Chapter 17 a stranger

In a dream, people can always do whatever they want, they don't have to make up for the mistakes they make, and they don't have to bear the disasters they make.But once he wakes up, the wandering soul still needs to find a stable home.Make a pot of leisure tea, look at your own shadow in the afternoon sun, and have a thorough nostalgia for the past.Such a feeling is certainly beautiful, but when the lights dim, everything should end, and you and I still have to face the turmoil of the world and the bustling market alone. Lin Huiyin, who had been ill for a while, faced life again after recovering.However, in September of this year, Liang Sicheng's mother Li Huixian died of illness. Is the death of this old lady who had no relationship with Lin Huiyin the fulfillment of their love?But in the few months after Li's death, Lin Huiyin and Liang Sicheng lived on a mountain of swords and trees, which was very difficult.Fortunately, time passes quickly, whether it is happiness or sadness, it will leave you at the same speed and will not come back again.

In 1925, 21-year-old Lin Huiyin studied at the University of Pennsylvania.The days seem to have returned to the calmness of the past. She and Xu Zhimo are like two clouds, floating along the direction of their own lives. Because they are in the same sky, there will inevitably be a short-term intersection, and after that, there will still be a long-term separation.I always thought that parting would bring endless care and pain. It turns out that everything in the world has gone through too much, so I just got used to it.Just like a cup of bitter coffee, you are immersed in the rich fragrance, completely forgetting the process of tasting and the taste after tasting.

When Lin Huiyin and Liang Sicheng were living a life with just the right amount of salt and water in Penn, Xu Zhimo had already had a beautiful and profound reunion with Lu Xiaoman.The relationship between Lin Huiyin and Liang Sicheng is like a glass of boiled water. There is not much taste worth tasting, but it is also delicious and enjoyable.The love between Lu Xiaoman and Xu Zhimo is a glass of red wine that has been hidden for many years. Once opened, the rich and mellow aroma will make your lips drunk. Xu Zhimo first met Lu Xiaoman, probably on the day of Tagore's 64th birthday.At that time, Lin Huiyin and Xu Zhimo were the protagonists and performed a poetic drama together, while Lu Xiaoman was just a spectator in the audience.Lu Xiaoman is a talented woman who is good at poetry, painting, singing and dancing. Such a temperamental person was ordered by her parents to marry the incomprehensible Wang Geng.Because of inconsistent temperament and hobbies, one can imagine how boring and unpleasant life after marriage is.But Lu Xiaoman is a proud person, she never wants the world to see her frustration, so in front of outsiders, she will always be so charming and beautiful.

After all, Lu Xiaoman's loneliness was discovered by Xu Zhimo, who was the most coquettish, and broke into her heart inadvertently.At that time, Xu Zhimo was also a frustrated person. Lin Huiyin and Liang Sicheng flew together, which made him feel disheartened.The same is the end of the world, two cold hearts snuggle together and get warmth.Lu Xiaoman is different from Lin Huiyin. Although she is also a famous lady in the capital, she is elegant, ostentatious, charming and rebellious.Wang Geng's mediocrity was simply unable to fill the passion she needed in her bones, and could not stir up waves in her heart.

The romantic and affectionate Xu Zhimo can understand the secrets in her eyes, and knows that this romantic woman needs to be burned deeply in her heart.And Xu Zhimo also needs a complete release of Lin Huiyin's suppressed emotions for several years.So once these two people embrace, there is no power to separate them.Some people say that Xu Zhimo and Lu Xiaoman fell in love to forget Lin Huiyin and to free themselves from that fruitless love.It is also said that Xu Zhimo himself is a flame, and Lin Huiyin is as clear as a pool of secluded springs. No matter how much he loves her, he can never satisfy his inner desire.

No matter what the reason is, Xu Zhimo and Lu Xiaoman went through all kinds of hardships, and finally they were able to accompany each other hand in hand.In order to be with Xu Zhimo, Lu Xiaoman divorced Wang Geng and aborted the unborn baby.And Xu Zhimo also disregarded his family's opposition, and wanted to stay with Lu Xiaoman until his death, never to be separated again. He missed Lin Huiyin back then, but now he can no longer miss Lu Xiaoman.Their love was magnificent and earth-shattering at the time.But Xu Zhimo and Lu Xiaoman are people who dare to take responsibility. They are not afraid of all the storms of the world, they disdain the eyes of the world, and they don't need anyone's blessing.

Until October 1926, Xu Zhimo finally married Lu Xiaoman.It is said that their marriage was misunderstood by many people at that time, whether they were relatives or friends, they all opposed them, thinking that they were not professional and too selfish.But they couldn't take care of that much. After marriage, the two had a romantic relationship every day, and there was warmth in the curtain.They lived a loving life in Xu Zhimo's hometown, and returned to Shanghai due to the war. Many people want to know whether the love between Xu Zhimo and Lu Xiaoman will have a huge impact on Lin Huiyin.Lin Huiyin understands better than anyone why Xu Zhimo and Lu Xiaoman fell in love so desperately and deeply.Her letting go makes Xu Zhimo, who regards love as his life, helpless.

If she really loves him, she should be very pleased that he can find a new love, and even send her sincere blessings.And Lin Huiyin, who is as indifferent as water, should admire a woman like Lu Xiaoman who dares to sacrifice everything for love. She has done what she dare not and cannot do. All Lin Huiyin can do is to bless her. She can't selfishly hope that Xu Zhimo will silently guard and love her all her life just because she doesn't dare to love her.There is only one Jin Yuelin in this world, and he will follow her for the rest of his life without any regrets.Xu Zhimo has always been a man who needs emotional nourishment, so it is not an exaggeration for him to love Lu Xiaoman in such a passionate way.Even if Lin Huiyin felt a little lost, he should hide it in his heart, so he had to drink this glass of bitter wine alone, without telling any of the seventy-two people.

It is said that Xu Zhimo's ex-wife Zhang Youyi never blamed Lu Xiaoman, but she blamed Lin Huiyin in her heart.She blamed Lin Huiyin, not because Lin Huiyin's appearance broke up her marriage with Xu Zhimo, but because Lin Huiyin fell in love with Xu Zhimo, but in the end she didn't have the courage to be with him.It can be seen that Zhang Youyi has been infatuated with Xu Zhimo from beginning to end. Her love is not disturbing, but it is enough to make people cry. In this way, it is not to accuse Lin Huiyin of being selfish and cowardly.Everyone treats love differently. She is not Zhang Youyi, who wants to love Xu Zhimo forever; she is not Lu Xiaoman, who wants to be crushed for a love before giving up.She is just a girl as light as a lotus. Although she also longs for a romantic and beautiful love, let her choose. What she wants is stability in this world, so she has no regrets to miss it. After all, Xu Zhimo did not completely abandon Lin Huiyin from life because of Lu Xiaoman. pull out.His love for Lin Huiyin will not be changed by anyone. That piece of true love is hidden in the deepest part of the soul like a jade pot of ice, but it is no longer easy to touch.

In November 1925, General Guo Songling of the Feng army turned against Feng in Luanzhou, and Lin Changmin participated in the anti-Zhang Zuolin war and was shot and killed by stray bullets.The death of his father allowed Lin Huiyin to continue his studies at the University of Pennsylvania with the support of Liang Qichao.In September 1927, Lin Huiyin finished her studies at Penn University and received a bachelor's degree. Later, she transferred to Yale University's School of Drama and studied stage art in the studio of Professor G.P. Baker for half a year.On December 18, Liang Qichao "declared the ceremony" for the marriage of Liang Sicheng and Lin Huiyin in Beijing.

Perhaps for Lin Huiyin, the combination of Xu Zhimo and Lu Xiaoman allowed her to marry Liang Sicheng with more peace of mind.From now on, she can no longer bear the guilt, and can be a lifelong confidant with Xu Zhimo.Just remember that it is really enough to have such a beautiful relationship and love each other so tenderly.And each other seems to find the most stable home for the soul, and there is no need to be afraid of running around in the turbulent world and being displaced.