in the audience was moved by their acting skills. Even Liang Qichao, who didn't understand English, saw the clue and felt a little unhappy. Liang Sicheng's mood at that time can be imagined.

It wasn't until the end of the play that Lin Huiyin and Xu Zhimo suddenly woke up. It turned out that everything just now was just a play.A scene narrowed the distance between Xu Zhimo and Lin Huiyin, and made them fall into the emotional quagmire again, causing infinite confusion.Friends who were familiar with them at that time began to speculate whether this glamorous woman would choose the romantic and free-spirited Xu Zhimo, or the elegant and steady Liang Sicheng. The emotions that had been suppressed for several years were disintegrated in this short moment, but Lin Huiyin knew in her heart that all she could do was to escape as soon as possible before falling again.She had to escape, and only by staying away from Xu Zhimo could her heart gradually calm down.Otherwise, not only hurt yourself, but also hurt them again.When Tagore was born in Beijing, his favorites were Xu Zhimo and Lin Huiyin.

Therefore, in the many activities he participated in, Xu Zhimo and Lin Huiyin were always present. They visited the capital together and called on Puyi and Yan Huiqing together.The topics that poets talk about together are always so charming.Every catkin has charm, every speck of dust has become yearning, and every passerby who rubs shoulders is the promise of the previous life.Lin Huiyin, who is already romantic in her bones, can't resist the temptation of these soft things. Every time she looks at Xu Zhimo, she is confused and fascinated. In order not to let the mistake continue, Lin Huiyin tried his best to wake himself up from the dream.

On May 17, Lin Huiyin met with Xu Zhimo alone.At dusk, a crescent moon hangs on the willow branches. The infatuated Xu Zhimo thinks that such a beautiful artistic conception is to create a romantic atmosphere for him and Lin Huiyin.But what Lin Huiyin said was parting. She told Xu Zhimo that each other should choose their own directions, recognize the life that suits them, and never meet again. Xu Zhimo didn't understand that he and Lin Huiyin were obviously in love, why she had to turn around so resolutely again and again.In the world of mortals, it is not easy to meet each other, and it is not easy to fall in love, let alone how many years of cultivation.If she didn't cherish such a deep fate, she would let it down like this.Perhaps Xu Zhimo didn't understand that Lin Huiyin's love for him was an illusion, and his love for Liang Sicheng was a reality.She is an elegant woman who will never embarrass herself at any time.

We have no way of knowing the conversation between Lin Huiyin and Xu Zhimo that night, but we all know that they were not able to be together.Architect Liang Sicheng joined hands with Lin Huiyin in Tianya. They supported each other for decades and made great efforts and immortal contributions to the construction industry.Maybe Fenghua Xueyue is just a cup of coffee that Lin Huiyin wants to taste occasionally, and ordinary fireworks are the real life she wants. Maybe Lin Hui made a pale excuse because of her turning around; maybe she promised Xu Zhimo the next life, because those who can't afford this life are willing to entrust their regrets to the next life.They believe that the regrets in this life can be made up in the next life, and the drama that is too late to be sung in this life can be performed again in the next life.I think of Bing Xin's words: "If this life is interesting, then this life is enough. If this life is tasteless, then I don't want the next life." Yes, the next life is just a distant dream, which cannot be given to anyone. comfort.But we who are weak still need to rely on these false dreams to support us through the long journey of life.

It is said that time is the best medicine. When you feel powerless, it is better to give everything to time. It will make you forget everything that should be forgotten, and let you walk from one story to another carelessly.