Chapter 14 three pyrotechnic happiness

I believe that anyone who has watched "Shanghai Beach" will never forget the life-and-death love between Xu Wenqiang and Feng Chengcheng.In the turbulent Shanghai, it is too difficult to want a stable love.With Xu Wenqiang, Feng Chengcheng had a hard time.Xu Wenqiang said a word, he knew that no one in this world would love him like Feng Chengcheng.But Xu Wenqiang would never be able to give Cheng Cheng peace in this world, after heartbroken, Feng Chengcheng chose Ding Li, a man she never loved. But this is the man who will hold an umbrella for her in the rain, hand her a handkerchief when she cries, peel pears for her for a lifetime, and will always be by her side when she needs it.

Sometimes, stability is more important to a woman than love.To truly love someone is to fulfill everything about her and tolerate everything about her.When it rains, give her an oil-paper umbrella; when it’s cold, give her a warm arm; when it’s dark, there will always be a lamp for her;I think what ordinary women in the world need is such an ordinary love, a kind of fireworks happiness, not strong, but lasting.Feng Chengcheng wanted this kind of love, Lin Huiyin wanted this kind of love, and many women in the world wanted this kind of love. Even if Lu Xiaoman, who was so charming later on, didn't want the happiness of fireworks, only fifty-eight, but what she wanted was a kind of extreme.This woman who is good at singing and dancing is too extravagant and willful, too lazy and playful.Relying on Xu Zhimo's favor, she squandered her time and money to her heart's content.Playing cards, listening to operas, dancing, drinking, and even smoking opium, Xu Zhimo still treats her with great kindness.He taught in several universities, just to earn more money for Lu Xiaoman's wanton squandering.That's why I always say that Lu Xiaoman is like a poppy, so magnificent and so desolate that Xu Zhimo, who was poisoned, finally passed his intestines to death.How can an ordinary man afford such a woman, such love?

After all, Lin Huiyin is indifferent, she dare not be like Lu Xiaoman, who is not afraid of the world, to ask for a magnificent love.In order to burn with Xu Zhimo, Lu Xiaoman desperately wanted to divorce Wang Geng, even at the expense of killing the child in her stomach, and regretted being barren for life because of the failed operation.But she has no regrets, she dares to live and die for love.Xu Zhimo and Lu Xiaoman's love has never won anyone's blessing, but they disdain other people's eyes and only live for their own love.Even though their time together may not always be good, especially at the end, Lu Xiaoman's waywardness caused them many conflicts with each other, but they are willing to burn for love and burn to ashes together.

Times have changed, and although Lin Huiyin is no longer the same to Xu Zhimo as before, she never really explained anything to him. That indifferent attitude made Xu Zhimo a dilemma.In the spring of 1923, Xu Zhimo, Hu Shi, Wen Yiduo, Liang Shiqiu and others established the Crescent Society, and Lin Huiyin also participated.The name of the club was created by Xu Zhimo based on the collection of Tagore's poems, with the intention of "its slender bend clearly implies that it embraces the perfection of the future." Some of the feelings of the past were found in the eyes.It's just how little poetry and tenderness can fill his eager desire for her.

Liang Sicheng would not fail to understand the subtle relationship between Lin Huiyin and Xu Zhimo, but he knew that fifty-nine Lin Huiyin was the bright star, and her light made many men look up to her.He is just like Xu Zhimo, a plant beside Lin Huiyin's beautiful skirt, and he is not even as outstanding as Xu Zhimo.But close to the water comes first, and Liang Sicheng and Lin Huiyin have many opportunities to get along.He is not as romantic as Xu Zhimo, but Lin Huiyin feels at ease with him.There are not many romances between them, some are just ordinary happiness. If Xu Zhimo is all the beautiful imagination in Lin Huiyin's dream, then Liang Sicheng gave her the stability of reality.With Xu Zhimo, Lin Huiyin's thoughts seemed to be immersed in poetry forever, and he could never forget the blurred rain and fog in London.Getting along with Liang Sicheng made her feel the reality of the dust falling on the back of her hand under the sun.She even sometimes greedily hopes to have these two emotions.It's just that no matter how beautiful the spring flowers and autumn moon are, it is still inseparable from a life of porridge and food.

During this time, Lin Huiyin has been wandering between dreaming and waking up.However, an unexpected car accident made the relationship between Lin Huiyin and Liang Sicheng grow rapidly.On May 7, 1923, Liang Sicheng and his younger brother Liang Siyong took to the streets to participate in the "21" National Humiliation Day demonstration on a motorcycle. The motorcycle was knocked down by the car of the warlord Jin Yongyan on Chang'an Street.Lin Huiyin was flustered when she heard the news. For a long time, she had regarded Liang Si as a relative.The two brothers of the Liang family were hospitalized for treatment. Liang Siyong was discharged within a few days with minor injuries, but Liang Sicheng was injured and disabled. His left leg was a little shorter than his right.

During the period when Liang Sicheng was hospitalized due to a car accident, Lin Huiyin went to the hospital every day to take care of him meticulously.At that time, it was early summer, and Liang Sicheng often sweated on his body in the hot weather, and Lin Huiyin wiped it for him without hesitation.Since they fell in love, there had never been such frequent and intimate closeness between them. This near-miss accident made Lin Huiyin deeply understand that she and Liang Sicheng could not part again easily.And what she wants is a true emotion, the warmth of walking hand in hand together, and the simple happiness of making soup for him.

Many people know how to cherish only when they lose it. God gave Lin Huiyin a chance to make up for it. Before it was too late, she chose to rearrange her fate.If there hadn't been this car accident, perhaps Lin Huiyin would still be in distress between Xu Zhimo and Liang Sicheng.Fate is like this. When you are confused, it will give you hints and let you choose the path you want to take.And every choice has its pros and cons. Choosing Liang Sicheng means living a long life, and choosing Xu Zhimo means living a poetic time.What Lin Huiyin wants is ordinary happiness after all, so he will rub shoulders with Xu Zhi in this life.

In the later days, Lin Huiyin often participated in literary and recreational activities of the Crescent Club with his cousins ​​Wang Mengyu and Zeng Yu'er.Although she and Xu Zhimo often meet each other, she already understands the path she is going to take in the future, and she dare not disappoint them willfully.Because of the car accident, Liang Sicheng's original plan to study in the United States in 1923 had to be postponed for one year.Liang Sicheng's postponement just waited until Lin Huiyin graduated from Peihua Girls' High School, and she was admitted to study abroad with a semi-official fee.This car accident fulfilled another beautiful thing, and the two were able to cross the ocean together, which can be regarded as a pair of wings.

Everyone's life is performing one scene after another, whether true or false, long or short, sad or happy.You play the me in this scene, and I play the you in that scene, each smiling and crying.The end of one scene means the beginning of another, so we don't have to get too caught up in yesterday.Whether you remember it or forget it, life is a cycle of reincarnation, coming and going, never stopping at all.